#sorry if people are getting sick of this

[golyadkin]

I cannot express enough that if your reaction, as a hobby artist, to not getting that many notes on your art is to say "maybe I should just stop doing art altogether" you need to stop posting art to tumblr

not necessarily forever, not even for long, but just stop putting your art on here and start doing it for you again, remember why you enjoyed doing art in the first place and stop relying on the attention of faceless people on the internet for your enjoyment of your hard work

believe me, I get it, nothing crushes the artistic soul quite like labouring for hours on a piece only for it to get like 10 notes, so you need to find your own source of joy in the act of creation and a lot of the time that means making art and not showing it to anybody

#not art #listen #for real #this is not about any one person because i've seen posts about it from a bunch of people #you think i post everything here? buddy i dont even post half my stuff here #every drawing you see is preceded by five more just like it #that never see my cursor close to the save button #i have a sketchbook i draw in regularly that i do'nt show to a single goddam person #i make cutout art from gels i steal from work and stick them to my windows and do paintings in my living room just for me #because that it the only way you are ever going to be able to retain your original love of art #is by doing it for the sake of doing it #not for the sake of seeing how many people stop and stare #anyways i'm sorry if this sounds terse #but i'm so sick of seeing artists put all their self-esteem and happiness in the hands of a blogging website #stop selling yourself short by measuring your self worth by how many reblogs you get and what people say in the tags #your artistry and your happiness are worth more than that #if you're an artist for a living that's another story #but even then #even then #anyways sorry i'm done ranting

[sheriffofmagic]

new favorite ally beardsley pic just dropped (edit: for context @froginakettle and @sugaldean both shared this is from a pro-palestine protest)

FREE PALESTINE

#ally beardsley #sorry for thinking pictures of people getting arrested for rightfully protesting are sick #the transmasc swag in this image #not sure when this was since ally uploaded it to insta with a bunch of other pics but the shirt is from an activist group of the same name #this started gaining traction and it felt weird to not make it more obvious this is from a pro palestine protest once i knew

[chloesimaginationthings]

WHAT HAPPENED TO UR JJBA CONTENT 😭😭😭 /NM

Just been into FNAF as of late! I have currently more ideas for it, if the SBR anime is announced at all you can expect me to draw some JJBA again

So I haven’t totally abandoned JJBA! Promise, I’ve mostly been drawing it for my Patreon so head over there if you wanna see it 💗💗

#ask reply #SORRY I haven’t replied to many asks the past few days #currently sick so been mostly resting but I’m getting better #still love JJBA of course I’m just having fun with FNAF #people keep asking where JoJo art be but simply I just have no ideas for it rn #FNAF is my og interest technically JJBA is the new guy BAHA #I suggest subbing near the start of the month just so it’s less of a hassle #yall know how Patreon can be like lmao #BTW I’m currently reworking my patreon so that’s why I haven’t been advertising it much #but that’s where JJBA art is rn so just keep that in mind 👍

[formulapisces]

reblog or <horrific thing will happen to parent>

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reblog for <luck and something about a crush>

reblog if you aren’t <racist, homophobic, etc>

reblog or else <terrible tragedy happens>

reblog if you care about <obviously a good cause but is baiting you to look like a horrible person if you don’t reblog it>

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#they all say ThIs OnE aCtUaLlY wOrKs #your friends with ocd do NOT appreciate this at all the next time i see one of these posts on my dash i’ll scream #alèssi says things #actually ocd #ocd #‘but you can just block the reblog bait tag’ it doesn’t get rid of shit. #if you’re not actually 7 years old why are you reblogging obvious bait and chainmail? grow up a bit. i’m so sick of it #the people reblogging this with ’reblog if you agree’ etc can also kindly go fuck themselves. #tw repetition #<- sorry i didn’t tag this earlier 🤍 #i hate this so much why so many re logs #and reblogs being like ‘sorry i do this tee hee 🤭’ it’s not funny i’m not joking these posts are distressing!

