#spideysforce

[lightedwindows]

Even if I got the thumbs down

by me (sandyk on ao3) for @spideysforce

rating: Teen

relationships: Tony Stark & Peter Parker

characters: Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Stephen Strange, Ned Leeds

summary: Peter's ignoring Tony so something has to be wrong. 

Notes: Title from Alannis Morrissette's That I Would be Good. Not mine, no profit garnered. Thanks A!!!!

        "Peter, Peter, Peter," Tony said, walking through campus. "Wherefore art thou?"

No one answered. Not that Tony had said it that loudly. He knew exactly where Peter was, because Peter had a watch that Tony had made. Peter had a number of things that he wore nearly daily that Tony had manufactured. Lots of people Tony loved had things Tony had made, he enjoyed the art of creation.

Peter's watch was blinking away that Peter was in fine health though it said nothing about his mind. Peter hadn't called in almost two weeks, didn't answer Tony's calls and wasn't being his usual arachnid self. Something was off.

Tony arrived at Peter's dorm room and knocked on the door. A rhythmic knock, knockity knock knockers. Peter opened his door and stared blankly. Then, "Whoa. You're Tony Stark."

"You already know that," Tony said, squinting."You've known me for years."

"No," Peter said, laughing. "What? No."

"That's not funny," Tony said. "Give me your phone."

Peter blinked and then handed it over. It was still a top of the line StarkPhone that Tony had enhanced. Tony went straight to the pictures and scrolled back until he found pictures of himself with Peter. He held it up. "You have these on your phone. You have this phone which no one can buy because I made it for you. None of this ringing a bell?"

"No," Peter said, looking troubled. He actually winced. "I don't remember these. I don't." He rubbed at his forehead. "My head hurts." He took back his phone.

Tony had Friday do a scan and nothing was physically wrong with Peter. Nothing that was showing on the kind of scans Friday could easily accomplish. Slightly better than an x-ray, not a real hospital thing. Tony went into Peter's room and started searching until he found the suit, folded and stashed under towels and sheets May had unpacked the day they'd all moved Peter in. Tony held up the suit. "Does this cause a headache?"

Peter shook his head. "No, no, that's, pretty nice Halloween costume, huh?"

Multi-million dollar halloween costume, Tony thought. He took the mask and placed it on Peter's head. The kid was unusually malleable and willing to put up with being manhandled. The suit AI started talking to Peter and Peter said, "What? What is happening?"

Peter took off the mask and handed it over. He looked seriously upset for about one split second. Then his face was smooth and placid. "You're showing me a lot of weird stuff, sir. But I don't know you. I don't know what's going on here."

Tony grabbed a tiny screwdriver from inside his jacket and threw it at Peter's shoulder, as hard as possible, with absolute malicious intent. Thankfully, Peter was still Peter underneath the hateful forgetting - Peter caught it easily and automatically. "Whoa," Peter said. "Why did you do that?"

"How did you do that?" Tony bundled up the suit and took Peter's phone back from Peter's hand, the one that didn't hold one of Tony's favorite screwdrivers.

"I don't know," Peter said. "I don't know." His voice got angrier. Then he sat down and rubbed his forehead again.

Tony started calling Peter's friends. First he got Ned who was elated to hear from Peter. After Tony broke his heart, Ned said, "Yeah, it's weird. It's so weird. It's like he barely remembers me. Suddenly I'm the one calling him and half the time I mention things, important things, he just goes blank. I was gonna call May. Next week. I thought maybe he was dating someone? Not because he mentioned he was dating someone, but since he was silent about, you know, thwipy thwipy."

Peter frowned at him and then put on noise cancelling headphones plugged into his laptop. Also made by Stark Industries. Also not for sale anywhere because Tony had made it specifically for Peter.  

Tony was tempted to call MJ, but a quick glance at Peter's texts gave him that information. He had effectively stopped talking to nearly everyone starting two weeks ago. May had found Peter mostly normal, but slightly weird, Ned still got some calls, but everyone Peter met while Spider-man or because of Spider-man, he had dropped.

