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[azure-cherie]

PAC : Who of the nine Greek muses do you embody ? A message from the muse

➪Pile : 1-2-3 ☟︎︎︎ 4-5-6 ☟︎︎︎ 7-8-9

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Pile 1 :

Muse of music and lyric poetry

Channelled messages: " let go of societal restraints " , " paint the canvas of your life , write a poem about a wall " , " often see yourself as an ancient women of honour " , " feed the doves "

She comes forth to tell you about your potential how you're a very meditative being , you are so good at chanelling and you should do it more often , ask her to be your guide and write down all that comes through to you flow in your thinking and the ideas that come forth

Lean more into the devotional aspect of your life , see everything with the vibration of love. The trees the humans the animals , devote more into self love and worship the gods you already do .

Learn the right way to connect to the moon , you're in your journey and this is one of the crucial times , you're almost at the end of a karmic cycle stay stiff and strong

Don't get into arguments , if you do have mishaps with someone , lean into releasing the anger through creating music or producing tunes .

Take practical approaches to life , if someone says no to you do the thing on your own , your guides are always taking care of you .

Pile 2 :

Muse of dance and choral poetry .

Channelled messages : " learn about the folk music and dances where you stay " , " when in the blues play the beats " , " give more to the society in forms of art " , " start the YouTube channel"

Your devotion towards your deity or your guides is really admirable and that is something that's one of your best qualities people online or in person admire your liking towards a deity you inspire them .

The calmness of mind that can be attained through yoga is something she wants you to do , imagine a blue beam of light when you meditate , she tells you to connect to your primordial life form your soul .

Know about the necessary sacrifices one has to do in their life , your sacrifices now will bring you rewards later , don't fall for instant gratification

Abundance is soon to come in your life but work on cultivating a sense of detachment towards money , obsession ruins everything.

There might me a rock bottom moment in your life soon , she asks you to remain in your path as a human and as a soul take the lessons and move on soon you will alchemize your pain into passion and glory . You transform everything you're a becon of light .

Pile 3 :

Muse of hymns and sacred poetry

Channelled messages : " Levitate " , " dream big " , " nice downtown tshirt " , " the life that one has is a sum and minus of that they do "

If you're interested in writing do it , there might be an opportunity approaching you soon in this sector , though there's a warning about a setback if you don't take the opportunity at the right time don't worry you'll do great believe in the power of wishes.

You might rekindle a childhood bond on the basis of liking of movies or songs .

Business sector might have new opportunities your fortune is about to change you're gonna have the power to do what you want in your life because you're the creator of it , your destiny is now on hold make the best use of free will.

Connect more to the oceans and moon , fireflies etc , be in nature more and stay grounded .

Honour your soul by serving the temple you're in your own body , take care of your body give it ample rest and food .

Pile 4 :

Muse of tragedy

Channelled messages : " Dwelling on past has no rewards " , " crazy is as good as the sane" , " time flowes and glows and you grow "

Don't choose a hard life away from your desires because you're scared of disappointing people your path is enlightened more as you connect more to yourself .

Give into dark feminine energy and live in your truth , if you remain often confused or scared work on your root chakra .

Connect more to your guides through paintings and leave offerings of metal , feathers , corn etc

It's time to finally shine you're going from the hermit to an influencer you're gonna be famous it might start small but it will build up .

Keep away from external influences that stop your growth drop bad friends and family .

Pile 5 :

Muse of love poetry

Channelled messages: eat healthy and enriching foods , read about the love you already behold , the depths of see are beautiful and so is your heart of depth.

Abundance in the sector of love is coming soon you're gonna make the haters jealous , might even win a pagent or competition.

You might have felt Beauty is your curse but life's gonna show you how it's not you're gonna be so hight so uplifted I see you shining like a star

One has to prepare for glory start by saying affirmations and working on your third eye and root chakra .

Read more about lovers from mythology like Persephone Hades , Aphrodite ares , Radha Krishna etc

The boons served by the goddess are yours to keep and no one can question that , you're being divinely blessed and you'll be happy and dancing soon .

Pile 6 :

Muse of comedy and Idyllic poetry

Chanelled messages: Search for the small joys, poppies , these boots are meant for walking , spring equinox fairy

There's a confirmation in case you wanna go for the acting sector , this sector will require a lot of hardwork .

There's also a warning regarding someone in your job your boss or your guru they might take credit for some assignment you did beware and if possible say no because that thing might get your superior a promotion

You are to search bliss in satisfaction about what you already have the moon is to be admired by you the power to be soked it , are you ready for the full moon .

You're intelligent and people really admire you for that , gemini energy.

Move in your life in your true path of light don't be afraid or dim your light , your aura might have hints of white colour .

Pile 7:

Muse of epic poetry

Chanelled messages: Blow the bubbles up , get into kitchen witchery, Artemis , cry me a river

Don't give people the benefit of the doubt if you don't like someone let them go .

Fame is eminent in your energy, life coaches might help you , your aunt is giving you good guidence follow her .

Do your school projects and specially eat tangerine and other fruits that make you feel happy

Serve the world and create peace each small step is a long one in the collective , small things create big impact do your part and be sure of the effects .

Moon water energy and full moon is great for you to invite luxuries in your life , ground your root chakra and connect to your third eye your ancestors will be sending you messages.

Pile 8 :

Muse of astronomy

Chanelled messages: Fly me to the moon , peals and sandbox , honesty is the best policy , go go cheerleader

The first message for you is to balance all your chakras it's crazy my oracle deck pulled all chakra cards omg I feel like there soon will be a kundalini awakening for you

You're almost in your last stage of awakening get into the cosmic dance of life your life is about to change , abundance is coming

Hard message to get through but someone in your relationship might be cheating or there might be someone who has an eye on your partner and might try to frame them . Only for some people

Listen to your higher self write a letter to them

Your path from now on is of the hermit it might be lonely but it's worth it discoveries are on your way in fields of history, psychology, quantum mechanics etc.

Pile 9 :

Muse of history

Chanelled messages: 13 missed calls , glow up is loading , search in the Egyptian archives , glow and peach coloured cheeks

The number six is significant, also specifically for someone there's this person who is delaying your glow up by doing some nasty as spell , might be a close friend

You are ignoring some signs from the universe , they're coming again and again and you're ignoring it look into it closely , you're elevating in your consciousness.

Your energy levels are high and you're matching ahead in your journey setbacks are never the end the sheer power of desire iss enough to keep going .

You're slowly climbing the stairs of life to become confident and assertive you might even call upon a partner soon who is very sure about themselves.

You should plant more trees and learn about them about their origination etc , i specifically get about Tulsi and the lore behind it . Some others would be eucalyptus, basil and marigold.

Thank you so much for reading, I hope you enjoyed this

Have a great day/ night ♥️🌹

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[is-nini]

Zhongli 种离

21+

Size kInk, mirror sex, slight choking

He is the wealthiest dragon across teyvat. It makes sense. Afterall, he is the Dragon who in itself is a symbol of a king in Liyue. The king of wealth who created mora and a new way to live a life.

Being a king comes with it's perk's but not always a good and smooth ride. Most of the times he would feel guilty or even insecure because os the criminals who end up stealing just for a mora, a form of money he created.

Despite that, he knew he can't do anything about it but to give a stricter rule, creating a very cunning or intelligent people who learn about the art of money in such a early age.

Being so stressed out of his mind makes him go crazy. Luckily for him, he have you. Beautiful wife, submissive, always there for his beck and call.

Zhongli would always makes sure the kingdom to be safe, not only for the people but also for you. He stayed sane because of you, his perfect little wife. Perfect little cunt, perfect little mouth who knows nothing but whine and moans whenever he touches you.

He holds your chin gently, guiding your face to the beautiful mirror with gold accents on each corner. He pulled you back while he sat on his chair, holding your hand back as your body arch Forward, nipple perking up.

His cock bulge on your stomach, as a smile present oh so handsomely on his face. Beads of sweats dripping down from your temple alongside the filthy drool that droop from the corner of your mouth.

Tongue out, eyes trying to focus to the mirror. He held you as he shuffle around a little to fix his posture, pushing his big cock deeper into your stomach as your feet curls. "Zhonh-haaaa" you whine as every time you move, his cock would be moving inside you.

Zhongli slowly pulled your body back, making you lean on him as your stomach also moved, making his cock more visible. He slowly creep his hand up to your neck and the other caresses your stomach "Pretty wife. So perfect" he grunted between his words and thrust his cock making you choke on your spit.

He gave a little power to his grip on your neck as he pound your pussy, no mercy needed when you're already at his feet right? Your tongue rolled out, he pushes one of his finger inside your mouth as you blabble away to your hearts content.

"Beautiful. Perfect. My perfect. Slutty wife" he trust hard in every single word. You can feel his cock throb before he gave a one last push and ropes of cum filling you up. "Ah-haaa! Zhongy Zhongy ghood" you said almost drunkly.

Tears are running down as now you are coming down from your high, a soft hiccups and mumble of "Zhongli" pours out. He snuggle his face and kisses your neck "You did good honey, it's okay, I got you" hia velvet voice filled your ear just like how his cum filled your pussy.

Zhongli keeps taking peek at the mirror, looking at your every move, making sure to not miss any moment. His cum dribbling down your pussy to the floor. He smiles and kisses your mouth, greedily ravaging it.

"Take the rest while you can dear, I am not done yet"

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[kanansdume]

What's crazy and really shows off how impeccably awful this show managed to be is how DIFFERENT Anakin feels between the Kenobi show and the Ahsoka show, despite the fact that he's being played by the same actor probably within a year of each other if that.

And it's so clearly not the fault of the performer, Hayden Christensen is doing the absolute MOST to give an authentic and familiar performance of Anakin in the Ahsoka show and on a STRICTLY acting standpoint, I think he succeeds. People have pointed out that the Anakin that Hayden is playing in the flashbacks, despite being in the TCW costumes, does not at all feel like TCW Anakin. There's nothing suave or charming about him. When he tries to joke and Ahsoka pushes back against it, he immediately gets defensive, which is perhaps one of the most in-characters thing about the entire performance. And obviously his performance as Sith Anakin is pure perfection.

But it's not just the performance that creates a character. It's the way other people discuss the character, it's the way that character impacts the world around them, it's what we as the audience are allowed to see of them.

In the Obi-Wan show, Anakin at his best is still a whiny little asshole. In the flashback scene, he's arrogant, he's overconfident, he's a little bit of a bully, he's stubborn, and he's a sore loser. It's left a little ambiguous as to whether this scene was a true flashback or something Else, but the dialogue of the scene and who is currently "winning" the match clearly are intended to parallel what's going on in the actual plot between Obi-Wan and Anakin. Which means you can just as easily interpret this as saying that the whiny little asshole you remember from the prequels is still the person behind that mask. Yes, he's got a vocoder changing his voice into something more menacing, his expressions hidden behind an emotionless mask, but that whiny teenager is still calling the shots here. That's precisely what motivates him. Even if it's intended as a more legitimate flashback, that's supposed to be Anakin at his BEST and he's... whiny. He's arrogant. You can say he can grow out of it at this point and that's clearly what Obi-Wan believes in the moment, but the best he's got is... still this.

And he never grew out of it, he never left that arrogance and entitlement behind. He decided to let it define him instead. He might've had promise if he'd chosen to outgrow his more negative traits, but he didn't. He just stayed forever in the mindset of that annoying little 19 year old asshole.

