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ivorryskies · 4 months

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Can u do a dazai x reader inspired by this song of taylor? :( https://youtu.be/qrxsceexTBw?si=ZgadQSwDfTLqqpGm

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷prompt: I like shiny things but I'll marry you with paper rings <3

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷Pairings: Dazai x Fem!reader

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷Warnings: language, alcohol mentioned, cigarettes mentioned, getting drunk, fireworks?

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷Felix's Note: sorry it took so long, I'm quite busy! Ofcourse I love the idea I myself was thinking of making a fic like this ❤️🎀I made separate prompts for every paragraph. Also it's like 2 idiots in love and I love that trope 😫❤️ divider by: @cafekitsune <3

➼Flamingo pink, Sunrise boulevard, Clink, clink, being this young is art, Aquamarine, moonlit swimming pool, What if all I need is you?

You were sitting right beside the pool in a flamingo pink dress sipping on wine, as your perfect weekend, you intended to spend the weekend not wanting to think about a certain bandaged person on your mind. Only for your mind to betray you and the only think you could think about was him the whole time.

➼Got love-struck, went straight to my head, Got lovesick all over my bed, Love to think you'll never forget, Handprints in wet cement, Adorned with smoke on my clothes, Lovelorn and nobody knows, Love thorns all over this rose, I'll pay the price, you won't.

You sat with a cigarette in your hand taking a puff after a long day at the agency, it agitated you. Dazai always flirted with women this day was no different without another thought to get information from this girl he got his way with her in the end your the one who has to get hurt it dosent affect him.

➼But if I'm all dressed up, They might as well be lookin' at us, And if they call me a slut, You know it might be worth it for once, And if I'm gonna be drunk,Might as well be drunk in love.

You and the agency went for a treat after a long day at the club. You got Abit tipsy and ended up saying a few stuff that wasn't supposed to be said out loud about Dazai. But oh now that you've said it might as well start dropping hints instead of suffering more.

➼Send the code, he's waitin' there, The sticks and stones they throw froze mid-air, Everyone wants him, that was my crime, The wrong place at the right time, And I break down, then he's pullin' me in, In a world of boys, he's a gentleman.

After that misslip of yours you started getting closer to him. Always remained respectful towards you, never said anything uncomfortable to you. Everyone swooned over him at the streets. It made you question can you really be with him?

➼Half asleep, takin' your time, In the tangerine, neon light, this is luxury, You're not sayin' you're in love with me, But you're going to, Half awake, takin' your chances, It's a big mistake, I said, it might blow up in your pretty face, I'm not saying: Do it anyway

You stood beneath the moonlight as the dark sky lit up with bouquets of lights. You turned around to see Dazai next to you and you swore you saw him staring at you before looking away at the fireworks making your heart race. You chose not to speak about it to not ruin the bond between you two but it stuck with you for a long time. The night ended with him whispering a "you look beautiful" and walking away which made you freeze.

➼And if they call me a (slut), You know it might be worth it for once, And if I'm gonna be (drunk), Might as well be drunk in love

No matter what you tried you can't deny you're in love with him you don't even want to get into a relationship if it isn't with him scared that they'll call you a slut. But if it's for him, maybe you'll let them call you that. <3

#bsd imagine #bsd #bsd scenarios #bungo stray dogs #dazai x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #dazai osamu #bsd dazai #dazai imagine #dazai headcanons #bungou stray dogs dazai #d

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bimir · 7 months

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as the last episode of season 5 of bsd came I want to say my thoughts on it

bungou stray dogs was one of my favourite animes years ago and then when I found the manga I absolutely fell in love with it. it was so perfect: the characters, the art, the plot the found family trope, the light novels, the beast au, dazai's character, akutagawa's one as well, sokouku and shinsoukoku.

but this last episode really was... something

I felt like I wasn't watching that emotional deep anime anymore( tbh I felt like that throughout the last 2 seasons bc of studio bones and their struggles to animate it without earsing essential parts for the plot/charcters development). I for real felt like I was watching a kids show( yay power of friendship)

here are the main things I didn't like:

-how didn't fyodor notice that chuuya wasn't actually a vampire?? and that both him and dazai were trying to be nominated for the Oscars? like fr, chuuya literally had red contacts and fake fangs glued on. that doesn't sound like something that could fool fyodor at all, like... why made him a "genius" character if he can be fooled easy like that

-with all this "we were acting" thing, asagiri erased all the heartful moments between dazai and chuuya(ex: dazai saying his goodbyes, him being in pain bc of chuuya's gun)

--fyodor's death?!? it was so... underwhelming( but I loved how poor Nikolai reacted, that was like the only thing I liked from this ending)

-how we find out that fukuchi actually wasn't planning something so evil and how he already planned that the one order will listen to fukuzawa's voice AND that continuing into an even greater chaos... at this point it feels like the story will never end

-the plot armour. this was already a problem, as many other things I said here, but now is even worse. we already were making theories that x is not dead and y will be healed by yosano, but now is getting boring. for 5 seasons we had so many fights and all of our lovely charcters somehow survived all of them, at this point I'm not even worring even if the end of the world comes( ironic, isn't it) bc I know that almost everyone will survive. it's not that I'm mad that they didn't die/suffer( my pookie akutagawa is alive after all), but still...

there are many other things that needs to be said, but I'll resume to these for now

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gildeddlily · 1 year

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finally re-reading stormbringer, first post of a long list (30 photos limit go die) we stan the flags

