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iconslizzie · 2 years
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lemonadedits · 2 years
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carnivalcarrion · 6 months
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current favorite thing about Psych: Shawn and his on-again off-again unofficial sometimes boyfriend Despereaux
#watching the art theft episode and man#shawn is just so bbg around despereaux its hysterical#ok psych reboot ft. things id change#uhhh id make it canon that shawn and despereaux fucked thanks for coming to my ted talk-#despereaux does Anything and shawn is all sparkly eyes amazed heart emoticons-#no no ok ok this is the dynamic in my head#yeah they fucked but despereaux was soooo over it once they parted ways#but shawn is like. That clingy guy after a one night stand who thinks that Had Something#yk? am i making sense? its almost 5 am i wanted to be asleep two hours ago#absolutely unprompted#LMAO DESPEREAUX JUST FAKED GETTING BLOWN UPPPPP#shawn is Devastated lmaoooooo#i love how they're all like 'spencer im sorry for your loss' LIKKEEEEEE cmon this shit writes itself#OMGGGG LMAO DESPEREAUX LEFT SHAWN MOST OF HIS STUFF IN THE WILL READINGGGGGG#'shawn was despereaux's only Male friend' okkkkkk ok ok ok#LMAOOO SHAWN IS DOING THE MANIC 'hes not dead!!!' THEORY THNGGGGGG#yes bby follow that hunch. be insane over this. get that art thief dick#'death by diabetes. i kid! he exploded' NEW FAVORITE QUOTE woody you are an Icon#nooo bs this is literally the fruitiest shawn has ever been and he has been Fruity on this show#cary elwes has chemistry with Everyone i stg#'i am giving this speech To Him' (shawn about the eulogy) mannnnnn MANNNNNNN#SHAWN IS DELUSIONAL <3 I LOVE THIS EPISODE ITS EVERYTHING#his. his first name is pierre. LMAO#SHAWN IS HAVING A PUBLIC BREAKDOWNNNNNNN#sorry sorry i love this show. its so stupid its great
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sweetlizziepugh · 8 months
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↳ leigh shaw x sorry for your loss pack, icons + headers!!
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• made by me, credit to @sweetlizziepugh if u want
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transgnckon · 6 months
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Feather by Sabrina Carpenter….. I feel like I truly did not appreciate it enough till this moment
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ecnmatic · 2 years
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sapphicqueen · 2 years
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let us never forget that Elizabeth Olsen was an executive producer in "Sorry for Your Loss", which had both Asian-American sapphic representation and an African-American who suffered with depression.
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lfcrobbo · 2 years
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i did mainly change my icon and url as a joke BUT i am kind of. obsessed with my new icon.......
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bat-the-misfit · 2 months
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i really hope that at least one of the object descriptions of the new medieval kit make a reference to The Sims Medieval otherwise i will cry
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ponderingmoonlight · 3 months
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Gojo buying (y/n) souvenirs after every mission and finding out she kept EVERYTHING
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Pairing: Gojo x reader (fem!pronouns)
Word Count: 1,2k
Synopsis: Since your joyful smile is so addictive, Satoru can't help but buy you a souvenir every time he goes on a mission. After a few months, he realizes by accident that you do, in fact, keep everything he gifts you...
Warnings: this is fluffness overload so be prepared, (y/n) has a really bubbly and Mitsuri-like personality, let me know what you thiiiiink and enjoy your holidays🤍
Your heart jumps up and down in joy, feet carrying you down the hallway at lightspeed. Finally he’s back. How long has it been since you’ve last seen him? Definitely too long.
“Satoru!”, you cry out.
There he stands, his arms already wide open while wearing the casual sly grin you adore so much. You can’t contain yourself any longer, your giggles filling his very own heart with nothing but joy.
Satoru doesn’t remember exactly how it all started. After some random mission, he saw a little figure of your favourite animal standing innocently in a show window. He didn’t think much of it, bought it only because it reminded him of you. But oh, you were so joyful back then.
“Are you kidding me?”, you breathed out, glossy eyes staring at the pretty ugly figure so heartfelt that Satoru couldn’t help but shamelessly stare at you.
“It reminded me of you since I know it’s your favourite animal, so yeah…You like it?”
“Like it?”
You grabbed his hands with so much passion that he almost fell backwards, jumping up and down in delight.
“I love it, Satoru! This is probably the nicest thing someone ever did for me!”
It was inevitable from there on. The urge to see your heartfelt joy after every mission became an obsession, forcing him to look into every window, into every shop on the haunt for something you might like. To be honest it made everything more bearable. The loss of his best friend, the people around him dying, all the things that keep him up at night seem to disappear when he’s looking for souvenirs to bring you.
And this.
You almost knock him over by the way you let yourself fall into his arms, hands intertwined behind his back just the way he likes it. Oh, your smell is so intoxicating, as well as your gorgeous appearance sends warm shivers down his spine. How is it even possible that you seem to get more and more breath-taking every time he sees you?
“I was so worried about you! Why didn’t you answer your calls?”, you mumble against the fabric of his uniform, instantly greeted by the singing smell of curses.
“Oh y’know, I had to do a little work from now and then. Like killing off some demons and saving a whole town from getting wiped out. So sorry I didn’t call you back”, he teases you gently.
“That didn’t stop me from getting something for you, though…”
Your eyes widen in sheer excitement, head darting towards him instantly.
“No, you didn’t”, you mutter, lips already forming the most adorable smile.
“Heck yeah I did.”
“I told you over and over that you don’t need to do that, Satoru!”
“Do you like them?”
You bite your lip in a miserable attempt to suppress the wide grin that creeps up your face, cheeks turning the shade of pink that makes Satoru lose his mind.  You are so breath-taking, so pure that it warms his heart.
“Of course I do”, you mumble into your hand.
“There you go.”
He hands you a small box, the brush of his tender touch against your hand sending electricity right through your body. With trembling fingers, you open the light blue ribbon wrapped around it, exposing a simple yet stunning necklace. You desperately try to hold back tears, so moved that you are utterly speechless.
This necklace isn’t this simple. No, engraved into it in Satoru’s iconic handwriting, it says “every thought, you”.
“You can’t be serious about this, Satoru. I really don’t deserve this.”
“You deserve this and even more, (y/n). Do you like it?”
“You ask me if I like it?”, you repeat breathless.
Your finger brushes over the engraving carefully, feeling every curve and every stroke of his elegant hand writing. This must have been expensive – way too expensive for a simple souvenir. But oh how much you love it already, you’ll keep this close to your heart day in and day out.
“I love it. Thank you so much.”
There’s no time to waste. With a swift motion you lunge yourself at him all over again, burying your face against his broad chest. You truly don’t deserve his kindness, his affection. What an outstanding man he is, so tender that it makes you tear up.
“I’d do anything to make you smile”, he mutters into your hair, hands stroking your back ever so gently.
Smile…Oh, you almost forgot!
“Would you…Would you mind coming to my dorm for a second? There’s something I want to give you as well.”
You wipe your tears away unladylike, your hand grabbing his before he’s even able to answer your question.
“Something you want to give to me? Remember when I told you you don’t have to buy me anything?”
“Remember when I told you the same?”, you remark with a slight grin, literally dragging him into your room.
In fact, you stumbled upon this cute figure of a white cat the other day. There was no way you’d leave without buying it, not when it reminded you so much of him.
You swing your drawer open without thinking twice, grabbing the cute little cat with your face glowing in proud.
“Okay, now that’s adorable”, Satoru laughs gently.
Somehow, his eyes get stuck on your drawer though. It looks messy, almost flooding over with all the pieced cramped into it. But no, that isn’t some random rubbish. That figure that stands in the middle of it, it looks so familiar. As well as all those letters, the sweets, the postcards…
It dawns to him, heart skipping a beat. These are all the souvenirs he brought you over the last few years.
“Don’t tell me you kept everything I gave you.”
Oh, please tell him you did.
“Huh?”
Your innocent eyes dart towards the drawer behind you, your cheeks instantly heating up all over again.
“Oh…of course I kept them! Why would I ever throw them away?”
“You even kept the packages of the sweets from last months…”
His heart almost overspills with love. You have to be an angel, too pure and kind for this world. Just one look into your tender eyes is enough to sweep him off his feet, the little cat he holds in his hand sending him over the edge.
“I just love to get reminded of you I guess.”
“And I love you, (y/n). You have to be the most precious human being I’ve ever met.”
The way your eyes widen and your mouth shoots open is priceless. You look so utterly surprised that he can’t help but chuckle while wrapping his strong arms around you all over again.
“Y-you, loving me?”, you stutter.
“Well, I was hoping you’d love me too-“
“I do”, you interrupt him immediately.
“I love you more than any souvenir!”, you babble out.
“That’s what a man needs to hear”, he laughs softly.
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naturesqueen23 · 1 month
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A Second Chance PT 8
Summary: After the loss of his daughter Miguel wants nothing to do with kids that is until he impulsively offers his pregnant neighbor a job at the Spider-Society.
Tags for this chapter: Grumpy x Sunshine, Double life, Secret Identity, FLUFF, Vulgar language, Miguel x reader, Spiderman 2099 x reader, Brief signs of domestic violence 10.2k words
(I want to start off by saying I'M SO SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG POOKIES. Listen school started back up for me and your girl trying to get her degree so bear with me, please🙇🏽‍♀️ But hopefully, the long chapter should make up for it idk about the ending tho...like I said ik y'all are going to hate me for it LMAO. BUT THANK YOU ALL FOR CHECKING IN AND WAITING FOR ME!!!!!
Enjoy loves<333
P.s Just in case you missed it I did change my mind yes there will be smut Mwah<3)
******* This icon will signify the start of the brief domestic violence situation. Please when you see it skip over it if you don't want to read it. I want to warn you guys in advance. Thank You.
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7
You begin to follow Miguel as he brings the last of the gifts to the car. He's been…silent since his chat with Lyla. You don't know what was said but whatever it was left him angry.
You decide it's best to not try and make conversation in the car so you sit in silence all the way home. When you reach your apartment he requests that you stay inside while he brings in the gifts. Going to your bedroom you begin to get undressed changing into a nightgown and throwing on O’Hara's sweater so you aren't practically half naked. You watch him quietly as he brings the rest of the gifts inside.
You walk over and place a gentle hand on his shoulder. “Miguel hey is everything ok?"
“I'm fine, do you wanna unpack any of this stuff now or are you going to wait” You shake your head. “No, I still have to paint her nursery so maybe in like a week or two”
“Let me know when you do cause you shouldn't be handling paint” He gives you a lingering look before walking away and making his way to the door. You quickly walk behind him managing to grab onto his wrist before he has the chance to twist the knob.
