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cardboardheartss · 2 months
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Short PAC : What would BTS members think of you?
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⚠️DISCLAIMER! TAROT CARDS ARE NOT 100% ACCURATE! TAKE EVERYTHING WITH A GRAIN OF SALT! IF MY INTERPRETATIONS ARE INCORRECT FEEL FREE TO CORRECT ME!⚠️
remember to take a deep breath, and think about which pile you feel most connected to before you pick a pile to read!
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Pile 1 : GMA Performance
Pile 2 : HHYLT Era
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Pile 1 : GMA Performance
Overall energy : Strength, KnoP & The Fool
The BTS members think you’re really cool! They LOVE your vibes overall! In their eyes you seem like a very strong, patient and hardworking! They also think you have a pretty tough demeanor too! You may have a tough demeanor, but they also think you’re a bit naive and really carefree too! You give off “YOLO” vibes to them!
RM : 2oP
RM thinks you’re a very busy but skillful person. He thinks you manage wayy too many responsibilities and struggle to just and rest at times. If he could give you any advice, he’d want you to slow down for a little bit and just rest to avoid overworking yourself.
Jin : 10oS
Jin views you as a person who’s sad? He thinks you’re quite melodramatic. You may have had experienced some sort of loss and he can tell that it has affected you a lot. He would want to encourage you to keep going!
SUGA : QoP
SUGA sees you as a family oriented person. Thinks you’re also down to earth, smart, warm-hearted, and you’re also devoted to your loved ones and people around you in general! Overall… it’s really positive thoughts!!!
J-Hope : Wheel of Fortune
You give off, “go with the flow” vibes to jhope! He sees you as a lucky person, who’s is literally protected by the universe! He thinks you’re also really kind, you’re like his twin lol! Once again! Positive vibes!
Jimin : The Hermit
Jimin thinks you’re spiritual. He views you to also be an introvert too, who is also detail oriented. Jimin could also think you’re probably a teacher, given off by your calm demeanor with many wise words to say.
V : The Tower
I believe for V, he may meet 2 different types of pile 2! One of them being a person who he thinks has a strong aura and you literally pave the way, and go against society’s norms. The other type of pile 2 he’ll meet, is the one who he thinks loves to stir up drama for no reason and sees you as a person who thrives in unnecessary drama as well!
Jungkook : The Chariot
Jungkook sees you as a focused person, whom wants to achieve their dreams! He believes you are a hardworking person too. But he may see you as an intense person, who doesn’t want to be played with, so he will avoid getting into any trouble with you!
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Pile 2 : HHYLT era
Overall energy : 5oS, 8oP & AoC
The members think you’re very competitive whom likes to stand out , and will not be bothered if you lose friends/family to want to achieve their goals! They think you’re also a perfectionist who’s also very emotional because you wear your heart on your sleeve lol!
RM : 8oS
He may think you’re very stubborn. He thinks you don’t know your way around this thing called life, and you often times victimize yourself.
Jin : The Chariot rx
He thinks you’re not a force to be reckoned with, he might even be too scared to tell a simple joke! You seem really aggressive in his eye!
J-Hope : 2oP
He will see you as a very busy person. He may think you have many jobs or sources of income. For you to rest because it will be too much work for your own mental and physical health.
SUGA : 2oS rx
He views indecisive. In his eyes. He sees as a type of person who would sit for an hour, deciding what to eat for dinner that same night. Apart from you being indecisive he does believe that you’re able to understand other peoples opinions and see both sides of the story.
Jimin : The Empress rx
Jimin thinks you lack creativity. he thinks you worry too much, mainly about work. He also thinks he have body image issues, and that you have a strong connection with Mother Nature, if he could give you any tip and advice he would want you to love yourself specifically your body, because of a very naturally beautiful body, no matter what shape or size .
V : AoP rx
V would think you’re over spender, and he thinks you cannot plan your future properly. You seem to go with the flow, but that doesn’t help you in anyway whatsoever. if we could give you any tip, he would want you to stop planning properly and to stop over spending your money because you’ll never know if your salary will increase or decrease.
Jungkook : 7oP
Jungkook sees you as very hard-working. He thinks you’re good at making a long term career path/investment! He appreciates all the hardwork and can see you doing excellent things in the present and future!
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Thank you for reading!📦
(21/01/2024)
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makapatag · 7 months
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GUBAT BANWA is a SEAsian Fantasy Tactics RPG of Love and Violence coming very soon to Kickstarter!
Below is some tidbits about the great Heavenly Thunderer, the Fulminating One: JAMIYUN KULISA.
Let me tell you what happens at the moment when Lightning and Thunder strike and resound at the same time. It is there where you will find Jamiyun Kulisa, it is there you will find indiscriminate justice, Jamiyun Kulisa’s God-Searing Lightning.
In Gatusanon and Ba-enon Anitu, Jamiyun Kulisa is a great god, one of the greatest ones—many villages and some cities even consider him the Supreme God of Heaven, creator of the earth, one and the same with Siwa and is also the Himaya-Buddha.
He cannot be bound by petty mortal morality: his justice is as absolute as the lightning bolt. The Fulminating One sees all under the sky, for he is the Heavenly Thunder Father. It was he that struck down the undulating dragon Waritra, who threatened to swallow the entirety of heaven whole. It was he that punished the first Man for killing a shark with his lightning bolt. In the islands of Ramasa and more commonly in the cities in the margins of Gatusan’s mandala, he is known as Makapdan Rangit. 
The name Rangit still resounds: it means heaven. In Ramasa, great datu are sometimes given the title of Rangit. There have only been 5 Rangit so far.
Devotees and balyan of Jamiyun Kulisa always carry with them items that have been struck by lightning. These anting are filled with Jamiyun Kulisa’s Merit—wearing them is sure to grant good fortune in every day life. Many Heavenspears and Senapati are devoted to Jamiyun Kulisa or at least know him by name, and remember tenets and teachings from Jamiyun Kulisa’s balyan. 
When Jamiyun Kulisa is channeled by a balyan, the balyan’s trance dance is especially erratic, similar to lightning, and their hair is permanently bleached lightning-white. If in a war, a properly devoted chief balyan who has done the proper rituals can even channel Jamiyun Kulisa’s Scathing Lightning, which bleaches and then annihilates those deemed unworthy by Jamiyun Kulisa’s justice. And it is truly justice, in Gatusan, that Jamiyun Kulisa is a god of. Not law or retribution, but justice.
Spirit houses dedicated to Jamiyun Kulisa very often bring offerings of wine and blood encrusted blades, along with the usual offerings to a spirit house. One thing Jamiyun Kulisa hates when offered to are rare sealife—sharks, deep sea eels, serpents. “THOSE DO NOT BELONG TO HIM,” their balyan once clarified, the smell of charred flesh wafting from their mouths. “THOSE BELONG TO THE SEA, TO HIS RIVAL AND LOVER AND WIFE AND ENEMY.”
Jamiyun Kulisa’s Lover—sometimes his daughter in more northern Gatusanon beliefs—is INDIRA SUGA, the great Mother of Light, the Goddess of the Stars and the Sun, she who lives in every burning candle, in every smokeless flame. In official Kangdayanon tenets, Indira Suga is Jamiyun Kulisa’s primary spouse after having been divorced from the Sea, who is known only as Sri Maguayen.
In the root cities of Apumbukid near Apu Dayawa itself, some believe that Jamiyun Kulisa is the Mad Vanquisher King sent by Raktaparameswara, the Red Supreme Lord, avatar of Batara. This is why he is known as the Thunderbolt, as he arrived in the Footsteps of the Gods from Jamiyun Kulisa’s Arrows (which, he himself caused in a great war against the Baikhan Foundational Goddess). He fought with arrows larger than islands, and he himself was a god amongst men. What else is history made of but gods?
Akai claims a lineage from Jamiyun Kulisa: they say that the great Supreme Lord settled in the Footsteps of the Gods before Jaris Akai arrived, and he subjugated the lands. When Jaris Akai arrived, Jamiyun Kulisa returned to his rightful place in the Lower Skies as a Vassal-Mediator of Baginda Sumongsuklay, granting Jaris Akai the needed knowledge to conquer the Footsteps of the Gods from Siga.
Virbanwan Sampalataya has syncretized Jamiyun Kulisa into another Lightning War God that is a refraction of Makaubos, one of the Almighty Trinity, the Destroyer of All Things. 
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scrawled-in-ink · 8 months
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kageyama headcanons pt 2. cause why not
(and also cause the other one got so much interaction and made me so happy <33)
His scent - istg this mAN SMELLS SO FUCKING GOOD ALL. THE. TIME.
someone said he smells like baby powder and 😭😭😭 yes??? pls???
i also think it would be some kind of mint, fresh, cologne and newly-done laundry
i entertained this fun idea for a while, but it would seem likely for him to be with someone he's known longer than high school
like since kitagawa daiichi
and holy mother of god- if you're older than him 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵
like think if you were in oikawa's year
and you were friends with both of them, and tried to balance both of those relations
ohoho
and then, you went to... (surprise surprise) karasuno. (while oikawa and iwaizumi continued on to seijoh)
you were still close to tobio, mind you, and followed his journey through his middle school years.
he was afraid you'd treat him like everyone else did after the whole 'king of the court' incident.
but you knew tobio, you saw him.
you still believed in him and told him things would get better, there would be more room to grow.
and then of course, you saw each other in high school
you, a third year, close friends with daichi and suga and asahi and kiyoko, a manager of the volleyball club (gasp, who would've thought)
you, with your unwavering faith in him, with your gentle smile and warm hugs, your continuous encouragement- you, who grounds him.
you captured his heart (long before he knew it.)
and he was yours.
but (clears throat) we digress, that is a plot for another time
mEANWHILE
now that you have him, he is putty in your hands
he absolutely melts when u run your hand thru his hair
now, he expects it every time
he runs up to you like when he first learned to give high-fives to the team and just- shoves his head in your face??? it is the cutest thing
please tutor him. help him get decent grades. you're the first one he comes to for help when he realises he needs to pass the exams to go to training camp in tokyo (and ofc yachi or yamaguchi help when you're not around), but you motivate him so much!! he likes getting things right when he's with you
(lmao who am i kidding, he always likes getting things right- the little perfectionist - but it would be a major source of motivation, if you were there)
he smiles his nice smile at you. he usually does this when he thinks no one's looking but even though you pretend not to, you always do.
you always see the sweet, innocent big eyed boy no matter how time changes him
sighs in hopelessly whipped for each other
so fun story, he accidently hit u with a volleyball once. hard
he freezes for a good minute, trying to process what just happened. only when daichi runs over and screams if youre okay and sits you up and you have a nosebleed, does he realise. oh shit, he fucked up
needless to say, he apologised so much. for the next month.
oh, and you're now cleared from the premises during spiking practice when he serves.
is a dry texter so prefers video or voice calls. That way he can see or hear u and vice versa so uk he's paying attention <3 (green flags i tell u)
would LOOOVE if you help him practice after hours, when it's quiet and just the two of you
would also HAAATE hinata for "barging in unannounced" and "third-wheeling" (his words, not yours) his peaceful little practice session with you
you would help him balance school and volleyball by helping with planning out his priorities and things like that
you sit with him and discuss previous matches, possible opponents, the team, techniques, his skills and all of that because you know where his passion lies and you want to support him to the best of your abilities. you know he is steadfast in his devotion [he would say this applies to you as well :)]
honestly, he doesn't know what he'd do or where he'd be without you. and he doesn't need to either, because you'll be there.
even when you grow up, and he receives the offer to go pro, there was never a question of choosing between you or volleyball, because he knows, when he hears you calling out his name in the stands- you'll be right there behind him. you'll always be there.
taglist: @thechaosoflonging ^^ here it is!! I hope you like it
If you want to be in the taglist for the headcanons series, please let me know! <3
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cantstayawaycani · 3 months
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Can’t Stay Away’s Fic Rec Friday Post #4
12.22.23
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My ao3 Bookmarks (if it’s bookmarked, it’s usually a completed fic)
Fic Rec Friday Intro and FAQ
I can’t do multiple posts with elaborate reviews/commentary today. I just wanted to say that over the last few months, while I was grappling with this overwhelmingly depressive sense of doom, profound sadness, hopelessness, and apathy, reading fanfiction was one of the most effective types of escapism I engaged in. 
So, here are the fics that I have been reading, keeping track of, and loving:
Almost anything @bardocksheadband-fanfics, but especially:
1. The Re-Education of Mr. Almehen
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Fandom: Black Panther: Wakanda Forever
Pairing: Nashuri
Summary: “Namor's life changes in all the right ways the day his student's aunt picks him up from school.”
