#sorry if tags are wrong let me know

[wistfullywaiting2]

The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.

The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma he’s just constantly thinking about/reliving it. He can’t escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.

He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.

Atsushi doesn’t even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.

If Lucy hadn’t had her whole “you’ve never suffered the way I have” spiel then I doubt even the audience would’ve gotten to find out about his scars

If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that he’s been hallucinating.

In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that it’s clear he wouldn’t have told her that unless she had asked.

In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.

And the thing is that there are scenes that implies that the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand what’s wrong with him.

Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesn’t. Just because we see into Atsushi’s mind doesn’t mean the other characters know what’s going on in there.

Also little footnote here that I think the scenes with Lucy and Akutagawa in specific are probably references to the moon over the mountain but I digress

#bsd #atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #nakajima atsushi #idk #on the floor wallowing in pain as we speak #bungou stray dogs #tagging is hard and i’m lazy #I love the Atsushi trauma dumping for no reason headcanon too #but I have to complain about it not being canon accurate #just don’t put it in fanfiction ok that’s all I ask #Guys let atsushi be painstakingly vague about his past in peace stop ruining it #atsushi #Atsushi hated pain #but pain had been an intimate- dies #anybody have fanfic recs with this concept or do I have to write them myself #idk guys you’ll just never catch me writing anything where the other characters truly understand Atsushi #sorry #Kunikida will never be written to know what the fuck is wrong with him for as long as I live #He just gives up #at some point

[theglitternet]

Let me talk about this shot here

(I’m a new fan so if this has already been said, but better, I wouldn’t know. Sorry.)

Obviously one of the most striking (lol) things about it is the bruised face & knuckles, but I’m going to ignore that for now, because I want to talk about the look on Ian’s face.

When I first saw this scene, this look confused the shit out of me. By contrast, look at how Mickey’s looking at Ian:

You’ve seen this before. This screenshot is used everywhere. It’s a look full of love, joy and overwhelming emotion: to put it simply, he’s happy. Don’t get me wrong, Ian’s looking at Mickey with an incredible amount of love too, but “happy” isn’t really the word I’d use to describe it. It’s more along the lines of disbelief: of course it’s surreal that he’s marrying the man he’s been through so much with, but Ian’s attitude to his relationships at this point should be, and usually is, different given his broader experiences in that area – surely he isn’t the same kid he was in the earlier seasons, baffled by every new situation their relationship is put through.

But then it hit me: he is. Like the rest of us, Ian is carrying every person he’s ever been with him in this moment.

This specific look on Ian’s face is not coming from 24 year old Ian, finally deciding to marry the man he wants to spend the rest of his life with.

This look is coming from 15 year old Ian, harbouring a giddying crush on the closeted boy he’s just started sleeping with – amazed that he ended up marrying him.

This look is coming from 17 year old Ian, unsure if the guy he’s dating even likes him at all, watching him get married to a woman, desperately wishing they could be the couple he wants them to be – amazed that he ended up marrying him.

This look is coming from 21 year old Ian, in a relationship with someone else yet still dropping everything to run away with his convict ex, leaving said ex to cross the border alone, genuinely believing he would never see him again – amazed that he ended up marrying him.

He’s carrying all those versions – as well as every other version – of himself with him in that moment. Of course he can’t believe it. Happy endings don’t come around every day.

#gallavich #shameless #cameron monaghan the man that you are #sorry if the ages are wrong btw i’m spitballing with them #ian gallagher #mickey milkovich #shameless us #and this post is IGNORING the intimacy in that look. i completely glossed over it #does anyone else see this because he doesn’t look ‘shocked’ and the screenshot’s not the best example #here’s hoping #gallavich meta #<- thank you to the notes for letting me know this tag exists #whoops

[lilfriezatyrant]

Either he is pleased too or thinking:

"Only you may grab me like this."

