#sorry for venting but i have nowhere else to screech about this lol

[alo-piss-trancy]

Hhhh waiting for a client to respond after you finish a commission is the w o r s t. Do you like it? Do you hate it? Do you hate me? PLEASE SAY SOMETHING SO I CAN STOP SPIRALING

Like I know they're probably just busy at work or asleep or composing their thoughts c': Heaven knows I've taken a day or two before to find the time/energy to gush my appreciation at the artist properly. But that doesn't make me any less anxious aaaaaa I won't feel off the hook until they reply

To make it worse we're both in a discord server together and I've seen them toss a quick message or two in there earlier so I feel like I can't chat or post anything even unrelated in there until they reply to my dms bc I don't wanna like, be awkwardly skirting around it or seem like I'm pressuring/stalking them or something RIP

I know it wouldn't be taken that way and tbh they probs wouldn't even notice but s t i l l

#i'm like 90% sure they'll like it and be fine bc they're a very lovely person and always compliment my work #but that 10% of pure unbridled anxiety will not leave until they confirm that RIP #bear txt #not omo #sorry for venting but i have nowhere else to screech about this lol #i'm sure it'll be fine but also it hasn't even been 24 hours and it feels like a w e e k