#sorry im dumping emotions

[nmoroder]

You know i used to have these surges of art coming through my hands at night. They're back, these surges. And i love Klogg can you tell

1st pic almost quotes Bible cuz you know, TenNapel himself said the Neverhood story is biblical in nature so yeah it comes naturally

2nd is Hoborg's humanized design through years (he hasn't really changed between '21 and today)

3d pic says "there are things i will never forgive myself for" and it echoes the headcanon that Hoborg had great guilt for what Klogg had become bcuz of the crown and was actually terrified of seeing and touching him

4th pic is abt this story i composed a couple of years ago, in short it's the segment where Klaymen and Klogg had to fight Some Guys and Klay obtained a blaster a while ago. yeah and Klogg had a blast using a spear which promptly broke after a dozen of hits

6th pic references the latest askblog post (and psst is the short summary of where they're gonna be heading next)

#neverhood #humanization #moroderdraws #klogg #hoborg #klaymen #one of the things im really happy about is kloggs human design. i mean #back in 2012 when i created it he was already perfect #i only had to change a couple of things to suit my current style and thats it #truly means something haha #im glad he stayed with me thru these years. neverhood truly is the source of my autism power #not srs im not diagnosed with autism. its just that undying thing inside your soul that keeps supporting you #and it often happens that thinking and making art abt neverhood brings me out of a hole i myself dug and fell into #like it did now. i was in a major crisis for the last 3 months or so #and im coming back to art. back to frequent drawing because god knows i needed it #i feel alive. thank you fandoms for being there. #aight sorry for a vent dump im just being emotional over things ive loved for over a decade haha #hope yall feeling good atm!

[llitchilitchi]

#dsmp #dsmp fanart #sapnap fanart #sapnap #c!sapnap #georgenotfound #georgenotfound fanart #c!george #comic #monarchy restoration au #sorry if the quality is a lil eh Ive been dealing with some irl stuff and all that #not gonna trama dump in the tags just wanna say that if heres messy handrwiting or something not erased Im a little all over the place #also this is to say I might redo this one eventually and go into more detail eheheh #this is the earliest on the timeline we ever got!! woo #right after prison escape to be exact #the emotions on this one were so much fun

[jackienautism]

the ppl who say that sam doesnt have any personality are just fucking stupid

#mine #text #until dawn #sam giddings #sorry im away from my usual environment rn and im not in the mood to draw. so i am going to dump all my thouhgts on here LOL #i dont even have the words to describe why this is so goddamn dumb to think #shes not as outward as her friends are. thats like. her whole thing #shes a lot more resigned and inward. like INCREDIBLY so #a lot of her stronger emotions are kept hidden for the sake of everyone else. esp if there is danger present #i understand not necessarily picking up on it- due to sam being like that- but UGGGGGGHG #to say she doesnt have any personality........ WRONG. THATS WRONG #i take that as an attack on me LOL fuck you for real #my UD tag #my sam tag #UD #my thoughts

[silber-schleier]

I'm sorry but I'm going to dump my feelings about Good Omens S2 here.

About the last 15 minutes or so from ep6 I really think now this has had to happen even if it fucking HURT. They don't have a healthy relationship going. They don't talk about their feelings and only assume what the other one (or anyone else for the matter) want. Crowley really needs to find a sense in life other than Aziraphale. And Aziraphale needs to learn a lot about himself and what he wants in life. He needs to see the impact heaven still has on him no matter what the Metatron may have told him. I know the feeling when you think you are now strong enough to tell your superiors 'No' (for me my father in that regard) and then they stand in front of you and you fall back into that role they expect of you as if nothing ever happend. You KNOW what you are doing is wrong. You can feel it but you just can't break your conditioning. For Aziraphale it's been +6000 years. You can't just shake that in 4 years. That would be like 4 days for a human or something. He hurt Crowley terrible with it that's true. But I think it's fixable. (I know it is because there's a S3 with a happy ending) but it will be a hard and stony path. Aziraphale really needs to shake off Heavens influence on him but that can only happen when he sees for himself that he can't 'fix' Heaven. He got Gabriels job for somebodys sake. We all saw how it ended for him the moment the set a toe out of line. 'When you take that offer you can decide about everything' lol nope. And that offer about Crowley being an angel again? Who says he can remeber everything that has happend and they don't just erase his memory like they have planned to do to Gabriel? He outwitted them with the fly but that sure doesn't work a second time. But I'm probably reaching and now I've lost the thread where I wanted to go with this.