What I Like About It: It may seem lame af to describe something as “tasteful” and mean it as a compliment, not a slight. I mean, this is a Suga Mama Shuri and a Baby Boy Namor (whom I call Ch’ah in my head) but not in the way you think. It’s a rom-com! It’s sexy, it’s funny, it’s adorable. And these two kinky assholes are in love! Also, he’s a kindergarden teacher; a good one. The way he is written with these kids just makes my ovaries quiver.
2. Filthy Mouth
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Fandom: Black Panther: Wakanda Forever
Pairing: Nashuri
Summary: Single father Namor goes on his first blind date and gets his world rocked.
What I Like About It: Almost the same as above, but in reverse! Though more of a straightforward relationship dynamic, not a kept man/woman scenario at all. More of a freak in sheets, lady in the streets situation. But again, there is love and devotion, as there always is with this pairing (well, when writers stay away from the darker dynamics of the ship). This is absolutely amazing. Superbly written, well-paced, tonally balanced, funny, sexy, and somewhat dramatic but not anxiety-inducing. Like, literally perfect.
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Almost anything @zzbottomz, but especially:
unfaithful
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Fandom: Black Panther: Wakanda Forever
Pairing: Nashuri/Loshuri
Summary: Shuri’s world unravels when she discovers her husband Namor’s infidelity, leading to a heart-wrenching divorce. Amidst the chaos, she finds solace in Loki, a charming entrepreneur with a complicated past of his own. As their unexpected romance flourishes, Shuri grapples with co-parenting challenges, the complexities of new love, and unresolved feelings.
What I Like About It: I mean, I didn’t think that a Love Triangle between Shuri, Loki, and Namor would be so intriguing. That it would be utterly confusing as to who you want to root for. That you would feel your heart beat for the plight of each character. There’s so much at stake, but especially the happiness of a little boy caught in the middle of the mess adults can make of their lives. It’s drama personified, and I live for each installment. Plus, Loki is written so well here, it’s hard not to root for him.
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A new writer, or a seasoned one, returned from a long hiatus, inspired by Shuri and Namor:
Before everything by stories_of_grace
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Fandom: Black Panther: Wakanda Forever
Pairing: Nashuri
Summary: A year after her mother’s death, Shuri burns her mourning clothes on the beach in Haiti and wakes up not only back in Talokan, but also back in time. Given the chance to do things differently, can she prevent her mother’s death and convince Namor of a peaceful alliance?
What I Like About It: THIS fic is everything I want in a Nashuri. It is another “What If” scenario, mapped and tread carefully. We’ve all imagined what could have been if it had been different, as Namor lamented on the beach that day just after he speared the Black Panther, right before she almost killed him and forced him to yield to her. Go read this! It is so satisfying!
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There are others, but ta for now! Please enjoy your holidays!
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kagehinaa-stann · 4 years
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suga, knocking on kageyama's door: we need to go! come out!
kageyama: i'm gay!
suga:
suga, in tears: not what i meant, but i support you!!!
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sp-ace11 · 3 years
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Petition to change the Karasuno chant to
“Caw caw, motherfuckers”
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galacticlee3 · 2 years
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I Do Adore (Ler!Sugawara, Lee!Reader)
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Prompt: “could I request ler!sugawara and lee!reader?”
hey y’all! I know it’s been a bit since I’ve written anything but I’ve been getting back into it! This is a fic I’ve been wanting to write for a while and it’s a bit self indulgent but, I think it turned out okay. Hope you enjoy!
Warnings: small panic, not full blown; this is a tickle fic!
word count: 1.7k
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It had already been a month into your relationship with Suga, the mother crow setter of the Karasuno volleyball team. You had started going to their matches with a friend who was crushing on Ennoshita, but found yourself drawn to another member of the team before long.
He became accustomed to seeing you in the stands after a while, eventually going up to visit you when he saw a handmade sign with badly cropped photos of him that you had pawned off of Tanaka and Noya (best wingmen ever).
The two of you became fast friends and started dating soon after, enjoying the comfort and light of each other’s company. Today you two had scheduled a study date to catch up on the school he had missed because of volleyball tournaments. You also had a load of homework due to devoting your weekends to cheering him on. So you two decided to meet at your house, sitting against the couch with the coffee table pulled up. Papers were strewn across the table and floor, Suga chugging away at some math while you did your language arts.
“Hey, Suga, could you help me with this sentence here? It just doesn’t sound right to me,” you muttered, putting a hand to your chin and leaning back against the couch. He looked up from his textbook and grabbed onto the laptop you pushed his way, pulling it onto his lap. He swiped across the screen to clear some dust, humming as he pulled up the page. A slight smile graced his features as his eyes scanned the screen, reaching down to make edits every so often, his long fingers gliding across the keyboard. As he reached the end, he let out a huff of laughter and cooed. “Awh, that was really cute, (Y/N)! I made a few small grammar edits, but it was really well written, I couldn’t find the sentence you were talking about,” he looked back up at you and scratched the back of his neck.
Cute???? Your essay on the War of 1812 was cute? He must be messing with you, he-
Oh no.
Oh no, oh no, oh no!
You snatched your laptop back from him in a flash, only to find the draft of one of your fic WIPs pulled up. One of your tickle fics, you might add. You had been a writer in the community for a while now, but you kept this part of your life private. It made you feel loved, safe, and happy ever since you could remember. This little quirk of yours led to many friendships, relieved that others felt the same way that you did about the playful affection. Your passion for writing mixed with your love of tickles and you started to write for your favorite fandoms. But this wasn’t something even your closest friends knew about, let alone your boyfriend.
A furious blush ran up your neck and you hugged your laptop close to your chest, both embarrassed and afraid. He wasn’t supposed to find out like this. Suga’s expression morphed from light to concerned, placing a questioning hand on your shoulder.
“Hey, is everything okay?” he asked gingerly, stroking up and down your arm. The gentle touch pulled you out of your head and your eyes flitted to his own warm and inviting ones. You sighed and put your laptop on the coffee table, letting your head fall against the couch as you curled in on yourself, arms wrapping around your shoulders. “Well, you weren’t really meant to see that,” you admitted under your breath. But this was Suga, and he wouldn’t make you feel bad or embarrassed for something so obviously important to you.
You took his hand in yours and held it in your lap, “I write a lot, you know that.” He nodded and squeezed your hand, prodding you to continue. “So, uh-, I-I,” you stammered, not knowing how to continue. “Sorry, it’s just really difficult to explain it, I haven’t really had the chance to before now,” you said quietly, feeling a bit better now that you had calmed down.
Suga hummed, nodding in understanding. “Well, maybe I can help? For what it’s worth, I thought that your story was adorable and I think I might know what’s going on in that beautiful mind of yours.” He tapped your nose affectionately, and moved it down to your side. “Now, I may be wrong, but do you like tickles, (Y/N)?”
Your eyes went wide and you looked up at him, a blush creeping up your face. “How did you-”
He rubbed up and down your side gently once his suspicions were confirmed. “I have good intuition,” he winked, “but also, the character in your story did too.” You recounted the most recent of your works and shrinked in on yourself because he was right. You managed to look him in the eyes, confidence swelling in your heart. “You don’t think it’s weird?”
His eyes softened, squeezing the hand he held in your lap. “Of course not, it matters to you, and for the record I think its absolutely adorable,” he took a pause to squeeze lightly at your side, making you jolt into him with a squeak. “Plus, it's fun, so I see where you're coming from. You know, you are sitting with the resident tickle monster of the Karasuno volleyball team,” he crowed, the familiar mischievous glint in his eyes matching his playful fingers that were now drumming on your sides. You buried your face in his shoulder, a wobbly smile on your lips and blood rushing to your cheeks. “Suhuga…”
“Hmm? What is it?” He leaned his cheek on the top of your head and began tapping his fingertips up to your ribs, but not with enough pressure to tickle. “You knohow! Stop being mean!” You whined, poking him in the ribs. Suga yelped and his brows furrowed, a playful grin flashing at you. “Ohoho, you’re getting it now, (Y/N),” He lifted under your thighs and pushed you up so you were sitting on the couch before he tackled you, trapping your head with his hands on either side. Suga scanned your face for any indication to stop, but your smiling eyes and held back giggles ensured him that you were more than fine. Fingers scuttled at your lowest ribs, making you squirm into his hands at either side. Shimmying your hips from left to right made him laugh, “You’re dancing! Show me another move!” He laughed, traveling upwards and digging into the spaces between the bones. Bright peals of laughter spilled out as you clamped your arms down to your sides, balling your hands up in light fists that rested on your chest.
“Wahahaihait, SugahAHAHAH-” You squealed as he got to your highest ribs, using his thumbs to dig in and the rest of his fingers to scribble at your shoulderblades. “Hmm? Dihid I find a bad spot?” He snickered at your reaction and wormed his hands into your armpits, making you buck wildly from under him. “Aw, (Y/N)! You trapped my hands, can you lift your arms up?” The teasing lilt in his voice and the quirk of his eyebrows made you giggle nervously as he slowed his fingers to a stop, his fingers still twitching ever so slightly. You could feel your face heat up as you reluctantly lifted your arms above your head, gripping the arm of the couch. “Aw, how considerate, thank you,” he leaned down to pepper your blushing cheeks in kitten kisses, making you squeak and melt at the puppy love. “Mhmhmhm! Youhou’re wehehelcohohome,” you replied, bringing your hands up to rest on his shoulders instead. He giggled into your cheek as light fingers resumed their attack on your armpits, quick and soft pinches to the centers leaving you in stitches. You squealed and shook your head, “Ihi wahahaAhAs sOHoho nIHIhice and this ihis the tHahAnks I gehet?”
Suga laughed as he moved his goosing further down to your sides, relishing in the happy laughter next to his ear. “You are absolutely precious, you know that? Look at you! You’re squirming right into my hands, you really do enjoy this, don’t you?” He nuzzled into your neck, humming as he spidered both his hands over your tummy in quick succession. “NahahOahOho! ShUhUhut uhUhUHUP!” You cried out and sucked in your tummy, his blunt nails scratching just under your button and that one horrible spot where your sides meet your stomach. He gasped and came out of your neck to look at you with an incredulous pout, “Oh, (Y/N), if you thought I was mean before, you haven’t seen anything yet!”
He dove back into your neck, starting to gently nibble at the skin, scraping his teeth alone the crook where your shoulder connected making you let out a flurry of squeals and “nonononono!”. Your hands fisted in his shirt, desperately trying to ground yourself in the soft fabric while he moved from your tummy to your hips. At first, his light scratching around the bones wasn’t that bad, but as he chuckled evilly into your shoulder and started to dig circles just under your pantline, you floudered like a fish out of water. “WAIHAIT PLEAHEHASE NAHAHT THEHEHERE!” He laughed at your reactions, opting to squeeze the tops of your thighs and worm his fingers into the crevice where your torso ended and your legs began. You buried your face in his shoulder, trying to muffle the cackles that erupted from your lungs. “PLEeAHAH- IHIHI CAHAHAN’T!”
Suga calmed his fingers to light traces around your tummy, giving you one last ticklish kiss to your neck and kissing your nose. “Sorry if I went a little overboard, gigglebug, you were just so cute,” he whispered fondly from on top of you.
As you came down from your tickle high you melted into the hand that came up to cup your cheek, small huffs of laughter creeping out from the hand that was lazily exploring your adorable tum. “Ihit’s okay, Sugar. That was fun, thank you,” you mumbled, a giddy smile on your lips as he peppered light pecks along your forehead and cheeks, continuing onto your shoulders which made you squeak.
“I’m so glad you shared this with me, (Y/N). Anytime you need a little pick me up, I’ll be happy to indulge you.” He moved to your side, scooping an arm under you and wrapped he other one around your back, making you feel safe and secure in his arms. He touched his forehead lightly to yours and you two drifted off into a sweet slumber.
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tobiogf · 3 years
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𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐧
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sugawara
word count: 2754
genre: nuthing but smut
a/n: yea its x reader and not every reader is gna be christian im not even christian but like . . . . church boy suga is a thing and he terrifies me. this is how im finna cope.
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Once the sermon ends, the families disperse, gathering at the snacks and beverages table stationed by the entrance. You stalk away from your mother, hands in the pockets of your dress as you make your way to the coffee machine. You’re not exactly sure how to work this thing but since no one’s watching, you might as well give it a shot.
However, you’re left fumbling with cups and buttons, unsure of what it is that you even want out of the stupid machine — you’re just trying to pass time and your mother keeps sending you irritated looks every time you pull out your phone. You play it off as checking the time but you’re just so sick of this whole being a devout Christian thing.
Pulling you out of your thoughts, a pair of hands feather over your waist, trying to move you aside. You freeze from the spine-tingling contact and shift to the side, glancing over your shoulder to see Sugawara reaching for the coffee machine.
“Looks like you needed help,” he states.
You wrap your arms around yourself and look away. “Preferably not yours.”