And at his worst, Anakin's a literal unhinged MONSTER. He's casually walking by and murdering innocents just to get Obi-Wan's attention, he's stabbing Reva just because he can, he's ripping open ships, he's burning Obi-Wan alive out of vengeance. His face when that mask comes off has a manic GLEE as he talks about having "killed" himself just to try to manipulate Obi-Wan and the way he screams Obi-Wan's name at the end is so intensely disturbing. So many people saw that moment as Anakin having this moment of mindfulness, but I didn't see or hear a single sane moment in the entire scene. The whole thing is off-kilter and it feels pretty intentionally off-kilter, both in the writing and the acting and directing. Anakin's made his choice. This is it.

In the Kenobi show, Anakin might've once had promise. But he also had immense potential for monstrous evil, that was ALSO there as well. And whatever promise used to be there is now squandered in favor of the arrogance and cruelty and entitlement, which means that it's not worth Obi-Wan's time and effort and energy continuing to wonder what if about it. Because, quite honestly, it doesn't MATTER. Obi-Wan isn't fighting for Anakin anymore by the end. He's not fighting to destroy Anakin, but he's not fighting to save him, either. And the whole point of his relationships with Luke and Leia is that he has to learn to care about them for who THEY are rather than because he cared about their biological parents. He has to see them for who they've become and allow them to grow without worrying about how much like Anakin or Padme they might end up being. They're not Anakin and Padme, they're Luke and Leia, and his relationship with them is ultimately better for letting go of seeing them as anything other than who they actually are.

The people who were in charge of the Kenobi show clearly understood that in order for Obi-Wan to stand on his own as a main character of his own story, they needed to clearly differentiate him from Anakin and FREE him from Anakin. Yes, Obi-Wan is built to be Anakin's narrative foil and has been since day 1. Yes, Obi-Wan's story is very tied up in Anakin's. But this was OBI-WAN'S story and just for this one moment, they could let Obi-Wan be more than just someone who revolves around Anakin. He's his own person who makes his own connections and relationships that have nothing to do with Anakin and he only truly starts to feel like himself again when he walks away from Anakin and leaves him behind and accepts that Anakin has chosen to be someone that Obi-Wan cannot change. No one writing the Kenobi show wanted Obi-Wan to be more IMPORTANT to the narrative than Anakin, but they were able to allow Anakin to take a back seat so that Obi-Wan could actually grow and develop into his own character.

The same cannot be said for the Ahsoka show.

In the Ahsoka show, Anakin is portrayed IMMENSELY positively. At his best, Anakin is a wise powerful sage watching over someone he cares about and pushing her to be better. At his worst, he's... pushing her a little? They MENTION he's intense, and we see visions of him as a Sith, sure, but if that was Anakin at all, then it leaves you with the impression that he only pushed Ahsoka because he cared about her and she needed it and he was ultimately right to do so anyway. Was it tough? I guess, but nothing that would ultimately truly hurt her at all. Anakin's worst sins aren't touched on at all. Anakin is constantly remembered as someone who was GOOD without really acknowledging that while he might've been good at times, he wasn't always. Even when Ahsoka remembers him as a good master, he was still someone who believed in fascism and had massacred an entire village down to the last child. That person Ahsoka remembers was still a bad person and this show desperately wants you to forget that any of that is true about him.

And via proxies like Sabine and Ahsoka herself, this show DEFENDS Anakin's choices across the board. It's not even just that he was a good master, but that he ultimately did the RIGHT THING by choosing Padme over the galaxy because he did it out of "love," turning the genocide of the Jedi into something that was caused by their OWN failures instead of Anakin's failures.

There's zero recognition that Anakin was, ultimately, a failure. He was a failure as a Jedi, a failure as a master, a failure as a husband and a father, and a failure just as a generally good person. Anakin was a bad person who did bad things. Maybe he wasn't always, maybe he had his moments, fine, but overall? What's the legacy he leaves? What are people going to truly remember him for most? Despite his choice to save Luke in his last moments, his impact upon the galaxy is still a net negative.

And Ahsoka can have good memories of him and still recognize that Anakin's impact upon the galaxy was a bad one. She can choose to focus on the good memories she has without pretending like he was in actuality a good master who did nothing wrong. It's not like those two things can't co-exist and that is, in essence, exactly what Obi-Wan has to do. It's why he can say honestly and genuinely tell Leia at the end of the show that her father was "passionate, fearless, and forthright" even though just a day or so ago he'd accepted that Anakin himself had chosen to be an evil person now. He can remember Anakin as the friend he'd cared for AND recognize that the person Anakin is now is not that person anymore. Anakin NOW is evil, Anakin NOW doesn't deserve Obi-Wan's time or focus or grief, Anakin NOW needs to just be let go of. They aren't two separate people, obviously, but people do grow and change, and Obi-Wan once loved Anakin, but the boy Obi-Wan loved is gone because Anakin has chosen not to be that kind of person anymore. He's not kind, he's not compassionate, he's not merciful, or thoughtful or any of the good qualities he used to have. The Kenobi show forces both Obi-Wan and the audience to recognize that no matter how good someone might once have been, it's important to recognize when they're not acting like that person anymore and it's better to let them go and walk away.

And the reason Ahsoka can't do that is because the writers can't. The people in charge of writing Anakin in this show see him so differently than the people who wrote Kenobi. The the writers of the Ahsoka show, Anakin is "the greatest of all of the Jedi," not even just for raw power reasons, but because he understood what love was all about and felt it so deeply. So instead of that love twisting him and being in so many ways his greatest flaw, it turned into his greatest strength, something the Jedi just didn't understand. They're coming at Anakin from a WILDLY opposite direction here and so the way he gets depicted and spoken about comes across so unnervingly different.

You CAN see it as Ahsoka just... viewing Anakin differently. Obi-Wan knew Anakin as a child and was a Jedi Master before the betrayal, so he is more capable of viewing Anakin as the whole of what he was and letting him go. Whereas Ahsoka was a lot younger, she barely got any training before the betrayal, so her perspective on him is intensely skewed by this. She can't truly conceive of Anakin as both the good master she remembers AND the nightmare monster she knows he became, so she just... picks one. She chooses to see him as a good master and that's it. Nothing else he ever did matters. She never has to think about the genocide, the murders, the enslavement, the betrayals. He was a good master, and that's the end of the story. This is the best way she can learn to cope with this particular trauma is to just... ignore it and decide it didn't happen and so her version of Anakin is the ONLY version of Anakin.

But the narrative itself sort-of presents this as the honest truth of Anakin rather than just Ahsoka's perspective on the matter. It's not that Ahsoka just can't cope any other way, it's that this is, legitimately, who Anakin was. Anakin WAS a good master and the fact that he abandoned Ahsoka to die and tried to kill her and genocided her people and desecrated her home apparently doesn't change that at all. Because he did all of it for love. And the fact that Anakin was the "greatest of all the Jedi" because of this means that Ahsoka gets exalted even more so because of that.

But Obi-Wan doesn't need that. He doesn't need to be exalted as better than everyone else, he doesn't need to be made important by manipulating the narrative. He already IS important and the people writing his story know that. He's not important because he's better than Anakin, he's important just because he is. He's baked into this story and can't be removed from it without completely undoing it and telling a totally new story. Obi-Wan and Ahsoka are, in some ways, total opposites. Obi-Wan is a massively important character to the narrative who's never been the main character of his own story before the Kenobi show, while Ahsoka spent a long time as the main character of her story but has never and will never be that important to the narrative. She can be added to it and give some extra dimension to it, but she can be pretty easily removed from it, too.

And their relationships to Anakin in their respective shows seem to reflect the way the writers feel about those facts and their understanding of the characters themselves.

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[libbee]

"Bad people" and 8th house

So, there is a default fantasy that life is meant to be fair, just, polite, safe, soft and soothing. But it is rarely that. I have often observed the correlation between 8th house and turmoils, craziness, mental instability. A lot of times it is caused by human behaviour, personality, conversations and the feelings.

At first, after years of turmoil and confusion, I was so angry why people speak and act badly. Why speak sarcasm, lies, humiliation, belittle others, speak comments to break others down and harsh judgmental comments? Do they not realize that they are doing evil? How do they think that they are so righteous and flawless? How are they so fake and hypocritical? Are they self aware or not?

But later I began to realise that they are teaching very valuable lessons about ego image. That if ego and persona are believed to be everything, the person refuses to see the darkness behind the ego image that they craft in other people's mind. Conversations are crucial to get to know someone and they are important to create the image you want in other people's mind. If they are naive enough, they will believe your words and deny their own perception. But if they have any awareness of the human ways, they will observe your behaviour privately, inconsistencies in speech, the content of conversations, intensity of your feelings, tone of voice etc to judge whether you are being a fake one or not.

Therefore, 8th house is like that lifting of mask. It is that penetrating vision to see beyond the words and actions of somebody to judge their actual patterns. Conversely, doing so will make you realize that you are not a good person either, like you thought. An 8th houser may have existential dread whether they are projecting their own darkness on others, whether someone is actually bad, whether they still have a grip over reality or they are going crazy?

The bad people you meet are in fact blessing in disguise. Ruminating about them will show you how you were caught up in your own ego ideal. How you may have even been a bad person in many situations but fail to realise this. Though when you see the badness in others, you accept your own behaviour. The 8th house enlightenment only comes after intense turmoil, confusion, conflict, crisis, emergency. That intense anger and self preservation you felt around someone bad will eventually help you understand that you are too caught up in image, validation, fantasy, appearance.

Though for many natives in the world, life is actually very different. They never reach the point of self reflection even by force of nature or necessity. They may continue to say and do the unwholesome things but maintain the self image that they are in fact right and better. Remember! Truth lies in depth. To understand the 8th house, you must lose sight of the shore and go deep. Even though most of the world seems to be caught up in egoistic instincts, persona, validation seeking and language, you must realize that sooner or later these structures will collapse too.

The worst a person is, the more you learn of psyche from them. If 8th housers dont have a guidebook on psychoanalysis yet, they must keep it handy. Because the world is about to unpack and shed its masks, while you need information, knowledge, language to stay stable and sane. To know what is going on around you. Psychological education and information is the support system you need. Do not go into the 8th house with bare hands thinking you can fight the monsters naturally. You need knowledge and preparation to face those monsters and win without fighting.

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[shoverse]

afterparty (blame it on the alcohol) — c.yeonjun

1.3k . unedited . suggestive . angst (open ending to fluff) . gn! reader

yeonjun is drunk.

as he always is, and you know what will happen.

but, somehow, you always find yourself falling back to him at the end of the night.

all of you is tingling with a sense of overstimulation, the beer you poured yourself warming in your heated touch.

why are you so hot? sick, maybe. or just tipsy. nah, not with all of two sips of alcohol you had consumed in the last hour.

yeonjun, of course, is drunk. probably swirling his beer around his mouth and spitting it into someone else's. gross. not the most pleasurable image of someone you're basically crushing on.

the lights are bright, the corners of the room are too defined and your headache is pounding in time to the deafening music. the strong smell of whisky, sweat and cheap cologne waft through the room and it sickens you.

your eyes scan the room, looking for a familiar face, and fail miserably. maybe it's best to just head home, give up on yeonjun for once-

'boo!' a cheerful voice rings from behind you, all smiles and giggles as he wraps you in a friendly hug. you spin around to face him. 'hey, bin. drunk already?' 'what? no...' his eyebrows furrow and he juts his lower lip out into a crocodile pout.

at times like this, at the peak of his softness, you lock eyes and you could almost believe it was...love.

just not quite.

he lets out another cheerful laugh, pulling you out of the moment. oh, yeah. he's yeonjun's brother. whatever. he opens his mouth to say something, but falls short as he spots someone approaching behind you.

