CW: Self Harm vent
I’m so close to relapsing into self harm. I just need something to take my mind off everything for a minute. I just want to take a razor blade and give myself a few cuts. I’m almost 2 years clean but I don’t know if I can take it anymore.
Update: I relapsed 😕
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Isn’t it funny?
Isn’t it funny, how you wish
For people to leave you free of hurt, yet
You carve those little bleeding lines into your own heart?
Clean, almost clinical, oozing with
Thick red water. It fills
Your chest, distending the
Cavity, warping and rearranging your insides.
You’re drowning.
You’re drowning, you’re drowning.
You’re drowning and it’s
All your fault.
But God, isn’t it just a little bit satisfying?
Being the cause of your own demise? The sick,
Insatiable need you have for self-destruction.
It’s disgusting. You crave it. It keeps you going.
The blood, running
And running.
Pooling, beading up into precious,
Perfect little Persian plum-colored pearls.
Perfect, isn’t it?
★,。・:*:・゚☆ ★,。・:*:・゚☆ ★,。・:*:・゚☆
recovery is possible. today i am 2 months and 3 days clean- it’s not an easy road but it’s possible. dms open <3
xx bunny🐇
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If you tried to kys last night, clap your hands 👏👏
If you fucking hate your life, clap your hands 👏👏
If you duct taped a plastic bag over your head
Hoping that you would end up dead
If you just want to fucking die, clap your hands 👏👏
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Yall I accidentally made a really deep cut lmfao cuz I got new blades yesterday and they are wayyyy sharper than I expected them to be and yea let's just say it's the deepest I've ever gone- almost hit beans barely trying
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