#starry vents

[melverie]

Honestly, making all these posts about Asmo's birthday on @today-in-the-devildom despite the lack of any real in-game birthday event feels so disheartening in a way because I'm creating this little story and trying to hype something up the devs don't even seem to really care about

#it's also kinda making me lose motivation to continue this #and i'm struggling with coming up with something different every day tbh #but i'm also too stubborn to stop and too prideful to not post any flavor text with it so prepare for more lmao #btw if anyone has suggestions for what to write about next feel free to send them to me! #tho real talk why'd they have to go ahead and add like twenty different days of celebration to the calander #but then don't really do anything special in that time period #anyway just needed to vent a little #obey me #mel's starry musings

[starmonsterrr]

[ * vent doodles below, block #corv vents ]

[ * Oh Man The Yearning™ ]

[ * yep i rlly want him ]

#cw vent #corv vents #the starry night (selfship) #(?) #[ * i mean it's implied ] #[ * sort of ]

[astrxealis]

my favorite teacher plays dnd and bg3 do you know how crazy that is to me

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #LOTS OF THOUGHTS HII GOOD NOON TODAY WAS A REAL FUN DAY #I ALMOST BROKE DOWN AND ALSO I KINDA VENTED AND G #UH. WHY IS TUMBLR WEIRD AND CLOSING MY POST. ANYWAY! #i did vent to my friends abt annoying classmates (aka annoying ppl who are irresponsible) that bring me and my friends and groups grades #down. and yeah. but i bonded a lot w various frienda and and and fun day and and and I LEARN ^^ AND #things are quite bad sometimes but sometimes they aren't actually that bad and idk school is just really fun i'm almost sad #just really happy with where i am rn and my friends are noticing too sniffs ..... noticing how i'm talking more or whatnot #and more comfy and whatnot and hey it did take like. quite a while. but still! just. really happy #bcs this Quite A While was either basically immediate but in the making (two friends) or gradual but always getting there (group in class) #and etc !!! like hey maybe some friends online or irl i am not talking to as much atm but there's the comfort that we still greatly care #for wach other. and whatnot. and there's just a lot and damn if i gave up this wouldn't be happening lol my point is things do get better #and a lot of it tbh is on how you improve and see things (???) idk but damn i'm just rlly proud of myself #I COULD STILL DO BETTER mbut idk all of this is me and im just rlly secure in that and i have been since the longest time ngl. im amazing #yeehaw ANYWAYYYYFGEGKR BG3 I STARTED A DARK URGE RUN LAST NIGHT YE GODS ITS A BIT SCARY TO ME BUT I LOVE THE BLOOD #im trying to fight against it bcs im using my main tav but boom make him a durge guy so ^_^

[venacoeurva]

I just thought of the concept of if the Nerevarine doesn’t want everyone to know THEY’RE the Nerevarine, so Teldryn’s like “ay lmao I love bragging about shit I’ll cover for you” in the event anyone sniffs the Nerevarine out as being in a certain area and he just bullshits his way through any questions

#I don't think by 201 most people like. care about the nerevarine quite as much but I'm sure you have some starry eyed scholars (who are #about to get misinformed SO BADLY) #and older people who were alive during the events who just wanna see them #vena vents #not art #Even funnier with Wren because people who were alive were like I remember people talking about how short the nerevarine was???? #and Tel is just like Yeah i had a growth spurt at the age of 30 what about it #(though I think he would have been in his 20s at the time #I think he's like ~5-10 years younger than Wren) #If they're a whole different race then Idek what he'd say

[vnusasboy]

I should’ve been buried in my middle school outpost

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#self indulgent #persona #self portrait #digitalart #personal vent #whimsicore #starry art #lgbtq artist

[anxiousdepressee]

Some self portraits(?) I’ve done over the last couple months. I was in a good mood for the first two and a shitty one for the third. Best damn dragon I’ve drawn, though.

#my art #digital art #digital arwork #dragon #self insert #self portrait #body horror #horror #fantasy #tw teeth #tw blood #cw blood #cw: gore #clouds #pastel #starry sky #vent #vent art

[stars-and-cows]

Vent

Just kind of sped through this one while crying. But it helped me calm down

#vent art #art #starry art #vent

[melancholystarry]

I hate group assignments because people will straight up not listen to you about ideas and concerns you have about the assignment and then go "oopsie we did it wrong" afterwards and then I just wanna explode.

#starry vents #today has just been sucky thing after sucky thing #i did not need the bus driver to bash me.for having butter fingers tryna get my bus pass #like im sorry sir for these 5 extra seconds I'm taking the card out i dont want to wait an half hour waiting for the next bus though #like I'm trying my best im no longer going to be apologetic like plz i just want to live my life and go home

[starmonsterrr]

[ * hihi. for context I had a nightmare like 2 nights ago. here's a messy comfort doodle I made because I still think about that nightmare. I almost ended up not posting this thang ]

#the starry night (selfship) #corv vents #? #[ * References past vent soo.....ya ] #corv doodles #[ * realizes i probably shouldn't have done it on paper ] #[ * Oh well ]

[movedto-clifflix]

been a bit struggling w/ my mental health lately so all i do all day after school is just laying on felix like this.

it’s currently a bit hard to find motivation to do anything at all other than . nothing and i thought it’s gonna be better today but…guess not ://

#for a moment there was a glimpse of hope of things getting better but #got crushed pretty easily #*sighs* …guess that’s just how it is #cliff rambles #cliff vents #⭐️ starry soulmates ✨💙 #🖊️ | felix

[cats-and-confusion]

rest time. time to rest.

#sleepy posts #blood tw #tw: blood #tw blood #blood trigger warning #mild blood #sloth plushie #my art #vent art #i guess #sleepy #my actual bed setup #woooo! #stars #starry

[everythingfeelswrong]

What if I screamed

And no one came?

What would I do then?

Wait for the sun

Hella struggling recently. Anxious all day and dissociated by night. A vicious and exhausting cycle. I’m doing my best, that’s all I can ask of myself

Living alone is hard. Getting a new job is hard. Moving is hard. Quitting nicotine and weed and alcohol is hard. Trying to be better is hard.

Life is tough.

And it’s okay to struggle with life.

#my art blog #vent art #acrylic #traditional art #art journal #journal #emotions #painting #vent #tw anxiety #mental illness #dissociation #lonelly #night sky #starry sky #reaching out #mentally ill #living alone #life #stress #struggle #dreamcore #feelings #deep feelings #spilled ink #mental health