#struggling to hear in my hearphones bc the computer is on the living room

[koganelovesmcclain]

I feel so depressed.

#everything i want to watch; ive watched?? like... i spend hours looking for smth and #i just want to rewatch certain shit. #bc i have such specific taste in shows and trying new ones is annoying and im mentally ill #and idk im just so sad. #ill never be 11yo again watching anime on animefreak.tv with the worlds slowest dial up internet #struggling to hear in my hearphones bc the computer is on the living room #and my family is around. #ill never be 15 years old again rewatching the same anime but tjis time with jess next to me. #ill never do anything again!!for the first time. :) #im just sad. and its raining. #diary #pls like if you read bc i also need attn.