Want I also wanted to say we've got soft, gentle and romantic. Look at them dancing or the first minutes of ep1 where Crowley created the stars. The part about Hiob was funny too. I really laughed a lot and I was so happy to see them again.

But anyway my six pences about s2.

#good omens #crowley #ineffable husbands #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #aziraphale #I'm sorry just dumping my emotional turmoil somwhere #im hurtin

[saetoru]

yes girl dad supremacy! My dad has only sisters and is so supportive (was there for me when I got my first period too and bought female hygiene products for me without any fuss) 😭

girl dad supremacy !! my dad has 2 sisters and him and his brothers are so protective of their sisters but even still 😭 my dads the only one that actually respects women—he’s not perfect. he has some flawed views because of the generation and culture he was raised in ofc, but overall he’s still very girl dad! core and he’s just happy to be here he never cared about baby genders. it’s refreshing u know. bc when my sister was being born everyone was hoping she’d be a son and then she wasn’t obviously and my mom was rly sad bc everyone in the family was gossiping about how she’s incapable of “producing sons.” like i was the first and only girl on my dads side—and he’s the youngest so deadass it’s just been a chain of boy after boy after boy for decades that me being a girl was crazy enough. but then two girls ?? everyone was shitting on my mom sm on the low but my dad was just 🥹 so excited 🥹 idk. sometimes it just really hits me that my life would be so different if i was born into this family thru anyone else but my dad. and it makes me grateful 🥹

#asks! #IM SORRY FOR GIVING YALL A FAMILY TRAUMA DUMP #OF MY GENDER AND ITS CONTROVERSY #HFKAJDJSDJ #BUT #i’m just emotional tonight

[wisteria-whump]

characters X and Y don't get along particularly well but are constantly around each other due to a mutual friend/working the same shift/having classes together/etc. X constantly picks on Y and Y doesn't like it and is sensitive about being picked on. things escalate when Y is really upset about something and X continues to tease them, not really realizing how cruel they're being.

#sorry to burst your bubble but your cat is dead #may or may not be inspired by me and an (ex) online friend of mine #ive always hated being teased and picked on and he always picked on me #i also had this pet cat that i really loved who was an indoor/outdoor cat and she went missing #and i was like 9 so i was in denial that she'd probably been eaten by a coyote #and not long after she went missing when there was like a chance that she may be alive but it wasnt very likely #he said and i cried over it lol #he wasnt very nice #im rlly out here trauma dumping oops #whump #whump prompt #whump prompts #whump idea #whump scenario #whump writing #whump blog #emotional whump #angst #angst writing #angst prompts #angst prompt

[fdrsamericanflagduckfloaty]

Ça va, mon ami?

... Oui?

#🐝 #'?' as in 'maybe???? sorta??? idk' type '?' #okay sorry rant in the tags #does that make sense? #i would say okay but. . rn im just chilling #but my emotions flip flop as easy as flipping a coin #one moment ill be hella sad and upset and then the next it'll be like it never happened #like oh. i was sad?? yeah alr cool ANYWAYS time to watch my favorite actor #happy?? good times??? one wrong word or sentence boom im sad #but then that goes and its like okay well thats over time to be laughing and happy #so yknow i can never say yes because right now i cant recall the last 10 minutes #does that mean im just on autopilot??? maybe. #does that mean my brain is on power-saving low-usage mode??? yes. #yknow i just. i just. my emotions change so smoothly its kinda concerning? #i can go from being in the dumps to just 'eh im good' so quickly its as if it never happened #i just dont process anything longer than 20 minutes. 21 minutes? yeah watch me simping for one of the main 3 i like acting like i wasnt sad #yeah so im just. im just on low energy no-real-attention-needed mode rn mon ami #rewatching a tv show ive watched 30 times. music. dark room. my irl/online bestie/platonic marriage partner isnt on #i mean its just low vibration buzzing brain hours rn