Tony took a moment to be relieved that it wasn't personal. A long moment. It wasn't an irrational fear, Tony had alienated a lot of people. That's why Tony had come up from New York City. He needed the kid to give a shit about him. But this wasn't personal.  

Peter took off his headphones and closed his laptop. "Are you done?"

"Why don't you see what's wrong with you?"

"Of course I do," Peter said, low and fierce. "I'm not a fucking idiot. I know there are, there are these blank spots in my memory. I try to make sense of them and it just hurts." He looked away. "My head hurts and people I don't know are upset with me."

Tony said, "When did it start?"

Peter clenched his jaw and Tony worried about his teeth. Surely his teeth were as spider strong as the rest of him, because otherwise something was going to crack. Peter said, "Two weeks ago. I woke up, I was on top of the covers and that, that costume was on the floor. And obviously, I could tell it wasn't just a costume, but I don't know why I have it if it's not just a Halloween costume." Peter was staring a hole in the floor. "So I folded it up and put it away and got ready for class. And when you called, or other people I don't know, I just ignored it. Okay?"

"Well, no, it's not okay, but that sounds like a course of action you took."

Peter relaxed just a micro amount at that. He said, "What are you going to make me do now?"

"It sounds like you had a very selective memory wipe, like, Eternal Sunshine movie style wipe. But that wasn't actually science. Fantastic movie, though," Tony said, getting up. He pocketed Peter's phone. He waved at Peter.  "We can't solve it here."

Peter frowned but followed. He even got in Tony's car without protest. He didn't relax like he usually did in the passenger seat, he was tense and acting like a nervous nelly. Tony cursed the situation that made him talk that way, even in his head.

Tony drove them to the Boston SI building. It wasn't adequate at all, but Tony could work with that.  Between FRIDAY, Peter's own suit, and the tech Tony could cobble together he could absolutely state definitively it wasn't some kind of technology or physical attack. "Magic," Tony said. "That sucks. I hate calling this guy."

Luckily Strange showed up pretty quickly. Peter looked scared and lost because, of course, he didn't remember the fifteen times he'd met Uptown David Blaine and his magic blanket. Strange did his rhythmic gymnastics finger motions and things glowed and finally said, "Someone who doesn't know how to do magic cast a very bad spell."

"Can you reverse it?" Tony tried to keep his annoyance out of his voice, he was pretty sure he failed. "And find out who did it so we can stop them?"

Strange was still gesturing. "I'll take care of stopping her, it's my obligation."

Peter's eyes rolled up as he fell back on his butt. Then he blinked a few times and held his head. "My head still hurts so much, Dr. Strange. Can't you fix that?"

"Yay, thanks for fixing him," Tony said, rushing over. "Any lasting effects?"

"No," Strange said. "But it will be painful, it was a particularly badly done spell and I couldn't reverse it easily. You'll be fine in the morning."

"Awesome," Peter said.

Strange left without saying goodbye, as per usual. Peter said, "I saw that girl. She's just another college student. She was really angry. I just wanted to calm her down."

"Well, that didn't work," Tony said. "I think we can move on now. I can call back, maybe get some of your painkillers here."

Peter rubbed his head for the millionth time. "Don't worry, I'm fine."

"Sure you are," Tony said. "What's wrong?"

"I forgot you, I forgot everything," Peter said. "All of it." His eyes were red. "I wasn't even me."

"And we fixed it," Tony said. "We fixed it."

"I forgot everything. I didn't know who I even was," Peter said. He hadn't gotten up yet. Tony was squatting next to him, and his knees were killing him. He ignored it.

"And we fixed it," Tony said. "You have people."

"Who I didn't even remember," Peter said. "Having people doesn't always last. I know that. You know that. My headache is making me feel sick."

