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filmbyjy · 1 year

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TWITTER SUCKS! > twenty-four! is that ENHYPEN?

synopsis > who knew you could become famous overnight for paying $8 for a single blue checkmark? however, it does come with consequences…what happens when the actual BELIFT Lab comes knocking at your door. all because you simply impersonated your bias.

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a/n: this is a small filler written chapter but it’s as important for the story bc this has y/n’s background story and stuff so yeah👍🏻

ENHYPEN were like saviours of your life you’d say. you found them at the lowest point of your life. you started college when ENHYPEN first debuted. you also so happen to have broken up with your ex-boyfriend, who was also your childhood sweetheart.

— placing this so the read more doesn’t mess up —

you caught him cheating on you after dating for a total of 4 years. you thought he would be the one. clearly that was a joke. who knew he was capable of cheating on you? to explain, your ex-boyfriend was a typical nerdy guy with glasses. you gave him a chance because you knew guys like this wouldn’t hurt you. clearly, you thought wrong.

subin was the first to know about this since you didn’t get to know Mae when you were still a freshman. she had comforted you a lot, seen you at your worst as you cried on her shoulder. complained about how you shouldn’t have given the nerd a chance. to which subin just said that ‘not all nerds are like this, rather the idiot you dated got too cocky thinking he could get with anyone he wanted.’

subin knew you needed a distraction so she decided to introduce you to ENHYPEN. she watched I-LAND so she knew them before. she thought that maybe they were the best group you could be introduced to.

“here, these are the k-pop boys I listen to. this is jay, jake, sunghoon. oh and that’s-”

“who is that?” your eyes caught with a particular doe eyes. it reminded you a lot of your ex but he was way prettier and definitely way more hotter.

“that’s heeseung. oh! unnie, he is the same age as you.”

“heeseung…”

“wanna listen to their debut album? oh right and did you know they are vampires?”

you were thankful for subin for introducing ENHYPEN. their songs helped you get over your ex. their content always made you smile and laugh and you eventually started to call yourself an ENGENE because you wanted to support them.

one day, you bumped into Mae. she was intimidating at first but when her earpiece accidentally unplugged and you heard a familiar song play, you uttered…

“is that ENHYPEN?”

the rest was history between you and mae.

to bring it back to current situation with heeseung…

you knew dating an idol wasn’t the best ideal situation. moreover, it’s an idol you admire. you thought you were insane to think you’ve fallen for him because what if you were delusional. what if heeseung just flirted with you the way he did with other fans. it was probably just fan service.

when mae said you were in love with heeseung, your whole world came crashing down. no, there was no way you were in love with him. you had to back off, you can’t fall for him. not when you were a broken record. you can’t let heeseung’s reputation get tainted by some girl who got cheated on.

his fans would’ve loved for him to date someone pure, beautiful and amazing. you weren’t any of those. you were bawling your eyes out. hands shaking to pick up your ringing phone.

your voice quivered, “mae, can you come over?”

mae came over in a heartbeat, she sent subin a text too letting her know. she comforted you as subin makes her way over. subin bursts through your dorm door, a worried look all over her face.

“hey, what’s wrong?” she says.

“(name) hasn’t told me anything yet.” mae says as she rubs your shoulder. you were in tears, weeping next to her.

“did ‘he who shall not be named’ text you?” subin asks.

you shook your head.

“(name), you need to tell us. I know it hurts to say it out loud but I promise we can help more if you tell us.” mae softly says.

“I-”

they nod and egged you further so you could finish your sentence.

“I think I love heeseung.”

both subin and mae stared at each other. they knew they had to do something. something to get you to realise maybe it isn’t so bad to date an idol. they needed help.

and maybe mae knew just the right people for it.

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slytherinshua · 6 months

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TEXTS WITH VAMPIRE BF VICTON

genre. fluff. crack. smau. warnings. blood and vampire stuff lol. my bad humour. maybe a tiny bit suggestive?? biting...? a little bit of angst in byungchan's. bats as well... just basically every vampire thing you can think of lmao. pairing. ot7 victon x reader (separate). a/n. this is all because of @haecien and our vampire bartender seungwoo delusions... now here i am doing everyone :D

SEUNGWOO

SEUNGSIK

HEOCHAN

SEJUN

HANSE

BYUNGCHAN

SUBIN

↳ victon taglist: @yeonjuns-redhair,, @skz-minchan-enthusiast,, @edensgardenn,, @cyberpunksunwoo

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odiesbun · 1 year

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TXT reaction: Their S/O being drunk

There may be errors in the text, as my native language is not English. Thank you for your likes!

