#stay tuned to find out i guess

[grinchwrapsupreme]

fucked up my back doing weird stretches after physio 🥲

#wanted to see how far i could stretch my legs... why did that hurt my back and not my legs whyyyyyyyy #i wasn't even doing the back exercises today it was all leg and shoulder 😭 #this could either be fine or i'll be stuck in bed tomorrow............ #stay tuned to find out i guess

[certifiedmaidenlessblog]

I think that. (redacted).

#is he tryna tell us smth or? #is the compensation for him rejecting cocktail from his tracklist #stay tuned to find out i guess

[b4kuch1n]

blood loss edition

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #colloquially. like gesturing towards a signifier of a signifier of a story told long before. youre not getting more out of me than that #ft. tố linh (and them in yuutoverse for a hot second) #if u wonder what a dirt historian is. stay tuned <3 #that thing reki does in the first page is a real thing everyone here's convinced of btw #like. free hangin from a bar by ur arms will make u taller #also I literally did not mean to design amy and linh Like That. I did Not mean for them to be. Like That #but I am happy that I did. bc I love their design and they play well with yuuto #the last page is. some extremely disorganized Thoughts from a thing I kinda wanna write #maybe not right now. but eventually #I guess it's also mostly like. one more love letter to the siblings out there. it has to do with reki getting #underground basically illegal T shots at S lmao #shakes u by the collar we're not going anywhere! I love you!! everything will find its place!!!! #anyways. there are also a number of muppet type creatures in this one. idk whats up with that #I dont have much blood in me rn Im not lucid. have fun be urself ok? #thats also why the inks been taking a break btw. and the fact that my new pot of ink just arrived today #while Im being deprived of my appropriate volume of intravenous fluid #man. may be another day. before I can stop screaming at my wall and punching things off shelves. and draw properly #meanwhile. u know whats up #I go lay down now. have fun ok? be kind to ur tall friends knee them only gently #also just realized future!langa kinda has a bit of haruka vibes. that is literally so awesome

[starfish-comics]

Fane sure did sit there for days and days struggling and failing to get that dead guy's face off while I left him hanging about joining the party though.

#i am determined to play with an all lady crew #but idk what that will ultimately mean for my success at this game #stay tuned and find out i guess #wild though how they literally made TWICE as many playable male characters as female #and looked at their own work at the end and said “this looks fine no problems here” #divinity #divinity original sin 2 #dos2 #sebille #lohse #comics

[faybellesbeauty]

everytime im about to go to sleep i scroll through notifications on my apple watch the second i see "tumblr" pop up i just rise from my slumber like a soul from a dead body and run to the nearest device

#ever after high #eah #how is this eah related? stay tuned to find out! #tumblr notifications #i wouldve never guessed thats a tag that already exists

[stingyslegslookweird]

Fun Kaixa Fact

As I’ve mentioned before, there’s a semi-niche Kamen Rider toyline called Card Warrior Kamen Rider that gives pre-existing Riders new forms. For example, here are the boxes for V3 Flaresalamander and Agito Stagtornador:

But did you know Kamen Rider Kaixa also got a Card Warrior form? Indeed, here’s the box and figure for Kaixa Chaosdile!

Information regarding Card Warrior as a whole is remarkably difficult to come by, so I’m not sure how exactly this form is acquired or if it makes Kaixa any more powerful or anything, but it’s certainly a form that exists.

#kamen rider #kamen rider kaixa #kamen rider 555 #kamen rider faiz #kamen rider v3 #kamen rider agito #card warrior kamen rider #obscure kamen rider #the last sentence is actually a decent segue into another rumoured kaixa form #that being kaixa break form #i’ve seen the image of it passed around a lot before #but never any actual source alongside it #i have yet to actually look into it myself but one of my sources for obscure kamen rider trivia already has and couldn’t find anything #and he’s been pretty trustworthy in the past so i’m inclined to believe him #if i can find anything stating it’s legit i’ll make a post about it but for right now i’m considering it fake #also in doing research for this post i finally figured out how the gimmick of card warrior kamen rider works #i’ll rb the original post i made with that info so stay tuned for that i guess

[takeyourpillsbitchh]

GALLADRABBLES: One Wish🌙

I love this weeks @galladrabbles prompt by the lovely Lyds @ardent-fox💚 “Let Me” can be such a versatile prompt, I’m excited to see what everyone else come up with! This is my 1st take. One Wish is gonna be a series. Completely separate from my Shot in the Dark Drabble series!!

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The beach was always calming at this time of night. The moon so bright it lights up the beach, reflecting off of the blue-black ocean.