“You know you can talk to me about anything right?” He slowly nods his head.
“Listen I gotta go” As he opens the door you watch as he turns around stopping to look at you. He stares at you for what seems like forever before you finally build up the courage to place your hand on his face. Slowly closing the distance between the two of you you pause as you stare into his eyes
“I know that some of your stress is my fault so please if there's anything that I can do to help you then just say the word and I can-” You watch as he begins to shake his head. “Stop it”
“No please just hear me out i-if you need help trying to find him or anything I'm not sure if I'll be of much help but there has to be something that I can do right? If you need anything from me then….I’m here” You pause taking another step closer to him your stomach now touching his. You gently begin to rub your thumb across the strings of his face mask for extra support. “If you need to tell me anything and I mean anything then I’ll listen, trust me I will” He slowly nods his head because, of course, he has his sunglasses on so you can't even try to decipher what he's feeling right now.
“I have to go” You sigh when you feel his hand on top of yours and he slowly removes it from his face. You take a step back and give him a small wave before he walks down the hallway and disappears from your line of view.
Slowly retreating back inside the house you decide to open a pack of pampers and fill up the first drawer in the dresser that's in her nursery. Then you decide to fill up the second drawer with some of the clothes that you brought her. You know you just said you wanted to wait but this was something that you could do yourself. You stare at the clothes fondly before rubbing your stomach. You can't believe that she’s going to be here soon. It feels like it was only yesterday your bump was beginning to show and now you’re about to have your first baby. You just hope that you’ll be able to give her a great childhood and give her all the love you can possibly give. Just without your ex getting in the way.
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Miguel returns to HQ feeling furious. If he's going to keep you safe he can't just sit around and wait for that man to find you. He has to do something about this and like hell he's going to let you get taken away. Canon event or not there has to be something that he can do. Right?
He's been standing here staring at the screens for the past 3 hours. There has to be something that can lead him to your ex there have to-
Fucking hell can how can he be so stupid.
He uses his web to spring up to his office using the platform. He has to fight the urge not to rip open his bag. Practically throwing out the contents of his bag as soon as he has it in his hand he begins looking up the location on the watch. How the hell did he forget that he got a literal business card from your ex? It was practically burning a hole into his bag. It's been 2 months—2 whole fucking months and he had this information just sitting there. Granted he didn't find out who he was until a month ago but still he's Spider-Man for goodness sake he should have put together the pieces.
Miguel spends the next few hours coming up with the perfect plan to end Spinebreaker once and for all before he ever gets the chance to come near you. The problem is deciding whether or not he should act now to get some information before filling the rest of the Spiders in on the plan or doing this all on his own. Like Lyla said according to the timeline Spinebreaker will die by his hands and his hands alone.
He rests his face in his hands as he takes a deep breath. He knew that being Spiderman has its risks he knows that being Spiderman you have to make sacrifices. Everything he does comes down to keeping you safe. Everything he does is for you. You are the top priority. He can't act unless he knows you are safe. If something happened to you and it was because of his poor choices. It—it will be the end of him.
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A few days have passed and it's a little after 2 pm on Friday and he's on his way to meet you. You just finished a box and you called him…well Spiderman on the watch requesting for O’Hara to pick up the box that you just finished. He's feeling rather uneasy about today, especially knowing that right after he sees you he'll be on his way to infiltrate your ex's—Spinebreaker workplace. He's going to be undercover of course but still, he has to be careful one wrong move and lord knows what will happen to him.
He usually doesn't get nervous before a mission but knowing that after this he's one step closer to getting you and your baby girl out of danger puts an extra pep in his step.
Finally reaching your place he takes a deep breath before knocking on your door. He's glad he doesn't have to wear his whole cover-up today no sunglasses no face mask no nothing it's just him for today. It's just Miguel O’Hara. He has to tell you though—he wants to tell you. The longer he keeps this a secret the more it feels like it's eating him alive. He hates lying to you he really does he never meant for it to get this far. He just didn’t think that he’d be spending so much time with you. If you end up hating him for this he’ll do whatever it takes to earn your trust back. Weirdly enough the thought of you not being in his life anymore….scares him….it scares him a lot. Way more than he thought it would.
But he had the perfect opportunity to tell you but it got taken away from him by your fucking ex. He's the problem and honestly, he won't rest until he knows that that man is behind bars.
All the thoughts in his head go silent the minute he sees you hiding behind the door frame. As he watches you slowly try to kick the box through the doorway he knows that something is wrong he can see it in your face.
“Hey, O’hara sorry my place is just kind of messy right now-” He puts his hand to stop the door the minute he sees you trying to close it shut. “What’s going on, why are you hiding? Is he-” He pauses right as the smell of paint hits his nose. Letting out a breath of relief he folds his arms across his chest as he stares down at you. He should've known you wouldn't have waited for him.
“W-why are you looking at me like that?” Slowly he watches as you begin to play with the doorknob. “Is there something you want to tell me?”
“Uhhh….no?”
He slowly begins to push open the door making sure not to hurt you. “Wait please no don’t come in” He pauses as you step in front of him. “And why is that? Just let me in” He stands there expectantly you probably don't even realize but the proof is literally on you. There's pink paint on your pants.
You let out a deep breath as you push some of your curls away from your face. You slowly begin to open the door letting him through as you make your way to the nursery. “Okay just don't get mad I just didn't want to bother you at work for something so mundane when I know you have bigger problems to worry about” Before he has the chance to say anything you immediately turn around looking flustered.
“N-Not you of course I’m talking about Spiderman sorry I didn’t mean to get you guys mixed up…I know you guys are totally different. Polar opposites even.” He narrows his eyes at you before letting out a breath. “Yeah….it’s fine” You nod as you continue walking to the room. He takes in the room and hangs his head low. You clearly didn’t keep your word stating that you were going to wait till the next 2 weeks to start getting things ready. Why didn’t you wait for him? You shouldn’t be moving all these things on your own. He looks at the wall and realizes that you started painting them already. Or at least you tried to; it looks uh…questionable. He checks his watch before he goes to roll up his sleeves. He has a few more hours to spare before it's time for him to leave.
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You watch confusingly as Miguel begins to roll up his sleeves. “What are you doing?”
He walked over to the window, opening it up all the way. “Helping you. I don't even know why you're doing this on your own in the first place. You're pregnant you shouldn't even be smelling the fumes from the-” You reach over to grab the swimming goggles from off the dresser presenting it to him. “I came prepared thank you very much”
He shakes his head before pausing to take a look around the room. You watch as his eyes stop on the chair that you were using to stand up on. Dammit, you forgot to put that away. He's going to grill you about that for sure.
“Listen before you say anything I stopped when I realized how dangerous that was for me to be by myself in here”
He folds his arms across his chest. His muscles bulging against his white buttoned-down top. “That still doesn't help your case” You slowly nod. “Yeah I know….but I'm sorry. For what it's worth she did warn me I think when I stood on the chair for too long she started moving around a little too much so I had to sit down” You laugh silently to yourself as you stare down at your stomach rubbing it gently.
When you look back up you catch him already staring at you. “W-What is it?” He shakes his head no before picking up the paint roller and dipping it in paint. You walk back to sit on the windowsill to be closer to the air when you hear him clearing his throat.
“Nope go in the living room I'm not starting anything if you’re in here”
“Why not-”
“Because I said so”
“But I don't even have to help I could be here for morale support and plus I'm sitting by the window so I'll be fine”
“Nope I need you out of the room, it's for your own good”
“C’mon I'm not going to pass out or anything please can I stay?” You can see the gears turning in his head as he thinks it over.
“I'll put on a face mask…?” He lets out a sigh before nodding reluctantly. “Just stay by the window but if you're feeling lightheaded or anything you need to get out of the room” You nod your head excitedly. “I mean it”
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For the next hour, you alternate between clearing out some of the boxes in the nursery and making conversation with O’Hara. He has to have been a painter in his past life because he's done so much in so little time. Plus it looks way better than what you were trying to do in the first place.
You leave the room deciding that as a thank you you'll make him something to eat. As much as you've been trying to keep this at the back of your mind you just can't. O’Hara is Spider-Man.
The minute you looked into his eyes you knew.
You just wish he would've told you something…..anything really. But yes you get that his identity has to remain hidden but you've expected that he would've told you by now. You trust him with your life you really do but maybe he just doesn't trust you? Is it bad to say you don't know how to earn his trust? Well, maybe that's just something that has to happen naturally. You hope you can earn it someday. But surprisingly you're not mad, a little sad sure but mad no. You know how scary it is to put your trust in someone only to have them play you in the face.
You let out a sigh as you begin to make small circles with the dough that you're kneading. Since he's given you empanadas you decided you can make some for him. You know he eats a lot so you'll have to make enough for the both of you. Well for all 3 of you. You turn around picking up the pot with the meat so you can begin to fill up the empanadas.
“What are you doing?” You jump at the sound of his voice as your grip tightens on the pot handles. “Jesus you can't keep-”
“Sorry, I wasn't trying to scare you” You nod as you begin filling up the first empanada. Before you close it up, pause and get a spoonful of it. It tastes good to you but you would hate it if it was unappetizing to him. “Try this and tell me what you think…do I need to add anything else to it”
He steps around the counter and hesitantly opens his mouth. Watching his features intently you wait to find any signs of disgust but surprisingly there's none there. “It's good”
“Really?” He nods slowly. You lower your head placing the spoon in the sink to hide your smile. “Thank you, would you like to help me? I was supposed to get this done before you finished but if you don’t want to then it’s okay”
“Nonsense you shouldn't be cooking for me in the first place you don't need to be on your feet all the time….but thank you” You nod your head and for the next few minutes y'all work in silence as you both finish making the empanadas.
When they're all on a pan and ready, O'Hara pops them into the oven. You begin to clean up but instead, he shoos you away forcing you to take a seat. You fiddle with your curls as you watch the muscles on his back while he washes the dishes. To your surprise, he finally breaks the silence as he dries his hands slowly turning around to face you.
“I used to make these all the time” You immediately sit up straight, giving him your full undivided attention. “Why did you stop?”
He pauses for a moment as he dusts off the flour on the counter. “I stopped seeing the person I used to make it with….she left” Oh…he's talking about his ex you presume. You totally don't care at all. His love life doesn't matter to you not one bit. You know he doesn't really talk about himself so much and the fact he's involuntarily telling you a little bit about him has to mean something. But should you even pry you don't wanna assume anything.
“Well I don't know the context but I'm sorry that she left you, you're a great guy. You clearly know how to take of a woman even if you were a little mean at first”
“What no…she wasn't it—it wasn't like that she was….” He pauses and he roughly runs his fingers through his hair before gripping onto the counter. “Listen if you don't want to-”
“She was my daughter”
…….