WARNINGS: fluff, lots of references to alcohol, the author's dumb humor, some crack.

Requested: Yes.

Number of characters in the text: 4456

♡Soobin♡

•There will probably be someone who misses the moment when you get drunk and sober up altogether. You were at the band's anniversary party, he accidentally talked to Kai and Beomgyu, completely missing you from sight.

- Wait, you're drunk!? When did you get so drunk? - Soobin rushes over to you as you pour another glass, but you don't have time to drink it, for it ends up in Subin's hand.

- How much have you drunk? - Soobin grabs you by the shoulders, thereby holding you up.

- Three.

- Shots?

- Bottles.

•He's actually very experienced in this situation as a leader, so as soon as you might get sick from the alcohol(or too good to the point where you almost kiss him), Soobin will already be standing there with a basin, with hangover pills and whatnot. He's a very caring guy, YES, the man of your dreams.

- Look, these are pills in case you get sick, here's this basin so you can throw up in it at any time, here's a water bottle in case you get thirsty... - He enumerates while you lie blissfully on your stomach and smile.

- Why are you looking at me like that? - He frowns slightly, pursing his lips.

- Because I love you~ - You giggle, smiling.

♡Yeonjun♡

•He'll probably be the one drinking with you. And you'll both show up drunk and barely able to stand on your feet, but in love and happy.

Yeonjun looks at you lovingly, sighing and propping your hand on his cheek. You look back at him with a question, smirking.

- What? - you ask, your cheeks reddening slightly.

- I realize what I like about you. - Yeonjun answers, sending you an air kiss. You giggle.

- And what do you like about me?

- Everything. I like everything about you.

•But if YOU are the one who comes home drunk, Yeonjun will resent and sulk at you for a long time. Regardless of whether you feel good or bad, he'll still sulk, but he'll sweet-talk you.

- It's hangover soup. - Yeonjun shows up at your bedroom door with a bowl of soup, which, attention, was made by Choi Enjoon himself.

- Thank you~ - You purr sweetly, making Yeonjun's heart melt.

♡Beomgyu♡

•He pretends not to notice anything. Well, I mean, he'll act like nothing happened, you know? Even if you happen to fall on him and you smell like alcohol from a few yards away, him! That's it! It's all the same!

- Oh, honey. Have you decided to change careers and start scaring passersby? - Giggles Beomgyu, watching you walk into the apartment. You hum, showing him your tongue and walking proudly into the bathroom, but the next second Choi runs to catch you because you almost fell over.

•If your drinking is pretty quiet and you're not "rampaging," he jokingly offers to get you drunk to feel the full meaning of this life.

- Why don't the two of us get drunk out of our minds? I've heard that drunken kissing is great. - Beomgyu defiantly shows you two bottles, one of cognac and one of wine.

- Where did you hear this nonsense? - You resent it, frowning.

- From Yeonjun-hyung.

♡Taehyun♡

•Will grumbles and sulks part two, talking about how he "told you not to drink" at your friend's birthday party. Actually, he was there too and drank alcohol too, but Taehyun's body is stronger, so he didn't care, but you do.

- I'll never let you go to another party where there's alcohol. - Taehyun resents me, frowning. You lie down affectionately on his lap, smirking.

- Are you jealous? - You giggle drunkenly, poking him on the cheek.

- First of all, I'm protecting you from alcoholism, and second, yes, probably.

•Silently will follow you around, literally not letting you go anywhere. Even if you go out to the bathroom for a while or walk to the fridge to eat.

- Where are you going? - Taehyun watches your actions closely, coming up behind you. You stagger to the bathroom, grumbling about your hangover taking its toll.

- Why are you following me? - You raise your eyebrows, sighing. Taehyun's arms wrap gently around your waist, pulling you closer.

- Because I care about you.

