#strangers to friends to lovers...CONTEMPT on either side to friends to lovers. mild stupid teenage contempt rooted in personas...

[eijiroukiriot]

i think...there’s something simple and familiar and earth-shatteringly important in this. there’s a million ways that this could go but only one way that it ends 

#strangers to friends to lovers...CONTEMPT on either side to friends to lovers. mild stupid teenage contempt rooted in personas... #not to sound stupid pretentious but the fact that it starts with bkg being so up his ass that he doesn't care at all about his classmates #much less shitty hair over there and kirishima not liking bkg very much either. and it ends in love #god dammit it ends in LOVE!! it ends in LOVE!!!!!! #i hope it doesn't seem self centered that i'm saying all this abt a line from a random wip of mine i forgot abt btw #it just feels like such a part of the heart of krbk. i know i'm not the first person to type that #i wasn't gonna do anything w this wip but actually i think i might mess around w it for the content creation class i'm in #have i mentioned that here? i'm in this class this semester all abt internet prosumer communities #so we're talking abt flash animators and speedrunners and chiptune producers and ofc fic writers #not that i have a lot to say abt that right now but it's pretty cool and also kinda crazy #like we've been having class over discord these first few weeks and in my 4 years of college i've never been in a room of people #more open to admitting their potentially-embarrassing interests and hobbies #people are dropping their ao3 links and everything #i think i'm. still too scared to do that honestly i've just barely been able to admit i'm into bnha #forced once again to look at how closely i consider krbk a part of my life and identity to the point that i think if i let anyone know i #like it they'll automatically assume i mean i like it That much #which. i do. you guys know #in my defense they're extremely extremely good which you guys also know #the other thing that scares me abt admitting that i like krbk or even writing it as a part of our fic unit is bc if i have to face ship dram #a in a college course i will decompose piece by piece #i'll drop out of school months away from graduation #i didn't end up posting abt it bc i didn't think it was worth making a thing out of it but in my superhero class last term there was this #girl who also liked bnha so we talked abt it once or twice throughout the class #and she ended up writing abt b/kdk for her final and i had also mentioned that kirishima was my fav #and that was a situation where it was like. i am not going to have ship discourse with a student at College #so if saying who my favs are will lead to any sort of clash in that sense i am going to tread so lightly #i would make this its own post at this point but i don't really want to make a whole post abt this #but anyway i bring this up bc for our fic unit in this class we're gonna get split into groups based on general fandom interest #but bnha fandom is so rife w ship discourse (versus like supernatural) that having people peer reviewing each other's bnha fic is risky #business