What in the world is he talking about? He had a daughter…. You immediately put your hands flat on the counter getting off the chair to make your way to him. You place a hand on his forearm as his head hangs low with his eyes glued to the counter. This silence is different, it feels heavy…it doesn't take a genius to know that this is affecting him.
When you finally muster up the courage you open up your mouth to speak. “Was? Is she-” He cuts you off with a nod of his head. “Oh my gosh I'm so so sorry I didn't-”
He shakes his head no before he stops leaning on the counter folding his hands across his chest as he turns to face you. You stare up at him as tears begin to fill your eyes. His body is facing you but his eyes are everywhere but you. You place a gentle hand on his arm rubbing small circles with your thumb. “I don’t need your pity. It’s just it reminded me of her when we were cooking, that's all” You slowly nod.
“No no, it’s okay you don’t have to explain anything I—you….thank you for trusting me with this. I can't imagine experiencing that” Your hand slowly ghosts over your stomach. D-Does he feel uncomfortable being around you?
He tightly closes his eyes before he slowly turns to look at you. His eyes are just filled with sadness. “I haven't really talked to anyone about this so…but enough I don't wanna make you uncomfortable” His eyes darted down to your hand that's slightly over your stomach. You begin to rapidly shake your head. “I don't think you could ever make me feel uncomfortable…but I'm the one with the baby growing inside of me. Doesn't being around me make you uncomfortable?”
He lets out a deep sigh as his eyes dart from your stomach to your face. “No, it doesn't actually…..I feel okay when I'm with you”
You give him a small smile. “Oh…just okay well you know what that's better than nothing”
He rolls his eyes. “You know what I mean” You let out a small laugh as you begin to playfully poke his shoulder trying to lighten up the atmosphere. “Yeah, I do…well I'm glad you feel okay enough to hang out with us. We are really glad to have you here”
He nods. “Yeah me too” Silence fills the air as you both stare at each other. Suddenly becoming aware of the lack of distance between the two of you your eyes dart down to his lips only for a brief second. For some reason, you feel the distance becoming smaller and smaller with each passing second. Without thinking you slowly slide your hand to the crook of his neck. You let out a deep sigh before tightly closing your eyes. You begin to pull away right as the timer goes off.
Nervously tucking your curls behind your ears you wipe your palms on the side of your pants you're way too embarrassed to look at him right now. “Saved by the Bell”
As much as you want this to happen it—it can't…to him he still is two different people, Miguel aka Spiderman, and O'Hara, your neighbor. He's still essentially lying to you. Like you said maybe he doesn't trust you enough just yet.
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While letting the food cool down you guys go back into the nursery trying to finish fixing it up. The paint is not completely dry but it's almost there. He won't let you help him move anything so you're left standing in the door frame directing where you want things to go. As you watch him you get the idea to sneak off to go and get your camera. You don't have any pictures of him and without him, you would've probably been stuck on painting.
You quickly take the picture hiding behind the doorframe but he catches you anyway. You hear him quietly making a sound. It sounds like he's laughing…?
“If you wanted a picture all you had to do is ask”
Slowly you come out with a huge grin on your face. “Would you have actually stood there and posed for a picture?” You watch as he goes silent as he rises to his full height. When he gives you a thumbs up you look at him confusingly.
“Wait are you actually-”
“You told me to pose for a picture”
…….
You double over with your hands on your knees as you burst out laughing. “T-Theres no way I can't—I can't believe this” You rest a hand on your stomach as you wipe away your tears.
You slowly walk over to O’Hara stretching out your hand to hand him the camera. “Okay okay let's take a cool one, please. I don't need her to look at these and think I'm forcing you to be here” He rolls his eyes before slowly taking the camera from you. You hesitate for a moment before walking away to pick up one of the smaller paintbrushes.
“Okay I'm ready or wait do you wanna hold it?” He gives you a nod before taking it from you. Closing the distance between the two of you go to rest your head on his shoulder but he ends up wrapping his arm around your waist instead. You look up at him giving him a small smile.
“You ready?” You nod and turn to face the camera, your hands resting on your stomach as you hold it gently. The flash goes off but when you look up at him he's already looking down at you.
“Did you even look at the camera? C’mon, give me a smile”
“No”
“Pretty please” He lets out a sigh as he slowly faces the camera. “Come on then. One more” You let out an excited squeal before facing the camera again. Once the flash goes off you whisper a thank you to him as you take the camera and walk to put it back in your room.
Finally finishing up moving things around the nursery while being mindful of the paint on the walls. Walking into the kitchen you try to split the empanadas even with O’Hara but he refuses. So instead of getting ten each, he gets 7 and you get 13. The sun is setting by the time you are walking him to the door. You lean against the doorframe again as he rolls the down sleeves of his white button-down shirt.
“Sooooo where are you headed to now? You look all professional and stuff. It's a little weird”
“I have a meeting to go to” You begin to lift your head off of the doorframe his words immediately sparking interest. “Oh I’m sorry we didn’t keep you for too long did we?”
“No, but I have to get going otherwise I'm going to be late” You bite back a yawn as you begin to lazily nod along. “Okay okay well thanks for hanging out with us I really don’t know what I would've done if you weren't there to help us. And I’m glad you feel okay hanging out with-” Immediately pausing when you feel her moving around in your stomach you let out a groan when your lower back starts hurting.
“Come on, you need to relax, you've been up all day” Nodding along you rest your hands on your waist as he leads you back into your place with a small hand rubbing circles on your back. Tears cloud your vision as you make it to your bedroom and he slowly tucks you in. You wave goodbye as he exits the room slipping in and out of consciousness causing you to miss the words that come out of his mouth. It probably wasn’t important anyway.
•°~°•
Miguel has to press a hand to his abdomen to prevent himself from bleeding out all over the fucking floor.
Was he expecting the infiltration to go completely well? No.
Was he expecting to be ambushed? Also no.
All was going well a little too well to be exact. He was able to get into the building without a problem. He was able to get some valuable information as well. He had to try his hardest not to lash out in anger. Apparently, Spinebreaker is planning something in a week. It's not rocket science to know that it has something to do with you.
He wasn't expecting to come in contact with Spinebreaker and when he walked right passed him the minute their eyes he knew. He knew that he recognized him from all those months ago. Although he had on a disguise one that made him look like a different person it still wasn't good enough. But it was his fault he made the rookie mistake of wearing his suit below the disguise.
Lyla was only able to give him a 10-minute window before he could get out of the building safely. And of course that led to him having to fight on his own. To make matters even worse Spinebreaker didn't even join in he laughed and watched as the whole thing unfolded.
He slowly makes his way to your place after making sure that no one is on his tail. He won't forget as Spinebreaker's voice echoed amongst the chaos.
“So you know where my wife is then? You wouldn't be here if you didn't. Is she hiding somewhere at HQ?”
“I didn't think she would be in cahoots with Spider-Man but here we are”
“What was it that drew you in? Was it her naivety? There is an innocence that surrounds her, no?”
“She's too kind for her own good. I tried to protect her from this cruel world I really did. She wouldn't understand that they would eat her up and toss her to the side when they're done with her”
“I tried to show her how good she has it when she's with me. But she just can't fucking stay still. She's so hard to control. But look, I finally got her pregnant. She's stuck with me now. I'll be damned if another man raises my child.”
“But tell me how can a bird fly once you've clipped their wings? How long does it take till they defeatedly walk back to the nest? How long does it take till they end up Right. Where. They. Belong.”
By the time he reaches your place, he knocks on the window in the living room before resting on the fire escape. He allows his suit to camouflage with the wall. The last thing he wants to do is scare you again but he needs to tell you the danger you're in. He shoots you a text to let you know ahead of time that he's coming in.
You'll have to go into hiding. You can't go outside anymore until that man is behind bars or truthfully until that man is dead. While he sits there thinking of the next possible steps to keep you out of harm's way he sets his dislocated shoulder back into place. Only wincing slightly. He takes a deep breath as he feels his body slowly healing itself. He doesn't even realize that it's raining until he hears the sound of the water hitting the steps of the fire escape.
He has to let the rest of the spiders know that they have to prepare for the worst-case scenario. Although Spinebreaker is looking for you based on his past attacks he won't hesitate to destroy buildings throughout the city to get what he wants. So it's not only you that's in danger, it's the citizens of Nueva York.
He is pulled out of his thoughts when he hears footsteps throughout your apartment. It looks like you're up. He doesn't say anything until he hears the window opening.
“Miguel my goodness why didn't you just come inside?” He says nothing as you try to drag him inside.
He's watching as you begin to go in a frenzy searching for a towel. Then going to put on the kettle for some tea. “You need to-”
“You're bleeding all over the floor, a-and you're limping, are you kidding me right now? Is everything okay? What happened? Lyla, what happened to him?”
He watches as Lyla phases in but he gives her a subtle shake of his head signifying her to not say anything. He watches as you continue to hastily inspect his wounds. Yes, he’s gotten worse beatings before so this is nothing new to him but to you….you look so frightened and he doesn’t like it one bit.
“Listen I’m fine just calm down-”
You begin to rapidly shake your head as you try to pat him dry, careful not to press too hard on the gashes along his body. “You can’t tell me to calm down when you’re in my apartment looking like this. My god what about your super healing? Why isn't it working?”
He pauses right as the words leave your mouth. How did you know about that?
“They told me on my first day…..why did you allow me to—never mind that doesn't matter. Be real with me please how did you get like this? Was it b-because of me? Did he do this-” He cuts you off as you begin to pat the towel along his face. Grabbing your hand he slowly holds it resting his other hand on the side of your cheek. “Listen to me for the next week you're going to have to go into complete isolation you need to stay inside. Don't go by the windows, turn off your phone-”
“He hurt you, didn't he…Oh my gosh, this is all my fault I-” He cuts you off taking a step closer to you. His other hand moved from your hand to cradle the other side of your face as well. Grateful that the rain washed away the blood from his hands. “Hey hey hey don't say stuff like that none of this is your fault you hear me? You didn't do anything wrong”
He slowly watches as you begin to shake your head no as tears begin to fall down your face. “He—he won't stop until he finds me I-I’ve been through this before. He's going to keep hurting you and everyone till he gets me. I don't think I can live to see you like this knowing that I'm the reason”
“No I brought this onto myself I made a rookie mistake and I got ambushed this is all because of me. Trust me when I say that but I need you to listen to me. You can't come to work anymore, you need to stay inside. I have to get the spiders ready to start formulating a plan. He's not going to only come for you, he's going to attack everyone as well”
You slowly nod along and he pauses to wipe away your tears with his thumb.