♡Huening Kai♡

•He's the one who'll probably hide from you in the other room and won't come out until you sober up. I have a feeling that Kai hasn't seen the good side of drinking, so now he's afraid of drunk people and that's why he'll avoid you for a while, but later he'll come up to you and apologize for it.

- Kai... - You call out pitifully, pulling the knob to the living room for the hundredth time.

- No. I'm not coming out until you sober up! - From across the room, Kai blocks your door with a chair and sighs in relief as you walk off resentfully into the bedroom.

•But he's very caring. As soon as you fall asleep, he might come up to you a million times checking on you. He'll ask a lot of times if you're okay, if you're nauseous, and if you need anything.

- Well, I need something... - You smirk, watching Kai's worried face.

- Yes? I'll get you anything you need. - Kai leans closer, biting his lips nervously.

- I need you and a second bottle of wine! - You laugh, sprawled out on the bed in a star pose. Kai instantly adopts a serious face, tsking.

- You know I can only perform the first act!

#kpop #tomorrow x together #reactions #txt #beomgyu #choi beomgyu #choi yeonjun #odiesbun #hueningkai #choi soobin #soobin #txt reactions #txt reaction #txt imagines

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kaili-writer · 11 months

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HIII can i request a sucheon x reader fluff where he saw reader for the first time and fell in love , but him and his tsundere ass wont admit to it and occasionally drop hints ( and reader is very oblivious to it ) , im seeing that jisuk and subin teasing reader for not noticing anything WKKAAKAKAK then then , sucheon end up confessing when they ran into each other while taking a walk hihihihi gn reader please !!

Love? w/Sucheon Kang

⋆ gender neutral reader

Warnings

swearing

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Sucheon Kang

Sucheon Appeared infront of Jiwoo's dorm. Obviously being dragged by two knuckle heads, Jisuk and Subin. A certain someone was talking with Jiwoo at the time.

BANG!

Startled, I immediately activated my power. Water was rushing through the doorway. Oops... I never meant to wash away the people. I looked at Jiwoo and smiled awkwardly. "Sorry, I didn't expect your friends to just bust themselves in." "Yeah, this is very normal indeed," Jiwoo answered as I pulled the water back.

*3rd person POV

Subin was caughing out water and she turned to Sucheon which was tomato red. She followed his gaze and saw a pretty woman smiling to Jiwoo awkwardly.

She looked back, raised both her eyebrows and said, "you like her don't you~"

"no! no of course I don't," he replied, flustered.

"Oh and apologies for my lack of respect. My name is y/n, " the woman named y/n said.

"I am Subin, this is Sucheon, Jisuk and as you know, Jiwoo," Subin smiled.

"You know I can introduce myself right?" Sucheon scoffed.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP AND BE GREATFUL YOU BITCH" Subin yelled.

Y/n smiled, ignoring the chaos she said, "my pleasure to meet you!"

*Y/n pov

This is sure chaotic but I honestly don't mind. Honestly, it feels strangely like home. All of them are nice but one catches my eye. Sucheon? I think his name was.

Every time I look at him, I feel like I have butterflies in my stomatch. My ears feel tingly. It is almost like I can stare at him for ages...

His beautiful dark black hair looks so smooth, his pale skin was so thin. His awakened power was gravity?

I... don't really remember. I have a bad memory and things go blurry after they mentioned it about an hour ago??

Well currently, we are having Tteokbokki and JaJamian. I ordered fritters and well.... I just realised I haven't talked about myself yet. Or did I?

I don't know anymore...

2 hours later

"Bye!!! It's time for us to leave!" Subin said.

*3rd person pov

"You like her don't youuuu??" Jisuk teased.

"Shut your fucking mouth up ofcourse I don't" Sucheon snapped. His ears turning red at every thought of them

'Fuck, I can't get her out of my mind. I can't like her of course I can't. I? The great Sucheon, like a person like that??' Sucheon thought.

A/n: Hi y'all sorry for the delay, I just started a relationship and my boyfriend is a bit... clingy/possessive. The text that I put there describing how 'y/n' feels is how I felt when I had a crush on him

Thanks!!! Part 2?? you mayy request

#eleceed x reader #eleceed #webtoon #sucheon x reader #oneshots #x reader

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sucheonapologist · 2 years

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A/n I got a request from someone and posted in accident and now I have to rewrite it 😭

➤; ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs ʙʟᴏɢ.↶

How eleceed characters would react having a big fat crush on someone

Characters that are included; jiyoung Yoo, jisuk Yoo, jiwoo seo, kayden break.

