#spn amara

[dna2023]

Bumper cars

ps. No life gets hurt.

#supernatural #Chuck Shurley #spn Amara #spn Michael #spn Lucifer #spn Raphael #spn Gabriel #Adam Milligan #spn fanart

[roublardise]

they're so distinguished lesbian // disaster bisexual siblings

#spn 11x21 #amara #spn amara #amara spn #chuck shurley #spn edit #spn takes

[plutoniclesbian]

Amara + the world

None of this was a failure. Not a tree, not a human.

#amaradays #supernatural #spnedit #amara #spn amara #womenofspn #cowboycoven #mine

[gayangelcrimes]

Hi everyone.

(you can pick which version of Death)

#hm i should make an original post tag #poll #spn polls #spn amara #spn chuck #spn death #idk what to call them but I'm going with supreme entities. since they are supposed to be the most powerful entities in the universe #i should not have added a skip option but the idea for the text was too funny to resist #anywayes. have fun

[i-make-fun-of-spn-characters]

#poll #don't feed the stans after midnight #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #spn lucifer #arthur ketch #sam winchester #spn ruby #spn amara #rowena mcleod

[vendettasfanfictioning]

dean meeting god it's like heads or tails, bud, He's either gonna be your father-in-law or your new brother, depending on which of his relatives you decide to marry

#watching spn #supernatural #spn.txt #spn dean #dean winchester #spn god #chuck shurley #spn castiel #spn amara #destiel #deancas #deamara #???? #spn memes #spn crack

[jokingmisfit]

I'm gay for her

I'm gay for her

I'm gay for her

I'm gay for her

I'm gay for her

I'm gay for her

I'm gay for her

I'm gay for her

And I'm gay for so so many other women too

#spn amara #clarice starling x fem!reader #clarice starling #harely quinn #harley quinn x reader #spn amara x reader #sylvie x reader #sylvie #rebecca mikaelson #rebecca mikaelson x reader #lena luthor #lena luthor x reader #lady dimetrescu #lady dimitrescu x reader #beverly marsh #Beverly x reader

[shallowrambles]

Some interesting, malformed, shapeless thoughts:

DEAN (About Jess): Now, I don't know what it feels like to lose someone like that.

KAREN (about Bobby): Oh…I’m gonna go out on a limb here and say, you’ve never been in love.

Paired with Amara:

In O Brother, Where Art Thou?, Amara looks slightly confused before she kisses Dean

In Hell's Angel, Amara seems intensely perplexed as Dean shouts for Cas

In All in the Family, the same look of confusion comes over her as she hovers over Cas's chest and uses it for symbolic wayfinding: straight to Dean THE HEART OF THE MATTER

Earlier in the season, in The Devil in the Details, she carved a message into Cas's chest...for Dean to read

AMARA: Blue eyes, you’re not even worth the effort... and no offence, but you look a bit used up. Plus, I have a job for you. Amara puts her hand on Castiel’s chest and Castiel screams as he is sent away in a blinding flash of light.

It's played as a joke, because for one, it's genuinely funny, but for two, the fact remains that she carved a threat to Dean on Cas's chest: I am coming

Twice, she uses Cas's heart to deliver threats directly to Dean

But the fact remains: Amara's never been in romantic love before.

She can't recognize it for what it is between Dean and Cas. She knows it well enough to use it, but mostly it fills her with writhing confusion.

But she does notice it and wonderingly ponder over it. Like season 10's Dean, she's dealing with the wounds of her nursery in order to become able to engage in that kind of self-actualization. She's also a little like all those girls craving attention in season 10, from Claire to the girl who is murdered trying to capture the attention of an older, unsavory man just to plug the familial lack of support at home. It's about throwing yourself into any distraction just to ease that absence of familial self-worth and security:

MR. McKINLEY: By suggesting my daughter was a slut? DEAN: I'll admit that thought crossed my mind. Then I came here, and I smelled the deceit and the beatings and the shame that pervade this home. MR. McKINLEY: You shut your face right now. DEAN: And you know what? I don't blame Rose anymore. No wonder she put on that skank outfit and went out there looking for validation, right into the arms of the monster that killed her. (Dean looks at Mr. McKinley and in a very calm voice says) Joe, who did this?