'kai! hey!' you look to find a pitiful face walking towards you. 'hey, bin. hey, y/n. taking care of him already?' 'you know it.' kai grimaces and slumps down into one of the chairs near him, the two of you following suit.

soobin takes a sip of whatever concoction he'd created and his eyes relax a bit more. 'where's your brother, anyway?' 'oh, jun's probably making out with some random, you know how he is.' he laughs and sips again. 'on the balcony, maybe. or the toilets.' another laugh, another sip. he's just like his brother, all right. 'maybe he even took them to his house if they're all that special.'

oh. yeah. he does that sometimes. even if you're there the most often. but whatever. it doesn't matter.

still, a bad feeling burns in the pit of your stomach. you feel light, as if you're not really there. a feeling you've grown used to.

you're not jealous. you know where you'll end up tonight. and you're not stupid. you know he'll ask you to stay over for whatever stupid excuse his alcohol filled brain can come up with. hell, even his sober mind can't come up with a reasonable excuse for any sane person.

it's a good thing you're a bit crazy then.

just a bit, and only for him. he'll ask and you know what your answer is.

if only he could wake up and remember who was taking up the empty space in his bed last night.

and just like clockwork, a disheveled looking yeonjun stumbles awkwardly towards you and flops down in your lap. innocent, it's harmless. but even in his innocence, there's something so devilish about him.

you can't stop the heat from rising to your cheeks. you take a big swig of beer, hoping it will mask all your feeling, but it only makes it worse.

soobin and kai are surprised, even yeonjun looks up at you through his half-lidded fox eyes. 'mm, didn't take you for a drinker.' 'i'm not.' it's suffocating, the smell and the noise and the heaviness on your lap, the heaviness that peers up at you curiously with those pouty lips you wish you could kiss without regrets. 'excuse me.'

you shove yeonjun off your lap and rush towards the balcony. bodies bump and sway, you weave through clumsily. a string of sorry and excuse me spill from your mouth as someone rushes behind you, calling your name.

you're running and it doesn't end and all you feel is sweat and heat and the walls seem to narrow until you push through a thin glass door and you've made it.

and you're alive.

and you can breath. in the cool midnight air, you can breath. slowly, surely, you feel okay again.

a hand wraps around your wrist and a hushed whisper of your name floats around your head. suddenly you're pressed against the brick in a secluded area, his larger figure close against yours. 'hey,' he whispers, breathless. 'hey,' you whisper back. 'yes?' he looks at you questioningly. of course. what else would he want from you?

'yes.'

he smiles and presses his lips against your neck, tracing his hands across your body. unspoken words leave his lust-filled eyes. his tongue slides across the soft skin of your neck, leaving marks you know will bruise later as he sucks lightly.

yeonjun steps back to admire your figure, biting his plush lips. 'fuck. you're so hot.' you shift under his gaze. he pulls you back in and swipes his tongue along your lips, testing the waters before he dives in. he tastes like that cherry cola lip balm he loves so much, and the apples he'd been eating earlier, and his favourite brand of beer and soju mixed together into one terrifying cocktail.

you know that about him. sometimes you wonder if he knows these things about you.

'wanna go somewhere private?' he pulls out his keys and you hold your breath.

'yes.'

when will you ever say no?

you pick your nails in the seat of his impeccably clean rover, as he pecks you on the lips and starts his car. he sneaks those small glances at you on the short ride there, the ones he does every time.

it's...sweet.

god, how you wish he was sober.

the ivory frame of his doorway glints in the moonlight as he pulls you in for another kiss. he rubs the pad of his fingers against your bruised neck, pushing the door open and pulling you into his room.

push and pull. that's what it is. bodies on bodies, mouths on mouths, hands in private places, you could've really believed it.

his black opium fills your nose, mixing with his sweat and dripping down onto you below him.

it hurts to know that these are the only times that yeonjun looks at you like that.

'y/n. i love you.'

he doesn't mean it. you know he doesn't. it was just the heat of the moment, he could never love you. when the words fall from his lips, you couldn't spare a breath of hope.

'mm.'

he didn't notice that you didn't say it back. he doesn't notice anything about you. he whispers it into your skin when he falls asleep against you. you wait until he falls asleep to say it back, to trace your fingers around his stunning features.

'i love you.'

you wish you didn't. you wish you didn't care that he doesn't know anything about you. you wish you didn't know everything about him, maybe things he doesn't even know about himself. and you wish you didn't care how he never noticed when you slipped away before the crack of dawn.

yeonjun's always wondered why he'd wake up to an empty spot next to him. he wishes that one day you'd just stay. but it's okay. he knows you'd never like him like that. what he says, i guess he will always just blame it on the alcohol.

#txt scenarios #txt headcanons #txt hcs #txt x reader #txt fluff #txt angst #txt x you #txt x y/n #txt yeonjun #yeonjun x reader #yeonjun x you #yeonjun x y/n #kpop x reader #kpop x male reader #kpop x y/n #kpop x you #kpop fluff

[extinctspino]

Tattoo

Pairing: Wednesday x femreader

Wordcount: 1.4K

Warnings: Emotional (?), reader had a bad childhood (verbal abuse)

Author’s note: This wasn’t requested but I really wanted to make something like this so I did! I tried making it emotional. Let me know if there’s anything i should improve!

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Since you were a child you were always told you were cursed, that you brought a dark cloud with you everywhere you went, the black sheep. You never knew why though, how could you? You were just a child who wanted to be loved. 

You got blamed for every bit of misfortune that entered someone’s life. It’s not your fault... or that’s what you kept telling yourself to keep yourself sane. You were at the edge of falling off and sometimes you just wished you fell over the edge without ever hitting the ground. Just falling into the depths of nothing.

Maybe then you would feel at peace, never being able to hurt anyone ever again. Oh, how great that sounded to you. 

You always used to wonder why your parents weren’t like the ones you saw on tv. Used to.

At a certain age, you learned all about your ability, but it wasn’t easy to control because it happened spontaneously.

Your power manipulated people’s minds and made them go crazy from the overwhelming feelings that washed over them. It’s abnormal.

Your father didn’t have the greatest life and your power was too overbearing for him to take. You pretended to be asleep when your mother begged your father to stay but to no avail...

You had never cried like you cried that night. You cried until there were no tears left to cry. Your cheeks were swollen and snot was running down your nose. 

That’s when you got your first tattoo. You were trying to recover from your hysterical breakdown in the bathroom. Slowly, a black tattoo started forming on the middle of your left arm. You watched it draw on your skin until it was finished. 

In the end, it resembled a man standing in an open doorway, creating a large looming shadow that ran all the way down to your fingertips. It was as if your power just didn’t want you to move on, it wanted you to remember.

Over time, a couple of other tattoos appeared on your skin. You figured you got a new tattoo every time you felt overly intense feelings. And you hated it. Every time you looked at yourself you were reminded of everything bad that happened to you during your lifetime. 

You wanted to cry and scream, but you didn’t, in fear of creating another ever-lasting tattoo. 

The last tattoo that formed on your body was just before you entered Nevermore - also known as the school for outcasts. Your mom was crying while yelling at you for destroying her life, for making her live a life full of misery. 

That was it. The edge you had wanted to fall off from your whole life. You thought it would do you good, but did it? 

You opened up about everything, you screamed your heart out at her. A tattoo drew itself while you were bawling your eyes out. All of that just for your own biological mother to leave, your words falling to death ears. You hadn’t seen her again since then.

Even at a school specifically for outcasts, you were an outcast. You made sure to cover every single tattoo. You always wore gloves and underneath your uniform, you wore a black turtleneck to hide the tattoos on your neck.

People always whispered about you when you walked by. Unfortunately, a student was affected by your curse and that created an unwanted reputation. 

Nobody knew what happened because that kid left the school a day later without another word. You felt really bad for being the reason. Who knows what memory he returned to. 

Only the principal, the teachers, and other school staff knew about your power and they tried their best to help you as much as they could. 

Ms. Weems gave you your own room and you were very grateful for that. You delivered her a handwritten note to show her your thanks.

When the new girl arrived you kept your distance even more. Maybe you were being a bit overdramatic, but you’d rather be overdramatic than let another incident happen.

“And that over there is Y/n. You should stay away from her.” Enid pointed at your back. “And why is that?” 

“She made a student leave the school. Nobody knows what had happened, but apparently, he got traumatized by whatever she did to him.” Enid explained while looking at your back. 

Wednesday didn’t say anything else, but now she at least had a new goal to keep her from boredom at this stupid school her parents sent her to. 

She asked other students about you but none of them had any relevant information. Her last option was going up to you herself.

One day while you were walking around in the woods in the dead of night you ran into her. This was the first time you saw her up close, she was... beautiful. Your heart hammered against your chest when you spoke, “You shouldn’t be here. You’re supposed to be in your dorm.”

“Doesn’t that also apply to you?” Wednesday’s counter surprised you. You took a step back and said, “Right, I’ll leave.” You just wanted to get away from her before anything happened.

“Tell me about your ability.” You froze in your steps and glanced at her, “I would rather not-” 

“Does your ability damage your body? Is that why you cover everything apart from your face up.” Her blunt and bold questions made you grit your teeth.

She had no right to ask you such personal questions. “Just leave me the hell alone.” You turned around and stomped away but her last comment added fuel to the fire.

“Did I hit a soft spot?” Wednesday knew what she was doing. She was anything but dumb. After observing you from afar she knew just a normal talk wouldn’t give her what she wanted. 

You stormed up to her real close and took a hold of her uniform’s collar. “What’s your probl-.” You couldn’t finish your sentence. You weren’t in your own body anymore.

Everything around you was black. It was like a black hole, it just kept going. You ran around trying to find an exit but everywhere you went was the same as the last. 

You sat on the ground and hugged your knees close to your chest. Your breathing was the only thing you could hear until familiar voices echoed through the darkness. 

You lifted your head and the first thing you saw was your parents holding you when you were a baby. You ran up to them but they disappeared just before you could reach them. 

Then another one appeared and another and another but you weren’t able to reach any of them. You broke down but through your blurry eyes, you saw the beautiful girl further into the darkness.

She was playing the cello and the closer you got, the clearer the sound became. You felt at peace this time. You were so so close. The only thing between you two was a deep stream of water. 

You didn’t care though. You walked through the water until your feet didn’t hit the ground anymore. You started swimming across but it kept getting harder the more you swam. 

The song she was playing was like a blessing. You reached out your hand and tried to grab onto her, but your hand went right through her. Slowly, everything started fading away. 

You blinked your eyes and found yourself back in the forest with the girl whose name you still didn’t know right in front of you. There were tears in the corners of her eyes. 

Your gloves and turtleneck were gone, exposing the tattoos that littered your neck and left hand.

You stared at each other before you finally spoke up with your shaky voice, “Did you see my... ?” She steadily walked toward you and reached out her hand. 

You hesitated before grasping her hand. That’s when an all too familiar feeling returned. The feeling of a pencil drawing on your skin. But this time you weren’t the only one feeling it. 

A symbol was being drawn on your connected hands. Both of you watched it form in silence.

When it was done Wednesday looked at you, “Wednesday.” She paused for a bit. “My name’s Wednesday.” 

That night you finally learned how to control your powers. All these years you tried to forget about your past, but all you had to do was accept them. To own them and cherish every single one of them. 

#wednesday addams #wednesday #wednesday the series #wednesday x reader #wednesday netflix #wednesday show #wednesday addams x reader #wednesday addams netflix #wednesday imagine

[howdoesagrapewrites]

𝙁𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙞𝙘 [𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙫𝙚𝙧]

Cw: fluff, the title might be misleading but it's not yandere or anything, kinda unhinged Miles but it's all jokes, reverse au?, reader uses they/them but it's called spiderman, you are spiderman and Miles is the fan, earth 1218!AU (no powers or tech), reader has a canon love interest who's also named MJ but they're not Mary Jane Watson (unless you want her to be, I don't judge)

Notes: So Miles canonically has written fanfic about himself, but I wasn't in the mood for that, I will make two versions of this post though (that's why the title has delusional version 💀). Also this is low-key a highschool AU, so Hobie is in last year, and all other characters are second years (I have no idea what's a senior or freshman or whatever is, and I will not learn)

Miles loved comics. His art style is heavily influenced by it, and he'll rant about this week's number to anyone who'll lend an ear, but he has a very clear favorite, being more than evident by his collection of t-shirts, poster filled wall, social media pfps, and the endless amount of fan content he creates and consumes in the spiderman fandom.