The water is still warm from the sun where it gently laps at his ankles every now and then.

He drunkenly stumbles down the beach, not sure if he’s gonna go home tonight. There’s no real home here. His home will always be with Ian. His Ian.

“Even though he let me come here alone.” He grumbles.

He sighs looking around the beach, eyebrows drawing together when he sees something glinting up ahead.

“What the…”

#I think we all know where Mickey is #that’s right a ‘kind if’ post Mexico au #BUT…there’s a twist #a shall I say magical twist #what did Mickey find? #what’s happening here? #how does Ian come into play? #I guess you’ll just have to stay tuned to find out😏 #galladrabbles #shameless #mickey milkovich #ian gallagher #gallavich #chey writes

[junipershouse]

more ki working on a certain deep space trawler - phik of safi and plo of mother kisa, two technological linguists. tah of safi, a robotic mechanic. and sah of the great kisa space station, a real phyisicist.

phik is a representative ki with light gray skin. they wear a dark green jumpsuit over a light blue shirt, which hangs off their frame. they wear thick bands at the base of their antennae and a light yellow headdress secured at their neck. their airsac opening is pierced

plo is a 3rd type alate with dark green skin. they show slight signs of aging - freckled skin and slightly deepened eyes. they wear a dark green undershirt under a light blue jumpsuit. they, too, wear extensive jewellery - a pair of white glass bands are fitted around their antennae, and are attached to piercings on their airsac with small chains. they also have pendants hanging from their major horns/crest.

tah is a 2nd type worker with yellowy-green skin. their attire seems rather plain compared to their peers, with simple black glass bands around their tall antennae and small piercings above their eyes, ceremonial piercings giving devotion to the effigy of safiga, a six-eyed ki deity. they wear a loose fitting blue jumpsuit, and their digits are covered by safety coverings, to keep them safe when working with machines.

sah is a very elderly 2nd type drone, with heavy freckling and light mossy green skin. they wear the traditional attire of a real physicist, a long robe and a head covering, blue and adorned with yellow star markings. there is something slightly intimidating about them...

#oc #alien species #xenobiology #speculative biology #alien #sci fi #ki tag #ki skin is very elastic so they dont rlly get wrinkles when they age #they just get super spotty and they look a bit shrinkwrapped #thinking about ways to diversify facial features too... #anyway phik plo tah and soh are in a little polycule basically... theyre making their own little ki family in space #and they met in this alt kid ki groupchat and then tah convinced plo phik and soh to move to the spaceship they were working on #sah is uninvolved in their youthful relationship dynamic... they're a loner and they like it that way #sah is kinda a boomer ki... they complain about the younger generation all the time and theyre very out of touch #what is a real physicist and why do they dress like wizards? stay tuned to find out #i will tell you what a technological linguist is tho. they write code basically #i feel like the airsac piercings would b very uncomfortable but i guess plo is willing to suffer for fashion

[confinesofmy]

tried to smoke yesterday just for a laff and couldn't finish it because it was so discusting. three weeks on the patch and already an ultralight cigarette is unappealing.

#once again friendly reminder you can just go on the patch i guess #like you can just go on the patch and it's over #stay tuned for my update in... about 5 weeks probably? when i find out what happens when you stop putting the stickers on every day #spoiler alert: probably nothing. you probably just move on with your life like nothing ever happened at all. wild. #adam talks too much

[thecubes]

1111k words of emotional devastation happening in my notes rn

#well its devastating to me will it be coherent on account of the ways im extracting elements of my psyche into this?? #stay tuned to find out more i guess

[dreamersscape]

Does it feel like life is permanently set to extreme hard mode and I still feel super crappy greater than 90% of the time? Yup. But! Emboldened by our relative success with last year's tomatoes, we have given it another go and have added a little pepper plant friend for them. :)

(It may look like the peppers aren't doing as well as the tomatoes, but it cannot be overstated just how bananas this plant's growth chart has been; it's determined to escape the confines of its basket-cage; it has to be constantly rotated so it doesn't completely lose the battle with gravity; I only took this picture the other day and it already looks SO outdated. Can't stop, WON'T STOP.)