I read stormbringer this summer, and it was something (it destroyed me and made Chuuya became my favourite character of all bsd- more than anyone else (like sigma, he's my fav in the decay of angels arc), chuuya solos everyone and you know it shut up)

so, like I did with fifteen I feel the urge to share everything cause yeah we all need to suffer more

1. We Stan The Flags

This always makes me laugh, cause Chuuya's like "yeah, it's probably the shadiest and most dangerous role I could have as a non-executive, what's so important ab it? It's cool guys I'm not better than you all" (imposter syndrome sir)

I love Pianoman. I just- I love the Flags, and I will always fantasize ab a world where they're still alive. and them bullying chuuya is my favourite trope alr.

and i just know that in a no powers au chuuya would have been the kind of teenager to befriends people older than him like ten years age gap, cause people his age just weren't for him (in an healthy way guys)

try to not think ab chuuya's inability to accept gifts and love, and just some of the most powerful men in the mafia being excited ab a silly guy (silly chuuya who's stronger than half of them(gotta write chuuya and iceman first meeting))

the... the fruitiness of this sentence is menacing so I'm gonna- just yk

the au where Chuuya takes Lippman place ad the mafia's contact with the light is so beautiful and sad. and that fic where he takes chuuya on set I'm crying stop it

canon chuuya is so mean. Like not mean, just harsh. a lot of people only sees him as someone who gets mad at Dazai and is a peace of cake with everyone else- like no? he send to hell every person he talks to and goes on with "wanna know the power of gravity" every two seconds. he's just chuuya, gotta accept him as our little mass murder with anger issues that needs to be controlled cause the Mafia boss is afraid he's gonna die if he doesn't <333

and this is so beautiful in a way. he always talks ab killing dazai and dazai doesn't help with that, only giving him more reasons to do so, and same with the flag. anger issues maybe, but is he really angry with dazai and the others? we see him really mad, and it is not a pretty thing to watch- and they all know what mad chuuya really looks like and just know when he's yes angry but not really. everyone is ready to fight, and are relieved when things dont escalate (they love chuuya so much stop please)

they comfort him in a way that is heartwarming. they don't offer him useless words or things like "don't worry you have a past and you're human", they don't beat around the bush. Pianoman's like "hey, we know you don't know if you're human, and I'm gonna be super harsh ab it cause we're in the mafia and all of that but listen kid, here we are ab to solve your existential crisis"

even Iceman, the cold blooded hitman who almost killed chuuya a couple of times and was ab to try it five minutes before this, is fucking smiling. they're so happy to help him it hurts (just know iceman called him kid at least some times. he's the real big brother and I just know it)

yes, this is the first time chuuya has real friends- not kids he has to look after and protect without receiving gratitude but just a "it's the least you can do" attitude, not whatever-the-fuck-is-going-on with dazai, just friends. they spend time sìtogether, they give eachother gifts. they're kind with eachother in the ways the know how

an chuuya doesn't know what to do, cause he has never had this type of relationship with anyone, the "give-receive" mechanism that every relationship should have. he doesn't know what to do, and I need to hug him

and then the gag we needed and something I need to draw (Pianoman definitely is the tired mom. Iceman is the dad cause yeah who other. Chuuya and Albatross the sons, Doc the gay emo cousin (what do you mean you wish to be carried by Adam sir) and Lippman the sassy aunt. just see it)

he kind of is sir (he's fucking sixteen just kill me)

something I love ab him is the fact that he's emotionally constipated but like one of the less serious one. he knows that he can be easy to read since he's very open ab his emotions (even if they understand he could just kill everyone, so), but can be serious in a way a teenager shouldn't be able to. he chooses to be so open with dazai, the flags and the people he cares about. the trust king fr

they all know he's gonna come back (and that he's crying) cause he probably wanted them to, or he would have reacted worse to getting understood so easily

and this is the trope asagiri give us so many times and the best one in the history of tropes. bad scary guys having fun with some other bad scary guys and enjoying their time together like normal people.

...kafka, my love, stop it. you were doing do good

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #stormbringer #chuuya nakahara #the flags #bsd verlaine #bsd chuuya nakahara #bsd stormbringer #reading things and making too many screenshots #bsd spoilers

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accenderesposts · 1 year

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Why I don't read Twins AUs

I know this is a popular AU and I'm probably part of the minority that don't really read it, but I don't read it because of this one reason.

Favoritism.

This is often the case in fics where OG!Cale (regardless of whether or not he regressed) continued acting like trash, if he hasn't regressed, this makes him an actual teenager compared to the mentally-adult KRS (especially in react fics), who is often in the younger twin role. It's inevitable for people to start comparing the two and declare KRS as the better and more mature twin even if he's lazy. I've always hated this trope and tend to avoid it. I also feel like they baby KRS too much in those AUs.

If any of you read my stories and posts, then you'd know that I love OG!Cale. However, it is mostly specifically because we don't actually know much about him. We know that he loved his family and his role in the 20 year war with the WS. However, much of his background and actual personality is still left vague. Because OG!Cale only appeared for only one scene, he is one of the more mysterious characters in the series and I'm almost certain he knows more than he's letting on. This allows me to bend his character however I wish.

I'm okay with KRS. He is a great character with a well-written story. However, I simply didn't really click with him. This is because I've always had a preference for characters such as Dazai Osamu of "Bungou Stray Dogs". I just love actual villains that simply turned morally grey rather than outright good.

There is also Artezia "Tia" Rosan of "The Villainess Lives Twice". I love her because she was an actual villainess who truly made a lot of people (both enemies and the innocent) suffer before trying to atone for her actions.

This is simply just my personal preference and opinion so there's no need to take it seriously.