It's about the core wounds of the nursery, her brother leaving her. It's like Claire needed a loving parent, not Randy or Salinger. It's like Rose needed loving parents, not Reggie, who would murder her.

Amara's a little like Hannah, too, as Caroline cries out for her husband Joe:

HANNAH: Being on earth, working with you, I've felt things. Human things -- passions, hungers. To shower, feel water on my skin... to get closer to you. But all of that was nothing compared to what I felt when I saw him. Her husband -- his anger and his grief. And Caroline was inside of me, screaming out for him, for her life back. These f-feelings, they aren't for me, for us. They belong to her. I know it's time to step aside.

Amara isn't very good at parsing emotions. Retroactively, we know she brought back Mary to extinguish Dean's volatile "fire" and to quell his inner turmoil. She's trying to assuage the core wound of his nursery, too.

#spn amara #amara is the hidden love #amor #the darkness #Angra Mainyu #spn gods who eat souls #amara + soul eater #cosmic hierachy #amara as apex predator #amara & dean #dean/cas + heart connection #dean + narrative heart

[mad-as-a-box-of-frogs]

Take a breath. Revel in this wonderful thing you created.

Amara in Unity (15x17): Best of SPN Ladies [376 / ?]

#series 2 #amara SPN #SPN Amara #spnedit #spngif #spn 15x17 #spn ladies #Emily Swallow #Amara #supernatural #my gifs spn/// #knocking this out before going back to MK #is this tumblr messing with the quality? ughhh

[shallowseeker]

Shal, I hope you are feeling better! I wanted to add something to your Silvia-Amara meta if you don't mind me putting something into the mix as a long shot. Carmen from the djinn dream in What is and Should Never Be looks a lot like both of them. That seems like something!

Thank you. I'm feeling some better, but veeery sore and sleepless for the pain. (On the flipside, I can breathe better and already have more energy.)

This is so iiiiiiiinteresting, thank you!

I'll be honest...I had to go back to remind myself what Carmen even looked like. But yes! Carmen from the El Sol ad! Carmen the nurse! (I always thought she was a nod to one of Dean's psychosexual fixations, too; that is, films with hot men who dance like Swayze (Carmen 1983). I mean, hello Antonio Gades.

Plus, you know his thing for Spanish soap operas... ("Mi amor! Mi amor! Por favor despierta!" Poor Ricardo.)

And Dean's love for soaps from 7x03 The Girl Next-door. (Yes, the "My love, my love, please wake up!" one.)

//

Ahem. Anyway. Back to our Carmen. *points* Oh, my God. Yeah, it's El Sol, but it's also the specter of the beach. I am choking on my own spit here.

There's definitely something analogous in Sylvia (from season 15's Gimme Shelter) being an idealized something that Connor maybe thought he wanted, felt comfort going after, or tried to make himself want.

For that matter, I think there's something parallel here in how Amara views her love for Dean, too. Amara's view of Dean is idealized, draped in always-or-never statements, and impersonal. Meanwhile, the Dean of season 11 has grown immensely since the djinn dream in season 2. His conceptualization of love has become less romanticized:

DEAN: I can’t explain it, but to call it desire or love…it’s not that.

Carmen was an ideal, and Amara was perhaps the network's ideal, but Sylvia is actually not quite as one-to-one to either of them here. Sylvia was a real relationship with Connor, even if was perhaps a tragic childhood misstep for Connor while he was trying to figure himself out.

Of course, Carmen Porter's own words come back to haunt the Dean & Amara and Dean & Carmen relationships. Even our idealized romantic relationships falter, and they too become as baggage-ridden as our family, and our family is imperfect.

CARMEN: Well, you don't really spend a lot of time together. I mean, I just think you don't know each other all that well.

In early days, Dean's conceptualization of Carmen is adorably immature, like a teenager's dream: someone who accepts my eating habits n' idiosyncrasies, listens to me, and loves me. Someone who is "respectable" and stable. (In season 2, Dean is still, like Amara, dealing with the core wound of his nursery.)