"Maybe for me people don't last," Tony said. "But you're a much better person than I am. You make friends everywhere."

"Mr. Charming," Peter said. "You can make me feel better without running yourself down."

"See, look at you, back to yourself already," Tony said. He patted Peter's shoulder and stood up. "Come on, we can get food or see a movie or whatever, I don't know."

Peter sighed and stood up easily. Youth was wasted on the young, except for Peter who was never a waste. Tony pulled him close and silently hated that now he and Peter were the same height. At least the kid was unlikely to end up taller than Tony. Tony said, "I know it sucks."

"You don't actually know," Peter said. "But thank you for trying. You heard the man, I'll be fine in the morning."

Tony took Peter back to his dorm. He also had an entire meal delivered from his favorite restaurant in Boston. Peter ate everything in silence. He took his phone back from Tony and texted furiously between taking enormous bites. Tony said, "Made up with everyone?"

"Basically," Peter said. He forced a smile. "You're going to stay until I'm in a good mood, right?"

Tony shrugged. "I'm here for you, if you want to talk."

Peter laughed. "Okay, you forcing that line out put me in a genuinely good mood. Go home."

"If you don't call me tomorrow, I'm coming back."

"I know, I know," Peter said. "Thanks again."

#spideysforce #the friendly neighborhood exchange #friendly neighborhood exchange #spiderman #MCU #spiderman fanfic #mcu fanfic #irondad #irondad fanfic

[dise7se]

speak of the devil

All things considered, Spider-Man was doing okay.

On the other hand, Peter Parker wants someone to look at him. To see him, to not feel frustrated and alone anymore.

He had watched himself drift apart, watched death creep in through every edge of his vision, his entire body mutilated in a way he could never have imagined, left to drift away in space.

"Why did you save him?"

He needs the mask just to be.

#leave comments and kudos on ao3 #gothbats #spideysforce #my fic #my fics #peter parker #daredevil #spiderman #matt murdock #peter parker and matt murdock #post endgame #my first lil moodboard! #found family #fic #peter parker whump #tom holland #charlie cox

[crobby]

happy ffwf!! :D are there are people that give you inspiration for your writing in person? like any friends, fam members. where’s your favorite place to draw inspiration from?

hmmmm well i’ve got my two best friends, who are pretty awesome enablers, and they really inspire me to keep writing by letting me scream at them about shippy nonsense all the time! i’m so lucky to have them in my life.

i guess i could also say that my mom inspires me? bc she actually wants to hear about what i’m writing, rather than just dismissing it as fanfiction, which is really nice!

my favorite place to draw inspiration from is the spideytorch gc bc we just come up with the most random ideas on there and the people in it have really great takes and ideas! i also really love taking inspiration from tv shows and movies and twisting them to make them my own! (like, i’ve got a to all the boys i’ve loved before spideytorch au and a grease stevetony au in the works right now!)

#this is a really great question!! #thanks for asking! #ffwf #spideysforce #asks

[shamemp3]

top 5 comics !!

oooooh ok:

daredevil (2011), champions (2016), friendly neighborhood spiderman (2019), daredevil (2014), nova (2013)

ask me top 5/top 10 anything!

#i want TO ADD MORE.... #thank u!!!!! #answered #spideysforce

[mjscornerr]

spider-bat

(happy birthday @spideysforce :)

#my art #peter parker #spiderman #batman #spooky szn countdown

[friendly-neighborhood-exchange]

Master list (Friendly Neighborhood Exchange #2)

My Problems (Melt Away With You Near) by Buckets_Of_Stars for dragonsarmors

Hold On To Me (I'm a Little Unsteady) by peterjackson for imgoingtocrash

Summer Camp by IAmAllYetNotAtAll for galactic_sam

can’t erase what I wrote in ink (tell me how can I change the story) by LittleMissAgrafina for imalivebecauseirondad

