#srry i just love her

[haunted-xander]

For what do you live?

#meant to post this a lot earlier but it just didnt... feel right? #and now im like fuck it. woe sciosn be upone ye #i was originally gonna have banana(wol) here too but then the amount of panels would be uneven >:( #so i removed her (im srry bby i love u i prommy </3) #anyway. i love them and seeing them fight for their right to exist in ew despite several of then having had #issues and doubts and all that in regards to their own lives and well-being hit me hard #i mean several of them are implied to not mind dying/not caring about surviving and at least one of them is/was explicitly suicidal! #and yet!!!!!! #OUGH #thancred waters #y'shtola rhul #urianger augurelt #alphinaud leveilleur #alisaie leveilleur #g'raha tia #tataru taru #krile mayer baldesion #estinien varlineau #estinien wyrmblood #final fantasy #final fantasy 14 #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #ffxiv #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

[bylertruther]

listen. i love el and i think she's a fascinating character. we all know this. i am very clear about this. but like. it really is SO crazy how she really came in and, like... fucked will's life up so fucking bad lmao. i know that it wasn't her fault, and i'm not saying it is, but that's just... such an excruciating writing choice.

it was a choice to have her be the one that opened the gate & essentially sliced will's life into an ugly before and after. it was a choice to have her replace him as mike's number one as soon as she came back into their lives. it was a choice to make her the party's mage and then "change" will from being their wizard to their cleric. it was a choice to make her his sister. it was a choice to purposely have her wear his clothes and have the same bangs. it was a choice to have her ignore him on mike's first day in lenora, despite the fact that he was mike's friend, too, and first. it was a choice to make her oblivious to his feelings.

it was a choice to make them love and genuinely care about each other. it was a choice to make her feel like a monster for everything that'd happened and kept happening. it was a choice to make will not resent her. it was a choice to make him support her enough that he's willing to uphold her lies to mike (!!!) of all people with his inaction.

it was a choice to have him spill his heart out to mike and gift him his painting all in her name. to have him be the one to unknowingly make mike finally say "i love you" to her in response to his confession. to have him realize too late that he's been needlessly pushing mike towards her this whole time.

it was a choice to place will right beside mike, his first ever friend and keeper of his heart, when he told el that his life started just as will's ended.

it was... a bold fucking choice to replace will with el in mike's eyes due to outside influence. it throws them into chaos and disarray because el and will are not interchangeable, and it shows in how...

mike seeks from el everything that will already gives him.

mike readily gives will everything that el begs him for.

el cannot read or understand mike in the innate, wordless, and familiar way that will does.

mike cannot be vulnerable with el, but he opens up to will without even needing to be asked.

mike always heeds, trusts, and listens to will, even when they're arguing or going through a rough patch.

mike always knows just how to mend things with will, because he knows exactly what he needs and he doesn't ever hesitate to do and give it. nor does he need anyone to help him with their conflicts either. he just knows.

el is always left waiting for him to do things for her that he's currently doing for will.

will visibly hates and feels uncomfortable lying to mike, but el can do it consistently with ease.

will is the one that loves mike how he truly wants (and needs) to be loved.

will hasn't been able to move on in full, because he was cast out of his own story and demoted to a supporting role behind the new lead.

el hasn't been able to find out who she really is, because she's been thrust into roles that were never meant for her to begin with. she has always been contorted into the shape of whatever others need or want her to be, but they don't fit because they aren't her.

and, like... there are so many things in this story, which is to say the show as a whole, that would not have happened had the men in el's life not done that. had they allowed her to just be, it's highly likely that the dominoes would've never fallen the way they have.

thankfully, the narrative is set up in such a way that it appears this disorder will rectify itself, but it's still so... upsetting to think about lol.

it all boils down to choices: who gets to make them, what choices they have, why they made those choices, and what happens after. that's all the show is: a series of choices, or a lack thereof, and their consequences with some monster mumbo-jumbo sprinkled on top.

