Picture of the “the great conjunction” last night with Jupiter and Saturn. (Not my picture)

I’m one of those people who don’t understand interstellar but still watch it. I love that movie. Like yes i see it and my brain goes ~oOoOhh sPaCe~ and i just sit there for two hours without a single thought in my brain just ~vibes~

i feel connected to space in my bones. in my very soul. i ache with the desire to know what i cant possibly ever know.

promise im not usually like this everybody its just that once in a while i remember things exist off this planet and i get emotional again

all the science stuff is so cool with space but i am so much more enamored with the ideas it presents and what i am in relation to them.

like maybe i am just being dramatic but there is so much and i can feel in my very being that this is what i am and what i am meant to yearn for. i am meant to miss the stars that held me.

oh to see stars crash into one another and collapse down to nothing. walk the surface of planets you can barely begin to imagine. hold the dust that makes up galaxies in your hands and know it is made of so much more than just what you can see. to watch planets be born from chaos and witness the slow way they revolve around their star. how lovely it is to know that you have been a part of this and you have left your mark for the rest of eternity.

do u understand how absolutely beautiful and wonderful space is. i spend so much of my time thinking about it. we are all made of stardust and i long to return home

Space documentary: and they danced around each other :)

me, sobbing: oh my god they danced around each other

back on my space stuff again but can i just say how goddamn emotional the timelapse to the end of time makes me. i always start crying once they get to the part abt the end of stars and like. everything after that

me, age 8, realizing I probably won’t ever know the entirety of space as well as I want to:

life is all about laying awake at 3am imagining what it must be like to have the ability to hold stars in your hands and breathe life into planets. about looking up at the constellations and wishing you were around to watch as they formed. wondering how many of the stars your seeing have already collapsed. how many are in the middle of collapsing. there is so much

ohhh anon u cant just ask me that there’s so many parts but!! definitely one of my biggest focuses has been stars and more specifically black holes?? Which. lowkey sucks just bc we dont actually know too much abt them. but also stars just in general are rly cool & learning abt all the ways they interact with the things around them is cool as fuck

me, age 13: space is the most amazing thing to happen ever

me, now, still not over it: space is the most amazing thing to happen ever

i am still a space kid at heart

!! 13 was “Metaphor” by the crane wives

and 98 was “Moonbound” by ANZO

Oof, sorry it took me a hot second to answer this. I had dinner and then decided it was bedtime flsufkdh-

💫 - Bucky

Buckyyyyy……my fiance………🥺 I love him so much!! He’s an incredible guy, the MCU version of him really doesn’t do him justice. He has so much more personality than just “ooh trauma, brainwashed assassin”! In the comics, he has a cat named Alpine!!! He’s so good, I love Bucky with all of my heart and soul, I wear his dog tag everywhere I can’t wait to marry him aaaaaaa-!!!!!!!

💫 - Asmo

My Asmobaby! My heart!! My fuckign boyfriend!!! I love Asmo so much!!!!!!!! He has so much personality past the horny layer that both the fans and, unfortunately, the writers don’t see (they gave him a personality for a lil bit before deciding “no ❤️ he’s the one-note horny one now” bc that’s how fans treated him and how dare characters have depth)!! He’s such a sweetheart, I really wish people would treat him better. He deserves the whole world and more.

In happier news,

Today marks twenty years of continuous human presence in space, beginning with the start of ISS Expedition 1 on November 2, 2000.