#anyways the plan for today is to make some good headway on my 'correspondence' so I guess we'll see how that goes *sheepish laughter* #don't worry I'm not guilting myself over my ridiculously sporadic ability to socially engage - #(not much anyhow I swear!) #- it's just you guys have no idea how much I've MISSED y'all! how I've YEARNED to be able to geek out with you'uns over the blorbos and #their fictional worlds. Like. Please picture me gazing longingly into the middle distance while sorrowfully belting: #🎶 I wanna beeee where the (tumblr) people are. I wanna see... wanna see 'em meta-iiiing! 🎶 #🎶 frolicking around in their - what're they called again? - oh right! plot bunnies! 🎶 #🎶 incrementally crawling your way through your backlog of content to consume and unexpectedly stumbling your way #into a few new hyper-fixations while the already-there ones continue to rage on you don't get too far... 🎶 #🎶 posts (and reblogs and messages and actually finishing a few of your fan creation projects and...) are required for jumping (into #fandoms); dancing (with your friends in gleeful delight over your shared headcanons)! 🎶 #🎶 [...] up where they talk (to each other at normal intervals)! up where they (don't) run (out of energy so fast)! 🎶 #🎶 up where they stay all day IN THE SUNNNNNNNNN 🎶 #🎶 wandering free. wish I could be. PART OF THAT WOOOORLD 🎶 #I could go on but I think you get the gist of it 😆 #and I definitely know I'm not along in this feeling; at the very least I'm sure that is a familiar tune #in many contexts for anyone else struggling with chronic fatigue/illness among other things #I just wish I could find a better way to intermingle extending kindness and patience to myself and rolling around in fictional character #feelings /together/ with my friends without having to insert such long gaps in between you know? #okay woebegone rambling aside thanks guys for not forgetting about me while I've been gone <3 #and let me assure you I haven't forgotten you all either 'cause boy do I need to SHARE SOME STUFF with you! #random musings of a personal nature #I JUST WANNA BE THRIVING HALF AS GOOD AS THOSE TOMATOES YA FEEL ME?

[coralsgrimes]

More photos of Benny Boy and his paid for frens at the Hotel Café open mic night!

#ben barnes #the worst benny boy updates blog #he looks so bad in this jacket #the charliefication is real #like scarface but for poor people #but i guess boss and benny is the highest we can score #ALSO ITS BBF DAY TODAY #stay tuned to find out what new babes we have

[xanthine]

Guess who caught some kind of respiratory illness at an in-person conference where coughs got phlegm-ier and ever more frequent as the days went on!!

#anyone care to guess how many of those coughers were wearing any kind of mask in this crowded indoor environment?? #(if you guessed anything above 5% i envy your faith in humanity) #anyways i have some N95s + cough suppressants + ibuprofen for the flight back. which is going to Suck with extremely reduced water breaks #is this how i finally caught the 'rona? stay tuned to maybe never find out

[artificial-horizon]

Warning: officially feeling feels again :)

02.06.22 03.53

I think I finally get the link between religion and madness. Or, at least, I now realize they're hard to separate. For me, they're impossible, it seems. With each peak and valley of my mental state I always end up back here, in a restless insanity of longing. Ugh. I thought I could dismiss these feelings as flights of fancy during times of Bad Mental Health, but now I know that being kinda insane doesn't mean anything so now I'm free to feel the full force of the feeling of… fear, if we're going to be honest.

Well, my body certainly feels the fear, as my heart jumps and my hands shake as I scroll more and more down the well of desire for belonging. As I read about what could be my future, as I entertain those thoughts which cross my mind with the breathless, breathtaking force of a train barrelling past a platform, your ears and your body consumed by the whoosh-whoosh-whoosh of each carriage gusting past you. (Look, this is the only way to describe my mind in this state, of course it's going to sound crazy.) The point is, these thoughts of spiritual longing are full-body experiences, real emotions. That's what makes them so scary. How can I ignore trains constantly crashing into me?

(Whoever compared converting to transitioning was definitely onto something.)

Obviously, there were moments when I was… normal. Atheist. Not obsessed. And it's funny that I see these periods as lulls, low points, the more depressed times of my life – because while in them, I always think "wow, maybe my brain is finally getting better". Then the internal vibration, the energy, the distant drumbeat of inspiration starts thrumming somewhere inside my head, and I stupidly start thinking about God again. (Or should I say G-d? Possibly the least vague sentence I've written so far!)

So these feelings are clearly something that reside deep inside me. They seem to have a permanent home somewhere in my body. Not my brain; somehow they feel more visceral than that, in the truest sense of the word. That's why I said real, full-body emotions. Or perhaps this is what people are getting at when they talk about souls. I mean, I've always thought, in my naive irreligious brain, that if souls existed, they'd be located somewhere in your guts. Right there in your intestines, an undefinable shimmering void resting there like a stone, anchoring you to the earth, to yourself. And I guess, if that were true, that means the void inside me must sometimes grow tendrils, which force their way back up through my stomach and block my airway like some fucking spiritual anxiety attack. (Yeah, there are too many metaphors, but go with it.)

