#sorry if it triggers anyone

[inkskinned]

am i gonna put you in the book acknowledgements am i gonna be able to say your name without flinching am i ever gonna get a word in edgewise am i ever gonna recover the time i spent with you. computer virus kid; i arrived in your life already begging to be let in. somehow insecure i could even be your friend. like you had a line outside the door and we were all shifting our weight, begging.

you're so fucking good at that - at making people feel like they need to earn you, like you're a commodity none of us can afford. no kindness or careful communication could work on you - you were so good at just going-ghost, about deciding someone just wasn't cool-enough. something about that is super ironic. even the parts of it that weren't romantic felt like a romance book. i wanted you to like me so badly i scrubbed myself clean just so you'd spare me - what. your favor? a look?

okay okay okay. it's just a friendship - if it was even true that we were friends, if you even saw me as someone you trusted. on reddit someone would tell me girl literally just cut her out of your life, it's not that difficult. even i was aware of how fucked up the whole situation was. like, why the fuck do i even care about your approval? you're like, not even that fun to be around. you are often a little bit cruel.

but for almost four years of my life, i thought i had found someone like me. somebody who liked the same things i do. someone who liked to read and who liked making jokes with esoteric references and who spent maybe too much time on the internet and who was absolutely a little bit pretentious. i don't know, something about that was powerful and addictive.

i keep thinking about our last conversation. about how i said - okay, enough is enough. you pushed me too far, you really hurt my feelings.

and how you laughed and said - you think you're the victim?

#spilled ink #warm up #writeblr #she physically assaulted me and then screamed in my face #but not before sh'ing first and blaming it on me #while she was locked in my bathroom. at 1 in the morning #while i begged her to please just calm down and to try taking a deep breath and to go to sleep #and then she was like - ur just like my abuser #bc she had screamed in my face which was triggering to me and i froze like a deer in the headlights #and since i had shut down at that point evidently i was the problem child #i know she is out there telling our mutual friends i abandoned her and it makes me SO pissed off #like dude you spent so much fucking time forgiving & forgetting that your decrepit asshole of a boyfriend #pushed me down in the fucking hallway #but noooo hes <3 troubled <3 at 43 and divorced #bc according to you it's important that u don't '''see anyone as a monster'' #but god forbid i not handle you SCREAMING IN MY FACE #i couldnt even get you to say sorry for crossing my original and only boundary you were like ''what did you want me to do'' #babe i said 'the bf is not allowed around here he scares me and u said ur broken up with him' #that was the thing i wanted you to do: not fucking invite him to WHERE I LIVED #godddd typing this shit out and knowing it's only 2% of what actually happened makes me feel pathetic #i can't believe i let you treat me like that. you were a TERRIBLE friend.

[derpiedoxie]

Tw: eye contact

I paint what I see

#HEEEEEEEELP I HAVE BEEN DRAGGED INTO HOME AND I CAN’T GET OUT #A NEE HYPERFIXATION HAS BEGUN #EVERYONE WHO HAS FOLLOWED ME FOR FNAF BE WARNED #I had so much fun with this drawing- #it was an extremely fun experiment! #and to anyone who doesn’t know who this is: His name is Wally and he’s from an ARG Project called Welcome home! #Hightly recommend you check it out #derpiedoxie #digital art #fanart #welcome home #welcome home wally #welcome home fanart #wally welcome home #also I actually recorded the progress for this one so I’ll be linking the speedpaint in a reblog as soon as I’ve posted it! #edit: aaaaaa I should’ve put the trigger warning there earlier I’m sorry I forgot :’)

[mikayesha]

she keeps on growing,

slippin' through my fingers all the time.

#does anyone even remember tpn #do anyone know tpn #pls i want to talk about how im incoherently sobbing rn after someone associated this song to emma and isabekesksdkssksksk #:(( #Aaaaaaughhhhh #AAAAAAAAUUUUUUGH #the promised neverland #the promised neverland spoilers #the promised neverland manga #tpn #tpn art #tpn fanart #tpn emma #tpn manga #tpn spoilers #fanart #digital art #art #somebody pls kill me #tw blood #tw death #sorry for forgetting the tags i just dont feel confident enough that people would get triggered of it by how badly drawn they are

[thatswhatsushesaid]

how dare you diminish jin guangshan's contribution to the narrative. what is wrong with you. have you no shame

#jin guangshan (derogatory) #editing to add: just in the event that anyone finds OP #they intended this to be a joke and it flopped #and i can definitely understand trying to make a funny that then communicates the exact opposite of the thing #anyway there’s no point in my deleting this because it’s already been reblogged a bunch #but i’m adding this note into my tags for clarity #OP if you do see this (i hope you don’t honestly) then i’m sorry my hair-trigger reflex about jgy hate in the tags #caught you in the crossfire

[official-megumin]

there is always this discourse about if transfem and transmascs have it worse

And like, I know it's not really quantifiable and measureable to find the objective suckiness of being trans.