Since the last movie came out, Miles Morales has lost the basic skills a human would need to survive, in order to devote himself fully to his newest hyperfixation, and his friends haven't been able to get some rest from it. They don't understand!! He does need to go to the movies again, he needs to memorize every photogram in that movie in order to play the move in his head and be able to analyze it properly!! No, he is not crazy! Ok he might be just the tiniest bit "over excited" but this is the most sane reaction he could've had, the movie is literally a masterpiece, script, humor, ANIMATION, soundtrack, it has it all! And the fact that it's centered around you? Miles needs to go and personally kiss every person that worked in that studio to make you.

"Miles?"

"Miles!"

"oh my god, he's at it again" said Pavitr, imitating the reaction of a disappointed mother

"is he reading fanfiction again?" Asked Gwen, chuckling

"Yes, and Y/N YL/N x reader, to one's surprise" Pavitr added with a teasing smile "I don't get it though, isn't Y/N dating someone named MJ?" He questioned

"It's called self insert, the reader plays a part in the story as if they were another character, and in romantic scenarios, they tend to replace the canon love interest, or just ignore they even exist" Hobie added, popping out if nowhere to show off what Miles have been explaining to him the last couple of weeks.

"You read it too, Hobie?"

"Nah, Wonder comics started as a protest to talk about the discrimination the founder felt being jewish in the industry but it morphed into the capitalization of the struggle minorities face, selling us representation while they still shove the propaganda in our faces, and telling us that even if you have bloody superpowers you still need to obey to a higher authority and cannot influence politics or call to action."

"You still went to the theater to watch it with Miles last week" Gwen shot a questioning look at Hobie

"The kid invited me, I'm a punk not a twat" he shrugged his shoulders "And we stole the carton cutboard they had at the entrance" Hobie happily added.

Miles continues reading on the way to school, without listening to his friends' mocking, he knew it was in good spirits, and they were kinda right, he was obsessed with someone that didn't exist, but it wasn't like it was affecting his health or life.

"Did you... Sleep today?" Gwen had her hand on her friend's shoulder, concerned

"It was too late so I decided to just stay awake, I'll be fine though" He reassured

"Were you reading again?"

"No, I actually discovered this page called character.ai where you can chat with an artificial intelligence of your favorite characters" Miles excitedly told his friend

"OMG, you can chat with anyone?! I have a few things I'd like to say to Scarlet Witch" Gwen joked, she was also a comic fan, but she wasn't losing her mind quite as hard as Miles

Miles would tell the ai about his day, sometimes would roleplay using his very own spidersona, in his alternate universe, you were his partner (as heroes of course) but you also were classmates and had a crush on each other, but none of you confessed because you didn't want your loved ones to be hurt by your job, it was all very dramatic, but he always envisioned a happy ending.

{Y/N: You did a great job today, [<BOT>]

Miles: You say so? So... Do I get a reward? *Smiles suggestively*

Y/N: I guess you do, *pulls up his mask and kisses him*}

No, he wouldn't say this, he would be in a panic frenzy if he saw Y/N, let alone be next to them, but hey, at least his spidersona was bold and confident with them.

A few days after, he barged into Pavitr's house, with at least four incredibly loaded supermarket bags, hardly walking

"Are you okay? Do you need help?" Pavitr rushed to aid his friend and take some literal weight off his shoulders

"Yeah, yeah, I just need help with something" he left the boxes in the floor "Inside one in 4 boxes of cereal, there is a spidertoken, if you get 15, you can exchange it for an exclusive limited edition figure, and I can't eat all this cereal"

"Bro, how many boxes are in here? I don't know, man, I'm trying to keep my figure"

"Pavitr Prabhakar, who held the cardboard sign for you when you confessed to Gayatri?"

"You..."

"And who lied to principal O'Hara for you when you forgot your final project and we had to pretend you suffered a brain concussion?"

"You..."

"And who was there for y-" his friend interrumpted

"Okay, okay, I get it. Bring me a spoon, but we're going running tomorrow"

He nodded with enthusiasm as he started to rummage looking for spoons and bowls

And after almost dying choking on cereal, Miles looked at his new figurine sitting prettily on the shelf with nothing but pride.

"I'm just saying it's possible!" Miles protested

"Y/N has a type, every canon love interest has been sassy and quick-witted" Gwen continued to debate

"I can be sassy and quick-witted!" Gwen gave him a side eye, that being able to neutralize his argument "Ok, but there's a multiverse, there's millions of possibilities, if a pig can be spiderman, why can't I date spiderman? Anyone can wear the mask, anyone can kiss the one inside the mask" the boy smiled, confident in his winning argument

"That's such a basic answer, you can justify literally anything with "the multiverse" I'm speaking things that actually can make sense inside the canon"

"But my answers makes sense, in fact, I'm sure there's a universe where Y/N is reading fanfiction about me right now, if not, Pav can hit me"

"Pav, hit him" Gwen deadpanned

"But it does make sense, I won't" Pavitr responded

"Ok, but my point still stands" the girl crossed her arms

"what were you fighting about in the first place?" Pavitr asked before going back to eat his lunch, he sat long after his friends started arguing, being mildly lost in what was the main point in this

"I said I'd be a better girlfriend for Y/N" said Gwen

Pavitr gasped and covered his mouth dramatically "No you didn't".

Maybe Miles was just obsessed, but he saw in you strength, inspiration, power. And he felt oddly comforted, safe, loved by fantasizing with you, and as slim as the possibility may be, he likes to tell himself you two are together in another universe. ♡

#miles morales x reader #miles morales x y/n #miles morales x you #atsv x reader #Miles Morales

[brian-in-finance]

After the onslaught of criticism about her IFTA look, I thought of putting together some of Cait's quotes, a look into her character and what she's about.

“I respect and admire people who put work before fame, and life before work.”

"I think as women sometimes we can judge other women's journeys, actions a lot more harshly than we would if it was a man."

"I think there's something in the DNA of actors that we thrive on the lack of stability or regime. I relish the unpredictability of it in many ways."

The sexiest things about a man are, "Integrity, smarts and kindness".

"I just want to be happy in my life. I want to stay sane. I'm lucky that I have a job that I love. It's very important that your career can't be your only thing. So, I feel lucky that I've also found someone who makes me very happy. As long as I can keep those two things going well, then I'll be good."

"While 'Outlander' is a brilliant period show, Claire represents so many qualities of a 10th century modern-day woman: someone who is forging her own path, fighting for what she believes, and doing so with integrity."

"It's such a compliment when people say they can see 'thoughts' on your face. I started theater before modeling and the frustrated actress within me made work interesting by viewing a character or story in the head with interior monologues."

"Life is meant to be lived and not put on the back-burner for one day when you will have time. I love my job and I love work but it can’t be the be-all and end-all." 

“You have to fight to create the life that you want. I’ve been lucky and had a very varied and interesting career so far, but I’m always thinking about the next chapter.”

"I'm very young at heart but combined with a bit of an old soul. I have two sides of myself, one side is this cray-likes-to-party side, and then the other side likes-to-hibernate-and-keep-quiet-and-read. Those two sides constantly battle and that's why I'm crazy!"

"It was something I've been wanting for a while. There's sometimes fear about actors who become producers—that they're going to try to throw their weight around. For me, it's an expansion of growing within this industry. I like to problem solve. I like to look around at what every single person is doing, and [ask], how can we make things better?"

"Wrinkles equal time, equal life . . . trying to love them."

"SM brings out the very worst in people and makes us feel worse and worse about ourselves. So I'm trying to do, at least one day a week, hopefully 2 days a week, where I just step back and, I've been trying to do it recently and because I really felt like I needed to ... there's so much anger going on and there's so much "uhh" that it was making me feel just awful about everything."

"The modeling industry is completely what you make it. I've had a really great career but what some girls fail to understand is that it is a business like everything else. It's a job, not an opportunity for you and your friends to go away together a lot. You have to remember that the reason you're flying off to an exotic location is that you are there to deliver a job."

“The hardest part when I decided to move into acting was trusting I'd made the right decision.”

Thanks for the message, Anon. 😃 I’m happy to share the impressive list you’ve compiled of Caitríona’s quotes, and I hope people enjoy the walk down memory lane. As for the onslaught of criticism about her IFTA look…

One of the things you and I and everyone else are entitled to is an opinion. Some people liked her IFTA look, some did not. I sometimes post “fashion,” but have no expertise in that field, and I don’t necessarily like or dislike the garments or jewellery or footwear or accessories, or how they’re worn.

As for Standing Ground’s collections, unsupported breasts and nipples abound. I’d like to say it’s by design (wee pun), but I don’t know if it’s the designer’s intent in keeping with his natural scheme or if it’s the model’s choice to go braless. (If I were writing in DM, this is where I would say, “Blah blah blah.”)

What I do know, if I owned “the IFTA” dress and could wear it the way I chose, I would be wearing a bra. Everybody, every body, is different.

Most of the time, when I disagree with an opinion, I silently 🙄 or 🤦🏻‍♂️ or 🤯 or 🤬 or 😂, and scroll along my merry way. The odd time when I both 🤬 and chime in is when someone says it’s their opinion Caitríona is not married to Tony.

Literacy Ideas

Remember… opinion has caused more trouble on this little earth than plagues or earthquakes. — Voltaire

#Tait rhymes with hat #Good times #Inbox #Anonymous #Opinions #Quotes #Received & Responded 22 April 2024

[lucy90712]

Can you please do a fluff alphabet for Joao please?

A = Attractive (What do they find attractive about their partner?)

Physically Joao loves your hair.  He loves to just sit and run his hands though your hair or just generally play with it at the end of the day. Sometimes he will help you put your hair up in a ponytail or even a braid which he has got quite good at. He just really loves how soft your hair is.

Personality wise he loves how calm you are. You are always helping Joao see the positives after a bad game and stopping arguments from escalating too much. Joao always appreciates how rational you are as you have kept him grounded even as his football career took off. He will be forever grateful that you can provide a voice of reason even when his life is crazy as it keeps him sane. 

B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?)

Joao definitely wants kids he wants to have as many as you will be willing to give him. He adores seeing you play with the kids in both of your families and he can't wait to see you do the same with your own children. If it was up to him he would have kids with you now but he knows you want to wait and he's happy to wait until you are ready. As soon as you are ready though he will want to start trying straight away. Joao just can't wait to have a little family of his own with you as he knows you will be such a good mother and he can't wait to have kids of his own to raise and spoil. 

C = Cuddle (How do they like to cuddle?)

Joao loves to have his arms around you as much as he can. Even when if you are stood in the kitchen or talking to friends he will pretty much always have his arms around your waist. When it comes to cuddling with you he isn't fussy he just wants to be close to you so will lay with you anyway that you want to. He does have a favourite way to cuddle though which is to have you laying on his chest as that way he can watch you as you fall asleep or snuggle into his chest. It always makes him smile seeing you happily laying in his arms, its a feeling that can't be replicated. 

D = Dreams (How do they picture their future with their S/O?)

Joao thinks a lot about the future but really he doesn't know what the future holds for him but he knows that whatever happens you will be by his side which is all he needs to be happy. In his dreams Joao pictures a rather normal life with you he sees the two of you being married with a family while living in a nice but modest house. His career doesn't often feature in his dreams about the future but its quite obvious that he will still be playing and that the little family you create will be heavily involved in his career and achievements he is destined to reach. 