#byler #they were so insane for that and the girlies just ate that shit right up!!!!! #like. wow. they literally did not have to fucking do any of that and yet. they did. they did!!!!!!!!!!!! soap opera moment. #will is so crazy insanely strong and good and full of love and hope because if it was me?! girl. god. i am not ur strongest soldier #i would be the most bitter resentful bitch alive srry . i kno she saved their lives n the world but she was also used to bring tht all upon #them and especially will. like. and then she became his sister and saved his life and became his friend and dated the love of his life #that he's known and has been the closest to literally since forever and she's a good person so it's not like he can even hate her. he can't #even if he wanted to even if he tried to because she's just like him in a way and it's just like . [clenches fist] #this trio is jus so juicy.... #mine

[room-of-lies]

the killer robot I pulled by being autistic

#safamaple #maple #maple yttd #michiru namida #tia safalin #im srry i only draw safalin in her lab outfit. in my defense I just fucking love labcoats I love nerds #kimi ga shine #yttd #your turn to die #vivi art time

[pup-pee]

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i havnt drawn in a little

#I 4GOT CISSIES EARRIGG BG S #HITS TVSLE AAAAAAAAAA IM 2 LAZY 2 GO BACK IM SRRY GORLIE :((( #just a kint of konbart as a treat 4 me ig #4every piercing kon has; the more pronouns she attains #if i explained my thought process whenever i draw kon it would just be hehehehehehheehheheheheehe #heart glasseess!!!! i need 2 find more fun glasses shapes 2 draw her in tbh tbh #i did light shading & my head starts hurting godAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i havent been on ib like a while & theres sm posts omg yummy im looking @ all my moots & kickin my feet omgg tehe #i need 2 try 2 sleep get rid of this headache b4 i continue 2 stare @ my screen tho….. i prolly wont i wanna talk im tired of bing sad LMAO #more kart 2 day ((literally prolly tmr)) #ive been thinking about aus sm this is so its so woahhhh #kon el #kart #puppee art #GAAAAHHHHHH I WANNA EXPLAIN MY STUPID HCS 4 Y I DRAW KON LIKE THISSS #i dont bc im 80% sure ill b ripped apart but like i love talking about them i love talking about kon sm #@ least i do 2 my doggie

[ryann-44]

I’ve always loved the fallen knight trope, but Malenia isn’t a fallen knight. She never had risen. Throughout her life she was just barely getting by, barely fighting off the rot. The only reason she had survived this long was because of her brother. She was never recognized as her own person. She had always relied on her brother. So much so that she changed her title to include his name, and dedicated her life to protecting him. Her mind is so rotted away that she has to remind her self out loud who she is.

Even when she does get the chance to show who she is in her second phase, it isn’t even really her. Her lines of dialogue change to show this. You aren’t fighting her during the second phase. You are fighting the Goddess of Rot. Any chance of her rising into her full power is taken away by the rot. Her own boss rememberance isn’t even hers it’s the Rot Goddess’.

Despite all of this she still fights. Fights for her brother.

#ugh some1 who is better at writing word this better #srry for the ramble I just LOVE HER SO MUCH #art #my art #digtal art #sketch #malenia goddess of rot #malenia blade of miquella #elden ring fanart #elden ring

[iaminatree]

You are the person I want to be with everyday / And this is something that I've been afraid to say

#be more chill #bmc #bmc fanart #christine canigula #i care her very much #i was gonna draw a simple jeremy but then i looked at all the nasty ass old art i drew of christine and i needed to do her justice #tbh i was expecting her to be a victim of yaoi with how popular boyf riends is #but its not that bad compared to other fandoms tbh #or maybe im misremembering idk #but i've never seen an interpretation of christine being a bad person #or getting in the way of jeremy and whoever #so i just wanted to say good job everyone #literally every other female love interest that i love is not as fortunate #OH ALSO srry if i got her play outfit wrong i literally do not remember what it is and im too lazy to look

[eatingpeanutbutterwithmyfingers]

i lobe propaganda

#transfem leo #i made tis w/1% #my phone is BURNIGN MY HAND #im gonna crack an eg on it #scrambled or sunnyside up? #WAITWIATWAIT OVEREASY #OOUUHHHHHH #EDIT BC IDK HOW TO REBLOG LOL: IM SORRY IF THIS IS CONFUSING BUT I LOVE TRANSFEM LEO I HOPE THIS ISNT COMING OFF AS SARCASTIC OR MEAN???? #THE PROPAGANDA JOKE COULD B TAKEN AS SUCH SRRY YALL 😭😭 #I PROMISE I LOVE HER IVE LITERALLY SPAMMED MY BF ABOUT HER ISTGISTG #just... saying this bc i genuinely didnt think anyone would see this HHHH #tmnt!2012

[softestaries]