Faint by Faylor for Peer_Parker

I'm Okay, I Promise. Except, I'm Lying by alwayslily for romeoandjulietyouwish

Peter's Baby Curls by Purple_ducky00 for wordscorrupt 

Hungry, Hungry Peter by Purple_ducky00 for joyful_soul_collector

Return to me, the one I love so endlessly by SuperHeroTiger for WriterReadsStuff

Who Needs Tissues at Graduations? (Certainly not Tony Stark) by starbird16 for AliceCasch

Protector by canonismybitch for IAmAllYetNotAtAll

Matter by canonismybitch for DancingInTheSliverGlow

Hello! My Name Is Peter by canonismybitch for Spideygirl2003

I Want to Go by imgoingtocrash for Slothbeans

dinner and a jailbreak by killerqueenwrites for peterjackson

idiot billionaire superhero father by killerqueenwrites for Elwenn_dreaming

Trade sweet sleep for fears by Vintervittran for jelly_pies

occupational hazard by sympathize for ephemeralstark

The King of New York by Dredfulhapiness for GeekintheCorner

it's not as bad as it sounds by GeekintheCorner for Faylor

Marooned in the Carribbean by DancingInTheSliverGlow for Mr_Lonely

Misser Star' by joyful_soul_collector for wearelostintranslation

no such thing as bad press by sapphirestark for Buckets_Of_Stars

Shining Waters by romeoandjulietyouwish for Purple_ducky00

history always repeats itself by wearelostintranslation for Clover_Rose

A Long Road To Recovery From Here by dragonsarmors for alwayslily

Fight Like You're Running Out of Time by jelly_pies for MagicaLyss

when I'm lost (I feel so very found) by cold_nights_summer_days for hold_our_destiny

For the Greater Good by baloobird for LittleMissAgrafina

Empty Casket by Jen27ny for Vintervittran 

Home is where the arc is by Peer_Parker for starbird16 

Once bitten, twice shy by Peer_Parker for killerqueenwrites    

take a look at me now, there's just an empty space by MagicaLyss for emraldmoon (Don't Want to) Hide the Truth by emraldmoon for spideysforce

All That I Had by emraldmoon for Malya

Contractual Obligations by paperowl for wherermysocks

empty nest syndrome (at least until the bird is back) by AliceCasch for notapartytrick

We Keep Living On and On by romeoandjulietyouwish for Imperfectwench

Seven-Pointed Star by WriterReadsStuff for kesktoon04

you outshine the morning sun by imalivebecauseirondad for Jen27ny

All Those Senseless Scars by notapartytrick for kingdomfaraway

i'm sick of loosing soulmates (so where do we begin?) by galactic_sam for technically_a_little_dragon

Faint by Faylor for Peer_Parker

a foul player dealing for me by sandyk for sympathize

wasted years, wasted youth (pretty lies and ugly truths) by Clover_Rose for SuperHeroTiger 

One last breath by Malya for craftshley

Call Me If You Want To Reach Me by LBIGreyhound13 for Dredfulhapiness

underoos, no more christian bale impressions by spideysforce for sapphirestark

It's Like That Old Movie, Ghost by kingdomfaraway for heroineaddict

They told him (until they didn't) by LoneswaggingRanger for CoupdeFruita

[stewyonmolly]

last line tag game

thank you for the tag @blondsak !!! the last line(s) i’ve written are for a post-negative zone roommates fic that just keeps getting longer and longer like a clown hankie

i’m tagging @han-man @frostysunflowers @spideysforce ! or anyone else who wants to!

It’s terrible—all gasping and stuttering, telling Peter about the bugs and how he still hears them skittering in the walls when the moon is that one shade of silver or the streets are particularly barren. Johnny explains the sea, and how it’s better to be clobbered by waves than to be the sky or the sand, and how he sometimes thinks he ought to have stayed behind the gate because it would’ve been easier than this. Better for everyone. All the conviction he’d had when he’d first come through is gone, because Johnny has never been the strong one. He’s the bleeding heart and the weeping soul and he’s all underbelly. He’s not made of the stuff the rest of them are: concrete dust and red red marrow. He’s all talk. He can’t even trick himself anymore.

