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studiesboie · 3 years

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yknow Diana and Amy Winehouse both had this rlly vulnerable way of talking and listening, they’d both tilt their chins downwards and peer up at the speaker with their eyes, both had crooked smiled and i really feel so bad for both of them bc they both deserved better and were truly too good for this world

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sagithot · 3 years

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ZODIAC COUPLE

Cancer x Sagittarius

requested by @studiesboie <33

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lennox-levin-little-lilith-did · 4 years

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Hi again people who follow me!

I’m bored and I’ve decided to make fun facts about our DID system and the four known alters!

So before I start- Lilith has a bit of a show today, but the body was too tired for her to start anything. Like I feel asleep as soon as I got to class. The reason I know this is because of my outfit and she decided to put on lip gloss (which I never wear personally). She’s not conscious currently, none of the other three are, and I’ll get to that later!

Oh! And just so you know, this is Lennox.

👋

Let’s start with Levin!

Levin is the alter that co-cons often or will switch with me

He knows a lot about our system, but is very secretive about it so~

He is the only male alter in the system that I know of

He also goes by Levi and Lev

He likes more soft songs and songs with a good message

His favorite color is forest green

He’s the only alter that Lilith does not take her anger out on

He’s an introvert with really bad social anxiety

He hates sexual songs (so of course being me, I put two of the worst sexual songs I know in his playlist, he doesn’t know)

He has insomnia and ptsd

He’s extremely competitive when it comes to card games

He likes educating people on animals and wants to do gigs, like birthday parties and events, to teach people about reptiles and birds specifically

His favorite subject is English

He is white with blue eyes and dark brown hair. He’s thin, well more twig like, but whatever. He’s around 5’8 (two inches taller than the body)

His clothes style is baggy shirts with either baggy sweatpants or leggings. He wear plain colors, like pale blues, grays, and black. He, surprisingly, likes boots, even heeled boots

His favorite anime is... probably Durarara x2 any season

He has no sexual desires, but romantic likes girls

He’s 18

He’s very comfortable singing, he loves it. That a major way he expresses himself

His favorite song is... I think LA Devotee by P!ATD (idk why but that what he likes)

^^ What he likes to wear ^^

Next on our list is

The demon queen herself, LILITH

She is named after Adam’s first wife, the demon queen, Lilith (yes she liked to go church, but we stopped going)

She is a bisexual

She’s ageless (she has no age, or if she does she hasn’t told anyone)

She’s an absolute bitch and she knows it.

She has violent mood swings and anger issues (respectfully so)

She is also an introvert, but not because of anxiety, no it’s because she wants to strangle every single person that looks at her weird

She hates Little with the burning passion

She gets repressed the most because no one wants to be expelled from school

She likes cooking

She hates cleaning because of her ocd

She wants to pursue a culinary job

Her favorite subject is science

She rarely fronts and when she does it’s quick or someone is co-con with her (ex. What happened with aleia-clownery)

Lennox(me) has to clean up her messes as always.

Her favorite anime is... The Promised Neverland (she likes Ray a lot)

She likes aggressive songs, or songs that swear a lot

Lilith has wavy black hair with blue highlights. Her eyes are a brownish red color. She’s short, like 5’2, and likes to wear heels because of it. She’s black as well

Her favorite color is dark royal blue

Her style of clothes is black shirts with skulls on them and tight, but comfortable, pants. She also likes a certain denim dress I have

She likes drawing and doodling ways to kill people and I have to say she’s pretty good

Her favorite song is Sarcasm by Get Scared (very fitting for her)

^^ What she wishes she can wear ^^

Next is Little!

She likes to bake

She enjoys going to restaurants, specifically Asian style ones

She’s loves animals and wants to work with them so bad.

She’s an extrovert with ADHD

Little is Hispanic and on the chunky side. She has a caramel skin tone. She can understand it way better than me (Lennox) and she wants to learn Japanese and French (I’m interested in Japanese so we’re probably going to learn it)

Her favorite subject was College Writing Prep and before that was Language Arts, but the writing part of it. She really likes writing

Her favorite color is... honestly black. She likes that it matches with everything and likes the science of black too

Her favorite anime is Ouran High School Host Club (I hate it with the burning passion) her second choice is Black Butler (any season) which we allow her to watch

She likes baking and cooking, tho she prefers baking, she likes the way it calms her, I guess

Her favorite song is Voices in My Head (she listens to a lot of nightcore so I don’t the artist)

I’m not saying much else about her (I don’t want creeps harassing her)

^^ What she prefers to wear ^^

Last, and certainly least, Lennox (aka me!)-

My favorite anime is Kakegurui or... BNA... or BNHA... or Hitorjime My Hero (My Very Own Hero)... or maybe Given? Idk I like a lot of anime...

