Update under the cut
It seems like this has been a busy time of year for almost everyone, but here's an update for those who care to read:
I'm currently going through a bit of a health crisis. I've had a nightly fever ranging from 100-104°F for two months and fatigue so bad that daily activity feels like I'm wearing 40 pound weights. My job isn't one that allows people to prioritize their health (I'm certain that if I died, I'd still receive an email asking if I'd made sub plans beforehand 🙄), so it's been hard to get into the doctor. I finally had a laundry list of tests done on Thursday and am waiting for results. I'm hoping for some sort of diagnosis so that I can finally have some answers, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't afraid of what that diagnosis could be given the symptomology. Also, if anyone has had a similar journey, I'd love to chat 🥺
On top of that, work is...complicated. I work about 60 hours a week consistently and each week, more is put on my plate. We had a gun scare a few weeks ago, and legislation to allow volunteers and employees to conceal carry on school property just passed the house in my state, so naturally, I'm afraid to go to work every day. It's making me seriously question my career for the first time in a decade.
It's all been a lot. I'm hoping to get back into writing and supporting other writers, but if I don't respond, reblog, or post for a while, this is why. I'm considering putting my current stories on a formal hiatus until I can dedicate more time to them. I appreciate each one of you and I'll do my best to pop up and show some love and support when I can 🖤
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i very much feel out of touch from my friends these past few days and i am out of time to do my work so i really do feel i am out of my head when
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ok no i can't anymore going to slep now wakey at 6 am hopefully goodnght
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live footage of me trying to get all my stuff done before the dnf stream
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Is Black good with children? Or would he find them annoying to be around.
Haha, yeah, but he struggles with them since he's all about obedience (for their own safety) and rules. But, if they listen, he's great with them!
He does like kids, he just doesn't like being responsible for them (who does, though?)
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if i never went to the dentist i know i still wouldn't be able to eat on the left side of my mouth but i also wouldn't be consistently broke and living paycheck to paycheck trying to pay off dental bills instead of being able to y'know buy myself lunch for work
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exam review site: we’ll adapt the practice tests to focus on your areas of weakness
me, when my practice grades go from 80s to 50s because the site adapted to my area of weakness: 😮
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really tearing my hair out about the whole "max and I are both expecting emails that will determine the course of our lives for the next year and possibly forever" situation like I am legit so stressed out. LMAO
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