#stupid romanticist putting himself in harm's way for it

[badcountryofficial]

Buddies having a fight again in my head like im imagining it

#:/ i love u both so much #yes even stu #i only say i hate u cos u remind me of myself so damn much #stupid romanticist putting himself in harm's way for it #his whole being used schtick is a v me thing and i hate that that was his whole Alive relationship w him #that's basically how i live my life. dreaming of that lol #'this is all so painful but surely it will end in something beautiful' #:( it sounds cute and optimistic but rlly it's just suffering for no damn rzn #like u need something you will never ever doubt. go and get it #stop waiting for it to grow that's not happening #everything's so hard and painful rn but ik we can get it i know we can but we gotta get up first and we can do that cant we yk #you can get up and put one foot in front of the other and even if every step hurts you can take em #you hate being called strong but you are #ignore me i'm finally talking to myself. this is a step in the right direction #AKSKJDHFJFJDDJAHAHAHAHAH #ive been so disconnected from all of me from all my selves fr like #theyve just been gone ive been too tired and upset