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sugawarassoccerlover · 5 months
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“Let your pain out. Just let it all out, okay? You’re allowed to cry. Even if it means taking your time. I'm not in any rush, sweetheart, and you shouldn’t rush yourself either. It’s okay to not be strong for now. Don’t force yourself to be strong. I’ve got you. I know you're struggling. I know you're tired... I know you're exhausted. Just rest, sweetheart. In my arms, I'll catch you when you fall. I won't let you hit the ground”
Koshi Sugawara, Osamu Miya, Kita Shinsuke, Daichi Sawamura, Takashi Mitsuya, Suehiro Tecchou, Sanji Vinsmoke, Kyojuro Rengoku, Kazuha Kaedahara, Kaeya, Satan
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taeyamayang · 2 years
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comforting you | hq, jjk, tr x reader
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tsukki, iwaizumi, sugawara
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megumi, nanami
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rindou, mitsuya
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ㅡthanks for reading! if anyone is feeling blue, i hope this helped you feel better :) per usual rbs and likes are very much appreciated.
Masterlist | HQ Masterlist | JJK Masterlist | TR Masterlist
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queeniedoodles · 1 year
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Using colour theory study as an excuse to draw a cosy suga again
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toomanyanimefanfics · 2 years
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Haikyuu Boyfriend headcanons
Karasuno boys pt.1 General Headcanons, Fluff, SFW
Hinata | Sugawara |
Hinata:
Oh this hyperactive spring loaded boi....
Hinata has his eyes and interests set mostly on volleyball and constantly trying to improve his plays, but that doesn't mean in the slightest that he doesn't leave time for you!
Of course sometimes you have to pry away that ball from his calloused and bruised palms - but trust me its worth it,
He goes on for hours about his hobbies and interests (volleyball and his amazing team and oh- "wow y/n did you see that spike?! It was like- Oh wow, you just had to see it". But he's super appreciative of your hobbies and interests too, whether that's volleyball, another sport or something else entirely he's got soooo much energy to hype up all your projects!
He's got wayyy too much energy to sit still for two solid minutes so sometimes you have to force him into any sort of cuddle session, maybe a favourite show with coerce him to sit a bit longer with you- not like he doesn't like spending time by your side, he just can't sit still thinking about all the fun activities you two could be doing right this minute!!!
All of this aside he's definitely the type to want to hold your hand constantly around school, it drives the rest of the team mad, we ALL know he's low key bragging that he's got someone as amazing and fun as you!
And on the small chance you're shorter than him.... Oh boi he's incredibly silently excited about this, now he gets to bend DOWN for kisses!
And if you're taller, he's constantly trying to outdo you - "Y/N! lets see if we can touch the ceiling?" "I still bet I'm taller when I jump!"
Sugawara:
Suga is very attentive to you, even more so in private. Do you need something picked up? He's got it. Need help studying? -Here's all the notes he's taken, he's unsure whether they're any help but he's definitely helping.
Not overly physically affectionate in public, he'll let a small kiss on the cheek or forehead, aside when the occasion calls for it of course! But he'll rather smother you in private in a small cuddle session with plenty of small pecks on your face and he's always holding onto your hand or an arm wrapped lazily around your shoulder or waist.
Like with his friends and teammates he's always surrounding you with compliments and verbal words of encouragement!! He's always making sure you're just aware how fantastic you are! One of his top love languages is words of encouragement and he loves it when you send them back right at him!
Sometimes he can get carried away with his love for playing volleyball like the others, sometimes you have to gently remind him that there's other things that he enjoys that needs attention too- especially studying for his other academic subjects, he appreciates that you care enough to keep him well rounded and he does the same for you.
He loves it when you come to visit at practices and games, he just hopes he gets to be on the court more when you come around, a guys gotta impress his s/o after all!
He's a bit of a Mother Hen and always likes to make sure you've got a warm hoodie whether it's his or yours -he doesn't mind!
Likewise he also likes to make sure you've had plenty of water to drink and generally making sure your wellbeing is at its best!
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milk-breadx · 2 years
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Safe Space; sugawara koushi
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sugawara koushi x gn!reader
Angst to Comfort!
When life seems too tough, you run to the person you feel relaxed around, because you know they'll never leave your side.
word count: 887
warnings: swearing, just a lot of ranting
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The slam of the door had alerted Koushi of your presence. He's not surprised, but he is very worried. Worried about the house you have to come home to everyday and upset he can't do much for you other than offer his shoulder for you to cry on. 
He drops what he's doing in the kitchen and heads to the couch, where he sees you lying face down, muffled sobs coming from your direction. Koushi's heart breaks seeing you in this state and slowly moves closer to sit on the couch beside you. In an instant, you wrap your arms around his figure and hold him as tight as you could, afraid that he'd disappear if you let go.
And he holds you just as tight, patting your back and telling you to let it all out. Since the journey from your house to the couch in Koushi's, you've been trying to hold it in and not break down. But the warmth that your boyfriend radiates is enough to make you feel safe around him. Walls coming down and unafraid to cry in his arms because you know he wouldn't think of you as weak or dramatic. He knows that even though you try to be strong all the time, sometimes it was too much to handle.
