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#sorry if this is weirdly worded i just woke up and i'm tired
the-kr8tor · 9 months
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Under the clocktower
Pairing: Hobie Brown x gn! reader/ Spider-Punk x gn! Reader
Word Count: 5.6k
Synopsis: Hobie's stuck in a time loop where he keeps seeing you die over and over again. He tries to find a way to escape the loop, at the same time saving you from your fate.
Tags: no use of Y/N, no specific physical description of the reader, TW blood, TW death, TW injuries, TW violence, established relationship. Time loop AU, angst.
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Hobie opens his eyes, the blinding light from the early morning sun mixed with the smell of burning breakfast wakes him up instantly. He jumps off the bed running towards the smell.
His body feels heavy somehow, his lungs sit weirdly in his chest, his eyes wide and alert. It's like he swung around the city while asleep.
He shakes it off attributing it to not sleeping well. Shutting off the stove he sighs at the burnt omelet. He briefly sees the clock on the stove in his peripheral- 8:00 am
Good thing he reached the kitchen before the fire alarm went off, he grabbed a nearby rag to fan away the smoke. Suddenly hearing wet feet squelch across the wooden floors, Hobie instinctively looks towards it.
"Fuck, the eggs!" You run around the corner in your bathrobe, your hair wrapped in a fluffy towel. Running too fast on your wet feet, you slide across the floor, hitting your hip against the table. You're sure it would leave a nasty bruise.
"It's too early to burn down the flat, don't you think so, love?" Hobie puts his hands on his hips, annoyed that he woke up so early. Sweats hang low on his waist, an old band shirt ripped at the sleeves, his arms and midriff on full display.
"Ow, sorry Hob," you rub your aching hip, "I'm sorry I woke you up, grumpy" you close the small distance.
"You better be sorry," he grabs you by the waist, inching his hand toward the hastily wrapped belt of your bathrobe. "I'm still bloody tired" he says with a yawn.
"Aww, my poor baby Hobie," you cup his cheeks, "let me kiss it better" you peck the corner of his eye, your soap and strawberry scented shampoo fills his senses.
While you're distracted, he slowly unties your robe. Noticing the sly movement, you grab at Hobie's wrist. "Tsk tsk. Not today, babe. First day at my new job, remember?"
"Ah shit, that's today?"
"Yep, can't be late" you kiss his lips quickly before he escalates things. "You can go back to bed, I'll see you tonight" you push yourself off Hobie.
"Good luck" he pulls you back by your hand, "remember they're lucky to have you, not the other way around" Hobie kisses your knuckles while looking into your eyes.
You chuckle, "I know what you're doing, Hobie Brown. It's not gonna work"
"Worth a shot" he finally lets you go.
The doorbell rings, both of you looking at the intrusion. Who could that be this early?
"I've got it, Love. Can't have you answering the door in your robe can I?" Hobie winks at you tiredly, which makes his eyelid move slowly.
"Very sexy, babe" you shake your head as you head back towards the bathroom.
Grabbing the door, he sees your neighbour mid knock.
"Ohh, hey!" He looks disappointed "Morning neighbour!" Hobie winces at how chipper this man is this early in the morning.
"What is it?" Hobie asks flatly, leaning on the doorway.
"Ah," he subtly looks behind Hobie "do you have any sugar, white preferably. You see I'm making ensaymada -"
"Wait there" Hobie cuts him off, disinterested at whatever information he was about to share. He just wants to go back to bed.
He shuts the door with a bang.
"Who's at the door?" Your muffled voice rings out.
"No one, just your neighbour!" Hobie yells out so that the man outside hears it.
He grabs a bag of sugar from your pantry, Hobie opens the door, quickly handing it off.
"Thanks! Can you tell-" He gets shut down again when Hobie closes the door in his face.
"Welcome"
Hobie plops himself back on the bed, he groans when his back cracks. He falls asleep to the sound of your humming.
--
Chaos rains downtown, buildings crumble around Hobie while he pursues Green goblin. Everything went bad so fast, he didn't see it coming. Green goblin cackles menacingly while she randomly throws bombs below her hoverboard.
She went completely off the rails when Hobie got a few punches in, desperate to get away, she just started chucking random stuff at him, conveniently one of them was a bomb. The explosion threw him off, Goblin got a few blocks ahead of him, but Hobie's determined.
He swings after the flash of green, he hears the familiar chime of big ben - 6:00pm
Goblin leads him towards the tower bridge, it's packed with vehicles because of the rush hour, that's not good.
"Catch, Spider-Punk!" Goblin chucks another bomb below her, she clearly knows this one will surely cause chaos on the bridge.
With his quick thinking, Hobie grabs the bomb with his web, slinging it away from the crowd below. A shockwave resonates through the old bridge, its old wiring swings letting out a metallic groan. puffs of green smoke cloud above the area.
Hobie hears screams below him, looking down he sees the crowd scrambling away from danger. His senses send electricity through him, he looks back toward Goblin, she's now just hovering in place, in both of her hands she holds belts full of spherical bombs, she holds it against the edge of her hoverboard, threatening to let go.
"Don't you dare!" Hobie webs up both of the belts holding the spheres, ready to fling it away. Before he could do just that, the clips holding the bombs give out, time seems to slow down as Hobie watches in horror, the little balls of destruction falling down like rain. Goblin's shrill laugh pierces Hobie's ear drums.
He ignores the crazy lady, instead he goes after the green orbs. He webs as much as he can reach, quickly throwing them off the bridge, they go off the second they hit the water below. He keeps repeating this process till he's sure he got all of them out.
He lands breathlessly on the concrete, he points towards the nearest end of the bridge, guiding the remaining people off the bridge. Roaming his eyes above to see where Goblin could be.
His senses go off again, Hobie's ears perk up towards the faint ticking sound. He sees the ball bounce off a taxi, it doesn't go off, instead it just lands down the concrete with a clink. He eases up a bit, figuring it might be a dud. Until he looks inside the black taxi, Hobie sees your terrified face against the taxi's window, you're struggling to open the door.
Electricity pulses through him, sounding off alarms. The whites of his mask widen when the sphere stops ticking.
It's not defective, it was just counting down.
You finally notice him, frozen in fear. He tries to reach you, but the shockwave from the explosion stops him, Knocking him down.
The sheer force of the explosion flips the taxi, tethering close to the edge of the bridge. Green smoke covers Hobie's vision, he can barely make out the silhouette of the dark car, he throws caution into the wind, he doesn't look for more ticking bombs, instead he quickly runs toward the creaking metal.
He finally reaches you, as the car finally falls. Hobie quickly webs up the trunk of the car sticking its end on stagnant cars, and columns. He hears your muffled screams inside the deathtrap.
"Hobie!" You desperately scream for him, clinging to the car's headrest, the taxi swings against the wind. You can see him trying to pull you up.
Seeing Goblin wreaking havoc, you see her throw more bombs towards fleeing civilians, you make the conscious decision to yell at him to help them instead.
"Hobie! On your left!" Your throat burns trying to get his attention.
Thanks to his spidey senses and your desperate pleas, Hobie understands quickly, he ties the web he's holding onto a nearby truck, hopeful that it sticks until he can get you out.
"I can do both" Hobie whispers
He yanks Goblin down from her hoverboard with one precise shot of his web, she falls hard on the concrete. In one swift movement Hobie grabs his guitar on his back, using it as a bat, he swings it against the ticking bombs, before its countdown ends.
They explode in mid air, green clouds rain over the historic bridge.
Hobie runs back to you, on his way he notices that Goblin recovered and is nowhere to be seen. He'll find her later, right now he needs to save you.
He swings towards the edge where he last saw you, the only thing he sees is the cold rushing water swallowing the taxi.
His breath hitches in his throat. His knees threatened to collapse under his weight.
"No, not you" he weakly says.
Before he follows you towards the black depths, Hobie sees the Green Goblin rise up from under the bridge right in front of him, a sickenly bloody smile on her face.
"Got your little birdy, spidey" she shakes your terrified form, her claw-covered hand covers the bottom half of your face painfully, your feet floating a few inches off her board.
"Mmph!" You yelp for him as you try to reach him with your hands.
"Let them go! Or I swear I will tear you apart!" Hobie barks out, he doesn't recognize his own voice.
"Oh, okay!"
Your terrified eyes look back at him.
One minute you were in Goblin's hand, the next you were falling to your demise.
Electricity cackles around Hobie, he leaps off the edge, everything seems to be moving in slow motion. Shooting a web towards you, he curses gravity, his web merely a hair's width away from your form. Your fingertips graze its ends.
Your head hits the water in a horrible cracking sound.
A cold splash hits Hobie's masked face, he braces for impact.
The water hits him like a truck, but he shakes it off, adrenaline pulses in his body like never before. He tries to find your form under the dark water.
It's dark and quiet under, the only thing he could hear is his own heart thumping in his chest. He hopes to hear yours too.
He roams his eyes, his eyes squinted looking for your familiar silhouette. Hobie finally spots you, slowly floating down towards the endless void. He swims down as fast as his limbs could, his air is running out, he's afraid yours might be too.
He grabs hold of your arm, Hobie quickly brings you against his chest, he ignores the absent beating of your heart.
Reaching the surface was an uphill battle, but he finally got you out. Stopping by the riverbank, he doesn't waste any time doing CPR.
He dares to look at your face, Hobie lets out a pained sound when he sees your dull eyes looking up at nothing, your lips slowly turning blue. He counts in his head to keep track of his chest compressions.
15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24
" C'mon lovey, breathe for me please"
25 26 27 28 29
Your lips are now a harsh blue color, he whispers your name like a prayer.
30
He quickly puts his lips on yours to breathe into it, he does it twice, desperation increasing in every breath he gives you. He counts again.
10 11 12 13 14 15
He lets out a pained sob, he bites his lips to stop more from coming out.
16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25
"I can fix this" he ignores the aching in his arms.
26 27 28 29 30
He breathes into you again and again. He takes a step back to examine you, no reaction.
Desperation, fear and anger flows through every crevice of his body. But his mind fills with you, only you.
He takes his stance again-
Silence
Searing pain ebbs out of his chest, crimson flows from the wound, Hobie finds himself impaled on Goblin's hoverboard, his back trapped in between a wall. Green Goblin lets out a victory screech.
He groans out, his blood seeps through his mouth, gagging on it.
He's dying.
How poetic he thought, dying mere minutes after you. You once joked that you're soulmates, he now thinks you're right.
"I DID IT, I KILLED SPIDER-PUNK!" Her laugh slowly fades away, like he's walking away from her.
He imagines that he does and instead of your lifeless body waiting for him, he imagines that you're standing there, smiling at him. His only wish is that you both end up at the same place.
Big Ben's clock rings out again.
"I should've tried harder," He murmurs. Darkness embraces him like an old friend.
>
Hobie opens his eyes, sunlight tears his red eyes open. He quickly sits up breathless. He grabs his chest, kneading it with his knuckles. He smells something burning.
Hobie gets up, heading towards the smell. He stares at the pan - omelette or what it used to be an omelette.
"Fuck, the eggs!" You run around the corner in your bathrobe, Running too fast on your wet feet, you slide across the floor, almost hitting your hip against the table. Hobie stops you mid slide with his web shooters. You would've hit the table pretty hard.
Why did he know that?
You look towards Hobie looking dumbfounded. "Hobie, why are you just standing there? Turn it off!"
He snaps out of his stupor, turning down the knob he looks at you, his breathing heavy.
"Shit, sorry for yelling, Hob" you grab a rag to fan the smoke out.
You look at Hobie, he has a weird look on his face. He hugs you suddenly, his face landing on the crook of your neck. Hobie recognizes the smell of your soap and strawberry scented shampoo, he takes a deep breath.
That was just a dream, right?
"You better be sorry"
"Aw, my poor baby Hobie, did I wake you up with my culinary skills?" You rub his cheek with your thumb, "I'm sorry I woke you up, grumpy. Let me kiss it better" you crane your neck to peck the side of his head.
Just a dream, right?
Hobie anxiously fiddles with the belt around your robe, you take it as flirting. "Tsk tsk. Not today, babe. First day at my new job, remember?"
You pull away from his warmth, cupping his face, you look directly at his eyes. Hobie briefly sees your lifeless eyes staring back at him.
You take his lack of response to being sleep deprived. "Can't be late" you kiss his lips "You can go back to bed, I'll see you tonight" you push yourself off Hobie.
He calls after you, "remember they're lucky to have you, not the other way -" your doorbell rings.
"Could you get that for me?"
Grabbing the door, he sees your neighbour mid knock.
"Ohh, hey!" He looks behind Hobie completely ignoring him, staring at your bathrobe clad body "Morning neighbour!"
You wave at him awkwardly while you fix your robe to cover yourself up more.
Hobie notices, his eye twitches at the realization. He closes the door slightly, so he's blocking the creepy neighbor from you.
"What is it?" Hobie asks flatly, leaning on the doorway.
"Ah," he subtly tries to take a peek at you behind Hobie "do you have any sugar, white preferably. You see I'm making ensaymada -"
Hobie's ears perk at the last word. He stares at the man suspiciously.
"What did you say?"
"Ensaymada, it's a pastry with-"
"I know what the fuck that is, it's their favourite, why the fuck-"
A dream, right?
"Wait there" Hobie cuts him off, he shuts the door with a bang.
He grabs a bag of sugar from your pantry, Hobie opens the door, tossing it off.
"Oof, Thanks! Can you tell-" He gets shut down again when Hobie closes the door in his face.
Hobie slowly walks back towards the bedroom, he sits on the foot of your bed. He feels tired, wondering what the hell is happening to him. He lifts his shirt to look at his chest, no sign of a wound. He looks around your room, nothing seems out of place, it's the same cream colored walls, the same bed, and dresser, the same lab coat hangs on it, ready for your first day at work.
Hobie plops down, his muscles aching for relief, he starts to drift back to sleep, until he hears you humming the same tune, in the same cadence. Hobie's eyes open in a flash.
"This already happened"
–-
Hobie goes about his day, knowing what happens today, he has the advantage. He can save you this time.
Hobie anticipates every move Goblin makes, he dodges everything she throws at him. Bombs still get thrown about, but now he has the time to react before it causes chaos.
She can't get a single hit in, watching every precise movement he makes, knowing her every move before she even does, it terrified her, so she just flies away crossing the Thames, she sees an opportunity to stop Spider-Punk from chasing her.
Goblin in her desperation, haphazardly throws every single one of her bombs below, Hobie tries to fling them away but he couldn't stop every single one of them from detonating. Loud booms and green smoke cover the iconic bridge.
What did he do wrong?
Spotting you from above, Hobie dive bombs towards you, he's a few feet above you, he reaches out to you, your fingers brush against each other as a bomb explodes near your feet.
>
Hobie opens his eyes, he feels a harsh heat staying on his face, like a lingering taste.
"FUCK!" He screams, "this can't be happening" he holds his head in his hands.
"Babe you okay?" You come out of the bathroom, smoke fills Hobie's nostrils like some kind of cruel joke.
"No! My breakfast!" You rush out.
He follows you, as you fan away the fumes, Hobie hugs you from behind.
"Hey grumpy, sorry about that" you lean against his chest, you crane your neck so he could slip his head on the crook of it.
Hobie smells your familiar scent along with a hint of smoke, he promises into your skin that he would try harder to save you, no matter how many tries it takes him.
"Are you okay? You seem out of it"
"Just tired, lovey"
"You know that I love you, right? I'm right here, you can tell me anything"
"I know"
He left your flat at the same time as you, following closely behind your cab. He's paranoid that Goblin knows that she's in a loop too and might try to get the upper hand.
Hobie finds Goblin before she could find him. He leaves her body beaten on the pavement.
How she reacts with his questions with every angry hit, it's safe to say, she doesn't know about the day resetting.
Hobie continues on throughout the day, Big Ben rings its bell - 6:00pm
This time instead of the Green Goblin surprising him, it's the Vulture.
They fight, and eventually end up on the bridge. They clash against each other, Hobie doesn't have the advantage of precognition this time, but what he has is pure unadulterated anger.
Hobie tries everything, but you still fall. Grasping your limp body, he lets the vulture take his revenge.
The clock chimes again
>
Hobie opens his eyes. This time he doesn't waste time, he swings away immediately, leaving you confused.
He finds Goblin, then the Vulture, but still another Villain replaces them.
Hobie almost beats the Lizard but alas with his enhanced healing he gets up over and over again. Hobie, exhausted and bleeding, watches you cradle his limp body, Lizard's massive shadow falls over you.
You both die in the hands of the Lizard.
>47
Hobie opens his eyes, he starts to count how many times he looped back.
No matter how he keeps killing and trapping all the villains that somehow keeps replacing each other on that bridge. More and more obscure ones start filling the role of your murderer. They seemed endless.
You and Hobie have been impaled, electrocuted, burned, and tossed into a vacuum of space. And yet he keeps coming back to the same day, on the same bed, waking up to the same smell.
He ignores it, he wonders what he did to deserve this. Seeing you die over and over again is hell. That must be it, he's in hell, he doesn't believe in it, but after hearing your pained screams, and countless times he tried to revive you, he's starting to believe in it.
You jump out of the shower, running towards your stove, you don't notice him awake.
After seeing you alive and well, he's sure this isn't hell, because if it is you wouldn't be in it.
>81
He tries something new, he confronts your weird neighbor, he lets his anger get the best of him. Hobie dumps the bag of sugar on his head, letting it fall on him like snowflakes.
You still drown, he still gets killed by Goblin.
>104
He wakes up with anger boiling inside him. Why can't he save you? Why is he so slow? Why can't he figure out what's causing this time loop? He lashes out on you leaving you sobbing on your floor.
You die in his arms this time, thinking that he doesn't love you.
He curses himself, as he lets the uncontrollable fire consume him.
>141
He invents various gadgets made from scrap, to aid him in fighting. He wasted the entire day creating them.
Hobie uses them once, but he still fails. You still fall, he gets burned.
At least he gets to bring his hardwork in the next loop right?
>142
Hobie opens his eyes, his gadgets are nowhere to be found.
He curses his optimism.
>173
He has every villain's attack pattern memorized and predicted, he stares at Vulture's lifeless body on the pavement.
He finally beat one on the bridge.
Breathless he looks behind him, he stares at your wide eyes, your white lab coat is a stark comparison to the chaos around you.
He did it, now to get you home.
Hobie was just staring at you, in a split second, you're hanging from Goblin's hoverboard, the sharp end of it sticking out of your chest.
"NO!"
Goblin laughs as she throws numerous bombs at him, Hobie falls on the bridge, his right arm no more.
"I almost had it" he weakly says as the dark waters of the Thames engulf him.
>212
Hobie's falling apart at the seams.
>237
Hobie opens his eyes, his muscles feel like they're being torn away from his bones. His eyes grow heavier with every revival. His ears are still ringing from the bell's endless chiming.
He needs help, so he goes after you in the kitchen. "Hey" he says morosely.
"G'morning, grumpy-" you turn around, gasping at the sight. Taking in his slouched posture, sunken eyes, his signature smirk notably absent. He looks exhausted.
"Hobie?" You ask, as if you weren't sure it's really him. "What happened? Are you okay?" You slowly close the distance, careful not to startle him.
"Baby?" Grabbing his shoulders, he falls forward with a thud.
"I think-" he clings to you "I think I did something wrong"
Your heart breaks for him "could you tell me what it is?"
He pulls away "I'm stuck, I don't know what to do" he cups your face, for a second, he sees blood covering it, your once bright eyes turning white, then your face comes back to normal "Please, help me"
"Let's sit down, yeah?" You lead him towards your emerald couch. Was it always this colour? It reminds him of the smoke billowing from Goblin's bombs.
He puts on a brave face, "what I'm about to tell you sounds crazy, but please stay with me" and so he tells you everything, starting from the beginning to end.
He thought not telling you of your death might help you swallow it down better, so he doesn't, instead Hobie tells you that he keeps dying over and over again.
After rambling you look at him, emotion unreadable on your face.
"I believe you," you kiss his hollow cheeks "I believe you" you put your forehead against his, grounding him to reality.
"I'm so fucking sorry, it didn't work out, our plan" he murmurs.
"What? Hobie, how many times have you asked for my help?" You pull away, cringing at your tone, he might interpret it as anger.
"This is the thirteenth time"
Your breath hitches in your throat.
"Every single time I've told you, you always believed me, not once you didn't. But I've never asked you, why do you always help me?"
"Because, I love you, Hobie Brown. You could tell me that whales could walk on land, or the sky is falling and I would believe you"
For Hobie the sky IS falling, every time he sees you die, his world ends, and he's powerless to stop it.
"I have every reason to help you, because I can't lose you"
That's a first from you. Hobie never thought of it that way. He was too focused on saving you that he forgot to save himself.
Hobie thinks of something he has never done before in a couple of hundred rotations.
"So, what if we don't do anything? We just stay here, doing nothing" Hobie asks.
"We've never done that before?"
"Never, it could work. Us staying out of danger" determination sparks in his eyes.
"Then let's do just that" you smile.
Hope sparks in Hobie's veins. It has to work.
So you don't do anything all day, you don't go to work, he doesn't do his patrol, Hobie doesn't open the door.
You do your usual things at home, eating together, cleaning the flat to pass the time, savoring each other's presence.
Hobie feels his soul slowly get stitched back together again. This could work.
Your alarm rings out, he glimpses at it 6:00pm
His heart thumps in his chest loudly, he's sure you could hear it too from where you're cuddling into him. You make a fist, before rubbing your knuckles over his chest, your way of calming him down.
You're both gonna make it to tomorrow, he's sure of it.
"I don't know how this could end, but I want you to know that I love you so fucking much. If we make it to tomorrow, know that I will continue loving you every day" he wipes a lone tear on your cheek. "If we keep reliving the same day over again, I will love you in every cycle"
You crane your neck to kiss him, he closes his eyes in anticipation. Your lips never reached his.
>238
Hobie opens his eyes, He lets out a guttural scream.
You rush out of the bathroom, concerned.
He tells you what's happening again.
You have the brilliant idea to leave, just leave the city till the sun rises the next day.
You borrow a car from a friend, grabbing a few necessities, you drive off.
Hobie watches you from the passenger seat, the sun bathes you in its light, giving you a halo of soft light around your head. He smiles tiredly, this could be it.
Once the two of you hit the outskirts of London, darkness wraps him in an embrace.
>239
Hobie opens his eyes.
They tried a train this time. Everything seems to be moving smoothly.
Until the train skids to a violent stop, derailing it. Bags and people start flying around. He tries to web them into place.
He grabs your body shielding you. The train lights shut off, bathing them in darkness while their bodies get thrashed around.
Hobie hears a harsh cracking sound.
The train finally stops, its emergency light turns on, he sees you in his arms bathed in the dim light. Why are your eyes closed?
Hobie feels something warm hit his hand, He lifts his hand away from the back of your head, gore covers his hand. Hot crimson seeps into his clothes.
Not again.
Why does he need to see this again?
Why?
Hobie weeps, as he cradles your body. He lifts his head towards nothing but at the same time looking at you.
"Why aren't you helping me?! Why are you just sitting there watching all of this-"
>240
Hobie opens his eyes. The blinding light from the early morning sun mixed with the smell of burning breakfast wakes him up instantly. He jumps off the bed running towards the smell.
>276
He hates that he's getting desensitized everytime you breathe your last.
But no matter how many times he changes some things, he will always try to save you.
Hobie's exhausted, he feels his mind get numb with every rotation.
He feels like he's watching himself, like a ghost haunting his own body.
>348
He's accepted it, after numerous times trying to get out, he accepts his fate.
Hobie convinces you to stay home and spend time with him, he doesn't tell you why, but by just looking at him, you know he needs you now more than ever. So you stay.
The rigmarole starts where he convinces you to remain home, Hobie keeps you close, you do the exact same things together until it's time for the reset.
>349
He does this over
>356
And over
>381
Again.
>391
He stares at your blue walls, was it always blue?
Your neighbour doesn't knock anymore.
>414
He notices things looking different, your once pristine oak table now looks old.
Your white lab coat is now a slight yellow.
Your kitchen ceiling is covered in soot.
What's happening?
>449
Hobie can't help but look back at you burning a hole on the side of his head with your stares.
"What is it, love?" His voice hoarse.
"You don't look too well Hobie, are you okay?" Concern fills your voice. He pretends this is the first time you've asked him that question.
"Of course I'm okay"
Liar.
"Shut up" He blurts out.
"It's just that you haven't smiled the entire day. I'm sorry, okay, I- I'll drop it" tears prick your eyes.
"Shit, I'm sorry, I didn't- I wasn't- fuck" he rubs his tired face.
"Please tell me what's bothering you" you sniff.
You're met with silence.
"You know I love you right?" You rub his arm, comforting him.
Those three words wake him up. He remembers now, his promise to you. But it comes with a harsh realization.
"I don't think I can save you"
He tells you everything, your deaths, every violent end, every pain that could've been prevented.
Every single cycle.
You look at him, tears threatening to spill out. "You've spent a hundred lifetimes with me?"
"I'm sorry for being selfish" he hugs you tightly, your body shaking. You finally let the tears fall. "I'm so fucking sorry"
You spend a moment in his arms, contemplating your own end.
"Hobie," you reluctantly pull away, "promise me something, okay?" He nods "promise me you'll let go?"
"We-I can keep trying"
"No, you have to stop. You need to go on without me" you cup his face "Don't let me stop you from moving forward" you kiss every inch of his face to soften the blow.
"I don't think I can," his eyes shine with unshed tears.
"Yes, you can, eventually" a sob breaks out of you "eventually you will, just don't you dare ever forget that I love you so much it hurts"
You duck your head to meet his eyes "promise me in the next cycle, don't tell me anything, and you can't convince me to stay with you the entire day, okay?" You wipe his tears with your thumb "you let it happen, just like the first time"
Tears flow out of you freely. He guides you to meet his lips one last time, memorizing every second of it. "I promise. Wait for me, yeah?"
"I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes"
Your alarm rings out.
>450
Hobie's eyes open. He jumps out of bed, turning off the stove before smoke could billow out. Hobie prepares your omelette for you.
He watches you eat happily. Hobie takes a mental picture of the scene.
He lets it happen, no matter how much it hurts his soul, but he promised you, so he lets you go.
You fall.
He fights Goblin until she can't fight him anymore.
Hobie wins, but your life is forfeit. Did he even win when he can't even fulfill the promise he made hundreds of rotations ago?
He dives after your body, he knows you're already gone the second your head hits the water.
Hobie places you on the same riverbank like he has done a hundred times before.
Hobie rubs his knuckles over your heart, he says his final goodbye. "I'll see you when I get there"
He hears sirens coming towards the riverbank, you'll be okay.
He hears the familiar bell.
Hobie swings back home to your flat. His knees give out from under him. He falls on your bed with a thud, sleep hits his exhausted body.
Hobie opens his eyes, your telephone rings endlessly in the living room. No burning smell, no hint of strawberry in the air.
He looks at your clock- 11:00 the new date mocking him in red numbers.
Hobie did it, he broke free but now he has to live in a world where you don't exist anymore. Your promise echoes in his ears like a mantra.
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A/n: I've hc'd that Hobie would definitely find out he's in a time loop by the second reset lol. Hope you liked it! Likes and reblogs are appreciated ❤️
*the picture above is from pinterest*
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yuyu1024 · 3 months
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Wallflower
Pairings: Mingi × y/n
Genre/tags: fluff and sweet. College au, classmates became partners for a project. He got interested first
Warning: cursing, mention of weight, fluff [lmk if i miss anything]
Words: 4.1k
Disclaimer:
- this story is just made up
- english is not my first language, please be nice 😊
Repost. I accidentally deleted my acct. 🥲
Likes and reblogs is much appreciated ♥️
My day started a bit hectic. I woke up late, didn't catch the bus on time and then had a hard time getting to my classes as school today is crowded.  The university is having a weeklong festival which does not affect the classes that much but it affects my timetable. My classes are from building A to C, then C to D then to A most of the time which means a lot of walking or running around to get in class. But having groups of people in line to something or all waiting for elevators will definitely ruin my routine.
I can't be pissed about it because it's not their fault that I got classes with this difficult schedule. All I can do is hope and pray I don't be late.
"Ugh!" I slide the door open for my last subject for the day, catching my breathe. "I'm 20minutes early.. finally!" I drag myself inside the empty room and make my way towards one of the seats near the window. "I'm so tired..." I sigh heavily.
I place my bag under the table while I take my ipad and pen over, preparing my notes for the class. But since I'm early, I might as well relax a bit. So I started playing music from my phone. It's only loud enough for me to hear. Or so I thought...
"What trash music is that?" A deep ass voice suddenly filled up the quiet room.
I pause the song and look around to see who just spoke. There he was, sitting at the seat at the back, just 4 rows from me. His head is lowered, he must've been sleeping.
"Oh! Sorry! I didn't know someone was here." I hide my phone in a hurry.
I could hear him grunt as he stretches. But I don't dare to look back again. I'm terrified.
"You didn't answered my question..."
Suddenly, I hear the chair moving. He's standing up. The thumps of his footsteps gets louder and louder as he comes closer to me.
"I asked, what trash music was that?" He then pulls the chair beside me and sits down.
I'm still not looking at him. But based on what I can see on my peripheral view, he's huge!
"Ahm... Do you mean the genre or... the band?" My eyes is glued on my table.
"Band." He then leans his arm on the table and rest his face on his palm.
"I think... their band name is....stargaze or something... they're a band from another university."
"And you like them?"
I frown at the question, confused. "Ahm... they're alright."
"Alright?"