#lcf #tcf #cale henituse #og!cale henituse #original cale henituse #trash of the count's family #lout of the count’s family #kim rok soo

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rhiwdiliel-bsd-edition · 7 months

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Camellias

An AU, where Soukoku has lived countless lives, in every one of them meeting the other.

Or, a work where I combine canon symbolism of camelias, reincarnation of soulmates trope, and a general adoration for Soukoku's suffering

19th of October, 1906

There came certain times when it seemed a strange aesthetic of gloom fell over humanity’s towns, painting them in the quiet depression, robbing them from the gentle hands of a coloured world. The flickering gaslights yellowed the grey of cracked, worn cobblestones, ones that beheld a history and memory further than that of any mortal. Their every chink, fissure and gap lamented the tragedy of the ichor that had seeped into their rifts, never to fade away till the world was changed. They lamented, and yet also they sung songs of past romance, where the tears of scarlet camelia petals had lodged themselves within the grit, ever to be stepped on by every passerby, as though it had not once burned with flames blessed with a divine intensity.

A dark, leather shoe’s heel stepped across these fragments of archaic history, ignorant of the earth it walked upon. It came to a halt beneath one of those aforementioned gaslights, peering up into its moth clouded glow. The thin wings in their flocks seemed to miraculously block out the brightness, dancing their last, graceful brush against their inevitable death. Why were they ever attracted to the fatal flames, when they only brought them an immeasurable agony? Why did they remain basking in that torment till the curse of life left them to drop uselessly to the ground?

Perhaps they suffered a philosophy not unlike that which Dazai bore, that it was more desirable to experience a worldly pleasure and have it end in despair rather than to let oneself hollow into naught more but a shell of one’s past self. It was for this worldly pleasure that he had walked on history’s veins, and it came bearing fire upon its head, adorned in a casing that made it reminiscent of the gaslight.

As Dazai approached the flame, the darkness of his shadow fell upon it, as though he really was but a moth in the face of such an attraction. He leant forward, and caught a flicker of heat upon his cigarette from the other’s, braving a proximity none dared to tread, for often did they end up amidst the moths’ broken corpses. Yet no harm fell upon him despite his daring, and he moved back, a smile caressing the cigarette between his chapped lips.

“Don’t you own a lighter, dear Detective?” The words were naught more than a low whisper, echoing in the cold stillness of the haunted street, seemingly emptied by the presence of Chuuya alone. Only the aged bloodstains, torn, dry petals, dying moths and Dazai remained. “Oh, but isn’t it so much more fun to do this? Just because I can?” His reply was equally as quiet, almost enchantingly hinted with a childish happiness. Chuuya’s gaze seemed to be foreign to this environment, bearing a blue found within the splashing waves of the sea. It was thoughtful, and his features of an equal nature were disfigured with wisps of smoke. “No, because one of these days, Detective, you’re going to miscalculate, and you’re going to pay the rather costly price in full.”

“No, I won’t. My suffering pains you, Boss.” The last word on Dazai’s tongue was a stretched, mocking drawl of a title he did not bear obligation to use, but often wished to employ it for his own amusement. How painfully entertaining, to speak such a word to one’s mortal enemy, to watch how their eyes darkened, and that scoff without laughter left their lips. “Maybe in another life, Detective.”

“Don’t be so certain, Chuuya. It’s possible that we have lived many lives, and all of them have ended with our union.”

19th of October, 1625

That cobblestone street of history seemed ever to have snaked its way across that street, which slept as though neath a blissful spell. From such a spell only two had escaped, dashing about with only the illumination of lightening crackling across the sky. It seemed that with every deafening clap of thunder, there followed that terrible, bright flash, revealing only a solitude from which there was no saviour save one another. The air hung in a cold stillness, and it seemed as though the sky itself held its breath for the two below, peeking through the near invisible sifts within the dark masses holding it hostage.

The pattering of running boots echoed through the silence, followed by two sets of gasping breaths. Still, they remained alone, without the danger of company, even as they trod across the memories of camellia petals, tainting the ground with drops of their maroon blood, shining almost black at the mercy of the heavens. It seeped within the cobblestone cracks, deep to the remnants of a past they had once known.

“Chuuya, I-I can’t, we have to be safe now, I can’t--” The words were gasps more so than they were syllables, and were followed by the dull thud of knees striking the ground, unable to support themselves and the weight upon them any longer. More of that precious lifeblood stained about them, as though marking fate’s random footsteps. There came a heavy pause, one of great hesitance, worry seeming to pierce the fog about them, before another such dull thud followed, this one considerably quieter and more controlled, and a bleeding hand reached out to caress a cold cheek.

“It’s alright, Dazai, we’ll… We’ll rest now. Everything’s going to be alright. We can rest here, they won’t find us.” False reassurances spoken from a throat that had only just reached maturity, formed by lips that had never before known even a dryness, let alone an injury. Though the youthfulness of Chuuya’s features was darker now, it seemed that as Dazai shifted forward to collapse into a breaking embrace, they returned to the age they ought to have been at, revealing the true nature of the lovers upon stone, of two youths who had experienced the fear of a soldier in war, and likewise such injury, who now sat upon the town’s essence, silently begging it for a relief they would not soon know.

“I’m... I’m so tired, Chuuya... I just... I wish, I wish things were like they were supposed to be.” Dazai’s exhausted voice was muffled against the stained fabric of Chuuya’s dress shirt, one that spoke of a peaceful, domestic night that had dwelt upon them in its kindness before any sort of horrors came to pass, before any blade or cruelty of human hand had forced itself upon them, before any such hurt had taken their blood and poured it upon the cobblestones, as though it were decorating the grey with the colour of life.