“I-I have a doctor's appointment in a few days I don't wanna miss it she's going to be here soon so I wanna make sure everything's okay”
He thinks it over for a second but he knows how easy it is for things to change especially when you're so close to your due date.
“Yeah yeah okay I'll come with you” He gets ready to pull away but he pauses when you rest your head against his. “P-Please be careful I’ve reached the point where I’m terrified to lose you….so please” All he can do is stare at you deeply as you go on your tippy toes placing a gentle kiss on his forehead. He wishes he didn’t have his mask on right now; he wishes that he could show you how deeply he cares.
“Yeah, I’ve….reached that point as well. I’ll keep you updated on everything”
You nod before finally pulling away from him completely. He watches as you fold your hands across your chest playing with the sleeves of your sweater. “Sorry for my outburst I—whoa” You pause watching as she begins to move in your stomach it looks like she's trying to claw her way out. You have to rest your hands on your waist as you stare down at her in amazement. The longer you stare the more you realize she isn't kicking it looks like actively moving. You have to try not to wince at the slight pain. It feels very weird.
“I think she flipped…she's upside down now”
Miguel stares at you both in awe. He meant it when he said he didn't feel uncomfortable around you. He feels at peace…calm even and that's a lot coming from a man like him. Amongst everything he feels at peace when he's with you.
•°~°•
You let out a low laugh as you rub your stomach trying to soothe her. “I-I think she did” Looking up you catch him staring at your stomach or at least you think he is. He does that a lot and you realize you always catch him staring. When he's Spiderman and when he's your neighbor. You know he said he feels comfortable around you and you don't wanna push your luck but you can't help it.
“Would you like to feel her?” He appears to be startled at your words and he takes a step back holding up his hands in defense.
“I don't wanna hurt you…or her” You follow him, taking a step forward. “No you won't-” You were surprised when his claws unsheathed from his hands.
You take another step forward hesitantly you grab his hand causing him to retract his claws. You pull it towards you resting it on your face. “You didn't hurt me from before so how could you hurt me now? But if you really don't feel comfortable then it's okay I'm just letting you know that you can” He slowly nods his head before letting out a sigh.
You both decide it's best that you call it a night. You offered him to stay over because of his bruises and surprisingly he accepted. After cleaning up some of his bruises you both sit in your room. You're resting on the bed and he's resting on the floor not wanting to wear his dirty suit on the bed. Amidst the chaos, you both were able to find some comfort within each other by talking about anything and everything. It's a great way of taking your mind off of things. It is a little different though having small talk with Miguel. The more that you think about it the more you realize the similarities and differences between Miguel and O’Hara or is it just Miguel O’Hara now? You let out a sigh that's louder than you expected.
His head immediately turns in your direction and you shake your head whispering to him that you're okay. Before you even know it you fall asleep and you're waking up in the middle of the night feeling a sense of warmth in your hand. You subtly look over and see that he is holding onto your hand and he presses buttons on the orange screens in front of him with his free hand. You smile to yourself as you drift back off to sleep. At least you're not alone anymore.
•°~°•
These past few days you have been on edge. You've been reacting to every little sound that you hear, scared that it could be your ex. You've been focusing on trying to take your mind off of things but more so you need to try to focus on keeping your stress levels low. You're 34 weeks right now and the closer you are to your due date the more you want to control your emotions. You're so close to the finish line everything needs to be perfect you really don’t need to get riled up. Miguel enabled an invisible barrier around your place and at all times there's a Spider nearby.
You would've thought he would move you to a new location but he declared it was too risky to do it right now. And since then you haven't really been able to see Miguel you've only seen and been able to communicate with him on your watch.
But today is the day of your doctor's appointment. It's just a checkup to see how she's doing and if everything is going well. You're more than excited to get a closer look at your baby girl. Your stomach has gotten even bigger and now it feels like you're waddling. You don't know how big it can possibly get but you do know that your stomach is supposed to drop but that still hasn't happened yet.
You and Miguel walk side by side into the doctor's offices with your disguises on. You're wearing a pair of yoga pants and an oversized shirt plus the face-changing disguise that Lyla put on you. However, you’ll have to take it off when you reach inside. You’re a little nervous to be here with Miguel, especially after what he just revealed to you. Never in a million years would you have ever thought he had a child he had a family. You know that this is probably none of your business but you can’t help but wonder what happened to his daughter and well…his wife or girlfriend or maybe they weren’t even together maybe he just had a baby with someone and became a single father. The icing on the cake was finding out his daughter was no longer here. You can't imagine what he must've gone through during those times. As a soon-to-be mother, you already know how much this baby means to you and she's not even here yet, and the thought of you losing her right here and now would break you. You wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone, not even your worst enemy.
You really shouldn't be thinking about this right now. All these negative thoughts won't be good for both you and for her. Right as you step foot in the building your disguises come off. While checking in and subtly glance over at Miguel…just checking to make sure that he's okay even though you asked him that question about 5 times already it never hurts to ask again.
Taking a deep breath as you hear your name being called you slowly rise to your feet resting your hands on your stomach. You walk extremely slow now and it can be rather infuriating watching everyone just zoom past you. Living in Nueva York if you don't walk fast enough prepared to get pushed out of the way. Right before reaching the nurse that's going to lead you to the room you stare at Miguel before finally speaking up.
“Are you sure you're really okay with this? You can even wait outside the room you don't have-”
“I'm fine I know how to control my emotions…it's been years” You try not to let out a gasp at his words. You decide it's best not to say anything. Following the nurse to the room you sit on the bed with your hands resting right below your stomach. They already checked your height and weight so when your doctor comes in all of the focus is on your baby.
When she comes in her eyes immediately land on Miguel and as you take a look at her face you should've warned her that someone, a man to be exact, would be accompanying you. During your very first visit, you had a few bruises on you which you forgot to cover up. Naturally, you've told her about your ex-husband but for all of your appointments, you've been by yourself so you could only imagine what's going through her head right now.
She makes a beeline for you and immediately places her hand on yours whispering to you quietly enough so he doesn't hear. “Do you want me to call someone or I can remove him from this room myself? All that muscle doesn't scare me.” You immediately shake your head speaking loud enough for Miguel to hear.
“No it's not him….this is a really good friend of mine he's been good to me I trust him” You and your doctor hold eye contact before she nods introducing herself to him.
She starts off by checking for your baby girl's heartbeat. You felt your heart plummet when you could only see her but you couldn't hear anything. Immediately you felt Miguel grabbing your hand and you returned it with a squeeze. You both let out a sigh of relief the minute the sound reached your ears. You didn't realize it but he held your hand the whole time until he had to step out to take a call presumably by Lyla.
Finally, you're done with your appointment you slowly make your way out of the room subtly going to the corner to check on your watch to send him a message. Walking around with your hand underneath your stomach you lock eyes with the receptionist.
“If you’re looking for your partner he stepped outside he said to just meet him in the car” You give her a small smile trying to mask your surprised expression. Why would he ever tell her that? Checking in with your watch you read a message from him “Wait for me I’m coming”. Well, maybe he just wants you to meet him in the car?
Right before you step out you manage to change back into your disguise walking back to your car. You notice the lack of cars that are in the parking lot as you take note of your surroundings. But you can’t find Miguel anywhere pausing as you get a notification you immediately feel your blood run cold.
“Where are you? Your doctor said you left already I'm looking for you in the lobby”
“Please tell me you didn’t leave we have to get you home there is a high chance the attack is today”
You begin to text him but decide it’s better to just call him. You turn around getting ready to walk as fast as you possibly can right as you feel a hand on your arm almost yanking you backwards.
*****
“How long did you think you could actually stay away from me huh?”
You can feel your body slowly shutting down at the sound of his voice alone. You can’t even bear to look at him as he pulls you to face him. Tightly closing your eyes you can already feel yourself struggling to fight against him and it's hurting knowing that after all these months you're still so afraid of him to the point where you can't even look at this man. But you have to try. It's not just you that you're protecting, it's your baby girl as well. And you would do whatever you can to keep her out of harm's way.
Slowly mustering all of the courage that you have, you hesitantly open up your tears-filled eyes. “P-Please don't do this not right now” Your breath hitches in your throat as your eyes meet. To think that you were ever in love with this man is scary. To think that he was ever in love with you…..is scary.
“Don't fucking play these games and act like your innocent. Were you going to let another man raise my child?” He pulls you in till his breath fans on your face.
“N-No I wasn't I swear I was going to do this all on my own we're not to-” You let out a shriek the moment your back hits a car. He has one hand tightly wrapped around both of your wrists and a hand on the back of your neck.
“Finish that sentence I dare you”
“B-But you know it's true we aren't together anymore” You pause as the grip on your wrist gets tighter. “Please you're hurting me…t-think about the baby you're hurting her if you hurt me so please”
To your surprise, you can feel his hold on you loosen. His eyes dart between yours and then down to your stomach. As much as you don't want to you maneuver your hand out of his grasp and place it on his face.
“P-Please don't do this….don't hurt me again” Just when you think he'll let you go you immediately take note of the switch in his eyes. You can't change someone who's not willing to change. You don't know why you thought that being pregnant would change a thing. Right as he opens up his mouth a red web attaches to his face and he is yanked into a wall of a building 5 stories over.
*****
Debris falls onto the ground below from the impact. You don't even realize that Miguel is running up to you.
“Dammit, did he hurt you? Are you okay? How's the baby?” You don't even have time to answer the questions as his hands wander all over you. You immediately pull him into a hug. “N-No I think I'm okay a little shaken up but we're okay. I'm sorry for leaving but the receptionist told me that you're outside so I-” He cuts you off by leaning back to cradle your face.
“Stop apologizing I should've never left—but listen to me you can't be here it's not safe” You both turn your heads to a loud screech coming from behind you guys. You're no longer looking at your ex-husband, you're looking at Spinebreaker. You can't believe how stupid you were. Out of the corner of your eyes, you see multiple spiders running towards you. Feeling Miguel slowly pushing you in their direction, you begin to panic.
“They will take you somewhere safe I'm going to try my hardest to come back to you you hear me if not then-”
“What do you mean “If not” promise me you'll come back to me” You watch in confusion as he doesn't say anything back. Is he for real right now? He begins to bark orders at the other Spiders as screams from a distance reach your ears. Instinctively you cradle your stomach before quickly walking up to him placing a hand on his cheek.
“Promise me you'll make it back to us Miguel” He stands there unmoving and you assume that he's staring down at you since he has his suit on so you can't see his face.