"Yeah...?" Then I turn my eyes to look at him. A sudden shock slaps me in my face. Fuck, he's gorgeous! Sharp eyes, sharp nose, pink and plump lips. He's very charismatic! But he's hiding most of his beauty under his cap. Well, its a cool look. Makes him look hot but yeah. I wonder what he looks like without it. Where his hair is all loose.
"Ahm... I only listen to this one song... coz' my roommate introduced me to this song." I added
"I see." His eyes then studies me.
"Why?"
"Nothing..." he then looks away and lay his head on his arm. But his face is still towards my direction. "Wake me up when our professor calls my name. Okay?"
"Wait. You're in this class?"
"Of course. Why do you think I'm here?"
"But... I haven't seen you before?"
"Maybe, you weren't just looking..." then he takes a deep breathe before closing his eyes.
"W-wait!" I whisper, "what's your name?"
"Song Mingi." He mumbles, eyes closed.
So random.
Why did this guy seat beside me and asking me to do him a favor? I really don't remember him being in my class before. Odd. But weirdly enough I agreed to his request and I did it. He said he was present when the professor calls his name. People whirl their heads to him when he spoke. They all knew him [except for me]. Then he just went back to sleep like it's nothing.
Why do I don't remember him?
Maybe, I'm just that kind of a wallflower, who also doesn't give a fudge on whatever people is doing around me as long as they don't bother me. So, in the end, I don't notice him. Especially if he's like this since the semester started. Just sleeping.
A few more minutes have passed, he shifts in his sleep. He got a tiny bit closer to me. I don't mind as long as I can still write on my ipad and not wake him up. I don't want to bother him. Maybe he's sleepy because he was not feeling well or something. But then, I felt sudden chills from my legs up when his finger slightly touched my free hand while I was writing something. I am left handed so, it was my right hand that he touched.
He is uncontious. Why am I bothered by that?
"Ms. Y/n!" The professor suddenly calls out my name making me jolt a little.
"Yes?"
"Who's that guy again? The one sleeping beside you."
"Ahm... he's... Song Mingi."
"Okay. Your friend there will be your partner okay?"
"Sir..  what? Wait. Partner for what?"
"Are you not listening to me the whole time?"
I was. He was talking about the project of us choosing any stories from movies or book that we can do a report on how we understand the story on our own and portray it. Like, what woukd you do if you are the character type thingy. If we woukd agree on the leads decisions not. That sort of thing.
"I am... sorry..."
"Okay. Just let him know about it." He says then the bell rings. "Okay, class will just email you more details about the project. Okay! Class dismissed see you next week."
Oh crap. What a day!
Students are one by one getting out of the room, some are still packing their things but the guy next to me is still asleep.
"Hey..." I quietly say, "Class is over..." He's not waking up. "Hey..." I reach out to his hand and gently caress the back of my hand onto his so I will not startle him. "Mingi..." I whisper
He slowly opens his eyes and looks straight back at me. "Hi..." His voice is so raspy and deep.
My eyes widens by the sudden realization that we are eye to eye and our face is just a more than a feet apart.
"Class is over." I repeat moving away. "We are partners now..." I add as I put my things back to my bag.
He snorts a laugh. "You're so blunt. I just slept beside you and now we are partners."
"Huh?"
"Like... I mean..." he stretches his arms out and then puts one arm around me. "I don't mind... you seem nice..."
"What are you talking about? I meant partners for out project."
"Oh." He pouts. "What a bummber. But I guess... we can get to know each other then..." he winks at me and then stands up, picking up his bag. "See you around, y/n!"
"Wait!"
He halts and turns to face me.
"Here..." I'm handing him my small notebook. "You slept the whole class so... I made you notes. You can use it to our project."
He smiles and takes the notebook from my hand. "Thanks."
"Okay... he will email details later today. But just in case... if you can... just meet me in the library at 5pm. I repeat.... If you can only. I'm always there monday to friday. I'll be doing our project there..."
"Wait. You're telling me your schedule? Instead of asking or giving me your number?"
I scratch my head, "yeah... coz I don't want to bother you? I guess..."
"Why not? We are partners... right?"
"Well..."
"Is it because I look like I don't care?" He laughs
"Hmm... a little?" I look away, smiling.
"I get it." He then takes a pen out and tears a piece of paper from the notebook. "Here is my number. Text or call me. And if you get shy and can't... or I didn't respond. I'm either in the rooftop sleeping or with my bandmates. You cab pick me up at the Music club room, 6th floor."
I take the piece of paper and stare at it. "Okay."
"Okay. See you."
"Ahm," I glance up to him, he's still smiling at me. "See you."
**
I first saw him Monday, it's now wednesday and still no show. I told him my schedule right? Is he waiting for me to text or call him? Ugh this is so frustrating. I'm such an introvert. I can't even dial his number even though he said I can.
How can we finish the project? It's due next week! Ugh.
I should be brave enough to contact him. I need him. It's our grades were talking about here!
That's it! I'm calling him!
I dialed his number, once..... twice..... until I've tried calling him for like 5 times. No answer. I gave up for a few minutes but then remembered he also told me he's usual spots where he hang out.
I first went to the music club. I assumed he was there because of the time. This is the usual free time of the students and if he's a member of the music club he must've been practicing to for the festival's battle of the bands this week.
But I had no luck finding him there. I asked his friends if they know where he could he be and none of them have an idea.
"He's usually missing." One guy said
"He's always missing!" The othet one added
"We just tell him when and where to show up... we don't even know his number. We just leave him messages through his sns every now and then." One explained.
Gosh. What is he? And why does his friends and bandmates don't know his number? Is the number he gave me even his?
Last resort, the rooftop!
This is the most I've walked this whole month. God! My thick thights can't do this! I'm so glad my fit is always casual and comfy because I can't imagine myself dressing like other girls from this school, skirt and heels and climbing these amount of stairs.
"Wow!" I gasp as I push the door open.
I am catching my breath so much. This guy is making me do cardio like shit. He forgot to mention which rooftop he's in! We have like 5 buildings here!
"Are you alright?"
I look ahead and see a six foot tall man, standing in the corner across me. "Yah!"   My voice cracks calling him out. "I've been looking for you!"
"Really?" He raises his brow, a hint of smile spreads acorss his lips. "I thought you didn't need me. You never called.
"I did!" I walk over to him and show him my call history.
"Ah..." he then shifted in his position asking me to stand beside him. "Sorry. I was asleep... I just woke up."
He's wearing an all black outfit. Same vibes as last time. Hip and charistmatic. Instead of a cap, now he's wearing a beanie.
"Oh wow..." I got taken aback by the view. I've never seen the university at this point of view.
"You've never been here?" He asks. I shake my head to say No. "Why?"
"Why would I?"
"No reason... just... hang out... with friends maybe or someone?"
"Well... I don't have friends... sort of... I don't hang out with them often and I don't have... a someone." I answer as I tip toe, sight seeing.
"How come?"
"Ahm...I don't know..."
"Hmm..."
"Anyways... Should we do our project here or...?"
"Do you mind doing it here?"
I look around and see that no one is around and there are old tables and desk that we can use. "I'm cool. It's more quiet here than the library." I smile
I march towards the other side where the tables and chairs are. I pull out my things and books I borrowed from the library to use for our project.
We stayed quiet for a few hours. I am impressed at how serious he is reading and searching online. I misjudged him. Maybe if I had the courage to approached him yesterday we could've done way more.
Yawning, "I'm tired." He says, closing the book.
"Are you going to sleep again?"
He looks at me as he leans his back lazily and spreads his leg apart. "Don't worry... I won't."
I smiled and continued writing on my ipad.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure." I answer without looking
"What are you doing later?"
"Hmm... go back to the library and return the books... then probably go back to my apartment..."
"Do you have a curfew?"
"Curfew?"
"Yeah... with your parents."
"No, I don't. My parent's are abroad."
"I see..." then he pulls my ipad away from me. "Can you come with me? Later?"
"What?"
"I'll be playing later... battle of the bands...1st round...can you come and watch me?"
"Ahm..."
"Please? I am your friend now right? We should be... we are classmates..."
"I... guess...?"
He takes the books and notebooks off the desk and starts to pack them all. "Let's bring these back to the library... then you can come with me."
"Already?! The battle of the band starts at 7pm... it's just 4pm."
He smirks. "Just... come with me."
What the heck is going on with me? Why am I just following him? Why am I agreeing to anything he's saying? Why? He's even carrying my bag for me. This is very unsusual of me.
"Here are the book she borrowed." He says to the lady in the reception.
I stand behind him, looking around. No one seems to care but I feel weird. He's holding my hand while he talks to the lady. He could've let go of me when we arrived right? Why is he still holding my hand.
"Ahm, sorry to bother you again." He adds, "Is the short cut at the end of the library hall accessible? They renovated it right? Can we go pass there so we can transfer straight to the next building?"
"Ah that. Sorry, it's still close. No one goes there besides the facilitators to check every now and then for the construction."
"Ah I see. So, no one... goes there?"
"As of now this week yes. No. People are busy for the festival so they stopped the construction for now."
"I see... thank you."
"You're welcome." 
He turns around, lips curved into the most cutest smile. "Are you okay?" He asks
"Ahm... yes... but..." I'm dazed now.
"Your hand..." he looks down at our hands. "Why are you nervous?"
"I don't know... should I not be nervous?"
"It depends." He starts to walk again, pulling me with him. "Did you already met my band members?"
"Yes."
"Good."
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I am back with the music club team. Stuck with them in the waiting room which is filled with just pure male energy. Every one is so hyped and eager to perform. The vocalist are preping their voices and practicing their songs while the others are checking their instruments a few more times before their set.
While me, on the other hand sitting down in the sofa, knees together and hands on my thighs like I am getting scolded later. Fudge! I am so out of my comfort zone right now. I've only met them one time earlier and now I can hear them bicker and just blabber unecessary things that I should not be hearing. Why did Mingi brought me here? (~.~)
"Look at him! Show off!" One member yells
My eyes goes to where they're all looking. It's Mingi. And he's freaking SHIRTLESS. (O.O)
"Shut up." He says as he takes a sleeveless shirt wear to go with his ripped jeans.
"Everyone!" A professor opens the door. "You'll be next after this one band so get ready!"
"Yeah!" Everyone cheers.
"Oh." The professor suddenly sees me from afar. "Excuse me... I thought we agreed on no girlfriends or boyfriends are allowed in here?"
Wait. Me? Girlfriend?
I stand up to my defense. "Sorry... I'm not anyone's g--"
"She's with me." Mingi stand in front of me. "We had a project together. We had to finish it so we had to do some of the work here."
He partially lied.
"Ah, okay. But she needs to go. Only contestants are allowed here and their club members."
"I understand." I weakly answer. And as soon as the professor left, "I need to go now..." I mumble behind him as I hook my bag over my shoulder.
I walk pass him already when he catches me by my wrist. "You will watch right?"
I smile. "I will. I promise."
"Okay." He smiles, his thumb caressing skin
"Mingi? Smiling?" One murmurs
"Goodluck." I whisper before I go.
I shut the door close and briskly walked away from the area. My brain is about to explode. What the fudge is going on? Am I dreaming today?
"Y/n?"
I stop walking as I heard someone call my name.
"It is you!"
It's Kristy. My old classmate in from last semester. She transfered this semester to a different university because she broke up with her ex and she don't want to see him ever again. So she decided to leave.
"Hi!" I shyly wave back, thinking that she will probably not approach me but she did. She even hugged me. She's very into skinship and I'm not so it feels weird.
"What are you doing here?" She asks
"I... Well..."
"Did you just came out from the contenstants area? Are you dating a someone competing?"
"Dating.... I... no... I don't think so?"
We start to chat a little bit, to catch up from what we've been up to lately. And while we're talking, I keep noticing how guys heads keep turning. They're probably looking at her. Kristy is hot and cute. She is really pretty too and fashionable so, I can't blame guys if they all like her.
Ugh. This hurts my feelings. Because, if you look at me and then her. Hay, they probably wish to go blind than see me. I'm a chubby, short and I don't dress very girly. I know I look fine and normal but in this world, being in my level is like I'm not even existing. This is the harsh truth.
This is one reason, I don't have much friends nor even dated. 😬
Then the screams suddenly got louder. People start to gather in the floor to go closer the stage. Oh right! Mingi's band is next!
I said my goodbyes to Kristy and went separate ways. I was in a hurry. I didn't go with the crowd but I decided to climb up the bleachers on the sides so I can see them clearly and less human.
The members one by one gets on stage. The cheers are consitent. I never knew they are this famous. But holy smokes! When Mingi came in, the screams got violently LOUD-LOUD.
HE'S SO HOT!
I'M DROOLING!
HOW CAN HE BE SINGLE ??
CAN WE TRY TO GE THIS NUMBER?
so on and so forth...
Girls are literally going gaga over him.
I can even see Kristy and her friends from my spot, going crazy.
But them aside, the music the band is playing is definitely vibe. I could listen to this song everyday if I have too. Even the lyrics is so beautiful! I hope the crowd hears it too and not just thirst over men playing instruments.
**
After the battle of the bands, I stayed where I am. I watch the crowd disappear and slowly spreads out. They will probably all be hungry now and find food stalls to eat.
Me? Well, I don't know.
I look at the time. It's pass 9pm now. I should probably get going now. If I leave now, I could still catch the bus 9:30pm bus.
I should right? I'm not waiting for anything.
Yeah. I should go.
"Where are you going?" Mingi suddenly appears in front of me, making me yelp. "Sorry... I didn't mean to scare you."
"What are you doing here?" I ask
"I'm here to see you..."
"Ahm, why?"
"What do you mean why?" He looks confused with my question.
Dude. Your confusing me. We are just partners in class. We were just supposed to be studying. Now I am here , still in school at night, watched a bunch of bands and waited for you when I don't even have to because... I don't know!
"Tell me what you're thinking..." he says as he takes my bag from me.
"Nothing..." I quietly answer. "But yeah... great show..  the crowd loved it."
"Did you?"
"Hmm?"
"The songs... like... the last one... did you like it?"
"I did. I loved it actually."
"That's a relief." He smiles.
I try to take my bag back from him, "I need to go. I need to catch the bus home."
"Oh." He looks a little disappointed.
"I have an early class tomorrow. I need to crash now or else..."
"Can you please stay a little longer?" He takes my hand, sending shivers. "Please..."
I pull my hand away. "What are you doing?"
"Touching you..." he takes my hand again and then suddenly kisses the back of my hand.
What is he doing? We just met last monday!? I'm not complaining though. No guy had ever given me attention like him before... but... is this even real?
"Come with me?" He says, almost a whisper
"Ahm..."
"Don't worry... I'll take you home. I have a car."
"Okay..."
Here I am again. Dazed. Like I'm under some spell. Whatever he says, I just say yes and listen. Is this the effect of having a dry ass lovelife?
"You know, I would pay a money just to know what you're thinking." He says as we walk. "I feel like... you say a lot in your mind than you speak..."
I blush. "I do..."
"Whenever you're comfortable... just talk... I'll listen."
"Why though?"
"Because, I'm curious..."
"Why?"
He laughs, "You always ask me... why..."
"Because it's odd."
"Odd?"
"We just met last monday..."
"So?"
"Well... one... you are holding my hand very comfortably since earlier... and second... we suddenly became friends like you invited me to your show and..."
Both of us stop in front of the library door.
"And...?"
"And... why are we here?" I look around. "It's closed already. You want to read a book at this hour?"
"Sshh... lower your voice."
He unlocks the door with the key he had. We entered the dark room. I barely see anything. I just rely on him. I follow where he takes me.
"Y/n...?"
"Hmm?"
"Do you... trust me?" He whispers. I could feel his breathe on my ear. "Y/n...?"
I look in front of me, squinted my eyes and trying to see with the minimal light coming from outside is giving, what's in front of us.
"A door? Is this... the short cut...?"
"You... haven't...answered me yet..." I stiffen as I feel his breath at the back of my neck. His plump lips lightly brushing on my skin is already making me melt. "Y/n... do you trust me...?"
I take a deep breathe and try to slower the beat of my heart. "I know... I should not... but..."
He spins me around, his hand on my chin "but...?"
"I do... trust you..."
I could hear his smile. "Can... you be mine?"
End....😬✌🏻
**
<In mingi's POV>
The crowd is loving our set. I'm glad that all our practice and hardwork to compose these songs are all worth it.
But... why does it feel empty still. Like, yes I am happy that people loves our new song but I need to know her reaction. Does she like it? I want to know if she likes the song I made because of her. My wallflower
The girl... I've been eyeing since the semester started...
The quiet girl... who thinks no one ever notices her...
I do.... I notice her... I see her... I only see her... I can't take my eyes away from her...
This is my first time experiencing this... is this what Love at first sigh actually feels?
Oh! There! On the bleachers. I can see her now. (^^,)
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ekkocherry · 2 years
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Which characters would I think would actually help (Reader ver.)
Other version/s: OC ver. (1)(2)
[Pt. 2]
TW+CW: Yandere, Self-aware AU, OOC, Spoilers(?)
Plot: [Insert character] is the only one will help you escape and keep your sanity stable.
Note: This is inspired from the Wattpad fanfic "Safe" by -deludeddaydreams. Also, this Fanfic is very long. Like in practically 1k words
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Genshin: Paimon
What?
So... Everything is fictional
The adventures, the quests, the missions... Everything was fictional?
Paimon is too shock to believe that all of it fictional
Until she saw you... The player, The one who controls the characters. The EVERYTHING
She smiled at you with a happiness. She's grateful that you are enjoying
Until, the very next day she heard something about trapping you inside of the game
Paimon was shock... Why would they do that?
She doesn't like that so she decide to run away from everyone else
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You woke up from the sudden black out. What happens is that your phone suddenly flash at you before passed out. Your not sensitive to flashing lights (I'm sorry if you are) at all.
You looked at your own surroundings. Your in... Mondstat? Did I just got isekai? Wait no you either hit by a truck or just die to get isekai or recarnated.
You heard a bush rustling before you took out your pocket knife that your friend gave you because you need to defend yourself. You saw a familiar floating figure running towards you. It was Paimon.
She stopped before taking multiple deep breaths. You took away your pocket knife before you weirdly greeted. She looked at you with frightening face. Now, your confused?
She look around the surroundings before she took and hold your hands. "Look, this might sound crazy but..." She explained everything what's happening behind your phone screen. You were shock hearing the news. The Genshin characters were trying to trapping you...
You have no choice but to follow Paimon as she looks like she's the only one with an actual brain and a stable sanity
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You and Paimon were running towards to the border. A border between the real world and the fictional world. You were lucky that you are athletic. Gym classes weren't your favorites but you got good scores.
Both of you stopped running before breathing multiple times. You look back if they're getting closer. You thought that they're far enough before you started running again. Paimon was tired already but she won't let anyone hurt you so she kept running (despite she just floats)
Both of you were at the front of the border. "Paimon..." You said before Paimon looked at you with a confusing face "Thank you for everything to protect me" you said before hugging Paimon. Paimon started to tear up before hugging you back which also you tear up.
"I'll miss you even after I destroy my phone" you said. A moment of silence before both of you heard foot steps incoming. You went to the border. You finally escape this hellhole.
You took your phone and headed outdoors. You shattered your phone with your foot before stealing a metal bat from your friend's bedroom and repeatedly destroying it. You stole cooking oil from the kitchen and matches from your friend's bedroom before pouring oil over the phone and lighting matches to set it on fire. You enjoyed the fire, so you remained till it died out.
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Cookie Run Kingdom: GingerBrave & Friends
They were surprised to find out they're fictional. So, everything is fake? The so-called "A Cake Hound stole the Kingdom Crown" was just a follow-up to their "story." Until they spotted You. the player. You were everything—beautiful, extraordinary, intelligent even though you aren't, etc.
They were delighted that you were having fun. If you didn't replace one of them for some reason. They were surprised but grateful.
It wasn't until they heard about the others' scheme to trap you inside the game forever. They didn't like the plan, so they decided to take it away as soon as they could.
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You opened your eyes to grass with a sweet-like feel. You stood up and took a glance around. a campfire? How did you get here in the first place? All you did was open your phone, which glitched out and caused you to pass out.
"Oh, you're awake," someone remarked, just as you startled at a familiar red-crimson hair. Wait... There's no way that's- "Hi there!" A yellow-hair child surprises you. You were startled again which caused you to take your pocket knife.
You've either read alot of self-aware AU fanfics where fictional game characters trapped you in the game, probably done something to you, and no one in the fictional world to help you escape.
Or you've experienced this similar event and you've prepare some things just in case this happens again.
"Woah! Take it easy (Y/N)." GingerBrave said. "We're not gonna hurt you-" "STAY AWAY!" you screamed. Everyone went distanced to Y/N. Y/N looked at them with an angry face before slowly calming down as if they weren't a threat.
"We're very sorry that we scared you," GingerBrave said. "It's fine... Just some..." You didn't find any words to say. They said that you don't need to tell if you weren't comfortable speaking it out yet. You asked what was going on.
They started to explain what was going on and they were trying to help you escape. You nodded. Until Strawberry Cookie said "Shh. Be quiet. I think I heard someone" everyone went silent until they heard "they're not over here" everyone including Y/N was shock.
"We need to get out of here now," You said. Everyone nodded before they packed their things while someone put out the fire. Everyone started to get up and run.
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"Okay, I think this is it" Wizard Cookie stated that this would work. The redhead added, "I really hope this thing works because I'm sick of running so much." "I'm very sure this works alright," Wizard Cookie said.
You walked into the Ritual before you go into a kneeling position. Everyone started saying goodbyes and wishing me luck. Wizard Cookie started the ritual before you passed out during it.
You woke on a similar hard wooden floor. You take a glance around your surroundings and your own body and realize you've returned home.
You took your phone, cooking oil from the kitchen, and matches from your friend's bedroom before pouring oil over the phone and lighting matches to set it on fire.
You look at the burning phone with a scandalous expression before going back inside.
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I really hope you enjoy this~!
This actually took me a very long time lol.
And I'm very sorry if this looks bad. There's a lot of changes plus english is not my first language 😔
I'm gonna make an OC versions later on and an Alternate Timeline where they've been Isekai along side with Y/N without knowing they're also here.
The part 2 will be feature the following fandoms: Twisted Wonderland and Obey Me!
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shallyne · 1 year
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Feyre Week Day 9: Free Prompt
Our Body
I wanted to have a fic ready for everyday after I had 8/9 but I really drew blank about the free prompt. So enjoy a bit of crack and Feymor friendship
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TW: none
Feyre wakes up and realizes things are not how they are supposed to be.
Feyre would never drink again in her life. She stayed up with Mor late into the night and a glass of wine turned into two which turned into more, she didn't count. It was too early to be awake. She knew that without looking at the clock because she was still tired and if she was still tired, it was too early to be up but someone had entered her room and was closing on soft feet. Feyre groaned "Don't you dare wake me, get out." 
The person cleared their throat and then a soft hand was on her arm. "It's important, wake up." a voice spoke that she didn't know. No, that wasn't true. Well, it kind of was. She never had heard this voice but something about it was eerily familiar. "What?" Feyre asked and pressed her face into the pillow, that was when she realized it felt different. The pillow felt different, it wasn't hers and this was not her bed, or her room. She startled up and turned her gaze to the person that stood beside her bed, looking into her own blue-gray eyes. It was herself that stood at her bed. Feyre scrambled back as a scared shriek left her mouth. She had to be drunk. Feyre was still drunk and this was some weird, drunken dream. She looked down at herself, she was wearing a light gray pajama, that was not hers. 
"Feyre, I know it's weird." her other self said. "Just listen, okay?" she said as she held her hands up defensively. 
"Explain, please!" Feyre said. 
"I- I don't really have an explanation, yet." she said. "But it seems like we somehow switched bodies last night." she smiled weirdly. "Oh, it's me, by the way. Mor." 
Feyre jumped up, running to the mirror and even though Mor had warned her, she was surprised that it wasn't her own eyes that met hers but Mors. "Fuck." Feyre said. "That's…surprising? Shocking?" 
Mor snorted and walked over to Feyre and they both looked at their reflections. "Imagine my shock when I woke up in Rhys's arms this morning." 
"Oh." Feyre said, still in shock that she wasn't in her own body until it dawned on her that Rhys slept naked "Oh!" 
Mor grimaced. "Yeah." she said. "And he has a death grip, even asleep. It took me some maneuvering to get out." 
Feyre snorted as she remembered the mornings that she had wriggled out of Rhys's embrace. "What are we going to do now?" Feyre asked and pointed at them in the mirror. Mor crossed her arms, Feyres arms, and sighed. Then she lit up "Amren!" 
"Amren?" Feyre asked. 
"Yes, if someone can help us, it's Amren." Mor said. "I'm sure she can help." 
"Liar." Feyre said. "You're not sure." 
Mor sighed but stopped and tilted her head as she looked at Feyre. "Do you have my powers?" 
"What?" Feyre asked. "No, I-" 
"Okay, I'm telling you something and you tell me if it's true or not." Mor said. She didn't give Feyre a moment to agree and continued "Azriel peed on Cassian." 
"Truth." Feyre said and then grimaced. "Why did Azriel pee on Cassian?" 
Mor giggled as she walked to her closet. "That's a story for another time." she said and as she opened the doors she grinned at Feyre. "It's still as beautiful looking at it with your eyes! I love my closet." 
"Of course you do, you spent your whole life in there." Feyre replied. Mor huffed and threw a pair of dark pants at her. Feyre giggled and she could see that the corner of Mors, Feyres, mouth tugged up. Mor pulled out a light pink sweater that she also threw to Feyre. "Wear this." Then she pulled out a similar outfit and smiled at her. "We're going to match today!" 
Around ten minutes later after Mor fussed with their hair, they were on their way to Amren's apartment. "My head still hurts." Feyre groaned. 
Mor smiled "Sorry, the next time we're about to switch bodies I'll drink less." 
"How generous of you." Feyre said. It was still early as they walked through the city, the sun just set and the first rays of sunlight glittered over the city. For this time it was already relatively crowded outside, some residents of Velaris just starting their day and others on their way home to catch sleep. 
Mor linked her arm through Feyres as they walked through the streets until they reached Amren's apartment. It wasn't a surprise that she was grumpy when she opened the door for them, though it was a surprise when she took a look at them and asked "How did you manage to switch bodies?" 
"We don't have a clue!" Mor said. 
"We were, well…us when we went to sleep and woke up like this!" Feyre added. 
"And you want me to help?" Amren asked. 
"That was the plan." Mor answered. Feyre nodded. Amren sighed "Sit down." 
They did and waited as Amren skimmed through books. After a few minutes of silence, Mor suddenly yelled Boo! into Feyre's mind and Feyre winced. "Stop that!" she hissed. 
Mor snickered. "Sorry, I wanted to use your Daemati powers at least once."
Feyre rolled her eyes and looked at Amren "Do you think we will be back in our own bodies before Rhys wakes up?" 
Amren looked at her and just stared with her silver eyes. "Or you could take your time, no worries." Feyre said. 
As they waited, Feyre laid her head on Mors shoulder, or she should probably say her own shoulder. Mor laid her head on top of hers. Some time went by in absolute silence until Amren said "I got it." 
"You can undo this?" Mor asked. 
"Yes." Amren replied. "Get up and stand over there, both of you." she explained as she pointed at an empty spot in the room. Feyre and Mor did as she told them to and watched as Amren gathered a small bag and put up some objects around them. 
"Are you going to summon someone?" Mor asked jokingly. Amren rolled her eyes. "Just be quiet and you'll be in your own bodies very soon." 
Feyre grabbed Mors hand and they nodded. Amren started saying something in a language that Feyre didn't understand and then a bright light flashed that had Feyre close her eyes. Mor squeezed her hand one more time and when the light vanished, they opened their eyes again. Feyre looked at Amren, from a slightly different perspective. She then looked at her hands, tattooed and then she smiled at Mor. 
"That feels weird." Mor giggled. 
"And that will be the case for at least a few hours." Amren told them. 
Mor and Feyre helped to put the objects back in the bag and then all three of them went out to go back to the river house, but not without taking a break to get coffee for Feyre and Mor. 
When they entered the house, Rhys just walked down the stairs. "Where were you?" he asked. 
Feyre smiled as she opened her arms for him and he hugged her. "We just went on a walk and got coffee on our way back." 
"Amren went on a walk with you two?" he asked. 
"I joined them on their way back here." Amren said. Feyre looked at their second and third in command and smiled brightly. This morning was going to be their little secret. Mor winked at her as if she just thought the exact same thing. 
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fakeloveaskblog · 1 year
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(Hi, me again.)
Hey Janus I’m back. So Remus seems to be doing okay. He’s struggling a bit but he seems to be in control and was up for talking. I won’t tell you exactly what he said incase he views that as a breach of trust but I can tell you he doesn’t seem like he’s in serious danger or anything like that.
Now about that kiss. He said he enjoyed it and would be happy to do it again. I’m summarising of course, he had much more to say about it than just that. But rest assured he seemed very pleased by it.
Glow Eyes
(there are sexual acts partly described under the read more. It’s not smut but it’s a scene that takes place right before/after sex so it is quite nsfw. No major plot points will be missed if u skip it. Also I am too tired to proofread sorry)
Janus was groggily looking around. You hadn't woken them up but they had half woken up just before since the bed had felt weirdly empty. They still only had a one person bed so when they and Remy slept crammed up together it was very noticeably if one of them left.
Your soft light made it easier for them to look around. The only other light shone in through a slight crack in the bedroom door. Janus squinted at you while yawning.
"Come to show me christmas past and present?" They asked sarcastically.
For a moment they got distracted as they could swear they heard Remy's muffled voice. They'd assumed their partner had just gone off for some water but it sounded more like they were taking a phone call.
Janus shook it off and tried to focus as you talked. He appreciated that you didn't tell him anything you hadn't gotten permission from Remus to tell.
