#sorry i don't have the strength for more atm

[littlestpersimmon]

Rbs are off because I don't want this to take too much attention from more important things. But I currently only have 4 teeth left on my upper mouth- have been saving up for almost 3 yesrs now for a tooth implant bc I don't want my entire upper row of teeth to be just dentures;; I've neglected my dental health for years due to homelessness and perpetual poverty in the global south.. and because my parents are both very disabled... and because of a fear of the dentist. I currently have two jobs- one is industry work, and the other is doing commissions. I swear on everything I am working as much as I possibly can, but for the past few days my mental health has been very very bad, and I've not been able to work as much as I usually can. I'm nervous because I was not able to draw anything for patreon this month, so am rushing to work on both patreon, and my other two sources of income / workload. A few days ago I collapsed, and ended up hurting my lower jaw / cracking my tooth and experiencing significant paint. I would absolutely love to go to the dentist this month or next month. Hopefully I will just open commissions once I finish the batch I am working on, but atm I just.. I don't have the time or strength or health to draw as fast as I can. I have a tipping jar.. and maybe if you guys like my art, maybe you could send me a small tip. I'm sorry I've not been able to draw of late; I've not had a single proper/ planned day off since August. Thank you for reading, and please stay safe.

(Links are still broken, so pleade just remove the a href thing that tumblr adds)

https://ko-fi.com/littlestpersimmon

https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/littlestpersimmon/

Thank you. This is a pic of my cracked tooth; (not graphic, but under a readmore bc it's a part of my face / embarrassing)

[cyborg-franky]

Hey Franky, how are you?

I adore your style of writing. I confess that I'm not a big fan of Marco... Sorry, it's not really that I hate him, just that for me, he's a bit like a protective big brother

So, I'd like if possible (and if requests are open) a one shot or hc (it's up to you) on Marco who's kind of a brotherly figure for a reader who just got out of celestial dragon slavery and if you could add Ace and Sabo (more about Sabo) since he hates nobility, I would like to see how he would react (in a love context) or just how he would like to protect her or something

if you take for Sabo as the reader will become his girlfriend, it will be an nsfw towards the end

Thank you very much, and have a good day. Take care of yourself ☺

Thank you so much! and yeah I know Marco can be a choice bless him.

I don't write female reader and I'm not doing n.sfw atm so I hope you still enjoy this!

Platonic Marco Platonic Ace Sabo x GN Reader TW: Ex slave mentions. ACE LIVES AU

Marco

Thanks to Marco you didn’t have the searing brand for the rest of your life, you’d escaped before the awful thing had healed and marked enough on its own and you were forever grateful for the older man.

Marco tended to treat you like a younger sibling. Always sitting with you when you were alone, helping you get into the swing of things. Helping you make friends and fit in with the rest of the crew.

“Ready for your trip with Ace?” He asked as he sipped his drink and you shuffled the deck of cards, munching on a piece of pineapple, sharing Marco’s evening treat as you started to deal the cards. 

“Yeah, I think it’ll be nice.” You said with a nod, popping another piece of fruit into your mouth, seeing the lazy smile on his lips as he looked at you fondly.

“You both better not get in too much trouble yoi.” He warned, giving you a friendly nudge and you rolled your eyes.

“Would you say that to anyone else or am I special?” you asked and he just gave you a knowing smile.

“Alright! What are we playing kiddos?” Marco and you both looked up seeing Thatch come and join you both.

You enjoyed playing cards with them, you enjoyed how Marco had taken you under his wing. You had a feeling the normally laid-back zoan had told Ace he had to be on his best behavior.

Ace

The next day you were packed and waiting for Ace.

You had a feeling he was having a prolonged and last-minute goodbye with Marco. You leaned on the rails and sighed, staring at the bright blue sky, watching fluffy white clouds gently sail past, wishing you were already on the road to adventure. Excited by getting to ride on the striker with Ace.

“Sorry about that,” You turned and saw Ace, seeing the sheepish expression on his face as he itched his neck, his bag slung over his shoulder before he walked past you.

“Ready?” “Yeah!”

You had no idea this thing went as fast as it did, you gripped the sides for dear life as Ace let out a cackle of amusement at seeing your hands white knuckle. You couldn't even close your eyes, flying across the sea, bouncing over the waves.

“Acccceeeee!” 

“Relax! I got this, I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you, don’t worry!” You leaned back and stared at his grinning face, how he winked at you.

He had been the one that found you escaping the Celestial Dragons, he’d brought you back to the ship, to Marco for help. 

Ace had been the one that stayed at your bedside while you healed, while you ate and got your strength back.

You'd tried to thank him over and over but he’d always simply said “What are big brothers for?” and ruffled your hair.

Sabo

Meeting Ace’s brother had been more than a surprise to you.

He was handsome, scars and all.

Maybe he dressed a little silly but it oddly suited him.

He’d introduced himself to you, holding your hand a little longer than was necessary for a handshake and it had made your heart race, beat faster in your chest as he spoke to you.

How you soaked up his voice, how you wanted to spend time with just Sabo. But you also didn’t want to get in the way of Ace and Sabo’s brotherly bonding time.

So when Sabo knocked on your door, the room you were staying in while you and Ace were here, you were a little shocked not to see the familiar freckled face.

“Where’s Ace?” You asked and cocked your head to one side, half expecting him to jump out.

“I thought it would be nice to get to know one another. If that's alright…” You tried not to nod your head so fast and give away just how cool you were about that.

Sitting on your bed, drinking cheap wine he’d brought out of wooden cups someone in the base had made themselves. It was simple, humble.

“Ace said you were an ex-slave..” The tone in his voice, the fire in his eyes when you nodded.

“I can’t wait till we burn their city to the ground, get revenge for everyone they messed with.” He balled his hands into fists. You watched as the anger washed over him, even if Ace wasn't his brother by blood you could tell they shared alot of views.

You placed your hand on his knee and offered him a small smile. “I’m okay now though,” “I’m glad, I’ve really enjoyed meeting you..”

Maybe it was the cheap wine, the dim lighting in the room, or just how much passion Sabo had running through his veins, his sense of justice but you were so utterly taken with him that you couldn't stop yourself leaning up and pressing your lips to his.

Marco and Ace were going to have alot to say to you and Sabo when they both found out you’d started a relationship…

#marco the phoenix #portgas d. ace #sabo the revolutionary #marco op #ace op #sabo op #sabo x reader #sabo x you #sabo x yourname #sabo x yn #gender nuetral reader #sfw #ace lives au #ace one piece #marco one piece #fushichou marco #one piece x reader #one piece x you #one piece x y/n #one piece x yn #one piece reader insert #one piece imagines

[livelaughwhump]

Heyy sorry I don't know if u write non worthless related stuff atm but if u do can I request something

2 characters, the big protective one and the innocent cinnamon roll, get kidnapped together and the captor always chooses to torture the cinnamon roll . The big protective one is furious and says to take them instead but its useless. so all they can do is cradle their friend's unconscious body and comfort them when they wake up

Of course!! So sorry I haven't gotten to this sooner. I wanted to finish chapter 19 first, but I'm finally getting around to it! It's fairly short, but I wanted to get it out quickly since this has been in my inbox for so long. I hope you enjoy!!