Sugawara laughs and retracts his hand from the machine. “Ah, fine. I’ll let you struggle but um,” he leans closer to you and you blink, curious as to what it is he needs to whisper against your ear. “That group was watching and laughing at you.”
Your gaze flickers towards a trio of girls snickering to each other and blush jumps to your cheeks before you can even stop it. “I couldn’t care less,” you grumble. “I didn’t even want coffee anyway— I hate that you’re smiling in a situation like this.”
“What? Church?” Sugawara asks, an eyebrow quirked as he laughs. You roll your eyes. “I think you’re a bit too far gone to bring you back to God — if what happened with that boy yesterday is something to go by.”
You flush, shoving your hands in your pockets again. “Oh my god! Can we drop that? He broke my window with rocks just to say he wants to break up and I’m the crazy one around here?”
Sugawara giggles into his hand and glances at you. “You threw a knife out the window, Y/N. You have to tell me what’s up with that.”
“I’ll throw one at you next,” you murmur, annoyed. “Ugh, look — he’s coming down to give another speech about God.”
“You don’t want to hear about God, Y/N?” Sugawara asks you.
“Not by that old creep,” you answer, shuddering. “Hey, Suga . . . Can you show me where the bathrooms are? I need to answer a text.”
Sugawara smiles knowingly. “Ah, the infamous no-phone rule. Your mum’s caught on, huh?”
You chuckle. “Yeah, unfortunately.”
“Come on, I’ll take you there.”
Your shoulders feel a lot lighter once you’ve sent that long, curse-word-riddled, message to your ex-boyfriend before casually clicking the block button. You never want to hear from him again and you vow yourself not to get involved with boys you’ve met in clubs in the future.
The corridor is quite narrow so you have to stand pretty close to Sugawara while you proudly reiterate to him everything you told your ex. Sugawara listens with raised brows and an amused grin, occasionally nodding his head when you lower your voice to curse.
“Now I’m ready to embrace god,” you joke, leaning back against the wall.
“You sure? Sinning repeatedly after repenting won’t exactly get you in God’s good books,” Sugawara says, standing against the opposite wall.
You purse your lips. “Well, I haven’t exactly repented yet, have I? I feel like I should get one last free sin in and then I’ll be good to go.”
Sugawara’s eyes gleam as he grins at you. “We should head back before the speech is over.”
“Nooo,” you whine, tugging on Sugawara’s sleeve when he turns to leave. “You’re supposed to help me.”
“With what?” He asks.
“You know . . . Sinning once more before I devote myself to religion,” you tease.
Sugawara furrows his brows. “Uh huh . . . And where do I come in?”
“Oh come on,” you say, pretending to be abashed, and look at the floor. “Don’t make me spell it out.” A moment later though, Sugawara’s finger is under your chin, tilting it upwards to bring your gaze to his. Your eyes widen, surprised by his unfamiliar actions, but your heart speeds up, palpitating almost violently against your chest. You clasp your hands behind your back because god, if they weren’t . . .
Had your words made him this way? Or was Sugawara this attractive all along, and you just failed to notice it?
“Then don’t spell it out,” Sugawara says in a voice that punctures right through your chest and flutters your abdomen. “Show me.”
Your restraints are dropped with those last words. It took all you had within you to not ravage him the moment his skin came in contact with yours. But now he’s pretty much given you permission to test your limits.
You duck your head towards his and kiss his parted lips, a shudder shooting through you at the feeling of his soft lips and warm breath hitting the back of your throat as he closes his mouth against yours. Your eyes flutter shut in bliss — excited at the idea of kissing the boy you’ve only ever known as your next door neighbor.
Sugawara’s always come across as that polite, could-do-no-wrong, type of boy but you’re certain he knows what he’s doing by the way he moves his head back slightly when you try to deepen the kiss, his lips forming a grin as they ghost over yours.
“I dunno, I distinctly remember you saying you didn’t want my help . . . Y/N,” he murmurs, smiling widely while biting his lower lip. You shiver at the way he whispers your name breathlessly, all conscious thoughts lost as his nose brushes against yours, sending your heart into a frenzy.
You shake your head quickly — if he leaves you here like this right now, you might just pass out. Sugawara gently grabs your chin and holds it in place.
“Use your words,” he tells you, tapping on your bottom lip with his thumb.
“I-I want it . . . I w-want your help,” you stutter, your fingers sliding into the hair on the back of Sugawara’s neck, desperately clutching at it to try and bring his face even closer to yours.
Sugawara smiles sweetly. “That’s my girl,” he mutters, pressing his lips against yours again, hands on your hips while he pins you up against the wall, the fabric of your dress riding up with his movements. You whimper weakly as Sugawara pushes between your legs and kisses you even harder.
Yearning, you drag your hand along the buttons of Sugawara’s white shirt before the tips of your fingers are dancing along the metal of his belt buckle. Smiling against his mouth, you lower your hand right when Sugawara grabs your wrist and pins it against the wall next to you, his fingers immediately intertwining with yours.
“Take it easy,” he whispers over your lips. You smile as he darts his tongue out to kiss your top lip before pressing his mouth to yours, one hand cupping your neck and the other grazing your thigh, lifting your thigh around his waist and pushing your dress up even higher.
Cool air makes contact with your bare skin, sending goosebumps and tingles all over you. Your fists bunch up the back of Sugawara’s shirt, fingers closed tightly as his thumb slides right over the cloth of your underwear, making you gasp into his mouth. Sugawara grins as your eyes shoot open and you’re gazing down at where his hand is nestled under your dress, your chest heaving.
“Suga—” You try to say but it leaves your mouth in a dulcet moan.
“Shh . . . They’re gonna know what we’re doing,” Sugawara groans softly, his own lashes fluttering as he gently moves his fingers between your trembling thighs. “Kiss me,” he tells you and you don’t need to be told twice. Your stomach’s knotting up inside you as you hungrily kiss him, sighing in pleasure as Sugawara drags his parted lips over your chin and tilts your head to the side, kissing and biting underneath your jaw before smoothing out the ache with his tongue.
You choke back a moan when he tugs his hand out from your dress, his knuckles grazing your inner thigh, before he lifts his hand up to his face and observes his glistening fingers. You can’t help but blush as he glances at you teasingly before cupping your cheek.
“You’re so pretty,” he muses and you gulp, your knees so weak if he hadn’t been holding you up with a hand around your neck, you might’ve collapsed.
“Hurry — Suga —” You whisper, your hands around Sugawara’s waist to pull him flush against you. You can feel how hard he is right against you and you crave more than just that friction. “They sound like they’re almost done—” Sugawara takes your open mouth as an invitation to slip his fingers between your lips, eliciting a soft moan from your throat at the salty taste of your lust on his skin.
“Shut up already,” says Sugawara, swallowing hard and watching you with intrigue as you suck on his fingers.
“Asshole,” you murmur, pulling away from his hand, a trail of saliva connecting your lips to his fingers. Sugawara smiles and the thought of the familiar, polite boy you’ve always known, doing this with you almost makes you dizzy with desire.
“I can’t believe your goody-two-shoes ass actually agreed to this,” you croak out between Sugawara’s messy kisses and his cold, wet fingers back inside you. He breaks away and removes his hand from your dress before you can moan in protest — then his palm makes stinging contact with your bottom and you cry out while your heart jumps into your throat.
“On second thought, I think your ass is ready,” he hisses out and you can’t help but let an excited smile invade your face. Sugawara kisses that smile before gripping your hips. “Turn around, Y/N.” And you do as your told and Sugawara sucks in a deep breath as his fingers trail the hem of your dress. “This what you wanted . . . right? You’re acting so weird all day it’s almost like you’re a little slut for me.”
You gulp. “Sugaaa . . . C-Call me that more often?” you whimper teasingly as Sugawara bends over you, pushing your hair away from your neck with a delicate touch before kissing the sensitive skin there, the feeling of his hot breath knotting up your stomach. The corridor is so narrow and he’s standing so close, you can feel his hardness right behind you.
“No, you look more like an angel,” he laughs against your neck and you giggle, stomach fluttering before you push back into him and he’s releasing a shuddering groan right in your ear. “Fuck . . . Y/N . . . You’re my slut, yes, you are.” Sugawara sighs and he rarely ever curses but that is the hottest thing you’ve ever heard. His fingers are already tugging down your underwear while he uses his free hand to hold your dress up against your hips.
“Just be quiet,” he tells you and you shut your eyes, heart beating fast in your throat at the clinking sound of his belt buckle when he undoes his trousers.
The recollection of events from there on are a bit hazy. Your worries of being found are completely stripped away with every stroke of Sugawara inside of you and the sounds of you moaning his name are muffled by his fingers between your lips, trying to keep you as quiet as possible. He’s bigger than you expected but he fills you up so completely that every time he pulls out, you whine from the overwhelming emptiness.
“I can’t just stay inside, babe . . .” Sugawara grunts, his fingers tangled in your hair while he roughly tugs on it. You’re in bliss, knees threatening to give out underneath you but Sugawara holding you up with one hand on your stomach and the other gripping your hips.
You can’t act as if you hadn’t thought of this at least once when you were in his bed last night. He was quite a handsome individual, and he was charming — but you’ve never thought he could be capable of this or you might’ve tried to coax it out of him a long time ago.
He knows exactly what to do, leaning over you and wrapping a hand around your neck to pull your head back. “You’re so damn loud,” he tells you, kissing the side of your face and neck.
“I can’t not be,” you choke out, feeling his fingers dig into your hips. “You feel so good . . .
“You do . . . Fuckkk . . . I never want to miss a day of church,” Sugawara groans, breaths becoming shallow with every movement.
You laugh, clamping down on your bottom lip as a moan bubbles in your throat. His actions speed up and his kisses feel wet against your hot, flushed skin. You can feel sweat dripping off his fringe and right onto your exposed shoulder, where he’s biting enough to leave a mark. Eventually his moans turn into choked gasps, one of his hands comes up to rest on top of yours, which is gripping the wall, and your fingers intertwine. His other hand is desperately pulling at your hips, trying to get as deep as possible.
You can feel that tightness in your stomach slowly unravel as you repeatedly stutter out his name, floating in a euphoric bliss. Sugawara’s groans escalate and your toes are curling under your shoes and he’s begging you to say his name again. You do and a string snaps within you, Sugawara throws his head back, strands of hair in his eyes as he bites his bruised lips to suppress a stuttering cry. Your own moans of release are muffled by his hand over your mouth and you can feel the violent shudder pass through his body, right against yours and you part your lips, panting heavily as your breath hitches and your heart is slowly returning to it’s normal rate.
After a few moments, Sugawara’s arms wrap around your waist and he’s pulling you against his chest. You’re glad you can lean back on something, your body sore and aching but your mind whirring from the mind-shattering pleasure he’d given you just minutes ago. His lips are against your ear and you know he wants to say something but just then, the sound of footsteps and shuffling interrupt your occupation with each other.
You jerk your head to the entrance of the hallway and you see a girl stare slack-jawed at the two of you, behind her stands a few adults, your mother, and the priest. No matter how hard you’d tried to keep quiet, it wasn’t enough — clearly.
Mortified, you pull your underwear back up and fix your dress and Sugawara’s zipping his pants up again. Your cheeks are flaring and you’re not sure if any excuse would even work in this situation. You can’t look Sugawara but you can tell he’s just as embarrassed.
“Father, forgive me . . . I’m so ashamed right now,” your mother breaks the strangling silence, shooting a killer look your way before turning to the priest. The priest looked as though he was about to faint from shock. Sugawara’s standing behind you, his heavy breaths tickling your neck — you wanted to rewind time just a bit and maybe stay in that moment forever.  
Or maybe you wouldn’t have done it in the first place. Suddenly, “one last sin” isn’t sounding like a good enough justification for what you and Sugawara had just done. And in the hallway? You know you take risks but that was a leap you’d never dared to pursue.
And yet, you are here. And, even though you’re aware of the fact that your mother’s going to scream your head off by the time you get home, you’re also pretty certain of one other thing: it was so fucking worth it.
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thed4rkhand · 3 years
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So today we’re doing Yoongi’s chart and my analysis of it. Let me make it clear right off the bat, that since I’m not a professional astrologer, some things may not match up, further since we’re not super sure of his birth time, it’ll definitely affect the reading. What I can be sure of is that I’ll do my best and I’m completely open to constructive criticism from you all!
Now lets get on with some basic stuff, for those who have not yet read the post with Namjoon’s moon analysis, I’ll again reiterate some principles of Vedic astrology! In the scenario that you’re still confused with all this jargon, feel free to reach out and I’ll be more than happy to help you out.
Starting out, we have to note that while western astrology is usually more advisory in nature, Vedic astrology’s main purpose is to predict. Also, we usually go a sign back from western astrology (24’ back to be more precise) in Vedic astrology, so according to that for example, if you’re a libra rising, you become a virgo rising in Vedic astrology and so on and so forth. All planets will also shift back a sign, so a Capricorn Mercury will become a Sagittarius Mercury.