When you told him about how Remus had reacted to the kiss you couldn't help but notice that the blanket suddenly moved a lot as Janus excitedly kicked his feet around while grinning.
"Thanks for the information darling. I will talk to him about it as soon as I see him"
A sigh of relief left their lips as they turned to their back. Their cheeks were too flushed and their brain too excited to fall back asleep right now so they continued to read a murder mystery laying on the bedsidetable.
They hadn't gotten much longer than a page before the bedroom door quietly glided open and Remy crept in. Their footsteps were nearly silent and he hated the thought of why they had had to learn to be so silent.
Their eyewhites stood out like candlelights in the dark. They leant down as their hand fumbled after the blanket. Janus reached out and let their fingertips meet.
"Good morning deary. Heard some talking just now. Is it anything serious or are you hiring an assasian on me?"
Remy instantly went pale and their eyes stared downwards to avoid his gaze "Sorry I like woke you up-"
"I'm not mad at you!" Janus quickly clarified "You can make as many phone calls in the middle of the bloody night as you want to. And you speaking didn't wake me. I'm not angry. This isn't an interogation. You don't even have to tell me who you talked to"
Their shoulders relaxed as they sat down on the edge of the bed. Their fingers intertwined with his "It was one of Rowan's friends I think? She had an australian accent?" They started to smile "She asked if I could help tailor some of her clothes"
"Huh. Word must have spread about your prowness"
Remy snorted "I'm guessing Remus like told Rowan to go round telling people bout me so I wouldn't be like totally workless"
"I'm glad either way" His fingers played against his partner's wrist as he watched them in the dim night light "Since when did you start sleeping without a shirt on? I feel like I would quite clearly remember if you always did that or not"
They gnawed onto the inside of their cheek as they blushed slightly "I just kinda had like weird fucking dysphoria 'bout my chest like 24/7 before. I did't like showing it- AND Like girl I KNOW nothing has like changed since I started E or anything it just like kinda feels different. I feel more...comfy y'know?"
"In my humble opinion you look good"
"Yeah better than you sleeping in fucking pyjamas like some ghost from the 1800 century!"
"Quite sure they wore nightgowns to bed during the 1800s"
Remy waved the fact of while rolling their eyes. They gave Janus a big wet smooch while he moved the blanket over so they could get under it. They cuddled down on top of him so they were laying chest to chest.
"I must admit darling I do find you excedingly attractive. The only reason I have been taken it so slow with my advances is because I don't want to make you feel pressured into anything"
"What a fancy way to say you're horny"
"I will literally die if I'm not extra and formal at the same time"
His hand was leant against his partner's waist with his fingers playing with the waistband of their underwear. He leant close and whispered something private into their ear that made them turn all red.
He moved his other hand around their shoulder, moving his fingers up and down their spine. They in turn sneaked their hands up under his pjyama shirt.
"It's only right then for you to like take your shirt of for like equiality and stuff" Remy said while rubbing their nose against his.
He met them in a kiss "Can't argue against that"
Remy thought their partner's vitiligo patches were so hot. They were like little maps pointing out where to kiss him. They let their tongue fall against the skin of his nipple and they could hear his heart beating out through the layers of skin tissue and bones.
Janus murmured out a question of what they preferred and they got so caught of guard they stopped nibbling at his chest. ‘Been a while since I was asked’ They said before actually mumbling out a response to his question. He looked at them with the entire confidence of an amateur baker having to make a weeding cake ‘I’ll try my best’
Things continued as they usually did in moments like this. They started to tug at the lining of his pyama pants but it didn’t budge since not only he was laying down but they were laying on top of him. They let him move them to their back so their head was hanging off the side of the bed so he could take the pants off leaving him in his underwear.
He remembred the way they would flinch if anyone got too close to touching their neck so instead he focused his kisses against their waist, the sharp bones sticking up, the movement of their ribs as they breathed. When Remy’s hands weren’t busy they bit on their nails while heir eyes searched for his which made Jan turn all kinds of shades of red.
He tried to as smoothly possible reach otu and fumble his hand around on the nightstand while continuing to kiss them. He accidentally knocked his book down before managing to get the drawer open only to find out it was empty aside from a pair of reserve glasses Logan had left at his place.
Janus pressed himself up by his hans into a half sitting position and his eyes stagnated as he tried to think. “Lubes gone”
“GIRL!?”
A metaphorical lightbulb went off as Janus remembred where it was. He tried to stand up from the bed so quickly he fell down onto the floor. He tried to look cool and sexy as he got up and dusted himself off.
“Going to the kitchen!”
“Why the hell is your lube in the fucking kitchen!?” Remy exclaimed.
“Logan was over for dinner and he brought red wine!” Janus yelled out as an explanation while leaving the room.
Remy pouted to themself while waiting. They tried a few different ways of laying to maybe surprise him with their supposed hotness before cringing at themself and just sitting awkwardly in the middle of the bed. The poked at the part of the blanket that was still helplessly hanging onto the bed until it completely fell down to the floor.
The door suddenly fully opened and it took a second before Remy realized Janus must have just moved it with their foot. Jan leant against the doorframe while trying to spin their underwear around the finger in a suave way but really they were just surprised at how cold the wind in the apartment was when all nude.
Remy whissled to try to encourage them and held their arms out as Jan plopped down on the bed again. They set the lube aside while laying down beside them.
“Hi” Jan murmured.
“Hello” Their finger was stroking circles against his chest. “....Could I be on my stomach?...Please?...Sometimes it feels weird to like look each other in the eyes and stuff while fucking”
“If that makes you more comfortable, sure” 
He felt their cold hands run down past his back as he leant in to kiss them.
,
At first when Remy bit down into the bedsheet Janus thought it meant they were enjoying it. It took some more time, mostly because he had his face pressed against the sweaty skin on their back as he kissed them, before he noticed anything more.
Trembling could be normal during sex but their body had gone so stiff and them so eerily quiet Janus decided to stop. His first thought was to grab onto the blanket and hold it out to them in case they wanted to cover themself.
“Am I doing something wrong?” He asked.
Remy rolled over onto their back and looked up at him with half opened eyes “nah babe” Parts of their limbs were still twitching.
“Am I....hurting you?” His voice cracked in the middle as he asked. His hands reaching out to hold theirs.
“No!” They shook their head as hard as they could “Babe you’re not doing anything. My body just gets all hurt if I excersise and like sex is a form of excersise aint it. It’s my back mostly””
“I’m sorry dear, I got so caught up in the moment I forgot to consider-”
“it’s cool” Remy waved it off “It’s always like this. You can just continue till you’re done”
“But you’d be in-” Janus stopped for a moment as they realized “....Were you trying to hide your face from me...so I would’nt be able to tell you were in pain?”
“Having your partner look all in pain tots breaks the mood doesn’t it. Look I’m sorry I really don’t mean to ruing the mood like this and like complain about my stupid pain. I know how annoying it is to like stop midway through so you can just keep going. It’s fine”
Janus’ first instinct was to loudly proclaim what bullshit that was before they realized Remy probably wouldn’t be convinced by that sort of argument. They laid next to their partner so their faces were close together and instead said
“I won’t be able to be pleasured if I know you are in a pain you dont want to be in because of it”
“I’m sorry”
“Hey now darling. We have two decent brains. If we work together I am sure we will be able to figure out ways to make this work” 
He pressed a gentle kiss against their cheek while his hand moved down to lightly massage the spot near their spine he knew it usually hurt the worse. They in turn let out a giggle of glee as they let their hands run down past his back and grab onto his soft skin.
“There’s less chance of your pain getting flared up if you’re sitting up right, correct?”
“Yeah babe”
“Easy then” He kissed their ear before murmuring out “You could sit on the bed with your back against the wall and I could ride you or-”
The two of them continued to whisper out ideas like that while hands trailed down to crotches and kisses were given, but the details aren’t necessery.
“The pain is like subsiding now Jannnnie”
The way they dragged out the sounds of his name made him blush as he asked to be sure if they wanted to continue. They laid on their back as they mumbled out a yes before feeling kisses being pressed against their stomach as Janus moved down.
--
“Girlie I did not think you would be this slow in the shower”
“I have at least 30% more skin to clean than you do you walking stickbug”
Remy didn’t have to ask for help to get out of the shower. Janus simply reached out his hand and let them lean on him as their unsteady legs moved out onto the bathtowel laying on the bathroom floor.
It was the middle of the night by now but neither of them had wanted to go to sleep before getting cleaned up. Remy dried their hair while hearing their partner hum some show tune as he cleaned off the soap.
Janus couldn’t see them anymore since the shower curtain was in the way but he could hear them sit down on the tiled floor. He was just about done when he heard them say
“Jannybabe?”
“Yeah?”
“....I think I might be asexual”
“Was I that bad” He answered sarcastically.
He could immediately hear as their breathing nearly stopped and their body rushed to get up, to get away, to get somewhere safe “I’m like SO sorry I didn’t mean it like-”
“It was a stupid comment Remy. Excuse me, I couldn’t hold back my snark” He turned the water off and moved the curtain to meet their eyes “I’m not mad at you. Thanks for trusting me enough to tell me”
“Thanks- uhm thanks for like taking it well”
“Does your asexuality change anything? Should I change how I act in any way?”
“Nah uhm I don’t think I’m like uhm Remus I just like- I did enjoy what we did I just like never get the urge to do it unless like you wanna or something”
“But you’re not repulsed by sex or anything? Because trust me you don’t have to lie to make me feel better. I still have Logan to go to and even if I didn’t I am an adult who can handle my own desires”
“No- No Babe I don’t mind. I just dunno how often I will be in the mood. I’m not like the every day type of person I guess but I uh I like liked your thighs. They’re soft and kissable and hot and I think it’s adorable that you got like a vitiligo patch on your butt and stuff and yeah I think I could go on ‘cause your body is good real good and stuff like yeah uhm”
Janus snorted “Thanks darling. You can go sleep if you want to, I’ll just finish showering real quick”
“I’ll wait”
A few minutes later he heard Remy quietly laughing to themself so he stuck his head out again to see what was going on. They waved it off.
“Nothing. Nothing. Remus is just pulling an all nighter and texted me it’s just like a week left till his art show”
Another airy fit of laughter left them.
“And also- And this is stupid but-” 
And here they let up into the kind of smile that reaches the eyes.
“I realized, I think I’m happy”
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itsdanii · 3 years
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Rejecting you and regretting it
genre: angst to fluff
warnings: slight cursing, rude behavior (resolved), do message me if I forgot any.
ft. sakusa kiyoomi, tsukishima kei
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Sakusa Kiyoomi
you're not oblivious to the fact that kiyoomi is a very conscious person
that's one of the things you loved about him
he was hygienic and he always made sure that his health was his utmost priority
but one downside is that kiyoomi had the tendency to push people away because of his straightforwardness
you were used to it and in fact, you were one of those people he tolerated
but everyone has their bad days
and unfortunately for you, today was kiyoomi's and since you were always attached to him by the hip, he unintentionally snapped at you
what's worse is that he snapped at you the moment you confessed to him
"Omi!" you shouted happily as you entered the gymnasium, giving Komori a small wave before making your way to where Kiyoomi was sitting.
He looked at you with a frown. He wasn't wearing a mask since they were training awhile ago and only took a quick break. "Y/n, what are you doing here?"
You sat beside him making Kiyoomi grimace and slightly move away. You frowned at him, completely displeased at the action. "I just wanted to give you a visit. Plus, I have something to tell you."
You started to fiddle with your fingers nervously. You practiced your confession several times already but doing it seemed harder than you thought.
"What is it? Talk, I'm not in the right mood to socialize right now."
Out of panic, you quickly blurted out a rather loud, "I like you!" You immediately covered your mouth with your hand and stared at him wide eyed.
The other players looked at you with sympathy, knowing what's about to happen. Out of all days, you really had to confess today, when Kiyoomi was in a pissy mood after several fangirls pushed themselves against him this morning, not minding his personal space.
Kiyoomi stared at you with a serious expression before standing up. "I don't like you. Leave."
"But Omi.."
"You're irritating and you always bother me when it is clear that I don't want your company." He turned around and left you on the bench, your head casted down in humiliation.
You whispered a small sorry before running out of the gym with tears falling from your eyes.
For the next few days, you did your very best to stay away from Kiyoomi. You changed your route to school knowing that your usual route meant that you have to pass by his house. Even if you got scolded several times for being late, you did not stop.
You sat near the door so you can easily exit the room after class. You even stopped eating with Komori and Kiyoomi during breaks and lunch. Even your usual routine of visiting the gym during practices was stopped.
At first, Kiyoomi didn't mind. He knew that you'd come back in a few days just like you always did. You like him after all, right?
But when a few days turned into weeks, He started getting bothered. Why weren't you pestering him like always? Why did you stop visiting him? You said you like him, right?
It was the second week that Kiyoomi took action. He woke up extra early to wait for you infront of your house, aiming to confront you about your behavior.
When you went out, your eyes widened slightly upon seeing Kiyoomi waiting for you outside. He was wearing his face mask while staring at you intently, letting you know that he purposely waited for you.
You looked down and was about to walk pass him when you felt him tugging on your wrist. Your gaze snapped to his hand, not believing that he was indeed touching your skin.
"Sakusa?"
His eye twitched at the weirdness of you not calling him like usual. Sighing, he stepped a little closer to you, hand still holding your wrist to ensure that you won't run away from him.
"You're ignoring me," he said while eyeing you. "Why?"
You took your hand from him and furrowed your brows. "I'm just doing you a favor. I don't want to be a bother anymore. Isn't this what you wanted?"
"I-"
"It's fine, Sakusa. You don't have to force yourself to apologize just because you feel bad or obliged to."
He ran his fingers through his hair in frustration. "I'm not apologizing because I feel bad."
"Then what? You're apologizing just to make fun of me? I know I said I like you but that doesn't mean that you have the right to-"
"You don't get it!"
At this point, you were both raising your voices. Some passersby were looking at you two weirdly, some even running as to not get caught up in the fight.
"Get what, Sakusa? Why don't you tell me so I can understand?!"
"I like you!" Kiyoomi exclaimed. "I... Fuck. I like you, okay? I wasn't in the mood when you confessed and I rejected you without thinking. I messed up. The moment I saw you walk out, I knew I fucked up real bad and I-"
"Om-"
"And I thought that you'd come back the next day to bother me again like usual. I wanted to apologize but my pride-"
You sighed as he continued to ramble. With fast movements, you stood on your tiptoes and encircled your arms around his neck to pull him down to you, kissing him over his mask.
When you let go, Kiyoomi was silent. His eyes were wide and you thought that you went over board. Panic made its way to your face as you try to find the words to explain.
"Sorry, I didn't me-"
This time, he was the one to cut you off. Kiyoomi took off his mask and bent down to kiss you on your lips. One of his arms snaked around your waist to support you while the other settled on your nape, angling you to him.
"Be my s/o."
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Tsukishima Kei
Everyone in Karasuno knew how much you like Tsukishima
In fact, you remind him everyday
You often give him fresh strawberries from the market and even bake him strawberry cake
Sometimes, you would put little sticky notes on his belongings and write some encouraging words like "you can do it", "I believe in you" or "take it easy!"
On his birthday, you even gave him a hoodie with a dino design (which he secretly loved)
There are times that you knew Tsukishima gets irritated when you visit and even snaps at you but you didn't mind. You liked him and a small snap will not discourage you
But what you didn't know was that it would only take one conversation to completely shatter your heart
"-And they're back," Sugawara said as he saw you enter the gym, a bubbly smile present on your face as usual.
"Kei!" You skipped your way towards Tsukishima and handed him his water bottle which you voluntarily refilled with hot water.
He only gave you a 'tsk' and took the water bottle. Adjusting his glasses, he stared at you from head to toe as if analyzing you, a small blush appearing on his cheeks.
"What are you looking at? Have you finally come to realize that you like me back?" you cheekily asked, poking his bicep.
"No. I was just wondering how someone could look so ugly."
Despite what he said, you forced yourself to giggle, covering your upset feeling with an eye roll. "Oh shut up, Kei. You don't have to hide it, you know? Don't worry, I'm not going to reject you."
You winked at him causing Tsukishima to blush even more.
The rest of the boys snickered and laughed at his reaction which made Tsukishima more embarrassed than he already is.
"Just confess to the girl already, Tsukishima. Can't you see she's trying hard to win you?" Daichi said with a small chuckle while patting Tsukishima's back.
Tsukishima just huffed and pushed his glasses up. "What's there to like? They're nothing but an eyesore anyway."
"What?" you asked in disbelief.
Having a playful banter with Tsukishima was normal in your routine but this was the first time he called you such an offensive term. Does he really think of you that way?
"Oh come on, stop acting dumb. I don't even get why there are guys running after you. I mean, there's really nothing much to look at, right?"
Everyone grew quiet at what he said, clearly not expecting Tsukishima to be at such level of rudeness.
You swallowed the lump forming in your throat as your insecurity skyrocketed. "I try hard every single day to look presentable to you. I-"
You paused for a moment to laugh pathetically at yourself. "I exert a lot of effort to make you notice me. I cook for you, I give you gifts. Heck, I even stay after class to help clean the gym so that the task would be easier for you and I'm not even asking for anything in return."
Tsukishima glared at you sharply that you immediately felt extremely smaller than him. "I never asked you to do those things for me."
"Can't you at least show me that you care?" You wiped your tears with the back of your hand. "Because I'm slowly getting tired of this push and pull game."
"Don't you get it? I don't like you. Why don't you stop pushing yourself to me and start getting a life, hm?"
"Tsukishima, that's enough!" you heard Daichi yell at him.
"Y/n?" Sugawara was immediately beside you, his hand rubbing circles on your back in attempt to calm you down.
"No-" You lifted your face up to meet Tsukishima's eyes. "I think he's right. I should stop being a nuisance and focus on myself."
"I'll leave you alone. I'm sorry," you said before giving Tsukishima a bow and leaving the gym with everyone's eyes following your figure until the door shut.
Everyone could only look at Tsukishima as he cursed under his breath.
"Shit."
The moment you left the gym, you headed straight to the comfort room to let your tears out. You stared at yourself on the mirror as tears cascaded down your cheeks.
"You're beautiful," you reassured yourself while pointing at your own reflection. "What he said doesn't make you any less. Know your worth."
You wiped your tears and splashed your face with cold water before getting out and heading to class without sparing Tsukishima any glance.
You ignored Tsukishima, stopped visiting the gym and focused on yourself. You even made made friends with some of your classmates that you didn't bother getting associated with last time because you were too focused on capturing the attention of Tsukishima.
Unbeknownst to you, a certain male was eyeing you as you interact with other people. He blamed himself for pushing you away. He didn't talk to you, thinking that you only wanted space for a couple days before bothering him again.
He knew that what he said was out of line and he regret everything he did. He even asked Yamaguchi and the rest of the team for advice but all of them responded with the same answer - apologize and tell you how he feels.
Tsukishima gripped the pen tightly as he watched you laughing at something your classmate said. The said classmate was too close to you and it was obvious that he was trying to flirt with you.
"Tsukki?" Yamaguchi called out. He followed Tsukishima's gaze and sighed. "Why don't you go and talk to them?"
"Tsk. Why would I do that? Can't you see they're enjoying his company?" Tsukishima bitterly said.
"You'll end up losing them if you don't do something about it now. Who knows, they might already be lo-" Yamaguchi stopped as Tsukishima instantly stood up and made his way to where you are.
Taking your wrist, he pulled you towards him, heading out of the classroom.
"Tsukishima, what the hell?!" You tried to resist but his grip on your wrist only tightened.
You gasped as he suddenly stopped, trapping you against a wall with his arms beside your head.
"I'm sorry." Tsukishima closed his eyes, balling his fist as he bowed his head. "I said hurtful words to you and no amount of apology will take those away but I want you to know that I regret every single one of it."
You bit your lower lip as you felt yourself tearing up once again. "Do you really think that I'm ugly? I was hurt, Kei. It's just.."
"I'm sorry." His hand made its way to your cheek, cupping your face while he wiped your tears with his thumb. "You're not ugly."
You shook your head and averted your gaze from him, a sob escaping your lips as you felt yourself falling for him deeper. "Don't. Just stop. I'll accept your apology but please just leave me be. I won't be able to stop my feelings for you if you keep leading me on."
"But I don't want you to stop."
"What?"
"I've fallen for you." He tipped your chin up with his hand making you look at him and you were surprised to see the vulnerability in his features. "Please look at me again, y/n. Keep loving me because I swear that I'll do things different this time. Give me a chance."
You can't help but encircle your arms around him, burrying your face on the side of his neck as you nodded repeatedly. "One chance, Kei."
Tsukishima hugged you tightly, lips pressing on the side of your head. "One chance." He leaned away from you and held your face with his hand, eyes boring to yours admiringly.
"You're beautiful."
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kakubun · 3 years
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itching hands
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pairings: bonten x chubby!reader
a/n: this was supposed be for december but i'm impatient🕴
warnings: suggestive, bonten
life with bonten series
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these men will bark at you if you ever had the time to be insecure about yourself
hold on tight to your seat cause i'm sure these executives won't let you
especially these easter egg mfs, you never know what's in each of these peoples' minds
sanzu
he lets a lot of things slip from his mind and specially his comments about you
he ranges from thirsty to intense staring at any part of your body where if i say so, it's gonna be a lot more pg
eventhough he's weirdly obsessive of how you look, he means good! it's just that his lameo ass can't say or spell it out to you without sounding like a pervert
he enters your apartment in search of any of the haitani brothers to pick up their report on the last mission and maybe you so he could easily find the two since they always muted their phones when busy.
at first, he wanted to reward himself with a little something since he did a little running around here and there, why not look into your fridge? he slowly opened it because of instinct and almost fell on his knees when he saw sweet cakes topped with icing. he reached out to it as if it's begging for him to just eat it up and he drooled with how soft it looked but a grab to his wrist startled him when he looked at the person in alarm, a quirk of your eyebrows immediately lead him to explain what he's here for.
"uh searching for haitani- by the way can i eat that-" you wiped his drool that ran down his chin with a tissue hastily, in full exaggeration the bright pink haired man is an absolute sweet tooth. he finally let his eyes set on you and he looked comedic with his wide eyes when he looked down at your soft thighs in the comfy shorts you wore.
you ignored his staring and sighed, pointing to the label of the sweet cake which had rindou's name on it but you changed your mind due to said man pouting and took out the cake and peeled off the label, offering to sanzu who drooled again but he doesn't know what's his drooling for anymore (rindou can always order another cake anyways). you closed the fridge and stretched, moving into the living room to lay on the sofa.
he felt content with his dessert, all he needed was a place to sit and he just felt that the perfect place was between, between, man he couldn't help it but stare at plushiness of your thighs. he wanted to bite it.
"can i lay myself between your thighs?"
a silent staring contest was held maybe, if people were to walk in at the moment but with a smirk you patted yourself.
"go ahead darling"
after a while
"y/n did you ate my cake!?" rindou gruffly yelled out and he didn't know what did he just walked into, you brushing and massaging sanzu's head while he hums and kisses up your thighs with the empty plate near his feet and rindou massaged his temples to not drag the male between your thighs into a body bag.
but he failed so sorry sanzu.
ran walked in with an amused stare when sanzu haven't noticed them yet and y/n laughed to rindou who was starting to march up to sanzu to grab both his ankles.
ran lazily stumbled to the sofa with his legs spread while watching whatever the hell the two were doing when sanzu finally woke up from his fantasies, fly high sanzu🕊🕊
ran leaned in to whisper to you when you secretly recorded the fight, asking why you finally offered sanzu a place to lay when you didn't let him lay between when he asked you so many times. you looked over at him with your mischevious eyes and he knows damn well he needs to do more than just asking.
extra!!:
"WAAAHH Y/N THEY BULLIED ME !!" you don't if sanzu's faking his loud crying or not with tears begin to slip past his cheek when he pointed at the haitanis and rindou had no shame in admitting what he done when his older brother blinked in confusion.
you tried to hold in any chortles or laughter coming out because the pink boy had his worst when rindou bent his leg over his head while muttering how he should've killed sanzu from day one. you held out your arms and he immediately flopped you to the coach when he pushed and smothered into your scent.
the haitanis still don't why you adore that crazed man baby who likes killing people and making them confess their crimes, you said you found it really annoyingly cute that's why you had haru in your arms who nibbled on you like a baby.
just hope that the treatment with haru doesn't go on and on and you actually do something about it instead of kissing his tears away and cuddled with him.
kakucho
he feels disrespectful to how much staring he does to you on a daily basis
the way you walk, your hips popping and the curve of your hip dips makes him go crazy
he wonders if he could just hold onto your waist or just touch onto your hips, he might faint touching the roughness of your stretch marks as if he's been blessed by pure heaven
he's obsessed with how you present yourself to the others
if only he was a little more bolder, he could admire it closer if he just asked (?)
"have you taken an interest in y/n, kaku?" ran's eyes glanced at kakucho's hard staring at your crossed legs and he stopped, scoffing at ran's word but the older haitani had a plan up his sleeves.
y/n sat nearby kokonoi's table doing their own thing, looking like a sweet thing that had kakucho's glued on them that ran couldn't help pointing it out and it didn't help kakucho's poor heart when mikey suddenly interrupted the conversation.
"kakucho, please assist y/n on where's they want to go at the moment" it made kakucho perk up, startled by the sudden job of bodyguard and he looked back at ran who winked at him. no no no this isn't what he wanted, what was he planning?
it's annoying on how this puppy crush of his grew even more worse, your whole personality draws him towards you, making him feel like a kid again because of how nonchalant you are with him. he felt laidback being with you is like the calm after a storm with his work and shenanigans in bonten.
he watched from a distance when you looked over the things on your list, kakucho also gathered some of the things you wanted into a little basket and cancelling some out so you didn't have to get them anymore and you thanked him with your pretty smile.
he scanned the area around him and held himself back from punching when this one creepo think they're being sleak with how they kept eyeing you, kakucho either think he was a pick pocket or a flirt but he kept a good metres away from him to see what he was doing but he was ready to turn towards you if they got any closer.
you turned towards kakucho, waving your hand to come to you and he immediately went, feeling more pissed off towards the person creeping in on you slowly but he felt your rough palm on the skin of his wrist wrapping it around your waist. he unconsciously squeezed around you, pulling you close as he shot a nasty glare towards the person who backed off, seeing the intense look from the half blind which they didn't dare messing with.
you both walk away, heading towards the counter as you laughed behind the palm of you hand; still in position of kakucho tightly holding onto your waist where he panicked when he realized how hard he's latching onto you.
"hah~ you're so-"
still choking on your laughter, he akwardly shuffles to the side in embarassment and it added more fuel to the fire when he remembered how he held your waist and he excused himself before combusting in front of you and went away for a few seconds.
you have to say but you gotta thank ran for this plan, even if the creepo appeared out of nowhere, atleast you got to see how bonten nunber 3 reacts to his dream coming true~
kokonoi
he mostly admires you in silence and gets distracted if he ever talks to somebody
just his eyes trailing down every curve on your body and just daydreams about them (as in like cuddling pls)
the other executives would notice how his eyes are always on you in every meeting youre in and would tease him about it when you leave the room like ran would comment 'so thats where your head was this whole time hm?'
kokonoi love your pictures, he feels creepy stalking your pictures but he can't help but gush into the palm of his hand of your stunning you look, you make him faint whenever you had suprise pictures of you in dresses and he feel like his whole body is on fire.
ran taps the head of his pen to the temple of kokonoi's head and he slams his phone down and put on a poker face, it faltering when he clenched his teeth already knowing what's coming. ran sneered to how much of a simp he was and flicked the back of his head, pointing towards the door of his office; telling him any moment you're gonna come by and koko swats his hand away, knowing the haitani was just teasing him but his eyes nearly bulged out when you actually swung by.
all sleepy and dreamy like, his heart getting squeezed and the older haitani patting you towards koko who unexpectantly had you in your lap, your weight tapping him out of his daydreams as you hugged him tighter.
"my my, tired baby ain't ya?" he put on his proper poker face he got from the back of his desk, trying not to falter when you sleepily ranted on how work was terribly tiring and he patted your back shakily, not wanting to push you off due to extreme nervousness. he joked with you telling that he could just pay you easily if you work under him and you pushed his chest with your head bonk .
"ywou drhon just-mphm-hrmm" him heating up to how close with you works because he was the best heat warmer you could ask for, he felt bad for moving you to the coach but he just needed a comfortable position for you sleep in because you sitting on him? naaah, he's a puddle by the end of it.
the urge to take a picture was really strong so he took out his phone and angle his phone down to catch your drool slipping out of you and smiled feverishly to how dorky you looked.
koko felt like he could fuck up more of his feelings staring at your sleeping face, he rubbed his finger on your fat cheek you smooshed onto the coach and shifted a little in your sleep to adjust the blanket more closer to you. koko's touches were hesitant, didn't want to be a pervert when all he did was touch your soft cheek.
he wanted to just hold you close to his chest and have you against him but his prickling anxiety said otherwise, his awful thoughts and stubborness entertaining the shit out of him. you nearly give him a heart attack when one of your eyes open when he wanted to take his second picture and you latched onto his wrist. koko squawked and you couldn't help but burst out in guffaws to how panicked he looked when you caught him.
if anyone saw this scene, koko surely would die of embarassment and he'll dig his grave himself but unfortunely he will eventually when the blinking red of somebody's recording was capturing every moment of it.
haitani brothers
the duo who makes you nervous with their hard stares on you
these two are also pretty touchy so it's dangerous when they're handsy with one of your body parts
rindou are obsessed with your chubbiness, poking it just to see his finger bounce back; comedically
he loves being close with you because you're so squishy??? the type of guy who plays with your squishiness like you're a stress toy and holds himself back from biting
you're the greatest fridge or heat bag on the off days he haves, just wrapped up in blankets and you makes him sleep like a baby
as discussed earlier, ran wants to his head between your thighs; don't be suprised when one day he felt like he should get killed by them and you reject his acceptance towards death
he's a leg man and likes sleeping on your lap or kissing them or he just does anything with them (if you don't mind)
you just gotta remember these two are menaces right next to sanzu cause they'll bother you about it like forever if they can
after seeing the endless babying of sanzu, rindou turns to his brother who was lost in his thoughts and tapped his shoulder with the back of his hand. he lifted his eybrow, needing a response to how quiet he became and ran gave him a sly smile.