But like

Man it's gotta suck to be a trans guy. This is coming from the perspective of a trans girl btw.

I know that not all transmascs care about passing and having a "fully male body", like everyone decides for themselves what they wanna do. But let's see this from the perspective from a trans guy who wants to be as close to a cis perisex man as possible, this guy is also perisex afab, meaning normal development and stuff.

Ok, so for this man to "finish" his transition, he would need like, what? 3 surgeries. All of which are gatekept. He would need top surgery, tit chop as you say.

This is already a lot, and it sucks fucking dick that y'all have to wait for that. But other than that already sucky and gatekept surgery, we also have phalloplastry, which many countries including Denmark, doesn't offer at all because it's more complicated than vaginoplastry.

This is also a hugely impactful surgery, and I assume that for many trans men, it also doesn't really feel good enough because no semen and dick pump. Of course I'm no expert, so don't take what I say as gospel, I might flat out be wrong about many things.

But that still isn't it. By now we have moved past surgeries the average transfem would "need"

Like yes, many trans women end up getting BA and FFS to combat dysphoria on top of bottom surgery, but they aren't "required" in the same way. So let's round it out and say one half of both of those surgeries count, so that means that transfems on average get two gender affirming surgeries. Which means that now, transfem and transmasc surgery counts are the same.

But wait, there's more!

There are also hysterectomies to remove the uterus and ovaries. Which again is very extremely gatekept because "devine femininity"(bleugh)

That's three surgeries to transition "normally" for a transmasc versus the two of a transfem, already there it's more sucky.

Of course this is not taking other typically gendered features into account like hip and shoulder width, which is too variable to really take into account here. Also it is not as widely different between the sexes as some people claim.

But this is just the surgery front.

I can't even begin to imagine how dysphoria inducing dealing with menstruation must be to a trans man.

Like periods suck dick, I know that from personal exprience. It hurts like shit for like a week at a time and there's blood everywhere.

But for trans men you add fucking dysphoria on top of that???? Hellish, the female reproductive system is so invasive and intrusive. For transfems we can just y'know, not touch the thingy and we won't have to worry about a visceral bloody reminder every month that stays even after hrt starts.

Really what I want to say is that yea sure maybe transfems struggle more with sexism and such whilst transitioning, I'd argue even that is not quantifiable and will be hugely variable on how the individual looks(speaking from experience as a trans girl who has not once had transphobia aimed at her in person in public from strangers)

But the physical struggle of transitioning? I think that trans masculine transitions take the cake by far here. Like objectively too.

And all the transmascs out there at all, doesn't matter how dysphoric you are, or how far you wanna take your transition. I respect you so god damn much, and I'm in awe of all of you. You're genuinely incredible

#I'm really sorry if I phrased anything poorly or if I triggered dysphoria in anyone #I just wanted to give a different look on this stupid discourse because I think trying to decide who has it worse is pointless #and I just wanted to elavate transmasc people in general

[spooksforsammy]

The idea that “verbal voice good” “aac voice bad” or “verbal language good” “aac is harmful” is fucking shit and if you have the mindset fuck off and stop that shit

Your not better to have a voice that works how you want it to. Your not better if you don’t reply on AAC to communicate basic shit. Aac user deserves respect even if they can’t verbally say what they want and need help.

We are people. And even if we don’t see ourselves as humans (nonhuman) we still living being with feeling and thoughts and deserve respect.

If you don’t want to respect us fuck you and don’t expect anyone (especially aac users) to be nice to you. Cause personally, fuck you and have no problem saying that.

#speech4amy #actually autistic #aac user #disability #medium support needs #tw cursing #shit just the thought has me mad #aac #sorry if cuss words upset you just really frustrated and only other option get violent and really don’t need to do that right now #don’t mean to upset or maybe trigger anyone

[gobstoppr]

more harm than good

alt ver. under the cut

#art #text #digital painting #gore #cw gore #blood #cw blood #cw animal death #ask to tag #salmon #fish #fish art #sockeye salmon #eugh sorry for all the tags. trying to be safe w/ triggers and also trying to make sure. uh . anyone sees this piece #ive been working on it for a whileeee #i neglected it for like 2 weeks and i just added some finishing touches tonight #for some context: i started this piece after getting rlly mad at my mom and so i needed to vent #n i identify rlly heavily with fish n especially salmon. so. yeah

