i’ll never admit how badly i want to be wanted. not out loud, at least. i read books and poetry, and i watch films, all about the kind of love that takes your breath away. i want someone to love me. i want someone to wrap their arms around me, to play with my hair, to rub my back. i want to be wanted. i want to be someone’s number one person, their favorite. i want to be the first person they want to tell their good news to. and i can never admit it because if i did, i’d have to admit that i’m terrified i won’t ever be.
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Lock the door upon entering,
Make sure no one sees you.
I don't want anyone,
To catch a single glimpse of you.
Late nights and glasses of wine,
Muffled sounds of hushed laughter.
Lingering and tentative brushes of fingers,
Testing unknown waters.
Slowly you lean towards me,
Like a moth drawn to a flame,
Lips brush and my face flush,
"where did this come from?"
I silently ask.
Then you walked away,
With a last sly smirk flashed my way.
Bottle of sunset in my hands,
I sat there wondering,
If you've ever felt this way before.
Now I lay,
With my back pressed to your chest,
You wandering hands entangled in my hair,
"What's on your mind?"
Chuckling, I think,
How do you tell someone,
That they consume your every living thought?
They are the light of your life,
And your punisher after death.
So I just say,
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