[ghostorbz]

I made graphics instead of going to bed

Plus zadr stuff,,,

#im so tired uugghhhh #anyways #i tried doing more of the show style... figured people would like that more i guess #they make me SICK i hope they EXPLODE (i love them so much #art #my art #invader zim #nickelodeon #zim iz #dib membrane #trinkets #pixels #blinkies #sorry i am literally so embarrassed to post this for no reason #ive posted zadr before i just feel like im gonna get thrown into a volcano for this one #even though i LIKE what i made and i LIKE zadr #okay. okay im normal #zadr #zim and dib romance #👍ok #forgive me father for i have sinned. i am cringe #OKAY okay im like so normal and stuff and im like totally not nervous to post this #<- LIE #okay SHUT UP just post it. loser

[zoluulife]

Imma say it, it’s so funny seeing zosan Stan’s saying that thriller bark is a zosan moment. Like is the zosan moment in the room with us..? I think personally the reason zoro didn’t let sanji take the pain instead of him was because of the duty he felt as a first mate. He felt obliged to be the sacrifice, he knew he had to be. But also because I mean come on it’s Luffy zoro will do anything for Luffy including giving his life for him. He values and respects Luffy the most out of anyone.

He didn’t not let sanji do it bc he was in love with him or something that’s just stupid, and honestly something zosan shippers say bc they are desperate for something. The whole zoro giving his life for Luffy vs sanji saying he should instead moment if you look at the two manga panels you will see an difference. Even though zoro says it for the crew it’s clear that his actual main reason for doing it was for Luffy while with sanji when he said he should be the one to do it it’s clearly shown he was talking about the crew in a whole.

The two panels are so different thriller bark IS zolu angst arc cry if you think otherwise bc that little “hand holding “ thing sanji did when he fainted was NOT a zosan moment

#zolu #This is just my opinion ofc I never Judge people for shipping who they want to but let’s just keep things real for a minute #anti zosan #one piece #one piece zolu #zolu fanfic #long rant sorry #monkey d. luffy #luffy #roronoa zoro #gay love #honestly just kind of sick of how delusional people are getting about this

[calxia]

The tour bus is quiet.

Shows took a lot out of even the most energetic of ghouls, leading to a huge crash once the excitement wore off. A long night of travel usually led to a still night on the bus as the ghouls slept off the buzz of the day. Their provided bunks were uncomfortable and cramped even to the smallest of their ranks so they all tended to flock to the back lounge and the double mattress there.

Tonight was no different. Everyone would slowly make their way to the back of the bus over the course of the night, usually starting in their bunks until they got too uncomfortable or lonely. The first ghouls to head back were the ghoulettes. They were typically always the first ones to move from the bunks. It was very hard to fit two people into a bunk, yet alone all three of them. the back room was much more suitable for the bonded trio to relax and sleep. They could all curl up more comfortably and merge together into what looked like a singular mass

Mountain was soon to follow them. He takes up so much space even glamoured and couldn't even fit when unglamoured. Tired ghouls couldn't really hold up a sustained glamour for long before they'd just crash and naturally unglamour. Mountain lets his glamour fall away and breathes out a sigh of relief before joining the ghoulettes where they are all curled together. They all swarm around him and settle back down into a comfortable slumber. Aurora moves to lie directly on top of Mountain, and Cirrus and Cumulus flank their sides. They entwine their tails together and settle into a pile of purrs.

Dew and rain always tend to join as a unit. It's rare to find one without the other and sleep time is no different. Dew throws himself down on top of the pile, causing Cirrus to growl at him and flash her fangs. Dew bears no mind to the threat and instead shuffles around a little until he's more comfortable. The grumbling soon dies down once the heat from Dew starts to leech into their weary bones. Rain sticks to the edge of the pile and settles his head down on the back of Dew's legs. No doubt Dew would complain about how his legs have gone numb in the morning but right now they were all too blissed out to care.

Swiss is the last to join. It always took a while for him to relax after a show and he'd rather not interrupt the others while they slept with his fidgeting. He spends a few hours in the kitchenette area vaping out the small window until he felt ready for sleep. Copia always hated it when he vaped in the bunk area so Swiss would stick to one of the very few openable windows on the bus. The multi-ghoul chooses to curl himself up behind Cumulus and buries his face in her hair. The rest of the ghouls greet him with soft trills before they all relax to sleep as a singular mass of purring ghouls.