Content: captivity, mention of blood and bruises, mention of self-sacrifice, creepy whumper, protective caretaker, hurt/comfort

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Whumpee sobbed into Caretaker's chest. Their small body was trembling from both fear and the cold of the dank cell they were trapped in. The warmth of Caretaker's strong arms calmed them slightly, but it wasn't enough to completely rid them of the fear plaguing their mind and body.

"C-Caretaker?" Whumpee stammered. "I'm scared."

"I know, sweetie," Caretaker said as they began carding their fingers through Whumpee's tangled locks. "I'll protect you. Nothing is going to happen to you, I promise."

"Oh now, Caretaker," a separate, sinister voice cut in. Whumpee flinched and squeaked as they tried to bury themself in Caretaker's protective embrace. Whumper strode into the cell, a devilish smirk splitting their face. "Don't make promises you know you can't keep."

Caretaker glared at Whumpee with fire in their eyes. "What do you want with us, Whumper?"

Whumper chuckled. "Well, I don't want anything with you, you see. You merely got in my way, and I couldn't have you alerting your friends, now could I. Whumpee, on the other hand." Whumper reached a hand out to stroke Whumpee's hair, but Caretaker swatted their hand away before they had the chance.

"Don't touch them!" Caretaker shouted. "I won't let you hurt them!"

Whumper chuckled again. The sound was lower and much darker than before. "And how would you, in your predicament, be able to stop me? Hm?" Caretaker was silent, but they held Whumpee tighter. Whumper smirked. "That's what I thought. Now, hand them over. I'm in the mood for some entertainment."

Caretaker shielded Whumpee's body with their own. "Over my dead body."

Whumper scoffed. "Don't tempt me." They reached forward and pulled Whumpee out of Caretaker's grasp with surprising strength. Whumpee screamed and reached out to Caretaker, but Whumper manhandled them with ease and began lightly petting their hair. "Shh, don't be scared, little one. I promise to take good care of you."

Whumpee sobbed and tried with all their might to pull away from Whumper, but to no avail.

Caretaker furiously yanked against the chains binding them to the wall. "Let them go, Whumper! They're innocent!"

Whumper chuckled. "So? The innocent ones are the most fun to break."

Caretaker's energy began to dwindle the longer they fought their restraints. "Please, Whumper. Please, don't hurt them. Take me instead, please!"

"Not a chance," Whumper said. "You both belong to me now and I'll play with whomever I choose whenever I choose. Come now, darling. It's time to have some fun." Whumpee screamed and sobbed as Whumper began dragging them out of the cell.

"Whumpee!" Caretaker shouted, desperate to reach their friend. "No, please! Let them go! Whumpee, I'm sorry!"

With that, the large iron door shut with a loud clang and Caretaker was alone.

. . .

Caretaker had been drowning in silence since the moment Whumpee was dragged away. They hadn't heard any screams or weaponry or even any footsteps that would indicate what was going on. They didn't know how long it had been, but as the seconds ticked on, Caretaker grew more and more frightened for their friend's safety.

Just then, as if on cue, the heavy cell door swung open and the small, frail form of Whumpee was shoved inside.

Caretaker gasped and scrambled over to their friend's limp body. "Whumpee? Can you hear me?" They lifted Whumpee off the ground and brushed away the hair that clung to their sweat-slicked forehead.

Whumpee groaned and opened their eyes slightly. "C-Caretaker?"

Caretaker sighed in relief and hugged them close. "Oh, Whumpee. I was so worried. Are you okay? What did they do to you?"

Whumpee whimpered into the hug. "H-Hurts."

Caretaker immediately released them. "I'm so sorry. I'm just so relieved you're okay. What happened?"

Whumpee coughed, blood trickling out of the corner of their mouth. "C-Can't talk. J-Just wanna s-sleep."

Caretaker nodded. "Okay, that's okay. Just sleep, I'll protect you, I promise." Whumpee was already asleep before Caretaker even finished their sentence.

As Caretaker stared upon the face of their bruised and beaten friend, fury began to boil in the pit of their stomach. Whumpee didn't deserve this. They were so sweet and pure and would never do anything to hurt anyone. So why was this happening to them? Why would Whumper want to hurt them so badly?

No matter the answer, Caretaker knew they had to protect Whumpee, even if it meant giving up their own life in the process.

-

I hope you liked this! Sometimes it's refreshing to write something outside of Worthless. I will never turn down a writing request, unless it's something I'm extremely uncomfortable with, of which there isn't much.

If anyone else has any writing requests, suggestions, or questions, feel free to send them to me!

I don't have a general taglist, but if anyone wants it, I'd be happy to start one!

#whump blog #whump #whumpee #caretaker #whump writing #whump fic #whump fic request #ask #anon #writing #writing request #not Worthless #not a prompt #whump community #whumpblr #whump writer #fic request #whumper #hurt/comfort #livelaughwhump

[starrspice]

In the same way that mermaids exist, are there other mythical beings such as dragons? Or gods? Who is the Sun and Moon crew made up of and what roles do they have? Something specific led them to be pirates? If they are animatronics, can they swim? Is there a story of how they were created? Sorry for so many questions, I love your au!

YES!

So there's actually a distinct difference between mermaids and Sirens that humans usually can't really tell (but both species HATE being mistaken for eachother and are often territorial and competative with eachother)

Mermaids are smaller, and tend to mimic different breeds of fish in the ocean based on their environment they also can do a little bit of magic

While Sirens are larger and stronger, they can only do music/sound based magic but have inhuman strength. They're also far more predatory than mermaids and some species actually eat mermaids

But as for other creatures, yes! They certainly do exist! Thats one of the major reasons Y/N sought to travel in the first place. They actually know a good deal about mythological creatures And know plenty of them.

