I think i feel more confident about my body. Someone took a video of me today and i didnt look as big as i thought. Made feel a bit better about myself :)
I hope were okay…
I keep having dreams about my old cat and in all of them, she is starting to look differently. Its so sad that my dreams are forgetting what she looked like. Ive also woken up crying from all those dreams, including the one i just had rn…
Bitch you are guilty
Ahh, opening up to my mom is nice but she really does know how to make me cry when I do LOL
I want to binge eat my feelings away but I know it’s not good… ugh what to do…
Gee thanks MOM, way to rub in my face that someone who’s younger than me is now engaged when I can’t even go out with someone…Wonder who’s fault that is…
just realizing that i had the chance to date my best friend and i fucked it up and wow this sucks
yesterday I overreacted about Chris commenting on this blonde girl in the centre. His friend called her ‘outrageously beautiful’, and for osme reason those words hit me so hard that I went on a full-on attack. I feel really bad about it now, and it feels as if everything has changed between us. LIke nothing is the same. Maybe it’s been coming for a while, I’m not sure, but it hurts my heart :( my insecurity within myself is ruining us, and I don’t know how to fix it.
our 3 year anniversary is in 3 days :(
cookie dough is lame. out of all the ben and jerry’s flavors you get cookie dough
Don’t get your hopes up, stupid.
okay so i stopped halfway on making my macarons and just started making them again… i don’t think they’re going to come out correctly o_o
Myungsoo i’m going to hit you if you don’t start to wake up early..
The bar was all brown floor,
With a biker in black with six-pack,
Accompanied by ‘mates’ to get low down rates,
On the beer,
Manipulating the bar-maid with fear,
Ripping bottle tops off with their teeth,
Spitting it down so it went underneath,
The nearest table,
Which was highly unstable,
Balanced on three legs.
The Kardashians are my rolemodels. They’re actually so wholesome and healthy y'all just jealous
- 🌟- For a secret wish or desire of theirs
LAZER: to not be stupid.
MU: l o v e he just wants kindness he knows money doesn’t bring happiness deep down he just tries to not know.
- 👻- For something that scares or disturbs them, but they refuse to tell anyone
LAZER: aside from being emotionally bonded to people? nothing really.
MU: he’s very open about his fears, there aren’t any he really refuses to tell.
- 💃- For a talent that they like to keep hidden from others
LAZER: he doesn’t have any he keeps especially hidden. he does lowkey like to boast so he puts any abilities he sort of has on the table immediately.
MU: singing. he gets super embarrassed about it but he’s got a decent enough voice.
👁🗨- Talk about someone/something you like, but pretend to disliked no idea how to do this so skipped.
- 🏹- For a talent they wish they had
LAZER: being a good liar.
MU: is being rich a talent? no? then networking.
- 🖤- For something they secretly wish they could do with your muse
LAZER: r e f u s e d to answer
MU: maybe pull a heist and rob an art museum or something? maybe somewhere down the line though it’s too early to commit to the plan for sure but he sees some potential.