Now let’s be aware that the chart may be a bit different, but given the main d1 (Lagna) chart remains the same for about 2 hours, let’s focus on that and the moon chart (rashi chart) for this reading. We can also just look at d9 for strength but not house placements as that can be time sensitive. So, we can take a two hour margin of time discrepancy and still predict accurately.
For this reading, we have taken 9th March 1993 as the day and 7:30am as the time of birth, with the location set to Daegu.
OTHER THAN THIS, LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT ME TO DO A BIRTH TIME RECTIFICATION FOR YOONGI LATER ON SO WE CAN GET MORE ACCURATE PREDICTIONS.
Since this is a general chart analysis, we shall be covering topics briefly and discussing the moon, ascendant and sun. For an in depth reading, do pick a smaller and focussed topic as we can honestly keep going on and on about a chart.
THIS READING WILL BE DONE IN SEVERAL 4 PARTS, FOLLOWING THE ASCENDANT, MOON, SUN AND MISCELLANEOUS.
Lets get started then-
Right off the bat, we can see that Yoongi is born into Pisces, with his ascendant at 10’35’, within the Nakshatra of Uttarabhadprada, within the 3rd quadrant or pada. He has venus situated in the lagna itself, in Pisces, thus exalted. His lagna lord, Jupiter, is in the 7th house, conjuct with the Moon, in the sign of virgo, where jupiter gains the upper hand despite mercury (lord of virgo) being enemies. The lord is directly aspected by mars in the fourth house. The lord of the birth Nakshatra is Saturn here, which sits in the 12th house, conjunct sun and mercury (dispositer of the ascendant lord). Lastly, moon, jupiter and rahu aspect the lagna of this chart. Of course there is so so much more here, but we’ve got a whole chart to cover!
(p.s I can already see this is such a fun chart to read)
Getting on with the reading, we firstly see that he’s born under Pisces lagna, this makes the native calm and collected, as well as fond of philosophy and psychology. What we often forget is, people born under Pisces are said to have been born under all the other signs in their past life, and cumulatively they use their skills and knowledge from those lives in their current one. Remember how on Bon Voyage trips and just about every RunBts, saga seems like the ‘dad’ of the bunch? cooking, cleaning, fixing stuff Joon broke, producing music and the stuff? And all those times that he is so very understanding of other? He doesn’t scold Jungkook, let alone anyone else? These are typical Pisces traits. They’re very domestic and understanding by nature, because they’ve been there before in a past life, and enjoy taking care of people.
The downside to this? They can be extremely manipulative if they want to be, they know exactly what to say, when to say, to whom to say and so on. They have an alarming grip on people’s emotions, and have a magnetic quality to them. Further, this is mostly an observation, you’ll often notice that most pisces natives are fond of alcohol (could be because they exist in a water sign? Could be because its the natural 12th house ruler of addictions too?)
Coming to the Nakshatra here, we have UttaraBhadrapada, the second last Nakshatra of the series. This Nakshatra is ruled by Saturn, and the presiding deity being Ananta or Ahir Budhyana, the deep ocean serpent in hindu mythology. The deity Ananta represents boundless expansion, be it of fortune, goodwill or knowledge. Ahir Budhyana, is a sattvic (sacred or untainted) form of lord Shiv, and resides at he bottom of the ocean. He represents the liberation from illusions and attainment of spiritual enlightenment and knowledge. The natives of this Nakshatra here embody these qualities of their deities. We see them as philanthropic and reserved beings, who enjoy learning about a variety of subjects and spirituality. Such people are extremely progressive in their thinking patterns, and often a magnetic pull like the deep ocean serpent has.
They’re extremely controlled and calculating in their approach, and think more than speak. This by no means is to say that they don’t speak, because such people are great orators by nature. They stand up for the underdogs and have a unique approach to topics. They are extremely interested in occult and metaphysical practices and theories. They however commonly don’t obtain higher education or do well in fields of fine arts, even their primary education is not something they excel at. (i once read that yoongi really likes reading about a variety of subjects, and also Paulo Coelho, definitely his UttaraBhadrapada here)
The bad side to this Nakshatra? They’re very critical and over-analyze everything and everyone. Sometimes, even unconsciously, they manipulate people to suit their needs and whims. They get side tracked too often and have difficulty focussing on one task at hand, often amounting to laziness in other people’s eyes, even if the native is extremely hardworking in reality. However when in comes to personal care, they tend to do things in a very half-hearted manner. These people are also prone to isolating themselves from others, especially when things get hard. Due to the sign falling in pisces here, people also tend to have many different mental burdens and disorders, which arise from their constant scatter-brained self and inability to make out between the spiritual and real realms.
They can also be heavy drinkers and abuse substances in such a Nakshatra, or enjoy partaking in occult practices while under influences. They might’ve also faced a very rough childhood with such a Nakshatra, neglected and misunderstood by people around him. The natives could also have moved away from their parents during their early adulthood for education or job purposes. Such people can have health issues like hemorrhoids, stomach ailments and hernias. Usually they lead a stable period full of health and success in the latter part of life, say about after 48 years(since the south node Ketu matures as 48).
Since Suga’s Nakshatra falls into the third pada or quadrant, its ruled by libra here. Libra here focusses on balance and cooperation. Such people may make a living working with other people, or in industries related to entertainment. They may make great debaters, and think excessively about what other think of them as. They’re very conscious of other’s opinion, even if they don’t show it, so we often find such people wearing extremely covered up and baggy clothes for example, or keeping a low profile. They may have a very practical and unbiased approach to most things in life. Such people are intensely into spiritual practices and often times fully devote themselves at hours at a time to worship of gods, angel or other beings. They may be the type to attract people very easily, or even be the kind to fall in love extremely easily.
The second placement we come to, is Venus in the first house, in Pisces. Venus here is naturally exalted (most powerful). Sure ill give you the generic explanation in a bit but, do you know which type of people usually have this placement? Actual saints and famed occultists. Sure many people within the entertainment industry too, but this placement can hands down be one of the most spiritual and divine placements of Venus in the chart. First ill go ahead and give the normal meaning and effect, and then lets dive into the crazy stuff (istg his chart is so goooood). Such people usually have really magnetic personalities, and given Venus is in Uttarabhadrapa, these are the people who you don’t notice at first, but then its like a whirlpool of being invested in them, as opposed to being in Revati Nakshatra (another Piscean nakshatra) which would be a more dramatic pull, based off an extroverted personality. These people can be very good looking, more feminine looking, could definitely look like their mothers with this position. Brilliant luck in fields of arts and entertainment and also genius level of creativity and talent. Here, people can have brilliant luck too, like god’s hand on their head kind. Accumulation of wealth and property can also be seen here.
Now onto the really fun stuff. These people are actually rarely concerned with someone’s exterior, because often times such people have such good intuition and spiritual powers (some are literally called mystics because of this), they can literally see through someone. For this reason, they actually don’t like associating with too many people, despite having a very charming personality. These are the kind of people that keep searching for ‘the one’. These people often give up everything and go ahead and become priests. The calling to god with such a placement is very strong. They also don’t like collecting too many material possessions, as they feel its redundancy in this very changing world. These people hold the few people they’re close to, very very tightly to themselves. These people also may have a very low sexual drive actually, (i know, I know, how can a strong Venus do this?) because an exalted Venus is about devotion to god, to one person, and leaving sensory pleasures behind in life. A debilitated Venus on the other hand (eg. Jungkook has one) might make someone very invested in worldly matters. These people are happy with being alone and single for a long time, they’re very satisfied with their own company. Such placements can make someone practice magick or astral projection too. (Venus in 12th sign of liberation, liberation from physical body)
Given that in this chart, Venus is his 3rd and 8th lord, we can make further deductions. Firstly, since 3rd lord is going 11 houses away, its an extremely auspicious placement here. Self made person, making wealth through communication, can also have very witty and intelligent responses to things. Since the third house also represents courage and valor, this can make someone very fearless and say whats on their mind bluntly. Since the 3rd house is part of the Kama Trikon houses (houses of desire), this going into the 1st house, which is a part of the Dharma Trikon houses (houses of morality), gives interesting results here. Firstly, such people are fiercely independent, and hate to be disrupted when there pursuing their goals and working towards them. They hate to take help from anyone, and as a result are extremely competent. secondly, such people have a moral high ground, to which they religiously abide. They’re extremely righteous and stand up for those who wouldn’t be able to for themselves. Since from here, it aspects the 7th house of agreements, such people are great at understanding and signing contracts for work.
Now with the 8th house, we have a bit of a conundrum here honestly. It belongs to 2 types of houses, the moksha trikona houses (houses of salvation) as well as the Dushtana houses (evil houses). While this placement isn’t all that bad, it isn’t he best either. firstly though, this is a placement where the native always wins over their enemies (8th lord 6 houses away from itself), be it enemies as in people, or simply obstacles in their life. This also confers a long lifespan to people, given that his 8th lord is also exalted here. However such people are prone to accidents, given that the 1st house is the body, 8th house is sudden events and the natural 8th ruler mars is a karka or signifactor of vehicles. Such people are also against organized forms of religions, since the Dushtana lord is sitting in a dharma house. The native is also extremely private and secretive given the 1st house of self has the 8th lord of secrets sitting in it. Since it also aspects the 7th house of other people, this person has that aura of mystery about them because of this. Such people are deeply critical in nature but can have extreme wisdom in cases of hidden objects or matters of the occult.
Now coming to his aspects. His Venus is aspected by moon, Jupiter and Rahu. The first two are benefic in nature and the latter is malefic. Moon-Venus and Jupiter-Venus are also mutually aspecting each other in pairs here. Moon here gives Venus the property of being constantly cynical of themselves regards to what others may perceive them as, given moon is emotion and the 7th house here is other people. Their thoughts here are deeply influenced by other people, they may always keep serving other people too, through acts of service. This also makes someone who falls in love very easily, but it is important to engage this person’s mind in a relationship, they just cant do without an emotional bond here. Since Moon also represents fame in a chart, this makes a person very famous, as they receive attention from many people, and people want to analyze them, and enjoy their work and presence.
Jupiter here, makes the person level headed and practical. The person wouldn’t be all touchy feely with people they like, because they would like to remain more in control of the situation here. They’d rather engage in a full blown debate with someone, than hold hands. This also makes them very worldly and teacher like, while also being attracted to very worldly people themselves.
Rahu’s aspect on the other hand, makes someone stand out in a crowd (Rahu signifies an outcast), they may have a rough and cold exterior due to this. They may also have had issues with body image (1st house is self), or mental health here. These people are enamored by all things foreign, and love exploring the other cultures. They may have issues identifying with their own community at large, and may identify with the downtrodden of the society.
Now going to Jupiter and moon conjunction in the 7th house. I wont go very deep into this, as its a super interesting concept, and it’ll be better covered in the second part of the reading regarding the moon itself, so ill keep it short and related to the ascendant. Also the mutual aspect part will be explained in more detail in the miscellaneous section later. Plus this is getting far too long for even me now.
Getting on with the reading for now, moon and Jupiter here are in virgo, in a loose conjunction (one is at approximately 2’ and the other at 18’). This is actually one of the not very yogas (combinations)in a chart, about 15% of people have these. Its called the Gaj-Kesari yoga (the elephant and lion combination), because people with this are so extremely lucky, its like the kings of the jungle are together to support it. They have the wisdom of the elephant and the courage of a lion. This is a raj yoga (royal combination). a native born with Gaj-Kesari Yoga is intelligent, strong, and prosperous. Gaj or Elephant possesses immense strength and is devoid of pride and the Lion is known for his foresight and skillful intelligence as well as his strength, quickness, skillful leadership, ability and courage. Thus, when Gaj-Kesari Yoga is formed then that person is extremely successful. They will be a kind and philanthropic person, who will always have sympathy for others. They will be quite humble regarding work, would like to talk nicely to people and aim to attain spiritual progress in life. Many people will recognize them as their mentor or guide and will act according to their instructions or advice. They may have a tendency attracting people and people being magnetized by them. They will be blessed with abundant wealth and become the owner of movable and immovable property(cars as well as homes). They will establish relationships with rich and reputed people of the society and enjoy all kinds of material pleasures in life.
Since this occurs in virgo, it makes a person intelligent, sharp and gifts them with amazing memory power. Such a person is knowledgeable and can become the head of a large educational institution. He may own incomparable wealth and can earn a good name and money from business as well. Often such people earn a high reputation in the Stock Market and make progress in life by working in any financial institution or insurance sectors.