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Jiyoung Yoo

♡Jisuk and Inhyuk notice the sudden change of her behavior, She would sweat whenever you're around or near her and sometimes couldn't main eye contact.

♥︎ She would send you gifts whenever you're having a bad day. She couldn't send it to you in person because she doesn't want to make a fool out of herself.

♡ Whenever you needed something she would get it for you! But this time she would do it to herself now that she's comfortable around you. She's now finding ways to spend time with you whenever there's an open opportunity!

♥︎ Jisuk congratulated his sister of course and asked if he could have a nephew but got smacked in the head by inhyuk.

♡ Inhyuk would give her advices about relationship and that she should give it a shot about confessing. She was hesitant at first but the thought of someone confessing to you before her pained her heart.

♥︎ She planned on hanging out with you while watching the cinema, after finishing watching the cinemas with her she planned to confess to you on the way out.

♡ When you accepted her confession her heart started pounding. I mean who would reject this goddess? This made her absolutely more happy and when she shared the news to inhyuk and jisuk they both celebrated with the chairwoman. Mostly jisuk since his beloved sister is no longer single!

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Jisuk Yoo

♡ he absolutely got bullied by subin! She would make fun of him for making a dumb move towards his crush.

♥︎ Subin would jokingly flirt with you to piss jisuk off and so that he would make a move and take you away.

♡ he always tries to avoid you but failed miserably. 'WHY ARE YOU EVERYWHERE?! ' That's the only thing that comes in his mind when you appeared out of no where.

♥︎ He would hiss at anyone who would talk to you behind your back like a territorial cat. The person of course feel the intense glare that they are receiving from Jisuk and left.

♡ He's a total mess around you! He would say the most weirdest things to you like " did you know that During World War 2, Japan bombed China with fleas infected with the bubonic plague?" And you and others would be disturbed by that fact.

♥︎ When his sister notice his strange behavior around you, she realized he had crush on you and so, she interrogated you, asking on what you like or what do you think about Jisuk.

♡ When Jisuk found out about the whole interrogation thing his soul left his body.

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Jiwoo seo

♡ HE'S TOO STRAIGHT FORWARD AND OBVIOUS.

♥︎they can easily tell that jiwoo has a crush on you! He would say a lot of compliments to you like how that dress/suit looks good on you

♡iseul official sees you as another rival.

♥︎ He would constantly greet you even if you guys just talked with each other seconds ago.

♡ Whenever you two hang out you guys would get stalked by his friends in the academy along with iseul biting her nails.

♥︎ he would say something cheesy in text while kayden just eavesdrop, cringing at the sight of he poor boy who has no romantic experience.

♡ Kayden would tell stories about his past affairs and jiwoo would just hype him up.

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Kayden break

♡ oh boy... He would constantly flex on how strong he is, expecting you to be awestruck at his awesomeness but you got distracted by something else. His ego then deflated.

♥︎ Kartein would tease him for it saying he's pathetic when it comes to love. And thus where the cat fight begins.

♡ You don't know that the great kayden is actually stuck in a cat's body. He uses this as an advantage to snuggle with you while kartein just shakes his head at his shameful manner.

♥︎ He would flirt non stop even in his cat form! He likes rubbing his head in your leg so that you would pick him up and lay him in your lap. His smug is like every average creep in kartein's eyes.

♡ He would glare at cats who tried to get near you since this little chunky kitty only wants you to himself.

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Sorry if this is really short I just rushed things since I accidentally posted the original anddeleted it:(

#jiyoung yoo #jisuk yoo #jiwoo seo #kayden #eleceed #eleceed x reader #reader insert #webtoon #Spotify

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hanmi-xo · 8 months

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CHAPTER 13: “Behind the Gate”

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I was hesitant to message him. I wondered if Hansol told Chan that he gave me his number. Would it have been bad for me to randomly text him like this?

Should I message or not message him?

I stared at his profile picture that he had for his KakaoTalk. His smile always looked good on him.

I bit my lip with hesitation. I have to thank him somehow. Would this be bad? Should I message Hansol first if he told Chan that I have his number?