As for Sun and Moon's crew it mainly consists of

Freddy, Bonnie, Monty, Foxy, Chica, and Roxy i don't really have their roles planned out atm

They aren't animatronics but rather a magical species (believed to be cursed or made by magic but nobody is really sure how they come to be)

#ask starr #askbox #no need to apologize #i appreciate all the questions #i love talking about my aus #fnaf sb #moondrop #sundrop #pirate moondrop #pirate sundrop #siren y/n

[wackus-bonkus-maximus]

20 questions for fic writers

i'm very late but thank you so much for the tags @chocoluckchipz, @kasienda, @ladyofthenoodle, @lesbitorte, @rosie-b, and @bittersweetresilience (and if i missed anybody who did tag me i'm sorry! this post is dedicated to you in spirit <3)

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

somehow it's up to 26

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

somehow it's up to 307,102

3. What fandoms do you write for?

miraculous ladybug right now, but i've had some lockwood & co ideas spinning ever since i finished the show and books!

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

one does not love breathing

what makes a monster

this is how you lose him

keys to the kingdom

like smoke from a furnace

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

yes i try to respond to all! and i think this might be why odnlb and lies of attrition have more comments than kudos now... or it's just my wackus touch :3

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

i think it's rest your head (upon my shoulder) - but only because i know what happens after! i might write a follow up someday to fix that...

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

i had to think about this because i tried really hard to make the ending for odnlb worth all the angst and the happiest of all. but i think the truest happy ending goes to like smoke from a furnace 💛

8. Do you get hate on fics?

i've gotten some salt, some mean bookmarks, and exactly ONE hate comment on don't be a stranger (which i keep there as a badge of honor 🤩). but other than that people have been really respectful to me and supportive of my writing. it makes me really happy to be part of this community!

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

no, it's not for me. i stay off nsfw tags/ channels too.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

ooh i distinctly remember writing a sonny with a chance/ wizards of waverly place crossover when i was a middle schooler on ff.net and thinking i was very clever.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

YES. back on ff.net 😔

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

i've had a request for odnlb to be translated, but idk what happened with that!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

yes!

ephialtes/reverie with @bittersweetresilience, @ninadove, @paracosmicat, @trishacollins, and @ultear-tigra.

atm i have lies of attrition in-progress with @ladyofthenoodle!

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

ahhh i have to pick?? i'm still very weak for raven x beast boy from teen titans 💜💚

15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

quitting is for quitters.

16. What are your writing strengths?

plotting and action scenes. i get a lot of compliments on those!

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

poetry, stream of consciousness. i feel like my dialogue could be better a lot of the time.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

if it serves a narrative purpose, keep it! best examples i can think of is the spanish in blood meridian by joseph conrad, and the soldiers speaking czech in saving private ryan.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

👻 danny phantom! 💚

20. Favorite fic you've ever written?

oh it's definitely odnlb. that was my practice fic for writing a novel - my own private test to see if i could do it. turns out i could.

tagging @sizzleissues, @erisluna35, and @narukoibito - no pressure ofc!

#tag game #20 questions for fic writers #ml fanfic #writing

[yuco-the-alien116]

Mind I Ask What The Scientific Name For Yuco's Species Is? Aswell As C-C's? And You Also Mentioned That C-C's Species Is Somewhat Closely Related To Yuco's, What Would Be Their Common Ancestors?

Sorry For The More Info Related Questions, Im Just As Interested As Hell Atm.

This is what I have been working on for th3se two and will reblog this in the future to explain more about them!

This is basically all the comparisons from this two!

Starting with their heads, Yuco has a smaller and slimer head size mainly made for quicker speeds among his kind, helping for arrow dynamics! Hir kind can range from meny colors to eyes to even horns so those don't really matter. (Their horns are used as a sign of dominance to show off and sometimes used to fight aswell) Yuco has many smaller teeth used to mainly rip apart prey rather than holding it down. Smaller teeth help with breaking down food. The smooth tongue is not really used for anything besides show sometimes.

C-C has a wider jawline and head, with fewer teeth that are larger. Their teeth are made to hold things in place. Have the jaw strength to crush human bone is a second. Their jaws are incredibly strong, so if you get caught, you're not getting out. C-Cs kind of specializes in swallowing thir food whole. Alive or not. Having a tounge like sandpaper helps hold prey in place, and the strong jaws lock them in. Slowly pulling them to their demise. Their kind also have eats to help them hear better and hear their prey from far away. (Yucos kind can still heat. They just can't easily pick a sound and focus on it.)

Going to their stomachs, Yuco has a larger stomach that has a higher capacity. They can eat a lot and keep moving, being natural born hunters! Their stomach take days to digest food, sence they have adapted to not needing to eat or drink for months. Their saliva will slowly break down food before they acids even can.

C-Cs kind have storage stomachs, made to hold food and bring home to feed their family's. Their storage stomachs have no saliva or liquids in them. The only way prey or food will be soaked is if C-C licked them a bunch. Even then, she would need to do it a lot. Their second stomach is digestive, which is almost always ready to digest stuff, hence why they eat so much and even have a storage stomach.

To physically appearance, Yuco has built-in armor out of scales (if my art style was more detailed), you would be able to see all of Yucos scales. All of his kind have stripes going down their front and even on their horns! It's most used for show, and it glows in the dark.

C-C has darker scales. You can barely see her scales because of how small they are. (But as you can tell, some have been ripped off) The yellow on the tip of her tail feet and hands also glow and are used to communicate to others where they are. They can make them glow and stop them from glowing!

Yuco has a long slimer body's (not yuco lol), making them fater and more of the hunting kind. They go out and find food rather than lie and wait.

C-Cs kind wait for food to come to them. Being quite creatures that communicate through clicking and bird noises. They keep their cover by mimicking the noise of other animals so that they don't run away. Some even mimic the voices of people screaming......so their is a horror story for you....

Yucos kind have smaller hands and built-in claws to grab quickly and move faster. They also glow and are almost always striped.

C-Cs have larger hands with beans on them to grab and hold prey. Be careful, though. Her beans have sharp rigids in their beans to gold prey. Their strong and large hands made it impossible to escape once grabbed.

Yucos kind have smaller, stiffer tails, made for helping them stand up right, and if they are light enough. They can act like kangaroos and kick people balancing on their tails!

C-Cs kind have more snake like tails that are strong and can hold prey tight. They have mastered the art of not moving, so if prey come up behind them, they can still grab them.

That's all I have for now but I will reblog when I have more, so just enjoy this!

Also! C-C is biologically female, but they go by any pronouns and could careless what people call them!

#oc #digital art #drawing #safe vore #soft vore #ask #v0re #lore #vore oc #Yuco #C-C #cam speaks #lots of lore

[moonflowers-and-sunrays]

breaking and entering (idk if i even need to like tag that or whagever but yeah! just in case)

Ugh.

She hated work.

Every day, it was the same: beat some heroes, sneer at them. Sometimes she even added some flirtatious banter, but it never went anywhere. Not that she wanted it to.

It was so dull.

The villain grabbed the left side of her jaw, tilting her head the opposite way, forcing it to pop under the pressure.