Here jupiter in particular makes someone extremely cynical in nature, and their mind is always, and I mean always, thinking about romantic relationships or platonic ones. However given that jupiter is also the 10th lord here, they could be extremely focused on work too. Their life is surrounded by contracts, and may work with others for a living(7th house is house of courts and partnership). They could be very interested in the financial sector here, they could be extremely money minded and money means stability to them. Moon here on the other hand makes the person very moody, and extremely dependent on their spouse or colleagues. Since it rules the fifth house here, it signifies that such people are extremely creative in their work, may work for children or young adults, have a lot of past life karma related to work, and also that they’re extremely devoted lovers. They tend to criticize their close friends and loved ones, just because they’re so cynical and blunt, and want the absolute best for people. They may hurt people’s feeling without realizing it sometimes. (this was very brief but refer to point 12)
Now coming to Saturn in 12th, as the lord of the birth nakshatra. Saturn over here signifies working in the fields of music, but given saturn represents electronics, it could mean a producer too. Since its in Aquarius here, a sign of dual lordship, this resents a constant up and down of mood and life spirit. The person with such a placement is confused with what truly makes them happy in life, the spiritual realm or the materialistic realm. They keep going up and down the path of being spiritual, till 36 years (saturn matters at 36). They may face a lot of mental disorders here. They may have trouble sleeping at night. Given saturn is also work, they may earn through foreign sources in life. Such a person invests money into properties (saturn is houses) and lacks liquid cash. The person may have a weak left eye (12th house is left eye). They may earn from multiple sources in life, and have multiple talents. Such people have low sex drives as saturn is a dry eunuch planet, and in the 12th house of bed pleasures, it may not allow native to enjoy it. They may not be interested in worldly pleasures with such placements.
Lastly (finally?), we have to discuss the looks! Pisces ascendents usually have the short to medium height, and tend to appear a little fuller even when they’re very scrawny. (its because jupiter is the largest planet). Uttarabhadrapada natives tend to have a very innocent look to them, a very calming nature and vibe. however, like the deep sea serpant, they have very deep and magnetic eyes, and a very expressive face (yoongi memes). They usually have a very beautiful smile, and can literally attract people with it (again the snake like quality). They tend to have a very blank look usually, and if you ever notice, they’ll have the most stunning eyelashes actually, given the yoni is the female cow. They might also have the habit of moving their mouth around when their thinking, quite like ruminating.
Given venus sits here, is gives the person very attractive, effeminate features. Think extremely renaissance type of soft features. It can give them very delicate hands and feet with such a placement. The moon aspect here, gives them a rounded face and pale skin. They might have sparkly eyes and a roundish appearance here, also the tendency to gain weight around their face, with short necks. They make also look much younger than their actual age.The jupiter aspect again makes the native very other worldly looking, almost like you can imagine them in a dark robe literally performing rituals. It gives people a calm and teacher type of vibe to them. The rahu aspect usually just blows qualities out of proportion. Have you seen how small and angelic suga looks compared to the other? (not saying they’re not angelic but still), thats the rahu aspect. Again, rahu aspects only get better with time.
So this was my analysis! If anyone has any questions or doubts, hit me up! Let me know if you enjoyed it!
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sugawarasnjgga · 3 years
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storms w/sugawara
hey guys, i'm back with another story featuring sugawara (aka. my fuckin cinnamon apple)!! this was requested by a lovely anon and i'm so glad i got this request bc suga is my favorite (wow tell us something we don't know). this one's for you anon, i hope you all enjoy!! i kinda hate the ending though so bear with me
- arson >:)
sugawara x gn reader
word count: 1.4k
warnings: very slightly suggestive moment, but it's all fluffy otherwise ;)
also before this starts: cerounophile = lover of thunderstorms
thunderstorms have always been something you’ve adored. even when you were little, and most other kids in your class ducked under tables, trying to hide away from the loud crashes and rumbles, you always sat there, staring starry-eyed out the window of your classroom. to you, there’s no better feeling than grabbing a blanket and curling up near the window to revel in the beautiful display of nature, and every time you hear that familiar boom, you feel at home.
It was a saturday evening, and you sat in your living room mindlessly flitting through the channels on your tv, when you felt your phone vibrate. your reach into the pocket of your boyfriend’s oversized hoodie and smile upon checking the notification:
[koushi <3: just picked up dinner, be home in ten ;)]
[can't wait :))] you respond.
just as you rise to go set the table, a weather alert pops up on the tv:
BREAKING NEWS: SEVERE THUNDERSTORM EXPECTED AROUND 7PM IN MIYAGI PREFECTURE, ALL CITIZENS ENCOURAGED TO SAY INSIDE
while most would see this as an inconvenience, that starry-eyed look returns to your face. completely forgetting about the table, you dash up to your bedroom and look out the window. a billow of cumulonimbus clouds has already started to form. you hastily open the closet door, searching for the warmest blanket you can find. pillows are thrown off of the bed and onto the floor near the bean-bag chair you oh-so-elegantly dragged near your window.
everything was set. pillows fluffed, blanket retrieved, and the rain had already started to fall. you plopped down on the bean-bag and curled up in the blanket. there was a childlike wonder about your face and you were so giddy you could barely sit still.
the rain was coming down hard now, and you began to feel a little worried. suga wasn’t home yet, and it had already been 15 minutes. but as soon as you heard that familiar rumble, you fell into your ceraunophilic trance once again, and all of your worries melted away.
just then, the sound of keys rattling filled the lower level of your house, as a very wet suga walked in.
“damn, it’s really coming down out there,” suga whispered to himself as he hastily made his way inside your home, observing his now soaked clothes.
“y/n i'm back, and i got your favorite!!” he shouted in a sing-songy voice.
his calls fell on deaf ears however, your focus was elsewhere, the storm capturing you in your little world.
“babe?” he questioned, worry piquing his voice, “i’m home, so come on down, the food is getting cold!!”
no response.
they probably just have their headphones on full blast again. he thought to himself.
koushi set the food down and discarded his shoes at the doorstep before heading to the upstairs bedroom. he expected to see you wildly dancing to whatever music filled your ears, but what he was met with an almost pitch black room- the only light coming from a small lantern next to the beanbag chair and the open window.
he knocked twice on the door, finally managing to break you from your trance.
“koushi!” you exclaimed, “you’re home!”
“yeah, i have been for like 5 minutes now dummy,” he chuckled.
“oh, sorry,” you laughed, a bit embarrassed, “but holy shit you’re soaked!”
“yeah it’s raining like crazy out there and i didn’t bring my umbrella, or raincoat today,”
“well hurry up and dry off honey, you’re gonna miss it,” you said, turning your attention back to the window again.
he cocked his head questioningly, “miss what?”
“just go,” you pushed. he put his hand up in surrender and compiled.
koushi began to undress, taking off his work shirt and placing it on a drying rack in the corner of your bedroom. you found yourself sneaking quick looks at him. his toned, slender frame never failing to captivate you. you tried to be discreet, but you were full on staring now, gawking at him like a kid in a candy store.
he moved to the drawers to find a t-shirt, but felt a pair of eyes boring into him. he turned his head a bit only to see you quickly shift your attention back to the window, trying to act like you weren't just ogling his abs just then.
“see something you like?” he smirked, “take a picture love, it’ll last longer.”
“just go dry off,” you said dismissively, trying to hide your embarrassment.
his honeyed laughter rang through your bedroom and he gathered the last of his clothes and went to the bathroom in search of a towel. you smiled to yourself, rolling your eyes as your attention turned back to the window.
a short time later, the smell of something absolutely delicious filled your nose. you quickly turned to see sugawara with an assortment of takeout boxes and utensils in his hands.
“i got your favorite,” he smiled, setting everything down in front of you.
thanking him, you begin practically tearing open the boxes taking some for yourself and passing some to koushi, excited to eat the meal with him.
as soon as you both were settled, he spoke up, “so, what’d you say i was going to miss?”
BOOM
immediately after he spoke, the loudest thunderclap you had ever heard roared in both of your ears and a bold streak of lighting lit up the whole neighborhood.
you and koushi, shocked looks plastered on your faces, turned to each other.
“that.” you remarked.
you both laughed at that little comment and the silly looks on each other’s faces, and settled back down in the beanbag chair to eat your meal.
thunder continued to roar outside. droplets of rain collected on the glass of your bedroom window, sliding off of it in haphazard streaks. lightning strikes every now and then, illuminating the world for a brief moment. you watched the extravagant display with pure awe in your eyes, unable to peel away from it.
but koushi... he spent his time staring at you, his eyes fixed on your exhilarated expression. he watched as the shadows of the raindrops cast on your face, he gazed at your smile, that seemed impossibly big, impossibly bright. and when the lighting struck, illuminating your features for that brief moment, you looked so… beautiful. so impossibly ethereal. like mother nature herself shone a spotlight directly on your face. he swore he had never seen something so beautiful in his life.
you tried your best to pay full attention to the storm, but the gaze boring into you was a bit distracting.
a smirk quirked on your lips as you faced him, leaning in so that you faces were millimeters apart,
“take a picture love, it’ll last longer.”
now it was his turn to turn away, flustered.
you giggled at his embarrassment relishing in the pink tint that now decorated his face.
“i hate you,” he joked, joining you in your laughing fit.
“no you don’t,” you countered, playfully swatting his shoulder.
there was a moment of air before you felt koushi’s delicate fingers caress your chin, gently tilting your face up towards his.
“you’re right, i don’t,” he whispered, bringing you even closer, “in fact- you’re the very thing i love most in this world.”
koushi’s lips brushed against yours for a moment and you looked up into his eyes. there was nothing but pure adoration gazing back at you. he meant every word- he does love you, and the kiss you then shared proved it. there was so much passion and tenderness behind the moment your lips locked. so much devotion and warmth, neither of you could help but melt into it, wanting to further lose yourselves in each other’s embrace.
however, the lack of oxygen made itself apparent and you had to pull away from each other, breathless and giddy.
koushi breathily chuckled as you reached out and held his face, brushing the mole that adorned his left cheek. giving him the same adoring gaze he flashed you not moments ago.
so cute, he thought to himself kissing your palm in return.
koushi’s arm found purchase around your waist pulling you into his chest. his heart jumped against your ears, the pace of his heartbeat slowing to match yours; your heartstrings strumming a melody only you two would ever hear. and you spent the rest of the night like this, bathing in each others’ warmth until your eyelids went heavy and you were both lulled to sleep by the sound of the roaring thunder.
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mythia · 3 years
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♊︎ 9 Great Gemini Characters in Anime ♊︎
Gemini characters in anime/manga are RARE, and Gemini characters that aren’t deluded, deviant, unhinged, or warped are even rarer (think Hisoka from Hunter x Hunter). Therefore, I compiled this list to bring some light to characters that are doing the Gemini name proud! None of these characters are without their own personal demons and struggles, but all of them, in my opinion, are redeemable, complex characters who exemplify the Gemini archetype. Note: This list is in no particular order, I love all these characters equally haha!
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 1. Shouko Nishimiya from A Silent Voice | Koe no Katachi
June 7th
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Shouko is a gentle, sweet, and overall kind soul who struggles to communicate and connect with other people because of her deafness. Despite the barriers she faces, more than anything she yearns to communicate and socialize with others and hopes to make friends. Because of this desire, in grade school she uses a journal to communicate through writing, and she often urges her classmates to write in her journal in order to talk to her. This is certainly fitting, because Gemini, being ruled by mercury, is all about communication—whether through body language, speech, or writing.
Shouko faces many hardships throughout the story—such as bullying, the worsening of her hearing, and her grandmother’s death—but through it all she smiles to mask her deep inner pain and to ease the minds of those she cares about. This reluctance to engage negative emotions, and desire to not trouble other people with one’s own emotions, is truly characteristic of Gemini energy.
Gemini energy is associated with the third house—the house of communication, short distance travel, and siblings—and as such, it’s no surprise that Shouko has an extremely close connection and relationship with her sister, Yuzuru.
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2. Shoya Ishida from A Silent Voice | Koe no Katachi
June 6th
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Shoya is a deeply troubled character who struggles to connect with other people because of his intense anxiety, self-loathing, and remorse over his past mistakes. His past consumes him, and the mistake that troubles him most is the fact that in elementary school, he bullied Shouko Nishimiya, a deaf classmate.  
In grade-school, Shoya was a social boy with many friends despite his propensity towards rash, reckless behavior. But things changed for him in sixth grade. Keenly observant, Shoya noticed the frustration of his friends and classmates that developed because of Shouko’s seemingly “special” treatment. Additionally, Shoya felt the dynamic in his friend group changing. In his immaturity, he blames these changes and his frustrations on Shouko, and begins to bully her as a result. Part of the tension between Shoya and Shouko was that Shoya could not understand Shouko or communicate with her. Above all, understanding and communication are central to Geminis, and so it’s no surprise that this lack of understanding is what leads to major tension between these two characters.