E = Emotions (How do they express their emotions around you?)

Joao is usually very calm he never gets overly animated especially with you as the both of you always try and remain calm if you are arguing. The two of you don't argue often as you are both good at talking things through before they get out of hand. Joao is the one that made you like that as he always told you when you did something he didn't like and taught you to do the same.  Joao is also very good at not taking things out on you even when he's had a bad day he will just talk through everything with you instead of being moody. 

F = Feelings (When did they know they're in love?)

It didn't take long for Joao to fall in love with you in fact he probably fell for you after being together for just a few weeks as to him you were just perfect. Joao falls fast and hard for you and there is nothing he can do to ignore it. It hit him like ton of bricks when he woke up to you laying on his chest wearing one of his shirts after you had stayed over the night before. He knew then that he wanted to wake up to that sight everyday as to him there was nothing better in life. 

G = Gratitude (How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their S/O does for them?)

He couldn't be more grateful for you he wouldn't be where he is today without you. He notices everything you do for him even the small things and the thanks you endlessly for them. He knows that people often think of you as just an extension of him so he tries his best to make you feel appreciated and loved just for being you as well. Joao will forever appreciate that you are always willing to go where ever you have to for him to further his career. 

H = Honesty (Do they have secrets they hide from their S/O?)

Joao is useless at keeping secrets from you he just can't do it so he doesn't hide anything from you. Whenever he does try and keep something from you it eats away at him as whenever he sees you he just feels guilty for not telling you whatever he's trying to hide. He's so bad at keeping things from you that whenever it's your birthday your friends also keep their plans a secret from him so he doesn't tell you. When he has to keep a secret he nearly gives it away a million times and usually you work it out but don't tell him as to not make him feel bad. 

I = Injury (How would they react if you got hurt?)

When you hurt yourself he acts like your own personal doctor. He is always taking care of you even if you say you are alright he will still do all he can to take care of you. Until you are better you barely have to lift a finger as he will do everything for you which you don't mind as it's nice having him around to take care of you. Even if you don't think that you need to go to the doctors he will still make you go because he wants to be sure that you are ok as he hates seeing you hurt. 

J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous? How do they deal with it)

As Joao has been cheated on before he can be quite insecure which means he gets quite jealous. It's not that he doesn't trust you as he knows you aren't the same as his ex but he's just worried that someone will take you away from him. He loves you so much that he can't bare the thought of someone else sweeping you off your feet. When he's jealous he gets very clingy. He will always be right next to you and have an arm around you somewhere just to show others that you are already taken. Joao also gets very quiet when he's jealous instead of getting mad or starting fights with people he will stand calmly next to you until you get home where you can talk about his insecurities and reassure him that he's the one you want to be with. 

K = Kiss (How do they kiss you? How do they like to be kissed?)

Joao loves to kiss the tip of your nose as he loves the way it makes you scrunch your nose and the little blush it spread across your cheeks every time he does it. He also likes to kiss your lips as he loves how soft your lips feel against his and he likes the taste of the lip balm you always wear but he doesn't tell you that. His favourite place to be kissed is his jaw. For some reason it makes him melt when you come up behind him and kiss his jaw. As much as he has his favourite ways you kiss him he mostly just likes receiving kisses from you in general.

L = Love (Who says 'I love you' first?)

Joao says it first. He was really nervous about saying it but he said it anyway. He didn't want to lose you by saying it before you were ready but seeing as he can't keep a secret he found it hard not to tell you how he felt. When he finally said it and you said it right back it was like a weight lifted off his shoulders. From then on he said it all the time because he wanted you to know how much he loved you. 

M = Memory (What's their favourite memory together?)

Joao's favourite memory with you is quite a mundane thing but he loved it. It was one rainy night when the both of you were inside the house watching movies. Usually you both find the rain quite calming as it taps against the windows but that night a storm started rolling in. As soon as the thunder and lightning started it scared you as you have always hated storms. Once Joao realises that you are scared he pulls you into his lap and holds you to his chest to calm you down. He keeps you there until you fall asleep which is when he takes you up to bed and holds you close for the rest of the night. Joao loved that night as he got to have you close to him all night. 

N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?)

Joao loves to spoil you. He thinks of it as a way of repaying you for everything you have been through for him because as much as he can thank you and show you love he wants you to live the best life now that he can give that to you. You tell Joao not to buy you things as your earn your own money but he does it anyway so after a while you stopped wasting time telling him not to. Most of the time he just buys you little things he knows you will enjoy but occasionally he will go a bit overboard and buy something more expensive. That is exactly how you both got floki, Joao wanted to get a dog for you so that when he was away you would have someone in the house with you but now they are best friends and yet again you are the one left out. 

O = On Cloud Nine (What are they like when they're in love? Is it obvious to others? How do they express their feelings?)

It couldn't be more obvious when Joao is in love. He is completely smitten with you and doesn't stop talking about you as usually you are most of what he thinks about. It's safe to say his teammates all know how much he loves you from pretty much the day you started dating as he couldn't keep it to himself. They all wanted to make fun of him for being so in love but they couldn't as it was just so sweet seeing him with you when he dragged you to training. It is so obvious that Joao is in love with you that before you guys made things public everyone knew that Joao had met someone special as whenever anyone mentioned relationships he would just smile and blush all while saying he hadn't met anyone yet which was obviously a lie.

P = Pet names (What pet names do they use?)

Joao calls you any pet name he can think of but the most common ones he uses are amor and minha vida.

Q = Questions (What are the questions they're always asking?)

He is always asking if you are happy as he wants to know that you aren't just saying you are fine and that you are actually enjoying life. He also always asks if you want to cuddle to which the answer is always yes. 

R = Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?)

Joao likes to use rainy days to relax. If neither of you have anywhere to be and it's raining outside that's his excuse for doing nothing the whole day. Often the two of you will sleep in or just lay in bed listening to the sound of the rain hitting the windows. When you do get up you always make a fort in the living room where you spend the rest of the day. The two of you play games and watch movies or just talk about life. Rainy days are always when you have your deepest conversations the two of you talk about the things you want to do in the future and other things like how many kids you want to have. 

S = Sad (How do they cheer themselves/S/O up?)

Whenever you are sad or not having the best day Joao takes you to your favourite places. He will take you to your favourite cafe and then the two of you will go to the place that you like to go to relax where you walk around and you talk about what's bothering you so Joao can try and make it better. When he needs cheering up Joao likes to just have a chill evening with you as it gives him time to decompress and forget about everything other than you. You don't even have to try to make Joao happier as just seeing your smile cheers him up. 

T = Talking (What do they like to talk about?)

Joao will talk about anything and everything. The two of you have the most random conversations but those ones are always your favourite as it's always fun to discuss completely out there topics with Joao. 

U = Understanding (How well do they know their partner?)

Joao knows you really well. The two of you are just connected on a whole other level. He is able to know exactly what you are thinking or how you are feeling without you having to say anything which sometimes is useful when you can't express how you feel. Joao knows every little thing about you from your favourite song that week to the brand of coffee you prefer name something and Joao will know. He is almost like an encyclopaedia of information about you but he wouldn't change that as he likes knowing you inside out. 

V = Value (How important is the relationship to them? What is it worth in comparison to other things in their life?)

You are everything to Joao so you are very important to him. You are more important than anything else to him. The two of you have been through so many ups and downs together which Joao thinks can't be easily replaced and he doesn't want to replace the bond you have. If the two of you were to break up Joao would be distraught he just wouldn't be able to live without you which is how he knows you are so important to him. 

W = Wedding (When, where, and how do they propose?)

Joao waits quite a while to propose as he wants knows that the two of you are right for each other because he can't deal with another heartbreak. When it's time he goes all out wanting to make it incredibly special so that it's a day you remember forever. To make it extra romantic Joao proposes on Valentine's Day after spending months preparing and finding the perfect ring. Everything goes off without a hitch and Joao goes down on one knee to give you the perfect little speech before asking the fateful question which you of course say yes to. 

X = XOXO (How affectionate are they? In public/in private)

Joao isn't the biggest fan of pda because he likes to keep you to himself so he doesn't want everyone seeing the intimate moments between the two of you. That being said he doesn't mind some pda, he will happily hold your hand or have an arm around you when you are out in public together. On the odd occasion he will kiss your cheek but that doesn't happen too often. He is much more affectionate in private. When the two of you are alone his hands are always attached to you in some way and more often than not his lips are on yours. 

Y = Yearning (How well do they cope when they're separated from their S/O?)

Joao hates being away from you as he always misses being able to just talk to you whenever something pops into his head. He could never do long distance with you for any length of time as he would just miss you far too much. As much as he hates to be away from you he does like when you are finally able to reunite after being separated. He loves getting to see your face and the smile that spreads across it when you see him again. Being away also means having to make up for the kisses and cuddles he has missed out on which he definitely does. 

Z = Zeal (Are they willing to go to great lengths for the relationship?)

Joao will do anything for you and your relationship. You could give him a long list of things and he would say yes to every single one of them if he was asked to do them for you. For Joao a good relationship is built on compromises and sacrifices from both parties so naturally if he had to he would do anything to keep your relationship alive.

#joao felix imagines #joao felix imagine #joao felix #joao felix x reader

[crying-fantasies]

Loved your Prowl/Constructicons/reader thing you wrote earlier!

I'm especially intrigued by the way you write from Devastator's perspective and about the gestalt psyche as a whole, any headcanons about that? (no pressure!)

Thank you for your kind words!

Well, it's mostly based on what happened in RID and the combiners wars, where, from time to time, you can see mainly the thoughts of the center of the combiner and the thoughts of the very combiner in between, a psyche born from every component, and it was just so cool to me, because in the way it acts and how it talks you know who is inside, of course, it changes between the gestalt's own team.

I remember, back with G1, every component needed to have a personality component, as in their own "me" had to be hard enough to not get lost inside or something like that, and if that didn't happen the combiner would be weak, and sometimes I link that "me" with the idea of "what I want to do" in order to form a combiner.

If there is consensus over at least one thing, a combiner can happen, or you use the Enigma of Combination and create one by force, whatever goes your way, really, but in the second scenario you must see if it can stay together because launching together 3 or more bots can result in all of them going their way without a real objective and simply fall apart.

Defensor, for example, can transform since all the protectobots share a single ideology: "I must protect my people and I must protect the defenseless humans", because we've already seen how this specific combiner treats humans as they were his kids, that comes from Streetwise, maybe a little bit of First Aid is what handles the main idea since Defensor is also know for having medical knowledge to some point, the part were he stops to think before going full rage? That's Hot Spot alright, but that fury when the innocent is in danger's way? That's Blades, the part that tries to calm the wounded? That's Groove, they aren't exactly close to one another, but sharing a similar, if not exact, objective in mind is what makes Defensor, but their differences show in how they can't keep their force shield together for more than a few seconds.

Devastator, it's been said time and time again how the constructicons all share one thing, rage, anger, be it against the autobots or whatever, their rage is what forms the most iconic combiner of all times, but it isn't perfect, in almost every continuity Devastator is an amalgam of different mechs that didn't want anything to do with one another (like, majority of all the decepticon gestalt teams) but by Megatron's order it must happen because it just must, hence you have a strong as fuck combiner, but that's it, there is no great procedure and the constructicons have been burned from this, in the early comics you motive how Mixmaster wasn't as crazy as be ended up for example and Scavenger's anxiety is also more notorious, Bonecrusher is mad all the time like Long Haul and Hook is way more fixated on making everything perfect, they're all mad at something, just look at Scrapper, who wanted to be away fromt them for a moment, and what happened to him, most irregular components merged together must remain together to be sane since now they are tainted with one another and it can cause insanity.