His suit disengages around his mouth just enough for his lips to be freed he closes the distance between you two placing a gentle kiss on your forehead. You have to choke back a sob when you feel him resting his hand ever so gently on your stomach as if he's scared to even do it.
“Stay safe for me…. please”
“Miguel no no please don't do this-”
“Ben take her away you know the drill”
“Copy boss” You feel two hands on your shoulder pulling you away from him and you immediately begin to shake them off.
“Come on it's not safe for you here”
“I-I don't want to leave-” You pause right as a lot of shouting and yelling happens all around you.
“BEN GET HER OUT OF HERE”
“Mig-” You don't even have time to finish saying his name and Ben already has picked you up in the Bridal position.
“Hold on to me beautiful” You slowly nod before wrapping an arm around his neck as he uses a web to swing away.
•°~°•
Miguel didn't even have it in him to watch as Ben drags you away. He's really trying to keep the image of you looking so mortified once you realize there's a chance he may or may not be coming back. He knows how these things go and he knows how easy it is to fuck up. One mistake could cost you your life. But even now the last thing he wanted to do was lie to you. He truly and honestly doesn't know if he'll make it back in one piece.
He's going straight for your ex he could barely even think straight when he saw him towering over you. When he saw him putting his hands on you he saw red. He didn't even have time to think he just moved. Miguel is currently surveying the crowd fighting Spinebreakers henchmen while pointing people in the direction of safety.
It isn't until he hears someone calling out his name that he immediately starts to go in that direction. Coming face to face with Sprinbreaker Miguel immediately starts cracking his neck and knuckles. He's going to watch with satisfaction as the life drains from his eyes. To think that he would still put his hands on you while you're carrying his child is insane. This man doesn't deserve jail he deserves to die.
•°~°•
2 hours have passed and every 30 minutes you've been checking in with Miguel and it's not really for him to know that you're okay but for you to know that he's okay. Granted you know that he's fighting but at least Lyla is able to text for him.
You're at a safehouse with Ben and as much as he's trying to cheer you up it isn't working. Nothing will work until you know that Miguel and everyone else that you care about is safe.
•°~°•
Miguel gets an extra pep in his step the minute your text comes in. Lyla reads it out to him while he's throwing fists with Spinebreaker addressing him as your ex just sounds like an insult to you. Miguel tries to ignore his words as he slams him into a nearby wall.
“Do you really think that she would let you be the father of my child?”
“I’ll be a better father than you’ll ever be” He watches as Spinebreaker grows visibly angry at his comment.
“Don’t be fucking stupid you’re probably just trying to use her as a replacement for the family you already lost. Are you not tired of placing house yet?”
Miguel pauses for a second which earns him a punch in the face. He shouldn't let comments like these get to him, it's not worth it.
•°~°•
Another hour goes by and instead of updating you right as you send the message they are now coming in 2 minutes sometimes 4 minutes later. Are you ignoring the fact that Miguel is literally fighting Spinebreaker right now? Yes. But he has Lyla for a reason right? He doesn't even have to pause to answer. That can only mean one thing: he's getting tired.
You're watching a news channel on your phone and watch checking to make sure you don't miss a single thing. You've been walking around as your baby girl moved around at what feels like 10 miles per hour in your stomach. Of course, now is the time when you feel very tired and drained not to mention your wrists hurt. And the ice that Ben has for you didn't really work.
You watch closely as Miguel and Spinebreaker fight amongst the chaos that surrounds them. Everyone is running frantically. Spiders are fighting Spinebreakers henchmen while cars are getting flipped over, windows are being broken and mini fires line the streets. To think that this is Nueva York, the city that you've grown to love breaks your heart and it's all because of you.
You watch in horror as Spinebreaker begins to charge up a glowing green device attached to his arm as Miguel slowly gets up from hitting a large beam. As they both engage in battle again at the corner of your screen you notice that a few of the henchmen are shooting their weapons at the walls of buildings that if they were to fall would fall directly on the both of them.
Immediately you cover your mouth and type as quickly as you can to Miguel. You fill Ben in and he immediately alerts the other Spiders in the area.
“No we have to go to them and warn them they aren't going to pay attention to their watches right now”
“Miguel will kill me if I bring you back there no”
“Ben don't do this, they could all die, and get seriously injured if we don't warn them” Ben begins to shake his head and you immediately begin to walk in the direction of the door.
“Princess don't-”
“Will he be more mad that you let me go by myself or that you're with me?”
•°~°•
As much as he hates to admit it his stamina is decreasing. His moves are getting sloppier and he's just downright upset that this man is still alive. He managed to break an arm but in the next 5 minutes, it was repaired. It makes no sense and it's no doubt that it has something to do with his suit. Spinebreaker suit is green and red and they’re buttons all over it. It looks very-
He pauses right as Spinebreaker taps on the device that he has been rebooting for the past 50 seconds.
“Let's settle this once and for all I really want to get back to my wife” Miguel doesn't even have the time to respond and Spinebreaker is already launching at him. He meets him halfway and Miguel manages to use his web to drag a rock to strike him in the face.
Blood coats his face and Miguel takes the opportunity to lunge at him immediately using his webs to hold him down. He manages to land more blows to his face before breaking both of his hands and arms at the same time.
“This is for putting your hands on her” Too oblivious to the charged-up weapon Miguel sinks his fangs into Spinebreaker's neck allowing his venom to sink through. Miguel watches the venom seep into his body expecting it to paralyze him instead his body starts convulsing violently. He starts coughing up blood but starts smiling in the process.
“If I die you die with me so none of us gets to have her” Miguel misses as Spinebreaker points the charged-up weapon at the both of them.
“MIGUEL WATCH OUT” He immediately tenses up when he hears your voice managing to point the weapon directly away from him he uses his web to jump back but his left leg ends up getting hit in the process. He looks up slowly realizing the buildings around him are falling. The weapon goes off partially shooting Spinebreaker in the face and shooting a building making it fall even faster. Right before swinging away, he pauses as he sees Peter's leg caught under a rock.
He sighs as he knows what he's about to do; he really can't have another death on his conscience. Once he locates the sound of your voice he quickly helps Peter using his web to push him towards Ben. Right as Ben uses his webs to grab Peter he can see it in your face that it's too late. It's too late for him to even save himself. He manages to put his hand over his heart as he slowly allows his mask to disengage.
•°~°•
You scream out his name the minute he goes under. You’re on the roof of a building several stories over. You can’t even believe what you just saw right now. You immediately begin fighting your way past Peter and Ben so you can get to him. H-He can’t just leave you like this…he can’t.
Carefully you maneuver your way through the rubble calling out to him as clutch your stomach.
“Please go back pretty lady I don't need you getting hurt”
“L-Lyla where is he..f-find him I-I can’t…Lyla help me please” You watch Lyla with tear-filled eyes as she helps you find him being mindful of where you’re stepping while following Lyla. The minute you see red and blue you carefully walk to it, grateful that he isn’t fully covered in rubble. Before you could make it to him Ben and Peter try to pull him out as much as he can without hurting themselves and him. The minute he’s freed you immediately sink to the floor placing his head on your lap his mask is slowly disengaging you try to hold his face but he turns the other way.
“Don’t” You try your hardest not to let your tears fall on his face. “I-I already know there’s no need to hide from me anymore….Miguel O’Hara. I knew the moment you took off your sunglasses. You can’t hide from me” You pause as he meets your eyes and a small smile emits on your face.
“Hey”
“Hey” You begin to wipe away dust from his face staring as the mask fully disappears.
“I wasn’t trying to lie to you I just-” You begin to shake your head no. “P-Please now is not the time I-I get I really do just hang on for me help is on the way you hear me?”
“I….don’t think I can”
“Please don’t do this, you're going to be okay. Lyla already alerted everyone and-”
“I can’t…feel my legs…it hurts to breathe my ribs are crushed and if I move now-”
“So you’re giving up just like that” He shakes his head no as you push back a few curls out of his face. “No, I’m telling you the truth…..I’m not going to….give you false hope”
“I-I won’t accept this what am I going to do if you’re not here—Lyla how far are they” You begin to assess his body checking for any signs of bleeding. Anything that you can see to prevent him from bleeding out. “I don’t know everything is closed off and-”
“WELL TRY HARDER…” You try your hardest not to raise your voice at her but easier said than done in a situation like this. “I-I can’t lose him”
“You’ll be fine…you have your baby girl….on the way and-”
“No I-I don't think I could do this without you…I want you there with me….you’re supposed to meet her”
“I know…and I’m sorry I won’t be there…to see her” You pause as you watch him slowly raise his right hand to cradle your face. You can see the amount of pain that he's in and it’s breaking your heart. “It doesn't take a genius….to know that you’ll be a great mom” Your tears are now falling on his face you don’t even have it in you to stop it. “Miguel don’t do this…fight for me for her for us. I-I think I…” You let your words trail off as you gather the courage to finally say how you’re feeling.
You place a hand over the one he has on your face. “I think…..I’m in love with you Miguel” You watch as the tips of his mouth curve upwards just the slightest.
“You think?” You give him a small smile.
“You know what I mean”
“For what it’s worth….I think I love you too” You don’t resist as you feel him slowly pulling you forward. You hold his face gently as he rests your forhead on his. Both your eyes are closed as you bask in the feeling. “D-Don’t leave me please”
“I’m…sorry” You immediately press your lips on his for a brief moment too scared that you’ll lose him without realizing. You sit up as you feel her moving around. Miguel stares at your stomach before meeting your eyes and maybe it’s your own eyes but you swear his are glassy. You have to put a hand over your mouth to muffle your cries as he places a hand on your stomach along with a kiss.
“I want to say….thank you….for giving me a second chance”
You begin to run your fingers through his hair. “A-A second chance at what? Migs”
“Giving me….a second chance of…having the family I always wanted” He pauses and turns his head to cough up blood. One hand lingers on your stomach and he places the other over his heart as he slowly closes his eyes.
“Thank You”
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What is a general hc for yandere Soap?
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Warnings: Yandere behavior, military + talks about trauma and PTSD, kidnapping, and dubcon (not in detail)
A/N: Sure!! Sorry this took extremely long. I've been struggling with my health. Hope this was okay <3.
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Soap is a very complicated person. Underneath his nice Jester Act, he’s an extremely manipulative, obsessive, and possessive man in every aspect possible. He owns you; you own him, vice versa.
He’s two faced with you, only if you’re capable of staying one way. Much like Jekyll and Hyde.
Johnny wasn’t sure what was so addicting about you, but he knew you were the one for him. The very first time he saw you, he was immediately smitten and approaching you with a wide smile. Flirting and wooing his ways with you as his cheeks flushed with pink, legs like jello and hands sweating as his mind was overloaded with question after question. While Soap’s not easy to fall for someone, he couldn’t help but see that you were incredibly attractive; as well as interesting and a genuine person.