"you look at y/n like you wanna eat them up" ran shrugged, placing his elbow on rindou's shoulder as he slipped a comment on how he can eat y/n in other ways while rindou scrunched up in disgust. sanzu then emerged right next to rindou, telling them to give their report; damn well distracted when you started brushing and massaging his head a few moments ago.
rindou pointed towards the window, telling sanzu to fetch the files in his car while 'lightly' threatening him to buy another cake for him and the pink haired boy waved him off as if his threatening didn't give him flashbacks to how rindou almost squeezed his organs out of his ribcage when he looked at the empty plate.
when sanzu disappeared out of the house, rindou pulled you by the waist and onto his lap. squeezing your fat and kissing up your neck, he grazed a sweet spot but you swatted him telling him what's gotten into him. ran lay his head on your lap and looked like a satisfied brat when you look back at him then his brother all confused like.
rindou couldn't spare anymore time so he whispered in your ear, telling how much of a nuisance his older brother was and pleaded you to let him do what he wished to do. ran quirked his eyebrows, leaning up to kiss you while you teased him more by placing a finger on his lips.
"using your brother as a way to get me to do your thing instead of asking me in the nicest way? how cruel haitani, don't you know how torturous it is for your brother to put up with you?"
he smirks, knowing how much of a tease you were and feigned his sigh. rindou clamped his hands over this ears to not hear whatever the hell is this and tilted his head comfortably on your neck.
you shifted off rindou's lap, letting the man going after your sweet self place his head on your tummy as he happily shifts himself to a tiny nap to wait for sanzu to get back from whatever he got himself into because they could hear him shouting at the phone when he was unlocking the car door.
you looked over at rindou and placed a finger on your lips, smiling with your eyes closed when you don't want to disturb his sleeping brother in bliss.
ran just doesn't need to know rindou had his many turns sleeping with you this week compared to him~
mikey
he likes sleeping on you, his titled pillow he seeks for at the end of the day
he usually goes to you whenever he has a hard time sleeping and you try your best to advice him on how he should take care od his eyebags and weak body
he likes listening to your whispering before he goes to sleep so he asks you to talk more (command maybe)
"mikey..?"
"mph?"
"please i need to get up"
he uses your entire body as a pillow to swing his leg over ._. . from the very start, he makes you worried that you might've done or said something wrong to him but his thoughts were completely filled with how he can melt into you and be a handy pillow for him if he can't sleep easily.
to break the ice of what he thinks of you, you hummed quietly and awfully close to him on why he was staring at you but he completley dodges the question, rather he wants to show you why he's staring so he asks if he can touch you. he was uo close and personal on the first into with you but he didn't have bad intentions.. because afterwards you were legit cradling him.
sanzu was raising his eyebrows teasingly when their boss was sound asleep on your shoulder and you run your hands to his hair while glaring at sanzu to not make any noise. kakucho tried putting a straight face on but it's complelety leaving him when he heard his boss sleep talk.
he was babbling nonsense to you which you tried to reply to him but his mouth was jammed shut because there was some point where he got mad at you for not replying and sanzu was rolling on the floor and kakucho had to walk out to laugh with sanzu, dragging the pink hair out of the office. you cooed at him to relax instead of thrashing back and forth and he stopped, planting his face into your neck which makes you feel really tickled.
you're just grateful he's getting some sleep and you kissed him good night and a faint smile shows up on his face when you hugged him tight.
(and the other executives in the other room cracking up about mikey and you NSBJSBD)
akashi
he likes carrying you, stealing you away from the other executive when they're disturbing you
you can't feel insecure with this man because he was the dirtiest way with his words that he whispers to you that can turn any guy or girl red
he'll surely gouge out any prying eyes that mock or stare at you for too long
"why cat got your tongue?" your mouth agape when he was busy doing pushups on the mat and his back muscles flex even more when you came by, the smirk on his face didn't help making you flustered while you sat near him. panicking on the inside, he stopped for a water break and sat next to you.
you prayed to not shake so visibly becaue this hot ass man right now makes you lose all sense of human nature with how big he was, he placed his bottle down and shifted closer to you. bending down a little to arch his back to crack a little, he said he needed you on his back for his pushups. he can easily see the confusion you had on your face and he chuckled, getting up to begin and he usher you to start climbing on his back.
"cmonnn~ i'm strong, you're afraid i'll drop you?"
this man wanted a death wish but you think you'll die first because of how much of a tease he was, his back was kinda comfortable so you tugged on him like a koala, he called you needy and he says he's right you'll enjoy it. enjoy what exactly? too scared to ask this man because of the potential of a heart attack.
it becomes a daily thing to be honest, just having you on his back to flex off his strength that you were impressed that he didn't break and kept his composure. he held you close or carries you on his back cause he wants to, running away from the others who were fighting over you.he was a dangerous man because he could easily take your breath away with how secretive he is.
heck, i think he just did.
tag tag: @lucylicious , @turksueme , @haruchyio , @fyotituti , @coconois , @gyros-cum-sock , @ashrakat-lovesbaji , @dragon-chica
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hotxcheeto · 2 years
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Heyyo
I have a Vi x reader request, where reader’s been having a tough time and is reluctant to talk to Vi about it because a) they don’t want to bother her and b) reader doesn’t think their problems can really compare to Vi’s so they don’t want to seem ungrateful for what they have.
Kinda weirdly specific but I hope it’s not too much! Thankss ^.^
━ 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐊𝐀𝐘
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𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜(𝙨) - Vi x G/N!Reader 𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 - Sad Read, Slight Angst, Cursing?, happy ending
𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙? - Yeah/Nope/If you squint
𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚 - Usually I have a lot to say, but I don't think I do right now
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It was cold, that was the first thing you noticed when you opened your eyes. It felt like there was a fan blowing directly onto you. Your eyes then began adjusting to the dark, some moonlight helping you to peer around the room.
It was still empty. Vi still had yet to come home. You frowned, feeling the still drying tear marks on your cheeks. Bringing your hand up to wipe them away. Your eyes still felt heavy, tired as you pushed the blanket off and stood up onto the cold wooden floor.
You walked to the door, grabbing a sweater off the ground before you exited the room. Slipping it on, though the smell gave it away before you got to see it yourself. It was Vi's. For a moment, tears welled up in your eyes again before you shook your head, wiping your face with the sweater sleeve.
"Y/n?" You hadn't heard the front door open. But you did hear her voice from just past the hallway. Though you didn't say a word, walking forward, putting your hands in the pocket sweaters. "Hey, why didn't you answer me?" She appeared in front of you before watching your shrug, a little smile appearing on your face.
"Sorry, I didn't hear you." "Yeah? How you feeling?" Vi walked up to you, putting her hands on your waist before pressing a kiss to your forehead. "Fine. I just woke up." She smiled down at it, but when you smiled back she noticed that you wouldn't look her quite in the eye. Not for long. Instead, you looked at her jacket or her hair.
"Hey." You looked up at her again, waiting for her to speak. "What's wrong?" You suddenly shrunk, shaking your head and managing to rip a smile on your face from the depths of whatever hell it resided in. "Nothing. Just tired." You then walked past her, towards the kitchen, hoping and praying in your mind she'd go change. Forget the conversation.
"Don't lie to me." You should've really known better. "I'm not Vi." You tried to laugh but couldn't, just a smile on your face as you turned on the sink. "What's wrong?" Her voice was soft as she walked towards you. You hated that tone, that fucking tone it always made the tears come. You shook your head, not daring to look up at her.
"Nothing, I promise. Go change, then we can watch a movie or something." You reached over and grabbed the water cup you were using earlier. Rinsing it out when she grabbed your wrist. Forcing you to turn your head to look at her. "What's wrong? You can tell me. Did I do something?" You shook your head at that, beginning to tear up before looking away.
"Hey, hey c'mon. Tell me what happened." "Nothing I just..." You turned the sink off, dropping the cup onto the stained porcelain. "I just..." A tear rolled down your cheek.
It was hard to not cry when someone was constantly asking if you were fine. Staring at you like you were a liar. Because you were. Though, her eyes stayed soft, her hand on your hip running circles on the skin underneath her sweater. Her other hand rested on the counter.
"I just... haven't been my best." You excused, wiping your face with the sweater paws. "Why didn't you tell me?" "Because, you come home hurt every night and you work so hard and... and I didn't want to bother you because you do so much for me-" Vi quickly hushed you, pulling you towards her and wrapping her arms around you.
"I didn't feel like you deserved to hear that right when you got home. I didn't think you wanted to hear all that." Vi was so busy all the time, she never realized how much you hurt. How much you'd been telling her you were okay. "Don't tell me what I want. What I want is for you to be okay and you're not."
Her hand ran up and down your back while you shrugged. "I'm sorry." "Don't be. Just tell me how you feel, okay?" "But your problems seem so much worse than mine and I-" She suddenly lifted you up and set you on the counter. Watching as you refused to meet her eyes.
"I don't care." Vi spoke more seriously. "You let me talk to you. So talk to me." You nodded, finally looking in her eyes. But what you expected to see wasn't there, no anger or annoyance. Just love, worry, wonder. "Tell me what's going on in that cute little head of yours." You shrugged. "I don't know, I've just been having a hard time."
She nodded, hands on your hips while she leaned forward.
"Okay." Vi leaned forward, as did you pressing your lips to hers, just for a moment. "I'm so-" "If you say sorry again, I'm gonna spray you with the sink. Promise." "Okay, so- nevermind." She smiled, pressing her forehead against yours. "Promise me you'll tell me everything. Understand?" You nodded. "I promise Vi." "Good. Now let's watch a movie or something. I'm bored and I hate seeing you sad."
You giggled. "Okay. But I get to choose." "Always." She kissed your forehead a few times, not letting you get off the counter. Instead, smiling, listening to your laughter. "Stop it!" "Never." She then pressed the last one to your lips, wiping your tear stains with her thumb. "You choose while I change, okay?" "Okay.”
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A/n: I just sneeze :)
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creambunnie · 3 years
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Hello Baby ❤💜💚💛💙💓
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ONEWE fluff - Yonghoon, Kanghyun (Hyungu), Harin, Dongmyeong, CyA (Giuk)
"hello Hyungu, are you free right now? it's urgent!"
"eh Yonghoon hyung? yeah i'm free, what's wrong?"
"UWAAAAAAA"
.....
"hyung was that a cat??"
"what? noooo, it's a baby!"
"oh i thought so, it was weird if you had a ca-- WHAT? A BABY?"
Hyungu stared at Yonghoon who was wearing a baby carrier as he entered Yonghoon's apartment. Yonghoon had his index finger on his lips, asking Hyungu to keep quiet as to not wake up the baby in his arms.
"why do you have a baby?? oh my god, did you pick it up from somewhere?" Hyungu whispered as he panicked.
Yonghoon sighed and knocked Hyungu's head softly.
"don't be ridiculous, Kang Hyungu. this is my cousin's son. her mother in-law just passed on so she asked me to look after her son for a while as she helps her husband settle the funeral and all."
Hyungu took a seat on the sofa, still processing the whole situation.
"so why the heck did you agree if you have never in your whole life babysit a... a baby?"
Yonghoon gulped and scratched his neck awkwardly.
"i misread her text. i thought her son was 10 years old, but it's actually 10 months... i couldn't reject her when she already brought her baby and all his things here."
Hyungu massaged his temples.
"how long?"
"a week."
"A WEEK?"
"shush Hyungu you are going to wake Minsoo up!" Yonghoon scolded Hyungu in whisper.
Yonghoon decided to contact Hyungu first because he lived the nearest. the baby was sleeping when he was brought here but the moment his mother left him into Yonghoon's care, he woke up and started crying.
Yonghoon panicked and called Hyungu right away, and while waiting for Hyungu to come, he tried to soothe Minsoo down with a lullaby.
Hyungu finally calmed down and approached Minsoo who was still in the carrier. he stared at the doll-like sleeping baby and let out a chuckle.
"naww Minsoo is so cute"
"i know, it's cause i'm his uncle"
Hyungu rolled his eyes and fished out his phone.
"i'm telling the others. you and me taking care of a baby is not enough, we need the whole squad."
Yonghoon hesitated for a bit because he didn't want to bother the others, but Hyungu was right. the two of them were not enough.
Hyungu and Yonghoon were busy lying Minsoo down carefully on the sofa that they didn't notice the beeping sound from the front door.
"baby Minsoo~ your Giuk hyung is here!!"
the two older boys' eyes widened at the sudden loud voice. a high pitch crying started filling their ears.
"i am so sorry, i didn't know Minsoo was sleeping!" Giuk apologised as Yonghoon was frantically making milk in the kitchen while Hyungu was trying to calm Minsoo down in the living room.
"can you help me check if the milk is okay instead? i mean your age is the nearest to the baby, so"
Giuk was confused at his hyung's nonsense but he was guilty so he poured some milk on his hand to taste it.
"uhm i think it's fine? it's a bit hot tho??"
"oh my god, why is it so chaotic in here?? no one even noticed we entered, Harin hyung."
Harin scanned the scenes happening and quietly but efficiently tried to handle the situations.
"Dongmyeong, go help Hyungu calm the baby. i will check on Yonghoon hyung"
Dongmyeong gently took the baby from Hyungu. he craddled Minsoo in his arms and swayed back and forth until he calmed down.
"well aren't you a cutie?" Dongmyeong cooed and poked the baby's nose softly. Minsoo stared at Dongmyeong confusedly and giggled.
"low low!!" Minsoo babbled and reached his hands out to Dongmyeong's neck. Hyungu noticed Dongmyeong's necklace and chuckled.
"he is so smart! he said yellow~" Hyungu was amazed at the 10-month old kid.
Yonghoon, Harin and Giuk finally went to living room with a warm bottle of milk.
"here, feed Minsoo the milk first" Harin passed the bottle to Dongmyeong.
Yonghoon, Hyungu and Giuk sighed in relief and plopped on the sofa side by side.
"how are you and Dongmyeong good at this, Harin??"
Harin chuckled and carressed Minsoo's head gently.
"we are not good at it, hyung. it's just that you guys were panicking so more panic won't do good. i just had to be the calm one just now. also, we had more time to prepare mentally, so no worries hyung, you will do just fine!" Harin humbly comforted.
Yonghoon thanked Harin and took Minsoo from Dongmyeong.
"Yonghoon hyung, what's this?" Giuk asked as he found a small booklet in Minsoo's bag.
"oh my cousin said that's a list of food that Minsoo can and cannot eat."
"great!! pass me that Giuk. i was just about to ask about this. Dongmyeong and I bought some ingredients for dinner, Hyungu, you wanna help us cook?" Hyungu gave Harin a thumbs up and followed the two into the kitchen.
Yonghoon and Giuk contiued playing with Minsoo in the living room.
"baby~~ Giuk hyung bought a looot of plushies for you! which one do you like ?" Giuk neatly placed the plushies in line in front of Minsoo and waited for him to choose.
Minsoo looked up at Giuk with his big round eyes as if he understood what Giuk said clearly.
"wook! wook!" Minsoo exclaimed and reached for the hamster plushie.
Yonghoon poked Minsoo's chubby cheek in admiration.
"you two are really friends, huh," Yonghoon chuckled as Giuk continued making short 'conversations' with Minsoo.
Minsoo warmed up to the boys quite easily and giggled alot while playing. Yonghoon was relieved he had awesome brothers who could help him out.
"let's eat~~" Dongmyeong called as he set the dining table. as Minsoo was in Giuk's good hands, Yonghoon helped Dongmyeong while Harin and Hyungu brought out the dishes for dinner.
"i even made Minsoo some baby chicken porridge~" Harin excitedly said as he showed Minsoo his own bowl of food.
"nyam nyam!!" Minsoo was already salivating at the delicious smell.
"hyung,, your cousin didn't bring Minsoo's high chair, right?" Hyungu asked after scanning the whole apartment.
"mm, it's fine, Minsoo will just sit on my lap and one of you can feed him."
the 5 boys took turns eating and feeding Minsoo.
"zoooom! good boy, Minsoo~" Giuk praised the baby as he happily took a big bite of the porridge.
Dongmyeong also took a big bite of the dakgalbi that they cooked and hummed in delight.
"it's been so long since we've had a family dinner like this~"
Giuk looked at Dongmyeong weirdly. "but we just did last week.."
Dongmyeong shushed Giuk and shook his head.
"last week was sooo long ago!! we need to eat dinner together more frequently."
Yonghoon only chuckled at the younger boy's wish.
"sure, we can have family dinner everyday for this whole week~"
Dongmyeong and Giuk were on their semester break, while Yonghoon and Hyungu worked from home. Harin was the only one who had to go to the office.
"so Harin, can you teach us some things like how to make the perfect temperature milk, and how to cook the food for Minsoo?" Hyungu requested as he wiped Minsoo's messy lips.
Harin of course agreed, he wanted Minsoo to experience the best care from his brothers.
after the yummy dinner, Yonghoon and Giuk did the dishes while the other 3 boys played with Minsoo.
"what colour is this, Minsoo?" Hyungu showed the baby a penguin plushie.
"woooo~~" Hyungu hugged Minsoo softly, refraining himself from squishing the baby for being too cute. "you are correct! that is blue!"
Dongmyeong hummed as he thought of something.
"Yonghoon hyung, Giuk, come here quickly after you finished. we gotta introduce ourselves properly to Minsoo!".
the boys sat in a line as Yonghoon carried Minsoo. he made eye contact with Minsoo and started introducing himself.
"Minsoo, i am Uncle Yonghoon!" "hoon~~"
"i am Uncle Hyungu!" "gugu~"
"i am Uncle Harin!" "rinnie~"
"i am Uncle Dongmyeong!" "meong~~"
"i am Giuk hyung!" "wook wook!!"
for every response, Minsoo either got a peck on his cheek or a carress on his small round head.
"now that's done, let's lay out the futons in the living room. we are having a sleepover~" Yonghoon happily announced.
since Minsoo started yawning, the boys decided to quickly turn the lights off and go to sleep with the baby. it was quite a tiring day afterall.
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the night was calm, Minsoo didn't make a single fuss while sleeping. he must have felt really comfortable with the boys, or he was just too tired after a lot of playing earlier.
"wow... i thought they were the same age." Harin whispered. the other 3 boys giggled at his words as they looked at Giuk and Minsoo all cuddled up. it was a cute scene to wake up to.
Harin woke up early to prepare food for Minsoo's meals and at the same time he taught Dongmyeong and Hyungu too. the other boys only need to heat them up when it's time to eat.
Giuk and Dongmyeong played and took care of Minsoo most of the time as the two older boys were working. Giuk even took a bath with Minsoo and made bubbles for him.
Minsoo was really a good baby. after warming up to the boys, he rarely cried. only when he was hungry, he would whine a little but goes back to being the giggly baby when he was fed.
Giuk and Dongmyeong were resting while Minsoo was playing with some plushies by himself. Dongmyeong almost dozed off when Giuk nudged him softly. "hey, Minsoo is saying something."
Minsoo was cutely sitting in front of the entrance with his hamster plushie. he looked up and stared at the doorknob as he mumbled.
"rinnie... rinnie... unc rinnie."
Dongmyeong and Giuk chuckled at the cuteness. it was 5pm, about an hour left before Harin comes back.
Yonghoon suddenly went out of his room and scooped Minsoo up.
"i finished my work for today. should i bring Minsoo out for a walk and welcome Harin?"
Hyungu closed his laptop and volunteered to follow Yonghoon.
"Dongmyeong and Giuk should rest."
"mm Hyungu hyung. Dongmyeong and I will prepare the ingredients for dinner after we rest for abit."
the two older boys nodded and prepared to go out with Minsoo.
they walked and reached a playground near the apartment. since Minsoo was too small to go down the slide by himself, Hyungu carried him and played together. everytime Hyungu and Minsoo reached the bottom, Yonghoon would make funny noises, making the baby giggle loudly.
after playing on the slide for a few times, Hyungu and Yonghoon sat on the empty swings side by side. Minsoo was securely seated on Hyungu's lap as he swung back and forth slowly.
"foooshh~" Minsoo cutely babbled as he felt the wind hit his face.
Yonghoon and Hyungu looked at each other and chuckled at the adorable baby.
"oh Minsoo, look who's here !" Yonghoon prompted as he pointed to the busstop. Hyungu stood up to let Minsoo see.
"rinnie!!!! unc rinnie!!" Minsoo exclaimed excitedly.
Harin heard the baby's voice from afar and jogged to the three boys.
"aww did Minsoo wait for Uncle Harin?"
Minsoo looked at Harin with sparkles in his eyes and grinned. Harin chuckled and took Minsoo from Hyungu.
"you are so cute!! look at you drooling from being too excited~" Harin cooed and wiped Minsoo's chin with Yonghoon's help.
"let's go home and prepare for dinner!"
"mm mm Hoon nyam nyam!" Minsoo mumbled and pointed to the apartment.
"yes Uncle Yonghoon's nephew is so smart, like uncle like nephew~~" Yonghoon praised.
Harin and Hyungu just went on with him, as long as their oldest brother was happy.
during dinner, Dongmyeong excitedly suggested the idea he and Giuk thought of together earlier.
"how about we go on a picnic at the park this weekend ? Minsoo is going to love spending time with all 5 of us outside!"
the baby happily clapped his hands when he heard his name being said.
"meong meong!!"
"hehe yess Uncle Dongmyeong loves you too~" Dongmyeong scrunched his nose as he poked Minsoo's round cheek.
"that's a good idea! the weather these days seem nice too" Yonghoon acknowledged.
"then it is set! we can go buy some ingredients for the picnic too when we go grocery shopping tomorrow." Hyungu suggested.
as planned, Hyungu and Dongmyeong went to the supermarket the next day and brought Minsoo with them. they made sure Minsoo was full first before going out. Hyungu tightened the baby carrier and pecked Minsoo's head.
"let's go~"
Dongmyeong was relieved the supermarket was not that crowded. he quickly took the things they wrote on the shopping list to not waste any time.
"gugu! gugu!" Minsoo called as he tried to reach for something behind Hyungu.
"hmm?" Hyungu turned around and saw a brightly packed biscuits. the bright orange colour must have attracted Minsoo.
"i don't think you can eat those yet, baby.."
"gugu?" Minsoo pouted.
Hyungu sighed and poked Minsoo's small nose.
"alright, we'll buy it for the packaging"
"gugu!!!" Minsoo happily exclaimed when he saw Hyungu putting the packet into the cart.
after buying the groceries and things for the weekend picnic, Hyungu and Dongmyeong decided to walk around the shopping mall for a bit.
"oh my god hyung!! that is super cute~ can we buy it for Minsoo? pleaaase!" Dongmyeong pleaded as he pulled Hyungu into a baby store.
the outfit Dongmyeong saw was a cute brown overalls. it was too cute to be ignored.
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"yayy! we can dress him up in the new outfit this weekend!"
Minsoo was a simple baby, when people around him were happy, he's also happy. Minsoo bounced excitedly to Dongmyeong's voice in the baby carrier.
"okay baby,, uncles are also excited to hang out with you~"
the long awaited weekend was finally here. the 5 boys were busy with their own tasks. Yonghoon was fixing the baby car seat, Harin and Hyungu were packing the food they made for the picnic, while Dongmyeong and Giuk were dressing Minsoo up.
Dongmyeong can't help but squish Minsoo's cheeks because he was extra cute after Giuk tied his thin hair into two small ponytails.
"omo, who is this handsome baby? of course no other than handsome Uncle Yonghoon's nephew~" Yonghoon sang as soon as he entered the house.
"but we are all handsome uncles and hyung, right Minsoo?" Dongmyeong held Minsoo's small hand and shook it gently.
Minsoo grinned. "meooong~".
after Hyungu and Harin were finished packing, the 6 boys finally started on their journey to the flower park.
"Minsoo~ look here!" Dongmyeong called out as Harin quickly snapped a few pictures of the cute baby.
"hey, let's take a family selfie!" Yonghoon suggested as he held Minsoo close to his chest. the other 4 boys gathered closer to Yonghoon as Harin took their picture.
the boys managed to find a spot under a big tree so they were shaded from the hot sun. they ate the food and snacks that Harin and Hyungu made deliciously. even Minsoo asked for seconds.
they then played around with Minsoo, Yonghoon sang some nursery rhymes for his cute nephew as the other boys did some simple moves that Minsoo could follow. they made sure Minsoo was having a fun time with them.
"oh Minsoo, it's your mom!" Yonghoon quickly answered the videocall from his cousin. his cousin would call everyday to check on Minsoo and the boys.
"hi noona!"
"hi Yonghoon! i heard you guys are on a picnic now? is Minsoo doing okay? did he make a fuss ?"
"Minsoo is fine, he is a good boy! here look at him!"
Yonghoon turned the phone so the camera was facing Minsoo.
"Minsoo~ it's mommy!"
"mama!!"
"aww look at your outfit today ! it's so cute, your uncles really have a good taste in clothings. Minsoo, mommy miss you so much. i will fetch you tomorrow, okay?"
Yonghoon turned back the phone and continued talking with his cousin.
"and boys, Minsoo looks so happy today! he must really love you boys so much! i know i say this everyday but thank you so much for taking good care of my son! you boys continue having fun together okay,, see you tomorrow!".
after bidding goodbye, the 5 boys continued playing with Minsoo. they stayed at the park for a few more hours. Minsoo even took a nap on Yonghoon's lap while his uncles enjoyed the fresh breeze.
it had been a while since they were able to relax with nature. not that they were too busy to do that, it just didn't cross their mind to spend time like this together. they were grateful to Minsoo because he gave them the opportunity to experience such a fun time.
the next morning was awkwardly gloomy. Minsoo's things were already organised at one side of the house. the 5 boys were playing with Minsoo in the living room as if playing together yesterday at the park wasn't enough.
"i'm so attached to Minsoo already. i don't think i can sleep without him tonight." Giuk sadly said as he carressed Minsoo's arm who was holding onto the hamster plushie that he gave on the first day that they met.
"i had fun making his baby food. it's amazing how this little thing could eat other than milk. thanks for enjoying my cooking, Minsoo! Uncle Rinnie will cook again for you when you are bigger!".
Yonghoon sighed and pouted. "you guys staying over for a whole week was so much fun. i'm gonna feel so lonely when you guys go back home."
"aww hyung,, you know we will always visit you. me especially! i will crash into your apartment often!" Dongmyeong comforted.
"yeah hyung, Minsoo or no Minsoo, we are always a call away!" Hyungu supported.
the gloomy atmosphere turned gloomier when the front door bell was rung. it was time to send Minsoo off back to his parents.
Yonghoon greeted his cousin and invited her in as the other boys took turns giving Minsoo a goodbye hug.
"take good care of mr hamster okie? wook hyung loves Minsoo so much!"
"Uncle Gugu also loves Minsoo! stay healthy, baby."
"my cute cute Minsoo, Uncle Meong loves you so much."
"you have to eat well and grow up healthily, okay? Uncle Rinnie also loves Minsoo!"
Yonghoon was the last one to hug. he was sad but he knew he had a higher chance of meeting Minsoo more in the future as they were close relatives.
"the next time we meet, you must be healthy, alright Minsoo? Uncle Hoon loves Minsoo soooo much!".
Yonghoon's cousin took Minsoo from his arms and bowed to the 5 boys.
"thank you so much for taking a really good care of Minsoo. i'm sure he had a good time with you boys. tell me when you all are available, i would like to treat you all to a meal. a meal is not even enough, honestly. maybe two or three meals would be great too!"
after Minsoo's father took all of his things, it was really time to part ways now. Minsoo was not smiling nor crying. he just stared at his five uncles blankly as he waved goodbye with his tiny hand. it was hard to close the front door but they eventually had to leave.
the once lively living room was now so quiet. it was amazing how 1 baby could make the mood so happy. now that he went back home, the 5 boys felt empty.
Harin sighed as he sat up. "guys, i miss Minsoo already.."
it had only been about 2 hours since Minsoo left.
"me too.." Hyungu mumbled.
"Yonghoon hyung, can we videocall Minsoo? pleaaase!" Dongmyeong requested.
of course Yonghoon would agree. he wanted to see his cute nephew's face. Yonghoon texted his cousin in advance before giving her a call.
"hi Minsoo!" the 5 boys greeted in sync as soon as Minsoo's face popped up on the phone screen.
Minsoo whose expression was blank like earlier turned into a happy smile. his eyes sparkled when he saw the 5 boys that he was already missing too.
"UNCS!!" ('uncles' but baby talk)
no matter how many kilometres apart they were from each other, the 6 boys' hearts were still as closely packed together as ever.
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a/n : i've always wanted to see ONEWE taking care of a kid, so i wrote a whole imagine for it 😂 hope yall enjoyed it!
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Tendae (텐데) || (M) Teach Me pt.4
You realized that Wooseok is the one person that can bring you comfort whenever you two are together, and the holiday spent alone with him only intensified the tingly feeling inside that scares you so much.