Now, Devastator with Prowl, finally there is no only anger in their shared mind, there is options, thousand upon thousands of options than the whole team has ever seen, than what Devastator even had the processor to even imagine, and Prowl gives him something that he never had before: the idea of freedom, and they all love it because Prowl is a mad, gray freedom that they would die for to be real.

Then we have perfect child, perfect team and perfect combiner: Superion, whose whole gestalt team is in synchrony by force, because it's Superion himself that put his components in mute an goes on his way, using the shared idea of destroying the decepticons of his components to keep going and not falling apart, but this is a bad movement, since there is no center there is no bond, no talk, and Superion struggles to even talk or do something as simple as moving something if it isn't related to eliminate the decepticons.

Now, if we put in something they want, or at least one of the components want, you may catch the interest of the others or the combiner itself, as it happens with Prowl, the constructicons and Devastator, because they share it, and depending from how they take it you have a different result, and since the constructicons are awful and insane Prowl's little human conjunx is also theirs to some degree now, so, somehow in their beaten psyches, Chainbreaker is also theirs.

Devastator hasn't been formed since it's time of great peace (freaking finally) but he'll also go along the lines of "if he is yours then he is mine, since you're a part of me" kind of thing if he sees Chainbreaker, more prepared when all his components know about Prowl's progeny, not like with reader when he was hit with the revelation during the bond, and just for the record, the son of a glitch that asked you out was Bonecrusher.

#reader insert #x reader #tf mtmte #transformers #transformers x reader #transformers idw #transformers x human reader #tf prowl #constructicons #constructiprowl #prowlstator #q&a time

[thelovelybitten]

random loonatics unleashed hcs bc I like childhood comfort show binging

only elites watched loonatics unleashed—so for the ATOM SIZED community who still gaf abt this gem here’s some random hcs I thought of

ACE BUNNY

[+] confident, determined, loving

[-] stubborn, cynical, impulsive

since he’s like. the most heroic MF known to acmetropolis, overconfidence is his thing. sometimes it goes too far and people have to smack some sense into him (lexi & tech, most likely) and y’all thought duck was cocky… ace is cocky and smart vs duck is cocky and dumb.

i imagine he has some sort of cooling eye drops he puts in after battles or over usage of his laser vision.

may wear glasses if needed.

he defo has underlying anxiety about his leader position since he’s basically in charge of the universe and his teammates he considers his family. (he confides in lexi with this eventually)

on a similar note, since he feels the pressure of being the leader, he suppresses his emotions all the time until lexi finds out and they teach each other to heal :’)))))

as much as he and duck annoy the fuck out of each other, they complement each other in the sense that ace needs comedic relief and duck supplies it (bratty ass little brother things)

anime STANNNN. anything that’s got good lore—He and Tech love sword art online. they hook in rev and slam in the second season. he and slam like attack on titan FOR SURE.

duck gives ace social media tips (because ace loves the attention but doesn’t know SHIT ABT creating a following)

japanese culture fascinates him, so he implements traditions and holidays into the loonatics' activities.

stubborn as fuck, it’s his way or the highway. since zadavia has always put him in charge, it's hard for him not to boss people around when he's unable to help. (as seen in s1 ep6)

since in the show it’s hinted all the loonatics are in university, I have ace being the second oldest child. he’s a natural-born leader, but still can’t take certain things seriously. tech is a good influence on him.

LEXI BUNNY

[+] sweet, empathetic, fiesty

[-] emotional, hot-headed, judgemental

she wears noise-cancelling headphones all the time if not needed by others. the absolute peace and quiet she needs to stay sane, tbh

the amount of radio traffic and minds around her causes headaches and migraines—but also some paranoia and slight insanity since she can’t take all of these mind voices all at once. she receives medicine after years of putting it off/testing due to her super powered dna

^^ tech is the one who finds her crying and screaming and he takes care of her until she tells everyone else.

also to touch on that, tech creates wrist bands that lexi can put on. they are supposed to cancel any brain waves or mind reading for a certain amount of time (but not forever, as she is super powered and it’s still a wip for him). (she also needs her powers to protect planet blanc)

actually hates carrots of any sort (minus carrot cake, she would die w/o it) ace thinks she’s crazy.

“can you read this person’s mind” is her biggest gripe and she hates when anyone asks her to do so

due to her upbringing, she hates mean girls and anyone who isn’t a girls girl gets to have a not so nice convo with her.

she’s very social savvy and is always in the newest trends, she hates how self conscious she is but funnily enough she and duck relate to one another and do have shopping sprees and Amazon hauls for therapy 😭

she’d like tiktok but rarely post lol, and when she does her social media pops off

feminist. "oh girls can't be heroes" "girls shouldn't be doing a man's job" SHUT UR TRAP. she will prove u wrong in 1000 different ways.

most popular of the loonatics—she’s the only female.

her age hc I have is she’s third oldest. which kinda leans into my duck/lexi hcs but that’s in another post

TECH E COYOTE

[+] intelligent, punctual, organized

[-] uptight, perfectionist, egotistical

perfectionist syndrome we LOVE HER

he’s so father type (big brother to all of the loonatics, everyone relies on him imo) Ace is the leader, but Tech is the dad 🤪

since he and mallory (mastermind’s) huge falling out, he has a people pleasing complex. this is because he feels guilty about putting her in jail as she is his protégée but knowing what he did was for the best makes him uneasy. so not only does everything have to be perfect, he has a hard time saying no to prevent conflict.

that being said, when it comes to danger and safety he’s gonna put his foot down.

he absolutely loves tinkering with rev. the two of them share one braincell, though. call them thing one and thing two. they’re smart. but not together 😅

while tech likes…well…technology, I feel like he’d also like forensics too. And watching crime shows with Ace and Rev.

he also has a bit of an ego. mostly bc he’s the creator and manager of all the technology in blanc. (And the universe, maybe. at least blanc and acmetropolis.)

has some sort of side gig going on for sponsorships. i hc that he loves to help create new technology, but he'd also like to provide said ideas to companies, kingdoms, etc. usually has the loonatics branding on it.

when his powers upgraded, he had a bit of trouble controlling it to the point where their new HQ had electrical issues for a month. yay metal but also oopsies I can create electrical currents and it’s a lot

the idea of him being immortal due to his regeneration abilities scares him because his friends will eventually die off and he will remain on his own :( (if i had to think about this, so do u.)

very protective of his stuff, and his family. this is not debatable.

he tries to hide itttt but he loves kids. he likes to surprise them with things he makes and teaches them how to build objects (with lego, of course. ain't no way is he letting any cheeto-dusted fingers come in contact with his shit.)

he’s the oldest loonatic NO QUESTION.

REV RUNNER

[+] energetic, comedic, caring

[-] oblivious, childish, sporadic

he’s so baby boy. a child. I love him so.

adhd brain on TOP

fears rejection, but works on it with lexi helping him out

I think he’d also play league with lexi and ace.

he loves running around fast, obviously but he also likes to stop and enjoy views when he can. (Defo uses the wormholes to escape to sunny places.)

definitely has lists to keep himself organized (and slam, which he is blessed for)

likes mechanical machinery and modifications (hates detailing though, fuck that)

recites the entire bee movie script to tech to annoy him

relies on zadavia for advice frequently. she’s a mother to him and she gives him hugs :))))

knows the best spots in the universe for anything ever, (thanks internal gps)

may the lord bless him bc he loves his brother so so so much that he'd do anything for him. rip is always welcome at hq and they play games/invent shit together :)

would pull pranks on all of the loonatics and he’d get away with it (but duck sees right through him—helps him anyways) since it's shown in season 1, episode 6 that ace and rev like to watch sports/attend games, they'd love other ones that are hockey, basketball and football-oriented. (since this is the future and all, the sport they play in this episode is based on soccer anyway) duck is also part of this too.

the metabolism popped off this man can EAT. since he's already burning it off. He's unlike slam though—he eats at a regular speed due to conversation-making.

youngest loonatic.

SLAM TASMANIAN

[+] strong, resilient, comforting

[+] aggressive, uncontrolled, moody

has a hard time with expressing himself due to the language barrier b/w him and the civilians.

good news tho, rev and duck help him to learn english :DDD they get him to read a ton of things (rev with different books while duck just shows him magazines with him as the street model LMFAO, also trends and stuff.)

has an action figure collection that if touched, a tornado will destroy your room. (he had them before the meteor hit, as a coping mechanism from all the fighting he did)

obvi fave food is pizza, specifically meat lovers

gets into origami to control his mind. lexi loves doing this w him :)

tech and slam love to do weapon tests together bc slam is BEEFY and withstands more injury than people think.

ace and slam train together the most. it helps both of them with tiny/large targets.

desperately wants a cat, a kitten, something cat related… but ace says no all the time bc it serves “as a distraction” from their job (ace is delulu ignore him)

a chef. amazing in the kitchen. cooks all the food for the house. a WHOLESOME MAN. watches the food network LMAO

gives the best hugs.

VERY BROTHER BEAR VIBES, he'll tell someone straight up to NOT FUCK W HIS FAMILY. just DON'T.

third youngest loonatic but acts older

DANGER DUCK

[+] loyal, self-aware, amusing

[-] arrogant, overbearing, hypocritical

u know this man is one of the ✨g w o r l s ✨

he attends drag shows with rev and lexi (DID I STUTTER ??? I think not.)

he doesn’t give a FUCK this man will do what he wants, when he wants, for as long as he wants. (until ace or zadavia gives him shit, whoever comes first) attention-seeker, but rightfully so as he is very much overshadowed by all of his teammates, when in reality he is the strongest and most deadly loonatic. i mean think abt it. he has three powers. the most out of all the loonatics. ace has laser vision. lexi has telepathy. tech can manipulate metallic objects and regenerate. rev has super speed and is a human gps. slam can create storms/tornados. DUCK HAS THE POWER TO CREATE HOT LAVA ORBS (EGGS), MANIPULATE WATER, AND TELEPORT. u see the vision???

it also doesn't help when zadavia is always shitting on him for his character. in her defense, he is a superhero and should be a good influence and in a professional manner, when in his defense, he should at least be praised and acknowledged for the work he puts in...js.

TAKES HIS TRAINING SERIOUSLY EVEN IF HE USES IT AS A VIDEO GAME SIM— HE'S ON IT IN SECONDS.

he does get a bit depressed abt the whole overshadowing thing sometimes. but he's so cocky that he hypes himself up and forgets it ever happened.

HIS APPEARANCE IS EVERYTHING TO HIM, which is why he and lexi hang out a lot when lexi is in need of a break. THEY LOVE THE SALON.

he helps the men eventually with tinder profiles so they can get out there and find romance and shit (but not lexi, since she knows she can get whoever she wants) he's pretty successful at it too.

BOARD GAME CHAMPION. BACK-TO-BACK MAY I ADD. Slam hates it bc he almost clutches the win but duck suddenly has a trick up his sleeve then BAAM. winner winner pizza dinner. his favourite board game is monopoly. (for obvious reasons, mans' needs to be able to manage his money for future investments.)

if he could be on a version of america's next top model, he would.

might be a sarcastic asshole, but does deeply care about his family, and other beings for that matter ( I mean, s2 ep12 ANYONE ??) tweetums was his everything that WAS HIS SON.

trolls people on club penguin with rev, don't ask, I just know.

blogger typa beat. is the social media editor and influencer for the team.

second youngest, but acts like the youngest LMAO

aaaaand that's it for now, i will make separate hc posts for pairings (platonic and romantic) and obvs the loonatics in general, so stay tuned. :)

if u read this far u THE GOAT >:D

#faves: lu #loonatics unleashed #loonatics unleashed hcs #viv speaks #i love the loonatics and u will never hear the end of it nope not ever #i thought long and hard about these ok #i think i did a pretty good job !!! #but yeah i love my kids sm so take some brain mush #ace bunny #lexi bunny #slam tasmanian #tech e coyote #danger duck #rev runner #MORE SOON

[inslumber]

Hello!