It definitely makes more sense if you were on the team. Price bringing you in as a new recruit; a needed medic or another soldier that finds him just as perky, or annoying.
Or, in any other story, you could be a civilian who he had met while living next door. The apartment complex getting lonely, and somehow, the cheeky bastard showed up with a welcoming smile and a few of his buddies helping him move in. Wouldn’t it be nice to know him, no?
Despite these two — Soap would quickly realize he needed you. The calls weren’t enough. The hourly talks weren’t enough. Nothing was never enough because you weren’t his. And you certainly made him lose his mind.
Either way, you’ve caught the eye of a man who’s incredibly hard to get rid of. His name speaks loudly in certain situations when he’s with you.
That being said, Johnny is always around you — in and out of the battlefield. He’s always trying to engage with whatever you’re doing.
Gonna head out and get a drink from a bar a couple of minutes down the road? Why not let him come along? Catch up on some things, plus the two of you could play truth-to-drink.
Need to go grocery shopping? Let him drive with you! He would feel safer going with you, plus, he needs to restock his fridge. Wherever you are, he’s there; even with and without your knowledge.
Soap is a huge softie with you. Even Ghost and Price see it. It’s clear that he likes you, which leaves him doing it the ‘original’ way. He will go all out and woo your heart; going as far as to buy your favorite flowers or go get that movie you haven’t seen in ages. He pays attention closely to the conversations you two have, so expect gifts to come.
This also means that he dislikes people around you, his blue eyes turning into daggered icicles that talk to you. And those who don’t get his signals, he gets aggressive, which isn’t a pretty sight.
He makes it clear that you’re off limits and stares at anyone who looks at you too long or simply the wrong way. While he acts incredibly sweet and kind in front of you, the minute you turn around, his smile is gone and staring into the person’s poor soul until they run away with their tail between their legs.
Johnny is the type to overcompensate things, which can be annoying. He’s overbearing — almost suffocating to the point you may or may not snap at him to knock it off or leave you alone. He will act like an overprotective boyfriend, even if the two of you are not dating.
Because of this, you’ll likely lose a bunch, if mostly of your friends or close family members. At the end of the day, he’s sitting right beside you as he comforts you from the losses. I mean, he’s better than them, right?
Soap is more on the jealous side. While he knows he’s attractive and strong - likely your type - he just can’t help but pop his knuckles in pure annoyance whenever he sees you talking to someone he feels is a threat. Soap will try his best to be always around you, keeping an arm or hand on you at all times, showing people he has an interest in you or that you’re dating.
And because of his severe jealousy, he’s a master at manipulation. He’s very persuasive with his words, especially with his sweet and dirty talk.
He’s always guiding, keeping you away from people he deems bad, and whenever you question it, Johnny always smiles before telling you not to worry about it. By the end of the day, you’re in his house with him locking the door.
With how insane he is, and just how devoted he’s with you, you’re gonna be kidnapped. Even if you’re already in love, he can not stand people talking or keeping you away from him. He wants you by himself.
Your safety is his top priority. The minute it’s threatened, even by a friend invading your space or seeing you uncomfortable in public, all his nice and flirtatious mask is thrown out the window and goes berserk. He’s not afraid to swing, kick, or even draw high amounts of blood if it means that you’re safe.
Now, the minute he can call you "his" is the second he really shows his colors; being a cheeky bastard and a manipulative prick. Of course, he’s a natural flirt and will tease or woo you every damn chance he gets.
Soap is very open with affection. In all types of shapes, but he mainly shows it through gifts and physical affection. He’ll randomly give you rocks with specific names and expects you to remember.
Or cuddling you closer to his body, hand instinctively curling around your hips and lips sucking in deep bruises. His favorite part with you is rolling in bed with you, tracing your body marks as he rubs his face into your belly.
Soap is incredibly clingy. It gets worse when he gets home after being out for a long time of not seeing you.
Once he’s home, whether that’s from a mission or simply spending the day shopping for necessary items, he will not leave you alone. His arms are always on you, grasping and pulling you in for cuddles and his Scottish slangs whispering in your tinted ears for more attention.
Punishments come in waves– and if you’ve broken them, even ignoring his final warnings with tsks, it isn’t pretty.
Usually, he figures a good fuck with sorta ye out, no? With the amount of orgasms and pretty begs you let out, he’s certain you won’t break them again, correct?
But, if that doesn’t work, he’ll put a chain around your ankle, keeping you in bed and treating you the same as if you didn’t do anything. Slowly but surely, driving you insane until you say sorry.
Soap is excellent at spying and has no shame if he’s caught, even by you. You won’t be allowed to shut any doors, even if you are using the bathroom or showering. But, you wouldn’t mind him coming in, would you?
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2026 Rewind - Grid x AudiDriver! Reader
Plot: After some devastating deaths within the F1 industry from unmistakable names in 2025, the FIA decide to make a plan to race at all of the old tracks that are iconic but haven’t been on the grid for a while.
A/N: this is racing heavy with only drivers name dropped, but if you want cool Ted and Crofty with Y/N vibes while learning more about some of the FIA Grade 1 Tracks, have a read!
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“So Ted, let’s talk about this years line up. It’s just so iconic that I can’t bear it!” David Croft says as they are in the commentator box at pre-season testing.
“Yeah Crofty, obviously it’s so unfortunate the reason behind what we are calling the 2026 rewind because of some losses we had in the industry and this was the way the FIA decided to pay tribute to those people!" Ted explains before the onscreen for the year comes up.
"So, lets go through the year together and analyze it. We're starting of the season strong in the lovely Kuwait, here at Kuwait Motor Town, this is where we are kick starting off this season. It's a high speed track here just north of where we would typically start in Bahrain. This is a track consisting of 20 turns, and is 5.609km of racing ahead. I'm very excited as no-one in F1 history has raced here in an F1 car. Who do you think's going to do well here Ted?"
"Well, there's some really nice corners, and it's a similar temp to Bahrain so i think it's difficult to tell but I can imagine the Audi with Y/N now having done her rookie season learning all those key values about the F1 car and how it works. McLaren will also be good here, really tightening up the constructors championship this year!" Ted offers looking at all the onboard footage.
"Yes I agree, I think Red Bull tend to be quiet strong a the start of the year naturally and its a game for the other teams to be playing catch up!" Crofty agrees.
"Okay, then after Kuwait, we'll be travelling to and correct me if I'm saying this wrong but the Kyalami Circuit in South Africa near the wonderful capital Johannesburg. It's in replacement of the Saudi Arabian Grand Prix, we haven't raced in South Africa since 1993 and what a beautiful circuit this is, its got some really high speed corners and yeah, I think the Ferrari will really be great on those long straights." Ted says analysis the data of the cars in testing.
"And now here we have with us, Y/N Y/L/N Audi F1 driver here to talk through the rest of the tracks!" David says and points to the camera for you to smile and wave before he pulls out the microphone in front of you.
"Hello!" you grin and David and Ted both burst out laughing.
"What did I miss, I'm really sorry i was late!" you smile looking between them and they both nod in understanding of how tight the weekend schedule could be, they are shocked they actually have your time right now.
"It's completely okay, we understand! We've only introduced Kuwait and South Africa, we are about to move onto the changed Australia track! Your thoughts?" he exclaims and you smile.
"Yeah, obviously it's going to be exciting with all these new tracks that none of us have driven, so of course there was a lot of testing in the sims... but yeah its great to be here in Kuwait, and I'm excited to go to South Africa as well!" you smile.
"Yes, and how do you feel about Australia being changed from Albert Park in Melbourne to the Adelaide Street Circuit?" Ted asks with a grin on his face knowing how you felt about the Australian races.
"Well, after the spider incident in 2022, I've always been so scared to drive in Australia" you giggle, before Crofty pulls up the video of you in P4 of the Australian Grand Prix in 2022.
Y/N - Theres a fucking tarantula in my car Race Engineer - Copy that Y/N - No i dont think you guys get it, its on me
"And you ended up pitting there was no time to get it out of the car because of where it was, you were crying for the rest of the race and you were going so quick so you could just finish that you actually ended up winning your first race here and overtaking Charles Leclerc in, what back then was an Alfa Romeo." Crofty smiles and you nod.
"Yeah, so where ever that race is in Australia I know ill be on edge the whole time, I'll have my crew do like 6 inspections on my car before each session to make sure. It was traumatizing i tell you!" you admit.
"So after what will hopefully be a spider free stint in Adelaide on their street circuit we move on to south east Asia where we will exchange Suzuka Japan, for the Fuji SpeedWay, a truly iconic track before going back to an old favorite of some of the older driver on the grid like Lewis and Fernando in South Korea at the Korea International Circuit!" Ted says showing the line up for the races after Australia.
"I'm really excited for these, the atmosphere of the fans is always amazing and the tracks here are great I think Audi thrive on these sort of tracks and yeah, I'm excited to see what we can do there!" you smile, looking at the spinning track layout that popped up on screen.
You move on to Miami's replacement being the iconic Californian Long Beach Street Circuit.
"And we've been tipped of, by a certain Cash App driver that he'll be taking you to DisneyLand while out there?" he asks looking at you.
"Yes, Liam has already been once and when I said about wanting to go to radiator springs he and Daniel jumped on the opportunity to go, which then Yuki and Max wanted to come so it's now turned into this whole massive group trip!" you laugh knowing that half the grid would come with you guys.
"And of course much like the UK Italy is another pinnacle of Motorsport and we've had to change out two of the iconic track Monza and Imola. So for the first change of Italy we've changed it to the iconic Mugello track which I just really love, don't you Y/N?" Ted asks looking at you.
"Yeah I think Lando and Osc will be really strong there, I'd like to think me and Carlos are as well with the Audi this year... so yeah I'm excited for Mugello! Obviously they raced here in 2020 so it's the most recent of all the races this year to make a return so its only really me, Oscar, Logan, Fred, Theo and Kimi who haven't raced there" you smile analyzing the twisty track up on the screen.
"Yes, then we'll be moving onto, what was probably one of the toughest decisions of this year which was switching out Monaco and what to switch out such an exciting race with, so they didn't its the only race on the calendar this year that has remained unchanged!" David explains making you nod.
"I think, where this year is to show the history of F1 and what it means to all of us, the teams and the fans. And by keeping Monaco on there where its such a historic track, i think that's actually staying true to a rewind year!" you smile, you'd always loved the vibes in Monaco, from the fans to the track to how your car performed there.
"Yeah i agree i think it was the right choice keeping Monaco!" Ted exclaims also loving the vibes at Monaco.