She wasn’t a shallow person. Sure, the current batch of sprightly vigilantes weren’t the sweetest eye-candy, but their personalities were sour too. After winning fights, they wouldn’t rub it in her face. After losing, they wouldn’t crawl on the ground in shame. They would fight, and when it was over, they’d walk back to whatever hole they crawled out of.

It was so obnoxious.

The street was dark, besides the occasional streetlight leaving reflections on the ebony road below. ATM machines appeared in front of closed coffee shops and cookie cutter oak trees dotted the sidewalk. The air had a bit of a bite to it, and certainly Villains nose was bright red.

How embarrassing.

Luckily, there was no one around to see it.

She had started at her latest fight, which she had gotten out of with no injuries (save for a bloody nose), and ten minutes later she was at her apartment, nodding at the doorman and making her way to the elevator. The floor was lined with velvety green carpeting, which wouldn’t be tacky if the walls weren’t. They were covered in portraits of women from the 20s, all made of plastic.

How Villain ended up living there, she’ll never know.

She walked into the elevator, acknowledging the operator with a nod and a “4, please”. The button dinged and she heard a whirring noise as she was taken to the fourth floor.

The elevator dinged as the doors released and Villain walked out. She followed the trail of ugly fluorescent lights until she found the door labeled 204, turned her key until the lock clicked, and swung open the door.

That’s weird. I don’t remember leaving the lights on.

More than weird, actually. Nothing was a coincidence when you’re the most well known villain in the state.

She walked into the foyer, her hand quietly powering up at her side. Her feet were like mice, completely silent.

Just then, from behind her, her office chair spun around.

“Hey honeybun. Your wallpaper is ugly as fuck.”

Villain whipped around, firing a laser right next to Hero’s head.

“GAHH!!”

Her shocked expression calmed a bit when she saw it was hero.

“Hey, watch it! At least take me out to dinner first.”

Thoughts fired through Villains head so quickly, one could actually see the gears turning.

Suddenly, she jolted and ran to her bedroom. “MY PLANS!”

“For the freeze ray? Read ‘em. You’re missing a conductor in the second valve on the right.”

Villain stopped. “Oh. What about my-“

“Love potion? Add less rosemary and a little more cinnamon. Stir it clockwise.”

“Well-“

“I also read about the llama pants. I’m a little concerned about your thought process, but i would maybe say don’t use maple syrup.”

Villain stood like a deer in the headlights.

"So-"

"Why am I here-," Hero interrupted, "Good question. Basically-"

Villain sighed. "Save it, Hero. Go find another Villain to mess with. Granted, they wont tolerate you for as long as I have, but maybe that's a good thing."

Hero jokingly frowned. "Heyyy!! Not nice. And I'm here for an important reason, if you'll let me speak."

"Hero, I can promise you, I don't care. Now leave." Villain furrowed her brow, concentrating, as her irises turned purple.

Hero noticed. "Hey, wait, no! Stop, stop, stop, you'll really want to hear this I promise!"

A purple energy surrounded their body as they slowly floated above where they were sitting and towards the door.

"Sorry Hero. I've missed fighting you, I guess. Let's do this again sometime. Toodles!" Hero's body was halfway out the door when they started holding onto the frame, grimacing as they used all their strength to hold on.

"You're starting to really bug me." Villain stared at Hero's fingers, concentrating, moving each one off the doorframe, one by one, until they only had one hand holding on.

"Villain!! Its about Sidekick!"

Immediately, the purple color faded from Hero's body and they dropped to the floor with a groan. "My back..."

Villain, however, wasn't amused. Her face fell, and her eyes widened in shock.

"Sidekick...?"

#guess who didnt proofread 😍😍😍 #this gal #hero x villain #villain x hero #heroxvillain #villainxhero #heroes and villains #villains and heroes #okay i think i’ve covered all the bases #i feel so embarrassed writing all those tags 😭 #villain x hero villainxhero villains and heroes 😘 stfu #its only embarrassing when i do it tho #love yall #keep doing you tbh

[feralattentionwhore]

Get to know the blog:

So apparently my horny posts are something worth following for so I guess I'll do a bio and about me thing that definitely won't turn into a random ADHD ramble about shit

About me

I'm Feral, 19 and I never learnt how to read ✌️

^^ I'm leaving this up because I think it's hilarious but I'm 20 now

Living in the UK but not white

demisexual as fuck, preference for women but honestly I'm more interested in how we vibe than any gender. I tend to identify most with lesbian/sapphic labels because I feel most comfortable in this community.

fuck knows my gender either, I mostly present femme atm but I just identify as *all* I'd say I'm more nb/w or nb/nb & t4t but just in love with queer people in general. I am a girl but I'm also a boy, I'm not cis. You aren't straight if you're attracted to me

Owned, completely and utterly in love, technically poly. I'd rather start off as friends and see how it goes (benefits available if we vibe)

-Dni and more under than the cut-

DNI:

I'm saying this now, I love y'all but minors please get off my page *respectfully*. This includes blank blogs without your age/ age range

Cis men-Age regressors-People who fetishise trans people, s*ssies and cross dressers-Gender/sexuality correction-terfs/homophobes etc-

Oh and PSA this fucking includes people who gatekeep LGBT labels, including but not limited to hating on butch lesbians who transition, nb&he/him lesbians. Just honestly if you aren't accepting of the ✨ENTIRE✨ LGBT+ community and how people choose to identify please leave. No buts no ifs no maybes

How to give attention:

Asks are completely okay, if you want to talk through anon regularly pick an emote and I'll be sure to tag it so they're easy to find. Flirt with me or ask questions, just keep it within my limits please.

Requests are also totally okay along with reblogs of any of my posts. They're always appreciated!

Unless we've interacted before please don't randomly DM me. Mutuals are obviously always welcome to chat, for non moots I prefer asks as I get a lot of anxiety

I tend to check out profiles that reblog/follow so if you want to be moots then that's the way to go

I can't believe I have to say this, but if you're only messaging me to sext or roleplay or whatever you call it you can leave. It makes me uncomfortable, and will most likely make me feel weird about talking to you again in the future. I'm happy to flirt but unless we've talked about it nothing more.

Safe words and talks about boundaries and limits are non negotiable in kink. If you're not respectful of that you're not a dom, if you don't have complete understanding of how this works and expect to engage in anything sexual with someone without doing proper preparation you're practicing unsafe and frankly dangerous kink. Kink is something serious and you need to know what you're doing

I'm demisexual, with a partner and require actual communication before I engage in anything other than flirting. If you're literally only talking to me bc I'm hot or for sex n stuff you're going to be disappointed

I also have a shit tonne of anxiety, so I will disappear if something makes me feel unsafe. If I don't reply, don't make it worse by getting upset. I'm sorry but I really just don't have the energy to deal with things, especially when we don't really vibe.