[emypony]

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#damn babygirl i wish people checked up on me more #this self conscious catgirl is so tired #sometimes i WISH people just came into my dms to ask me if im ok #i do it constantly to others because i hope theyre not as sad as i am feeling in that moment #genuinely afraid to have made someone feel bad and drive them away from me #and omg i feel nyself running thin again just bc im afraid to lose the interactions we have altogether because i cant process certain media #in a healthy way whatsoever and i get super hung up on thinfs that really dont matter that much in the end #YEAH IM RAMBLING IT'S 5:30 AM AND I COULD BE SLEEPING RIGHT NOW BUT INSTEAD IM JUST CRYING FOR A STUPID REASON!! #i think ive only had one person check up on me based off the vibes in chat i gave off alone in the past couple of months #which was baffling and surreal btw and i think it broke something within me #it came from someone i wouldve never expected to even notice because sometimes it feels like its such a vast difference between us #i sometimes even wonder how are we friends in the first place #like do i even deserve to call this person my friend do they feel like that? or are we just discord acquaintances? #anyway all this just made me sad and my dumb ass is crying and yearning to be loved by my online peers thats all lol. meows pathetically #idk i guess i just.want to hear / see it more rather than just teying to tell myself that over and over hoping im not deluding myself abt i #personal #sorry for the emotions dump idk whats wrong with me tonight actually #me having to come to terms with the reality that i actually have a following and this might get boticed by more than 2 ppl #bc not everyone follows 3k blogs like i am :skull emoji: yknow #im probably gonna delete later because im actually a super self conscious person to the point i get nauseatingly anxious about it holy shit #i dont vent often and im 120% keeping it in but when i do oh boy #the dam bursts and im left like a sopping wet dog on the floor looking like a sad blob #which i am feeling like right now! #vent #emy rambles #ALSO LIKE THIS ISNT TO SAY IM NOT GRATEFUL FOR MY FRIENDS OMG I AM #k really am #sometimes its still like. idk. unbelievable to me that people are genuinely interacting with me and the things i write or headcanon #and i shouldn't expect them to know whats wrong with me or if i feel bad if i dont say it or communicate that to them #but yknow one can yearn

[littlecutiexox]

Want a day where I’m happy with who I am, and how far I’ve come

#i have so much to work on #im dumping emotions sorry

[skyteglad]

the latest aita is making me sad. the teeth one. because like... when i was a kid, i was told to have braces! and that i'd need an eventual surgery! and because i didn't want to, my parents didn't make me.

that surgery would've changed my life. i'm not fucking kidding. i'm pretty sure 75% of my physical disabilities stem from not getting that surgery. and by the time i was able to bring up trying to have corrective work again, i was two years from losing my insurance, and my parents procrastinated. now it seems like a pipe dream it'll ever happen.

i get being resentful of your parents forcing you to do things you don't want to do, but god damn, if mine had actually really pushed me into getting braces, my life would be so much different and so much better.