"Okay, then moving all the way to the west, we'll be in Canada moving from Montreal over to Quebec at the second oldest track, the Mont-Tremblant Circuit!" David shows the new Canadian circuit on screen.
"Then after Canada we've got a really special double header with two Spanish Grand Prix's at different locations. We have the Valencia Street Circuit and Del Jarama Circuit. Both very exciting and it will be a long weekend in Spain!"
"I'm excited to see a street circuit in Spain, obviously we had Madrid for the last two years after Barcelona, so I'm excited for both Valencia as a street circuit and Jarama which is such an iconic track because of those tights turns and yeah I'm really excited for this one!" you smile.
"Obviously next one was another tough one, Silverstone again another iconic track and the UK has so many other iconic tracks that its hard to choose, there was talks of Aintree, Watkins Glen and Donington Park but ultimately they went with Brands Hatch what do you think on this?" Ted asks looking over to you, holding up a page showing all the different UK tracks.
"Yeah, I think there's some really iconic tracks in the UK, its my home so i grew up racing on a lot of those tracks in different motorsport categories, I think there's ones that are arguably better for Formula one, which is why Silverstone is the main circuit as it gives for the most interesting race, however for me it would have been a call between Brands Hatch and Watkins Glen so I'm glad that they chose Brands Hatch, I've got some great memories there at testing and showcasing the car or working with the Top Gear team, so I'm excited to race there!" you explain, the United Kingdom is the like Monaco in being both a founder and royalty when it comes to Motorsport.
"I 100% agree with that, however I just love Aintree so much and am gutted we wont see it!" David Croft admits.
"So after Brands Hatch we move to Monsanta in Portugal which we haven't raced in Portugal since 2021 because of the COVID restrictions but that was in Algarve so it'll be interesting to see the difference!" Ted offers looking at the next circuit floating on their screen as he zoom's in on turn 4.
"Then, again there another track we hate to see go even if its for one year but Spa, its so iconic and its one of the most dangerous circuits we race now and it's being swapped out for Circuit Zolder on the other side of Belgium! Thoughts?" David asks out in the open.
"I" you start.
"Well I think" Ted also starts and you both look at each other in shock before laughing. You let Ted go first to say his piece.
"Well, I think it's no where near interesting as Spa, and especially where its the last race before a break... I think it's going to be way more uneventful than Spa!"
"Y/N?" Crofty asks looking at you.
"I actually think the opposite most of the tracks have been very high risk with lost of turns and chicanes and hairpins that really catch you out, however this reminds me of the simplicity of Monza and everyone, everyone loves Monza. So i think it will really even out the mid field cars" you says observing the track that had nice long straights and minimal turns.
"I agree with you there Y/N! Next after Zolder we head over to the heavily missed Nurburgring in Germany, the last time we saw it was 2019 so again, up until our 2019 rookies would have driven there how'd you feel about this track Y/N?" David asks.
"Well, it's such an iconic track for so many reasons I really wanted to race there after I watched Lando, George and Alex all race there in 2019, I was actually there in the paddock that year with Ferrari as a part of their driver development programme" you nod, explaining to them how excited you were for it.
"Now next in the place of Monza which we just mentioned we have a complete wild card of the Scandinavian Raceway in Sweden! Now this, this is one I'm excited for it's a beautiful track and has the coldest track temps we'll probably get all season! So it'll be a real fight to see who can protect their tyres and manage them well!" Ted explains and you nod, knowing it would be an exciting race.
"Then after that we travel to France where we haven't been for a while, however the Bugatti Au Mans Track in France is iconic, there are so many great tracks in France like Paul-Ricard or the Charade Circuit or Dijon de Prenois, all of them are great but the Bugatti hasn't been done is so long and really means a lot historically to the sport" David offers, showing you one of the only tracks you didn't feel too excited a lean towards.
"Then, we move back across to Aisa, going to an age of favorite of the age old Sepang International Circuit in Malasiya which is one fans have been wanting to see back on the race calendar for a while so i wonder if this will stay into 2027!" Ted takes over, and you nod.
"I'm also very excited for Sepang! After Malaysia we move onto the first ever FIA grade 1 race track the Chang Circuit in Thailand, how to we feel about this?" David asks directly looking at you.
"Not only is it a beautiful track, but it means that Alex now has a chance to race at his home track while racing under his home flag and I think he's really excited for it. He's in a great car, the Williams has come leaps and bounds and are top midfield contenders and definitely will be up there fighting for race wins!" you smile, knowing Alex was so happy to have this opportunity to race in his home country.
"I agree Alex Albon to win in Chang Circuit, I've put my money on it! Our next circuit it one that NASCAR share with us in F1 taking it back to the Indianapolis Speedway, on the lower F1 circuit of course rather than the Oval that the NASCAR drivers use!" Ted explains.
"Yeah, that lower track is great, you got the nice curve and we'll be able to get to those really high speeds. It's an iconic US track just like COTA!" you admit, taking a sip of the water you'd brought with you.
"After Indi, we'll make our way a little further down south to the Rio de Janiro International Track in Brazil, which is instead of Sao Paulo" David explains looking at the second F1 track in Brazil, it was a nice track but Sao Paulo had been on the roster for so long.
"Then, we are back in Las Vegas, but not on the Strp track that was created in 2023, no we are going back to the Ceaser's Palace Track and I know many people complain about these Las Vegas Grand Prix's because of the timings and the drivers not really liking driving at 12pm!"
"Yeah, i agree they are really strenuous just like Qatar for the heat but I love the vibe Las Vegas brings and I like the whole weekend with all the activities in the fan zone and yeah I'm excited they used Ceaser's Palace rather than the Pheonix Street Circuit which i know they were considering.
"I agree. Our last two races, then consist of the Buddah International Circuit in India and rounding off instead of in Yas Marina in the Dubai Autodrome, which will be a really nice round off" David exclaims.
Slowly you end the interview up, needing to go down to the track to get into the car for you leg of pre-season testing.
What a year it would be.
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toilet paper party II a.russo x reader
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some tooth rotting gf lessi fluff to try and cure all of our post game depression, with a dash of supportive best friend and arsenal icon lotte wubben-moy ofc
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"-she's going to blame herself again, it's like the world cup all over again." you sighed quietly to lotte who was sat beside you on the bench, both of you wincing as the ball was smacked away and saved as alessia kicked it, and unfortunately it of course had to be the deciding penalty.
"but she doesn't need to, she kept us in the game she-" lotte tried to justify but with a look from you she fell silent, nodding in agreement. the two of you knew alessia well enough to know that though she shouldn't blame herself, she already would be.
"come on, time to start damage control." lotte sighed tiredly, slinging an arm over your shoulder as the two of you joined the team for the thank you lap and clap.
as much as you wanted to rush right to your girlfriends side to comfort her, crushing defeat already plastered on her face, you knew she needed some time and space. you also knew that you needed to give the rest of the team the opportunity to build up their own relationships with the blonde, and consoling her after a loss though never pleasant was a way for bonds to strengthen.
sure enough katie and lia were quickly plastered tightly to alessia's sides, lia squeezing her shoulder comfortingly as katie was gripping onto the younger girls hands tightly as she talked at her.
you weren't close enough to hear what was being said but you'd known the irishwoman long enough to know she would be doing her very best to remind alessia of all that she achieved this game rather than the one thing she missed.
it made your heart soar to see one half of your life mold with the other so successfully.
both you and alessia had been incredibly nervous for how the team would take the two of you dating when she was signed, with only a handful of them you were the closest to knowing about it prior to the announcement of her signing.
however besides the relentless teasing and jokes about how obviously smitten you were with one another, it had been smooth sailing and your favorite blonde had been welcomed into the team with hugs, grins and open arms.
you'd both of course made a pact about how you'd interact and communicate with one another around the team in professional environments, this was your job and a workplace after all. though as said you were smitten with one another, so some days you were a little less strict about this than others.
it wasn't until you were all in the change rooms after the loss that you finally had the chance to be with alessia, a lot of the team and coaching staff having pulled her aside to try and build her back up. affirming she had nothing to feel bad over, keeping you feeling grateful that your second family had her best interests at heart.
even jonas had taken her one on one and provided some well intended feedback about ways she could approach things a little different next time, and reminded her firmly that penalties were the worst way to decide a game, she had nothing to be sorry or beat herself up for.
after all the majority of the girls, yourself and your girlfriend included, had played in the world cup just over a month ago. and without a pre season there was still a lot of work to be put in before you'd all be up and running as one cohesive unit, and now at least you had the time to focus on that if you had to draw one positive from all of this.
however the break of time in between the final whistle and the team huddle to now the change room debrief had given you and lotte some valuable time to brainstorm ways you could try to cheer the blonde up, and you almost had a plan in motion.
half the girls had already filed out of the room and headed for the bus, or were spending a little time talking to the dwindling group of fans waiting eagerly by the exit, you all had around forty minutes until you were scheduled to depart.
you didn't say anything as you sat beside your girlfriend on the bench by her locker, the striker clearly lost in her own thoughts as she jumped slightly when she felt your warm hand land gently on her knee.
still nothing needed to be said as your eyes softened and hers conveyed utter defeat and exhaustion, long blonde hair slightly damp from the quick shower she'd taken in an attempt to wash away the immense guilt wracking her body.
your lips curled into a half smile seeing she'd tugged on your travel hoodie, having stolen it out of your kit bag as you were side tracked whispering away in the halls outside with lotte.
your smile only widened when your girlfriend wordlessly dropped her travel shirt and hoodie in your lap for you to put on later, the blondes head coming to slump on your shoulder as her long arms wrapped lazily around your torso.
you grabbed one of her hands with yours, intertwining your fingers and lovingly brushing your thumb against her knuckles. your other hand rubbed circles into the small of her back and you felt her body heave a long and tired exhale as she crumpled into you.
"i'm really proud of you lessi, i hope you know that." you whispered to her quietly, sharing a small smile with katie and jen as they walked past the two of you, the older girls looking on somewhat proudly seeing your girlfriend curled into your side as you were obviously trying to comfort her.
though it also must have looked quite awkward given the striker was a good foot or two taller than you, and you knew if she stayed in this position for too long she'd be rewarded with a stiff neck and back tomorrow.
"my golden goal scoring girl." you mumbled sincerely, the blonde squeezing your intertwined hands in a silent thank you before pulling herself up. "have a quick shower and i'll meet you on the bus tesoro." the italian nodded behind her to the showers before pressing a short but sweet kiss to your lips, grabbing her belongings and heading out of the change room with lotte.