Step 1 of their Very Important Big Quest: snacks and soda

#percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #annabeth chase #she's literally just a baby #Athena when i catch you - #Poseidon when i catch you - #Chiron when i catch you - #OLYMPUS WHEN I CATCH YOU - #percy and annabeth #percy pjo #annabeth #i love her #pjo #pjo show #srry about the quality

[emmafrostyyy]

Astarion/Lae'zel and the inherent eroticism of two predators that are ideologically and diametrically opposed, sizing each other up to see what they have to offer. a runaway slave and a failed servant to her queen. one who's all false honeyed words and shiny performance and one who has trouble with metaphors and only knows how to be herself. it's finding honesty in killing and meeting someone who embraces you for it. it's kissing after ravaging a small village and leaving absolutely no survivors. it's recognizing yourself in the other's monstrousness, and basking in both the peace and chaos you bring out in one another.

it's hating that you let yourself get close to someone who will inevitably leave you, someone destined for something greater than you. it's hating those moments he made you want to live for yourself and abandon your duty to your people, because you know you'd never forgive yourself if you do.

it's two ageless beings just drifting in and out of each other's lives over the centuries, never managing to stay in the same place for too long, always moving toward something else. it's to carry the burden of eternal life and to remember the mark you once left on the other—always there, and never quite gone.

#the concept of two equally damaged immortal people having the weirdest situationship that spans centuries is so juicy to me srry... #I just love how the dynamic between them is even and mutual.. so much room for development and dynamics that's delicious to think abt #ik i wrote that essay abt the potential of them w/ a healthy relationship/happy ending. but LZ leaving him to save her ppl is still good #Bloodbruise #astarion x lae'zel #Lae'zel x astarion #lae'zel #astarion #astarion ancunin #bg3 astarion #bg3 lae'zel #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate iii

[simpyshrimpy]

Not me dropping vil crumbs after being afk for god knows how long. anyways i love vil thanks. also yes this is for the demon fox au sometimes i just want to write about pretty boys. also i cant stop thinking about this scene with vil and kumiko sending him fan letters of encouragement after neige appears. bby i love you.

Vil Schoenheit was a prince. An elven prince. He was renowned for his immense beauty and grace, both of which he inherited from his rather famous father who dabbled in theater acting and his mother who was the noble lady many referred to as "the most beautiful".

Even Vil's adoptive brother was incredibly beautiful, even if he was a human...

Vil hated Niege Leblanche. Or rather, since his mother brought him home, it would be Neige Leblanche Schoenheit.

That was the beginning of Neige stealing everything from him. First his name... then his mother... then the people of his country... and then even the title handed to him on a silver platter.

"The fairest of them all."

He used to be- he was the product of two of the most attractive people on the continent arguably. Admittedly he himself stole that title from his mother, but she never cared for it as much as Vil did.

That was his title. His.

It seemed that the only thing that Neige wasn't able to take from Vil was his father. Thank goodness to that, too. Vil may have gone mad if that were the case as well. Vil simmered in his hate for Neige for less than a month, though, before receiving a letter.

The letter went as such:

"To the fairest of them all, Vil Schoenheit,

I hope this letter finds you well, though I doubt it. I've heard your mother recently took in a human boy... Now, I don't quite hate humans. They're rather amazing, resilient things, however... my heart does go out to you... it's completely ridiculous- the things that I've been hearing of. I've spoken to your father about such things and he as well expresses his sadness. Firstly, your mother's blatant neglect since taking in that human kid. Secondly, the fact that your servants as well will forget about you the second Neige walks in. And even thirdly, that people dare speak of Neige being better for the throne than you."

The letter wasn't finished. But Vil took a moment to stop and calm himself a bit. He knew well all of those things. Especially that last one. An elf's ears are especially keen- but Vil exceeds that. He's always had an ear for gossip.

"In regards to those things, I want to say... well they're dumb. Completely dumb and ridiculous. I've never been more drivin' up the wall than with all of this nonsense. I'm on your side Vil. I'm declaring myself your #1 fan. Don't let their words get to you, and don't give in to the hate either.

It's all well and good to hate them, but if you begin to let it get to you too much you'll lose your beauty for sure. Hate makes all things ugly. I know that too well. Neige has stolen a lot from you, unjustly, but its not his fault entirely as well. His blame lies in the side that is terribly ignorant and unbothered by the suffering of those around him. For him to claim so blatantly that you two are brothers and that he loves you- all the while blind to the very pain you feel. That is his problem. He may be as sweet as he wants, never harming even a fly, but that ignorance of him makes him just as bad.

