P1Harmony Reaction | Their s/o needing to hug them to sleep
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genre: reaction, fluff
Author’s note: I originally rejected this request because it was sent in when my requests were closed. But as I was scrolling through my blog the other day I found it again and decided I want to write it after all… so here it is!^^
In your relationship he’s usually the one initiating any display of physical affection. He will often hug you, pinch your cheeks or give you kisses out of the blue - not that you don’t do that as well, but he’s the one who starts it more often. So it does come as a bit of a surprise to him when you’re sleeping at his place for the first time and you wrap your arms around him from behind as soon as you lie down.
“O-oh?” He can’t keep himself from letting out a surprised noise, and when he turns his head he looks at you with raised eyebrows. “I thought I was supposed to be the big spoon?”
“I guess…” you mumble as you feel him carefully turning around in your hold, while you’re unwilling to let go of him.
“You don’t… want that?” he guesses, but you shake your head.
“I just can’t sleep if I don’t hug something…” you admit and you blush, making Keeho grin because he thinks that’s adorable.
“Okay, hold on then,” he says and gets up real quick, returning with another pillow, which he hands you. “You can hold onto this…” he suggests, already crawling into bed next to you and then putting his arms around you from behind, “while I do this.” He places a soft kiss just below your ear while waiting for your answer. In the end you nod, pulling the pillow towards you. It’s actually kinda nice to have Keeho hug you instead, and you feel rather safe knowing that he’s right there behind you.
“Yeah, this is fine,” you say, content with your position, and you hear your boyfriend let out a soft laugh.
“Then I’m glad,” he answers. “Sleep tight, baby.”
He freezes up first of all when you wrap your arms around his body in order to hug him tight. You lied down in his bed and said goodnight just a minute ago, when you started to feel the deprivation of not having your pillow with you, which you always hug to sleep. So you figured your boyfriend would do too, but you didn’t expect him to react this strongly.
“What’s wrong?” you ask. “You don’t like it?”
“N-no… I mean… that’s not it,” Taeyang stammers about, flustered like you rarely see him. You can tell he doesn’t know what to do with this situation, so you withdraw from him, hoping to give him some space to breathe. However, upon being deprived of your warmth, you hear him let out a small whine that makes you grin.
“So you want me to hug you to sleep after all?” you retort, and with a disgruntled noise, as if this was a fact you were not supposed to find out about, he reaches out to pull you close. You wrap your arms around him to return the tight embrace, but after a few minutes have passed, you both must admit this position is a little too uncomfortable to sleep. So you move around wordlessly, until his head somehow ends up on your chest, his body curled up beside you, and you get to have your arms wrapped around his shoulders all night.
“Goodnight,” you say, happy about how the situation turned out, before you place a kiss atop his head.
“Night,” Taeyang replies, his voice still a bit whiny, probably not wanting to admit how much he likes being held by you just yet.
It’s time for the two of you to go to bed on your first sleepover together ever. You’re nervous because you still haven’t figured out how to tell him that you can’t sleep unless you’re hugging something or someone, and you know he usually isn’t the biggest fan of physical affection directed at him. So when you lie down next to him in bed, it must be obvious that you’re a bit of a nervous wreck, because Jiung immediately asks what’s up with you.
“Just… not used to not sleeping at home,” you mumble and you find an understanding smile showing on his lips.
“Then… can I make it better for you somehow?” he asks, and even before you can say anything he lifts his hand to brush his fingers through your hair. Feeling like it’s now or never, you gather your courage and open up about your worries.
“Actually… I can’t sleep if I don’t… hug a pillow or something,” you admit while avoiding eye contact with him, but when you hear a soft laugh escaping him you turn your head to look at him after all.
“Then… how about this?” Jiung spreads his arms to invite you for a hug. Relief overcomes you, but you’re also so surprised that you don’t react fast enough. “You don’t want to after all?” he guesses just to mess with you.
“No!” Once you protest, he chuckles again, before engulfing you in a big hug, making you feel warm inside.