~
showered and changed you felt an immediate and immense sense of calm settle over you as you clutched at the red material and inhaled deeply, senses drowned in the comforting aroma of your girlfriend.
sweet notes of lavender and bergamont from her favorite body mist that was used every game day, as well as the more subtle hints of green apple and roses from her shampoo. due to your height difference your body was swallowed in your girls shirt and hoodie, but you never minded.
given that for the majority of your relationship you'd been doing distance in some way with playing for different clubs, only really having proper quality time in the off season or during national camps. the ease and comfort of stealing one anothers clothes had become tradition, and it felt like a warm hug from the taller girl anytime you wore something that you knew was hers.
noticing you were one of the last to leave you hurried to collect and pack your belongings, tripping over caitlin's boots she'd left behind you grabbed them with a roll of your eyes and headed out of the stadium.
you took a few quick pictures and flashed a pearly white smile with a soft thank you to the last few fans hanging around before ascending the steps of the bus.
you couldn't help but laugh quietly at the scenes before you. beth was as usual on her karaoke machine, clearly trying to up everyone's moods by belting out an incredibly tone deaf version of river deep mountain high as she danced her way up and down the aisles.
some of the team were clapping along in encouragement while others had headphones on and were tucked away in their own world, clearly reflecting on the match that had been and what it now meant for you all as a team.
though beth seemed to respect this and only engaged with those who seemed willing participants of her chaos.
"you'd forget your head if it wasn't attached to your body foordy." you teased the australian as you offered up her boots, the girls eyes widening as katie cackled beside her and she elbowed the irish woman before accepting the boots, stating over and over that she owed you one which you playfully affirmed you'd not forget.
the smile remained on your face as you spotted alessia halfway down the bus, sat in front of lotte and across from viccy and cloe. the striker was chatting away to the small group with a much more relaxed demeanor, small smile on her face as she seemed in decent spirits.
her features brightened as she noticed you making your way toward her, of course wearing her hoodie.
"i didn't know we were allowed to change our numbers y/l/n? 23 now are you?" viccy teased, instantly noticing you were wearing your girlfriends clothes as you flipped her off, shuffling past alessia and dropping down into the vacant window seat beside her.
"my favorite 23." alessia turned her head and murmured quietly with a smile, kissing your cheek fondly as she tugged your legs to drape over hers.
"whose wearing my missing shoes too it would seem." she shot you a knowing look as admittedly you might have previously lied about not knowing the whereabouts to the adidas trainers, which were a favorite pair of the blonde.
"good news, i found them!" you smiled innocently, head thumping back gently against the window as you turned your body more to the side to get comfortable.
a few more minutes of chatter among you all and everyone had boarded, beth finally ceasing her verbal abuse to your ears in the form of her singing, instead joining lia, gio, frida and lina in a heated game of blackjack.
the engine roaring to life the bus was to take you back to the hotel where you'd all pack and have dinner together before heading off to germany tonight on a late night flight.
"can i ask a stupid question?" you asked your girlfriend quietly once everyone else had settled and she nodded, her attention now focused back solely on you as she absentmindedly traced shapes on your bare legs which laid in her lap, goosebumps arising along your tanned skin at her gentle touch.
"how are you feeling baby?" you asked somewhat cautiously, knowing it was stupid considering the loss you'd all just taken. "can i get back to you on that a little bit later love?" alessia replied with a somewhat pained smile as you nodded reassuringly, a comfortable silence falling between the two of you as she offered you one of her airpods.
you both busied yourself making a shared playlist for the flight later tonight, already having chosen to sit next to one another as you'd opted to sit with other team mates on the flight to sweden, and given the late time of night you both knew you'd likely want to sleep during the journey.
you glanced down to your phone in your lap as lotte sent you an influx of messages, confirming everything seemed to be moving along well for your little plan to lift alessia's spirits even more.
you poked your head over the top of your seat and gave her a thumbs up when your girlfriend wasn't looking, and before you knew it the bus had pulled into the hotel.
you both took your time getting off, allowing those who were in a rush to hurry forth as you dawdled, chatting with lia as the older girl dropped down into the seat in front of the two of you.
but once you were finally all off and had grabbed your belongings, the plan begun to come into affect.
"hey russo! come play a few rounds of cards in our room." katie called from a few feet away once you strode into the hotel lobby, an offer which though was sincere, was also set up by you and lotte to give the two of you a little alone time.
"come on, i heard the united girls had some sort of a poker cult going. let's see what you're made of then!" the irish woman grinned teasingly at the striker who hesitated and glanced toward you by her side.
"go on baby, she needs the humbling." you encouraged softly, poking her sides as she nodded with a soft smile, kissing your cheek and hurrying off after katie who subtly gave you a thumbs up behind the strikers back before disappearing into the elevator.
"we'll do it in my room in case she comes to yours looking for you, katie just said she'll try to keep her occupied for about a half hour or so. then we have a few hours till dinner!" lotte recounted as you nodded along and the two of you headed up toward her and alessia's shared room.
again with it being both of your first away games you and your girlfriend had opted not to room with one another, again giving her the chance to bond a little more with the team and not flaunt your shared relationship in everyone's face.
"okay, operation toilet paper party is a go." "lots that is not the name we agreed upon." "maybe, but you have to admit operation cheer up lessi just doesn't have the same catchy ring to it." "whatever you say wubben-moy."
~
it was down to the wire but the two of you just managed to pull it off, giving a satisfied nod at your efforts as katie messaged to say alessia was on her way back to her room as you'd planned, jen informing her that you were doing some media before dinner to assure she didn't head to yours looking for you.
"ready?" lotte mouthed and you nodded as you both watched the light click from red to green as alessia swiped her card in the door, pushing it open.
"congratulations lessi!" you and lotte both yelled loudly with a cheer, alessia jumping and clutching at her chest in shock from the sudden unexpected fright.
though once the messy hastily cut up homemade confetti came raining down upon her, her face morphed into a slightly confused smile, which only widened seeing the rushed half hazard toilet paper hung around the room as makeshift streamers.
"what is all this?" alessia asked with a small laugh of surprise.
"it's a toil-" lotte started as you elbowed her sharply with a firm look. "it's for you. a congratulations you scored your first goal for arsenal and are currently the leading goal scorer of the team with two epic goals that kept us in the game party!" you rambled out in one breath.
"i tried telling her the name was too long, but we both know how stubborn she is." lotte sighed dramatically with an eye roll making alessia laugh. "hey!" you frowned in offence, shoving the taller bruntte lightly.
"but regardless, congratulations!" you and lotte gave another cheer, throwing your other handfuls of confetti though with yours was done with poor aim as it landed in the blondes face.
"sorry." you whispered with an apologetic wince, taking a step forward and plucking off a few stray pieces of confetti which had stuck to mouth.
"guys." alessia breathed out, biting her bottom lip as a few tears welled up in her bright baby blue eyes. "hey don't cry! this is a happy moment, something to celebrate. that second goal was a worldie less." lotte assured with a soft smile.
"yeah baby you crushed it. and its only our second game! the droughts been broken and the flood gates are open and you're going to be a goal scoring machine." you affirmed, lotte nodding along in eager agreement.
"a force to be reckoned with!" "the italian stallion." "the russonator!" "the golden boot goddess." "taking names and kicking goals!"
your girlfriend let out a half sob half laugh at the assortment of nicknames, reaching out to the both of you for a hug which you both gladly allowed her to pull you into, lotte rubbing her back as you kissed her cheek.
"you're both the best. thank you!" alessia smiled, clearly overwhelmed with emotion as you reached up to tenderly wipe away her tears with the sleeve of your hoodie, making lotte aww as you rolled your eyes.
"oh and we have snacks! because what toilet paper party doesn't have snacks." lotte remembered, gesturing to the somewhat strange assortment of food laid out on the coffee table.
"lotte that is not the name we agreed on!" you huffed with a frown at her words, alessia tugging you into her and kissing the side of your head affectionately with a quiet laugh, mumbling how much she loved you in your ear.
"we don't technically know what most of it is. stina sort of went door to door collecting for us from everyones mini bar, and she said they all taste good!" lotte shrugged, rubbing the back of her neck as you all surveyed the swedish treats in front of you.
"we have a couple hours before dinner to snack, we have pitch perfect loaded and we grabbed extra pillows from reception so we can be extra comfy." you explained, alessia crumbling internally at how much obvious thought and care had been put into this.
"correction she stole some extra pillows from reception." lotte teased as you stuck your tongue out and the girl excused herself to use the bathroom, encouraging you both settle in and begin the movie.
"well hi." you mumbled against alessia's lips with a laugh as the striker pulled you into a searing kiss the moment lotte closed the bathroom door. "babe!" you laughed again as she easily picked you up, wrapping your legs around her waist as she bear hugged you as tight as she possibly could.
"i love you so very much lessi baby, you're amazing. you know that right?" you cupped her face and pressed your forehead to hers, reaching out to gently swipe away a loose tear which carved its way down her cheek.
"i can't-baby i don't know what to say." alessia managed to stammer out, still overcome with a waterfall of emotions. "you don't have to say anything, i just want you to feel supported and appreciated. without you coming on and changing the game we wouldn't have even stood a chance yeah? you alessia mia teresa russo are brilliant."
"god i'm so fucking in love with you." the blonde breathed out, eyes burning with a loving passion, the taller girl admiring you as if it was the first time she'd ever laid eyes on you.
"aw i love you both too!" lotte clapped sarcastically, throwing a pillow at the two of you with a groan and collapsing onto the bed as alessia placed you back down on your feet.
the two of you soon joined her, opening some of the swedish snacks as lotte clicked play on the movie.
"cheers to a successful toilet paper party!" "lotte for the one hundreth time that is not what we agreed on calling it!" "hey i don't know amore mio it is the first toilet paper party i've ever been to but it seems successful." "alessia! don't encourage her, whose side are you on?" "best toilet paper party ever!" "i simply cannot stand either of you."
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Dear Mr GoodTimesWithScar, though you likely will never see this.
I am so, so sorry for your loss. I think I speak for the entire community when I say that this is some of the most devastating news we have ever received. I can't even begin to imagine how you're feeling at this time, but please know you have the full support of your community and your fans. Jellie was a very lucky, loved cat. You did that for her. She was a staple of your channel and an icon of the Hermitcraft community. We will all sorely miss her presence.
Take however much time you need. Don't rush yourself to put out content. Take this time between seasons to grieve, and don't feel obligated to join Season 10 if you're not feeling up to it. I know things won't be the same without Jellie. We are behind you every step of the way.
Rest in Peace, beautiful Queen Jellie. Your memory will live on, in the minds of the Hermits, the Hermitcraft fans, and in the very game itself.
Signed,
A devastated fan. We love you.
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