About ✨whore✨me:

I'm a sub mostly, total bottom and complete mess irl. thought I was ace until this year and basically innocent af (I mean significantly less as of v recently but still fairly shy). Also kinda a hermit so I'm very touch starved.

Short long summary of my kinks.. To be continued..

- Praise and nicknames, specifically cute ones that start with "my"

- Exhibitionism Mostly being uh, fucked in front of people and stuff

- hands and fingersJust god, everything to do with them. In my mouth? Yes, Pulling my hair? Yesss, choking me?? Yesssssssss, hurting tf out of me?? Please

- being manhandled, strength, just be stronger than me and throw me around pls&ty

- being a simp for me and letting me get away with pretty much anything?? Yes

- being controlled and posessiveness Like a lot, like probably more than a healthy amount

- being teased, constantly

- marks.. Just fucking marks feeling owned and having proof of it with collars and stuff

- and also pain, pain and more pain all the hard kinks

- voices, dirty talk, the way they beg, and moan, and call me a good girl, the way their voice drops when they tease me. Everything about voices

- corruption.. 👀 😤

- being free use, letting friends fuuck me, being a whore for everyone. Them sharing my nudes with their friends, them letting their friends fuck me? Yes please

- affectionate domination / soft doms but rough sex

- most of this is just the long way of saying I have a massive kink for my pretty ass girlfriend though.. Just everything about them.. Mostly their hands, and their voice and uh.. Yeah just them

Limits:

-degradation, any way shape or form,I'll most definitely cry. Acting like you don't like me, hurt me because you love me not because you think I'm worthless

- pet play, Ddlg and that kind of vibe aren't for me

- I don't quite know how to explain it but the strict af, black suit and tie, academy / high protocol/training style/straight people bdsm. It's just way too nonpersonal for me and not fun. I prefer messing around and stuff plus my gf looks way better in a skirt

- discipline, punishments and other things that make me think you hate me (see: I'm a big ass baby and sensitive af)

- refering to my uhh *anatomy* just uh it gives me dysphoria like a lot so please don't

- body fluid shit, incest, feet, tickling, hypnosis

- other things that I'm not perticularly comfortable talking about here, you don't need to know unless we're talking

Tags I use:

Yes I'm insanely bad at tagging things, yes I'm trying, no it's not working. If I forget to, just get mad at me in asks or something. I'm sorry ADHD just kind of does that

#feral asks - all asks that I've answered

#feral music - music recommendations because I have a god complex about music

#feral in love - direct posts about my gf/wife/partner/Dom/love of my life

#feral tmi - random personal shit about myself and figuring out my body

#feral reblogs - stuff I reblog, I have a separate account where I keep most of my reblogs but sometimes I can't help it

#needy feral - me begging for attention on Tumblr

#feral exposed - photos of me

#tw feral - depressing shit, mute the tag if you don't want to see that shit

#dark feral - hard kink shit, mute if you'd rather not see it

#feral complaints - shit that bothers me

#feral blogs - thoughts, updates and questions for you all about the blog

#nsft #About me #get to know the blogger #get to know me #rambles #im in looooove #i don't know how to tag this #needy feral #feral tmi #feral asks #feral in love #feral music #feral complaints #dark feral #tw feral #feral exposed #feral blogs

[lady-lycany]

I know, I became here a little more absent than I once was, sorry for that. But life is sucking all my social life out atm, so that I barely have enough strength left to respond people. If I could, I would pretend to be mute, cuz I'm so exhausted from all the conversations lately.

I also have a more or less bigger identity crisis going on, that's gonna be the next topic in my therapy sessions, cuz I literally don't know who I am anymore. Has not much to do with being otherkin I think, but is rather personality traits oriented. And I feel like it's slowly but surely driving me nuts ngl. I feel a constant uncomfortable feeling in my head, the more I question myself. (random example, "am I really pulled towards morally wrong things and pretend to be a good person? Or am I a good person and just pretend to like morally wrong things" cuz I feel like it's always both at the same time. same thing with, on one hand, I'm such a proud person and like who I am and am proud of it, but at the same time, I'm full of fear and hate myself, and so on... and these thoughts don't change from time to time, I have both feelings always at the same time and that with all types of topics)

I also wasn't able to go to therapy for over 3 weeks, cuz my health insurance got declined for at least 6months now, so I couldn't go to a doc or anything, so there was some bigger trouble going on, but now I'm just glad, that it's all working again. Hope it stays that way

[foggyparadisecandy]

So much I want to say again.

K if you read this, well ... I guess it doesn't matter any more. You've heard everything I have to say a hundred times and it wasn't enough. So maybe this is a goodbye note. I hope not.

I will always be here for you and you know that. I hope that brings you comfort even if you never reach out again.

You have options even if you can't see them atm. You control your destiny. Remember it.

It's a core strength of yours. You've temporarily forgotten it. You are hurting horribly. I see it and it bothers me so much. I am not your savior. I know that. You are your savior. You will be your savior. You just have to remember who you are - the woman I fell for.

Strong. Capable. Self-driven. Good. Caring. Sharp. You are a good person. I know you will find your way. I believe in you and I'm no dummy so ... maybe think on that for awhile. Maybe it's all true ... maybe you are an ass-kicker? Worth considering, right?

It's ok and you're going to be ok. I know that and have faith in you. Even if you don't. lol

I dislike how you gave up control of your life to be on autopilot to mask your pain. I dislike it ... but I understand it. I feel for you.

Find your way back to your core strengths.

I want to say stop abandoning yourself but it's a shit statement. It implies you know who you are and I'm not sure that's true atm. That's why you are giving in to escapist stuff, on the go.

Do your best to pause. Remember the river. The warm water washing away your worries. Find yourself in your river in the center of your mind. Relax there.

Meditate. Use that to quiet your mind. Skip the weed - it’s not doing you any good atm :( I know how hard it is for you rn - please be strong and heal.

Explore your feelings - I know you are dealing wish some serious bullshit but explore them. Look into Anxious Attachment style healing.

Be ok with expressing your needs. No one worthwhile will reject you or abandon you if you express yourself. Don't suffer quietly in anxiety.

Lol.

Look at me lecture and give advice again. Whatever. IDC - you said you always loved it so I won't judge myself for caring and sharing. And fuck do I still love and care for you. I think you love me too. And I get it - it seems impossible for you atm to find space for me. It’s not really impossible. It only seems that way because you are hurting.

Relationships can morph and evolve. Good people are worth finding ways to keep in our lives. I know … I know … It's so complicated and messy, isn't it?

I really wish you had included me in your decision. Once again, I was shut out. I'm sorry I wasn't more approachable. I feel like I let you down in so many ways. Ugh. It hurts tbh. It really fucking hurts. I'll be ok though - don't worry.

