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mellblogss · 2 days
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Sometimes, all you need is a good cry.
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skyexrose · 2 days
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One deep talk and apology can fix a lot of things but people ain't mature enough for that.
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thewaitingluna · 1 day
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I have loved you once, I can’t do it again.
Lord knows how the last one ends, with me scrubbing the blood stains.
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vomitingwords · 1 month
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"I don't want to think about it now," one of my closest friends once told me. "I'll think about what I can do once I'm already in that situation," she even added.
Before we got into this conversation, I was ranting about my life. And why are things not happening the way I want them to? As if the universe is against what I want. These past few months have quite stressed me out, and I don't have anyone to tell these things to. Because, honestly, I never wanted to bother anyone. I am just a typical person who keeps things to herself. Especially if it's too personal for me to share.
Earlier, while I was traveling to work, this conversation struck me once again. And I just remembered that I also said that before to someone I know. I used to think that way. I used to tell other people the same phrase every time they asked me what I would do if I were in a certain situation. And you see, I used to not overthink too much. Yes, I am an overthinker, but not to the point that I am experiencing now. I just thought that my overthinking got the best of me. I'm on the verge of quitting everything that I'm passionate about. In short, I was so close to giving up and stopping everything that makes my heart feel alive. I haven't felt so genuine in a while, as if everything I wrote was nothing but mere words that have no meaning at all. Something I don't really feel like writing about. I stopped having a long conversation with anyone. I stopped listening to what they really had to say. And just think, think, and think until it's time for me to go to sleep.
But then I remembered who I was before. I remembered that girl who doesn't easily give up on things just because she's stressed out. I remembered that girl who loved to lift people up with her words. I remembered someone who would not let anyone stop her from achieving what she wanted. I remembered who I was. I remembered myself saying, "Let's see what I will do if I'm in that situation." Even if I am not sure what I can exactly do when that moment comes, even if I'm not sure if I'm still alive to witness that, I remembered how hopeful I was. And I remembered how much faith I have that things will always work out. And even if they don't, it just means that it wasn't meant for me at all.
I just want to tell you that sometimes you have to remind yourself of the old you—the you who have lived and survived in the past—just to get you where you are right now. And remember that if you don't like where you are right now, you still have a chance to do something that might change where you're going. It might be a tough road to walk on. But the most important thing is that you've done something. You've never abandoned yourself and just given up on what you really want to do.
Hello, I'm just dropping by // ma.c.a
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lone-nyctophile · 4 days
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I'm thirsty for scents and laughter, thirsty for new songs.
- Federico García Lorca
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flimythings · 4 months
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"Eyes have a language of their own"
-filmythings
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humapkehaikaun · 5 months
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I take it personal when innocent live is lost, I am hurt because as society we failed again to tell him, that it's okay to do whatever you want, whatever you want to be. If you can't spread love please don't spread hate.
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To all those people who trolled him, I hope this haunt you forever, who the hell are you to tell others how to live, how to be a boy or a girl. To all those I want to say just try to be a "Better Human First" please be kind. He always says no matter what people say about you please don't give up, do whatever you like, whatever you want, is mentally tortured, bullied and abused by the youth of social media users. He had a supportive mother, but imagine how much this child was going through that her support wasn't enough for him to live. hope that this sweet innocent boy rest in peace. Just keep scrolling if you don't like.
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zaydalix · 7 months
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- Rumi
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shebunie · 5 months
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𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠'𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐰
𝙈𝙞𝙯𝙪 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚
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𝐀/𝐍: 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐲
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You stumbling upon a bloodied up mizu, took her in, nursed her back to health with back and forth bickering between the two, fond memories were made during her recovery, lingering touches, hushed whispers, shared bonds. However the moment mizu was fit to part take in her revenge once more.
"You were a wonderful experience—"
Outside the warmth of your cabin, there she stood, adjusting the strap of her hat once more to stay in place "but I must go on to fulfill my vow. Thank you, for saving and putting me under your care." she bowed, purposefully tilting her head down to conceal the view of your teary eyes while she stood upright.
Snow crunching under her sandals as the samurai turned her back to you. Wind blowing her cape, as with every moment her silhouette gets smaller and smaller the longer you stood there.
"And you were... everything" you breathed, hugging yourself in hopes of warmth from the freezing breeze. Nose flushed from the cold and silent sobs. Your tears felt cold against your skin as it left your eyes, lips quivering from both cold and hurt as you clutched on the charm she left, one that was tied to her sword for years.
Now left in your delicate hands.
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mellblogss · 1 month
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I need someone to stay and not run away when things get hard.
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From journal of March 19, 2024
No matter how many friends you have because at the end of the day all you need is a listener. Someone who listens to you, someone who listens to your endless rants, someone who listens to you even if they have no knowledge about the topic you are talking about, someone who listens to you not to reply but just to listen and to understand you. You know it's a basic human need to have someone who listens to you and validates you. And I find it very cute when someone listens to you talk about the same thing for the millionth time without looking disinterested.
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thewaitingluna · 27 days
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I wonder whose peace am I keeping, cause it is sure as hell isn’t mine.
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septemberkisses · 10 months
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it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alr—
And I chant it like a mantra, in the hopes that it might actualise
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lone-nyctophile · 1 year
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I have a best friend who understands me like no one else. She always brings out the best in me. She helps me think clearly. She gives me courage. She pats my back when everyone ignores me. She comforts me with her gentleness.
Her name is solitude.
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flimythings · 2 months
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I want to melt into you, to be so terribly close to you that my own self disappears.
-Anaïs Nin to June Miller, c. February 1932
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humapkehaikaun · 3 months
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I wanted to write down exactly what I felt, what I wanted to say.. But somehow paper stayed empty.. Like a candle wax which stick with candle with so many thoughts but never burned.
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