Sylvia and Connor seemed to know each other quite well and were "a couple." He genuinely loved her, in his own way. Their connection just wasn't exactly what Sylvia thought it was, or wanted it to be. She became angry with Connor and called him a LIAR, and then she murdered him.

Dean has carried healthy relationships with dark-eyed beauties as well, like Lisa Braeden and "I-thought-we-had-a-connection" Risa from season 5's The End.

Hmmm. Okay, yes. I think your point is a good point. And it has branching points, too. There's a lot tangled up in here! Season 15's Sylvia Jones has some uncomfortable similarities to season 5's Risa, especially.

//

(REF: Here's the recent stuff about Sylvia and Amara-Silvia stuff and more Amara failing to recognize romantic love and Chuck setting Amara up for disappointment.)

#spn gimme shelter #asks #lisa braeden #carmen porter #spn + djinn dreams #spn risa #sylvia jones #amara #spn amara #amara is the hidden love #amor #the darkness #Angra Mainyu #spn gods who eat souls #amara + soul eater #cosmic hierachy #amara as apex predator #spn 15x15 #spn season 2 #spn season 15 #spn season 11

[laufire]

my birthday celebration – day three: elysian / crack / AU / quotes from other media

“I talk to God but the sky is empty.”        ―Sylvia Plath.

[Caption: three gifs of Amara from Supernatural. The first one has her look up at the sky almost in wonder, after a bolt of lightning and thunder falls; the second one has her getting on her knees and joining her hands in a church, hesitantly trying to communicate with her brother through prayer; the third one has her surrounded by corpses in a park, impatiently looking at the sky and demanding attention. The gifs, accompanied by Sylvia Plath’s quote, blend with an effect that makes them look as the sky during a lightning storm.]

#spnedit #spncreatorsdaily #spndaily #spncanongifs #spn amara #supernatural #flashing gif #lightning #tvcentric #filmtv #userthing #cinematv #cwladiesdaily #femalescharacters #laufirecelebration #spn 11x09 #captioned

[rainbowskittle]

#dean winchester #dean winchester deserved better #cassie robinson #spn anael #anna milton #spn cas #lisa braeden #spn amara #spn abaddon #jo harvelle #benny lafitte #spn rowena #polls #poll question #poll survey #tumblr polls #supernatural fandom #supernatural family #supernatural blog #supernatural lgbt #supernatural love #jensen ackles

[castielhasabigdick]

#amara #chuck #I should've been studying but well #w.edit #I'm developing a newfound appreciation for orange its such a beautiful colour #spnedit #spn edit #supernatural edit #spn amara

[plutoniclesbian]

15.02 Raising Hell

Small talk? Really? Why are you here?

#there's no point to this I'm just looking disrespectfully #yes technically amara days are over but I wanted to make one last thing #amaradays #supernatural #spnedit #spn 15x02 #amara #spn amara #cowboycoven #mine

[soullessjack]

I keep forgetting that before Amara grew up she was like actually a little kid / teenager who watched cat memes on a laptop while Crowley literally played silly evil uncle with her. can babyjack fans just latch onto this instead of infantilizing an autistic dude all the time . Like everything you want is literally right here with Amara already. that would be so great. Thanx xoxo

#cal.txt #spn #supernatural #spn amara #spn season 10 #crowley spn #fergus macleod #jack kline #baby jack #sorry I woke up early and now I’m evil #well not really I’m always mean and evil but . waking up early makes it worse #literally just. you want a silly magic baby to be silly? Amara was a baby too #you want crowley being a silly evil uncle to the silly magic baby? it’s all right here. he literally calls himself her uncle crowley. #just. Please fuck off away from the canon autistic adult until you can learn to be normal about him thanks #spn fandom #spn family

[chimerazodiac]

#spn #supernatural #supernatural amara #amaraedit #spn amara #rowena macleod #mary campbell #mary winchester #supernatural edit #spn edit #spn edits #spnedit #supernatural edits #supernaturaledit