Shoya is shown to be an intelligent person; for example, when Yuzuro decided to give school a second chance, it’s Shoya she seeks out in order to tutor her. He is also shown to be a gentle person. For example, when it comes to his family, Shoya is shown to deeply care for his mother, sister, and niece—he works extremely hard to pay back his debt to his mother, and he is always gentle, kind, and attentive towards his little niece, Maria.
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3. Mamushi Hojo from Blue Exorcist | Ao no Exorcist
June 4th
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With her textbook tsundere personality, Mamushi embodies the Gemini archetype of “the twins!” On the surface, Mamushi is aloof with an independent personality, however, underneath her cold social mask she has a deep affection for her family (especially her sisters), and her mentor, Todo. Also, later on in the series, her husband Juzo comments that she has a soft side to her personality, too. This extreme duality is quite characteristic of Gemini energy.
Unfortunately, it is her misplaced affection, loyalty, and trust towards the traitor Todo that leads to her betraying her family in the Impure King arc of the series. However, once she realizes her mistake, she is genuinely devastated and remorseful because she cares for her family and is devoted to her responsibilities to the temple and as an Exorcist.
Mamushi is a calm and studious person with a strong sense of loyalty and justice. Mamushi seems to experience some degree of anxiety when it comes to socializing, partly because she is a serious individual who prefers to keep to herself and her close friends. She seems to enjoy nature and the company of animals, and takes great care of her Nagas (snake demons), for which she has great affection.
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4. Kōshi Sugawara  from Haikyu!!
June 13th
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Suga is a dependable pillar of support for the Karasuno volleball team and is known as “the indomitable setter” because of his enduring nature. Though Suga has a predominantly calm, gentle, and nurturing presence, when he gets impassioned he shows no qualms about yelling at his team from the sidelines or saying what’s on his mind. Suga also has a good sense of humour and enjoys teasing his teammates! Despite his calm demeanor, he has a prominent mischievous side, too; for example, he encourages Hinata to crash the Youth Camp and finds it hilarious that Hinata does indeed go ahead and attend uninvited. These noticeable dualities are definitely characteristic of Gemini energy!
Suga truly wants what is best for the team even though it means allowing Kageyama to be the team’s main setter without protest, despite the fact that Suga has seniority. Though he is often sidelined, Suga is an intelligent and observant player, who excels at detecting the mood and state of his team-mates. Further, he is good at coming up with new and clever game plays and tactics. He is also shown to be a studious individual who prioritizes studying.
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5. Umetarou Nozaki from Monthly Girls’ Nozaki-kun | Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
June 6th
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Of all the Geminis on this list, no other better represents the Gemini archetype of “the storytelller” than Umetarou! He is a passionate mangaka who is wholly devoted to the art and craft of producing his shoujo manga, “Let’s Fall in Love.” Umetarou is an observant person who constantly looks for story ideas in his everyday life.There is a strong duality to Umetarou’s personality—underneath his serious demeanour, he has an incredibly imaginative and playful nature that  comes out when he tests possible story-lines for his manga out on his friends.
He is a gentle, social, and considerate person who goes to great lengths for his friends. When his assistants/friends gather at his apartment, he’s a thoughtful host who makes extra food for everyone, and he genuinely seems to enjoy sharing meals with other people and attending to guests. He even often lets his male friends stay overnight. He also allows his friend Mikorin to stash his suggestive manga, dating simulation video-games, and figurines at his apartment (talk about a good friend!). Also, Umetarou does his utmost to ensure Chiyo is happy—her distress is shown to greatly unnerve him. Umetarou is also close with his siblings despite living apart from them.
Though Umetarou is intelligent, he is emotionally dense. He doesn’t recognize that Chiyo has a crush on him even though her feelings are incredibly obvious. It’s unclear whether he TRULY doesn’t realize her feelings, or if he is only pretending to be oblivious because he is uncomfortable with his emotions and Chiyo’s emotions. Since he writes a manga about love, his discomfort with romance is pretty ironic! However, discomfort surrounding difficult emotions is quite characteristic of Gemini energy.
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6. Mitsuri Kanroji from Demon Slayer | Kimetsu no Yaiba
June 1st
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While all the characters on this list have an inherent caring, gentle nature that is characteristic of Gemini energy, Mitsuri takes it a step further! In the tarot, the card associated with Gemini energy from the major arcana is “the lovers.” This is certainly fitting, as she is the Hashira of love. On top of that, her goal is to find a partner who is stronger than she is to marry.
Mitsuri is passionate, sweet, and affectionate. She greatly admires her peers and compliments them nonstop in her own mind—though, her shyness prevents her from voicing these thoughts aloud. Additionally, Mitsuri’s being and personality embodies duality; though she has a gentle personality, she is a fearsome fighter with great agility and strength.
Like others on the list, when it comes to difficult emotions, Mitsuri becomes withdrawn. It’s clear that Obani Iguro is in love with her, yet she remains largely ignorant of his emotions. She also seems to experience some degree of anxiety and overthinking when it comes to expressing herself to her peers, and is most comfortable residing in her own world inside her mind.
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7 & 8. Kaoru & Hikaru Hitachiin from Ouran High School Host Club | Ōran Kōkō Hosuto Kurabu
June 9th
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The mischievous and witty twins, Kaoru and Hikaru, certainly tap into the gemini archetypes of “the trickster” as well as “the twins.” As twins, the two have a deep sibling bond. Both are intelligent, witty, and curious.
They both have a great capability for affection, however, before joining the host club, Kaoru and Hikaru are shown to be somewhat aloof with everyone but each other, leading their peers to think they are simply stuck-up. The truth is that their distant, cold exteriors mask a deep turbulence and sadness within them that arises due to an inner isoation and loneliness that both of them carry. Identity is a key theme for the twins because other people cannot tell them apart. The failure of other people to recognize them as individuals brings both of them great inner sadness, but at each of their cores, they long for true connection and friendship with people other than each other.
Easily bored, these two enjoy playing jokes and tricks on their friends. They both have playful personalities, and don’t mean harm, but at times their playfulness moves beyond mischievous toward manipulative. Personality wise, Hikaru is more expressive, open, and emotionally immature than Kaoru, whereas Kaoru is more observant, reserved, and attuned to the emotions and expressions of other people than Hikaru.
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9. Ryota Kise from Kuroko’s Basketball | Kuroko no Basuke
June 18th
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Of the “Generation of Miracles” characters, Kise is arguably the most gentle— next to Aquarius Kuroko, that is! Kise has a sweet and friendly personality with a bit of a competitive edge. Emotionally, Kise is quite expressive, even crying upon his first ever basketball loss.
Kise is extremely intelligent and observant. Additionally, he is an insanely fast learner. His “special talent” is the ability to see any basketball move once, analyze it, learn it, then execute it as if it were his own all along. This exceptional ability to mirror others’ and learn quickly certainly plays into the strengths of Gemini energy!
When it comes to basketball Kise starts out as a competitive and selfish player, but after losing to Kuroko’s team and realizing he can’t win on his own, he begins to lean on his own team-mates more and appreciate them. All in all, he is a popular person who cares about his friends and prioritizes developing his friendships. Kise clearly desires a friendship with Kuroko, as he makes every effort to seek him out and talk to try to establish a deeper connection despite their situation as rivals from different teams.
The End! Notes:
*apparently May Gemini’s don’t exist in anime which breaks my little May Gemini heart 😭
* Keep in mind this list is limited to characters that I have personally encountered in anime and/or manga or light novels :)
Tell me your favourite Gemini characters!
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tetsurobunni · 3 years
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Bound Together
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☞ wedding!au // 3.1k words
☼ straight up fluff and feel good, before wedding jitters, akasuga and bokuroo friendships (sobs), self made vows, non-canon
☼ pairing(s) : akaashi keiji x bokuto koutaro // mentions of daichi sawamura x sugawara koushi
☞ notes : this was total self-indulgent fluff, hope you enjoy :)
italics = inner thoughts
The outside venue bustled with the sound of laughter and conversation. Twinkling fairy lights were strung from wooden posts, fireflies lighting up the night. The atmosphere was full of excitement and anticipation, but behind a certain closed door one person was filled with all of those things- including a number of other emotions that filled the air with the feeling of an impeding storm, crackling with electricity.
Akaashi nervously fixed his tie in the mirror for the thousandth time, attempting to take deep and even breaths while pacing back and forth in the tiny dressing room. He could hear the chatter from outside, knowing that out there, at the end of that aisle, was his lover brandishing a tuxedo similar to his own.
"Keji, it's going to be okay. You're going to be okay. Now stop pacing you're making me nervous and I'm not even the one getting married," said the gray-haired setter from Karasuno, who had become one of Akaashi's dearest friends in the latter years.
Akaashi halted his pacing for only a moment to look yet again in the full length mirror that was adorned onto the wall, his eyes traveling over each and every part of his suit, fingers brushing lightly over the soft, light pink petals of the rose that was placed into the small breast pocket.
He locked eyes with Suga in the mirror, the latter giving him a gentle smile which calmed the storm ever so slightly. He couldn't believe this was actually happening- but here he was, waiting on the cue that all of the guests had been seated for the reception.
To put it lightly, Akaashi was terrified. But at the same time, tingles ignited in fingertips, flaming up his arms and into his chest as they sparkled with excitement. His palms were sweaty, stomach in tangled up knots. Nothing could have prepared him for this moment.
Suddenly the door opens, and the director pops her head in with a broad smile covering her features.
"It's time."
Akaaski takes in a sharp breath, looking over at his friend with wide eyes. 'Oh god, this is happening. It's really really happening,' he thought, mind racing, unable to form any coherent thoughts as Suga walked up to him.
"Are you ready to get married?" He questioned, bright eyes meeting his. Akaashi took in a shaky breath, glancing down at the gold band on Suga's dainty finger. The sight eased the tension in his chest, and his eyes crinkled with adoration at the thought of having his own in a matter of minutes.
"Let's do this."
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Gentle music flowed throughout the venue, ceasing any conversations and causing heads to turn towards the large oak doors at the beginning of the aisle. Bokuto ceased the wringing of his hands and light bickering with Kuroo, immediately averting his eyes to the doors.
Kuroo gave him one last slap on the back as he returned to his spot beside the former ace, supporting him as his best man. All eyes were glued to the doors at the end of the aisle as they opened in time with the beautiful music.
A small orange head of hair arrived first. Natsu carried a basket full of light pink rose petals, nervously tossing handfuls of them as she walked down the aisle. She smiled and waved as she passed her older brother, and stepped with a new found confidence.
As she reached the end of her destination, she jogged up to Bokuto and gave him a fist bump, the crowd gently laughing as they had their moment.
As the music crescendoed, all eyes were back at the start. Bokuto's heart felt like it could beat out of his chest at any moment and his eyes were already  slightly wet with tears. 'Dude you're already crying and he hasn't even walked out yet. Get ahold of yourself!' he thought, frantically wiping his eyes with the back of his hand.
Akaaski stood just out of sight of the large oak doors with his mother, who had linked her arm through his. Tears were already glistening in her eyes. He took the pad of his thumb and wiped the wetness away from her face as she fondly smiled at her son.
"I'm so proud of you," she said, cupping his cheek with her palm. He leaned into her touch, closing his eyes for a brief moment before opening them again. "I love you, mom," he said, leaning down to place a gentle kiss onto her forehead. "I love you too. Now, let's go," she said, guiding Akaashi to the entrance.
A light glow casted itself onto the two as they walked through the doors. Everyone stood in awe of the beautiful man that appeared, Bokuto's eyes instantly filling with tears again as his eyes landed on his groom.
He felt like he was in a dream. The lights seemed to cast a golden halo around Akaashi's dark hair, his toned body adorned with a dark navy blue suit that matched his eyes perfectly. The pink rose was his idea-he had remembered that it was Akaashi's favorite flower so he had it arranged for him to wear one.
He looked absolutely breath taking.
On the other end of the aisle, Akaashi met the eyes of all of his friends, from past and present. He saw Suga with a tissue in his hand, Daichi holding his arms around the former's waist in an affectionate manner. To his left, Hinata and Kageyama stood, fighting to get a better view. He chuckled a little. 'Those two will never change.'
And, lastly, his eyes connected with Bokuto's. It felt as though time had stopped. The storm that had been brewing shot down one lone lightning strike. It felt as though you could feel the electricity between the two.
Akaashi's heart was beating frantically in his chest, and he felt all of his worries melt away in his gaze. Bokuto's amber orbs were watery with tears, but they only showed one overpowering emotion- love.
Akaashi felt his own tears start to fall down his face at the sight of his lover, and he decided that if he looked into his eyes any longer he might break down into sobs; he instead broke eye contact to look at the all-black suit that hugged his broad shoulders. A small pink rose matching his own was pinned to his lapel, and his hair was styled down for once.