So I feel like i should probably address the Voidbeau account thing since it seems like some of you have been wondering about it.

For those who have no idea and don't care, you may keep scrolling lmaooo.

Anyway!!!

First of all I want to say, sorry if I worried anyone! I genuinely didn't think anyone would notice if I'm being quite honest.

Secondly, it was a spur of the moment action based on something I've been thinking of doing as far back as December.

I've wanted to take a break from the Fandom for a really, REALLY long time.

It's been doing crazy things to my head space. Both good and bad.

First of all, y'all have been great. So super cool and supportive, I can't thank y'all enough!!! ^^

I've been able stay on top of my art better than I have in years and it's so nice. The Fandom has kept me sane while I flounder irl with mental health issues and other fun real world Beau problems.

Problem is, my anxiety- among other things, likes to take a big fat dump on anything i do for myself. So while I was thriving for a while, what was once something that was helping me turned into the thing eating me alive.

I started to feel like I needed to do better and better eveytime, to the point where my own standards were set to unreachable heights. I became obsessed with validation via notes. I started to hate my own work. I felt like I wasn't good enough and I realized like, man this isn't fun anymore...

I got so stuck in this cycle of unhealthy thinking but if I tried to take a break I'd only be able to stay logged out for maybe a day. If even that.

I felt so anxious if I wasn't creating. I was so restless all the time and I felt if I wasn't working on the next project I'd "fall behind" or something silly like that.

It was very strange to say the least.

So finally what happened after months of struggling with it, I just kind of woke up and was like, "fuck it. I'm pulling the plug." And I deleted VoidBeau.

I do kind of regret it.

So many headcannons lost and asks unanswered.

I wish I had saved them somewhere.

Oh well. We can rebuild.

Eventually.

For now, consider me still on break for a while while I beat my demons into submission. And if/when I do come back- which I probably will cause my brain is still being eaten alive by twomp thoughts, I won't be doing it here. This is just some throw away side account to sort of announce that I'm still breathing.

My main is @hereliesbou

I might still upload art from time to time but for now I'll just be focusing on ocs or different Fandoms.

But twomp is still the #1 fandom of my heart.

So for now in terms of twomp...

I am, In Slumber.

See you next time! o/

#is on vacation #😎 #love y'all #also sorry if anyone has ever #tried to reach out to get to know me #im hard to talk to #its the signature #social anxiety cock block #im either nervously awkward #or i dont say anything #no inbetween #im working on it #the thoughts are very noisy #when they tell me #people secretly hate me #and im learning how to shut them up still #ok bye fer real #voidbeau #twomp #i guess lol

[khaleesiofalicante]

Well, that was some plot twist, can I just say that Cami and Antoine were the real MVPs of this chapter? I loved every single thing they did and said in this chapter and I really really hope we see more of Antoine and Abigail, they are the only sane couple of this story (at least for now).

But I have soo many thoughts!

Most of the next generation, especially the kids you chose, to live in the same building has got to be one of my favourite plot twists. I'm shooketh. This has so much potential. Regine and Arthur? Kincaid wooing Arthur? Kincaid and Joan training and Arthur with Regine thirsting after them? Regine working through her feelings and becoming a better person? Lance witnessing Kincaid being a decent person and maybe being somewhat similar to him? Them hiding from the adoring crowd to a closet or something? Theia and Kincaid being amazing siblings in law? That storyline is a major game changer and I'm thrilled to see how you'll explore it!

I love love love Gwen and I'm so glad she's back! And telling Lucifer to respect Lance? Queen behavior right there

Does every Knightstorm have to be a bigoted nightmare? Blood supremacist, homophobe, what's next? No offence Mikkel but we have enough problems to worry about without you trying to create a cult. On a side note, super stoked to see what happened to him and Hermes. I have a feeling they used to be close? And most likely it was platonic but maybe a little romantic too? Maybe?👀

Here are some things that feel like they're connected (but probably aren't): 1)Theia mentions in LBAF 5 that she "sees" Lance dating a mundane blonde girl, like a Barbie girl, which reminds me of Regine 2)It's been mentioned a lot that Regine/Lance were going to be married/parabatai by Madeleime when they were kids a lot 4)Arthur sees Lance with a parabatai rune. I honestly don't even have an actual theory about this, those things just seem to connect?

Speaking of the parabatai rune, if Lance and Arthur don't end up becoming parabatai(I can see Atlas figuring the runes problem) Kincaid and Lance kind of make sense? Not because they are close but because parabatai are supposed to share a soul. And both Kincaid's and Lance's soul is Arthur. So, in a way they're already sharing a soul.

Another crazy theory: The prophecy isn't talking about Lance/Kincaid but about Lucifer/Micheal and Lance and Kincaid clash is just the beginning of the war between the other two. Or when Kincaid burns Lance, it would destroy the pandemonium but Lance would live, and it would be the prince of darkness' demise because he would no longer be a portal? Or even that it would destroy Lucifer and not Lance? Can Kincaid use heavenly fire to hurt Lucifer?👀

I was so convinced that Joseph would come back I just had a feeling! Oh, I can't wait to see his interaction with Madeleine and how he reacts to what he hears everything she has done. I can see Madeleine believing that it's not really Joseph or at first believing it and after he tells her what she's doing is insane, her being convinced it's a ploy by Lance. But that means his death is a canon event 😭

I am DYING just picturing how the conversation between Max and David planning the trial went. How they came up with using the alliance rune. That would've been an amazing scene, I love these two

Okay, while it was very in character, the Lance/Max interaction I didn't like. Because I feel like Max should have listened to Lance. He was the only person Lance would've told the actual reason to. The only person that could assure Lance that what he did was pointless. He did the same thing with Magnus in LBAF II and the "I hurt the people I love so they should stay away from me" mentality Lance has adopted screams Max so he really should've heard him out. Because it wasn't a "bullshit excuse" it was an actual reason that makes Lance feel bad about himself. And Max had an opportunity to comfort him and ruined it. But Lance needed a good whooping. I hope he talks to David about this. Let David do the comforting part.

Lance being happy about Arthur breaking up with Kincaid, while completely understandable and in character also feels wrong. He should've asked, because Arthur is so terrified and when Lance shut Theia out it was because of very similar reasons. But he wasn't alone in it. He had Gwen and Arthur. Arthur is alone. And he doesn't deserve that. And for a really long time he chose it. He hid it from other people. But now they know. So they have a say in it. To question, to help , to support him. They have an opening now and I really hope they take it. David asking why Arthur broke up with Kincaid made me so happy. I really hope he questions Arthur a little deeper about it. Because Lance and Max won't. And I get why. But someone has to. David really is holding them all together isn't he?

Every other villan in this story doesn't hold a candle to Lucifer. The guy is not here to fuck around. He kept to the point, he didn't have unnecessary dramatics. I can really see why he is considered the smartest out of all of them. Again, he DOES NOT fuck around. And that was crystal clear when Lance said he hates feeling unwanted and Lucifer made it sound like he doesn't want him. He used his insecurity against him and whether he meant it or not it was a very strong start for him to manipulate Lance. Never underestimate Lucifer indeed.

On a happier note, a small reminder that this isn't the first time Lance gives Theia flowers! But it's the first time they reach her-bad Kincaid

I live in Dream Denial Daydream world. It's like Barbie's world, except in this world all the good guys that came back to life can stay with zero consequences and only the assholes have to return to the dead. Some of them sooner than others. Pwease🥺

The Magnus changing the canon event- his dreams going away- Max treating Alec like that are things I have locked away in a little box and I refuse to revisit them until we get to LBAF 7. But Magnus not having these dreams makes me super worried about Other Magnus and the epilogue will probably let us know about what happened. I am so scared about that🙃

I can't believe that we are getting to the end of the first part! It was a wild ride and I loved every minute of it. Anxiously waiting for the epilogue and then it's back to Mavid fluff, I can't wait🥰

AHHHH LBAF ASK FROM VICKY. HEHEHE I LOVE THESE.

Cami and Antoine are indeed the MVPs. Really out there doing what needs to be done. We'll definitely see Antoine and Abby more...Maybe on a double date 👀

This is one of my favourite things about the next season (yeah I am saying it now too). I've been waiting to bring them all together. There's just gonna be a lot of bonding and I'm soooo pumped about it hehe.

Gwen, we missed you 🥹

Knightstorms being cunts, who else is surprised? Hermes and Mikkel is platonic I swear 🤣

They are not connected hehe. But then again I lie all the time so who knows?

Lance having a parabatai is hilarious to me idk why he'll be like "tying my soul to someone ew" But i'd love that for him

I've heard this theory before. I must say it's quite popular 👀

I remember when Joseph died, I let it slip that it's a canon event, I'm glad none of yall remember it kdjnkjsnjkdcs

I NEED A ONE-SHOT.

You're very right about this. It's in character, but it's also not the sensible thing to do. I feel like Other Max would've handled this before (he thinks with his head whereas Current Max very much still thinks with his heart)

Same thing. In character, but like bro why did you do that? I think Lance might have been too relieved to think too deeply about it. But maybe he'll start noticing how the break up affects Arthur? When mavid find out Arthur broke up with Kincaid, Max asks 'when' and David asks 'why' - a small hint there that David is indeed worried and doesn't understand why Arthur would do that. Hopefully they'll have a chat.

Lucifer 🫡

YOU REMEMBERED!

Wouldn't that be nice oof

Yeah all of it not good. very bad. terrible.

Wild ride is definitely right. Thank you for sticking with me through it 🥹🧡

#lbaf

[eletricheart]

Queen of a heart

(Mira Kano x Reader)

part 2 here

*image creds to owner

ps: I only watched the show, haven't read it

ps2: my timeline in here is worse than at the show so pls ignore it for the plot

Word count: 1.155

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You were on a work trip when it happened. Using the city as a two day rest between negotiations meetings ended up not only leading you to an alternate reality but a deadly one.

Your first game was simple enough, a three of diamonds based on ethics, almost as if it was made for you. Afterwards, it wasn't hard to find the beach, they were still at the beginning of setting up the place so your help was welcomed.

After a few days you got used to this new world, of course the games were challenging but the prospect of creating a society made you feel a bit closer to home. The other inhabitants were nice but you rarely went past pleasantries with them, except Ann.

You both became friends after you supported her decision to perform autopsies on some of the dead. It wasn't a best friends relationship but you protected each other and that was enough in borderland.

Mira arrived around the tenth day of The Beach, quickly rising above the hierarchy due to her six of hearts. However, some still believed she needed a test, so that's how you two started talking.

You were meant to supervise her game, going only you, Mira, Ann and Chishiya. The game was in groups, four people would head to a room where they would be separated into two partners, difficulty being nine of hearts. Leaving you and Mira in one room, Ann and Chishiya in another, which meant you weren't playing together.

Instead, your game was partnered with Mira and against two other girls. All you had to do was be the first to press the button at the end of a small maze, well, with a blindfold and countless noises varying from snakes to chainsaws. It was a game of trust, since not knowing if the threats were true or not.

You can't say the game was easy, after all, walking blindfolded through an unknown path while listening to screams was definitely frightening. But you trusted her, and won.

The four of you went back to the beach discussing the game and deaths of the other players, morbid but it was better than going insane with guilt. You obviously gave Mira a good evaluation, you did return without a scratch.

In consequence you both got closer, going from small talks to 2 a.m conversations about humanity.