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→ Pairing: Wooseok x Reader
→ Genre: Smut
→ Words:  4.5K
→ Contains: Smut; Friends To Lovers; Virgin!Wooseok; fingering; there is a small anxiety attack at the beginning; lots of touches; conflicted feelings
→ A/n: So, this chapter incorporates 2 requests that have been recently sent to us, thank you so much to the people who've done it, it was really nice to imagine Wooseok in these situations and turns out we are a sucker for him (can you blame us tho?). Anyway, we hope you guys like it! (Also, yes, the title is inspired by Bobby's song, because that has GOT to be their theme song, it's perfect)
→ Index: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
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You tried to sleep, really. You put on some calming music and the tv was on to keep the room dim light but it was no use. Tossing and turning in bed was something that became a habit after you had to deal with your life choices. You got yourself in a really tiring situation, between babysitting your best friends and dealing with two simultaneous educational courses, you barely had time alone to just relax. To make it worse, the rain started to pour heavily outside and you sighed, it was only a matter of time for the nightmare to begin. Sometimes even you forgot how scared you were of thunder and storms, they didn't occur often and when it rained, it was light but you just knew that an anxiety attack was on the way when the first loud thunder resonated. Covering your head with the blanket, you sank into the mattress and wished for it to go away. There was only so much you could deal with by sighing and wishing for the best. The noises got louder and the light music was no longer catching your ears, tears now threatening to fall and your fear only growing bigger. It seemed like a couple of minutes went by you figured, even though it felt like hours to you and there was no sign of the storm stopping. A somehow even louder bang caught your attention and you jumped, how the hell did it thunder inside your room?
"Y/N?", a desperate whisper was heard by the door and you cautiously peeked from under the covers. Wooseok was standing by the door with a pillow under his arm and his hand holding his chest as if to catch his breath. "I was asleep, the thunder woke me up. Sorry it took me so long to come", he said, still whispering, maybe to not scare you even more.
You nodded without being able to speak, you just knew the tears would fall if you tried. Wooseok closed the door behind him and even jumped lightly when another thunder filled the room. That spurred him on, quickly moving to gently pry the blanket from your head and you scooted over, making room for him, only to have him settle quickly with his own pillow and pull the covers back up, covering both of your heads. He smiled sweetly at you and opened his arms in invitation, one which you gladly accepted. The moment your head was against his chest you cried, feeling protected like this after the overwhelmed fear you felt so strongly was too much and you felt Wooseok hugging you stronger. Your small sobs were barely audible because of the thunder but you knew he felt how your body moved as you cried and you were thankful he just hugged you in silence. You heard him hum to some tune and you wondered if he could hear the music you had put to sleep.
"Y/N?", Wooseok called you and you moved your head back to look at his face, "are you still crying?", as he asked it, you let out a sniff, making you both chuckle.
"Does that answer you?", your voice wasn't sounding normal and even then you knew it was okay because he understood it.
"I remember when I didn't get much screen time at a tv show and you found me crying in my room…".
You remembered that. It was at the beginning of the friendship, he was reserved and shy but when they guys showed up looking awkward and Wooseok just walked past everyone, you had to follow him. He was under the covers and you heard the small whimpers of crying and you didn't think twice, your instinct told you to slip into the mattress with him, you laid down to watch a wide-eyed Wooseok who was sniffing and trying to control his crying. You understood how he must have felt, not good enough because the editing and the hosts ignored him almost completely. You needed to show him he was so much more than that but he was too reserved for you to know what to do, so you just held him and he quickly hid his face in your neck and cried until he fell asleep. Since that you always shared a bed and got so much closer.
"I remember that too", you said, your crying slowing down. "I'm glad you let me stay that day". He sighed, holding you closer.
"I'm glad too". He shyly kissed the top of your head and went back to humming a song. Paying attention to the vibration of his chest and his warmth, you soon fell asleep even as it still poured outside.
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Waking up was the hardest part since it was a while that you slept so well. Moving a bit you noticed that the blanket was no longer covering your head but Wooseok was still next to you, hand-holding close by the waist. He was soundly asleep and you sighed, torn between wanting to stay with him and needing to start your day. The struggle didn't last long as you needed to go to the bathroom, so you wiggled a bit so he could let go of you but you ended up being pulled closer against him, his hand possessive around you. He groaned in his sleep, displeased that you were moving and you chuckled silently, now taking his hand in yours to move it away from you. For a second you let your fingers intertwine and you smiled, a warmth you knew all too well invading your chest but as always, you decided to ignore it and move away.
The house was abnormally quiet and you did your morning hygiene quickly and surprisingly in peace. After choosing a comfortable slip-on dress, you got into the kitchen which was also weirdly empty. Usually, at least one person was rummaging around for snacks and you made sure to look around to search for any of the boys. As you made your favorite breakfast food and drink, you noticed the fridge covered in small notes in all different colors and shapes, each of them from one of the boys letting you and Wooseok know that they'd be out. Some would be traveling since it was a holiday, others would be visiting their families and you frowned, you didn't even know it was a holiday, studies were taking up most of your time and all you knew was your deadlines. Opening the group chat for the house, that featured all the boys, you typed a quick text wishing them a good holiday break and resumed eating.
After finishing, you slightly debated if you should go to your own home to study but with a sigh and a shy amused smile, you got up and went to the empty room they reserved for you so you grab your notebook. The boys going to the army was something not very pleasant but at least you got a bed and a room to yourself, lucky two of them went almost together.
You got inside quietly and tiptoed around the bed so as to not wake up the giant asleep on the bed, his feet almost completely out of it. Your backpack was at reach and you took it with you as silent as you could. With your back turned to the bed, you made sure to look twice to see if you forgot anything.
"Tell me you made breakfast", a raspy sleepy voice resonated behind you. You jumped and your backpack almost flew away from your hands.
"Don't do that, Wooseok! Warn me before talking!", he laughed at that, arm resting on his face.
"Sure, I'll squeak before talking so you don't get scared", he was fully laughing and you watched him fondly.
"Shut up", you slightly pouted and he sat upon the bed, moving so you could almost stand between his knees. "There is breakfast but I should eat it myself for that".
"I just woke up, Y/N. Give me a break", he smiled and gosh, wasn't he charming, hair all messy, voice deep from sleep, made you remember all the times you two shared touches, your cheeks feeling warm.
As if sensing where your mind was going, Wooseok slowly moved his arms and placed his hands on your waist, barely touching it. Your first answer was to drop the backpack and place your hands on his shoulders, moving closer. When he stretched his upper body, your body knew what to do before you even registered the action. You moved lower and your foreheads touched, such an intimate touch and yet so innocent. Both of you whispered good morning shyly and like waking up from a dream you almost flinched away, grabbing your things from the floor and clearing your throat.
"There's food ready. I'm gonna study, alright?", he nodded a bit stunned by your sudden change. "Everyone is away and it's just the two of us today", and with that, you walked away.
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The morning went by without a single problem, you focused on your studies while Wooseok watched something with headphones or just played on his phone. Your only breaks were bathroom breaks and you were almost certain that you wouldn't even drink water if Wooseok didn't leave a bottle there every half hour.
Lunchtime came and you got up your chair to stretch and rummage through your phone, sitting next to Wooseok. Part of you noticed how there was a full empty large couch and two chairs available but you still sat on the two-seat couch thigh to thigh with him. You shook your head physically to get rid of these thoughts and quickly opened the food delivery app, nudging Wooseok to check it with you.
It wasn't a hard task to decide on lunch since you two knew what you liked and soon enough the food arrived. The small chit-chat was alien even to you and part of you knew that it was because you fled his embrace earlier. That scared you because even though you started whatever you two have it shouldn't be affecting you this much. Of course, he was your best friend and you knew everything about each other, and yeah, knowing a girl at work was coming onto Wooseok was bothering you and staying alone with him like this made you nervous like never before but hey, if you ran away it'd go away sometime, right?
After eating, Wooseok took care of the dishes and you laid on the big couch, closing your eyes for a moment to at least pretend everything was normal. After a few minutes of you being completely still, you felt a presence in the room and then the external lights went missing and the dark of your closed eyes got even darker. You opened one eye and fought back a smile to see Wooseok standing and looming over you curiously.
"What", you breathed out.
"Checking if you didn't die", he seemed serious and that made you crack, sitting up while laughing hard after he stepped back and he sat next to you, his arm going to your shoulder like it was natural. Did you two always do stuff like that? You weren't even sure but you let yourself enjoy the moment for a bit before going back to reality. "Seriously, you looked dead".
"That was my soul you were seeing", you smiled at his horrified face and you held it with both hands. "I'm joking, silly. I'm just too tired". Without thinking straight, the impulse to feel the moment was too strong and you left a peck on his mouth, quick and yet it made a small sound. "Gonna go study", you rushed over your words, getting up like a lightning bolt and running to the table. If you looked back, you could see a blush spreading on his face, him watching you, face torn between amusement and shock.
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It wasn't before three hours went by that Wooseok showed up at the table you were studying on and threw a bag of chips on it.
"Not hungry", you mumbled, a very important part of the analysis you were writing was being refined and you were so close to finishing it that you barely looked up.
The sound of the chair next to you being pulled didn't bother you, neither did the sound of a bag being open. Somehow not even Wooseok sloppily placing a chip on your mouth didn't bother you either. What did bother you was his face showing up between you and the computer screen.
"Move!", you said rather loudly. He didn't answer and moved, thankfully. Some minutes went by and the chips kept coming for which you were thankful.
As you finished writing and started proofreading what you wrote, you felt the ghost of a hand touching your thigh. You frowned and looked at him, who was casually scrolling on his phone with the hand that was away from you, even though you noticed his cheeks being red. You took a deep breath and resumed reading, only to have your thigh gently squeezed by him.
"What are you doing?", you said through your teeth. Since when does he have the nerve to touch you like that?
"I'm checking my phone", he showed you his phone, looking at you as if you were crazy and his actions were obvious.
"Wooseok, I'm busy right now".
"Oh, I know, Y/N". The hand squeezed harder and you shuddered. Shit.
You decided to see how far he could take this and honestly how far could you rest it, so you just ignored it once again. Your mind was on the verge of shutting down but you were almost finishing so you pushed forward. All the time you read, his hand went further on your thigh, reaching your pelvis but not really touching you. It was driving you mad and the way he pretended he did nothing was somehow attractive.
When you finished reading and started closing the software, his hand got braver and touched you through your panties, rubbing lightly, long fingers teasing the extension of it. The tension of his hand on you this whole time was taking all your attention and you bit your lip to not smile as you closed everything. Truth is, there was no way you could focus on anything other than Wooseok with his hand on you like that and you knew how shy he was, so you read your work as sloppy as you could, not paying attention at all, just to make him stay a bit longer.
Your back fell on the chair and you groaned, his finger insistently massaging your clit through the panties. You looked at him then, his phone forgotten on the table, his other hand gripping his pants' leg enough to turn the knuckles white. His eyes were trained on you, his mouth slightly parted and breathing irregular. He looked as affected as you were and you were the one being touched, you reached to his nape and caressed the hair gently, hoping to get to him how grateful you were for him.
The action spurred him on, his hand moving to touch you inside the panties and that got you surprised. You'd be lying if you didn't think he never looked hotter than now, the hand caressing his locks now gripping it. He groaned when he felt how wet you already were for him and moved his hand harder on your clit, getting small whimpers from you. Your hips moved on their own accord, his other hand now touching himself above the pants and you noticed.
You snapped when he flicked your clit perfectly as he gripped his member and hissed, the stimulation being too much for you. Moving fast, you got his hand away from you and straddled Wooseok fast enough to surprise him. Luckily he caught on quickly and held you, hands firm on your ass. You kissed him with fervor, hands making a mess of his hair and it almost seemed like no matter how close you were it wasn't close enough.
You moved your hips almost too desperately and he matched your rhythm, giving as good as he got and you moaned, the whole thing too hot. All the times you two had together flashed through your mind and it only spurred you further, lust overpowering anything else.
"Y/N", he whimpered as you moved just right on top of him, his hips stuttering. "We can't do this here", he panted out.
You stopped and looked at him. His eyes were dark and he was out of breath, his hands never once relenting his grip on you, his hair was a mess and his lips were red and plump from kissing. The pang on your heart almost made you back out, get up and leave but his face was watching adoringly, also lust-driven, and he started leaving small kisses on your neck. You knew you lost the fight.
"Since when you know how to be so bold?", you chuckled and he followed, the humming feeling good on your skin.
"You taught me", was his simple answer, kissing your mouth gently. "We can go to my room if you want or we can go where you're sleeping".
"Your room. It'd be too weird to do this in Jinho's and Hui's room, right?", you smiled and he answered in kind, helping you get up at once and holding your hand during the walk upstairs.
You were very nervous out of a sudden and you didn't even know why. It wasn't your first time with anyone and you knew what you were doing. You taught him after all. But when you felt his hand slightly shake when you reached the room it finally dawned on you. If things went where you felt they would, it would be the first time with him. It would be his first time when it came to actual sex.
Wooseok opened the door and waited for you to enter so he could close and lock it behind you. Even though you were alone in the house, you knew it was better to be safe than sorry here. As you expected, he was nervous and stood there looking at you with his hands on his sides. You smiled fondly, your heart taking leaps on your chest and you touched his face gently.
"It's okay. It's just me". He smiled, kissing you slowly, savoring the moment just like you were. "We don't need to do anything else, reall-"
"I want it", he cut you off eagerly. Then he laughed shyly and gave you a peck. "If you want to, that is".
"Of course I do", you felt a sudden calm wash over you, and that made sense. Not knowing where stood and now having sure he wanted this as much as you made you feel better.
You took a step back and took your dress off, leaving you in your undergarments. He did the same seconds later, standing there in his underwear. Holding his hand, you took you both to his bed and since it was a tight fit, you laid him down and sat on top of him, gently laying down to kiss him and moved with it. That seemed to ease him into it again, this was something you did before and he excitedly followed, rubbing his hard member on your clothed core.
The moans coming out of your mouth were needier than you intended but your body needed him badly and you knew he was the same. You didn't waste time getting up and losing the rest of your clothes, staying naked in front of him. You fought your own shyness back as he stood again and took off his underwear. Wooseok stared at you for a second and then smiled, kissing you tenderly and laying back on the bed. You followed and laid next to him, touching him just like the first time, him nervously watching you only this time was during broad daylight and he was more confident, his own hands traveling across your body, feeling your breasts, your stomach, your arms, everywhere he could reach.
"Do you have any condom?", you whispered.
"Yeah, top drawer". Honestly, you didn't know what answer you expected but you raised your eyebrow at him as you got up to get it.
"Can I ask?", you said coming back.
"One of the guys gave it to me when a girl at work invited me out", Wooseok answered shyly, barely looking at you.
You scoffed and straddled him, letting his cock fit on your slick slit and you moved lightly.
"Too bad you'll be using it with me, isn't it?", you said with more intensity than you expected. "I heard about this girl before", you kissed his neck teasingly, he could stare at you and hold onto your waist. "What was she thinking? That she could take you away from me?", jealousy waking over, and even you were surprised. The first time you heard about the girl you got mad but apparently it was bottled up so nicely inside you that you only noticed now.
"N-no", he stuttered as you bit his neck, hips never stopping its movement. "I kept it because I wanted to use it with you". You stopped. Did he want to do this with you? Wooseok was hoping to get you alone and go all the way with you. It was different hearing it directly from him and you were stunned. He saw it and smiled, it was his turn to kiss you, his upper body more sat up than laying down. His hand caressed your cheek and he looked deeply into your eyes. "I want you".
You could have sworn time froze and your heart stopped. He was staring so intently at you that you felt frozen, only remembering to answer when he changed from intense to doubtful and you were quick to kiss him and hoped that the kiss would tell him everything you couldn't. After you came up for air, you quickly sat next to him and put the condom on for him, which he watched attentively.
"I want you on top of me", you said in a small voice. After all you said, somehow you felt pliant, needing his proximity to deal with it.
Wooseok obliged and you quickly adjusted on his bed, his frame towering over you. Your hands were on his face, thumbs caressing it gently while he supported himself in one hand and aligned himself with the other. You nodded when he faltered, waiting for your approval. As he entered you, two things were registered by your lust hazed brain. The first one was how deliciously he stretched you, you enjoyed his dick before but now you just knew you were doomed. The second one was how lost in pleasure he already looked when he got inside inch by inch. He was dragging the movement to get inside, going slowly and you didn't think it was for you. His mouth was open and a long groan escaped him.
He looked at you a bit desperate, needing to move as quickly as you'd let him and you almost chuckled. You settled for a smile and moved your hips up, indicating he could move. He started slow, going almost completely out before thrusting inside hard. His pace was driving you mad, hands now roaming on his back while his face was buried on your chest, kissing and licking his way all over it.
You endured it as much as you could because it was so good and he seemed so lost in pleasure but it got unbearable and with a hushed "please go faster" you pleaded. Usually, you were vocal during sex but somehow you were so lost in pleasure and in feeling his body all over yours, his cock moving so perfectly inside that you seemed lost for words. Wooseok quickly changed his pace with a grunt and his noises started to come out. Your mouth was open while you tried to keep your eyes open as well but failed many times. You could see he was trying the same but more often than not he got lost in your chest or closed his eyes in pleasure.
You knew neither of you would be able to last longer and it felt like heaven to feel him getting closer to his orgasm with you, his body moving fast and him gripping the sheets while he supported himself on his upper arms. You were sure his back had a few scratches because it was just too good to know you were marking him, his noises while you did that didn't help at all. Wooseok didn't need to say anything to you. Neither you did to him, you were in sync even then and he gave you space to touch your clit, which you gladly did. He tried to warn you but he couldn't, he came with a shout mid-sentence, body trembling as much as yours. Your orgasm followed his, watching him being too much to handle and the overstimulation was perfect.
You two kept moving even after, riding off both of your highs, and all the while you stared at each other's eyes. His stare was so full of feeling that you felt breathless a bit, you closed your eyes, relying on your orgasm to blame if he asked, even if you knew he wouldn't. He awkwardly laid next to you because he could barely fit and you laughed, moving to the side so he could fit. Wordlessly he took the condom out and tied it, placing it next to the bed and you made a mental note to not forget that there.
Laying facing each other you didn't know what to say so you giggled, amused, nervous, and happy at the same time and so did he, possibly for the same reasons. Wooseok moved so you could lay on his chest and so you did, even though you wiggle up in the bed to lay your head on top of the pillow, body seeking support on his. You kept staring at each other until he moved to give you a peck and a small nudge nose to nose. Butterflies invaded your stomach and you felt yourself holding on for dear life inside.
"Do you feel as fucked as I am?", Wooseok said.
"What sense of the word are we talking here, Wooseokie?", you laughed with him.
"You know what I'm talking about. You know, the stares and stuff", his way with words made you smile. You were thankful you didn't feel it alone.
"Yeah, then I feel as fucked as you are…", you kissed him and caressed his hair again, earning a noise almost like a purr.
"Hm. What do we do?", he asked while caressing your hair as well.
"I don't know. Decide what's for dinner?".
"Easy. Pizza", he answered naturally and you snuggled closer.
"Then what we do is call the pizza place". You said quickly and he agreed with a hum. "But now we nap".
"Nap first, pizza later", he said almost asleep and honestly you were the same, the atmosphere too cozy and nice to not succumb to sleep. Maybe you were fucked but at least you were with your adorable dork.
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headaching · 3 years
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hey beck!! how abt dizzy on the comedown? i'm in love with the two excerpts you posted 🥺 the mailee one specially! now that i think abt it, i'm almost 100% sure i've never read any mailee fic, so thank you very much for your writing <3
thank you so so much! the mailee fic is painfully close to being finished 💘here's the excerpt from dizzy on the comedown
One night, a couple weeks before Sokka and Zuko moved into their apartment, Zuko fell asleep while they were still on video call. Sokka looked up from his game controller to his phone and found him slumped over in his bed lifelessly.
“Zuko?” he asked, then again at a louder volume once he paused the game and picked up his phone. Zuko didn’t stir.
Sokka smiled at his screen and watched for a moment, wondering if he should hang up. Decidedly, Sokka brought his phone with him as he got ready for bed, just in case Zuko woke up. Back in his room, Sokka rigged his phone charger so he could use it while resting the phone against the wall.
Before he turned off his lamp, Sokka whispered, “Good night, Zuko.” Not a single night of the summer had passed without Sokka saying it, and he wasn’t about to give that up.
When Sokka awoke, his eyes made contact with a black screen, to his admittedly unjustified disappointment. He checked the time and saw it was past ten, so Zuko had surely been up for hours.
The only notification on his home screen was a text from Zuko: “Sorry.” Sokka smiled at the formal capitalization and punctuation as he crafted his response.
“all good. it was kinda nice??” Sokka’s thumb hovered over the send button before finally pulling the trigger.
Zuko’s reply only took a minute or two. “Yeah. Talk to you tonight?” Sokka rolled his eyes, but he knew better than to expect any tone indication while texting Zuko.
“you know it!”
Over twelve hours later, when Zuko yawned loudly and laid his head on his pillow, Sokka asked, “Tired?” Zuko didn’t open his eyes or change his position, but nodded and made an adorably sleepy noise. Thankful Zuko couldn’t see his nervous expression, Sokka implored, “Should we call it a night?”
Zuko sat upright and squinted at his screen. “I don’t know…” he said in a prompting way, his downturned eyes an indication of embarrassment.
“Or,” Sokka filled in like it was his own suggestion, “we could do what we did last night?”
“Really?” Zuko asked flatly, but Sokka’s nod was encouraging.
“Yeah. Like I said, it was nice.”
“You said it was kinda nice,” Zuko corrected, crossing his arms stubbornly, “and you used two question marks.” Sokka laughed; this was all the tone indication he needed.
“Yeah, that means I one hundred percent thought it was nice. Keep up,” Sokka teased, and Zuko scowled at him.
He grumbled something like, “Makes no sense,” but it was too low for Sokka to be sure.
“What about you?” Sokka asked curiously, and Zuko looked up with furrowed brows.
“What about me?”
“Did you think it was nice?” Sokka poorly disguised a smirk. “Or just kinda nice with two question marks?” Zuko breathed that easy laugh Sokka grew prouder of each time he heard. When Zuko was done shaking his head at him, Sokka added much more seriously, “Or not nice at all?”
“No,” Zuko said quickly, then picked his phone up from whatever he had it propped up on to hold it closer to his face. He looked at Sokka with earnestly and added, “It was nice.”
Sokka asked, “Were you surprised when you woke up?” and attempted to sound like he hadn't been thinking about it all day.
“Kind of,” Zuko replied, then bit his lip. “I remember lying down last night and thinking I should let you go, but you were playing your game and…” Zuko bit back his words once more, and for the millionth time that summer, Sokka wished they were speaking in person.
“And?” Sokka repeated softly.
“I don’t know. I closed my eyes, and listened to you yelling at the game, and it was weirdly comforting?” A sticky warmth spiked through Sokka’s bloodstream. “That never really happens. I don’t just fall asleep like that.”
“Oh,” Sokka said, resisting the urge to ask why not.
Zuko seemed to choose his next words carefully, “When I woke up and saw you sleeping, I was definitely surprised, then.”
“Why?”
“I thought you would’ve hung up.”
“I thought about it,” Sokka admitted. “I wasn’t sure if you would’ve thought it was weird.”
When Zuko automatically confirmed, “Not weird,” Sokka’s blushing cheeks found no refuge from Zuko’s now fully awake stare.
“Not weird. Not kinda nice,” Sokka agreed and relished their shared smile. “It was comforting for me, too.”
“It was?”
“Yeah. I think I sleep better knowing someone’s there if I need them,” Sokka said slowly, then straight into Zuko’s pixelated eyes, “or if they need me.”
Moments of silence crept by, and Sokka could hear Zuko’s heavy breath. His lips parted and he whispered, “I…” He sighed in exasperation, then tried again, “I…” Sokka didn’t need him to say it.
“I know." Sokka assured. "Me, too.”
Zuko gave a reprieved nod and smile. Sokka once again couldn’t contain a grin of his own, and he didn’t want to. “Alright,” Zuko said, seeming unsure of what else to say.
“Why don’t we hang up and get ready for bed, then you can call me back,” Sokka suggested.
“Okay,” Zuko agreed, and the call was over.
Sokka stared at his home screen in shock, then his thumbs were typing a quick text, “you didn’t say goodbye? rude :(”
Zuko’s reply didn’t come until Sokka was brushing his teeth. “I’m calling you again in five minutes?”
With his toothbrush still in his mouth, Sokka typed, “still rude!”
Zuko’s reply was immediate, “Bye,” and almost caused Sokka to choke on his spit.
Sure enough, not five minutes later, Sokka was sitting upright in his bed answering a video call from Zuko.
"Hey," Zuko murmured when Sokka answered. He was lying in his bed with the comforter pulled up to his neck; he seemed ready to fall asleep at any moment.
Satirically wounded, Sokka asked, "Oh, so you're capable of greetings, but not goodbyes?"
Zuko rolled his eyes throughout the entire time he spoke. "Sokka," he said, making a mockery of politeness, "I'm so very sorry I hung up on you without saying goodbye. There will be shame on my family for a thousand years."
Sokka howled a laugh and watched as Zuko shook his head at him, but he was laughing, too. "And not a minute less," Sokka warned, then climbed under his covers and adjusted them under his arms.
When Sokka was settled, Zuko was quick to mutter, “Goodnight,” and turn to face the wall, obstructing himself from Sokka’s view.
“Night,” Sokka replied, but watched Zuko curiously as his head peeked over his shoulder.
“Love you,” he murmured, and Sokka’s heart was working overtime.
Before Zuko could second guess himself, Sokka assured, “Love you, too,” and Zuko was facing the wall again.
Sokka watched Zuko's unmoving silhouette, stunned, the words reverberating around his skull like little lightning zaps. Sokka's mind ambled to their first and only other admittance of love, and how it was initiated by Sokka in the dark under the guise of drunkenness.
There, in Sokka's bed, he was the farthest from Zuko he had ever been physically, and Zuko decided to tell him he loved him. Sokka's rapidly coursing veins, his constricting lungs, his interminable imagination all wanted to know, Why?
The answer would not come that night, or perhaps ever, Sokka was afraid. But he reconciled with his curiosity, put it to bed, and greeted the wash of wholeness left in its place like it had always been there. Maybe it has, Sokka decided, and let it carry him into a dream.
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I Like You A Latte
Requested by @dumble-daddy​ - “coffee!!!! shop!!!! au!!!! where the barista keeps writing bad pickup lines on bby elijah’s cup every time he orders a drink!!! and he just looks at them like!!!! dAMN!!!!” I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS!! I hope you like it!!!💗💓
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Pairing: Human! Elijah x Female! Reader
Word Count: 2370+
Warnings: hmmm none
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Monday mornings in Manhattan can be one of two things: they can either be an inspiring start to your week or sheer hell, and for Y/N it seemed to be shifting towards the latter today. She dashed out of the subway and started running for her life – she was going to be late for her shift at Starbucks, and her insufferable manager would have her head. Six minutes to 8 am, she thought, checking her watch, okay, I can get there in four. "Shit, I'm sorry!" she yelled as she bumped hard into a woman's shoulder, who gave her a dirty look, but she couldnt risk stopping. 
The infamous green logo was finally in visibility, and in a minute she was bursting through the side doors into the kitchen, then bending from the waist clutching the excruciating stitch in her side. "Damn, girl", her friend and colleague Cami said, laughing and looking concerned at the same time, "what happened to you?"
Y/N couldn't speak from all the panting, she staggered over to an empty countertop and tied her apron strings while she caught her breath. "Oh God", she said, still slightly breathless, "I woke up so late today, I had to run all the way from the damn subway to here." Cami shot her a sympathetic grimace. "We should probably get out there before Tristan has a cow", she said, and both of them rushed through the door to the front counter. As usual, the place was fairly crowded with college students and sophisticated professionals alike. Y/N saw Tristan glare menacingly at the two of them, but since they weren't technically late he couldn't make a comment.
In an hour's time, Y/N felt as though she had served about three hundred Americanos and sugary sweet Frappuccinos, and she was already tired of it. In all honesty, she hated being a barista, but it was a means to an end, so four days a week she plastered a smile on her face and made people's coffee and mopped floors and took out trash. She needed the money to help pay off her student loans, not to mention rent. She saw her next customer walk up to the till out of the corner of her eye. "Good morning!" she said, keeping her voice unbearably chipper, "I'm Y/N, how can I help you today?" Her voice wavered as she got a proper look at him – he was probably the most handsome man she'd ever seen. He didn't look that much older than her, maybe three or four years at most, but everything about him screamed 'money', from his perfectly coiffed hair to the tailored suit to the expensive watch on his wrist. "Hello", he said with a crooked smile. His voice was deep, with an unusual yet captivating accent. "I'd like a tall latte with an extra shot, please." Y/N mentally pulled herself together and quickly took his order down.
"Can I get your name?", she asked, half because it was her job and the other half out of personal curiosity. "I'm Elijah", he replied. "Elijah. Cool name", she said, her wide smile becoming borderline manic with every passing second. God, he's hot. Who let him walk in here looking like freaking Adonis? "Excuse me", she heard him say distantly, snapping her back to reality. "I'm running a bit late, so if you wouldn't mind..."
"Yes! Of course, um, that'll be $3.75", she told him, feeling the embarrassment creeping up her neck. He handed her a five dollar bill, and slipped the change that she gave him back into the tip jar. Walking over to the coffee machine where Cami was working, Y/N swooned silently while she took a peek at Elijah. "Holy crap, that guy you're serving is crazy hot", she whispered. "I know right?!" Y/N whispered back, as she pushed a few buttons, waiting for the machine to pour out his drink. She fidgeted nervously, debating the extremely bad idea that was running through her mind. "Okay, you know how you say I never do anything crazy, or take risks? I'm about to do something crazy", she said in a rush, picking up his latte and slapping a lid on it. She scribbled his name on the cup, plus a little something extra, and headed to the other end of the counter. "I have a tall latte, extra shot for Elijah!" she called out. He made his way through a small crowd of people to the front. "Thank you", he said to her, giving her a friendly smile as he took the cup from her. "You're welcome and have a great day!"