The sky released its bated breath with the relief of tears now, knowing they had lodged themselves in a temporary pocket of safety, away from life and its countless threats. It seemed each word of Chuuya’s response was punctuated by a splatter of a raindrop upon the ground, which pushed the blood to mix with the grit, till it was the ichor that was fated to remain for centuries onwards.

“I know, Dazai. Maybe in another life, we’re happier, and we have nothing to worry about. Maybe in another life, the only blood we’ll ever bleed is from paper cuts and scratches from thorns. Maybe in another life, the only tears we’ll cry are those of overwhelming happiness.”

19th of October, 25 AD

There had once been a time when the cobblestone was untainted and knew only the kindness of footsteps, be they laden with joy or otherwise. It memorised every imprint upon shoe soles, every line upon a foot, every arch that refused to touch the ground and every one that did. It basked in the warmth of the sun, and watched the travelling galaxies of stars when night fell. The path was young, and yet unrefined by time with its harsh grip. Its stone was tickled now, by the gentle brush of camellia petals that would soon come to disintegrate into a scarlet powder that would litter the ground for centuries to come, reflective of the stars dusting the darkness above.

The petals fell gently from small hands, belonging to children who had not even seen the world for a decade. Their bare feet fell lightly upon the warm stone, curving around the cobblestones. Their skin gleamed in the pale October light, still sun-kissed from the summer months. They picked at camellia flowers, unaware of the poetry falling between their fingers. They did not know that they scattered whispers of noble death, that they beckoned blood to taint those forgotten petals. They did not know that they sowed a deep and intense passion of love, one that would not come to pass till the barriers of society collapsed into insignificant flecks.

“Chuuya? I want to do this forever and ever! To run and play with you, and pick camellias all day!” The words floated upon peals of laughter that rang out across the fields, coming from the smiling mouth of a child that was, in every life, in every other instance, bandaged all over in a desperate attempt to mask the various, scarred lines of both self and world inflicted suffering, yet here, remained unbandaged, pure, unscarred.

Dazai’s eyes were as though pools of darkened sunlight, recalling the flow of sweet honey and the precious jewel of amber formed by millennia that was incomprehensible to the human mind. They shone brightly with an ecstasy that only children could know, and gazed upon the brown and orange gifts of autumn in an awed wonder. He turned to the one beside him, and beamed as he saw a mirror expression on Chuuya’s young features.

“I want to do that too! Then we’d always be happy. Mama says that there’s a story about how best friends can come back to life after they die, and they come back as new people. We’re going to have fun and be happy forever and ever!” The last words were punctuated with a sudden flurry of scarlet, and the petals floated about them as gentle rain. Some fell into locks of Chuuya’s hair, interlacing with the soft, ginger waves that fell into eyes that were reminiscent of a tranquil sea’s breaths upon the sandy shore, knowing only peace, oft highlighted with childish glee, as seashells floating upon the water.

They graced the environment with their blissful joy, and enhanced the air with peals of laughter. They let the world know of their happiness, and squealed gleefully, every drop of their merriness captured in a scarlet petal. They spread it freely, not knowing its value, not knowing the rarity of that which they gave away as though it was the most common thing, as though it was not something they would be greatly deprived of in their years to come. They were innocent, their ignorance brought them an angelic purity that they would forget, never to remember it again, never to even know of it save in dreams that would bless them only upon nights when the moon was particularly fond of them.

“Yes, we’re going to have a hundred thousand lives, and all of them are going to be happy!”

#bsd fanfiction #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #soukoku #bsd dazai osamu #bsd nakahara chuuya #bsd soukoku

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spacexseven · 1 year

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I like to imagine...yandere Dazai with a darling who's just fucking done like,when he kidnapped her all he got was a frustrated and tired sigh and dead fish eyes staring at him not caring about fighting back at all .

Like when he whines she just pets his head to shut him the hell up, works I think!.

this is honestly my fav trope like its so hilarious??/

he's definitely worried at first, considering how unresponsive you were. he was expecting some sort of anger but you just looked. resigned and keep staring at him with that unreadable expression. did you hate him? or maybe you were starting to like the arrangement? he can't figure it out so he starts pulling out all the stops to get a response from you. over-the-top gifts, an unbearable amount of clinginess, kissing you everywhere, demanding you spend more time with him and so on. during one of his attempts to annoy you, you finally concede and put a hand on his head, sighing.

that's all it takes. like instantly, he goes quiet and starts analysing the situation. all he had to do was whine to get you to touch him? that's all?? prepare for a 100x more clingy and whiny dazai. he's literally all over you, demanding to sit on your lap (or vice versa, but he finds this funnier), laying down on your lap and whining until you touch him, following you pretty much everywhere and so on. of course, he does a complete 180 the minute he gets jealous or mad, and whoever is at fault will definitely suffer. then you'll get to see the not so nice side of dazai

(pm dazai is similar to this, but a lot more mean w/ like degrading comments and not so. shameless)

#ask 🐟#anon 🐟#bsd 🐟#dazai 🐟

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zukkaoru · 2 months

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HII buncha tropes for you!!