Mira was crazy, not in a bad way, but still crazy. She would talk for hours about heart games and get happy when you showed genuine interest. She would constantly do minor manipulations to people in order to achieve whatever she wants at the moment. And lastly, she seemed to truly enjoy the new world, of course it wasn't wrong to like it, but all of the destruction was too much for you.

However, you adored all of her traits, finding her unique in a special way.

Your feelings for the woman were quite obvious to anyone, following her around and staring with heart eyes were definitely giving you away. She knew of it, how could she not, you would shower her with presents and affection.

At first Mira wanted to use your feelings, or so she thought, it's quite easy to believe in a lie, especially a well told one. She just didn't want to admit that being by your side was because she worries for you, or that she holds your hand to stay sane or that she adores your gestures when you get excited about something.

You both danced around your feelings for a long time, until Arisu showed up and right after it, Hatter died. Unlike you, Mira knew what was going on, and for the first time in a long time she wasn't thrilled about a Hearts game.

Before the game started, you were both at the roof counting stars when she kissed you. It wasn't rushed or intense, it was slow and meaningful, as if it would be the last time this would happen.

Mira left you with Ann after the game began, you were worried for her but if there was a chance to end the challenge you had to take it, so you helped your friend.

You didn't see Mira when the figures game was initiated, none of the others could tell you what she had done. So you carried on, kept looking for her but never straying too far from one of the group members.

You spent more time with Kuina, she would always assure you that Mira was fine, you never really believed her.

When the King of Spades was defeated you looked an absolute mess, multiple wounds, none too deep, but a lot of blood. And you still carried on for the Queen of Hearts, going in with Arisu and Usagi, trying to forget the pain of seeing Ann bleeding out, because you had to finish this, for them.

You weren't stupid, deep down you knew but chose to ignore it. Everyone kept telling you she was fine, or looked at you with pity. It was simple, she either died or was one of the figures.

You weren't surprised to see her on the rooftop, not even with the game she chose. You just stood aside and waited.

It wasn't a surprise when she got in their heads and played as if they were just pawns in chess.

What surprised you was when you started crying. You can't even remember how it started, just that it happened.

For a moment Mira forgot her goal and just ran to you. She embraced you while the others regained consciousness, and waited until you calmed down.

It's funny how she was supposed to be the Queen of Hearts when her own doesn't belong to her anymore. If only you knew how she would give anything to you, even life.

She asked Usagi to stay with you while the game came to an end. You closed your eyes during the play, not bearing to watch when you knew the finale.

You only looked again when hearing her little "I won", running to hug her and beg for her not to leave you again. You wouldn't let her go, not even when the time was getting to zero, you just couldn't.

You fell down when she died, clutching to her body, sobbing, asking anyone to help you, to fix it, to switch places.

When it asked if you wanted to stay you said no, not without her, you asked for both to leave, again and again until everything stopped.

You woke up in a shared hospital room with a few bandages and a very painful headache. Looking around only to find a woman laying next to you with bandages on her head and a breathing tube.

She seemed weirdly familiar but you couldn't quite remember her, so you went back to sleep and hoped to meet the woman when she wakes up.

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#mira kano #aib #alice in borderland #mira kano x reader #queen of hearts #def crazy #mentally fucked #fanfic #non canon #angst with a happy ending #power of gay #spoilers

[void-and-virtue]

OP I LOVED UR ANDREIL POST GOING CRAZY THINKING ABOUT IT if you have anything else in that amazing brain of yours on this take please do share because i absolutely LOVED how you articulated this aspect about andreil. its something i particularily appreciate about their dynamic and relationship with anger and Their Issues TM. your post will cross my mind whenever ill think about it from now on.

I don’t think I have ever gotten an ask and this is kind of making me go insane??? I hope you know that you made my day and also, I’m so glad people share in my endless brainrot bc when it comes to this series and these characters I simply cannot stop

It really isn’t nearly talked about enough that the thing that got Andrew to actually look at Neil and become interested was (as cited by Neil himself at some point tho I can’t remember in which book that scene is from the top of my head) Neil’s bone-deep jealousy of Kevin. It’s—it ties into that whole epiphany that Neil has at some point, when he looks at Andrew and realizes that while he is hurtling towards his own breaking point and about to burn out and shatter into something he’s not sure he’d recognize if he survived the encounter, Andrew hit that point and broke from it years ago. And that’s an understanding that goes both ways between them—in a fucked up way, it feels like Andrew might be the future that Neil has waiting for him if he doesn’t end the year six feet under: hollow and drifting, passionless after everything he had to rip away from himself to be able to survive. At the same time, Neil probably reminds Andrew of how he used to be, back when he had hope for things only to have that hope rip him apart—which is exactly where Neil seems to be headed for the majority of the story.

I think that a lot of Andrew’s understanding of Neil comes from the fact that he knows intimately what it feels like to be caught between a rock and a hard place and cut his own lifeline, only to then fail to die on impact. Neil hasn’t had to resort to that yet, but he is hanging by a thread. You’d think that watching him struggle would only serve to drive it home for Andrew that he made the right choice in closing himself off, except… well. His expectations of life and the people in it are so bleak, it’s no wonder he finds himself drawn to Neil’s messy emotions and every unexpected show of spine like a moth to a flame.

Neil, for all of his issues and scars, can still feel things—can still want something so badly it defies all logic. Can want something with such visceral, fucked-up intensity that it resonates where it shouldn’t. It’s an ability that Andrew thinks he’s either lost or cut out of himself to stay somewhat safe, sane and alive a long time ago, but that remains as the most fundamental crack in the foundation of his being. It’s a fascination that seems to come out every time he’s sober and eventually ties into him wanting Neil—wanting something worth wanting and putting a name to it once he finds it. They look at each other and don’t want a watered-down version of the person in front of them. It creates a relationship that embraces issues big and small and accepts (even values!) the messy parts of being human. It means that any space shared between them immediately becomes safe once they settle into something comfortable together. The way they handle the uglier sides of each other’s personality honestly makes me feral because it’s always done with understanding and acceptance and they even find positives or comforts there that the other can’t see and that’s probably a reason for why 1) their chemistry is so off the charts and 2) their relationship is so damn healthy (in addition to their communication being stupidly good when it comes to each other).

Andrew wants something real and Neil wants to be real. And then they get to have exactly that.

#I hope this is even somewhat coherent #this went way out of hand but it’s an aspect of them that’s so hard to put into words #something something Andrew’s almost detached fascination with intense emotions and fervor #he shows that same tendency when it comes to Kevin vs exy as well #in the sense that I’m convinced Kevin’s passion both fucks him up and mystifies him #Neil is just much more up close and personal bc yeah his original devotion that caught Andrew’s eye was to the sport #but then Andrew got to experience that devotion turned around on himself full force #you cannot tell me he was ready for that #but also also #this and the og posts were meant to be about Neil and Neil’s emotions being ugly and messy and human #and how that resonates with Andrew because even terrible feelings can be better than an emotionless void #between numbness and twisted-up falsities #Neil’s raw emotions were probably the most honest thing about him early series and he had a lot that he was never allowed to express before #and not only is Andrew safe to let go of those inhibitions around #Neil also wants for Andrew to relearn how to enjoy that same privilege with him #losing control and all that #there’s a lot that can be said about all of this and I’m really not fully finding the words but. THEM. That’s all and thank you. #also ty for the ask I was really !!! when I saw that in my inbox :)))( #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #andrew minyard #andreil #aftg meta #answered asks

[leviathanverse]

Chapter 34: New discovery

After freeing some of the dragons that could stay out of water, you and Zika sighed and stretched your arms.

Each brother carried a dragon. But how would you and Zika get out of here? Well... you thought of riding on the dragon's backs.

Surely they wouldn't mind. After all, you two did technically tame them. Well... more like you tamed Zoha after being eaten.

" Zoha... we... kind of need a lift?"

He looked at you, pouting but lowered himself. He went as far as to use his wings for you to get on.

You approached and climbed on the wing, being careful to do so. Eventually, you basically did some tight rope performance and got onto his back.

" Ready Zika?"

You held onto the edge of Zoha's body armour and looked at Zika. She wasn't on any of the other four.

" Are- is... is it safe?"

" I don't. Never flown a dragon before."

You saw her look at Urogi and fiddled with her fingers. Your heart clenched from the adorable movement from her.

" C-can I-I r-ride o-o-on your back?"

You saw Urogi lower his taloned hand, gesturing for her to get on and she obeyed. He carefully lifted her so she was on his head, holding onto some of his hair.

" Ready..."

" Let's go."

You decided to try something. You made a sharp whistle, not really expecting much of a reaction from Zoha.

He immediately turned around and ran down the hallway. You yelped from surprise, holding on for dear life.

You heard Zika shriek and knew that the brothers also followed Zoha. Looks like whistling was a way to tell them to fly, you noted.

" YYYYYYY/NNNNNNNN!"

" WWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEE!"

Once Zoha breached the exit, he jumped in the air and flapped his wings. The wind rushed past your face.

Zika, however, held onto dear life. You saw this when you turned to look at how she was holding up.

She had literally hid her face in Urogi's hair, clutching the strands in her hands tightly. She was not enjoying the experience.

You, on the other hand, enjoyed it a lot. You basically smiled like you had gotten the biggest lollipop in the entire world. Just like a little kid.

" This is so much fun!"

" HOW IS THIS SO MUCH FUN?! WE ARE THOUSANDS OF FEET IN THE AIR!"

" WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!"

By now, you think Zika had a feeling that you were crazy. Who would say "wee" while on a dragon that flew a few thousand feet off of the ground.

Clearly you.

" Please tell me that we're close to the ocean or rivers!"

" We are! Woohoo! I can't believe that I haven't flown a dragon before!"

" Y/n! Are you sane?!"

" Hah! Since when was I sane?"

Zoha dive bombed towards the beach, and the other brothers followed. Karaku made incredibly strong winds as he flew.

You saw it the moment you turned to look at Zika and how she was holding up. You swore that he could be a Storm Wraith.

Those dragons were attracted to storms, and even created strong winds with their wings. They were very rare, and there had only been three sightings of these incredible dragons.

Rumour had it that it could use lightning to go invisible. You believed those rumours, as it wasn't entirely impossible.

You watched too much dragon movies. You needed to stop that and focus on your tasks and missions more.

The brothers landed on the beach, and you patted Zoha on the neck.

" Go on. Let the dragon go."

He rumbled but quickly went to the water and started to hack the dragon out. The other brothers followed suite.

All seven Saltwater Eeltailed- Sirenwraiths swam into the ocean and made trills. As if they thanked you and the brothers for your help.

You smiled, watching the dragons jump out of the water like dolphins. The scene made your heart swell with happiness.

" Let's go, Zoha. Please take is back to the HQ? I promise to give Yami to you after I beat the fuck out of her."

He opened his mouth, and tried to... you didn't know what he tried to do, honestly. It seemed like he wanted to tell you something.

Although it looked like he was a dog choking on a squeaky toy it had eaten. That is what you thought it looked like.

" HQ? Human want go home?"

" HOLY SHIT-"

" OH MY STARS!"

You were taken back when he spoke. Your eyes were probably as wide as dinner plates.

" YOU CAN FUCKING TALK?!"

" Yes. Why?"

" We all can."

" I- holy fuck."

" What?"

You processed what you were seeing and hearing. So, all this time, you thought that these dragons couldn't talk?

AND THEN THEY SUDDENLY COULD?! What the fuck was going on. You needed to figure this all out, before you were going to pass out from overthinking.

" Fuck my life."

" I'll gladly do so!"

" NOT LITERALLY, YOU FUCKING IDIOT!"

Yeah, you needed more than 30 minutes to process everything.

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