The bottom of the barrel (TW: MEANSPO)
Whenever you think you're better: You're not
You're always at the bottom of the chain
There is someone prettier
Someone smarter
Someone greater
Someone who has achieved more than you in less than half of the time you've been laying around and self-deprecating yourself
You're weak, and you know it
He doesn't deserve such a weak bitch like you, now does he?
Of course not
He deserves some girl who's hardworking, smart, great, wonderful and pretty
And there are so many girls like that
You don't deserve to be loved, what have you achieved? You worth nothing
You've done less than the bare minimum, and expect love in reward?
You seriously think ANYBODY would love YOU?? You're the last option in the barrel, you're not even good at being bad at things, you can't even try to look good
You should shut up and take it
Because you have not achieved the right to complain yet
Starve yourself and work your ass off, because that's the only way you could ever deserve to be loved by anyone
He would be right to dump you the SECOND a girl wo is slightly better walks by, because you're not special, at all, to nobody
He tells you such sweet things, but that's because he has no idea how stupidly dull you are
You're not even special in the ways you stand out, because there is always some other person who will stand out more
You're pathetic, weak, dumb
You're a piece of shit that thinks you're a diamond, so keep being delusional while the other girls work on themselves
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Family pictures in 3 weeks. I NEED to lose 5 kg by then. I WILL lose 5 kg by then.
This is gonna sound so horrible, but I know I’ll be compared to my siblings in these pictures, I have to be the smallest. I have to weigh the least. I have to have the tiniest measurements. I will do anything to rid myself of the disease that is the fat on my body.
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I think the universe is on my side guys.
Last night I drank wine and my drunk ass decided to order food (which would have totaled 800 cals !!!!!)
But I fell asleep before it got here and I woke up to find it outside ripped apart by the neighborhood cats
So I got saved from the calories and fed some kitties!
And I woke up one pound lighter 😇✨
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