- accidental baby/child acquisition

- does swordfighting count? i think thats a trope. swordfighting <3

- timeloops

- coffee shop au

- only one bed

accidental baby acquisition: probably not very likely to write this... it would have to be a very specific ship bc most of my ships i don't think should ever be parents, or they would never want to be parents. i could do it with zukka. i could do it with satosugu. actually.. world's best dads au IS basically this trope so. in that case, definitely more likely but only in that specific scenario sfdgfhgjhk but with most other ships if i were to write it, it would have to be temporary accidental baby acquisition

swordfighting: as much as i love a good swordfight, i am. so bad at writing them. i'm bad at writing fight scenes in general tbh fdgfhgjhk technically i did write ones between maki & itadori and maki & megumi in my nbmk royalty au but it was pretty short and vague on the details.. ships that would work good for this i think would be zukka (ofc), suegiku (ofc), and royalty au itafushi.. which is probably who i would be most likely to write for. i wanna write another fic for that au so bad

time loops: i'm hesitant to write a time loop bc i feel like it would get too repetitive.. i do love time loops but i've actually never read a time loop fic sfdgfhgk if i did write one i think it would be fun to stick dazai in a time loop. just to watch him suffer <3

coffee shop au: i don't actually think i've ever written one of these, but i do think it would be fun!! i came up with an idea for a tsumikirara one awhile ago and also i have a tachigin one swirling around in my mind lowkey.. omg also i started writing a satosugu one last year but it's only got like. one scene so far sfdgfhjh

only one bed answered here

#i'm very picky which ships i want to give kids to. i don't think anyone in bsd should have kids or would want kids besides kuni #whose partners..... shouldn't have kids and don't particularly want them either #oh and fukuzawa ofc is good with kids but he's already got like eight #ty for the ask!!#louie tag #ask game

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issalesnunes · 2 years

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Thank you so much for answering my ask....If you don't mind me asking (again), who are your favorite romantic relationship's couples in books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series (can be canon or non-canon)? Sorry if you've answered this question before......Thanks....

I don't mind answering this question, actually these questions are pretty fun.

• Catra/Adora

I enjoyed the two together from the first minute of the show, but seeing my Shipp become cannon was very satisfying.

• Princess Bubblegum/Marceline

The first Shipp we never forget, these two taught me what it was like to suffer for a couple.

• Evil Queen| Regina Mills/Emma Swan

They raise a child together and that's enough for me

•Bai Feng Jiu/Dong Hua

The two of them together are so perfect, Dong Hua is the typical serious character who doesn't see the fun in anything anymore but with Bai Feng Jiu his world gets more color.

Also, I love a tragic story with a happy ending.

•Entrapta/Hordak

What can I say besides: chemistry! The two are weird nerds who find comfort in each other and that's wonderful.

•Sherlock/William

My OTP of the moment! When I discovered "Moriarty the Patriot" I fully invested my heart and mind and I was not disappointed, I never thought I would like Moriarty/Sherlock but this manga convinced me.

•Lan Wanji/Wei Wuxian

Friends/rivals who are totally in love but don't get together now because they're clueless idiots, I love Shipps like that! And these two are the greatest example of this trope.

•Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya

"I hate you but I trust you"

I love this kind of relationship, even if it's platonic or romantic.

•Asagiri Gen/Ishigami Senkuu

If these two decided to rule the world together as a power couple they are sure they could!

•Upgraded Connor| RK900/Gavin Reed

My beloved Crack Shipp, these two have never met at Canon but who cares! The fandom is so invested in the two of them, and just the idea of the two of them together strikes me as fun and full of chemistry.

#ask response #ask #my fav otp #otp asks #top 10 list #sherliam #catradora #bubbline #swan queen #soukoku #sengen #reed900 #entrapdak #wangxian #bai fengjiu #dong hua

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videogamelover99 · 2 years

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fake chuuya death literally FUNNIEST trope i think ango should be the one to hide he's alive as well bcuz that man suffering is very amusing to me, maybe it's a government thing again using abilities as weapons and they take chuuya away and declare him dead, idk how it happens but i need this in my life

Chuuya would finally get to one up Dazai in DYING imagine how pissed off Dazai would be.

#bsd #asks

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fyodorloveclub · 2 years

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This fyodor thought has been plaguing me for some days so now I've been sitting here trying to put it into words for like an hour, so enjoyyyyy <3

So we know that he wants to rid the world of ability users because they're sinners and all that jazz, but what if that's only part of his real plan? What if there's another hidden motive to it and that is getting rid of your ability??? Not in the sense that he wants to kill you (because he could easily do that if he ever wanted to, and ofc he doesn't want to). He wants to find a way to completely nullify your ability or permanently separate you from it while keeping you alive. And that's why he got so involved with dazai and shibusawa in the first place! Because their abilities are exactly what he's looking for to help you!

But why would he want to get rid of your ability? Can't he just leave it where it is? Well picture this: what if your ability was harmful to you? Imagine you have a very powerful ability which comes with some heavy consequences. Like maybe you're virtually immortal and you can only die of old age, but any kind of pain you feel is enhanced by a lot so even a simple cut feels like you got stabbed. Or maybe you can heal any wound and cure any illness on other people at the cost of your own health. Something like this that has great power but also great drawbacks and that causes you lots of pain, which is why he wants to get rid of it.

Now I'm a firm believer that he wouldn't get in a relationship just for the sake of it (cause he's got no time for that) or just to obtain something from the other person (cause he can do that in other shady ways). I think he'd probably get in a relationship with someone only if they were someone who's grown up with him and that he's gotten attached to because of that. So picture the two of you as children, his ability makes him accidentally kill other people while your own ability makes you suffer physically/mentally and this all makes him start to loathe abilities in general. You've been a precious friend to him since your childhood days and it's always pained him to see you suffer because you were born with an ability that you never wanted, so he wants to do everything he can to help you and protect you. And this all is what's behind his plan to find 'the book'!