"What did you do?" Cami asked, confusion on her face. "I may have written a coffee-related pick up line on his cup", she replied, covering her mouth with her hands. "Y/N! You did not just do that!" Cami said, shocked at her friend's sudden courage. "Well he's never been here before and I'll probably never see him again, so I figured why not?" she reasoned, as Cami burst out laughing. A furious voice suddenly boomed behind them. "I do not pay you two to chat." Both of them nervously turned around in unison. "Get back to work", Tristan scoffed. "Sorry, Tristan", they muttered apologetically, and back to work they went.
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Elijah got in the back seat of the car waiting outside, and motioned for the driver to start moving. He was already ten minutes late for his first day at work: not a great way to set a good example. The traffic in Manhattan was so much heavier than back home in New Orleans. His feet tapped the floor of the car as though of their own accord – he was nervous to head an office on his own, without Father's help, and when he was nervous, coffee helped. As he took the first satisfying sip, he noticed something scrawled on the side of his cup, and took a closer look. Right below his name in small, untidy writing read, If you were ground coffee, you'd be espresso cause you're so fine. He almost dropped the cup in his initial shock – he wasn't used to such boldness – but then couldn't help but let out a long, loud laugh. Smooth move, Y/N, he thought sarcastically. He decided then that he would be coming back to that particular Starbucks a lot more in the future.
‐The next day-
Through the onslaught of yesterday's business meetings, Elijah found his mind continually wandering back to that terribly corny line on his coffee cup, and to her – and that's why he was standing outside the coffee shop again, in the hopes of seeing her. It took gumption and a certain lack of shame to take a shot like she did, and he liked that. But it was when he walked through the doors and caught sight of her behind the counter that he realised just how pretty she was, with eyes like stars and skin that glowed like a sunset. He waited in line impatiently for his turn.
Y/N was having a decent morning so far: thankfully she managed to get to work on time, and she was feeling weirdly cheerful after her stint with yesterday's hot guy. Thank God I'll never see him again, she thought, inwardly snickering, could you imagine the horror– "Hello", she heard a familiar voice say from behind. She froze at the sound of it. Good Lord, that's him.
Elijah noticed her eyes widen at the sight of him for just a moment before she composed herself. "Good morning!" she said in an unnaturally chirpy voice that he assumed was solely for the workplace, "I'm Y/N, what can I get you today?" He gave an amused chuckle. "I remember your name, Miss. And I'd like one tall latte with an extra shot please, same as yesterday." She took down his order, feeling his stare burning into her. "That'll be $3.75." He handed over the money, and put the change into the tip jar again. "Oh, it's Elijah, right?" she asked him, trying her hardest to be nonchalant. He hummed and nodded in response, and she turned around to walk away. "By the way," she heard him say behind her, "you're quite the writer, aren't you?" Her head whipped around to look at him. "I wasn't quite so impressed though. I think you can do better." A faint smirk formed on his lips, and he looked at her as though challenging her. She narrowed her eyes a degree and smirked back before walking off. He wanted more, well, he was gonna get it. She scribbled the cheesiest line she could think of onto the cup, laughing to herself at how bad it was.
He was waiting for her at the other end of the counter. "Here's your drink", she said, handing it to him with a smug smile on her face. "I hope you enjoy it." He laughed quietly. "I'm sure I will. You have a good day", he said, raising his cup to her and then walking out.
Elijah waited until he was back inside his car to read it. Bean thinking about you a latte and you are mocha me crazy! He burst out laughing, and couldn't stop smiling to himself the whole car ride long.
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Over the next few days, Elijah bought several drinks in exchange for more gems like You are just the way I like my coffee. Tall, dark and strong, and Careful, hot coffee! Oh wait, nevermind, not as hot as you. It became something that both of them looked forward to, until he stopped showing up. It been a week since she had seen him last, and every morning she would search through the crowd for him, to no avail.
"Hey," Cami said, sidling up to Y/N, trying to avoid Tristan's line of sight, "haven't seen your hot rich guy for a minute. What gives?" Y/N rolled her eyes dramatically. "First of all, his name is Elijah, and secondly, he is not my hot rich guy so I have no idea where he is." Just then, she thought she caught a glimpse of his car rolling up outside, and suddenly, there he was, as godly as ever. "Speak of the devil", Cami whispered teasingly. "Shut up", Y/N mouthed.
He made his way over to her in just a few strides. "Hey!" she exclaimed, genuinely pleased to see him. "Haven't seen you around in a while." He looked just as happy to see her. "I had to go back home for some time. Family drama", he explained. "I get that", she replied, "so what can I get ya?"
"The usual, please", he said, grinning, giving her the money. "Coming right up!" she said, about to turn away. "Oh, wait", he said. "I brought my own cup, if that's alright." He handed over a matte black reusable cup. "That's great", she said, taking it. "I'll have your drink ready in a minute."
Damn, even his coffee cup is fancy, she thought, turning it over in her hands to see his initials engraved on the side – E.M. She took off the lid, and to her surprise, found a folded up piece of paper inside. She took it out and unfolded it – it was a handwritten note, in penmanship just as immaculate as his suits. She read it discreetly so that no one could see.
Y/N,
The entire week that I was with my family, I found myself unable to stop thinking about you and your ghastly pick up lines. If you wouldn't mind, I would love to take you out someday. So... java number I can call you on?
Fondly, Elijah.
She blushed furiously and stuffed the note inside her pocket. As she waited for the machine to pour out his drink, she thought of what to write back. Of course she would love to go out with him, but she needed to think of something witty to say. Grabbing a tissue, she carefully wrote her reply on it, and placed it under his cup. He watched her walk towards him with a strange smile on his face.
"Here you go", she said quietly, brushing his hand accidentally-on-purpose as she handed him the cup. His skin was warm and rough. "Thank you", he replied, as he spotted what looked like a phone number on the tissue. He took a quick look at it.
Elijah,
I knew there was something brewing between the two of us. Yes, I'd love to go out with you. Call me :)
Y/N
He laughed softly to himself. She looked at him expectantly, wondering if he might say anything. "So I guess I'll see you soon, then", he said, eyes twinkling. "I guess you will", she replied, smiling back at him. Unexpectedly, he shot a sly wink at her, and she felt the blood rush back to her cheeks as he walked out the door.
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As Y/N got back to her tiny studio apartment that night after work and class, she heard the muffled sound of her ringtone. Pulling her phone out of her pocket, she saw an unknown number flashing on her screen. She answered it. "Hello?"
"Hello", she heard the familiar deep voice say. "This is Elijah." She chuckled, "I know it's you. Are you calling to say you miss my puns already?" It was his turn to laugh now. "As a matter of fact, I do miss them. So, I was wondering if I could hear some more this Friday over dinner." She shifted her weight from side to side, playing with an errant lock of hair. She had half-expected him to not call at all. "Um, yeah, yes. Friday is good, it's great." God, why am I so awkward, she thought, smacking the side of her head.
He wished she could see the smile on his face. "Great. I'll text you the details soon", he said. "Cool", she said, trying to hide the excitement in her voice. "Um, I should go. Gotta get up early tomorrow."
"Of course. I look forward to seeing you soon. Goodnight, Y/N", he said. "Goodnight", she said as she flopped onto her bed, an irrepressible grin on her face. She already knew she wouldn't be getting any sleep tonight.
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The Lovestruck~Chapter 18
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(2nd January)
5:30 am
"So cute."
Baekhyun's eyes squinted as someone's mumbles woke him up and felt a weigh on his lap making his eyes open. His gaze went down to see you sleeping peacefully with your head on his lap while hugging his arm around your neck making him smile.
He looked up to see a nurse checking up on Ria and walked out flashing a smile at you two. You woke up feeling your hair being tucked behind your ear and instantly locked eyes with Baekhyun.
"Oh, did I wake you up?"
Your eyes widened realizing the position and immediately sat up startling the latter and turned around a little to check up yourself if you were drooling and you didn't even brushed yet.
Then you noticed his jacket around you making your heart flutter but soon guilty as he would have been cold all night. You turned to see him stretching his neck and arms then he turned to you.
"Did you sleep well?"
You nodded. "I'm sorry, your neck must be aching."
"No worries, it's good that you slept well."
You stared at him blankly wondering why is he so nice to you and him being like this is definitely not good for your poor heart.
"Y/n?"
You heard Ria's voice making you both snap your head to her and saw her sitting up. You sprinted towards her making her sit up before engulfing her in a tight hug trying hard not to cry.
"Y/n? I get it, you love me but I can't breathe."
"Oh, sorry." You let go and she chuckled while you felt relieved seeing her fine.
"How are you feeling?" Baekhyun came forward behind you and Ria gave a smile indicating she's feeling better before doctor checked her and informed she's alright now.
"Thank goodness, you're okay." Baekhyun spoke as soon as doctor walked out while you both gave him a confused look.
"Or Y/n would have filled a bucket of tears." He joked giggling and Ria laughed while you narrowed your eyes at him.
"Why would you say it!?" You unconsciously hit his arm lightly and gasped realizing it but he didn't seemed to mind it while Ria watched your interaction like an interesting movie.
"Was it supposed to be a secret?" He looked at you innocently and you were about to speak but heard your bestfriend's giggling. "I know, she loves me too much."
"I don't!"
They both laughed and you closed your eyes embarrassed before the door opened revealing Chanyeol and he instantly smiled seeing Ria.
Then you noticed a middle-aged man behind him and he started speaking about yesterday's incident ending with an apology.
"It's okay, but just be careful next time." Ria spoke smilingly and you felt so proud as she didn't stretched the whole thing and the man went outside.
"You both should go home." Chanyeol looked at you both. "You must be tired, go home and freshen up, don't worry about her, I'm here."
You didn't protest and nodded before Chanyeol threw his car keys to Baekhyun and he caught it perfectly before you two walked out.
"Are you feeling alright now?" You looked at Baekhyun as he took a quick glance at you before looking ahead. "I mean, you don't have to feel guilty now."
You stared at him surprised. Were you being obvious?
"Well, I'm glad that everything's fine now because I was this close to give up on my driving." You put your index finger and thumb a little closer showing him.
He frowned. "Accidents happens, but it doesn't mean you should stop living."
You smiled at his words. "Philosophy much? But thank you for staying with me, though I feel bad for troubling you."
"You don't have to, I wanted to." He stopped the car before smiling at you and you just stared at him.
"Y/n? We've reached your home." He snapped you out and you muttered 'bye' before getting out and walked faster to your home leaving the latter confused.
***
The clock read 6:30 and you walked out of your washroom after a quick shower before standing infront your dressing table as you rubbed your hair with.
While doing so, your mind wandered about yesterday as how scared you were but how being with Baekhyun instantly made it fade away. All of a sudden, your crossed about the scene where Baekhyun hugged you and a shy smile formed on your lips.
As you looked back at the mirror, you flinched seeing your pink cheeks and palmed your cheek feeling its warmth.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you smiling? Snap out Y/n!" You scolded yourself through the mirror before walking away from the dressing table.
You weren't the only one, Baekhyun's cheeks were hurting now because he couldn't stop grinning while thinking about you and he was already missing you.
This was so new to him but he was happy. As he walked in the kitchen drying his hair, he saw boys already awake as Kyungsoo was making his breakfast.
After telling them about today, he sat on the couch with a grin and boys stared at him weirdly.
"Hyung, Are you thinking about Y/n?" Jongin asked making his snapped at him surprised. "Am I that obvious?"
"Very-wait! You didn't deny it!" Sehun exclaimed and realising it boys looked at Baekhyun shook.
"So you do admit that-"
"Yeah, I like Y/n." Baekhyun stated cutting off Jongdae and then everyone went silent for a minute then the sound of woos were erupted.
"Yah! Be quiet!" Kyungsoo shouted rubbing his ear before looking at Baekhyun. "I'm glad, you realized or I was going to knock your senses."
Baekhyun laughed but stopped when a question was thrown to him by Junmyeon.
"So when are you going to confess?"
He sighed. "I don't know yet and I don't even know if she likes me back."
"She does, I can see that but she's clueless just like you." Minseok said sipping his coffee.
"Do it or else someone else will do it before you."
Everyone averted their eyes to the entrance to see Chanyeol walking in and Baekhyun felt threatened.
"It won't happen." He said confidently and got some chuckles in return.
"This is so good to see Byun Baekhyun being threatened." Jongin snickered and got a cushion on the face thrown by Baekhyun.
"Shut up! And it's Hyung for you!"
***
Later that day, you were informed that Ria has gotten discharged and has been asked to rest for few days until she's completely fine.
You had to go to the college and you were already feeling lonely not having your bestfriend beside you but you were glad to have Baekhyun and his friends who didn't let you feel left out.
You noticed that Baekhyun and Rowoon have been talking comfortably now without any tension between which you were happy to witness.
However, one thing you found really strange that Chanyeol, Jongin and Sehun kept making weird eye gestures with Baekhyun but he kept ignoring them.
You just assumed that it would be their thing so you continued with your meal but then Baekhyun kept glancing at you and smiling which did nothing but erupted butterflies in your stomach.
***
You were currently at the café and stared at the happy Rose smiling. Well, it has been like this nowadays since the day she has started dating. Yes, Jack and Rose have been dating after their second date on the new year's eve where he asked her out and Rose have been all smiley and you were happy for her.
You felt a stare on you and locked eyes with Baekhyun who instantly looked away and you frowned muttering weird. You have been noticing him doing that a lot now wondering if there's something on your face as the way you eat, it's possible.
"Is there something on my face?" You asked.
"No, you look pretty-" He stopped realising and you looked at him with wide eyes. "I mean, you look pretty tired."
He sighed in relief feeling almost made fool out of himself and you nodded feeling your rapid heartbeat while thinking that he actually called you pretty.
"So you're going?"
"Yes, I have to meet Ria." You took off your apron before glancing at him to see his gloomy expression and before you could ask, the door opened.
"Oppa!"
You both looked towards the direction to see a pretty girl in her teen walking in while smiling at Baekhyun and to your surprise Baekhyun also grinned back.
He walked towards her and she instantly linked her arms around his making your eyes wide but you instantly recovered and made your way to the door where they both were standing.
"Y/n, she's Somi. My cousin." He introduced and you shook her hand smiling but your eyes kept lingering to their locked arms making your stomach churn.
"Why didn't you tell me you were coming?"
"I just wanted to have a talk." She told him before looking at you. "Hey, why don't we have a little chat? If you don't mind."
Baekhyun looked at you expectantly and you chuckled awkwardly. "Uh, I'm sorry but I have to go somewhere. Maybe next time."
You didn't wanted to be a third wheel between them, not when you are feeling weird seeing them and a pain like needle in your heart making you stuffy.
"Oh, okay."
"It was nice to meet you." You forced a smile and she smiled back.
"Should I drop you off?" Baekhyun suggested and you shook your head.
"No. It's fine, I'll go by myself. You both should catch up." You tried not to stutter as a lump in your throat was forming and you instantly walked out biding to Rose.
Walking out, you inhaled and exhaled a big sigh while placing your hand on your chest feeling your pounding heart behind your chest.
"What is wrong with me? Did I eat something wrong?" You muttered feeling grumpy before walking down the street.
"She's gone." Somi spoke as she eyed his cousin staring at you until your figure disappeared.
"You like her, don't you?" Her remark suddenly made Baekhyun to look at her. Was he being too obvious that now everyone is asking same thing. He has to control his facial expression now.
"She seems nice."
"She is nice." He stated confidently making Somi raise her eyes teasingly at him making him scoff.
"Shut up!"
You stormed inside your bestfriend's room before throwing yourself on her bed on your stomach with a groan.
"Okay?"
"I'm not feeling well, so I'm taking a nap." You said hiding your face in the pillow making a muffle sound.
"Hey! I'm the patient."
You groaned hiding yourself under the duvet while thinking about a while ago and again that weird pain in your chest erupting making you stir before drowning into sleep.
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(8 January)
8:15 pm
Here you were standing at the gate of the familiar Amusement Park where you have been before. Ria has been in her home for days now and kept whining to take her out.
"There they are!"
You both turned to the voice to see Sehun and Jongin jogging towards you both with Chanyeol and Baekhyun walking behind them. As soon as your eyes spotted him, your stomach did a flip and your heart skipped a beat when he flashed you a smile.
It has been like this. Since that day, you are having these new weird sensations, your heart would beat in an abnormal speed whenever he was close to you and not to mention you have been feeling nervous around him lately.
You instantly shook your thoughts as they approached you before frowning as why others are not here. Baekhyun seemed to notice it and told that others were busy in their stuff.
You glanced at Chanyeol and your bestfriend smiling at eachother and you unconsciously leaned towards Baekhyun but you being short had to tiptoe.
Baekhyun smiled down at you finding you adorable before bending down a little.
"Don't you think there's something going on between them?" You whispered eyes on the pair infront of you.
"There's something else going on too."
You frowned turning to him and your eyes widened at the closeness but somehow you couldn't back away and noticed his gaze, which was different. Was it adoration? Or you must be reading too much.
Clearing your throat, you looked away."What do you mean?"
He smiled. "Nothing."
Even if he says it, you won't understand because this has been happening for few days. He kept giving you some hints but you being you, didn't get it but that didn't stopped him from adoring you. However, he has to step up and do this directly but, boy was so nervous.
"Hello! Let's go!" Jongin exclaimed like a baby and you all laughed before going inside.
You heaved a sigh seeing the usual crowd making you uncomfortable already.
"Oh, I guess Rose's friend called the whole city again." Baekhyun joked chuckling and you instantly smiled remembering it while others looked at you two blankly.
"Oh, it's our thing." You looked at him in surprise and he just shrugged grinning cutely while others just walked ahead.
"Our thing, huh?" Your bestfriend teased bumping her shoulder to yours and you shooed her ahead.
Then, you noticed the crowd making you uncomfortable but then you felt a warm hand grasping into yours and you flinched but relaxed seeing it was Baekhyun.
"Let's go?" He asked and you nodded before he intervined his hand making your stomach filled with butterflies but you didn't wanted to let go.
As for Baekhyun, he felt giddy inside feeling your small hand against his and he just never wanted to let go of it. As you both walked through the crowd, you spotted your friends as their eyes flickered to your hands them to you both.
"Uh, she's uncomfortable with crowds." Baekhyun spoke as you both approached them.
"Okay, you can let go of her hand now." Sehun smirked at him and you both instantly let go before looking away awkwardly while they chuckled.
Everyone strolled around and riding the rides and you got to know that Baekhyun was afraid of heights since he wasn't getting on. You saw how his ears turned red when his friends told you but you found him cute and told him that he doesn't have to feel embarrassed.
After riding half of rides, you all were tired and decided to rest somewhere then walking further, you ended up in a familiar place. Sitting down on the bench under the tree, you smiled remembering it and it was still same, not so crowded.
"Y/n, do you remember?" Baekhyun pointed his finger towards the tree and you bit your lip recalling the scene before smiling sheepishly.
"It wa so embarrassing." You groaned hiding your face and he giggled at your embarrassed state not noticing the stares of the others.
"We are also here, you know." Ria commented making a weird face. "But what am I missing?"
"Uh, nothing. Let's have some ice-cream."
You both grinned like excited kids.
"Okay, we'll get Ice-creams for you." Chanyeol spoke before asking Ria about her flavor but she decided to go along with him since she can't just eat one flavor.
"Vanilla for Y/n." Baekhyun told Chanyeol as he was about to ask you and you nodded while the boys gave him a teasing look.
Ria and Chanyeol walked away and you sat with three boys before Jongin started to whine about being tired of just flirting so two of them started taunting him.
"Jongin Sunbae, why don't you just get a girlfriend then?" You blurted out your question and he chuckled. "Will you help me find a girl then?"
"Hm? Me? How?"
"Find me a girl who is pretty like you." He grinned and you looked at him surprised then he got a smack on the back of his head.
"Not her." Baekhyun glared at Jongin who just tried to flirt with you and the latter stared at him smirking as he was already being protective over you.
"Okay, sorry, junior Y/n. I was just joking." He gave a sheepish grin raising his hand in surrender. He knows you are off limits since you are his friend's girl but seeing his Hyung's expression, he couldn't help but tease you.
Suddenly, Baekhyun got a call and excused himself not before giving his friends a look of 'Don't you dare do anything funny' and at this, they both nodded raising their hands up.
As you three were chit chatting, Sehun's eyes spotted a Balloon and dart game across of you. He stood up and suggested to play but you weren't in the mood.
"Junior Y/n, Are you scared?" He smirked and your inner competitiveness jolt up.
"No way!"
"Then let's have a game. What do you say?"
"Sure!" You stood up and walked towards the stall where others were playing it.
As you stood in front of the counter, you unconsciously locked eyes with a guy who seemed to be staring at you with a smirk. You gave him a dirty look and he looked away scared of your fiery eyes before you felt Sehun and Jongin standing either side of you.
You smiled feeling secured with them before you three started your game.
"No! How did you do it?!" Sehun whined as you shooted half of the balloons almost winning over him and you did.
"Yes!" You clapped excitedly and he groaned rolling his eyes.
"I won!"
"It was luck!"
"It wasn't! You're just saying because you lost."
"Wow! Junior Y/n, you sure are good in this game." Jongin complimented raising his palm and you high fived it before looking at sulking Sehun.
"What's happening?" You looked back to see Baekhyun coming while shoving his phone in his pocket.
"Sehun and Y/n had a game and she won." Jongin told him and Baekhyun stared at you amused before smiling proudly.
Soon, Ria and Chanyeol came back after ages and as you were shoving your mouth with ice-cream, the boys and Ria talked with their eyes before Sehun leaned in to Baekhyun's ear.
"Have a good time with your girl." He winked at him and before Baekhyun can process his words, they left you alone with Baekhyun who was confused as you.
"What's happening? Where are they going?" You stared at them confused as they were running off somewhere.
Baekhyun shrugged. "I don't know, shall we stroll around?"
You nodded, though you were still confused before stepping ahead but gasped when something bumped into your legs or say someone.
"Mom." You looked down at the boy shook who seemed to be five-year old looking up at you with his puppy eyes and tears streaming down his rosy cheeks.
"You have a son?" Baekhyun hovered over your shoulder behind you looking at the boy confused.
"I know right, even I didn't know." You rolled your eyes and crouched down to his level before wiping his tears.
"Hey, baby. Why are you crying? Where are your parents?" You asked softly and he sniffled cutely making Baekhyun awe at the sight.
"Mom got lost." He replied clutching your hand tightly and you smiled at his answer before Baekhyun bend down to his level.
"Should we look for your mom?" He smiled softly while wiping his tears and he nodded looking at him with his doe eyes.
"Okay." He picked him up in his arm. "What's your name?"
"Cha Eun Woo." He answered confidently making you both chuckle.
"Ajjusshi, I want that." He pointed at the stall selling cotton candies and Baekhyun frowned.
"It's Hyung."
"Ajjusshi, Candies."
"First, call me Hyung."
"No, Ajjusshi."
They kept bickering like kids and you stared at them in disbelief but more to see Baekhyun acting like a kid to the kid.
"Okay, Stop!" You put your hands on your hips with a stern look and they both stopped. "Are you both kids?"
Eunwoo raised his small arm. "I am."
Baekhyun smiled nodding and you bit your lip feeling embarrassed before masking stern face again as you looked at Baekhyun.
"But you are not. Why are you arguing with a child? We have to look for his parents." You said sternly and Baekhyun couldn't even say anything seeing you being stern for the first time and it scared him but he liked your feisty side as well.
Well, you love everything about your love and that's the thing was happening to him and he wasn't complaining.
"Noona, I want that." Eunwoo pouted cutely while wriggling from Baekhyun's arms and he instantly put him down while feeling offended.
"She's Noona, then why am I the Ajjusshi?" Eunwoo giggled cutely making you smile and Baekhyun playfully glared at him.
"Do I look that old?" He questioned looking at you innocently and you shrugged smiling playfully before running away with Eunwoo.
"She didn't even deny." He clicked his tongue before sighing. "I can't even get mad at her."
"Do you want one too?" The shopkeeper asked and you nodded excitedly being the cotton candy lover you are.
"I have two babies with me." Baekhyun spoke from behind as he paid the Shopkeeper though you insisted to pay for yourself but he beat you before picking up Eunwoo and you looked at him frowning.
"I am not a baby."
He giggled seeing you eating cutely. "Yes, you are my-"
You stopped eating as you looked at him in surprise. He cleared his throat. "I mean you are eating like a baby so you are a baby."
You rolled your eyes hiding your flustered state as he almost called you his baby.
"Can I have some?" He asked and you nodded offering him.
"Here your change, Sir." The Shopkeeper said before smiling at your three. "Your family is really cute."
You both looked at him shook and as you were about deny, you got another shock.
"Thank you." Baekhyun smiled politely at him and you looked at him questionly before he leaned down to whisper.
"I don't want to embarrass him."
You looked at confused but didn't asked further as you two started walking with Eunwoo in his arms. As for Baekhyun, he smiled to himself wanting to be this true one day and thinking about it made him so happy.
"Hyung, I want to play that." Eunwoo pointed at the arcade section and Baekhyun smirked. "Now I'm Hyung."
Eunwoo pecked his cheeks giggling cutely and that made Baekhyun smiled before he put him down while holding his small hand.
He sighed. "Remind me, if we're babysitting or looking for his parents."
You chuckled as he was being dragged by Eunwoo with you following them. As you reached there, you saw both of them playing with games and laughing.
You awed at the sight and thinking that Baekhyun would be a great father, though a little stubborn but still great.
Approaching them, you saw them struggling to get a stuffed toy from the claw vending machine. Both were pouting cutely and saw others were staring at in awe.
"Can I try?"
Baekhyun scoffed lowly. "It's not that easy."
"Oh? Are you scared that i'll get it and you won't?" You smirked folding your arms and Baekhyun rolled his eyes playing.
"Game on!"
There you both started with a challenge but ended up cheering for eachother with Eunwoo clapping excitedly while other people were commenting but you both were too imersed to notice.
"Must be young couple!"
"They look so cute!"
You squealed as you got the stuffed toy and so did Baekhyun before doing a high-five then laughed. You both gave the toys to Eunwoo who giggled cutely talking them before Baekhyun began to play again.
Baekhyun took out a small white teddy bear and held it out to you and you looked at him confused as you thought it was for Eunwoo.
"For me?"
He nodded. "Last time, you gave me a Keychain and now I'm giving you this as a memory."
You smiled taking it. "Thank you but why teddy?"
"Because it's cute and small just like you." He smiled and you blushed but instantly looked away clutching it your chest but Baekhyun saw it and smiled before you three went to Lost and found section.
After the announcement, Eunwoo's Mother came and hugged him before thanking you both.
"Thank you, Noona and Hyung." Eunwoo said pouting feeling sad to leave you and you kissed his cheeks while Baekhyun patted his head.
"Hey, buddy. Don't get lost again, okay?" He pinched his chubby cheek and Eunwoo nodded pecking his cheek before walking away with his mother.
You both sighed simultaneously and looked at eachother before walking out to find your friends.
"Where were you two?" Chanyeol asked as soon as you everyone met and Baekhyun gave him a bored expression.
"You were the one who ran away."
He smirked leaning in to him. "Aren't you glad?"
Baekhyun looked away and didn't say anything because he was glad as he got spend time with you.
"Y/n, Did Baekhyun Sunbae gave this to you?" Ria whispered smugly pointing at the teddy and you nudged her shoulder causing her to laugh.
It was close to ten and everyone decided to leave but there was beach close to the Park which was five minutes walk and thought to visit there. You gaped at the sight of the beach at night. Sound of calm waves and cold breeze sending chills down your spine but you liked it since it was your favorite thing.
Sniffling, you shoved your hands into your jacket pockets before walking on the sand trying not get yourself socked. You turned to your side and burst out laughing seeing Sehun and Jongin doing the Titanic pose together and singing their title song.
Chanyeol and Baekhyun both face palmed at their behavior but let them be to enjoy their moment. Still laughing, a sudden shriek left your lips as Ria pushed you forward in the water and you shot a glare before doing the same.
The boys joined you both and as Baekhyun stood beside you before taking the chance you pushed him forward making him yelp and you laughed. He laughed along before getting lost to stare at your giggling face.
You stopped laughing as you noticed his intent stare making your cheeks heat up and you looked away shyly. This was so new to you, you have never felt this shy or nervous but Baekhyun was making you feel all of this.
"Stop being so obvious." Baekhyun flinched as Chanyeol spoke in his side and realising what he meant, he coughed awkwardly looking away.
You began to walk a little but startled when you felt something cold dropped on your head. Touching the spot on your head, it felt wet before it started snowing and then you heard a loud sound. Looking up at the sky, your eyes went big seeing the fireworks going off beautifully.
You watched in awe while feeling the snow in your hands before feeling someone stood beside you.
"Ria, this is so amazing!" You exclaimed hitting her arm and earn a deep groan but it wasn't Ria's? Confused you turned to see Baekhyun rubbing his arm and you gasped.
"I'm so sorry! I thought you were Ria."
"Thank goodness it wasn't her or she'd be lying unconscious now." He commented and you narrowed your eyes. "No, like seriously. For a tiny girl like you, you sure are strong."
You slightly scrunched your nose clicking your tongue before looking away and heard his chuckle as he stood beside you.
You smiled looking at the fireworks while enjoying the snow unaware of Baekhyun's stare on you.
"There's a saying, that if you're with someone you love in the first snow, your love will blossom." You looked at Baekhyun who was looking up before he looked down at you smiling fondly.