The first anime I’ve ever watched was Wolf’s Rain. I was seven I think, but it was on YouTube so I didn’t get to watch the whole thing. I recently found it, but I’m afraid to watch it lmao

I like the colors teal and turquoise, as well as blood red and jet black

I like anything P!ATD, Halsey, Imagine Dragons, Fall Out Boys, Set It Off, Alec Benjamin, OneRepublic, and Nico Collins and AJR(granted so does everyone else but 🤷)

My favorite songs are Control by Halsey and Lonely Dance by Set It Off and Don’t Threaten Me With a Good Time by P!ATD and River by Ed Sheeran and Eminem and Not Afraid by Eminem and I’m Ready by AJR and Karma by AJR... I can go on for hours, but I’mma stop here

I’m Non-binary and the only gender nonconforming alter. I’m also pansexual

I hate being touched, I hate talking to people that act ignorant, and I hate this body I’m in

I look like the body so no description for you 😝

I have anxiety and depression. Everything else I’ve been diagnosed with can really be related to DID

I’m a neutral party in everything, so when I say I don’t know, I don’t care, whatever, or not my business, I’m literally saying I have no standing or opinion in this

I like cooking, baking, organizing (not cleaning), writing, reading, doodling, and doing self introduced projects for fun

I like plaid clothing, hoodies, and pride shirts. I like sweatpants and sneakers. I also like things on my neck... it keeps me ground I guess

(Oh my god I’m writing this with Ella, right? I told her to stop clawing at the furniture, right? All of a sudden her focus is on the ground and I wiggles my toes, testing if she was looking at my feet, and I started moving them around. I told her, ‘stop looking at my feet.’ This cat, this puta, liked me in the eyes before looking back down and got in position to lunge at my feet. My heart stopped and I pulled my feet onto the couch. And she was going to do it because the moment I moved my feet, she jumped from the top of the couch she’s on... she scares me sometimes 😣)

^^ What I would wear if Lev was a little shit and let me wear pride stuff and jewelry ^^

Now-

Onto how our system works!

Levin and I co-con often. If I’m not in control, then he is

On instances where I get angry, Lilith takes control

Little co-cons with me more than everyone else because she enjoys annoying me

Lilith and Little are both so stubborn and hardheaded, it’s unbelievable. On the other hand, Levs and I are open minded and calm. So we often clash on what we should do as a collective

Lilith is a Christian, Levi and I are atheists, and Little is a Seventh Day Adventist (the religion I grew up with). However Lev and I hold more say, so we don’t go to church

I guess you could say there’s a hierarchy in the system. I have the most important say, then Lev, then Little, and lastly Lilith

Levin and I enjoy co-conning with each other only, anyone else gives us headaches

Everyone loves Nico Collins, Alec Benjamin, Set It Off, and AJR the most

Everyone’s favorite albums are Death of a Bachelor (p!atd), Cinematics (set it off), and American Beauty/American Psycho (fall out boys)

Everyone loves sushi and sushi rolls (California and Philadelphia rolls are the best)

We all really want to try takoyaki and pork Katsudon. When we do try them, I’ll probably make a post about it

We all love Ella and we all want to start a rehabilitation center of all animals and a pet cafe

We love reptiles, like all reptiles, venomous snakes included

I think there are more alters that just aren’t as prominent as the other three, Levin would know but he doesn’t like to discuss our system often

We really want to buy these specific no pierce cuff earrings

Edit: this total slipped my mind- when I’m on my red week (you know what I’m talking about) the others let me deal with it on my own, especially Little and Lev (Lev hates that week and recedes completely)

That’s all I’m willing to share about us (or that I remember)