[moonilit]

just went through the second part of the AQ and to put it mildly, im not handling these sad Victorian children well

#By not handling it well i mean im crying #LUMINE WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU #You worried about fucking CHILDE but not the actual CHILDREN we got in prison????????????? #Who cares if childe is dead or not freminet the actual child nearly got dissolved like mentos in coke! #Who cares about childe here??? Lynette nearly had her ptsd triggered lyney DEFINITELY got at least a panic attack #THEY ARE AT THE FUCKING PRISON WOMAN GET IT TOGETHER #also why are we having visions about childe ew and why are they fully cinematic?? Who is filming??? #Like childe funny as a meme to observe but don’t actually get him that close don’t test me know ur place #When did we even become that close with childe??? Im sorry what??? #I can’t keep seeing them kids in life threatening situations on trial then this???? #Arlecchino you are on a THIN FUCKING ICE #Im watching you!! Im watching you you better not turn into an abuser by actual standards #*break into genshin codes* stay right were you are sweetie im coming rn im going to get you out of this game into a loving family #Im not handling this well #genshin impact #freminet #lyney #lynette #yes I know im the last human on earth to do the quest leave me alone it been a busy time #Im going to kill anyone that get between me and the safety of these kids CHILDE GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY PLOT YOU ARE MAKING THIS TAKE TIME

[soggytaxidermy]

Prettiest woman in Yharnam takes killer selfie (based off an actual stock image below the cut)

shutterstock may you never die. unlike this woman

#bloodborne #soulsborne #bloodborne oc #lavinia tag #stock images #redraw #this is a joke #tw sucidal ideation #tw sui implied #idk if anyone will actually be triggered by thi but ig better safe than sorry?

[crazy-narnian]

Anybody else wish Caspian called out to either Lucy or Edmund at the end of the vodt film as they stepped into the water portal to go back to England with Eustace and say, “Give Peter and Susan my best”, BECAUSE I DO!

Granted, Peter and Susan did already say their farewells to him and Narnia in pc, but friends can pass along their fairest greetings to one another even if they’re worlds apart. Plus, Caspian must have been thinking about them during the first three years of his reign (as I like to think) because why else would he rebuild Cair Paravel, hmm?

#sorry for the word vomit #but I’ve been thinking about this lately #and the previous post triggered me to say this #anyways can anyone else agree or relate??? #Narnia #voyage of the dawn treader #caspian x #lucy pevensie #edmund pevensie #susan pevensie #peter pevensie #eustace scrubb

[eggyrocks]

i’m going to say something controversial. i think it’s fucking weird to write reader insert fanfictions where characters sexually assault the reader. and i think that maybe fantasizing abt being sexually assaulted is not an effective form of coping with trauma

#tw: r*pe #tw: sa #i kinda make me sick sorry #sorry to poke the bear but like #you need help #i’m not even trying to make a joke like you actually need help #i just saw one while scrolling and i’m shaken up from just reading the trigger warnings #like i can’t stop anyone from writing what they wanna write but im still gonn think it’s weird #i won’t comment on anyone in particular bc ur right if i don’t like it i can just scroll! #but if you’re putting that shit in generic x reader tags and i keep seeing it #ofc im gonna say smth abt it

[sorceresssiren]

day #387987529837 of begging the gods to make everyone forget who i am so i dont have to stay alive for them and just go off and die peacefully like seriously i was built for running in the woods with Artemis not this capitalist bullshit

#suicide tw #not actually going to kill myself because thats not possible but i sure wish it was! #im seriously not built for this world and im so fucking tired of living #im sorry if this triggers anyone i just need to scream #personal

[whitepain]

we should talk about these (unused?) john voice lines and the implications of them more

#morston #“folks will talk👀” that is not something you say to just anyone. theres history behind those words... and why does his tone sound like he #wants them to talk... he wants those allegations!! #though maybe you longtime morston fans here already talked about them idk i just got here. but LETS TALK ABOUT THEM MORE #i say unused because i genuinely cannot find any video of john saying these ingame... #they seem to be the ones where you linger around him/follow him #i literally harass john every chance i get around camp when im playing so you would think i would hear these at least once #i even used rampage trainer to try and trigger them under his speech categorys but even i didnt get any of these #considering how much cut content rdr2 has i wouldnt be surprised if these just werent used but if someone wants to prove me wrong feel free #Johns breath probably smells like cigs and whiskey well obviously i mean hes a man in 1899 💀 #so would arthurs but with a bit of horse to it because he spends so much time with them his dna is probably 5% horse at this point #so if they kiss they can nullify it and have no more stank cowboy breath... science is beautiful #even if theyre removed theyre canon in my heart 🫶 #sorry for yapping in the tags but these lines changed my life...