#when you watch Alastor scenes and watching really every frame by frame #it really can be hilarious xD #but this one also makes me thinking jalkfdjaf #don't get me wrong I really stan Rosie and Alastor that much ajfdkj #they are just so adorable supportive in that episode #but then when you look him in the eyes and see that he also bares his teeth #Rosie my dear you know it already but you can be so happy you are his bestie jaölkfaj <3 #Rosie #Alastor #alastor the radio demon #hazbin hotel #reptile--queen you let him say that so sorry to tag you now but I have to shower your Al with love #I have to praise him okay HE IS JUST PERFECT #SORRY I CHANGE THE TOPIC NOW BUT YOU ARE SUCH A GOOD WRITER #A BLESSING YOU ARE OKAY #that friendship goal when you embody the hubby of the respective friend #Frari and Sal 🤝💜❤ #thank you so much 🥺❤ Al now your child and he is perfect qwq #AND SO IN CHARACTER for that ace-in-a-hole ✨✨✨ #dedication to my twin ❤✨

[moss-sprouted]

have i gotten deep into the life series and the hermits/others included in that? (as well as some of s6 of hermitcraft) yes!

have i become completely addicted to these funky little people? absolutely

and have i spent the last few days crying at animations on youtube about the various life series? ...you cant prove anything

#sorry i do not know all the terms yet ahdkkd #hermitcraft #double life #limited life #3rd life #last life #hey if im tagging anything wrong PLEASE let me know i am so new to this i started double life like less than a week ago and am taking off #from there #also i Crave the lore right now #life series #life series smp

[holocene-sims]

i built this cafe for my story and i felt like sharing it as a random follower's gift, so tada! here it is ☕

details:

price: $39,895

lot size: 20x15

originally built on 6-4-1 hanamigawa in mt. komorebi

not cc-free & uses most of the packs

bonus:

three pieces of cc are included in the file (abandoned cc reupload)

also included is a list of all the other cc you'll need to download + the packs i used in the build!

download:

(no ads) - dropbox

#ts4 #the sims 4 #sims 4 #sims 4 build #ts4 build #ts4 community lot #ts4 download #ts4 lot download #ts4 cafe #just excuse my bad graphic design i'm so sorry i don't know anything about fonts and colors and photoshop #also let me know if any of the cc is missing or if something goes wrong #i've never uploaded a build before so *fingers crossed* #i did play test this as well but surprises happen #holocene.package #holocene is an architect (verified) #new tag for builds just dropped woo #because apparently i'm mcfucking losing it #SURPRISE I'M IN MY BUILDER ERA FOLKS #i built that one restaurant/multipurpose lot last year and then in the last month i've built a farm and a cafe and i think i'll do more #i have needed all these for the story like i said but sdjfjdfkjdsl #i've always been a cas/gameplay/story girlie so this obviously has horrifying implications

[themyscirah]

But look at us Luke, we're the ones left alone, holding some rich monster's pain. All of existence, built on his violence. All of space-time, humming to life with a single inviolate rule. Give the hero something to punch.

#kate kane #duke thomas #luke fox #outsiders #dc comic edit #comic edit #dc comics #my first time using photoshop lmao #got it for free with my school adobe acc and obviously im gonna abuse it for comic editing purposes. although i skipped all the tutorials #and just fucked around so idk this isnt like impressive. couldnt find buttons for a lot of what i wanted to do but i think i was just looki #in the wrong spots. anyways yeah. #batman #panel from outsiders no 3 ofc #dont know what else i say here. this is v much the product of me procrastinating writing an essay draft #if the format is weird im sorry im on tumblr desktop which idk how to use. bc photoshop is on my computer and also i turned my phone off so #would stay off my phone and focus. which obviously worked rlly well lmao #swishy's comic edits #panelposting #not rlly but ill tag that too for personal reference. yeah #bats #anyways this issue is so funny to me. like yes lets talk about how batman is everywhere and is taking over everything and also cant die. in #a batman comic that is taking over things (notably the team name etc) from other characters #IRONY!!!! #anyways dark multiverse(? idfk) duke thomas i love you. you can kill as many versions of bruce wayne as you like <3

[turtlecleric]

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#(huge relieved sigh) #I'm emotional over the little community that I get to participate in here #been on Tumblr over 10 years #been in multiple fandoms that I've made content for #and this is the first time I've experienced this level of interaction and community #first time I've had mutuals and had that actually mean something #I'm still terrified of unknowingly doing something rude or wrong or annoying (which is why I struggle so much to tag people) but #idk I'm starting to feel braver #I'm actually getting emotional thinking about it #sorry I'm just #maybe rereading symphony and noticing how lonely Violist-chan is has got me focused on how lonely I am too #and yeah it's not like I'm anyone's actual friend on here but just being able to interact and participate and be welcomed is... #idk #there's this gnawing ache in my chest all the time but this little community brings me sparks of joy that I haven't felt in a long time #sorry ignore me I'm just #i don't know #I'm trying to express my gratitude but I'm not doing a very good job #if anyone actually reads this just know I'm trying to say thank you for being nice and for letting me be feral over turtles with you #and i hope you're all having a good day