“You think you can sleep better like this?” Jiung asks. You free your hands from under the blanket to hold onto his arms, and feel your mind at ease.
“Yeah,” you answer. “Good night.”
“Good night,” he replies, before placing a soft kiss on your cheek.
You go right in for a hug after crawling into bed next to him, and you can hear him let out a flustered laugh in response. He won’t hesitate to put an arm around you, but he still questions you.
“What’s up with you?” he asks, a sweet tone in his voice. You pout, hoping he won’t see it in the dark.
“I can’t sleep otherwise…” you mumble and then bury your face in his chest to hide away. No matter if you’re actually younger than him or not, his big brother instincts will kick in at that action, making him suddenly feel the need to protect you at all cost. While cooing over you, he changes his position a bit so you can hug him and use him as a pillow more comfortably. At the same time he will start patting your head, a bit awkwardly at first but he will relax soon enough and get sleepy too, so the headpats actually turn into a very calming gesture.
“Such a baby…” he whispers, and you’re not sure if you should be offended at his words or if you should just accept them and let him take care of you for a while. So you simply answer with a small whine, making him chuckle again along with a blush appearing on his cheeks, because you just have to be this adorable right in front of his eyes. Eventually the headpats will cease, and instead he will just pull you closer and place a goodnight kiss on your forehead.
“Sleep well, my baby,” he whispers as he takes one more look at your half-asleep face in the dark.
“Mhm… you too,” you mumble in response, before you drift off to dreamland, feeling secure as you hold onto each other.
There is surprise written on his face as he listens to you explain about how you can’t sleep if you’re not holding onto something as you fall asleep. You can tell he doesn’t have similar experiences, but from the way his eyes are widened like those of a big teddy bear you can tell he’s more fascinated by it than anything else. You were a little scared he might judge you for it, but you should’ve known better than to assume this boy would think badly about you for something so innocent.
“Then… do you want a stuffed animal to sleep with?” he offers, already going through all the available options in his head to find the most fitting one for you.
“I… was more thinking about hugging you,” you say, and again there is surprise in his expression. Shota gives you a sweet smile before spreading his arms to invite you for a hug. You take him up on the offer and go get cuddles first of all, before speaking up again.
“Okay but… if we want to sleep then shouldn’t we… lie down first?” You side-eye his bed that’s about two steps away from you, and suddenly he tightens his hold around your body, before jumping sideways onto the mattress with you, all while letting out some noise you think you’ve heard in a game before. Needless to say, he makes you wonder what just went on in his head on one hand, and laugh out loud on the other.
“I mean, that’s one way to go to sleep, yeah,” you chuckle and he shoots you a grin, before letting go of you so you can both get comfortable. He will let you hug him throughout the night to make sure you sleep well, and to be honest he too feels safe having you this close to him.
He will get flustered as soon as he feels you sneaking your arms around his body under your shared blanket.
“What are you doing?” he asks you sleepily and with a soft smile on his lips. A blush appears on his cheeks, heating up his entire face as you come yet a bit closer instead of answering. “Can you even sleep like this?” he wonders out loud.
“I can’t sleep without hugging something or someone…” you admit, speaking silently and burying your face in his chest.
“O-oh.” Jongseob can’t help but get flustered by how shy you suddenly are. However, he’s also touched that you trust him this much, and so he smiles to himself as he wraps his own arms around you loosely. You too smile, feeling warm inside as he returns the embrace.
“Goodnight,” you whisper and you close your eyes, ready to drift off to sleep peacefully. Meanwhile your boyfriend doesn’t know what to do with himself, because having you so close to him already makes his heart beat way too fast, but the image of having you fall asleep in his arms keeps him even more awake for quite a while. He waits until he’s sure you’re sound asleep, and then he turns around to bring some distance between the two of you and to grant his heart a break. He will be able to fall asleep along with you while hugging each other at some point, but for now he isn’t used to this yet and it still makes him way too nervous if he’s quite honest with himself.
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