He looked absolutely magnificent.
The music started to fade into light violin sounds as Bokuto stepped down from the altar to meet Akaashi and his mother. She looked to her son and back to his fiancée, pure fondness in her eyes. She unlinked her arm and reached for Akaashi's and Bokuto's hands.
"I love you both dearly. Kōtarō, thank you for taking care of my son," she said, now linking their two hands together as she handed him off to spend the rest of his life with his beloved. Akaashi sent a warm smile to his mother as he squeezed Bokuto's hand in his.
"I'll take good care of him Mrs. Akaashi" Bokuto said, turning now to face the former, "forever."
Akaashi's heart swelled with joy over those words, a single tear falling down his face. "Now now, the best part hasn't even started. You can't be crying now," Bokuto said, lifting his free hand up to wipe away the lone tear. "Says the one who's been crying since I walked out," Akaashi said, giggling at the face his fiancée made.
They stepped up together onto the altar, and turned towards each other so they were face-to-face. Bokuto couldn't help the radiant smile he had as he looked at his fiancée in front of him, and lightly chuckled as he had to wipe more tears from his face.
"You all may be seated," the priest said, and everyone in the room did as they were told. Akaashi wanted to turn his head to look at Suga one last time for a look of encouragement, but he couldn't stray away from Bokuto's eyes. They were filled with so much fondness and passion that it almost swept Akasshi off his feet then and there.
He felt warm looking into the eyes of the man in front of him. He felt at home. But most importantly, he felt utterly and deeply loved.
'How did I get so lucky?'
"We are gathered here today to unite these two wonderful people in marriage," the priest said as he looked out into the audience. Bokuto could hear sniffling behind him and made a mental note to collect his $5 from winning the bet he and Tsukki had made before the wedding.
"Their decision to marry has not been entered into lightly and today they publicly declare their devotion to each other. The essence of this commitment is the acceptance of each other in entirety, as lover, companion, and friend."
Akaashi gave a soft smile as he heard the words from the priest, knowing now, and forever, he would have all 3 of those things. He couldn't be happier (if he could, he would most likely combust into thin air).
"Now I have been informed that these two have made their own personal vows, so I will allow them to say them now," he said, glancing between Bokuto and Akaashi with a smile. "Who is going first?"
Bokuto shakily took a deep breath and turned around to face Kuroo, who's hand was already outstretched holding a folded (and also horribly crumpled) piece of paper.
"Dude, you got this, I promise he would love anything you wrote down, okay?" Kuroo whispered into Bokuto's ear, the latter thankful for the words of encouragement from his bestfriend.
The former ace turned back around to meet Akaashi's eyes once again. He took a deep breath and started his vows.
"Wow. You look absolutely breath-taking," he said incredulously, earning a lighthearted chuckle from the man across from him as he said a quiet 'thank you'.
"I seriously cannot believe this is happening," Bokuto said, making everyone in the audience laugh at his antics and the over-dramatic movements be was making.
"If you would have told little ole' second year me that he would be marrying Akaashi Keji, he probably would have fainted right then and there."
An abundance of laughter and fits of giggles fill the area, Akaashi himself throwing his head back laughing, a sight that not many other than Bokuto himself has seen. Once everyone calms down, he continues.
"The first time I laid eyes on you, I instantly fell in love, whether I knew it or not. And, I just, jeez, you were like this angel. This untouchable being that I could only admire from afar. Being able to play volleyball with you was like a dream come true.”
"Throughout high school I kept my feelings a secret, because honestly, why would someone like you like someone like me? I felt so much joy just being able to play with you by my side, and that was enough for me.”
"When 3rd year came along, I started to worry. By then I had acknowledged the fact the I was hopelessly in love with you, but I was afraid.”
"Afraid that if I admitted my true feelings, you would have turned me away. Afraid that I would no longer have you in my life; and that fear drove me to bury my feelings in the lowest hole I could find.”
"Until one day, this guy standing beside me," he motioned towards Kuroo with his hand, "said, and I quote, 'Dude. Just tell him. It's obvious he feels the same way. Are you really that blind?', and at first I didn't believe him.”
"But as the weeks went by, I kept reeling over what he had said in my head. So, the day before I graduated, I decided to tell you. I thought it would be my last chance to ever let you know how I truly felt.”
"And by some miraculous chance, you told me that you felt the same way."
Akaashi was freely crying by now, remembering that day like it was yesterday.
"Now, here we are, holding hands on an altar getting married," Bokuto said, eyes glimmering with his own tears, his hands lightly squeezing Akaashi's in his own.
"I don't think words could explain how thankful I am to have you in my life forever, 'Kaashi. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you."
The crowd erupted into small 'awws' at Bokuto's final words to his vows, tears flowing from almost every face. Suga had to bring up a box of tissues to Bokuto, who was now a snotty teary mess.
"Wow, how do I top that?" Akaashi said, earning a few giggles from the crowd and Bokuto himself. "I don't know, because that was pretty awesome, if I do say so myself," he said, shaking his shoulders and puffing his chest out, earning a light smack on the chest from Akaashi.
"I don't know, love, but I'll try," the raven haired male said, fondly looking at Bokuto with a twinkle in his eye. With a deep breath, he pulled out his own folded piece of paper from his pocket, this one neatly folded, not a crinkle in sight. He gently unfolded it, and started his vows.
"When I first arrived at Fukurodani, I was speaking with the principal. He asked me if I was interested in any club sports, and mentioned volleyball. I wasn't sure about it, but I figured I would give it a try.”
"One of my classmates saw the flyer on my desk, and promptly said, 'Good luck with Bokuto. He's a crazy one,' and I wasn't sure what he meant until I met you."
He lightly chuckled at the memory, and he was accompanied by the laughter of others too.
"When I first met you, I knew instantly that you were trouble for me. I didn't understand as to why my gut was telling me to run away, but the very next year, I understood.”
"I had never let anyone see the real me. I was always reserved, quiet, one of the outliers in life. And I was fine with that, until I met you.”
"You were this lively, bursting ball of energy and full of so many different dimensions I couldn't comprehend. It's funny you said that you thought I was untouchable, because I thought the same about you.”
"It was the first time I had been confused about a person, the first time I was caught off guard-and it scared me. I thought that I'd ought to keep someone like you as far away from me as possible, because if I were to fall in love with someone like that, it would surely set me on fire.
"But before I knew it, you had cracked the hardened shell I had placed around myself and broke down my walls; and, like a fool, I had completely fallen in love with you."
Akaashi paused to retrieve two tissues from the box the priest was holding, handing one to Bokuto, who was now a teary mess yet again. After wiping his own face, he continued.
"The day you told me your feelings, I thought I was dreaming. That I was going to wake up any second and have to go throughout the next day a sad, moody mess; but that wasn't the case.”
"You were there, standing in front of me, real as real could get; and I thought to myself, 'I don't think I could ever be this happy again'.”
"Oh how I was so wrong.”
"The endless amount of joy and happiness you have given me since that day surpasses anything I could have dreamed of. I never thought even once that I would fall this deeply on love with another person, but here we are. You never cease to baffle me, Kōtarō.”
"You saved me. You made me complete. And for that, no words or actions could ever be enough to thank you for that.”
"I love you so much, Kōtarō."
Akaashi finished with a beaming smile, ignoring the waterfall of tears as he gazed into the eyes of his beloved. It felt as though it was just the two of them, that the whole venue had disappeared around them as they stared with so much passion into each other's eyes.
"Well, it seems as though it's my turn again," the priest said, breaking the small bubble in between the two.
"Do you both pledge to share your lives openly with one another, and to speak the truth in love? Do you promise to honor and tenderly care for one another, cherish and encourage each other, stand together, through sorrows and joys, hardships and triumphs for all the days of your lives?"
Bokuto looked at Akaashi with a giddy smile on his face.
"We do."
"Do you pledge to share your love and the joys of your marriage with all those around you, so that they may learn from your love and be encouraged to grow in their own lives?"
Akaashi returned Bokuto's smile with one of his own, his heart beating uncontrollably in his chest.
"We do."
"Now for the rings."
Suga made his way to the altar yet again to hand Akaashi a small black velvet box. Likewise, Kuroo stepped forward to hand Bokuto his own black box. The two faced each other again, antsy with anticipation.
"Bokuto, please repeat after me."
"I Kōtarō Bokuto, promise to love and support you, Akaashi, and live each day with kindness, understanding, truth, humor, and passion. With this ring I wed," he repeated as the priest had told him to, carefully sliding the thin golden band onto Akaashi's slender finger.
"Akaashi, please repeat after me."
"I, Akaashi Keji, promise to love and support you Kōtarō and live each day with kindness, understanding, truth, humor, and passion. With this ring I thee wed," he said, reaching for Bokuto's hand just as he had done previously, sliding the gold band onto his left finger.
The two now held hands, both with smiles on their faces that could light up the world.
"It is my honor that I now pronounce you husband and husband," the priest said, slightly turning towards Bokuto. "You can kiss him now, I know you've been waiting patiently for this," he added on, chuckling at the child-like grin Bokuto adorned on his face.
In a moments notice, Bokuto grabbed Akaashi by the waist, spun him around, and dipped him.
"Here's to forever, 'Kaashi."
"Here's to forever."
The kissed they shared sealed their future, two beautiful souls finally bound together as one.
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btsnewsworlds · 3 years
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Seo Hye-ran, director of The National Library of Korea announced that Son Won-pyeong’s Almond was the #1 literature book borrowed from public libraries this year (1/1/2020-11/30/2020). This is mostly due to BTS members reading the book on JTBC’s In The Soop, which was also a popular search word for real-time portal sites. The users who borrowed the book the most were women in their 40s, followed by women in their 30s, 20s and men in their 40s.
RM and Suga stayed having their heads in this book on the show... I didn’t know what they were reading but I knew that whatever it was... it must have been good😂
I haven’t read a book in earnest since 2014.. but they made me want to read this one.
(For those of you thinking.. “ What... she hasn’t read a book in 7 years” ... I used to do book reviews for Simon and Shuster, Harper Collins and various other publishing companies and quite honestly, I got burned out real quick... as an avid reader, it was exciting ...receiving new releases before they hit the bookshelves but in all honesty it got old fast... deadlines, needing to finish a book that you aren’t in to... books upon books and no where to put them because your book cases are full... yeah I got over the excitement with the quickness lol )
If you are wondering what ALMOND is about... here’s the blurb from the book:
This story is, in short, about a monster meeting another monster.
One of the monsters is me.
Yunjae was born with a brain condition called Alexithymia that makes it hard for him to feel emotions like fear or anger. He does not have friends—the two almond-shaped neurons located deep in his brain have seen to that—but his devoted mother and grandmother provide him with a safe and content life. Their little home above his mother’s used bookstore is decorated with colorful Post-it notes that remind him when to smile, when to say "thank you," and when to laugh.
Then on Christmas Eve—Yunjae’s sixteenth birthday—everything changes. A shocking act of random violence shatters his world, leaving him alone and on his own. Struggling to cope with his loss, Yunjae retreats into silent isolation, until troubled teenager Gon arrives at his school, and they develop a surprising bond.
As Yunjae begins to open his life to new people—including a girl at school—something slowly changes inside him. And when Gon suddenly finds his life at risk, Yunjae will have the chance to step outside of every comfort zone he has created to perhaps become the hero he never thought he would be.
Have you read ‘ Almond’? If so... how was it?
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Can I get a reaction of the boys when they see you crying bc of the language barrier,like you can communicate with each other but you're not completely fluent in Korean.
Seokjin/ Jin: I think that, out of all of them, Seokjin is probably the one who understands English the least, so I think he’ll be very understanding of the situation. He might as well cried to because it was just too damn difficult to learn another language, so he would probably hold his partner tight, try to make them laugh and he would try to reassure them into saying they don’t need to completely talk for them to be in love. They can take their time, and it’s not that big of a deal.
Yoongi/ Suga: Probably, this is one of the things that might annoy Yoongi the most. Not his partner crying, for the matter, but the way they can’t speak carelessly and normally like any other couple. It would frustrate him the most, I believe. But seeing his partner crying because of it would break his heart. So he would study harder to learn English or any other language that would be his partner’s mother tongue, and in return, he would play Korean teachers just so they can overstep this problem the sooner.
Hoseok/ J-Hope: Considering the recent interviews we got from different shows coming straight from the United States, I think we can all agree that Hoseok learned how to speak English pretty well. He wouldn’t mind if his partner didn’t know how to speak Korean all that well, just because it’d be an excuse for him to learn how to speak English better. So he would immediately dry out his partner’s tears from their cheeks, trying to make them laugh and reassure them while telling how unimportant it is for them not to speak Korean fluently.