I closed my eyes.

"Hansol shouldn't be a messager," I mutter to myself. "He's done enough already for Chan and I."

The thought of that boy came to mind.

I wonder if he's okay? He hasn't been himself lately, but then again, I wouldn't really know how he really is like.

I don't particularly hang out with him similar to how I don't really know much about Chan.

I sighed.

Those two boys... what are they like really? I've seen Chan almost all my life, but I hardly know him. I just know how he acts and who his friends and family are.

I should talk to him. I should message him.

I took a deep breath and began typing. I hope that he doesn't think I'm weird. Now that I think about it...

What am I even supposed to say to him?

Should I greet him? Do I ask if he ate? Do I just say thank you for the medicine?

It's been awhile since I actually messaged anyone other than my parents and my siblings.

I mean, there's Minghao, but I hardly message him. If anything, it's only about work. Minghao is kind enough to help me, and doesn't complain about me, but I don't know how to talk to him either.

He mostly carries the conversation at work. We both got hired around the same time, and he helped me a lot since Minyook refused to teach me... even though he's senior...

So, how do I message someone that I never messaged before?

I began to type, but I kept deleting each word. Everything sounded weird to me. I either came off too formal or too informal.

I wanted to yell at myself to get it together, but even with that, I don't think I'll know what to say to Chan.

I groaned to myself. "It can't be THIS hard to text someone! It's just Chan!"

If I don't do this now, I'll regret it later.

I began to quickly type without thinking too hard on what I should say. I pressed send, and immediately I felt myself begin to regret my message.

"WHY DID I SEND IT LIKE THAT!?" I yelled in horror before covering my face with my hands.

Subin (me): Hi Chan. This is Subin. Thank you for the medicine. ^^

I should have got rid of those smiling eyes! Did I come off too casual?

I heard a notification come through my phone. I looked at it with nervousness of what he may say.

Chan: No problem :)

I felt a smile begin to plaster on me. I gazed at his message as if it were a flower given to me.

Chan: Get some rest Subin~

I stared at his messages for a moment. I wanted to admire them before I respond. As weird as it may sound, I could hear his voice through his messages.

Subin (me): I will. Do well in class!

He immediately responded back to me.

Chan: 👍🏼

I leaned back onto my bed and covered myself with my blanket. I felt so embarrassed. My cheeks were burning and I felt butterflies flow in my stomach. I felt myself begin to kick my feet up and down.

I didn't know how to contain myself.

Is it alright for me to be this happy?

I heard a notification come from my phone once again.

Chan: I'll come by and get you some soup from your restaurant.

I let out a small scream. Why did he have to be so cute?

"UGH!" I yelled in my pillow. I tried to calm myself down. "Don't be weird, Subin. Calm down."

I felt my heart begin to beat fast while I covered half my face with my pillow.

Lee Chan.

How are you able to do this to me? My heart can't take it.

I heard a doorbell coming from the gate door. It felt a little too soon for my siblings to come home. They usually come home around 5pm because of their extra curricular activities. I looked at the time on my phone.

3:37 pm

I got up to see who could be doorbelling. Upon putting on my outside slippers, I made my way out to see who it could be.

Was it Chan?

I felt a little too excited. I inwardly slapped myself to calm down. But I couldn't stop smiling. I opened the gate door and was ready to greet the boy.

I felt my smile disappear.

"Does Mister and Miss Kim live here?"

There stood two grown men who looked a little too out of the ordinary. One had a cigar in his mouth with a tattoo on his neck and the other man was tall and bulky. He had scars on his face. The man with scars had a deep voice, it was intimidating.

They both were dressed in black suits as if they were business men, but they didn't look professional to me. If anything, they looked like thugs.

I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out. Who were these men. Why are they asking about my parents?

The man with the cigar gave me an annoyed look.

"Listen chick. Does Kim Seokmin and Kim Yujin live here?" His voice was rough and raspy unlike the other man who had a deep voice.

I felt myself begin to shake. Do I lie? Do I tell the truth?

He scoffed at me. The scarred man elbowed him.

"The girl's scared," his voice boomed. He looked over at me with a raised brow. "What's your name."