#riot.txt #personal #vent #sorry i'm just. really emotional and maybe a lil triggered #bc SO MUCH of my physical and mental health problems can be stemmed to my jaw #and my teeth. #bc i didn't get that surgery i can't swallow easily. i can't take medication i severely need. my back and neck are bent in ways i can't und #due to lack of breathing. i can't sit up straight bc i can't breathe and that's caused so much damage to me! #if they'd have pushed me into caring for my teeth and my body it would've saved me SO much heartache and pain. i'll have no way of knowing #how different life would be #but i know for a FACT i wouldn't have certain issues i have now... i'd be on mental health medication i wouldn't have chronic pain i'd be #able to function in society without feeling like a burden who'll never be able to get on social security #idk im jst... PLEASE iff you have the chance to have orthopedic work done - DO IT. #if your PARENTS are going to be footing the bill and have good insurance i PROMISE thats a fucking blessing #bc i can't work anymore and the surgery i need that might fix a lot of my life is in the tens of thousands without insurance that i cant bu #anyways sorry to ramble n trauma dump but its my blog and if ANYONE sees this and it helps them or convinces them to get work done while #they can then. idk. feels worth it to be vulnerable :'3 #EDIT: also like... if they'd forced me sure i'd be resentful #but ykw i am rn? even more resentful for the intense medical neglect that stemmed from 'well he doesn't want to so lets not make him' #most kids don't want to go to the doctor. maybe if they'd taken me regularily to a fucking doctor i'd have more answers for what's wrong wm #like... god i'd have hated braces then bc ofc i would i was a kid #but i hate even more now knowing just how fucking NEGLECTED i was as a kid bc they let me make my own choices by going the hands off approa #iunno. anyways. nah on that aita. you're allowed to be upset and resent him for it but GOD he is not an asshole for caring about you #'your body your choice' does not apply here at all. i'm so sorry to tell u this. fdkgfdhgkjdgd #EDIT 2: didn't even MENTION the fact i have dehibilitating chronic migraines and headache that i suspect are directly tied to my poor denta #health!! LIKE. AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK FOR THE ENTIRE DAY #SOMETIMES (OFTEN) MUTLIPLE TIMES A WEEK. #i only JST NOW got access to medicatio to help w it and i CAN'T. SWALLOW. THE MEDICATION THAT PREVENTS THE MIGRAINE FROM GETTING WORSE #I CAN ONLY SWALLOW THE DAILY MED... BC ITS _SO FUCKING TINY_. #aahghghfgdfhgdfjd -puts face in hands-

[dangaer]

writing otome love interests is fun until u realise just how much otome mcs know and help them overcome in their route as a whole.

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc. #much love to otome mcs but ngl i love when u get to explore different ways with different muses too like for eg #plotlines where sata.n and luc.ifer come tg without mcs involvement or simply #having people talk who shouldve just done it in the first place. #theres something i think we all find beautiful in having our muses helped / taken care of and im not afraid to admit im the same too ... #sorry for dissapearing! work has rlly angered me this week and i didnt have much energy to reply to messages #because ive been dumped with extra work from everyone elses decisions after they all know im the only person in my workplace rn who was #down a team member #my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is /RUINED/--- #im feeling very emotional about moments like this. canon divergency is super fun to explore and when u write in the otome genre ... that #stuff will probably happen a lot lot.

[ashxxgyu]

Truthfully, I think I’m blaming my emotions on that.

#it’s more than just him but that is all im saying #god forbid I complain and dump my emotions on someone else 🙄 #to my new followers im sorry you have to see this #♡₊˚ princess’s diary・₊✧🧸

[writersmacchiato]

hey yall

just found out my boyfriend of almost two (2!) years has been cheating on me for our entire relationship :)

should i,,,,

a) ghost him.

b) make a powerpoint with my proof and present it to him

or

c) ask him directly to his face, and when he inevitably lies to me, show him the proof?

all options end up with me breaking up him.

#i cried so hard earlier i almost threw up #then i was livid that he did this to me #and then i cried some more #so im feeling a lot of emotions :) #ill also be mia for a bit lol #delete later #sorry to trauma dump! #ex bf tag

[mr-selfdestruct]

Kinda getting emotional in the car ride to see mcr

#theyve been my favorite band for like 5 years and i never thought id be able to see them its just #also not to trauma dump but after a s*icide attempt i listened to the world is ugly for hours and just cried #like idk its just emotional not to sound cliche but their music has always been there for me #trying not to cry bc im with my mom and i dont like crying in front of people LMAO #*sorry i meant The light behind your eyes #if they play that song im definitely sobbing my eyes out