Namjoon/ RM: His first reaction, initially, would probably be blank. He wouldn’t exactly where were his partner’s tears coming from because in all honesty, he doesn’t mind speaking English. Actually, he has a pretty good level and he’s always playing translator for his bandmates, so he really wouldn’t understand from where came the tears. After a while, however, he would try to reassure his partner that they can just talk in English for as long as needed, and it’s not a necessity for him/ her to learn how to speak Korean.
Jimin: It would break Jimin’s heart, the whole situation would be something he wouldn’t really be in position to do anything about so it would frustrate him the most, out of all the seven of them. He would try to reassure his partner the most, dry their tears and promise they would work together for them to learn each other’s language. It might take some time, but Jimin will be devoted as much as if it were one of Bangtan’s obligations.
Taehyung/ V: At first, Taehyung would probably be lost, more or less like Namjoon, he wouldn’t really understand where this would come from. Because, they can still communicate, and it isn’t that much difficult to understand what the other means and tries to say. He knows a little how to speak English, well, he understands, so that must count for something. In any way, his reaction would match Namjoon’s, globally.
Jungkook: Just like Hoseok, I believe Jungkook understands English much than the rest of them (all except leader-nim ofc). And if it would still frustrate him a bit not to talk in Korean just because he would be able to talk without thinking then, he wouldn’t mind learning a new language. And he wouldn’t be bad at him, he would enjoy much the times spend learning his partner’s language and teaching his own. It would take the time needed, and he would make sure his partner wouldn’t cry about it anymore.
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Welp,I tried. 
- Nageoire 
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best tv, movies, & music of 2020
If I leaned into one hobby during this trashfire of a year, it was consuming media. Me and my poor little astigmatized eyes observed a rigorous nightly schedule of Netflix and chill, Hulu and disassociate, Starz and eternal scream, etc., etc.
I never ever do this but maybe I'll start doing it yearly. Here are my favorite things I watched and listened to in 2020, in no particular order. (And if something you loved isn’t here, that’s okay! Different tastes, but also, there are a lot of new things I skipped, especially shows with dark themes or lots of violence.)
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Television
Betty, season 1 (HBO)
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Water with cucumber and lime. Stepping across an autumn leaf-littered sidewalk in thick-soled boots. Lying on a floatie in a pool mid-summer. In the same vein, Betty refreshes. Based on Crystal Moselle’s Skate Kitchen, Betty serializes the adventures of a group of energetic and beautiful gen Z girls trying to take a bite out of New York City’s men-dominated skateboard scene. The series is sweet and naturalistic, and deftly handles issues of family strife, workplace racism, and sexual assault. It was an oasis in a year of overwhelm.
Vida, season 3 (Starz)
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I’ve loved Vida from season 1 but it took the panny for me to sit down and get caught up. Vida follows two estranged sisters who move back to East LA to run their mother’s bar after her sudden death. I often disagree with the show’s politics (e.g., its ethos is more pro-gentrification than not, the utter lack of Afro-Latinx cast members); nevertheless, Vida handles issues of legacy, intimacy, and queer identity with tenderness. Mishel Prada is mesmerizing in her portrayal of Emma, who finally lets love in. This is by far the most underrated show of the decade.
P-Valley, season 1 (Starz)
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One of the rules of Mississippi strip club The Pynk? No motherfucking chips! This specificity and humor is all up and through P-Valley. Creator Katori Hall’s world is so well-built that you can almost feel the club’s dim interior and lithe dancers. Mercedes, a tough veteran dancer trying hard to leave The Pynk, and the club’s proprietor, non-binary femme sensation Uncle Clifford, are engaging, charismatic leads. Unapologetically Black and southern, P-Valley is critically acclaimed for good reason and I can’t wait for season 2.
Almost made the list: The Flight Attendant (HBO Max), How to with John Wilson (HBO)
Movies
Palm Springs (Hulu)
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I’ve always had a little crush on Andy Samberg because he’s extremely good at his job--being funny. Yes, he’s funny in this film, and he also perfectly reflects the weariness and nihilism of millennials today. Cristin Milioti is an excellent co-lead who uses her large eyes to express at turns annoyance, excitement, and pain. A film about reliving the same day, every day, was kind of cruel to watch during the heart of my quarantine, but Palm Springs was a sumptuous, romantic companion.
Disclosure (Netflix)
I really don’t like when media about marginalized groups is billed as “much needed” or “powerful”. It’s patronizing and flattens the creator’s artistic vision. So, I won’t use that language but I will acknowledge how much I learned from Disclosure and how affecting it was. It offers a deep dive into representations of trans folks in mainstream media and is extremely well-edited and cohesive. Importantly, it was produced by trans people and directed by trans filmmaker Sam Feder. Watch it.
The Old Guard (Netflix)
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There was a joke floating around on Twitter about how a lot of women never thought we liked action movies until we saw The Old Guard, then we realized, oh, we just need to see women in instrumental roles! Beyond Charlize Theron’s layered performance as an immortal baddie, the story is inventive and engrossing. The Old Guard is super rewatchable and a lot of fun.
Almost made the list: I’m Thinking of Ending Things (Netflix), On the Record (HBO Max), Tender, Onward 
Music
Favorite albums
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Jaguar
Victoria Monét is a star. Maybe it’s because I’m in my thirties but I had never heard of her before my friend urged me to listen to Jaguar (shoutout to Kayla, thank you, Kayla!). I like my R&B warm and well-written and cozy. Victoria’s voice is smooth and polished and evokes the sensuality of jazz singers from the 30s. When she croons “had a feeling we would take it this far / when you kissed me in your car”, it’s easy to tell why Kehlani fell for her. This is, as they say, an album with no skips.
Suga & Good News
Megan Thee Stallion’s year was marred by a horrible event--she was shot. And then, social media trolls did their best to blame her for the shooting because the curse of being a Black woman is that we are never allowed to be victims. Even still, she bookmarked either side of that event with an EP, Suga, and her first full-length album Good News. They are strong projects (although I prefer Suga) because our girl is as clever and versatile as ever, constantly one-upping herself and her featured artists with rhyme after rhyme. Hotties rejoice, the champ is here to stay.
Ungodly Hour
Chloe x Halle have cemented their status as Those Girls. Ungodly Hour is a near-perfect album and showcases their startlingly beautiful harmonies and earwormy, haunting lyrics. This album was a key piece of fuel as I hammered away at my dissertation prospectus this summer. I would wiggle my shoulders in time with “Do It”, belt out “Tipsy”, and ignore the catch in my throat when “Lonely” was on. Importantly, Chloe and Halle are settling into adulthood and the darker themes on this project reflect that. Believers and skeptics alike, Ungodly Hour is for you.
Almost made the list: Carly Rae Jepsen - Dedicated Side B, Emily King - Sides, Jessie Ware - What’s Your Pleasure?
Favorite tracks
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Cardi B ft. Megan Thee Stallion - “WAP”
“Gobble me, swallow me, drip down the side of me”-- Do I need to go on???
Aminé - “Compensating”
Aminé is attractive and competent and so is this single. It’s the perfect summer track.
Giveon - “Heartbreak Anniversary”
His voice haunts me. When I first heard Giveon, I looked up as if to ask who is that? He’s model-beautiful and his deep baritone lingers in the room after the song ends.
Jessie Ware - “Ooh La La”
I have loved Jessie Ware since her first album Devotion, which was firmly R&B. This single and accompanying album are disco/funk territory. “Ooh La La” is uplifting and well-suited to Jessie’s warm soprano.
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💘bangtan as boyfriends: seokjin💘
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-you know that feeling when you're wearing your fav sweater and you feel all cuddly, safe and secure? that's you with seokjin, only that you're now wearing his giant hoodies and he gushes about your sweater paws like every 30 mins
-super reliable and loyal, you don't ever have to doubt him in anyway except when he says he doesn't wanna eat a second bowl of cereal with you on sundays
you: whyyy, it's your favourite! you're seriously saying no to a second breakfast??
him: yeah but why'd you call it second breakfast? do I look like a hobbit to you?
you: (-just to be a lil shit-) yea
him: im breaking up with you
-he...... looks absolutely flawless after he wakes up and ur like..... how... you once caught him drooling during his sleep and pulled out the camera but just as you turned to him again you started to believe in divine intervention / black magic (whichever u prefer) bc he looked absolutely angelic and suddenly there was no sign of any drool and again, you're like ..... HOW
-this was also the day that started an on-going battle between you and jin, bc you tried to catch a bad picture of him which was pretty much a kamikaze task for you
(you know this bit from "how I met your mother"? it pretty much went like that, only that u finally got your bad pic when a friend's cockatoo flew too close to him and he started yelling, btw that was after 4 years of dating rip)
- lots of cooking dates where you start off preparing everything together and he's always like "no do it like this" , "ah lemme get this" and in the end he cooks for you, but does it happily bc he enjoys seeing you eating well
-very traditional dates imo but also fun, going for a walk together by the river, romantic dinner, amusement parks where you battle each other in every game
-ooo boy you two would be really competitive though when it comes to gaming and such
-the world has never seen air hockey players like you two, the passion, the anger, the yelling at each other where you two lowkey channel your inner maria sharapova (jk: hyung im scared, suga: me too, jimin: this is going to haunt me)
-also, he's not afraid to pull up with grand gestures when it comes to you and likes to spoil you tbh (but you're mostly like "isn't that... isn't that too much" and he's like "ok im gonna tone it down" and you guys have a spa weekend instead of flying to paris)
- very fun and spontaneous too so it's a good mix with him, it never ever gets boring
- he loves to go fishing so you two regularly go outdoors and either go to the sea together or he goes on his own while you chill in a nature resort and wait for him there
-talks a lot but also knows when to listen and mostly listens to you when you share your beliefs and such
-a gentleman: holds the door for you, helps you out of a car etc
-tried to learn the ukulele for you bc of your love for adventure time
-he actually picked it up so well that he surprised you with "la vie en rose" on the ukulele and serenaded you in your kitchen when you were making hot chocolate bc you couldn't sleep
-your personal hypeman at literally everything and very devoted to your happiness, ready to fight everyone who crosses you
-he feels at ease when he sees your smile, totally whipped for you tbh
- he loooves to show you off... you would accompany him to some events sometimes and he'd go "oh, have you met my partner?" - "there you go saying partner again..." - "yes, y/n, because they won't know if you're my partner in crime or if we're in love" - "lucky we're both" - "god i love you"
- you two would have so many inside jokes, sometimes to a point where outsiders would have no fkn clue what you're talking about
-he's on the brink of crying whenever you are in a soft mood and tell him how much you love him, like the one time you told him that you never thought there'd be so much to laugh and be happy about in life and he straight up started sobbing and pulled you into a tight hug
you: (laughingly) "cmon i didn't say that to make you cry"
jin: (still too emotional to talk, just clings to you)
you: did you know sloths sometimes mistake their own arms for branches and fall down because of that
(he went completely silent, then laughed his ass off for a solid minute)
jin: idk if I should laugh or cry, oh my god, this is terrible and hilarious and im going to hell, y/n
you'd just laugh along and then suddenly kiss him bc that you were so overwhelmed with love for him bc this was your favourite seokjin, a soft dork who laughs about inappropriate things and gets very very shy when you kiss him like that and needs some time to regain composure after that (-1 hour later, meeting with the guys- jk: hyung you ears are crimson red , jin: ...... *blushes at the mere thought*, nj: what's with jin-hyung?, jk: idk i may have broken him)
-what goes for jealousy.... you would never ever have to deal with that bc he trusts you 100% and you trust him the same amount, the only time he became somewhat "possessive" was when you guys went to an exhibition together and the curator became rather flirty with you, while jin was talking with the chairman, so unbeknownst to you, seokjin had an eye on you the entire time, saw that you were getting uncomfortable and then came to you and rested his hand on your lower back, shot the guy his most dashing smile and greeted him politely..... anyway, the guy got the hint and was gone like 20 seconds after
-he's a safe space for you tbh, and vice versa, being with you is grounding for him and he needs your touch to calm down when life gets too hectic
-he'd be at your doorstep a lot of times after he came back from the airport and these type of evenings would be rather quiet and full of cuddles and soft touches
-btw he would love helping you with renovations in your home and would pick up 1 unique piece for your flat whenever he was in a new city during their tour
-also, you guys would do so many trips to ikea tbh he would always find some occasion to go there even if it's just hot dogs or ice cream, btw I absolutely see this happening
-buys you succulents and says these are now your sons ("you let a cactus die, jin" - "that's why I leave them in your care while namjoon teaches me how to take care of them" - "you let namjoon teach you about plants?" - "I gotta be a good father, right?" - and right he was)
-tbh you'd tease him about his love for renovations and furniture but truth be told, he highkey envisions your future together and the whole thing is just his way of slowly building everything up until you get to the point the daydreams about, which would be a nice home with garden with self-grown tomatoes, a tiny pup and the smell of french toast on your lazy mornings together
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