Like I said though, it's not just him. The people to flock to him, disregarding their respect for you over a pretty new toy- those people are in the wrong too.

I know you're angry. One day even, that anger might consume you despite my words. But I hope that, instead of holding that anger in till the point it bubbles over into an incurable poison, you might instead confide in me- your number one fan.

I'll always be on your side. As will the people who truly love you, like your father. It would bring me great joy if we started to exchange letters just like this. Of course, you don't have to if you don't want to, but the offer will always be there.

Love,

Your #1 Fan, Kurama

P.S. That is not my real name, I just made it up, just thought I should let you know.

P.P.S. Neige isn't even that cute I literally do not get why everyone thinks he's prettier than you it's unreal. Do these people not have eyes?????"

The letter thusly ended, and for the first time in a long time, Vil laughed as though all of his worries melted away.

#demon fox!reader #kumiko #twst x reader #twstdemonfoxau #twst demon fox au #twisted wonderland #vil schoenheit x reader #vil schoenheit #vil #neige leblanche #twst neige #twst vil #Neige Leblanche slander #sorry he's just not that cool #sorry if you guys like neige but i plan on having him fall in love with kumiko only for her to be like “srry i like vil...” #this guy really gets my goat #grinds my gears

[hem1ock]

inconsolably emotional over this comment on a stuffed animal cleaning video

#also look at this little cat 🥺 he was so dirty at the start and they cleaned him so well #it reminded me of when i last cleaned my old stuffed cat #i can never get her back to her original color. she was orange and it just faded over time a lot so she's a dull brown now #but i cleaned her up a little and brushed and fluffed her #even got risky and did surgery to give her some more stuffing so she could sit upright again #and she looked so beautiful!!!! #her eyes and nose are chipped and her whiskers have been gone for a long time too but i cant fix that #i dont need to tho i think it adds character :^) #srry im rambling now i just love my stuffed cat dearly. ive had her since i was 2 #tldr i love stuffed animals #i think caring for them is such a beautiful and pure form of love #to know they aren't real but still treat them gently. just because it feels good to. ❤️ #my posts

[duck-in-a-spaceship]

Rewatching House is the worst, actually

In fuckin,,, season 2 episode 2, he's talking to this little girl with cancer and making sure she wants to do his insane treatment, as you do. And she says that at least it could give her another year to which HOUSE RESPONDS:

"A year of this. A lot of people wouldn't want that. A lot of people would... just want it to be over."

And it's tragic and he tells her that she can't just stay for her mom but she does anyway because she loves her mom. And this is Wilson's fucking patient and this is the exact same conversation he has with House later in the show! But the positions are switched!!

And it just goes to show that when we get there, when we get to season 8, when we get to Wilson's cancer, House knows. He understands Wilson's argument, he has operated on the very same logic Wilson is using, that he shouldn't have to suffer, that he shouldn't stay alive just for someone else but House asks him to anyway. Because he loves Wilson. Because shouldn't that be enough?

#house md #hilson #srry if this doesnt make sense i am simply rambling<3 #they just make me insane #anyway time to go watch house like freeze this kid to death and then take out her blood or whatever #god i love this show #also side note but why did he down those pills with MILK what is wrong with this man

[geat-26]

I hope Sarah doesn't freak out because of all my crazy comments :')

#srry #is just that I love ALL HER DRAWINGS!! 😭💖💖💖✨✨💖✨✨ #plsdonthateme:')

[navysealt4t]

stares into your eyes do you think jay had nightmares after BLOCK. do you think her hands shook everytime she held her bow and do u think she couldn’t look gillion in his eyes and what if she just hid. she tried to distract herself with tracking their course and it wasn’t working and whenever she saw gillion with out his armor she could just see her arrow sticking out of his chest and chip yelling and and . and do you think she really ever forgave herself and she she :(

#srry i have normal thoughts about jay ferin a normal amount okz #sorry i just love her #and episode 53 absolutely killed me #jay ferin #jrwi jay #jrwi spoilers #ep 53 #riptide spoilers #jrwi riptide