You frowned thinking why was he telling you? Does he like someone? That thought left a sudden ache in your chest.
"You still don't get it?" He asked suddenly and you blinked confusingly and he sighed.
"Can't you see what I'm trying to say? Y/n, I like you, and not as a friend but as a woman."
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Simeon x Lucifer | Chapter 4 out of ? | Angst with a happy ending
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Chapter 4. Chaos, destruction and tea
The way back was relatively quiet, but that was to be expected considering that it was currently around 5AM. Only a few demons were up at this time, most of which went to their job or back home from a long day of work. Lucifer would have enjoyed this quiet morning walk if it wasn't for the fact that he hadn't slept the night before and that the silence gave him too much time to think about the events of the day once more.
How would he explain to his brothers that Simeon not only fell, but will also be living with them soon? Lucifer had no doubt that some of them would be happy, while others might not have a good reaction towards such a huge change in their life. But even then, he had made up his mind. Simeon will be living with them, if they want him to or not is irrelevant.
Lucifer passed by the Colosseum on his way back and it looked like some demons had started investigating the area on either Diavolo's or Barbatos' command. It was highly unlikely to find something relating to Simeon's fall but it was better than missing some key elements that might help them later on, or that could help Simeon remember what happened.
It wasn't long until Lucifer arrived at the house. It was… weirdly quiet from the outside. You wouldn't even be able to guess just how much chaos happens inside every single day if you just walked by. Part of Lucifer wanted to go back and ask if the castle perhaps had a room for him, he was tired, had a headache and needed sleep. And he knew all too well that he wasn't going to get any sleep for a few more hours with the brothers nearby.
And a small part of him wanted to stay with Simeon for just a short while longer.
Lucifer put his hand on the doorknob, ready to open the door. And as if on command, there was a loud scream heard from the inside. Based on the high pitched ringing in Lucifer's ears, it was most likely Asmodeus. Of course he couldn't just get back home without anything happening, how could he even believe that it would be any different.
Oh how he wished to be back at the castle right now, but there was no use in standing there hoping things would get better on their own, they never did with the brothers, after all. So he took the small amount of willpower he still had left and went inside, but nothing that he was mentally prepared for could have prepared him for the flood that came out of their house the moment he opened the door.
So <em>that's</em> why Asmodeus had screamed.
The water had now mostly gone outside while Lucifer stood there, and if Lucifer wasn't drenched, tired and ready to murder the next demon in his sight, then maybe he would even joke about the plants outside finally getting some water. But right now he wanted to know who was at fault for the entire House of Lamentation being turned into a bathtub. So he finally made his way towards the entrance while trying his best not to slip on the stairs that could now be used as a slide.
"Lucifer! Look at what they've done to the house! My makeup and clothes are completely ruined..." Asmodeus was the first to 'greet' Lucifer back home. He was standing inside next to the door, most likely in an attempt to escape once things got bad, but he seemingly didn't expect things to end up this bad either.
"Who do you mean by <em>they</em>?" Lucifer took a few steps inside, hoping to see whoever was at fault for this still in the area. But it seemed like they took the opportunity when Lucifer was still in shock to run.
"Mammon and Levi! Levi was screaming at Mammon to give him his money back when I went out of my room, then Mammon ran downstairs in an attempt to get away but Levi catched up to him! And then at some point Levi summoned Lotan…" 
Of course it was Mammon! Who else would dare to cause such destruction at such an hour? "Did you see where they went?" Oh how Lucifer hoped that he had gotten far enough away so he couldn't catch up, unless he wanted to find out just how done Lucifer was with the day. But knowing these two, they were probably still fighting somewhere in the house.
"I think I saw Levi running upstairs, maybe he was running after Mammon again…? Maybe Mammon ran to his room?" That was to be expected. Mammon usually barricaded himself into his room when Leviathan wanted his money back. But this time it seems like Leviathan somehow got Mammon out of his room at first so he tried running outside instead. Which, as Lucifer could both see and feel, ended up in utter chaos and destruction.
Without saying anything else, Lucifer made his way towards the stairs. At first he couldn't hear anything that could indicate Mammon or Leviathan on the upper floor, but then he heard it. There was one voice coming from the direction of Mammon's room. Leviathan's, Lucifer assumed.
"MAMMON GET OUT OF YOUR ROOM!" with the sound of someone banging against a door with almost enough strength to punch the door in.
"Leviathan, do you mind explaining to me why the lower floor has been turned into a swimming pool?" Leviathan slowly turned around towards the voice until he realized that it was, indeed, Lucifer's, and that he didn't just imagine that.
"I'm… sorry… I truly didn't mean too! I was just so mad at Mammon because he-"
Lucifer made his way towards Mammon's door and interrupted Leviathan's speech to get Mammon out of his room, after all, it wasn't fair to only scream at Leviathan, right? "Mammon, if you do not come out of this room in the next second then giving anyone their money back will be the least of your problems."
Mammon opened the door right after Lucifer had finished his sentence and immediately started talking in an attempt at getting away, Lucifer wondered how he still hadn't noticed that no matter what he would say, none of his words could get him out of trouble, no matter how often he tried. "He was the one to summon Lotan! Not me! I don't see why you'd need me for this! And I have a modeling job in a few minutes-"
"Oh? At 5:30AM? That's quite early for you, don't you think? I don't remember you ever taking a job so early in the morning. But even if so, I'm sure they'll understand if I give them a call to let them know that you will be a <em>bit</em> late. Actually, how about you give me their number right now?" Lucifer knew that it was a lie, Mammon wasn't a morning person and it was surprising that he was awake at this hour at all.
"Nononono it's alright! I'm sure they'll understand if I'm a bit late!!"
"Mammon, your lies are embarrassing…" Leviathan said, who was seemingly not all too happy about seeing the man who had taken his money once again, or perhaps he still hadn't returned the money he last 'borrowed'.
"Oi! What do ya mean by lies??"
Lucifer caught into his hand to catch the two bickering demons' attention. "Now that we have that settled, how about we talk about the mess in the entire first floor? Mammon…?"
"Why are ya lookin' at me like that! It wasn't me!" Mammon put his hand up to point at Leviathan and continued, " It was this weirdo! He got all mad at me for something we already discussed and chased me around the house until he suddenly summoned Lotan!"
"DISCUSSED?! YOU TOLD ME YOU'D GIVE ME MY MONEY BACK YESTERDAY!"
"AND I TOLD YOU I DIDN'T HAVE ANY RIGHT NOW! WE TALKED ABOUT THIS!"
"YOU-"
"Are you two done now? I was going to only hang you two from the chandelier for half a day if you cleaned the mess you made but it seems like you'd rather have a whole day all to yourself."
"NONONO I'LL CLEAN I'LL CLEAN!"
"I'LL CLEAN EVEN BETTER THAN MAMMON!"
And they were gone before Lucifer could say another word. Oh well, Lucifer could worry about how well they actually cleaned once he woke up.
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[ The House of Lamentation ]
Lucifer: if I find any of you just <em>looking</em> at my room anywhere before 12 then they will spend the next few days hanging from the chandelier until Simeon arrives here.
Satan: Well someone sure sounds like they didn't catch enough sleep tonight…
Beelzebub: Is Simeon visiting us?
Belphegor: Now that you mention it, Satan, I didn't see Lucifer anywhere in the last few hours.
Asmodeus: He came home just a short while ago! I wonder where he was, maybe on a date? ♡
Belphegor: Probably on a date with Diavolo, if anything.
Belphegor: But what does Simeon want from us? Hopefully not another exchange program…
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Simeon couldn't sleep. No matter how hard he tried. Each time he closed his eyes they immediately opened up again, fearing the images he might see in his sleep, the nightmares he most definitely would have. The only reason he didn't have them earlier was because he passed out from the pain and blood loss. And while he didn't wish to feel the pain from then again, he did wish that he could have slept long enough for him to actually feel energized. It was now 6AM, Simeon noted after looking at the small alarm clock on the bedside table next to him for what felt like the 50th time.
But the moments that his mind couldn't rest also felt like torture. He repeatedly thought about the incident of the day, the pain, the fear. And if his mind wasn't busy with the past then it thought about the future, which part of him also feared.
Simeon wasn't one to be too afraid of uncertainty, or what people thought of him. But knowing that he would soon live with the people who he once saw as family, until he left them to their own fate, was frightening.
They didn't seem to hold a grudge against him, or at least they didn't when he was an exchange student. But back then he also didn't directly live with them. Perhaps they actually all hated him?
And then his mind once again found another way to make him suffer. Luke. What was with Luke? Who would take care of him now that Simeon was gone? And how would they tell him that Simeon was now no longer welcome in the Celestial Realm? And not only that, but that the person who had teached him how to be a proper angel was now no longer an angel himself? He had to ask Diavolo if he could find a way to contact Luke. He needed to talk to him.
There was a gentle knock on the door, taking Simeon out of thoughts. Simeon didn't expect anyone to come by so early - or should he say late? - but he wouldn't mind some company, especially not with the way his mind was wandering now, so he let the person in.
"I apologise for the intrusion, I'm just here to bring some clothes you can wear for the next few days." It was Barbatos. He had a few neatly folded clothes in his hands and made his way towards the closet.
"It's alright, I wasn't sleeping anyway. Thank you."
While putting the clothes into the closet Barbatos spoke up again. "Is there anything troubling you? I could make you some tea, I'm sure I have something that could help you sleep."
There was, a lot. But Simeon didn't want to dump the mess that was his mind onto someone else, even if he knew that Barbatos was trustworthy. "I think that everything that happened in the last few hours was just...a lot." And he didn't lie with that. He did feel overwhelmed by the events of the last day, he just left out a few other things.
"Of course, what happened wasn't something you could just get used to in such a short while. I still remember how the brothers were when they had to get used to living here." Barbatos turned around and gently smiled at Simeon, seemingly in an attempt to make him feel better and more at ease. "If you'd like then I could tell you some stories about that time that I know off while we relax with some tea?"
"That sounds great. Thank you Barbatos."
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linphd · 4 years
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ex!aizawa x ex!villain!reader | mr.blue [angst]
shouta aizawa x reader
female reader
(Y/N) turned villain after many years with Shouta. But now that she's stopping, she still has to say her goodbyes.
warning : big ass angst, death, sad shouta
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the lyrics are from mr.blue by catherine feeny and the whole story is 100% inspired by Bojack Horseman's ending so don't read and watch the video I've put if you don't want to get spoiled oof
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(Y/N) and Shouta met when she was in her 1st year at U.A. He was a Big Three, thus he had to train her class and help them with hero work. They became the interns of the same hero, and that's when they started dating. When the girl finally graduated U.A, they moved in together. Their life was most of the time peaceful. However, when Shouta became a teacher himself, he got very busy. It was already something that hurt (Y/N), even if she knew it wasn't his fault ; he was even trying to be with her as much as he could, despite her being a pro hero as well. And she was kind of famous !
Indeed, she was one of the top 20 heroes, and the man not wanting to be in the spotlight, he was trying to avoid wherever she was going -as paparazzis were always nearby. Still, their couple and their love for each other was much stronger than busy schedules. It was Shouta who asked his partner to marry him. That night, they had gone to a fancy restaurant, they had watched a movie (Y/N) had been wanting to see for a long time, and the brunette was wearing a blue suit. It wasn't typical of him to wear blue, but it was a suit the woman had bought him. He wanted her to be happy. And after that night, it became 'the suit you asked me to marry you in' as she called it. Shouta didn't mind the name.
Their wedding was so beautiful. They both referred to it as the best day of their lives. All of their friends were there, the music had been perfect, the food had been perfect, and Shouta had even managed to dance perfectly, impressing even his now wife. He couldn't forget the smile she had worn the whole night, and even the two days after. She even got pregnant, yeah. It was a girl, and they had named her (D/N). But (Y/N) was 7 months pregnant when she had a miscarriage. Villains attacked their house, because of her rank. And Shouta couldn't do anything. Their lives couldn't be the same after that.
After what happened, (Y/N) kept training and training, her quirk affecting her sanity. It was a dangerous quirk. The legend said that whenever she was angry somewhere, the sky would turn into storm. When she would be sad, it would turn into rain. But it would only be where she would be standing, not affecting the rest of the town. And Shouta knew ; that legend was true. (Y/N) got depression. Maybe he did, too. But one day, he woke up, and she was gone.
She only left him a letter : ''(H/N) is gone. Tell the news I'm dead, that villains killed me in front of you. I'm not coming back'' it said. And Shouta knew that losing his daughter was one of the worst day of his life, but losing his wife had been even worst than anything else. He knew (Y/N) wasn't gone for real. Some nights, while he was doing his hero work, she would attack him, out of the blue, for fun. She looked like a villain, her hero costume was just a memory to him, now. Her quirk had left some traces on her ; her eyes looked crazy. She looked tired. She looked insane. And Shouta knew that that smile was fake, as the sky would always turn a dark purple with scary clouds, whenever she was.
She never got caught. Even after 5 years, she didn't get caught. As he had new students, Shouta had to investigate on the League of Villains. And weirdly, she had managed to befriend them and they were now a part of her own villain relations. They were so many. But weirdly, never once they attacked heroes he knew. The League of Villains attacked U.A, yes. But (Y/N) and her own minions ? Never once. He didn't know who they attacked. He didn't care as long as she wasn't caught.
Mr. Blue, I told you that I love you.
Please believe me.
Mr. Blue, I have to go now.
Darling don't be angry.
A few years later, it was Midnight's wedding. Everyone was having fun, and even some students had been invited as they had graduated U.A. Still, Shouta wasn't someone who partied, even after all those years. He just went outside, and stood on a hill nearby. The sky was beautiful. He was lost in his thoughts when he heard footsteps. Thinking it was Hizashi, the brunette turned his head carelessly. But how wrong he was. ''How did you hear about the wedding ?'' He asked. ''I hear about a lot of things. And I wouldn't miss Nemuri's wedding.'' (Y/N) replied, standing next to him, but far enough not to make it too intimate.
Knowing he would break at seeing her this close, the man turned his gaze back to the stars. ''She never heard I was a villain. I retired, anyway.'' The woman continued, Shouta's eyes widening. ''What do you mean ?'' He asked her, confused. ''It's over, for me. My quirk is worst than before. I may die if I use it again. I used drugs, you know ? I used to talk with the yakuzas when I was at my villain peak.'' She said, a little smile on her face -maybe nostalgia ? ''Did you like it ?'' Shouta asked, calmly. ''Well, it was nice while it lasted.'' She replied, smiling. ''Just like our relationship together.'' She continued, making the brunette sigh at her words. To him, the relationship wasn't really over. Sure, they weren't together, but there was still something
''I never broke up with you. You just... left.'' He said. He was right. It made (Y/N) uncomfortable that he was right. So she decided to make him uncomfortable instead ; it was what she used to do. ''You're wearing the blue suit. The suit you asked me to marry you in. Were you expecting me ?'' She asked, chuckling. ''Maybe ? I don't have many suits. You were the one finding them for me. Hizashi isn't really good at it.'' He explained, making the woman smile. But he kept talking. ''I loved you, for 17 years.'' He said. ''I wasn't even 17 when we met.'' She replied, chuckling.
I know that you're tired.
I know that you're sour and sick,
and sad for some reason.
''There were so many things I wanted to tell you. But now that you're here, I don't know what to do.'' Shouta said, not being able to put words on what he was feeling. ''You just feel... comforting, you know ?'' He tried to illustrate his emotions. ''Do you remember, when we started dating, you said you liked being in the same room as me, cause it was a peaceful room ?'' The woman asked, making him nod. ''I guess even after all this time, it's still peaceful.'' He said. ''Why did you never try to attack me ? You are a hero, after all.'' (Y/N) asked. ''I didn't want to. And you never did something that made agencies send me. You never attacked the school, nor our friends... you've always been clever.''
''This discussion is shit. Can you believe that ? We went through so much shit together, that we don't have anything else to say. And still, it's comforting.'' The woman said. ''I don't see why it wouldn't be comforting. I've never been mad at you. When you left, the only thing I thought was : '(Y/N) is gone, and now everything's worst.' But I don't blame you. Our life was hell. It was surely better for us to stop being together. It couldn't work, even if we still want it to work.'' Shouta said, admitting in the same time that he still loved her. He guessed she had admitted she still loved him too, as she never once said the room wasn't comforting.
''Thank you.'' She said. ''I'm sorry. Thank you.'' Those were just a few words, but they meant many things ; how grateful she had been to live with him. He was so understanding and was so in love with her, he wasn't even enraged when she left. ''Thank you, too. I'm not as socially awkward as I was in high school. You helped me a lot by making me humiliate myself in front of many people.'' Shouta said, smiling. It even made (Y/N) laugh. ''Did you want to see me ?'' He asked. ''Yeah. To tell you that I'm leaving. I've left once without telling you. I can at least see you in person now that I'm okay.'' She replied.
So I'll leave you with a smile.
Kiss you on the cheek.
And you will call it treason.
''You're okay ?'' He asked ; his memories of her being a happy person were very old, as their last moments together had just been her drowning more and more into insanity. But she did look sane, now. All the marks of her quirk were gone. Even her face looked peaceful and rest. After they lost their daughter, after she became depressed, and after her quirk drove her crazy... she was now okay. ''Yes. Are you ?'' She asked, and he nodded. He wasn't lying. He really was okay. ''We have to, anyway. We're not young anymore. We can't afford it.'' Shouta started.
         ''Life's a bitch and then you die, right ?'' He asked, almost laughing at his own sentence. ''Sometimes... sometimes life's a bitch and you keep living.'' (Y/N) replied. It was true. She kept living. He kept living. ''But it's a nice night, hm ?'' She asked, as she had been staring at the sky as well. He remembered how she affected the sky around her. But this time, the night was peaceful. There wasn't any dark cloud, the stars were bright and shiny. They couldn't hear the wind, and couldn't even feel it. She really was okay. She had grown. Shouta smiled. ''Yeah. This is nice.'' He replied -it was comforting.
Mr. Blue, don't hold your head so low,
that you can't see the sky.
Mr. Blue, I told you that I love you.
Please believe me.
        They looked at the sky together, enjoying that it was calm and beautiful. For so many years, (Y/N) had only seen dark clouds, and for so many years, Shouta was all alone to enjoy the calm. The woman sat, as she was getting tired to stand up. Hizashi had walked outside, looking for his friend, when he saw him, on the top of a hill. He recognized the silhouette next to him. Hizashi's mouth was agape, his eyes widened. (Y/N) decided to lay on the floor completely, making Shouta turn to look at her and laugh. He laughed way too much for a simple move. But he had missed it ; she laughed with him as well.
        ''Yamada-sen- Yamada, what's going on ?'' Izuku asked, still being disturbed that he couldn't use the 'sensei' now that he had graduated. ''I can't tell if that's the happiest or the saddest scene I've seen.'' He whispered, still focused on the couple. Izuku didn't understand, but as he recognized the silhouette of his former teacher, he kept watching. Meanwhile, the couple wanted to say things to each other, sometimes their heads turning to look at the other and their mouths opening as if to say something, but they couldn't find anything to say ; they had lived everything, there was nothing left to be said. They just didn't have anything to say to one another anymore.
         (Y/N) looked at Shouta ; he was still standing, looking at the sky. But he had a bright smile on his face. She was thankful that he had been in her life. But they lost so many things together, and she turned a villain, they couldn't get back together anymore. She hoped he understood she loved him ; she had never been the type to say it out loud, and never was he. She hoped he also believed everything she had just said to him, because she had meant everything. And as he was focused on the sky, she decided it was time for her to go, quietly. But this time, she couldn't be a villain. But she couldn't come back anyway. Once the brunette turned to look at her once again, she was gone.
note that the 'room that feels comforting', the 'nice while it lasted', the blue suit, the '... is gone, and now everything is worst’, the final dialogue and the fact that they want to look at each other but have nothing left to say all come from Bojack Horseman and I'm very thankful for that show it gives very good life lessons and helped me actually to deal with some stuff so 🤧❤️❤️❤️
and yeah I’m back with a Shouta story and it’s an angst it feels like it’s the beginning of that blog again right 😗✌🏻
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mr-shagwell43 · 3 years
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short story
Year:‌ ‌1989‌ ‌
Patient‌ ‌Name:‌ ‌Chelsea,‌ ‌dawn,‌ ‌carter‌ ‌ ‌
Patient‌ ‌age:‌ ‌17‌ ‌
It‌ ‌was‌ ‌nearing‌ ‌the‌ ‌end‌ ‌of‌ ‌the‌ ‌year‌ ‌1988‌ ‌and‌ ‌I‌ ‌still‌ ‌haven't‌ ‌done‌ ‌it,‌ ‌I've‌ ‌been‌ ‌thinking‌ ‌and‌ ‌
thinking‌ ‌about‌ ‌how‌ ‌to‌ ‌do‌ ‌it.‌ ‌Sometimes‌ ‌I‌ ‌think‌ ‌a‌ ‌little‌ ‌too‌ ‌much.‌ ‌It's‌ ‌almost‌ ‌like‌ ‌the‌ ‌thought‌ ‌is‌ ‌too‌ much‌ ‌for‌ ‌me‌ ‌to‌ ‌handle.‌ ‌I‌ ‌don't‌ ‌even‌ ‌know‌ ‌if‌ ‌she'll‌ ‌still‌ ‌be‌ ‌my‌ ‌friend.‌ ‌Her‌ ‌name‌ ‌is‌ ‌Victoria‌ ‌Chase,‌ ‌she's‌ ‌the‌ ‌most‌ ‌beautiful‌ ‌girl‌ ‌I've‌ ‌ever‌ ‌seen.‌ ‌She's‌ ‌smart,‌ ‌funny,‌ ‌kind‌ ‌and‌ ‌overall‌ ‌a‌ ‌really‌ ‌good‌ ‌
person.‌ ‌Most‌ ‌people‌ ‌think‌ ‌that‌ ‌she'd‌ ‌never‌ ‌love‌ ‌me‌ ‌back‌ ‌but‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌still‌ ‌going‌ ‌to‌ ‌try. I‌ ‌couldn't‌ ‌sleep,‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌thinking‌ ‌of‌ ‌her‌ ‌too‌ ‌much,‌ ‌it's‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌point‌ ‌where‌ ‌it's‌ ‌unhealthy‌ ‌to‌ ‌even‌ ‌
think‌ ‌of‌ ‌her.‌ ‌I‌ ‌have‌ ‌to‌ ‌find‌ ‌a‌ ‌way‌ ‌to‌ ‌tell‌ ‌her‌ ‌but‌ ‌how.‌ 
‌I‌ ‌got‌ ‌ready,‌ ‌put‌ ‌my‌ ‌jacket‌ ‌on‌ ‌, and‌ ‌headed‌ ‌to‌ the‌ ‌door.‌ ‌As‌ ‌I‌ ‌make‌ ‌my‌ ‌way‌ ‌outside‌ ‌I‌ ‌notice‌ ‌something‌ ‌shining,‌ ‌a‌ ‌piece‌ ‌of‌ ‌glass.‌ ‌I‌ ‌always‌ ‌love‌ ‌living‌ ‌in‌ ‌Big‌ ‌Bear,‌ ‌and‌ ‌when‌ ‌it‌ ‌snows,‌ ‌It‌ ‌gives‌ ‌me‌ ‌some‌ ‌sort‌ ‌of‌ ‌security.‌ ‌I‌ ‌got‌ ‌in‌ ‌my‌ ‌car‌ ‌and‌ ‌started‌ ‌the‌ ‌engine.‌ ‌I‌ ‌don't‌ ‌know‌ ‌why‌ ‌but‌ ‌this‌ ‌whole‌ ‌morning‌ ‌I've‌ ‌been‌ ‌reminded‌ ‌of‌ ‌my‌ ‌surroundings,‌ ‌maybe‌ ‌today‌ ‌is‌ ‌the‌ ‌day‌ ‌I‌ ‌do‌ ‌it,‌ ‌maybe.‌ On‌ ‌my‌ ‌drive‌ ‌to‌ ‌school,‌ ‌I‌ ‌notice‌ ‌so‌ ‌many‌ ‌things.‌ ‌the‌ ‌way‌ ‌the‌ ‌trees‌ ‌move,‌ ‌how‌ ‌the‌ ‌snow‌ ‌slowly‌ ‌makes‌ ‌its‌ ‌way‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌ground‌ ‌and‌ ‌rooftops‌ ‌of‌ ‌the‌ ‌houses,‌ ‌It's‌ ‌beautiful.‌ ‌As‌ ‌I‌ ‌pull‌ ‌up‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌the school‌ ‌I‌ ‌take‌ ‌a‌ ‌moment‌ ‌to‌ ‌breathe‌ ‌in….‌ ‌And‌ ‌out,‌ ‌I‌ ‌sat‌ ‌in‌ ‌that‌ ‌car‌ ‌for‌ ‌what‌ ‌feels‌ ‌like‌ ‌hours.‌ ‌I‌ ‌am‌ ‌struggling‌ ‌to‌ ‌open‌ ‌the‌ ‌door,‌ ‌it’s‌ ‌like‌ ‌I’m‌ ‌scared‌ ‌and‌ ‌don’t‌ ‌know‌ ‌what‌ ‌to‌ ‌do.‌ ‌
When‌ ‌I‌ ‌finally‌ ‌muster‌ ‌up‌ ‌enough‌ ‌strength‌ ‌to‌ ‌open‌ ‌the‌ ‌door‌ ‌it’s‌ ‌like‌ ‌I’m‌ ‌starting‌ ‌something‌ ‌like‌ ‌I‌ ‌just‌ ‌broke‌ ‌a‌ ‌barrier.‌ ‌‌I‌ ‌never‌ ‌really‌ ‌liked‌ ‌Big‌ ‌Bear‌ ‌High‌ ‌School.‌ ‌I‌ ‌had‌ ‌a‌ ‌lot‌ ‌of‌ ‌bad‌ ‌memories‌ ‌¨‌ ‌Guess‌ ‌who.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌turned‌ ‌around‌ ‌thankfully‌ ‌just‌ ‌to‌ ‌see‌ ‌my‌ ‌friend‌ ‌Nicole.‌ ‌¨Hey‌ ‌what's‌ ‌up.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌glad‌ ‌to‌ ‌see‌ ‌her‌ ‌she‌ ‌was‌ ‌always‌ ‌a‌ ‌good‌ ‌friend‌ ‌¨Nothing‌ ‌just‌ ‌waiting‌ ‌for‌ ‌you,‌ ‌so‌ ‌is‌ ‌today‌ ‌the‌ ‌day?¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌took‌ ‌a‌ ‌deep‌ ‌breath‌ ‌¨I’m‌ ‌not‌ ‌sure‌ ‌but‌ ‌today‌ ‌feels‌ ‌good.¨‌ ‌¨‌ ‌Hey,‌ ‌365‌ ‌times‌ ‌the‌ ‌charm.¨‌ ‌When‌ ‌I‌ ‌walk‌ ‌into‌ ‌class‌ ‌I‌ ‌can‌ ‌see‌ ‌her,‌ ‌Victoria.‌ ‌I‌ ‌know‌ ‌this‌ ‌is‌ ‌just‌ ‌going‌ ‌to‌ ‌be‌ ‌another‌ ‌long‌ ‌day.‌ 
‌“Excuse‌ ‌Me,¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌turn‌ ‌around‌ ‌to‌ ‌see‌ ‌Victoria‌ ‌trying‌ ‌to‌ ‌get‌ ‌the‌ ‌teacher's‌ ‌attention.‌ ‌¨I‌ ‌just‌ ‌wanted‌ ‌to‌ ‌say‌ ‌that‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌going‌ ‌to‌ ‌be‌ ‌moving‌ ‌soon.¨‌ ‌My‌ ‌heart‌ ‌stops.‌ ‌¨‌ ‌Where‌ ‌will‌ ‌you‌ ‌be‌ ‌going?‌ ‌¨Washington‌ ‌state.¨‌ ‌Washington,‌ ‌no‌ ‌she‌ ‌can't‌ ‌be.‌ ‌¨When‌ ‌are‌ ‌you‌ ‌leaving?¨‌ ‌¨‌ ‌Tomorrow‌ ‌morning,‌ ‌so‌ ‌this‌ ‌is‌ ‌my‌ ‌last‌ ‌day¨‌ ‌No‌ ‌if‌ ‌she‌ ‌leaves‌ ‌then‌ ‌I‌ ‌won't‌ ‌be‌ ‌able‌ ��to‌ ‌tell‌ ‌her.‌ ‌I‌ ‌have‌ ‌to‌ ‌wait‌ ‌for‌ ‌the‌ ‌end‌ ‌of‌ ‌the‌ ‌day.‌ ‌I‌ ‌wait‌ ‌for‌ ‌hours,‌ ‌class‌ ‌by‌ ‌class‌ ‌until‌ ‌the‌ ‌time‌ ‌finally‌ ‌comes.‌ ‌The‌ ‌end‌ ‌of‌ ‌the‌ ‌day‌ ‌is‌ ‌here,‌ ‌I‌ ‌follow‌ ‌her‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌buses‌ ‌and‌ ‌tap‌ ‌on‌ ‌her‌ ‌shoulder.‌ ‌¨Oh‌ ‌hey,‌ ‌Chelsea‌ ‌came‌ ‌to‌ ‌say‌ ‌goodbye.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌took‌ ‌a‌ ‌deep‌ ‌breath.‌ ‌¨‌ ‌Actually‌ ‌I‌ ‌came‌ ‌to‌ ‌tell‌ ‌you‌ ‌something‌ ‌before‌ ‌you‌ ‌left¨‌ ‌my‌ ‌heart‌ ‌dropped‌ ‌and‌ ‌the‌ ‌world‌ ‌slowed‌ ‌down.‌ ‌I‌ ‌opened‌ ‌my‌ ‌mouth‌ ‌but‌ ‌the‌ ‌words‌ ‌wouldn't‌ ‌come‌ ‌out.‌ ‌¨sh,‌ ‌it's‌ ‌ok,‌ ‌I‌ ‌know‌ ‌what‌ ‌you‌ ‌wanted‌ ‌to‌ ‌say.¨‌ ‌she‌ ‌put‌ ‌her‌ ‌finger‌ ‌on‌ ‌my‌ ‌lips.‌ ‌¨You‌ ‌do.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌scared‌ ‌¨I‌ ‌do,‌ ‌you're‌ ‌not‌ ‌good‌ ‌at‌ ‌keeping‌ ‌secrets‌ ‌, Carter.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌could‌ ‌breathe‌ ‌again‌ ‌and‌ ‌the‌ ‌world‌ ‌moved‌ ‌a‌ ‌little‌ ‌quicker.‌ ‌¨‌ 
‌Wait‌ ‌if‌ ‌you‌ ‌know‌ ‌then‌ ‌why‌ ‌didn't‌ ‌you‌ ‌tell‌ ‌me?¨‌ ‌Because‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌scared,‌ ‌and‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌hoping‌ ‌you‌ ‌could‌ ‌do‌ ‌it‌ but‌ ‌what‌ ‌the‌ ‌hell,‌ ‌why‌ ‌not.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌started‌ ‌to‌ ‌think‌ ‌and‌ ‌as‌ ‌always‌ ‌that's‌ ‌not‌ ‌a‌ ‌good‌ ‌thing‌ ‌¨I‌ ‌wish‌ ‌I‌ ‌didn't‌ ‌wait‌ ‌so‌ ‌long,‌ ‌I’m‌ ‌sorry.¨‌ ‌¨Don't‌ ‌be,¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌looked‌ ‌her‌ ‌in‌ ‌the‌ ‌eyes‌ ‌¨The‌ ‌day‌ ‌isn't‌ ‌over‌ ‌yet.¨‌ ‌She‌ ‌put‌ ‌her‌ ‌hand‌ ‌on‌ ‌my‌ ‌face.‌ ‌¨What‌ ‌are‌ ‌you‌ ‌doing?¨‌ ‌¨something‌ ‌I'll‌ ‌never‌ ‌get‌ ‌the‌ ‌chance‌ ‌to‌ ‌do‌ ‌again.¨‌ ‌We‌ ‌locked‌ ‌eyes‌ ‌and‌ ‌leaned‌ ‌in‌ ‌and‌ ‌kissed.‌ ‌At‌ ‌that‌ ‌moment‌ ‌it‌ ‌was‌ ‌like‌ ‌my‌ ‌life‌ ‌purpose‌ ‌was‌ ‌fulfilled.‌ ‌I‌ ‌didn't‌ ‌want‌ ‌to‌ ‌leave.‌ ‌I‌ ‌knew‌ ‌it‌ ‌was‌ ‌a‌ ‌couple‌ ‌of‌ ‌seconds‌ ‌but‌ ‌it‌ ‌felt‌ ‌like‌ ‌a‌ ‌lifetime.‌ ‌¨hey‌ ‌you‌ ‌want‌ ‌to‌ ‌come‌ ‌over‌ ‌sense‌ ‌it's‌ ‌my‌ ‌last‌ ‌day,‌ ‌my‌ ‌parents‌ ‌are‌ ‌still‌ ‌at‌ ‌work.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌stuttered‌ ‌¨ye-yes‌ ‌I'd‌ ‌love‌ ‌to.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌grab‌ ‌my‌ ‌things‌ ‌off‌ ‌the‌ ‌floor‌ ‌not‌ ‌knowing‌ ‌that‌ ‌I‌ ‌dropped‌ ‌them.‌ ‌We‌ ‌both‌ ‌got‌ ‌on‌ ‌the‌ ‌bus‌ ‌that‌ ‌goes‌ ‌to‌ ‌her‌ ‌house‌ ‌the‌ ‌whole‌ ‌time‌ ‌we‌ ‌just‌ ‌spent‌ ‌time‌ ‌together.‌ ‌ When‌ ‌we‌ ‌got‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌house‌ ‌we‌ ‌spent‌ ‌more‌ ‌time‌ ‌together.‌ ‌When‌ ‌the‌ ‌day‌ ‌was‌ ‌over‌ ‌I‌ ‌found‌ ‌myself‌ ‌lying‌ ‌in‌ ‌her‌ ‌bed‌ ‌falling‌ ‌asleep.