Peter keeps trying to hug him. Johnny keeps having to shove him away before he fucking chokes, but Peter still forgives him. Even for that. Peter forgives him for a lot of things Johnny thinks he shouldn’t. Peter is too compassionate for his own good. He’s too good to Johnny for his own good.

Johnny feels well and truly hollowed after, when they sit shoulder to shoulder and stare at the ceiling and find themselves, for a moment, speechless. They’re never speechless—especially not together. But this speechlessness has something to it: not an anchor, but a buoy. A white donut float bobbing on a lightly rolling tide with enough space to share.

Peter, eyes red, makes a promise that pierces right through Johnny’s brain: “I’d never let you drown.”

Maybe they’re good together—better than either of them thought—if they can handle each other at their worst. Maybe it means that they can work this out.

#tag game #my writing #otp: human torch you’re my hero!

[lunannex]

Picrew tag!

Create your own avatar here!

Thank you for tagging me @spideysforce! These are the cutest!!💖

Tagging: @gbscorner @reachingforaspark @jen27ny @coconutknightshade @broskepol aaand whoever else wants to hop on!

#i actually reaaaally want a moon hair clip now :( #gotta stay on brand lol #tag games #picrew

[bisteph]

rules: put your favorite playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people. tagged by @spideysforce ty!! <3 1. mamma mia by austin weber 2. nightwing remix by aaron dews and jon keith 3. handclap by fitz and the tantrums 4. ocean eyes by american avenue 5. say amen (saturday night) by panic! at the disco 6. dont stop me now by queen 7. everybody (backstreets back) by backstreet boys 8. honeypie by jawny 9. better days by onerepublic 10. theres nothing holdin me back by shawn mendes tagging anyone who wants to!

#personal

[a-star-with-a-human-name]

Tagged by: the lovely wife @hellokaelyn

Rules: Tag 9(ish) people who you want to know better/catch up with and then answer these questions.

Last Song: Calling all the monsters by China Anne McClain (I’ve hit the Disney channel section of my playlist)

Last Movie: Winx Club the Secret of the Lost Kingdom

Currently Watching: World of Winx

Currently Reading: Fanfiction (but i should probably be reading my textbooks)

Craving: Jamocha Milkshake from Arby’s

Tagging: @soperiso @maydayparkers @paperthinights @spidertorch @mikenotmatt @is-a-book @spideysforce @unstablemolecules @humantorch

[ao3feed-brucewayne]

atomic stability

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2YQc10n

by spideysforce

Damian packed light for this end of the summer, spur-of-the-moment escape from Gotham, the large group cramped together in an RV. A recreational vehicle. Why does Father even know what one of these is?

The complete shock and disbelief emanated off Damian when a football strikes his cheekbone, sending him careening into the ground from the brute force of it.

----- or, one where the batkids are confused about why they're on a family camping trip, in the woods, and Damian begins to slowly realize his worth.

Words: 2612, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of comprehension through atomic structure

Fandoms: Batman (Comics), Batman - All Media Types

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: Gen

Characters: Bruce Wayne, Damian Wayne, Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Tim Drake, Barbara Gordon, Alfred Pennyworth, Stephanie Brown, Cassandra Cain, Clark Kent

Relationships: Bruce Wayne & Damian Wayne

Additional Tags: Bruce Wayne is a Good Dad, Batfamily, batfamily does not know how to play football, Damian Wayne Needs a Hug, i think this can be fluff, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff and Angst, tim drake is the kitten in bruce's story, damian is just a jealous little brother, bruce what the hell do u mean a family camping trip

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2YQc10n

#IFTTT #bruce wayne #batman #the dark knight #the cape crusader #gotham #dc universe #ao3 #ao3feed

[dise7se]

please like this if i can add you to a writing tag list for my fics! i’m making a masterpost <3

#spideysforce #irondad #irondad and spiderson #miles morales #petermj #peter parker #spiderman #mcu #fics #irondad fics

[crobby]

8, 25, and uh... 16 👀👀

8. tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good.

oh man,, there are too many to name!! i’m just gonna go with who’s first in my messages: @spideysforce is fantastic!! @dredfulhapiness is pretty darn neat hehe @green-goblin-jr is a wonderful human!!! @angxlsgrxce is so so talented and kind! @spidertorch is the BEST seriously just a great person!