[dreamsb0u]

Sometimes I wish my “friends” or whatever who ghosted me would talk to me again just so I could bite their fucking heads off

#rant #Tw rant #vent #vent tw #in tags #like you fucking said you were going on a mental health break and that’s fine but after WEEKS of radio silence I check on you #and you’ve fucking BLOCKED me???? #like what the fuck is wrong with you #this has happened multiple times and I think it’s justified that I’m fucking angry #they KNOW I have abandonment issues and they don’t even give me a notice they don’t tell me what I did wrong #I’m so fucking tired of this shit #I’ve tried to be supportive but all they ever do is fucking toss me to the side #I’m not sorry #I can’t even look at half of my sketchbook anymore because it’s stuff I made for them #I wouldn’t say that letting your friends know why you’re leaving them is a lot to ask #but hey maybe I’m the one in the wrong here #and I’m even angrier because I don’t hate them #I can’t really #but I’m so fucking mad #I don’t want any hug emojis I get that you’re trying to help but I’m really not in the fucking mood #I think I only have like two friends I can trust

[snowthedemonfox]

really needed to draw something as a warmup sketch, but i remembered seeing this design in the tadc tag and rly wanted to draw her!! hope you dont mind ^^" @friendshipprecure shes super cute, i love ocs with heaps of rainbows on them

#snowgems art #im super sorry if i got anything wrong!! #this was just a warmup sketch so its not my best work haha #ask to tag #i dont think this needs an eyestrain warning? but let me know if i should add it

[nebula-drcams]

@multistories Cont. from Here.

   Alright .. fair she supposes. She had been .. a little rude, but in her defense it's not really every day someone inhuman suddenly shows up in front of her. Rubbing her temples, she tries to take a deep breath. She's probably lucky she wasn't killed on the spot in the first place.

" Look, I don't see demons everyday, sure I don't know what to expect when it comes to appearances but uh .. Most .. books often say demons are like .. red and whatnot. I guess the horns are pretty on point? So like, I wasn't trying to offend you or anything, you're just, not what I expected ..? "

   There's no way she's getting out of this without sounding offensive. She really needs to stop messing with stuff she's not supposed to anyway that gets her into situations like these.

#head in hands #i hope i read the bio right #im SO sorry if i got this wrong #if you need me to change anything feel free to let me know }} #multistories #★ ►𝓐𝓼 𝔀𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓸𝓷 𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓼𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓼 𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓮◄ ⌠Nimue Umiko ⌡ #verse tag pending #★ ► ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏꜱᴍᴏꜱ ◄ ⌠ In Character ⌡

[storywestistrash]

lowkey hate seeing people say "oh michael fans never talk about the fact that he did bad things" because 1. its literally not true and 2. for the kind of fan that i am its like. when you tell your friends or family or partner or whoever that you love them, do you say it like "i love and care about you deeply but i also recognize that youre a flawed individual whos made mistakes in their life and that youre not actually a good person. i am telling you this so you know that i realize how complex of a person you are and that i respect it" DO YOU HAVE STUPID??

#michael afton #theres a difference between whatever the fuck blueycapsules did and people just. expressing love??? for a character??? #sorry for wanting to express love to a character that canonically didnt get much of it in a way that would feel reassuring??? #and without adding to the guilt hes already feeling???? #sorry im probably wrong but like. pissed me off lowkey. i hate being percieved incorrectly and i know these people would do that #if they saw me call mike my little boy in my tags #fnaf bitches will see someone draw mike being happy and immediately scoff because UM akshually hes a morally grey person hem hem hem #like ok yeah no shit. can you let me draw him being happy now or what. #god forbid someone is deeply loved despite their flaws and past mistakes i guess #rant

[tequatls-favorite-spoon]

my art from the na vs art party!! took me a lil bit cuz i wanted to color it and that meant cleaning up the sketches and then i wanted to shade them and hajsksldhaflk

the characters from left to right:

Quinn Teeling - @sunsrefuge

Ambrose Wolfsbane - @commander-gloryforge

Finnegän - @pinecone-enthusiast

Astrëllä - @ohpollenpowder

#vsartparty #gw2 #guild wars 2 #others ocs #my art #also!!! please let me know if i got any of the names or tumblrs wrong!! especially ambrose cuz i didn’t get the name in my ref screenshot #i did go thru the art party tag to find the character i drew and i’m like 99% sure it’s ambrose but if it’s not him i’m SO SORRY #ahhh i hope people like them ajhsjalakf #like i know that getting art of ur oc is usually great no matter what but i get anxious lol #also i used a new shading technique and idk how i feel about it #like i like how i blended out the edges and stuff #but i might have to play with using different colors in different areas instead of just using the same purple lol #really happy with how i did the hair this time tho!! i feel like i usually like hair better in the sketching phase #cuz it’s all loose and rough and messy #i just feel like i get the shape and idk vibe? of the hair better then #and when i get to lines or shading i feel like i end up making the hair too solid? like i lose the flowy-ness of the hair and stuff #anyway i think i did pretty good with it this time tho!! i liked adding the highlights a lot :) #…i actually kinda was referencing an old how to draw manga book i got when i was 11 #listen. it was one of the good ones and had actually good tips and info #and the way it showed shading hair kinda influenced me here and i think it worked! #oh wow i really rambled in the tags this time #there’s a reason my personal texts posts (at least on my main) are tagged as ‘regan rambles’

[dishsaop]

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic #im just like. tired of gnawing #and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get #content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky #young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me #im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing & #digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances #m text #i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story #not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a #lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out #bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples #and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified #(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right) #and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here #(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh) #I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost. #anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein #out as lesbian #like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has #to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic) #meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just #and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so #yknow. personal viewer bias here #but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian #and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out #but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough. #im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes #I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY. #like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'

[nomazee]

REQUESTS ARE OPEN

hi guys... the ao3 shutdown has made me think of a lot you know... about us... and how our relationship is going... and i miss you... i know we’ve been through some hard times but... i think it’s time to open my requests again... 

i only write gender neutral reader!

in ur request, give me a character or a few and a general concept, u can get creative or specific whateva! as long as you give me something to work with theres a chance i won't do your request—either because i dont have time to get to it or because i don't really have any inspiration to write it! if you wanna send in a new request with a diff prompt feel free to do so in that case! i literally do not mind if you spam my inbox with diff ideas lmao as long as ur not spamming for the same one over and over

°+..｡ﾟ｡ﾟ+.*.｡.

fandoms i will write for (anything with a star ☆ is what i am most enthusiastic/best writing for): 

BNHA (all of class 1A + shinsou + camie) 

☆ bungo stray dogs (all of the ADA + akutagawa, higuchi, gin, chuuya, poe, sigma, probably others just ask for whoever)

gokurakugai (alma, tao, yaya) 

demon slayer (everyone) 

one piece (only live action, strawhats)

☆ jjk (pretty much everyone EXCEPT mahito, sukuna)

things i WON’T do: 

FULL nsfw

pregnancy/established kids

dark content

major character death

cheating/infidelity

a/b/o

physical traits (ex: character with tall s/o, etc) 

i probably won't do things like "how would (character) react to s/o who is (x, y, z)" even if it's not physical traits

things i like doing (if you wanna slip me a little gift in ur request concept...): 

pining 

whump/sickfics

the “misunderstandings” trope

the “unestablished relationship but they are in love” trope 

quick concept fics/hcs (like "how they sleep with you" etc.)

OKAY!!! i know this was long winded and probably too detailed for my own good... but send a request... if you dare... love you all 

#is it wrong of me to put this in the x reader tags #... i think i'm gonna do it #sorry guys i need the exposure (i'm going to be killed) #honkai star rail x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bnha x reader #stardew valley x reader #also guys just to let you know i've got a kick for higuchi at the moment so... #my gokurakugai kick was about a month ago but it'll come back in due time

[somerandomdutchfangirl]

Random headcanon/au thing brought to you directly from my brain:

Swan hybrid Jack Rose

Like mans just straight up has wings (swan wings ofc, they're red with pink tips because i Do Not Care about realism but instead about color schemes and vibes). Little down feathers in his hair. Talons as nails. Perhaps even tail feathers? And definitely feathered ears

Like,,,, imagine the fluff potential y'all.