¨That‌ ‌was‌ ‌the‌ ‌best‌ ‌day‌ ‌of‌ ‌my‌ ‌life.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌whispered‌ ‌in‌ ‌her‌ ‌ear.‌ ‌¨you‌ ‌obviously‌ ‌have‌ ‌never‌ ‌been‌ ‌to‌ ‌Disneyland. ¨she‌ ‌giggled.‌ ‌¨you‌ ‌know‌ ‌I‌ ‌almost‌ ‌forgot‌ ‌that‌ ‌you‌ ‌have‌ ‌to‌ ‌leave‌ ‌tomorrow…‌ ‌oh‌ ‌shit‌ ‌I‌ ‌also‌ ‌forgot‌ ‌my‌ ‌car!¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌got‌ ‌up‌ ‌and‌ ‌grabbed‌ ‌my‌ ‌stuff‌ ‌frantically.‌ ‌As‌ ‌I‌ ‌panicked‌ ‌she‌ ‌got‌ ‌up‌ ‌and‌ ‌grabbed‌ ‌my‌ ‌arm.‌ ‌¨hey‌ ‌you‌ ‌could‌ ‌just‌ ‌get‌ ‌it‌ ‌in‌ ‌the‌ ‌morning.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌don't‌ ‌know‌ ‌what‌ ‌it‌ ‌is‌ ‌but‌ ‌she‌ ‌can‌ ‌calm‌ ‌me‌ ‌down.‌ ‌¨in‌ ‌the‌ ‌meantime‌ ‌just‌ ‌lay‌ ‌down‌ ‌with‌ ‌me.¨‌ ‌I‌ ‌got‌ ‌back‌ ‌to‌ ‌bed.‌ ‌¨yeah‌ ‌your‌ ‌right.¨‌ ‌In‌ ‌my‌ ‌entire‌ ‌life,‌ ‌I‌ ‌never‌ ‌knew‌ ‌what‌ ‌parts‌ ‌of‌ ‌my‌ ‌life‌ ‌were‌ ‌significant.‌ ‌But‌ ‌tonight‌ ‌I‌ ‌knew‌ ‌that‌ ‌this‌ ‌moment‌ ‌was‌ ‌significant.‌ ‌The‌ ‌next‌ ‌morning‌ ‌I‌ ‌woke‌ ‌up‌ ‌and‌ ‌went‌ ‌to‌ ‌get‌ ‌my‌ ‌car.‌ ‌The‌ ‌air‌ ‌was‌ ‌still‌ ‌and‌ ‌cold.‌ ‌I‌ ‌could‌ ‌even‌ ‌see‌ ‌my‌ ‌own‌ ‌breath‌ ‌halfway‌ ‌down‌ ‌the‌ ‌street.‌ ‌When‌ ‌I‌ ‌got‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌parking‌ ‌lot‌ ‌I‌ ‌got‌ ‌a‌ ‌call‌ ‌from‌ ‌Victoria.‌
 ‌“Hey‌ ‌Chelsea,‌ ‌where‌ ‌are‌ ‌you?‌ ‌I‌ ‌woke‌ ‌up‌ ‌and‌ ‌you‌ ‌were‌ ‌gone.”‌ ‌I‌ ‌giggled.‌ ‌“I'm‌ ‌fine,‌ ‌I‌ ‌just‌ ‌
went‌ ‌to‌ ‌get‌ ‌my‌ ‌car‌ ‌and‌ ‌I‌ ‌didn't‌ ‌want‌ ‌to‌ ‌wake‌ ‌you‌ ‌up.”‌ ‌“‌ ‌Oh‌ ‌Thank‌ ‌god,‌ ‌when‌ ‌you‌ ‌get‌ ‌your‌ ‌car‌ ‌call‌ ‌me‌ ‌and‌ ‌meet‌ ‌me‌ ‌at‌ ‌Denny's.”‌ ‌ï‌ ‌pulsed.‌ ‌“Ok,‌ ‌I'll‌ ‌meet‌ ‌you‌ ‌there‌ ‌then.”‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌too‌ ‌distracted‌ ‌by‌ ‌my‌ ‌car.‌ ‌I‌ ‌forgot‌ ‌to‌ ‌tell‌ ‌her‌ ‌that‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌leaving.‌ ‌I‌ ‌know‌ ‌that‌ ‌I‌ ‌never‌ ‌like‌ ‌to‌ ‌get‌ ‌too‌ ‌personal‌ ‌with‌ ‌a‌ ‌lot‌ ‌of‌ ‌people.‌ ‌My‌ ‌closest‌ ‌friend‌ ‌is‌ ‌Nicole‌ ‌but‌ ‌sometimes‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌not‌ ‌completely‌ ‌honest‌ ‌with‌ ‌her‌ ‌either.‌ ‌Once‌ ‌I‌ ‌found‌ ‌my‌ ‌car‌ ‌I‌ ‌called‌ ‌veronica‌ ‌and‌ ‌told‌ ‌her‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌on‌ ‌my‌ ‌way‌ ‌and‌ ‌got‌ ‌in.‌ ‌When‌ ‌I‌ ‌started‌ ‌the‌ ‌car‌ ‌I‌ ‌took‌ ‌a‌ ‌moment‌ ‌to‌ ‌breathe.‌ ‌I‌ ‌felt‌ ‌sad.‌ ‌Which‌ ‌I‌ ‌thought‌ ‌was‌ ‌weird.‌ ‌I‌ ‌got‌ ‌what‌ ‌I‌ ‌wanted‌ ‌.‌ ‌I‌ ‌spent‌ ‌an‌ ‌ole‌ ‌day‌ ‌with‌ ‌veronica.‌ ‌But‌ ‌I‌ ‌felt‌ ‌empty.‌ ‌Once‌ ‌I‌ ‌got‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌diner‌ ‌and‌ ‌saw‌ ‌her‌ ‌I‌ ‌suppressed‌ ‌all‌ ‌my‌ ‌thoughts‌ ‌and‌ ‌put‌ ‌on‌ ‌a‌ ‌happy‌ ‌face.‌ 
‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌nervous‌ ‌but‌ ‌I‌ ‌didn't‌ ‌know‌ ‌why‌ ‌maybe‌ ‌because‌ ‌I‌ ‌know‌ ‌she's‌ ‌leaving‌ ‌and‌ ‌I‌ ‌won't‌ ‌see‌ ‌her‌ ‌again.‌ ‌I‌ ‌don't‌ ‌know‌ ‌why‌ ‌but‌ ‌I‌ ‌didn't‌ ‌want‌ ‌to‌ ‌see‌ ‌her.‌ ‌Maybe‌ ‌a‌ ‌part‌ ‌of‌ ‌me‌ ‌thought‌ ‌of‌ ‌last‌ ‌night‌ ‌as‌ ‌‌ ‌one-Nightstand .‌ ‌I‌ ‌know‌ ‌it‌ ‌wasn't‌ ‌but‌ ‌I‌ ‌don't‌ ‌know.‌ ‌“Hey!”‌ ‌she‌ ‌looked‌ ‌so‌ ‌happy‌ ‌to‌ ‌see‌ ‌me,‌ ‌it‌ ‌gave‌ ‌me‌ ‌some‌ ‌sort‌ ‌of‌ ‌screens.‌ ‌“hey‌ ‌what's‌ ‌up.”‌ ‌“nothing‌ ‌I‌ ‌just‌ ‌thought‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌not‌ ‌gone‌ ‌yet‌ ‌so‌ ‌why‌ ‌not.”‌ ‌I‌ ‌felt‌ ‌bad‌ ‌that‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌not‌ ‌as‌ ‌excited‌ ‌as‌ ‌her.‌ ‌“Hey,‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌sorry‌ ‌,‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌not‌ ‌the‌ ‌most‌ ‌energetic‌ ‌person‌ ‌in‌ ‌the‌ ‌mornings.”‌ ‌she‌ ‌looks‌ ‌at‌ ‌me‌ ‌like‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌dumb.‌ ‌“It's‌ ‌not‌ ‌a‌ ‌big‌ ‌deal‌ ‌ok‌ ‌you're‌ ‌fine‌ ‌the‌ ‌way‌ ‌you‌ ‌are‌ ‌
energetic‌ ‌or‌ ‌not,‌ ‌I‌ ‌love‌ ‌you.”‌ ‌“I‌ ‌know‌ ‌it's‌ ‌just‌ ‌weird‌ ‌you're‌ ‌my‌ ‌first‌ ‌actual‌ ‌“girlfriend”‌ ‌and‌ ‌I‌ ‌can't‌ ‌
‌ ‌call‌ ‌you‌ ‌that‌ ‌because‌ ‌you're‌ ‌leaving.”‌ ‌ ‌I‌ ‌felt‌ ‌stupid.‌ ‌“Hey‌ ‌it's‌ ‌ok‌ ‌just‌ ‌be‌ ‌glad‌ ‌you're‌ ‌here‌ ‌with‌ ‌me‌ ‌now.” she‌ ‌wrapped‌ ‌her‌ ‌arms‌ ‌around‌ ‌me.‌
 ‌“I‌ ‌know‌ ‌but‌ ‌if‌ ‌I‌ ‌wasn't‌ ‌so‌ ‌scared‌ ‌we‌ ‌could‌ ‌have‌ ‌been‌ ‌something,‌ ‌good‌ ‌things‌ ‌come‌ ‌to‌ ‌those‌ ‌who‌ ‌wait,‌ ‌my‌ ‌ass.”‌ ‌she‌ ‌giggled.‌ ‌“So‌ ‌what‌ ‌time‌ ‌are‌ ‌you‌ ‌going?”‌ ‌she‌ ‌stopped‌ ‌to‌ ‌think.‌ ‌“I‌ ‌don't‌ ‌know,‌ ‌I'll‌ ‌ask‌ ‌my‌ ‌mom,”‌ ‌I‌ ‌remember‌ ‌when‌ ‌I‌ ‌had‌ ‌to‌ ‌ask‌ ‌my‌ ‌mom‌ ‌to‌ ‌do‌ ‌things,‌ ‌now‌ ‌she‌ ‌just‌ ‌doesn't‌ ‌care‌ ‌anymore.‌ ‌“She‌ ‌said‌ ‌that‌ ‌we're‌ ‌leaving‌ ‌at‌ ‌nine.”‌ ‌“oh‌ ‌ok.”‌ ‌“so‌ ‌I‌ ‌guess‌ ‌this‌ ‌is‌ ‌goodbye.?”‌ ‌I‌ ‌didn't‌ ‌want‌ ‌her‌ ‌to‌ ‌leave.‌ ‌“Sadly‌ ‌it‌ ‌is.”‌ ‌she‌ ‌looked‌ ‌at‌ ‌me‌ ‌with‌ ‌a‌ ‌tear‌ ‌in‌ ‌her‌ ‌eye.‌ ‌“Well‌ ‌goodbye.”‌ ‌
“I‌ ‌don't‌ ‌like‌ ‌goodbyes,‌ ‌so‌ ‌see‌ ‌you‌ ‌later.”‌ ‌she‌ ‌giggled.‌ ‌“Yeah‌ ‌see‌ ‌you‌ ‌around.”‌ ‌she‌ ‌smiled‌ ‌and‌ ‌left‌ ‌
the‌ ‌diner.‌ ‌That‌ ‌was‌ ‌the‌ ‌last‌ ‌time‌ ‌I'd‌ ‌see‌ ‌her.‌ ‌The‌ ‌rest‌ ‌of‌ ‌the‌ ‌day‌ ‌flowed‌ ‌like‌ ‌it‌ ‌had‌ ‌no‌ ‌meaning.‌ ‌ ‌
The‌ ‌next‌ ‌day‌ ‌was‌ ‌like‌ ‌all‌ ‌the‌ ‌others‌ ‌before,‌ ‌slow‌ ‌and‌ ‌without‌ ‌meaning.‌ ‌“Hey!”‌ ‌I‌ ‌turned‌ ‌to‌ ‌
see‌ ‌my‌ ‌friend‌ ‌Nicole.‌ 
‌“hey.”‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌so‌ ‌tired.‌ ‌“I‌ ‌know‌ ‌you‌ ‌don't‌ ‌like‌ ‌to‌ ‌go‌ ‌out‌ ‌but‌ ‌you‌ ‌look‌ ‌like‌ ‌you‌ ‌
need‌ ‌to‌ ‌so‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌inviting‌ ‌you‌ ‌to‌ ‌a‌ ‌little‌ ‌get-together‌ ‌at‌ ‌my‌ ‌friend's‌ ‌house.”‌ ‌I‌ ‌took‌ ‌a‌ ‌deep‌ ‌breath.‌ ‌“Are‌ ‌
you‌ ‌inviting‌ ‌me‌ ‌to‌ ‌a‌ ‌party?”‌ ‌she‌ ‌paused‌ ‌“uh‌ ‌yeah,‌ ‌but‌ ‌it's‌ ‌not‌ ‌a‌ ‌big‌ ‌one‌ ‌it's‌ ‌just‌ ‌me‌ ‌and‌ ‌my‌ ‌
friends…‌ ‌and‌ ‌their‌ ‌friends‌ ‌and‌ ‌their‌ ‌friends‌ ‌.''‌ ‌I‌ ‌sighed‌ ‌in‌ ‌frustration‌ ‌but‌ ‌she's‌ ‌my‌ ‌friend,‌ ‌
so.‌ ‌“Fine‌ ‌I'll‌ ‌go‌ ‌but‌ ‌don't‌ ‌expect‌ ‌me‌ ‌to‌ ‌make‌ ‌many‌ ‌new‌ ‌friends.”‌ ‌her‌ ‌face‌ ‌lit‌ ‌up‌ ‌with‌ ‌excitement‌ ‌and‌ ‌she‌ ‌giggled.‌ ‌“Really‌ ‌oh‌ ‌my‌ ‌god‌ ‌you're‌ ‌not‌ ‌going‌ ‌to‌ ‌regret‌ ‌it.”‌ ‌“I‌ ‌have‌ ‌a‌ ‌funny‌ ‌feeling‌ ‌that‌ ‌I‌ ‌might.‌ ‌That‌ ‌night‌ ‌I‌ ‌got‌ ‌ready‌ ‌hoping‌ ‌it‌ ‌wouldn't‌ ‌be‌ ‌a‌ ‌bad‌ ‌night.‌ ‌I‌ ‌had‌ ‌my‌ ‌doubts‌ ‌but‌ ‌I‌ ‌don't‌ ‌want‌ ‌
to‌ ‌be‌ ‌rude.‌ ‌She's‌ ‌a‌ ‌good‌ ‌person‌ ‌and‌ ‌is‌ ‌‌ ‌the‌ ‌only‌ ‌other‌ ‌girl‌ ‌that‌ ‌wants‌ ‌to‌ ‌be‌ ‌my‌ ‌friend.‌ ‌Once‌ ‌
I‌ ‌was‌ ‌done‌ ‌getting‌ ‌ready‌ ‌I‌ ‌got‌ ‌a‌ ‌call‌ ‌from‌ ‌her.‌ ‌“Hey!”‌ ‌she‌ ‌sounded‌ ‌excited.‌ ‌“I‌ ‌was‌ ‌wondering‌ ‌if‌ ‌I‌ ‌could‌ ‌pick‌ ‌you‌ ‌up‌ ‌instead‌ ‌of‌ ‌you‌ ‌driving.”‌ ‌“Why?”‌ ‌her‌ ‌voice‌ ‌went‌ ‌from‌ ‌excited‌ ‌to‌ ‌nervous‌ ‌fast.‌ ‌“Well‌ ‌we‌ ‌haven't‌ ‌been‌ ‌hanging‌ ‌out‌ ‌lately‌ ‌and‌ ‌I‌ ‌just‌ ‌wanted‌ ‌to‌ ‌do‌ ‌something‌ ‌nice.”‌ ‌I‌ ‌hesitated.‌ ‌“Um‌ ‌sure, ‌I‌ ‌don't‌ ‌see‌ ‌why‌ ‌not.”‌ ‌“‌ ‌cool,,,‌ ‌I'll ‌there‌ ‌in‌ ‌a‌ ‌jiff!”‌ ‌She‌ ‌hung‌ ‌up‌ ‌the‌ ‌phone‌ ‌and‌ ‌five‌ ‌minutes‌ ‌later‌ ‌she‌ ‌showed‌ ‌up‌ ‌at‌ ‌my‌ ‌house‌ ‌in‌ ‌a‌ ‌denim‌ ‌jacket‌ ‌and‌ ‌some‌ ‌jeans.‌ ‌I‌ ‌always‌ ‌loved‌ ‌her‌ ‌style.‌ ‌My‌ ‌clothes‌ ‌consisted‌ ‌of‌ ‌flannel‌ ‌and‌ ‌skinny‌ ‌jeans.‌ ‌“Hey!‌ ‌Ready‌ ‌to‌ ‌go.”‌ ‌she‌ ‌looked‌ ‌nervous.‌ ‌“Yeah,‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌ready.”‌ ‌ ‌When‌ ‌we‌ ‌got‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌party‌ ‌I‌ ‌immediately‌ ‌hated‌ ‌it.‌ ‌There‌ ‌were‌ ‌so‌ ‌many‌ ‌people‌ ‌there‌ ‌and‌ ‌I‌ ‌didn't‌ ‌do‌ ‌well‌ ‌with‌ ‌them.‌ 
‌“Alright,‌ ‌we're‌ ‌here.”‌ ‌I‌ ‌felt‌ ‌scared.‌ ‌“I‌ ‌have‌ ‌a‌ ‌feeling‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌going‌ ‌to‌ ‌hate‌ ‌this.”‌ ‌“oh‌ ‌come‌ ‌on‌ ‌just‌ ‌stick‌ ‌next‌ ‌to‌ ‌me.”‌ ‌she‌ ‌grabbed‌ ‌my‌ ‌hand‌ ‌and‌ ‌pulled‌ ‌me‌ ‌out‌ ‌of‌ ‌the‌ ‌car.‌ ‌As‌ ‌we‌ ‌made‌ ‌our‌ ‌way‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌door‌ ‌hand‌ ‌in‌ ‌hand‌ ‌I‌ ‌noticed‌ ‌people‌ ‌were‌ ‌watching.‌ ‌Everyone‌ ‌knew‌ ‌which‌ ‌gender‌ ‌I‌ ‌preferred‌ ‌to‌ ‌be‌ ‌with‌ ‌and‌ ‌they‌ ‌were‌ ‌not‌ ‌okay‌ ‌with‌ ‌that.‌ ‌There‌ ‌was‌ ‌one‌ ‌person‌ ‌, Nightstands .‌ ‌And‌ ‌she‌ ‌is‌ ‌sitting‌ ‌five‌ ‌feet‌ ‌away‌ ‌from‌ ‌where‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌walking.‌ ‌But‌ ‌weirdly‌ ‌enough‌ ‌she‌ ‌wasn't‌ ‌the‌ ‌first‌ ‌to‌ ‌say‌ ‌anything.‌ ‌“Oh‌ ‌my‌ ‌god!‌ ‌I‌ ‌can't‌ ‌believe‌ ‌it.”‌ ‌oh‌ ‌shit.‌ ‌“oh‌ ‌hey‌ ‌Mathew.”‌ ‌Mathew‌ ‌was‌ ‌Nicole's‌ ‌boyfriend‌ ‌until‌ ‌she‌ ‌decided‌ ‌to‌ ‌not‌ ‌date‌ ‌an‌ ‌asshole‌ ‌anymore.‌ ‌ ‌“Did‌ ‌you‌ ‌leave‌ ‌me‌ ‌so‌ ‌you‌ ‌can‌ ‌be‌ ‌a‌ ‌queer‌ ‌with‌ ‌Chelsea?”‌ ‌“No,‌ ‌I‌ ‌left‌ ‌you‌ ‌because‌ ‌I‌ ‌don't‌ ‌want‌ ‌to‌ ‌be‌ ‌the‌ ‌bitch‌ ‌that's‌ ‌dating‌ ‌the‌ ‌biggest‌ ‌asshole‌ ‌in‌ ‌town.”‌ ‌“yeah‌ ‌right,‌ ‌your‌ ‌ng‌ ‌Chelsea‌ ‌aren't‌ ‌you-”‌ ‌“Hey!‌ ‌Back‌ ‌off‌ ‌or‌ ‌else‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌kicking‌ ‌you‌ ‌out‌ , Mathew.”‌ 
‌It‌ ‌was‌ ‌Nicole's‌ ‌friend‌ ‌who‌ ‌threw‌ ‌the‌ ‌party.‌ ‌“fine‌ ‌but‌ ‌keeps‌ ‌those‌ ‌fags‌ ‌away‌ ‌from‌ ‌me.”‌ ‌“hey‌ ‌keep‌ ‌it‌ ‌up‌ ‌I‌ ‌want‌ ‌to‌ ‌kick‌ ‌you‌ ‌out.”‌ ‌her‌ ‌friend‌ ‌walked‌ ‌up‌ ‌to‌ ‌us.‌ ‌“Hey,‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌sorry‌ ‌about‌ ‌that‌ ‌guys.”‌ ‌I‌ ‌felt‌ ‌terrible.‌ ‌“No,‌ ‌I'm‌ ‌sorry‌ ‌he‌ ‌wouldn't‌ ‌have‌ ‌done‌ ‌that‌ ‌if‌ ‌I‌ ‌wasn't‌ ‌here.”‌ ‌Nicole‌ ‌looked‌ ‌at‌ ‌me‌ ‌like‌ ‌I‌ ‌was‌ ‌stupid.‌ ‌“Hey‌ ‌shut‌ ‌up,‌ ‌it's‌ ‌not‌ ‌your‌ ‌fault‌ ‌he's‌ ‌an‌ ‌idiot,‌ ‌come‌ ‌on‌ ‌let's‌ ‌get‌ ‌something‌ ‌to‌ ‌drink.” ‌The‌ ‌rest‌ ‌of‌ ‌the‌ ‌night‌ ‌was‌ ‌fun.‌ ‌I‌ ‌had‌ ‌a‌ ‌great‌ ‌time‌ ‌with‌ ‌my‌ ‌friend.‌ ‌We‌ ‌danced‌ ‌and‌ ‌even‌ ‌played‌ ‌some‌ ‌beer‌ ‌pong.‌ ‌I‌ ‌didn't‌ ‌expect‌ ‌it‌ ‌but‌ ‌after‌ ‌we‌ ‌had‌ ‌that‌ ‌little‌ ‌run-in‌ ‌with‌ ‌Matthew‌ ‌it'd‌ ‌be‌ ‌a‌ ‌quiet‌ ‌night‌ ‌and‌ ‌by‌ ‌quiet‌ ‌I‌ ‌mean‌ ‌we‌ ‌drank‌ ‌until‌ ‌we‌ ‌saw‌ ‌someone‌ ‌puke.‌ ‌
It‌ ‌was‌ ‌fun‌ ‌and‌ ‌the‌ ‌next‌ ‌day‌ ‌was‌ ‌still‌ ‌pretty‌ ‌boring‌ ‌but‌ ‌I‌ ‌at least‌ ‌had‌ ‌my‌ ‌friend‌ ‌there‌ ‌to‌ ‌keep‌ ‌me‌ ‌from‌ ‌being‌ ‌sad‌. During lunch, we all sat at a table and talked about last night and how crazy it was. “What about you Chelsea, what did you think about last night?” “It was fun.” they all looked at me. “That's it, it was fun!?” “um… yeah what do you want me to say.” I laughed. “Well something more interesting than it was fun, I mean did you hook up with anyone.” I looked at him with a straight face. “Do you see any more gays here?” “oh yeah well then what did you do?”
“I just hung out with Nicole the whole time.” there was silence at the table after I gave my response to the group then Nicole started to open her mouth. “All we did was have some fun and get wasted, nothing super interesting.”Alex just rolled his eyes over the boring response that Nicole said “what about the whole Mathew thing.” I looked down at my hands and started to play with my fingers to try to ignore the question. “It was nothing just him being an asshole again.” as I was looking down I noticed a new voice enter the conversation. 
“What's going on queers.” It was Cassidy, which is the worst person in my opinion. “Hey,    dick magnate.” I was surprised at the comeback that Nicole came up with. “I just wanted to tell you that I heard about the whole issue with Matthew and that everyone will know about you two.” I felt my heart sink into my stomach. “Hey bitch if I wanted to talk to a slut I would go to your mom's house.” “yeah fuck off bitch.” I was surprised at how defensive my friends were over me but I guess that's what friends are for. “Hey sorry about that.” “hey it's fine, I don’t mind being called queer for a couple of days ok, besides she's a bitch and no one will believe her.” I smiled at Nicole. 
After school I when I got home I arrived to see my mom on the couch passed out with a cigarette in one hand and a beer in the other. To get away from her I called Nicole and asked her if she wanted to go for a walk or something. “Hey, Nicole what's going on.” “nothing what’s up.” I stopped to take a breath. “I was just wondering if you wanted to go for a walk.” “sure I’m not doing anything.” “cool see you at the lake.” I got dressed in a long-sleeved shirt and a warm fuzzy jacket and quietly and quickly went out the door trying to not wake my mom and went to the lake. On my way there I noticed some jokes were going around town on a joyride. Once I showed up at the lake I told her about the jocks.
I have not finished and I would appreciate constructive criticism
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