TLDR: you two met as children and got close and grew up together in the misfortune that your abilities brought to you. He hated to see you (his only friend) suffer because of your ability so he wanted to find a way to nullify it completely and get rid of other ability users in general. Growing up you realize your feelings for each other and in the meantime he begins with his plan to find 'the book' to make you two live a happy life together without the burden of your abilities <333

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OH MY GOD THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD????? LIKE SUCH A GOOD IDEA??????????? you gotta write this queen this would be an amazing fic

like this gives such an amazing and well thought out motivation for why he is the way he is that actually allows for sympathy from the reader/watcher instead of he’s just evil and thinks its sinful lmfao

and the fact that he’d hurt everyone just to save you is just………. bitch💀💀💀💀 SUPERIOR TROPE

#voices in my head #💍 demon #{ musings; fyodor }

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annie-blackhill · 3 years

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Helloo i hope that the request area is here. I saw that the inbox is opened so is it possible to ask for headcanons with adadazai who's got a crush on thing girl in the ada, she seems to be really open minded and kind towards people but lost her lover in the war? Eventually she falls for Dasani too. Hope it wasn't too complicated, have a nice day❤️❤️❤️

Request #5

Thank you so much for requesting! And sorry for the late answer!

Since, I'm not a manga reader, and only watched the anime, I do not know in depth about the war, the requester has requested, so I'll be changing it to the Dead Apple movie conflict (she lost her lover in the conflict).

(And, yes, I've already talked with the requester about this, the requester has agreed with the changes, so, please no hate)

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Warnings:

Minor character death (Y/N's lover)

Blood

Depression

Mentions of self-harm

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Dazai Osamu

Kindhearted girl at the ADA who lost her lover in the Dead Apple conflict

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Dazai had always been captivated by her

Her eyes gorgeous

Her voice sweet and always soft

She was always kind, Dazai held great respect for her being able to put up with Ranpo-san's temper tantrum once, because Atsushi bought the wrong type of sweets for him

But she has a lover

Well, after the battle, its now had

She had a lover

Dazai remembers meeting her lover before, he was kind, sweet, funny, polite, everything that matched her

It made him feel inferior to be in the same room as him

He was way better for her than Dazai will ever manage to be

But somehow, the other had taken a liking to Dazai and became friends with him

He had been an ability user

A minor ability, not really strong but could kill if not used properly

His own ability had killed him

Dazai's little crush managed to get her ability back and she found the corpse of her lover, slain by his own ability

Dazai remembers embracing the broken woman in his arms, silent, letting her grieve, her lover's blood stained her clothes, hands and arms

Dazai noticed her falling into a pit of depression, he helped her

He pushed aside his crush and helped her heal

Made sure she didn't hurt herself

Made sure she took care of herself

And eventually, she learned to move on

She frequented her lover's grave more, with small nostalgic smiles and murmurs of retellings of how her day had went

And soon, she was visiting his grave everyday

And some days, she'd drag Dazai along too

Although, Dazai could not really call, her lover and him, close friends, they were good friends, nonetheless, they had shared laughs, smiles and even inside jokes about the other ADA members, that Dazai had told him

Dazai was happy that she was healing now

Oh, how it shocked him when she presented him with flowers and asked him to go on a date with her, right in front of her lover's grave

"He'd want me to move on, Dazai-san. And I know, that'd be happy, if I were to move on, with someone that he trusts and was good friends with,"

she had said

Dazai's poor fragile heart was at risk of combusting

His face blushed a deep red

As he stared wide eyed at the woman before him

He had not predicted this

But he should have, if Ranpo-san's sly smiles and discreet winks to him whenever he exited or entered the ADA office with her were anything to trust

And of they were, since when was Ranpo-san ever wrong?

Dazai had just decided to never consider this possibility before

So, he managed out a stuttered "yes"

And they started dating

Dazai and her would frequent her old lover's grave together, re-telling how their days went

It was nice, he decided in the end

When she discovered, that indeed, he was suffering from depression and an array of other mental illnesses, she tried her best to help him

She didn't judge him at all

And slowly but surely they both healed

And truly, love does heal a broken person, broken soul, and broken heart

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I really hope that wasn't too OOC.... I tried my best to make it acceptable. I made sure to not make it seem like she moved on too quickly, so I had to try and remember some elements and small details from Given and how Mafuyu was with Uenoyama.

I really hope did this well. Thank you again for the request. It really gave me a chance to experiment with a new concept and trope!

REQUESTS ARE STILL OPEN!!!

#dazai osamu #bsd dazai #bungou stray dogs #dazaibsd #dazai oneshot #dazai osamu x reader #dazai x y/n #dazai x you #dazai x reader #bungou stray dogs dazai #headcannons #dazai san #dazai headcanons #dazai #osamu dazai #dazai x reader fluff #dazai fluff

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mrpenguinpants · 3 years

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i like to think if kaeya and diluc were on better terms they wld have a similar dynamic as chuuya and dazai but that wld just encourage the k****c fans.

Every day I look at this trope: Person A and Person B were close but due to deep emotional reasons and what the fuck is communication, they "hate" each other now. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GET ALONG?? WHY IS IS CONSTANT SUFFERING O'CLOCK WITH YOU TWO??

But I'm really hoping that Kaeya and Diluc resolve their emotional baggage and have, you know, a healthy relationship. Or at least one that's not heavy. I don't have a sibling so maybe I don't see it or understand, which is completely valid, but I've seen my friends argue with their siblings and they get super mad at each other. But they say that deep down, they still care for each other even tho their sibling annoys the piss out of them. I see that with Kaeya and Diluc, especially in the manga, that even though they aren't as close as they used to be. They still help each other. To be honest, I don't even think Diluc cares that much that Kaeya lied to him about being from Khaenri'ah (or he's let that go) but has no idea how to reconnect after being away for so long. Plus Diluc and Kaeya have the emotional capacity of a fucking sponge lol.