Keep an eye on your subconscious. It needs to be watched like a hawk - it doesn't seem to be your best friend tbh. I would honestly say it actively wants you to suffer. That's a fucking harsh statement and I'm probably way off-base but ... I think it's correct.

Your parents are behind you and can no longer harm you. But they've wired your identity to hurt. Recognize it. Heal. Remember who you are: strong, capable, a fighter.

Nobody wants you to hurt. You don't have to hurt. Choose to heal. You are a good person. Find that truth … because it is the truth.

It's extremely hard for loved ones to push me away ... and yet here we are. How in the world did you pull that off? Lol

But despite your efforts, I'll always be here for you. Haha

Well ... maybe not here, but you know how to find me.

No different than before, my feelings are consistent. My offers are genuine. My love is deep.

I ... am so ... empty atm ... lol.

Goodbye everyone - maybe not permanently - knowing me I'll be back in a few days.

Tumblr is not good for me. I would have left sooner but K insisted on using Tumblr's chat so ... like her good puppy dog, I stuck around here.

Hypno is not doing it for me. I think I'm still a pretty good tist lol but I've lost my passion for it.

I like the idea of finding a new good girl to have fun with but ... also ... I'm just not right atm. As much as I wish I was. I need to sort shit out and figure out motivations. I don't want to hurt anyone else and I don't want to be hurt.

The real problem is ... everything on this blog was for K. A long-ass love letter to her. And I don’t regret a second of the energy and time I put into it. She is worth it and more.

But now … she’s gone. So ... I guess I am too. For now.

Empty.

[silverzoomies]

20 questions for writers. i'm really bad and boring with these sorry

i was tagged by the lovely and talented @taintandviolent

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

21 !!!

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

131,983 !!!

3. What fandoms do you write for?

atm i write for x-men and american horror story. but i've written for other marvel stuff, always sunny, mystery science theater 3000, gotham, stranger things, and even austin powers lmao

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

naive pig (stranger things), judgment clouded (moon knight), honeysuckle, maternal, and a filthy little fic called Uhhhhhhhh (also stranger things)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

i usually don't !! lol i'm tryin' to respond more often. but i'm just too shy for that shit sometimes, sorry

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

the long form fic i've been workin' on for two years now. i haven't posted it and probably never will LMAO !!!

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

all the peter ones have pretty positive endings, i think !!

8. Do you get hate on fics?

only like once or twice? mostly just criticism. which is fine !!

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kinds?

i write filthy degenerate bullshit and if my southern traditionalist conservative baptist mom knew she'd be so disappointed

10. Do you write crossovers?

kinda? i write marvel universe crossovers, i guess !! i also rp crossover universes A LOT. like some multiverse, childhood imagination on the playground level shit !!

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

recently had a fic concept stolen for a character ai chat. that's fun !! but technically i don't own concepts. so it's fine

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

nah

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

nah

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

y'all ain't gonna have any idea what i'm talkin' about. but i'm batshit over tv's frank/dr. forrester from mystery science theater 3000. also charles xavier/erik lehnsherr is a classic

i'm also a diehard peter maximoff/logan howlett truther sorry but liiiiike that dynamic is cute af to think about !!

15. What's a WIP that you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

the long form fic i mentioned earlier. the one i've spent two years on? as time passes, it feels more and more cringeworthy. as much as i love it, i don't think i'm gonna finish it. which sucks !! i'd love to see it fleshed out !! even if the end result was super lame !!

16. What are your writing strengths?

writing too fuckin' much too fuckin' often idk

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I could make a power point honestly ,,

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

i've done it before !! i know basic children's level russian !! lol i think it's all about research and respect !! and if you can, always look to native speakers for help !!

19. First fandom you wrote for?

big time rush definitely. big time rush got me into fanfic wayyyy back in 2009 !!

20. Favorite fic you've written?

i fucking love screwball so much. so so so much.

uhhhhhh tagging is hard and i'm shy idk do this if you want !!

#txt #tag games #nonsensical posts

[zonerz]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

Tagged by da bestie @a-problematic-writer for this !!!!!

How many works do you have on ao3?

There's 14 atm!!!

What's your total AO3 word count?

Sitting at 569,356 rn :] thank u Answers LMAO 😭

What fandoms do you write for?

MCSM, Sonic, Kingdom Hearts, and anything that catches my fancy and eye in the meantime! Basically whatever! Also got some FF and Danganronpa peeking in :]

What are your top five fics by kudos?

Answers, Would You Like To Dance, MCSM Prompts/Drabbles, Demyx Drabbles oop-- 😳, Sonic and the Black Knight? More likeSonic and a Lot of Trauma

Do you respond to comments?

Yes all the time and all of them!!! I love interacting with readers and having conversations!!!

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Probably the SatBK one LMAO sorry my beloved. Maybe I LIED HOW COULD I FORGET. ALVI. IT'S THIS ONE.

What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Im honestly not sure??? They all, despite having their angst, tend to end on some hopeful notes or some kinda resolution 🤔it's also kinda hard to judge tho bc a lot are just drabbles and little thought experiments for me :]

Do you get hate on fics?

I've had the pleasure of not yet encountering any!

Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Not my thing! I can barely write two characters holding hands without feeling like a whore LMFAOOOOO

Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

Not typically where I specialize!

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of 😭👍

What's the longest you've spent working on one fic? And the shortest?

ANSWERS. MY GOD. I've been working on Answers since December of 2018 and she's still going and gonna be 5 years old soon which is CRAZYYYYYY 😭😭😭 That said, I wouldn't have it any other way and I'm still very excited for it and the future of it as I'm FINALLY getting into some of the meat of it that's been on the docket since 2018 :]

As for shortest, I'm pretty capable of getting a fairly long drabble out in just a few hours, so that'd probably be the shortest time I have.

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not on Ao3!

What's your all-time favorite ship? From all fandoms?

I can't easily pick one but I do feel like Sonic and Shadow's dynamic has like. rewired my brain LMAO

What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

the Demyx Drabbles mentioned earlier. Mainly because they were a set of character explorations and a lot of my own ideas and thoughts have changed pretty drastically from when I started writing those, so I've lost the idea spark on that line of thinking. Im still COMPLETELY unwell about that little weirdo, but in a different flavor now

What are your writing strengths?

Character relationships, motives, and dialogue and maybe a bit of ilke??? Atmosphere????? I do my best to write it well at the very least!

What are your writing weaknesses?

Action sequences are always a fucking bitch bro 😭 same with like physical descriptions and scenery--I don't know if it comes across like that but I always put in extra effort and time to refine these aspects before putting something out because I want them to be the best I can make them at the time 👍

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I'm open to it but personally would like to have a little familiarity with the language and its nuances myself before attempting too much lest I fall into the trap of like. Google translate ruining shit 😭

First fandom you wrote for?