Then, when I get choked, when the train is rushing past my head and the energy's coursing all through me, I read shit on the Internet and dream of converting to Judaism.

And I mean fuck, I just typed that with my eyes closed. I did say fear was the best word for this. I don't think I've ever given form to that, the fundamental essence of all these full-body emotions. It's so much easier to play with when it's insubstantial, ephemeral flakes that you catch for a moment then let fall through your fingers. Inscribing it onto reality makes it vulnerable. And real, of course. Not to me – I've long known this desire was serious – but to…

Well, I think I'd be getting ahead of myself to imply the watchful presence of a certain divine force. But in a way, I feel like the words laid out like that are exposed for the eyes of all, of All, to see, to judge. As if I just pulled the pin on a grenade and I'm counting down each second until I feel something in return. Perhaps this is the legacy of my last religious madness, when I prayed and watched the clouds for the approval of the gods. As if I expect a sign that this is(n't?) the right thing to do.

Tonight I realized just how real it could be. You see, these periods of longing coincide with periods of transition (and no, surprisingly, not that kind). Periods when I'm unmoored, in between two islands on my odysseias, if Y/you'll permit me to reference that part of myself. This time, of all times – this night, of all nights – I feel the unmooring keenly, drifting through time like a lonely raft on rippling moonlit waters. I'm in the middle of the sea; every path is open to me, truly every path. Before, I knew my next destination, even if it seemed far away. Now, I answer to no one, and I can finally take control of the direction of my life.

I always thought I'd wait until – on the slim chance that – I get a Jewish partner. That's apparently what my soul wants, judging by my daydreams in my hours of madness. But my sober mind tells me that's unlikely. After all, my ideal relationship as a kinky poly aromantic is not exactly your typical happily married fantasy. (Funny how easy it is to be honest about that, but I can barely write a sentence about The Main Topic without diverting into metaphor.) But what I realized, as a thought-train crashed into my skull at 613 miles an hour (forgive me, I had to), was that I was free-floating; I could do it right now. I answer to no one, and in a world of virtual meetings from the comfort of my room in the centre of London, I could be in a class tomorrow – or a service this weekend, would probably be the more accurate words.

Am I trying to write myself into doing it?

There's that myth that rabbis turn you away three times before they let you start converting. I think that somehow got impressed into my (brain? body? soul? neshama? no, too far), because this is the third time this spiritual longing-madness has come over me. Each time, I told myself I wasn't ready yet, thinking it would be years before the next urge came on, hoping that by the third time it would be unambiguously the right time – but I guess Someone's comedic timing is what my emotions actually set their clock to.

Like the most stereotypical fucking Sign From Above, I just had to be moved to write this two days before Shavuot. The future you will probably know this, but that's the festival celebrating when the Torah was given to the Jewish people. So yeah. I guess I gotta go mull over the significance of that or something.

#literal insane ramblings or genuine spiritual desire? stay tuned to find out #idk i've been a long LONG time tumblr user but haven't been drawn to actually use the site til just now #til........ feeling these feelings so strongly again lol #just want a space where i can be 100% honest and raw #and cos i'm a self-obsessed zilennial i guess it needs to be public and online #idk what to tag this as tbh #judaism #jewish conversion #lol #even that feels too premature #me writing things #religious pining tag

[spyroforlife]

god it’s happeninggg

(yes it IS gonna have the alpha/beta/omega thing, and it’s gonna be extremely self indulgent and smutty and angsty, what of it)

#life smp series #trafficshipping #trafficblr #yea there's gonna be a lot of shipping in this #both expected pairs and some more unexpected ones #I have already figured out how I want it to end so now I'm obligated #writing #my writing #triple life #god I hope there doesn't end up being an actual season called that #but if so and people eventually find this buried in the tags HI #this is kinda my own version of omegaverse I guess?? like biologically there isn't much change #it's mostly around the instincts that come with each role #that will be explored in more depth as I write haha stay tuned

[xxbimbobunnyxx]

Yeah bunny, you should teach me a listen. Take that knife and hold it against my throat so if I move it’ll cut me, then ride my cock until I’m coming so deep in you. Fuck. You’ve got me thinking about coming in you over and over again. Filling you up. Maybe it’ll stick and you’ll have no choice but to stay with me. You’d look so cute carrying my baby bunny. -Jonathan

Omg JONATHAN, you wanna baby trap me? That’s kinda hot… we would have a really cute baby.

#yeah I’m wild #I guess this is still happening guys #stay tuned to find out what happens on the next episode #so here’s what you missed on glee #Jonathan anon