25. what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.)

hmmm that’s a hard one! i’m such a sucker for homemade food because that’s true luv (by bsf knows this and makes me brownies for every occasion fkdsjfd) but i also LOVE playlists because music!!!! aaaaah!!!!

16. compliment the person who sent you this number

jo, my dearest jo, if i was to list everything that’s great about you this ask would never end! you’re so so kind and funny and BEAUTIFUL and talented!!! your writing is seriously some of the best! i’m constantly in awe of it tbh. i love talking to you (especially about how Cursed philly is fkdjsf) and making up ridiculous headcannons with you!!! ily jo!!

soft asks

#food mention #asks #jo tag #dredfulhapiness #thanks for asking!

[mjscornerr]

rules: put your favorite playlist on shuffle and play the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people.

thanks for tagging me @dredfulhapiness @spideysforce @ambivalentmarvel and @han-man!!

(is this what it feels like to have friends omg 🧚🏻✨)

i’m gonna shuffle my playlist spider-man vibes bc i’m proud of it

1. confident by demi lovato (they played that song in the homecoming trailer and i think that’s hilarious for no reason)

2. my type by saint motel

3. holding on to you by twenty one pilots

4. burnin’ up by the jonas brothers

5. another one bites the dust by queen (lol)

6. umbrella by rihanna (lol)

7. animal by neon trees

8. breakaway by kelly clarkson (i just feel like he listens to that when he’s swinging through NYC ya know??)

9. 2/14 by the band camino

10. london bridge by fergie (lol)

all of my friends tagged me in this haha so if you wanna participate feel free to rb!

#tag games

[stewyonmolly]

tag nine people you’d like to get to know better/catch up with!

THANK YOU for the tag @han-man !!

three ships: not to get political but rn its all about spideytorch, peterflash, and rhodeytony

last song: i want you with me by matthew wright (ultimate summer vibes, the only song i like driving home from work to rn)

last movie: barbie the princess and the pauper and i owe you all no explanation for it

currently reading: rereading the bell jar because i’m ✨mentally ill✨

currently watching: my sister is making me watch grey’s with her!

currently consuming: a melted iced coffee said sister let weep condensation all over my desk

food i’m craving rn: none honestly but if i had to choose i’d say fresh strawberries bc the berries have sucked all season out here in butthole, new jersey

tagging: @blondsak @theoceanismyinkwell @spideysforce @savvysass @broskepol and anyone else who wants to bc my memory can’t serve to tag 9 people rn honestly !!

#tag game #about me #han tag

[lunannex]

Tag nine people you'd like to know better/catch up with!!

Thank you for the tag @spideysforce and @jen27ny!! You're both very lovely <3

Three ships: Spideytorch, Catradora and Rayllum!

Last song: All you wanna do- Six 

Last movie: The Old Guard (such a good movie, dear lord)

Currently reading: Uhm,,,nothing?? I've been too busy to read lately haha

Currently watching: I already finished TUA S2 soooo, nothing. But I'm planning on continuing This is us soon!!

Currently consuming: Watermelonnn!

Food I'm craving rn: Ugh, I could really go for some guava right now. Haven't had that in ages😩

Tagging: @gbscorner @xeyoaa @duskblue-art @hailing-stars @itstimeforachange01 @thakidro

#i have the six soundtrack on loop rn #it's insanely addicting omg #tag games #luna answers