And Phantom? well, Phantom just stays in his cramped bunk alone. Because why would they ever invite him into their pile when he's just Aether's replacement.

#im still a bit sick so sorry if this is a bit off #people whove sent asks i see you dw I will get to them #had some tiring days #mountain ghoul #dewdrop ghoul #rain ghoul #cirrus ghoulette #cumulus ghoulette #aurora ghoulette #swiss army ghoul #phantom ghoul #the band ghost #nameless ghouls #nameless ghoul headcanons #ghost headcanons #calxwrites

[zer0point5ive]

it’s literally all about adam dog motif .. chained up waiting, waiting .. it’s about amanda young .. throat slit, ever the sacrificial lamb .. it’s about lawrence, hacksaw in hand .. lucky rabbit’s foot parallels ..

#i could write an essay a novel even #ill never be over it #sorry i get so crazy over it every time makes me Sick nd insane actually #gay people Loveee a motif if were being real #📹 #adam faulkner stanheight #amanda young #lawrence gordon

[formula-red]

I tried to be good, am I no good? Am I no good? Am I no good?

untitled, Geloy Concepcion // Seventeen Going Under, Sam Fender // untitled, traumatizeddfox // Two People, Sam Fender // The War of Vaslav Nijinsky, Frank Bidart // Hard Times, Ethel Cain // Child Wearing a Red Scarf, Eduoard Vuillard // Complex, Katie Gregson Macleod // Funeral by Phoebe Bridgers, malaak // Too Much Wine, The Handsome Family // untitled, milklump // untitled, dying-weeds // Strangers, Ethel Cain

#sorry to all my f1 people #i'm really going through something rn and had to do something to get it out #been a very tough few days a lot of things being brought back up that i really cant deal with #everything in me feels sick #delete l8r #cw family issues #cw trauma #cw abuse #ethel cain #tw abuse #sam fender #traumacore #trauma #childhood trauma #family issues #dad issues #narcissist parents #web weaving #web weave

[sleepis4theweak]

IVE SEEN SO MANY PEOPLE DOING THIS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO- IF UR A MOOT AND WANNA BE IN THIS- LEMME KNOW!!

EDIT: ALL SLOTS HAVE BEEN FILLED!! THANK YOU TO ALL MY MOOTS <3 <3 <3

#Ill delete this once I get 9 people :D #<3 <3 <3 #delete later #or if I get no people.... #the duality of man 😔 #im insane #also very sick sorry

[a-lonely-tatertot]

The qsmp fucks me up everytime i think ab it to hard honestly like these people (not just ccs like fans too!!) separated by such a large language barrier brought together by such an ambitious but like normal idea that a guy had has now created this group of people who are meeting up in fucking paris and talking about their fucking rp eggs like. This is such an insane community and i dont think ill ever stop being impressed by how much work and creativity that these players, admins and quackity have put into this like god this is so cool

#qsmp #tater rambles #and the community between them? like thryre so kind to eachother they communicate #they get out of roleplay and immediately start complimenting eachother #like that moment after the second debate where #baghera and cellbit are talking and theyre both like you did so well!! i dont agree with u but u did so well!!! #was so good #sorry im sick and emotional ill never be over this funky little smp #like dsmp was a goddammed mess. and seeing quackity come out of that #with his crazy ass lore and build this? this was nothing anyone was ready for #and the fact that he brought foolish and bad and philza people whos lore got brushed over and talked over and ignored into somrthing like th #where foolishs builds are lived in and bad is known as kind but dangerous and phil who gets dragged into stuff like im so happy for them #sorry im really rambly today i saw their twitchcon paris photos

[cutiecorner]

Have u ever seen like, when a baby is crying + throwing a tantrum right,, and then their parent puts a pacifier in their mouth and they stop immediately,, soothed n comfy,,,, that but baby bat + dadfred if u want

This concept is everything 2 me 🥹

#sorry abt all the watermarks iim getting really sick of people reposting my art #i literally started filing copyright claims on pinterest lmao im done #mouseprints #agere #fandom agere #agere fandom #agere art #dc agere #batman agere #dadfred & babybat

[fortheloveofexy]

stepping away for a while. fics are on indefinite hiatus until i come back. queue will run for a while til it's out.

bye.