[itspeanutlove]

that moment when you realize that your family members probably have undiagnosed mental conditions and desperately want (and have at one point literally begged for u and them to go to a therapist) but they deny that said conditions even exist

that moment when you realize "uh. i might have inherited that ngl"

#mental health #based off of me realizing i might be autistic but high functioning #as opposed to my little brother who is low functioning #but i didnt know it because any time i brought it up to my mom she just goes #“youre being dramatic” or “its normal #but when i bring it up to my friends theyre like “?? what no thats not normal” #my entire life i thought throwing up cuz a food has a texture i dont like was a picky eater thing #that not liking sleeves that arent super loose because i hated the way it rubs my arms is not normal #that hating going to church or having to go to the bathroom in theaters cuz its too loud is not normal #plus having difficulties in reading people's expressions and emotions and just having to guess... idk #i just thought that was normal but. its not #and im also realizing that depression runs in my moms side of the family (and my grandma probably has bipolar and narcissism??) #sorry for trauma dumping randomly but damn the teaaa #but yeah uh. i remember when my mom made fun of me cuz i kept stimming by throwing tape against a wall n catching it #her going “you're not autistic like your brother #so dont do it!“ #like dang girl

[anotheruntitledsong]

i did like the hidden palace but (SPOILER if anyone hasn't read it?) i'm genuinely so annoyed at how Arbeely is handled like... I wish i could be sad but i'm just fucking irritated. I was overly invested in him and that's def why but i just feel like they did him dirty

#the golem and the jinni #i was scrolling goodreads and the take i kept seeing was 'oh I wish Arbeely could've had his family too bad the jinni FUCKED IT UP' #but idk that's just not how i read him. like thats not where i feel the problem is #his whole shtick is being content as the jinni's foil and like! things can change! but the way it's done leaves him totally unresolved #which in turn means the jinni's shit is also never getting resolved because there is like no way to #when Arbeely describes his future family in the first book it's all 'someday... vaguely...' and AGAIN! what you want can change! #and honestly it's really interesting and sad that he makes this sacrifice for the jinni #but it's a layer of complexity that like clashes with how little he is there for and how little the author's invested in him #and like the way the no marriage literally did not ruin his life at all... sure it sucked but the man is still like idk rich #what has continuously fucked with him throughout both books is that he wants (or at least spends half his page time thinking about) #emotional connection to the jinni in a human way #which is something the jinni cant\wont give him even though he's basically Arbeely's only close friend #(besides ig maryam who was rlly funny hinting at her dislike for the jinni like someone trying to get their friend to dump their toxic bf) #anyway the vibe in the first book is that he only thinks about wanting a wife when the jinni is being a dickhead #BECAUSE the jinni eases arbeelys loneliness by just being there because at the end of the day that's what humans need #but then it's made really weird in the second book by Arbeely getting 'trapped' by the jinni (and yet they just grow further apart) #which means that the only thing arbeely actually spent half his life discontent with and then literally died without is not a wife #it's emotional intimacy with the jinni. which is insane to me #arbeely is obviously already tragic but this seems TOO tragic entirely because the book doesn't give af about addressing it #if it was like a plot thing then all of the above would be fine and gutwrenching because it ties back into the jinnis self isolation #BUT IT'S NOT. like i get arbeely isn't that important to the plot but he was important to the jinni and the jinni was important to him #alsoo necessarily disclaimer i'm not trying to say he's in love with the jinni or anything like that #although a queer arbeely (divorced from the above idea) would also been interesting cuz I dont think the jinni has a grasp on homophobia #so idk theyd be keeping each others secrets (arbeely x the biscuit man? JOKE) #BUTTTT! I don't believe he needs romantic energy! him and the jinni having awful vibes up until arbeely's literal death is what bothers me #The jinni is a bad communicator ik but come on... not once? not even before the diagnosis? The jinni also thinks about how distant they are #could they not talk a little? for me? there are ways to do it within the bounds of their characters FOR SURE #im sure this is the point but i do dislike it either way. anyway sorry arbeely u remind me of my uncle #the hidden palace