We sorta saw that dynamic during Venti's quest where Kaeya and Diluc were shit-talking each other over wine. It was so awkward with the other two NPCs and I love it. Idk, I'd like to see that more. The only other sibling dynamic we see is Jean and Barbara + Aether and Lumine but they don't banter.

#genshin #genshin impact #genshin kaeya #genshin impact kaeya #kaeya #genshin diluc #genshin impact diluc #diluc #super duper big mwah #lovely anon #anon ask

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beware-thecrow · 2 years

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Omg the fanfic ask game is too good I want to ask everything. That’s a lot but can I have I, K, M, S, T, V (I think I know which one hehe) and X, Y, Z? That’s so much sorry djndjdnd

kajskajsa is a lot to unpack! let see: I: Do you have a guilty pleasure in fic (reading or writing)? I do have a guilty pleasure fic i like to read, i'm not linking it because i have a lot of minors following this blog and said fic is...pretty fucking unsafe for ALL the reasons. All. A L L.

K: What’s the angstiest idea you’ve ever come up with?

I'm writting it rn, suicide warning. Is about shigs finding his darling hanged. :D

M: Got any premises on the back burner that you’d care to share?

That dabi one i told you about, and i'm working on one where reader is waiting at the bus stop and suddenly...Shigaraki appears, in this world, in this reality, and reader recognizes him and he's super confused so...adventure! And the third part of oath and spellbound, where reader finds her king...after he won the war. Also...the rozane one we talked about! i wan't to read your take SO MUCH but at the same time i want to write it for you to read alskdlaksdl

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

Mutual pining coated in heavy angst any day. I just love to watch my favs suffering for love. Slow burn is a must, and nothing like soulmate AU to wrap everything. Oh! i really really really like soft yandere aus too!

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

I really really can't stand incest trope. Not even for the sake of horror.

V: If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

YES, YOU KNOW. Cointoss destroyed me so bad. Is so beautifully written and so believable, but it riped my heart out. I would do anything for them to end up together.

X: A character you enjoy making suffer.

Tomura, hands down. Alastor too. Bakugo because i hate him. And surprisingly...Izuku.

Y: A character you want to protect.

Akutagawa. I mean, he's my baby. ALUCARD. Tomura because i love him like...my brain doesn't process the fact that he doesn't exist??? And Izuku because he's a baby.

Z: Major character death–do you ever write/read it? Is there a character whose death you can’t tolerate?

I wish there where more fanfics where reader dies and the pining character suffers because of it???? (Sunny, you cannot really grasp HOW MUCH I LOVE ANGST). STUPIDLY ENOUGH I CANNOT TOLERATE DAZAI DYING????? (Dazai is a character of bsd that tries to suicide EVERY EPISODE)

This was fun!!!!! I'll be asking you too, but some may differ!

#geri talks #darling wro

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makiema · 4 years

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I love Dead Apple so much and not just bc it’s fan service galore but also bc it’s riddled with a shit ton of symbolism which gives like a LOT of insight into characters! and also character dynamics!! The best example is ofc Fyodor’s monologue that has so many implications in what 4-5 lines but, my personal favorite is the Soukoku moment. part of it has to do with the fact that they’re da OTP but that aside, the meaning behind it and the representation of it all is so subtle and beautiful, I fall in love every time. so anyway thought i’d share my thoughts on the scene uh putting it below the cut bc it got long lol

