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lowlife4lifesposts · 8 months

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I guess I was right that I’m either fooling myself or getting played again. Even when she was in the next subdivision

And proving everything

About the RO was a lie she didn’t try to make anything right, fair or just and again I fall for the same m.o. I will wait at home because I know she knows everything about me

See ya thanks for fucking with me and my head again!

#unknown #spinnaker #Calvin #grifters gonna grift #wasted #stupidly trusting #betrayal #fucking lies #i hate this #loss #no free lunch #spilled life #i can’t believe you’ve done this #what a joke #real life #burn it all #i wish i could #erased

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makatang-iska · 1 year

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#my writing #my poem #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled life #poetry #poets on tumblr

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dialectical--revolution · 2 years

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Ode to Friendship

I will never see her again Never talk to her again and that is not okay It never will be.

I was so angry I didn't want to say goodbye but I had to so I showed up

We would have been best friends had she not been in charge of my case my case.

I hated case managers every since I was little.

She changed my mind.

But now she's gone new job new opportunity

I will never see her again.

I felt abandoned ashamed and angry

Ashamed because she was just a manager but felt like more to me we connected and now because of rules and laws had to say goodbye.

Why did it have to be this way?

Now I feel so alone.

#abandonment issues #poetry #poetsontumblr #poets on tumblr #spilled thoughts #spilled writing #spilled poetry #spilled pagees #spilled guts #spilled journey #spilled healing #spilled tears #spilled heart #spilled life #spilled everything #spilled feelings #spilled emotions #borderline thoughts

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emotionalwords · 3 months

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i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

#Words #emotional words #lit #quotes #life quotes #spilled ink

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remanence-of-love · 2 months

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#love #love quotes #relatable quotes #heartbreak #heartbroken #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #loss #life quotes #life #quotes #a blog for the heartbroken #remanence-of-love

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jaggedjawjosh · 2 months

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thoughtcascades · 10 months

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I come from a long line of people with something wrong with them

#own #text #thoughtcascades #showerthoughts #shower thoughts #quote #quotes #writing #original words #poetry #literature #inspiring #quoteoftheday #poem #aesthetic #prose #inspiring quote #life #spilled ink

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thoughtkick · 23 days

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You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.

Ernest Hemingway

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thoughtsthatstayedwithme · 2 months

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#spilled ink #thoughts #inner thoughts #life quotes #mental health #pillow thoughts #poetry #quotes #quoteoftheday #love quotes #beautiful #writing #early morning #late night thoughts

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flimythings · 1 month

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"you cant heal if you pretend you're not hurt"

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perfectquote · 2 months

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You will search for me in another person, I promise.

Unknown

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makatang-iska · 2 years

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I am at a wedding right now. And it sucks because Nicole's popping in my mind. It hurts because her heartbreaking words is on repeat: "Nagising na lang ako na hindi na kita hinahanap." I hate it. She kept apologizing for being unable to stand up for us. She kept apologizing for hurting me. It sucks. It sucks. How could she just forget our love? Distance? Unable to come out to her parents? Ano pa? Judgmental world? Homophobic people?

When she told me those lines, I felt my heart break. Everything that she promised me prior like she'll marry me, we'll travel together, grow old together felt like a BIG FAT LIFE.

I felt betrayed and abandoned. I felt like I was not worth fighting for. Damn, traumatic. Nicole and our moments trigger my anxiety. Like I consulted a psychiatrist via nchm e-konsulta. Prescribed medication for general anxiety disorder and medication to help me sleep.

Ghad. Ano bang good reason for this heartbreak? Paninindigan ko naman siya e. Bakit hindi niya ako mapanindigan? Hindi naman ako kabit para itago. Saklap talaga. Ang cruel ng world! We just want to love who we want to love.

#life documented #heartbreak #love #spilled thoughts #spilled life #spilled words #musings #feelings

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quotefeeling · 2 months

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Ten years from now, make sure you can say that you chose your life, you didn’t settle for it.

Mandy Hale