Sonic!

Favorite fic you've written?

Answers is VERY much my pride and joy rn :] to me it's more than just an MCSM fic/continuation, it is 100% a love letter to MC as a whole which was just huge to me growing up. I've completely thrown myself into all corners of it's world and lore as well as throw in fun little references from things I loved over the years and done my best to stir them all together in a way that feels naturally cohesive, fun, and semi-realistic in a way that doesn't like snap a reader out of their suspension of disbelief! I want it to be engaging and natural and overall just a fun experience :] 💖

I can't think of anyone to tag rn (brain so so empty) so if anyone wants to take a stab at this go ahead!!! :]

#zone chats #tag game #ask prompt #<- so i can find it in my haystack of a blog later LMAO #idk what to tag these things ass teehee <3

[sana-yan]

tmdk's placement on the upcoming card makes me wonder about the trajectory of both factions, especially post sakura genesis

sorry to tmdk enjoyers but i'm here mainly for the soyboy and his adopted kid, even back in old pwnoah days i wasn't a fan of zacku's lads... i liked JONAH and bad dude tito's presentation a year ago but now tmdk struggles as a whole unit to be relevant... but maybe that could change

comparing how zack got a belt and was presented as a winner out of the gate post-szkg disbandment whereas j4g was on the losing end, based on the results of sakura genesis, we can potentially get these logical storylines:

tmdk = big winners: zsj retains, robbie wins belt from hiromu, both of which i think won't happen, so the next one is...

tmdk = middle of the pack: zsj retains, robbie loses. most plausible sequence at the moment to me unless they really want to give shota a push. a 15 min belt would also give him enough experience without exposing his lack of depth reserved for longer matches... but if zsj loses, it's...

tmdk = back to the drawing board & potential faction feud: honestly this is mad that i'm even implying zacku to lose the belt, i know, i dislike it too but keeping him with the tv title feels like a weight burdening him from taking on grander challenges. as the premier holder of the tv title, he's added his star power and legitimacy to it as well as had some good defenses. if i had it my way, i'd like for him to win another belt on top of it, but this is njpw and unless you're a merch mover, it's highly unlikely they'd give us two belt zachariah sabre jr

so either it'll be option 2 or 3, with a feud with lij as robbie aims for hiromu. personally, if zacku retains over shota, i can see naito challenging for the tv title. njpw loves to use lij popularity to legitimize things.

the field is murky because there is no true heel faction outside of h.o.t. getting boos from the crowd. not to say that we need face/heel always, but that in general njpw wants the heels to be booed, so they might try to see which stables can shift alignments (i.e. okada's total bitchface thing he's got going on lately that i adore. very 2017 rainmaker) so as to not steal momentum.

for example, bullet club has to go violent heel so we don't lose finlay's momentum. reverting to silly club would disrupt debbie-chan's next step into becoming The Leader. personally, i've mentioned that i'd like KENTA and elp to make their own offshoot with other members of bc coming in for bosj and leave bc for a tweener faction, and for finlay to bring in the australian tamashii boys so we can have two flavors of heel: one dedicated to derailing the matches but have the strength to back it up, and another just ready to tear their opponent apart

in that note, j5g cannot go heel. they're literally the found family underdog faction (v. similar to dark order on aew atm ). and have you seen SANADA recently? he trended on twitter every single match he had when he switched up his allegiance. the Japanese fans wanted to see him fired up like this. you would lose the surge of interest he's got going on if he decided to cheat and be dastardly.

with how factions are shaking up, tmdk's alignment could shift more into being heelish as UE is crazy over with the local japanese crowd. the camaraderie UE showed during the njcup has changed a lot of perceptions about the group. the crowd here loves fletcher and dunky's promos backstage are so good as a face.

tmdk is the one that i don't think the crowd has truly clicked with yet and so they could turn heel, but it might mean sacrificing zsj's storyline with ichiban sweet boy fujita. if they go heel, the tutor/student arc would have to then be ~evil~ and that kinda sucks since the beats in that story are wholesome and laid out nicely. one of the few tmdk storylines i find to be paced well, too.

anyway, what i wanted to say was... bring in team filthy. bring in some baddies. destroy chaos

#njpw txt #txt #*meta #*booking

[zaruba-needslove]

Hehe...

Got tagged by @real-life-senshi so we see how this goes 😃

The Rules: Tag (9) people you want to know better and/or catch up with, then answer the following:

FOUR SHIPS:

Kim Dogi/Kang Hana (SBS Taxi Driver) - What I can say? A pair-up between a vigilante and an officer of law was just so sweet. They don't even need to openly confess what they thought about each other, you can just look into their eyes and oh! You can see that they really care deeply for each other. I really do hope the production team can book Esom if they doing Season 3 cos it didn't feel right that she's not around. And I hate the idea that the team not being able to make use of their relationship with Hana in their mission to pursue justice.

Jean-Luc Picard/Beverly Crusher (Star Trek: The Next Generation/Picard) - The greatest OTP ever! All my love to my dearest Starfleet Captain and later Admiral and my dearest Starfleet Medical Officer and Doctor whose relationship spanned decades and across space. Whether it's just the TV Series, movies or the novels, you just gotta love the Picard-Crusher combo. They're just made for each other. I ship them, the whole Enterprise D crew ship them... what to hate about them?

Sakata Gintoki/Shimura Tae (Gintama) - Hahaha... who else better fit as Gintoki's other half besides our own Otae? Both have their own strengths, no one else could support each other so strongly as these two very wild fighters of Kabukicho.

Yukawa Manabu/Utsumi Kaoru (Galileo) - My dear KOH+ pairing. Could there be any other more adorable pair than these two? Could there be any other pairing more awkward at expressing their attraction to each other compared to these two?

Bonus: Sanzo & Son Goku | Tang Sanzang & Sun Wukong (Gensoumaden Saiyuki | Journey to the West) - I had a bias for this pair ever since I first read/watch the first Journey to the West adaptations it's hard to not love this

LAST SONG - Lel... I forgot what song I last listened to, but I guess Hyungsik's new song fits the bill? Since I did finish watching Our Blooming Youth today 😃

CURRENTLY READING - Unh... I had a bunch of books that I need to resume reading, but i guess in this case it'll be Honda Tetsuya's The Silent Dead since i was rereading it atm.