Or better yet... Imagine the angst potential

#Said angst potential (among other things): Jack being afraid of not being accepted by the others bc of the whole swan hybrid + being- #- the son of Night Swan thing and glamouring himself to look human #or alternatively: literally him stress-plucking away his feathers and hybrid parts; desperate to not be reminded of his mother #jack rose #jd jack rose #jack rose jd #just dance jack rose #just dance #just dance 2023 #jd23 #jd2023 #somerandomdutchfangirl #me: i want my blorbos to be happy. also me: lets spin my blorbos in the trauma machine!!! #you know those mha fanfics that are like `hawks acting like a bird` n shit? yeah that basically #honestly i'm gonna write a fic and/or create art of this at some point probably lmao #also isnt there a jd tag thing with `ugly duckling`? Yeah whatever you do dont think about NS calling Jack that whenever he does something- #wrong (in her eyes ofc) #Brb gonna make myself sob abt this and then write a fic #... i did not expect to add so many tags sorry LMAO he's just my blorbo. my poor little meow meow. head empty no thoughts but jack rose #just dance au #swan hybrid jack rose #jack rose my beloved #jack rose just dance

[birb--birb]

What kind of love are you?

Violet: Love as a Threshold

Your love does not ask for much. Your love does not take. Your love is free, and unquestioned, and here for wherever needs it. When you fall in love, it is as gentle as a breath in the night. It is quiet, and it is effortless. It is tender. If your love was a house, it would readily welcome all who come through. If your love was a hearth, it would warm the hands of whoever stopped by, whether for a day, a month, a year, or forever. When you fall for someone, it is without strings, without conditions, without need. You love for the sake of loving, for the sake of caring for those who need it. You love with a giver’s heart and a giver’s hands and are made so much stronger for it. Being loved by you is to always feel at home. Your love may not always be well-received by those unprepared to linger, but it is unforgettable all the same

The second I saw this answer for Violet I knew it was perfect. Their entire romance with Astarion was about patience. Waiting for him to realize that he's truly safe with them, that they doesn't expect anything from him, that he is in the lead here and they'll follow only when he's ready and okay. And waiting without judgement, Violet knows these things take time and they were more than willing to wait, to be there, to just sit and exist with him while he figures shit out. And when he truly let Violet in, I like to think it was like with a comforting sigh, the feeling of coming home, that feeling when all pressure is lifted and you can just *exist* without fear, without judgement.

Violet has seen violence and hatred and yet chooses to show up for those they love as a place of calm and stability, without judgement, without expectations. Violet's love is patient, it doesn't expect anything back but will give you everything just because we all deserve to feel warmth and safety. They feel so much warmth in their heart that they were able to help Astarion get to a place where he feels safe. I think even if they didn't fall in love or end up together, Violet would have still shown up for him in the same way. They know what suffering is like, they've gone through enough of it themselves and come out the other end alive. They know how much it hurts, but also how much easier it is with someone to lean on.

tagged by @cleric4vampire ty for enabling so many feelies about my bbys

Tagging: @justabiteofspite and @dragon--sage (I know yall were already tagged but doing so again for funzies cause I'd love to hear about your Tavs/Durges) and anyone who wants to join in, please do!!

#I kinda went off in the tags I'm so sorry (not really) #oc #Violet #Tav #astarion x tav #bg3 #I know this is about my astarion romance but I'm constantly thinking about violet and halsin also #how quiet and strong their love was #violet and halsins love would be like your parent tucking you into bed after you fell asleep on the couch watching late night tv #but they both knew a romantic relationship would be selfish #theres no way in hell violets monogamous dont get me wrong but they wanted and needed very different things #violet's warlock patron isnt like mizoura but they do have orders and a contract still #so i like to think they have this sadness of what could have been #but also joy for what they both have now especially after the epilogue party #the epilogue gave me so many feelies about them yall I cried #I remember going through Cazadors dungeon and just thinking about the absolute pain violet felt seeing how much astarion was suffering #they wanted to just protect him destroy everything burn it all down anything to make him stop hurting #but they knew he had to face this. and they didn't let him walk away from it #sometimes love is facing the hard things #sometimes its calling your sins by name #but the key is that patience again #you can't force someone to get over their trauma- recovery is not linear #and it doesn't make him any less worthy of love #boys got a lot to unlearn but violets not gonna push him away because of it #they're really fucking proud of him #and I know they're out there finding weirdo artifacts and exploring the shit outta faerun together #Astarion