No matter how many times I think about it I consistently think that Crowley may have been the product of Rowena being Sexually Assaulted by his father- That the him saying he loved her was true but it was in the context of manipulation. And when she found out she was pregnant she asked him for help, and he turned her away. He was with his wife at home when it happened. Because the only thing I can think of that would have made her both power hungry and so hateful to her son was if he was a consistent reminder to her of the loss of her own power. And for that she blamed herself, but it got redirected toward Fergus because of the reminder he gave her of who she used to be. And when I think about it that way, I find what she said to him in when he asked her why she hated him even more incredibly heartbreaking because if that was indeed the case, then she deliberately avoided telling him that to spare him that detail. And now I am crying. A lot.
do you have any hc’s that are lgbtq+ or Neurodivergent for supernatural?
Oh absolutely bestie (I’m so sorry I didn’t answer this sooner😭)
Human!Cas is definitely autistic. Even after he learns how to be human he still stumbles through it just like I do. I feel like he makes too much eye contact to compensate for his awkwardness yk?
Sam is pan. I feel like he just wants someone who would love him and take care of him. Gender and sex don’t matter, he just wants to feel accepted
Dean has ADHD. Need I explain more?
Rowena gives me bi vibes with a preference for women
Lucifer while I love him is our honorary straight
Destiel is the ultimate ADHD autism couple. Dean gets loud when he’s overstimulated but cas gets overstimulated from loud noises. They eat on the opposite side of the room so they don’t have to hear each other chew. They share a hyper fixation on horror movies. Dean daydreams a lot and cas just likes to watch him stare into space. They share a weighted blanket. Cas loves pillows and dean only uses one so every night they have to trade around pillows to get comfy. They keep their room dim because they hate how bright the bunker lights are. Cas obsessed over Stardew valley I just know it and dean teased him to no end about it
Gabriel is gay 👍
Charlie gives me sapphic ace vibes (totally not projection)