I wanted to speak. A part of me wanted to say another girl's name, but what if they found out that I lied? What would happen to me?

These men... they don't seem like the type to play around. If I mess up- they'll probably kill me.

"M-my name is Subin," I say with a shaky voice.

I watched the two men look at me before glancing at each other.

"Subin, huh?" The man with a cigar said.

He gave a smile that sent chills down my spine. I didn't like it. It was like a monster that came from the shadows.

"You're that kid those two fuckers adopted?" His voice was raspy before snickering.

The scarred man remained calm while his buddy seemed to have some kind of interest towards me.

"I see," the scarred man said. He gave me an unreadable expression.

Was that judgment? Pity?

He sighed. "Your folks took some money from us. They said they would be able to pay it back yesterday, but it appears they lied. They're not answering our calls, and they seem to be out of the country."

He seemed mad but also not surprised.

"If your folks don't come back by tomorrow, we're ransacking this house you call home," he tells me before staring at the house.

I too turned around to look at the shabby house that isn't much, but is all my siblings and I have.

I felt my heart drop.

I turned back around to look back at the two men. Their eyes were piercing me.

"They're hiding some drugs here," the cigar man said with a puff. "Our boss don't like thieves. Even if they have kids! We might not get the money back from them, but we sure as hell will have all the shit in that home of yours! They signed a contract!"

He laughed. It was ugly and hurt my ears like nails on a chalkboard.

I winced from his laughter. What was he telling the truth?

Did my parents really just sell us out for their own well being?

"Drugs and money- you would think those fuckers wouldn't cross the line with our boss, but they sure as hell did!" The man hollered with another puff of his cigar. "You poor daughter of a whore can't even rely on those fools!"

Whore? What the heck was that supposed to mean?

"The Kim's are smart enough to take you in. Right, Jung?" It was like the man didn't know how to shut up.

The scarred man, whose name is apparently Jung, narrowed his brows at his buddy.

"Would you shut up, Hyuk?" before looking back at me. "You best find a way to contact your parents. Otherwise, you're losing your home."

The two men gave me an intimidating look before turning around. The cigar man, named Hyuk, turned to look at me one last time with a smile that could leave nightmares.

"You best figure it out, girlie!" Hyuk yelled before snickering. "Time's ticking!"

I stood there with the scent of his cigars still lingering in the air. I felt like vomiting. I wanted to scream, but I also wanted to cry.

Will my parents even answer my calls? Or would they just ignore me?

What am I supposed to tell my siblings? How will they react?

I felt my legs grow weak. I held my nose from the scent of the cigar. It was messing with my head. I felt a migraine begin to form.

Why out of all things did my parents have to do this? Why now?

Why when Chan finally reaches out to me?

Why?

Why now?

"Subin?"

I can hear him through my phone.

I didn't know what to do. I ended up calling him. My parents weren't answer me even though I spammed them with messages and calls. I felt hopeless.

A part of me didn't want to call him, but another part of me felt like I had to talk to someone. What was I supposed to do? What can I even do?

"Are you okay?" I can hear him through the phone. He sounded worried. I can hear voices in the background.

I opened my voice to speak.

"I'm sorry, but... I need your help, Hansol."

I called him. I called Hansol.

I called him, because I know that I don't have the strength to tell Chan. I wouldn't even be able to speak if it were him.

I said before that Hansol, shouldn't be a messenger, and I'm sticking true to it. What I needed was advice. I wasn't sure if he was going to pick up since he might have class, but he did.

And I was grateful for that.

I was fearful about what I can do. I was fearful about what I should tell Chan.

How did someone I care about so much also scare me? I didn't want to lose him even if we just reached out to each other.

I was scared.

Scared for what might happen to my siblings. What might happen to our home. If I am even capable, or if it's even possible for me to fix this whole mess my parents created.

At least if I call Hansol, he could give me some advice.

I needed some help. I needed some sort of hope.

I needed a friend.

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"𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙨". ✨

Eleceed fanart inspired by Snow Patrol's soundtrack, Chasing Cars.

I posted this on my blog the other day but in text and i wanted to execute the scenario in my head so i drew this. 😂

Wooin doesn't really talk that much so just let him sing. Also, he's still having side effects from the anesthesia, 😹 (I made that up. Lol )

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demi-shoggoth · 2 years

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2022 Reading Log, pt. 22

Two of the five books I read in this block are my nominees for best books I’ve read this year.

