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flimythings · 2 days
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"you cant heal if you pretend you're not hurt"
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manincaffeine · 2 days
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She's so cute I just want to kiss her stupid face all over while holding her in my arms until she falls asleep.
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girlonabreak · 3 days
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I hope every "look at the sky" girl finds a "let me take this sky pic for her" guy.
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vomitingwords · 8 hours
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"I don't want to think about it now," one of my closest friends once told me. "I'll think about what I can do once I'm already in that situation," she even added.
Before we got into this conversation, I was ranting about my life. And why are things not happening the way I want them to? As if the universe is against what I want. These past few months have quite stressed me out, and I don't have anyone to tell these things to. Because, honestly, I never wanted to bother anyone. I am just a typical person who keeps things to herself. Especially if it's too personal for me to share.
Earlier, while I was traveling to work, this conversation struck me once again. And I just remembered that I also said that before to someone I know. I used to think that way. I used to tell other people the same phrase every time they asked me what I would do if I were in a certain situation. And you see, I used to not overthink too much. Yes, I am an overthinker, but not to the point that I am experiencing now. I just thought that my overthinking got the best of me. I'm on the verge of quitting everything that I'm passionate about. In short, I was so close to giving up and stopping everything that makes my heart feel alive. I haven't felt so genuine in a while, as if everything I wrote was nothing but mere words that have no meaning at all. Something I don't really feel like writing about. I stopped having a long conversation with anyone. I stopped listening to what they really had to say. And just think, think, and think until it's time for me to go to sleep.
But then I remembered who I was before. I remembered that girl who doesn't easily give up on things just because she's stressed out. I remembered that girl who loved to lift people up with her words. I remembered someone who would not let anyone stop her from achieving what she wanted. I remembered who I was. I remembered myself saying, "Let's see what I will do if I'm in that situation." Even if I am not sure what I can exactly do when that moment comes, even if I'm not sure if I'm still alive to witness that, I remembered how hopeful I was. And I remembered how much faith I have that things will always work out. And even if they don't, it just means that it wasn't meant for me at all.
I just want to tell you that sometimes you have to remind yourself of the old you—the you who have lived and survived in the past—just to get you where you are right now. And remember that if you don't like where you are right now, you still have a chance to do something that might change where you're going. It might be a tough road to walk on. But the most important thing is that you've done something. You've never abandoned yourself and just given up on what you really want to do.
Hello, I'm just dropping by // ma.c.a
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kanha-sakhi · 2 days
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is it just me or does everyone on Desiblr feels like distancing themselves from their families and vibe alone because everything we say is always invalid and nobody wants to just hear you out?
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it seems i've finally made the decision
to stop waiting for you to change your mind.
for almost a year, i've blamed myself, blinded by hate.
days would go by in a blur, trying to distract myself from the pain.
friends and family, even strangers, pitied my struggles.
it seems the three years we spent together
were much too fickle.
i believe our end came not because of the circumstances,
nor of the distance which made it hard to visit -
instead, i think you and i were simply just unhappy.
it's not that we didn't love each other, quite the opposite,
we just had finally accepted the truth.
you created a version of myself in your mind,
a 'me' you wanted, before we fell in love with one another.
i was too insecure to be that person for you,
so it was only natural to leave me
in order for you to find the right person.
"wrong person, right time."
d.b.a
sorry, i still love you, but i can't take it anymore. i hope they'll be better for you than i was.
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xxrrisxx · 1 day
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Change. But start slowly, because direction is more important than speed.
Paulo Coelho
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shadowseductress · 2 days
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How do I politely ask him to slam me against a wall and make out with me?
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flimythings · 2 days
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I'm a love letter girl in a double-tap world.
-filmythings
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bymarahh · 2 days
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@bymarahh
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girlonabreak · 2 days
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Until him, all I knew was a bad kind of love. A love that was uncertain, draining, difficult. The love with him is different. It is comforting, honest, pure. It is meant to be.
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maihonhassan · 3 days
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How hopeless Jaun Eliya was when he wrote these lines;
jab maiñ tumheñ nashāt-e-mohabbat na de sakā , ġham meñ kabhī sukūn-e-rifāqat na de sakā
jab mere sab charāġh-e-tamannā havā ke haiñ, jab mere saare ḳhvāb kisī bevafā ke haiñ
phir mujh ko chāhne kā tumheñ koī haq nahīñ , tanhā karāhne kā tumheñ koī haq nahīñ
Source - Shayad (Pg.70)
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woundedwhispers · 24 hours
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Are we really in love or are we just too afraid to be unloved?
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