My part was short because you guys talk to me all the time

Sincerely,

Lennox... with a sprinkle of Levin

I’m tagging some people because why not-

@one-pissed-off-child @liveto-100 @madame-ree @martinidrinkingmartin @anon-nom-nom95 @queenzie-xo @scalybunnypapi69 @gogetyoselfsomesoup (still bitter) @cristinaweeb @aleiakit @aleia-clownery (I’m still so sorry about what happened) @studiesboie @bloomyboithatemoji @pumpkineiji @penelopebakugouburrito1

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studiesboie · 3 years

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heart beating in a second holy shit

#I’m shakinrmrjejejejekrkejrn #kill me #studiesboie #wow

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studiesboie · 3 years

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you know what really hurts? Right person at the wrong time. That shit hurts, it stings with the acridity of what could’ve been, if only. If only you were more mature, more invested, more emotionally available - to want me, to be with me as much as I want to be with you.

And then it gets rubbed in even more because you’ll be with someone else, someone who you want to be with and someone that could’ve been me. I’m happy for you, I am, because you’re doing exactly what I wanted you to do, being the person I wanted you to be - just not with me.

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studiesboie · 3 years

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I’m laughing so hard I think I bullied him on our dateeeeee serves him right I hope he cried

#studiesboie

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studiesboie · 3 years

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I took a quiz today, it was one of those uquizzes that came on my dashboard and it was something like “pick some movies and I’ll assign you your least attractive character trait” and I was like ok just for shits and giggles and I got - naive.

I was so confused because I’m not naive, I’ve been through so much and I can see right through people, I’m so mature and grown.

But as I lay here tonight I’m sobbing in bed and I’m saying to myself “how naive I am for thinking I’d succeed at love on the first try, that my choice would be perfect in just one go. I’m so naive to not realize that others have gone through so much heartbreak have only achieved love later in life” - naive.

I really am naive. I really forgot how young I am and how much I’ve gone through does not mean my suffering is over. I completely forgot that just because one era of pain has ended doesn’t mean there isn’t pain in the future.

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studiesboie · 3 years

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im really tired of being sad

#studiesboie #studyblr #studyspo #study #school #lawblr #schoolblr #studygram #smartblr #study hard #quotes #life #sigh #text #sad #love

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studiesboie · 3 years

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seldom do the people you love, love you back

#that’s just how it is #studyblr #studyspo #study #book #inspiration #books #literature #studyflow #bookblr #studiesboie #love #quote #thoughts #astrology #love me #let me love you

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studiesboie · 4 years

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I had a pretty bad depressive episode yesterday......I decided I don’t need the validation of others. I am enough. That’s what I’ll tell myself when I feel uncertain or inadequate or hated by others. I am enough. I validate myself. I am enough.

#stress #studyblr #studyspo #study #school #lawblr #schoolblr #studygram #smartblr #study hard #depression #anxiety #studiesboie #mental health #mental ill health #mental illness #mental help

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studiesboie · 4 years

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Just finished a book yesterday......wtf was that? Like? I’m not even sure what happened and I want more. It feels unresolved but still interesting

#studyblr #studyspo #study #school #lawblr #schoolblr #studygram #smartblr #study hard #canada #studiesboie #books #bookblr #literature

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studiesboie · 3 years

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my libra venus being all

#like no #he doesn’t lolol #studiesboie #he literally has a crush on someone else #damn I hate myself

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studiesboie · 3 years

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my mom: you should marry someone who believes in you, supports you, respects you. Not someone you love.

me, knowing she’s right: 🥺😪

#studyblr #studyspo #study #book #inspiration #books #literature #studyflow #bookblr #love #quote #thoughts #studiesboie #marriage #respect

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studiesboie · 4 years

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Me: omg talk talk talk to me!!!! Why am I the only one talking?

Him: talks to me

Me: oh my god you’re fucking boring

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studiesboie · 4 years

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wow, bang chan’s nose really said I’ll rearrange your guts and you’ll thank me for it.

#why am i so attracted to him #damn dude #studyblr #studyspo #study #kpop #jyp #jype #bang chan #felix #stray kids #han #changbin #korea #south korea #korean music #kpop photocard #studiesboie

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studiesboie · 3 years

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okay help me out, why do I want someone’s time or effort, when I see them putting in the same time and effort with someone else? Why do I want that? Why am I so needy or attached to someone who doesn’t care about me at all?

#studiesboie

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