106. Hummingbirds: A Life-size Guide to Every Species by Michael Fogden, Marianne Taylor and Sheri L Williamson. I love this gimmick. Printing a book of wildlife photography where the animals are life sized is not something that can be done for a lot of taxa, although there are some others out there (like The Book of Frogs). Hummingbirds are a small enough group that such a book can be comprehensive, but not so small that the book isn’t publishable as a book. The photography is, as you would imagine, excellent, and there’s info about their life histories and possible classification changes for the birds as appropriate. Not all species are depicted life size, but about 90% are—the back of the book has shorter entries on birds that they couldn’t get photographs of (in some cases, because they’re extinct or only known from museum specimens).

107. 100 Animals that can F*cking End You by Mamadou Ndiaye. I’ve read books based on blogs, and books based on podcasts. But this is the first book based on TikTok that I’ve read. I’ve seen a few of Ndiaye’s wildlife videos, and they were fun enough that I wanted to check this out. This is also fun, but fairly slight, as is appropriate for a book based on a short video format. One of the things I found especially charming is that the TikTok algorithm’s ban on the words “die” or “kill” is maintained throughout, so there’s lots of baroque euphemisms and metaphors for how lethal these animals are. Animals are rated on a 1-10 Merk scale, with 10 being the most deadly (except not, because humans get a 99, appropriately). Wanna know what animals rate a solid 10? African elephant, Bengal tiger, chimpanzee, crocodile (covered in total, but most of the text is on Nile crocodiles), hippopotamus, mosquito, orca, polar bear. A pretty respectable list.

108. Accidental Gods: On Men Unwittingly Turned Divine by Anna Della Subin. A nomination for Book of the Year; I loved this. It’s a challenging read, but a very good one, and it made me think. The book is about humans who were seen as divine by other humans in the last 500 years, and how our thoughts on that shaped the philosophy of religion. The theses are twofold: 1) that Western civilization, being built on Greco-Roman philosophy and Christianity, shouldn’t be surprised that humans are seen to have assumed divinity, and 2) these instances were predominately those of the victims of capitalism, white supremacy and colonialism trying to cope with these injustices. We start with Haile Selassie and the Rastafarian movement and several other 20th century instances, move on to how India and its enormity of gods, and how porous the lines seemed to be between gods and men, baffled and angered the British Raj, and then how European colonizers claimed that they were seen as gods by native Americans, and invented the concept of whiteness in the process of enforcing these hierarchies. I learned a lot and highly recommend it.

109. Dinosaurs: New Visions of a Lost Word by Michael J. Benton, illustrated by Bob Nicholls. The book is written for a YA level audience—late middle school or early high school, and covers fifteen Mesozoic animals (not all of them are dinosaurs; that shouldn’t surprise anyone since it’s a pterosaur on the cover) and what their life appearances were, and how we know. Benton was on one of the teams that first discovered the preservation of melanosomes in dinosaur fossils, so there’s a lot of discussion of feather color and the technique. The highlight of the book is in its pictures—both detailed photographic reproductions of the fossils in question, and Nicholls’ life reconstructions of the animals. There is some weirdness in the text, but I think I’m just the most likely to pick up on it; at one point, Benton implies that descriptions of new species and other taxonomic work is less important than life reconstructions, which: rude.

110. Dead Blondes and Bad Mothers: Monstrosity, Patriarchy and the Fear of Female Power by Sady Doyle. Another nominee for book of the year, this is a breezier read than Accidental Gods but still contains sensitive issues. Namely, patriarchy, misogyny and rape culture. The book is split into three overarching themes, each of which is related to how it scares men and has been reflected and distorted in horror: daughters, wives and mothers. Some of the stuff in here brought things I have often thought about, or at least occasionally wondered about, into sharp relief; one of the author’s theses is that slasher movies and true crime are popular with young women as ritual catharsis. In a world where women’s bodies and lives are vulnerable to male predation, media that recognizes that danger is important and valued. I also have an uncommon recommendation to go along with this book: read the Resources. There’s commentary on the movies, TV shows and books discussed, which adds some good context and is occasionally very funny.

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