LAST MOVIE - Higashino Keigo's Silent Parade. Or was it Mechamato the Movie lol.... i forgot www

CRAVING - Normally I'd say durian mochi since it's been a while I had it but nowadays it's been hot weather all the time, I want ABC (Air Batu Campur/Mixed Shaved Ice). Or choco sundae, really. (Sorry Gin-chan, I'm not THAT fond of strawberry tbh)

TAGGING - @s00hyebeens, @sisiwritesfanfics, @whenwhereandwho, @miemoraes, @astarlightmonbebe, @spark-so-floss, @hiiragiyunablogworld, @flaim-ita, @thecaffeinebookwarrior Tagging random names in my follower list but feel free to join in if anyone else wants

#tagged #tag games

[jerirose]

tag game: get to know me!

thank you so much for the tag @septicrebel ! ♥ I'm going to tag @purple-belle & @happysmilebtr 🥰

Birthday? 22nd May

Favorite color? Turquoise & Yellow!

How tall are you? 5'5 / 5'6 [165.10 cm/ 167.64 cm]

How many pairs of shoes do you own? 16? 🤷‍♂️ I REALLY love shoes

Favorite song? Atm - RUN (HAN - Stray Kids) | Limbo (Lee Know - Stray Kids) | Feel My Heart (WOOSUNG - The Rose)

Favorite movie? Howl's Moving Castle, Moana, TNBC, Sweeney Todd, Edward Sissorhands, The Visit, The Witch, Kubo & The Two Strings

Who would be your ideal partner? 🤷‍♂️ Someone who respects and accepts my gender identity, neurospiciness and love for 8 Korean men?

Do you want children? No

Have you gotten in trouble with the law? Yes

What color socks are you wearing? Black

Favorite type of music? Folk Metal, 80's Metal, Alternative / Emo / Rock/ Pop-Punk, EDM, Witchhouse

How many pillows do you sleep with? 1 & a BLÅHAJ 🤭

What position do you sleep in? Wrapped around my BLÅHAJ

What don’t you like when you’re sleeping? Light pollution, it needs to be pitch black.

Have you tried archery? I have! I'm pretty decent at it.

Favorite fruit? Honey Melon, Strawberries, Pineapples & Mangos

Are you a good liar? I follow up incorrect statements with "actually that was a lie, sorry"... so... no LOL.

What’s your personality type? INFP / ENFP depending who I'm with

Innie or outie? innie

Left or right handed? Ambidextrous

Favorite food? Pasta

Favorite foreign food? Thai, Korean & Indian!

Are you clean or messy? Both? I'm generally a clean person, but I've terrible MH and when my MH is bad my cleaning goes out the window 🙃 and then I do a huge clean when it's okay again.

Most used phrase? erm... fuck, piss and shit are sentence enhancers - I picked up "literally" from my best friend... thank you 😒

How long does it take you to get ready? Full face of makeup? 1-2 hours but mainly because I listen to music whilst I put it on and get distracted. Erm, but I'm not really wearing it a lot anymore, so like 5 mins lol

Do you talk to yourself? No, I used to tho.

Do you sing to yourself? Yes

Are you a good singer? LOLLLL

Biggest fear? I don't think you really wanna know - it's very dark - but if you are curious - I'm scared I'm going to die young like my mum did, that my Crohn's will kill me before I've done anything with my life. 🙃 You asked.

Are you a gossip? Not really, I don't like the idea of gossiping - it's not nice.

Long or short hair? 🤷‍♂️ Shaved? None? I'm getting used to having hair again after 4 years of a buzz cut so I'm not sure??

Favorite school subject? Biology, English, Home Ec.

Extrovert or introvert? Introverted extrovert.

What makes you nervous? People, large crowds, not having a plan of action when I'm going out, not having a route home, intoxicated people.

Who was your first crush? James from Team Rocket.

How many piercings do you have? I used to have lots, now I just have 7! Ears (1 each for now), Snakebites, Septum, Belly Button! I want more though - I miss my tongue piercing and nipple piercings , I also used to have 3 on each ear - I'd like them back too and a I want double nostil!

How many tattoos do you have? 4; left calf, right ribs, right forearm and left forearm

How fast can you run? Very but I'm not sure anymore? I used to be a track runner!

What color is your hair? Naturally? Only Satan knows. At the moment? Blood red.

What color are your eyes? Steel Blue

What makes you angry? Living with my parents and not being able to move, being unable to work because of my physical health.

Do you like your name? I should hope so! I named myself lol.

Do you want a boy or girl as a child? .... no.

What are your strengths? I have boundaries and I enforce them. I'm kind, but I don't allow people to walk all over me. I'm caring, but I don't allow the weight of other's problems consume me.

What are your weaknesses? I'm scared of confrontation with my dad so all of what I said above is thrown out the window 🙃 He makes me very angry and that's a huge weakness for me.

What’s the color of your bedspread? Navy... I think?

What’s the color of your room? Soon to be Yellow and Black! It's getting painting whilst I'm on holiday.

#tag game #I totally saw this earlier and forgot I was tagged lol oooops hehe

[mchiti]

Sis I truly don't like these Roma rumours. I want him to go AC Milan..

Aw don't worry anon, I like to dream and joke about it but I don't see neither of them happening rn lol!!!

In all seriousness, though. I genuinely hope AC Milan fans don't get mad at me for what I'm going to say, also because it has nothing to do with me supporting Inter instead. I joke about it but I don't really care much about derby rivalry and I wish the best option for him yeah? [family first as I say].

To be honest I just don't see AC Milan as the best option. Tbh I think they had some terrible transfer markets recently (and I say the same about Inter eh, but at least Inter is like, completely broke rn lol): look at Napoli to see how can you build up a high competitive squad even with the limited resources serie A teams have. To be honest if you take out Leao, Giroud and Theo, I find the rest of the team pretty mediocre to say the least and I think Pioli is quite limited as a manager. I know Roma doesn't sound like a fancy option to the world, but if you have Dybala+Abraham+ Ziyech plus players like Wijnaldum & Pellegrini midfield, I can assure you this is going to be the highest quality in Serie A and competitive in Europe also. No doubt they will play UCL next year with a squad like that. Roma is building and ongoing project with a strong vision that many other teams in serie A just don't have atm - inter, milan and juve included -. Oh and I also think Mourinho would know how to use Hakim's qualities in the best way. PLUS it might be stupid and not football related but: the centre-south of Italy is very Mediterranean in terms of the way of living. People are more open and friendly, and football fans warmer. Closer to what Morocco is and how Moroccans are, as a Moroccan in italy you can believe me when I think it would a great environment for him. I don't live in Rome but it's my favourite place. I think he deserves warmer fans who appreciate him now, because Chelsea truly played him dirty under many levels and that shows the stupidity of clubs that can spend so much with no visions long-term and no respect for each of their players individual qualities and strengths.

But yeah anon let's hope for the best!!! it's not like this is going to happen lool Also I'm sorry this is so long I'm just manifesting lol