First off the idea of Dazai enclosed in a circle, above the ground, beyond what can be called the realm of humans, can be construed as an allusion to his detachment from everyone. And, in a way, the manifestation of his ability “no longer human”. The main theme/conflict in DA is characters vs their abilities (and by extension, abilities represent issues each character faces and eventually overcomes) but a physical representation of “no longer human” is not possible like it’s not an animal/person/anything; it’s more like a concept. so, it’s represented on a symbolical level with Dazai trapped in a circle up above, cut off from the human world under. And the fact that Chuuya is the one who breaks into the circle is a reference to how he shares his pain and faces the same issue— isolation. (Only difference is that Dazai’s detachment is self-imposed while Chuuya’s isolation comes from the alienation he’s subjected to by others) This motif is explored in Fifteen too when Dazai decides to live after learning about Chuuya’s identity. But anyway coming back to DA, the main conflict (ability vs human) is resolved by winning against the ability and also by accepting it to a certain degree (like when Kyouka says that she needs Demon Snow) Now Dazai does it too— he wins against “no longer human” and also accepts it; but all that happens with Chuuya in the frame. The moment he touches Chuuya, he uses his ability to save him which shows his acceptance of an ability that others detest and even, he might personally hate at times, but that can be used to save someone. Unfortunately this ability also represents his nullification from being human—the deeper psychological issue as far as Dazai is concerned. However, someone does break in and make it possible for him to fall back on the ground, in extension, makes him human again/reminds him of his humanity/brings him back to the human world. And that ofc has to be Chuuya, someone who does share this issue of alienation thanks to him being half Arahabaki and half human. so, basically the subtext here is that just like Chuuya needs Dazai to save him from himself (something that is literally represented) Dazai needs Chuuya too (something that is represented thru a series of metaphors, symbols and motifs) Chuuya is the figure that makes Dazai think living is worth it simply bc he has it far worse than Dazai, he has a literal God trapped in him and his first 8 years is a void, so if someone that alien/“non human” can still push on then why can’t he (this is the message in Fifteen) and the message in DA is that Chuuya experiences the same isolation that Dazai does. The freeze frame of both of them, enclosed in a dividing bubble, cut off from everything, is strongly suggestive of this. so, Chuuya can and should be the one who helps Dazai win against his ability or rather, fight against his issue; he is the person who can help Dazai reconsider human ties and consequently, make him feel like he’s as much a part of this world as anyone else. because when isolation is shared, it doesn’t really feel like isolation anymore. the sharing becomes significant and like a doorway— it is the first of many potential bonds that are in fact possible for Dazai, giving him a chance at belonging. just like he belongs beside Chuuya, just like his ability can be used in tandem with Chuuya’s, he can, in fact, belong with others too and co-exist with them along with his ability. The things separating him from others are his own fear of loss, his uncanny intelligence and his weird ass ability but, with Chuuya in his life, the gulf closes bc Chuuya is far too strong to die on him and actually needs Dazai’s ability to survive; Chuuya is quite possibly the only person grateful for Dazai’s ability because it’s literally a life saver in his case and also, Dazai’s intelligence doesn’t put him on a solitary pedestal (like Fyodor) bc Chuuya has enough physical strength to counter it and hence, stand his ground against it. He has been doing that since they met and thanks to their rivalry, Dazai didn’t end up developing a God complex like Fyodor. (he still has an annoying superiority complex but it could have gotten worse if Chuuya wasn’t there to sort of humble him) Chuuya can stand beside Dazai as his equal and he’s imbued with every human quality imaginable; he is entirely reliant on the connections he has forged and values and embodies qualities like trust and loyalty to a profound extent, so he becomes the key for Dazai, the key to save Dazai from himself, from the darkest part of himself. The darkest part of Dazai is actually his double, Fyodor and by the end of DA, Dazai is with people while Fyodor is not which signifies that Chuuya has indeed saved him. When Dazai says, “I hope that man fulfilled his loneliness” with a soft smile, it’s not just an observation, it’s more than that— it’s a v subtle personal realization. so what DA implies is that Chuuya can and does reach him at a place where no one else can. and that is something that serves as a constant reminder to Dazai that he’s not really non-human/cancelled from human society like he thinks he is. Just by existing, Chuuya helps Dazai overcome all three of his issues:

suicidal tendencies— he thinks living is worth a try as opposed to his prev conclusion that there is nothing worth prolonging a life of suffering.

isolation— there’s a strong sense of belonging and connection with chuuya in DA that, in turn, foreshadows the development of future connections with others something that Dazai does crave but, doesn’t/can’t pursue bc of his own fear of loss (oda and ango) and also bc people idolize him too much and altho it doesn’t seem too bad on the surface, it does end up alienating him bc the dependency is working one way (akutagawa and atsushi)

superiority complex— he counters Fyodor by saying that even if humans are ‘sinfully stupid’ (and who is a better example of this than chuuya lol. the fact that the panel of fyodor saying this comes right after a chuuya panel is no conincidence it’s fairly telling) there’s nothing wrong with it! dazai’s superiority complex could have gotten worse and developed into a god complex just like fyodor’s had chuuya not strived to maintain an equal footing with him or if he hadn’t seen chuuya, someone who is actually half-god, going out his way for people and in a way, being more “human” than he ever can bc chuuya considers himself at the same level as others, if not lower (i mean, his self esteem is so low that he thinks he has to swear loyalty to a p*do) unlike dazai. so yeah that self-sacrificing nature and sense of loyalty, which may seem “sinfully stupid” is something appreciable to Dazai simply bc empathy, loyalty, trust,etc are things that human connections are based on. things that dazai lack, but chuuya embodies. things that dazai wishes he had so he could belong. so anyway, my point is chuuya just being himself does a number on dazai’s superiority complex whcih in turn helps him challenge fyodor!

All in all from the way Dazai and Chuuya’s arcs and their interactions are planned out, it’s safe to say they are indeed soulmates and I’m not trying to push this romantically, bc altho the canon is strongly suggestive, it’s not of romance per se it’s more like suggesting how they need each other to complete and save each other. Like, Dazai needs to incorporate Chuuya’s qualities and vice versa to become better versions of themselves and also needs each other on a very literal level just to survive/live on. Asagiri mightn’t draw them holding hands or smth or use conventional soulmate tropes/proofs that’s fanfic material but I’m just saying that it is v much canon that they really do complete each other and absolutely can’t survive w/o each other and that to me is really really beautiful <3

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #bsd meta #bsd thoughts #i wish i could talk abt fifteen too #and the other symbols peppered thru out the manga #but that'd be LONG long #and i don't have enough time rn #but anyway the symbolism in DA is the best one tbh #so yeah #the gloves/bandages parallel is also v nice doe 🥺#like the way gloves is an attempt for chuuya to cover up his inhuman parts #and bandages for Dazai is the physical representation of the barrier he puts b/w humself and others #; ; sobs #they so belong together #plus the way chuuya is like haha u suicidal maniac @dazai #but the fact that he is just as much self destructive #and the way dazai is jealous of chuuya simply bc mf wud get stabbed than cut off people #smth that dazai cudnt imagine doing before s3 #no wonder fyodor was so unsettled bc ofc someone like him wudnt do that but whos gonna tell fyodor that dazai is learning from his soulmate #and has come a long way #also not @15 yo dazai saving chuuya by assuring him it's okay to live for himself #these bois out here saving each other and helping each other live thru everything #.....fuck #im emo

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