#study all night

[academicarchive]

studying would be so much easier if i had a pretty boy to cuddle me while i did it

#academic #dark academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #academic failure #academic validation #studying #mlm love #gay mlm #mlm thoughts #nblm textpost #nblm love #nblm thoughts #cuddling #study all night #all nighter

[wolfythewitch]

Do you think Jesus ever felt homesick. Do you think he missed his mom

#wolfy religious tedtalks #thinking about tjat time i went to china for like two months #for a study program #and i had a banger time it was great #but when i went to bed at night id sort of just sit around #and it was already like 11 pm and my parents were asleep #i couldnt really call them #but id sit and read or watch some videos or eat noodles and check the clock and look at that its 2am #what i wouldnt give for a hug right about now #do you think that after all his miracles he would crawl into an unfamiliar bed and he would think of his own in nazareth

[spoiledmilks]

the they them the two these guys them

#I FINALLY LEARNED HOW TO DRAW SPRINGTRAP PROPERLYYY #WOOOOOOOO #i should be studying and resting #BUT I WANT TO DRAW THE COUPLE OF ALL TIME #my art #william afton #five nights at freddy's #digital art #purple guy #spoiledmilks art #fivenightsatfreddysfanart #springtrap #mr and mrs aftons #springtrap x ballora #ballora #fnaf ballora #fnaf

[ginumo]

this one goes out to all the canon-accurate dca truthers out there. also yeah hi these fuckers have me in a chokehold

#i apologize to the general freddy tag :headinhands: #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf dca #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #fnaf sundrop #fnaf moondrop #studying how do draw these fuckers #i wanna draw these guys as accurate to canon as possible bc they have a charm compared to like. all the promo art and general fanart #no offense. i rlly love all the drawings!!! its just that my priorities lie elsewhere in my case lol #again. sorry to the general fnaf tag for putting yet another post with these guys in there #(also also sorry if i dont use the right tags)

[bulkhummus]

“Cecil, if it really means that much to you, I’ll tell you. The truth is, this isn’t my first phantom ocean. Before I ever came to Night Vale, there was an incident.”

#electric scubaloo #i always love the angel being like carlos might not want to tell you now or ever and cecil having to sit with that as someone who always #knows everything about everyone. carlos is the one persons life he cant pry into #anyways this is one of my favorite episodes bc of the lore we got about carlos before. well. #anyways babys getting trauamtized <3 #it started as a study and well….. best laid plans and all that #wtnv #welcome to night vale #carlos the scientist #carlos robles #art tag

[glmshver]

King of Heroes personally wishes luck to anyone who is about to summon him ✨

#i got spooked by Gil's banner and had to quickly finish up this one #gilgamesh #fate series #fate grand order #gil studies #fate zero #fate stay night #fgo #archer gilgamesh #fake archer #fate go #FGO #fate extra ccc #fgo fanart #fgo na #fate extra #fate babylonia #fate gilgamesh #fate fanart #fate #so many tags you mUST ALL SEE THIS

[sillyfairygarden]

see through the stained glass, a heart so deftly wicked

#late night wind down drawing became gri painting study #painting of choice is aleks stoller’s ‘on the edge’ who has very dark mystical vibes #grian fanart #hermitcraft fanart #digital illustration #artists on tumblr #art illustration #mcyt fanart #technically this is 3L themedddddd #third life fanart #third life smp #hermitcraft #mcyt #lifesmp #thellos art corner #ok ipad is at 8% reading time ! #shoves all my life series headcanons into one piece because craziness is in the bloodstream (esp about 3L. lord oh lord oh lord.)

[stuckinapril]

What is a girl to do if she’s bad at driving but driving is literally relaxing to her

#i just wanna drive around all night long w the aux on full blast #the other day I intentionally chose a restaurant that’s pretty far legit just bc I wanna drive and I don’t wanna be still #productive? no. good for my innate restlessness? yes. #I’m ab to head to the library to study for hours but I’m so tempted to just drive around and peep the city lights #i have two wolves inside me. one of them wants to be top of the class / on top of research / at the gym / just full on go getter #the other wants to go drive around and daydream ab scenarios. the eternal struggle #p

[literatureaesthetic]

mieko kawakami was one of my author focuses of the year, i've slowly been working my way through her oeuvre. i knew kawakami was something special when i read 'breasts and eggs' last summer, and 'all the lovers in the night' has only cemented that impression. although it wasn't as impactful as 'breasts and eggs', it was still a very solid read. i only have 'heaven' left to go, and i'll have read everything she's written :')

you can find my full (and much more coherent) review here, if interested. but to sum, i highly recommend checking her work out if you haven't already!!

#book log #4 stars #book review #mieko kawakami #all the lovers in the night #literature aesthetics #books #book #bookish #bookblr #bookworm #bookstagram #dark academia #booklover #books and libraries #study space #studyblr #study hard #study tips #study #college student #japanese lit #literary fiction #coffee #cafe #lifestyle #book photography #quotes #light academia #black and white

[trans-axolotl]

reading writing from other people who have also survived solitary confinement (in so many different places, prisons + institutions + more) and sometimes the grief overwhelms me. i feel such a strong connection through the page--they put words to this swirling mess of emotions that lies under my skin when i think back to those weeks. they've found a way to talk about what it does to you and what you become and what it's like to try to come back to the world afterwards. i still can't speak about most of it. some days i wake up panicking because my door is shut; I'm glad my walls are thin and my roommate plays music slightly too loudly at night--it's easier to fall asleep when i know she's there.

this quote: "I am filled with the sensation of drowning each and every day."

and this one: "When he walked out of the SHU, he saw his first tree in 12 years."

and this one: "Solitary confinement is a living death. Death because it is the removal of nearly everything that characterizes humanness, living because within it you are still you. The lights don’t turn out as in real death. Time isn’t erased as in sleep…"

(from shane bauer reporting on solitary confinement in California: x)

i don't have words for the kind of rage i feel when i think about all the people being tortured in solitary right now and every single fucking day; loved ones + activist acquaintances + people i have never met. i want to start breaking things. i want to tear it all down. some days i feel so incredibly guilty that i saw the leaves fall outside today--how is it that i get that and she's still in there. there are no words.