[velvette3]

Okay not to ignore the funniness of this blog

But seriously?

YOGA PANTS?

FEMINISTS?

POT SMOKERS?

CUTTERS?!

Like FOR FUCKS SAKE

That’s the most, RANDOM, and FUCKED UP LIST.

1.) yoga pants, wtf? You got a personal grudge?

2.) equal fights equal rights bitch, you wanna fuck with the women, let the women do the same. Bitch we all humans here.

3.) pot is a plant, FROM GODS MAKING YA IDIOT. Just because some fuckers be high don’t mean shit

4.) cutters? Seriously? Some people, having fuckin ISSUES.

And the rest of the list for fucks sake.

Jesus take the wheel. If y’all wanna get real fuckin technical. In the DAMNED BIBLE WHICH YALL LOVE SOOOOOO MUCH. God says, in a paraphrased way ‘all you must do, is believe my son died for you, and that I am with you’ or something along those lines.

All ya gotta do, is believe, have faith. God has already done did forgiven your sins from  millennia ago according to he himself.

Everyone sins, everyone makes some shit choices at times. We fuck up. We’re humans with free will, it’s bound to happen. But damnit.

Let us love who we love.

Let us be ourselves.

Let us learn from our mistakes.

Let us grow.

Let us have equal rights.

Let us do as we wish.

Let us believe what we believe.

And let those fuckin yoga men and ladies wear they damn yoga pants for fucks sake what the SHIT is the problem with that?

I’m done with you fake ass ‘religious’ pricks who say this shit^

‘Eternal Damnation’ my ass.

I don’t masturbate, I don’t smoke, I ain’t Muslim, I don’t wear yoga pants, I ain’t an atheist, I ain’t no thug, and I ain’t a ‘porn freak’.

But I am in order:

A homo (asexual pan-romantic)

A feminist

(Formerly) a cutter

(In the process of becoming) a witch

And an idolater (I do believe there is an entity)

I may not be many of the things on that list. But damnit, leave us alone.

God loves his children, right?

So let us love ourselves, stop shaming the people god loves.

Stop. Don’t be like this.

Please for the love of god, don’t be like this.

#vel rants/info dumps #ranting #personal rant #damnit people #tw religious themes #Bible mentions #christianity mention #I’m sorry if this triggers anyone #but damn

[ciginatree]

I don’t like giving this man any type of attention but I have ungodly amounts of rage towards him so there’s gonna be a rant below the cut cause I had to let it out somewhere :/

This self entitled bitch ass man child is so fucking entitled and self centered he can’t comprehend the fact that he isn’t the center of the universe. It’s not solely even about the fact that he’s saying Motionless copied him in Werewolf when Chris specifically said that the video was inspired by Thriller and Wolfman (I believe that’s the one). Or that they “copied him” with Cyberhex. It’s the fact that he believes he came up with the idea of lasers and cyberpunk and that he started the trend himself. This fucking 40 year old man also beefs with people half his age on TikTok over dumb shit that literally nobody else cares about. He looks and acts like a ball sack who has watched too much Andrew Tate and then snorted bottom of the barrel crack he found off a gas station bathroom floor. He’s a professional victim who believes he can get away with shit because he’s in a band. If I had one wish rn it would be to teleport to wherever the fuck he is rn and give him a good ol uppercut to the nutsack either on his face or below his belt. I have yet to see a single positive thing about this man, if you can provide me with a positive thing he has done please let me know. If you are a fan of his I am truly sorry. Not really tho. Thank you.

#ronnie radke #Ronnie radke hate #miw #motionless in white #miw band #chris motionless #chris cerulli #Cyberhex #bitch ass motherfucker #rant post #sorry if I triggered anyone with mentioning this ballsack of a human

[chrollohearttags]

I really wanna write this fic idea but I don’t want to drag up dead discourse and bring the weirdos out.

#basically eren and reader are both volunteers at a shelter for abuse victims #he works in the men’s wing and reader is ofc in the women and children’s wing #and they kinda bond over their shared experiences and past traumas #but ik somebody on here will use to be weird #I’m sorry he’s literally a cupcake in my lil verse and I don’t do that mean shit #like I wanna write something that makes me cry and kick my feet #cherry chats 🍒 #eren x black fem!reader #but I also don’t want to trigger anyone or come off as insensitive #those are really touchy topics and I don’t want to downplay the severity of them #aot x black reader #aot au #eren jaeger #I wanted to explore it bc it’s the work I want to go into and as somebody who’s had certain experiences #I hope it’ll help someone