#sorry yall #im just too worn thin and too burnt out to be here rn #this week has been Hard and im really struggling #and frankly im sick of fandom bullshit #sick of feeling like i cant say or post anything without being eaten alive #sick of getting random hate from people #sick of being mocked behind my back #sick of rude comments and messages and assholes arguing under my posts #I am so fucking Tired #and i just dont have it in me to keep posting and working on things when its like this #its just not fucking worth it

[kidovna]

What does that person require Will to have a bowl cut for all time? Lol 75 year old white hair Will with bowl cut

Will Byers, 2022

#sorry y’all maybe I shouldn’t be feeding anon the fodder but I’m really sick rn #and have nothing else to do #stuffy noses suck #never taking breathing for granted again #also I genuinely didn’t think people would actually get upset about that silly comic 😂 #anonymous

[heyitsmemel]

hi hello gals and gays. Here is a rare wav from me struggling with the flu. The virus has mainly been in my chest but my entire body is so wrecked I was able to induce super easily. No talking bc I’m literally unable to 😭 Do not listen if you can't stand harsh coughing because it gets a bit rough. If it sounds a bit weird the first half of the recording is from yesterday and the second half is from today, bc the coughing is so much worse in the second half lmao. Ok that's it thankkk you for feeding me so good lately tumblr love u all <3

also personal rant about ableism and intentional contagion in the comments :///

#ok like I haven't been this sick in literal years and cuz im disabled i'm super mindful of spreading germs to others. #and i've had some family staying with me so I was like great leave me here to rot in my cave guys #my partner has been rlly attentive and is like i don't care about germs tehe so yesterday he comes into my room #and gives me a bunch of kisses on my head then swoops in and kisses me ON THE MOUTH #like im sorry i've been lying in a pool of feverish sweat for days and can hardly breathe what part of that makes someone go ooo gimme? #like ya hes just trying to love me but i put so much effort into being clean and now i will feel really guilty when he gets sick #sorry not sorry intentional contagion is not cute or sexy at all its just irresponsible #like i would love to live the life where my body works so well that I don't give a second thought to KISSING someone with the flu #i just feel like able bodied people never think about what its like living with a disability or a chronic illness #or have the slightest inclination of how privileged they are #my partner isn't even a fetishit he is just a dumbass #but ya i just wish he and the general population would think more :/ #snzblr #snz #illness kink #snzfucker #snz wav #snzzzzz #snz blog #anyway thats all do what u want with my horn post

[deservedgrace]

No hate like christian love is right.

One of the most upsetting sermons I've ever been to was when I was around 10 or 12. We had a guest pastor and he was preaching about love, and how much we should love god. In fact, we should love sky daddy so much, that we should literally HATE our family/friends/loved ones in comparison.

I can't even really tell you why it was so upsetting to me. Most people I tell don't think it's that serious and I just end up looking stupid for being upset. I don't think they realize how serious that guy was. But I was a child thinking about having to hate my family, my friends, the people I cared about in order to be a good xtian... and I knew I couldn't do it.

I think it was supposed to be framed as "we xtians have such a higher capacity for love than the evil heathens which means that we can love our neighbors more than them AND love god so much that it seems like we hate them in comparison but we actually don't, because our capacity for love is so much greater because of Jesus" and I was too young to "pick up on that nuance" or something.

But my capacity for love only got stronger when I left.

#i dont wanna hear 'you shouldn't have taken it so literally' I WAS A CHILD. AN ADULT I AND THE COMMUNITY TRUSTED WAS TELLING ME HOW TO LIVE #I'm so fucking sick of being directly and indirectly blamed for things ADULTS TOLD ME #i don't understand how it's my fault for trusting the adults i was told i could and needed to trust. like give me a break #sorry i interpreted things literally and was brainwashed as a child #I'm so irritated that people don't understand. and that my childhood self gets blamed every fucking time #personal