#personal #solitary confinement tw #abolition #prison abolition #vent #sorry. stayed up all night reading about prisons + solitary + open air prisons + a million different fucking things. about incarceration #there's been a plethora of studies. showing that for just about everybody. 10 days is enough to start serious symptoms of distress #it's been three years since i was in solitary. i have a friend who's been in solitary confinement for seven years. #she has not been outside in seven years. there is nothing for me to do with that. except rage + fight. abolition is practice + abolition is #justice and abolition is rage and grief and love.

[spaciebabie]

this picture isnt real its all happening in twilights head and she's listening ta this as she's having her bi horse fantasies

un blurred below the cut as well as the lineart with flats cuz i want ta show it off sue me

edit: ignore that the images changed slightly i noticed a shading error i missed and it was bothering me 💀

#mlp #twishy #fluttertwi #mlp fim #my little pony #my little pony friendship is magic #fluttershy #twilight sparkle #spacie scribbles #twilight narration voice: ''i have to go...'' id say ''its getting late and i need to put spike to bed'' #fluttershy would yawn. a gentle cute noise befitting for such a cute pony before she would turn her head sleepily towards me #she would look at me with her big beautiful eyes and study me for a moment before saying in her sweet soft voice #''are you sure you dont want to stay the night? i would hate for something to happen for you on your walk back home...'' #oh fluttershy...always looking out for her friends. such a caring and gentle soul. my heart would swell at the thought although #id hesitate....and in response fluttershy would get closer and gently push her muzzle against mine... #''please twilight...stay the night...'' #my heart would be galloping out of my chest as the moon would gently glow through the window #the pale light highlighing all of fluttershy's delicate features #its as if luna herself planted the moon in this specific way...on this specific night... just for us.... #spike‚ interrupting the daydream: twilight are you...narrating a self insert you wrote abt you and one of your best friends??? #twilight: ....NO. BUT. DONT TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS OKAY #spike: oookay! you got it. i wont tell a soul. #*he then tells everyone except fluttershy* #im crazy guys i swear #i just wrote fanfic abt twilight sparkle writing fanfic #she has a fanfic section of the library its all just her x fluttershy #good lord these horses.

[midnightblue66]

Hualian cuddling vs Fengqing cuddling sessions 

#love how i spent all night on this instead of studying for an exam in 1.5 hrs lmao #hob #tgcf #heaven official's blessing #hualian #hua cheng #xie lian #fengqing #feng xin #mu qing #based on that dad meme

[aakipple]

some of my favorite stills from a cherry magic animatic i made yesterday :)

#this has been brewing in my mind for Months. it was only a matter of #actually drawing it lol #i made the thumbs two nights ago and spent all day yesterday drawing all the frames. worth it #(i shouldvebeen studying for a major exam tomorrow but ermmmmm #anyways. please perceive it i didnt spent 12 hours drawing for nothing!!! #cherry magic #adachi kiyoshi #kurosawa yuichi #akima's art #animatic

[wreckham]

"Those monsters are really scary. Especially with those sticks."

#brother bear #disney #grizzly bear #bear cub #master study #< essentially lel #disgustingly underrated film #beckhamdraws #insomnia = spend all night painting

[why-the-heck-not]

12.09.23, tuesday

I feel like I was on the move the whole day today, but I don’t know where the time went??? Woke up, went to a meeting, from there to a grocery store, came back home and left to the gym after a quick snack, was home for like 2h before leaving to the campus again and went to a grocery store (again yes bc forgot things lol). I just got back home and now I should start winding down for sleep ?? Like tf where did this day go, why do I feel like I got nothing done but still was productive ?? Is this what life is like for ppl who aren’t home 24/7 ???

things done today:

4h focused time (a meeting, submitted an essay and some peer reviews, studying/coding)

gym workout

grocery store x2 bc i’m a dummy

#might be bc all the progress with coding things was me making myself more confused #like to the point that I don’t even know what I’m confused about #lowkey I’d want to keep working for a bit but the logical thing would be to get a good night of sleep so I won’t tangle myself up further #bc nothing probably is as confusing as I’ve now overthought it to be #bookblr #studyblr #booklr #aesthetic #books #study #reading #read #book #studyspo #dark academia #chaotic academia #september 2023 #2023

[justpostsyeet]

Now i can't stop thinking about some orc scholars. Like they wouldn't have been some brutish animalistic beings after living in middle earth for so many years. They have speech, they live in communities and they can have a coordinated war formation so, their might have been some development of culture in their communities. Maybe we just don't know because their history was never preserved.

#imagine its a good moonlit night #you're trying to hypothesise why your creator Melkor created you #you're studying the thesis of various orc scholars from different generation and wham #elves attack you #now you have to just run around with your sword protecting you favourite manuscripts while these elves have audacity to tell you that #you're the scum all along and were trying to destroy their home #if some rando from another species tried to attack me in my thinking time and destroy my books #i would too thrown my hands #lotr #the lord of the rings #the hobbit #hobbit #the silmarillion #silmarillion #the rings of power #rings of power #*i would too have thrown my hands