[infizero]

ok guys i dont wanna be a hater but im gonna be 100% honest i didnt rlly like the nimona movie 😭 I MEAN IT WAS FUN. it was nice. but i feel like it was missing everything that made me like the original graphic novel and honestly by the last like 30 minutes i was kind of just waiting for it to be over so i could read the book again 😭 NO HATE TO ANYONE WHO RLLY LIKED IT believe me when i say i dont think it is bad or anything. but i feel like just sooooo much was changed that it didnt feel like nimona at all to me. idk how to explain it, im sure once i reread the book i’ll be able to put it into words since the original will be more fresh in my mind. i think it was good but as someone who was literally obsessed w the og graphic novel it was honestly kinda disappointing. but i dont rlly care honestly its still rlly cool it got a movie!! 

but in my mind at least it proves that some things dont need to be made into a movie. ppl act like movies are the best form a piece of media can take and if something gets made into a movie then that’d be the peak form of it. but i honestly think nimona works wayyyyyy better in its original graphic novel form. most of the early stuff is way more slice of life lowkey stuff that lets you get attached to ballister and nimona as characters and get invested in their relationship w each other, BEFORE all the angsty final act stuff happens. also there honestly was just a ton of stuff that felt to me like it worked better in the original, like jousting tournament thing instead of the knighting ceremony, nimona being captured and being forced to turn into her “true” form rather than this new version with it just sort of happening bcuz of Emotions, etc. also the movie suffered from a lot of pacing and tone issues imo but the former i think is just from that lack of the slow buildup of their friendship, and the latter is something that i think just worked better in the book. idk again I’LL BE ABLE TO SAY THIS STUFF MORE CONCRETELY WHEN I ACTUALLY REREAD THE BOOK but i dont remember there being so much jokes and goofy shit DURING serious scenes. like iirc in the original during serious scenes it was SERIOUS. but in the movie theres so many unnecessary unfunny jokes and stuff. idk IDK i probably just had too high expectations idk. anyways

#also im kind of mad they changed the ending i know it works similarly but like THE TONE IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT #in the movie ballister goes back to the lair and you hear her voice and he gets all excited and goes ''HOLY SHI-'' and then it cuts to title #which seemed rlly lighthearted and played for laughs and srry but THE ENDING OF NIMONA ALWAYS MADE ME CRY SO IT LOWKEY PISSED ME OFF ToT #IN THE ORIGINAL. he wakes up in the hospital and the nurse like talks to him or whatever and then she comes in again and hes like ?? u were #just here. and shes like no?? and then he sees on the clipboard the nurse left behind the firsttime theres a shark drawing (or smthn) #clearly drawn by nimona. and you see his eyes widen and he rushes out of the room and he runs through a crowd desperately trying to find her #and then he sees her there. in the crowd. and he just stares looking sort of heartbroken. and she gives him a quiet bittersweet little wave #and then she disappears into the crowd. and thats the last you see of her #I FUCKING LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE THAT ENDINGGGGGG IM ACTUALLY SO MAD THEY CHANGED IT #also sorry i will die mad about the climax THE CLIMAX OF NIMONA IS WHAT GETS ME EVERY FUCKING TIME. #THOSE PAGES WITH THE HUGE MONSTER AND LITTLE GIRL NIMONA JUST RIPPING INTO BALLISTER MAKE ME CRYYYYYYY DAWG THEYRE SO GOOD #idk. idk. i cant put it into words but just the overall vibes of the book are so much better imo. i think nd stevenson's style fits the #story reallyyy well and idk if the movie's style rlly does the same. also i wish the movie wasnt as sanded down like the original wasnt like #INAPPROPRIATE. it wasnt adults only. but it had a lot more like. blood and rude humor and stuff. and i miss that #i think the best way i can put it is. the original is the scratchy ever evolving style of nd stevenson it feels raw and unfiltered #and thats why i love it and why it moves me so much. while the movie is much more polished and round and soft and im gonna be honest: #I DONT LIKE IT! sorry. having my hater moment #<- lightheartedly again I DONT THINK THE MOVIE IS BAD i just think that by comparison the book is way better #still incredibly happy for and proud of the whole team that made the movie i think its awesome!!!! #just my personal opinion #serena.txt #nimona spoilers #<- idk if anyone actually needs this but jic

[care666bear]

my pretty babygirl & I doin the nightly chill <333 her stuffie kinda looking into my soul tho I wont even lie

#and under her is a bag of my donation clothes she dragged out of the closet to sleep with lol #miss baducci gal i just adore her shes snoring like an elderly folk atm #her name is actually gucci her name isnt that stupid obviously we have a tiny bit of class #to be fair she was named 15 years ago #srry gucci i love you AND your silly name