"Koushi, I'm sorry." You say in between sobs while he stares at you in shock. "This is like wha-what? The fifth or-or sixth time this year that I come running to your house? I-I just-" 
Koushi just pulled you closer to his figure and tried to calm you down. "You don't have to apologize, okay? I know your situation at home is tough and sometimes you don't even feel safe in your own room. It's a good thing that you decided to come here instead of staying in that... environment. So, what happened this time?"
You hastily wipe the tears rolling down your face and try to steady your breathing before speaking, "What else is there to say? I've told you a million times already,"
Without hesitating he replies, "And I'd listen to you a million times more."
The words made your heart skip a beat and you buried your face in his neck. He spoke once again, "So, tell me every detail. What did they do this time?"
You pulled away from him and blinked the tears away. You took a deep breath before telling him what happened hours prior. "I don't even ask them to do much anymore. Every time they disrupt while I'm working or they don't do the things that need to be done or even when they use me as an emotional punching bag! I don't complain anymore or tell them about it because I know that if I do, nothing is going to fucking change. All I asked was something so simple, nothing else. I kept repeating it time and time again but NO! THEY can't-"
Koushi sits and listens to every word. Yes, he's heard you rant about similar situations, but he doesn't care how many times he's heard it over and over again. He's here for you.
"Again, they compared me to the entitled bitch who can make a nun swear without breaking a sweat. They really said I don't do any work at home when they literally run to me whenever there's something that needs to be done but they don't want to do it. And yet, I'm somehow on the same low level as that motherfucker? Me? The person who's been trying to juggle so many things for them? I swear to-"
No matter what, Koushi will stay. He'll keep you in his arms for as long as you'll let him. He loves you and he can't bear to see you lose your sanity trying to keep everybody else happy.
"I know they're family but gosh, I fucking hate it there. They keep saying we should 'work together as a family should', but they can't even fucking understand-"
And one day, you won't have to. One day, you'll leave that place, without fear of what's to come or feeling of guilt. Koushi will be right beside you through it all.
"I-I don't even know what do, Koushi." You cover your face with your hands, trying to stop tears from rolling down your face. "I tried to keep quiet and not say anything, but it's exhausting. When I tried to do something about it, they only put me down." He was about to pull you in again, when you looked at him with your tired eyes. "Can... Can I stay here for the night again? I just feel so much safer here."
"Of course you can." Koushi wiped away your tears and held both your hands tightly. "Stay here for as long as you want to." He kissed your forehead before speaking again. "I love you. And there's nothing more I want than to help you right now. So just stay for as long as you can. Sleep in tomorrow and don't do any work because I'll take care of everything."
Right now, life seems to be handing only the worst to you and sometimes, you wish you could give everything up. But if there's one thing life has given you that you would never give up, it would be Koushi.
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this is not self-indulgent, what r u talking about 🥴
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mangomakii · 2 years
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LET ME GET THIS ON CAMERA - SUGAWARA KOSHI
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first haikyuu fic?? (will make this a series probably. maybe.)
synopsis: suga has a camera. he really likes taking pictures of you. (no specific gender stated.)
warnings: none that i can think of. mentions of cameras?
suga is no stranger to the more beautiful things in life. he stops to smell the flowers, lingers longer on pieces of art at museums, and stares just a bit too hard at you on certain occasions. so, when he bought himself a sleek, black camera, he knew exactly what he would utilize it for.
every date, suga bears his camera clinging onto his neck in classic photographer fashion. he would watch closely as you looked to the skies, or a child, and would snap as many photos of he could. the sound of a camera shutter clicking began to become a sound of startling comfort whenever you were around koshi.
in each photo he took, suga likes to say he attaches a piece of his soul to each one. he'll hang each photo up along his walls, blending in with his photos from volleyball, his family, and then you. koshi has a distinct way of taking photos. he'll focus a little less on the subject, allowing the lines between subject and background to weave together into a strange yet beautiful composition. with this, it gives suga a great grasp over sunsets.
the first time he held a camera to you, it was an accident. he had just brought the camera, and felt the weight in his hands and allowed it to fill him whole. he brought it to practice that day, and showed it around the team, practically beaming whenever anyone so much as glanced at it.
you had walked in, looking for the notebook you had left in the gym during your physical education class. suga was hoping to catch the light bouncing off the bleachers— which you just so happened to be on.
you hadn't even noticed it at first, you thought the faint "click" was the sound of your feet, or anything else. koshi had also not noticed. he promptly shook himself out of the trance, and moved his arms in waving to you.
"hey! can i ask your name?"
in a quick turn, you were met with a bashful smile. a quick stumble off the bleachers, and walked cautiously underhead of various flying projectiles being launched at seemingly mach speed.
"sorry, i accidently took a photo of you. i thought you may want to take a quick look at it?"
your eyes flicked over to the camera in his hands. it was turned slightly outward towards you— a quick showing of the accident he had made.
the photo was slightly stunning. he had somehow made you look like a natural part of the bleachers. as if the sunlight bathing the side of your body was always meant to be there.
"ah. i can delete it if you want! i'm so sorry! it was a complete accident!" suga's hands grabbed back at the camera, pulling it back towards his chest. almost cradling it.
you finally spoke, "no! no. i actually really like it. do you take photos often?" your eyes floated up to him.
"i actually just bought this one! kinda cool, right? it was lodged in the back of a pawn shop." he beamed back at you, clearly highly invested in this new art form he had collected.
before you could respond to him, you were cut off by a semi-harsh voice sounding koshii back to his place on the court.
"let's go mr.pretty boy! jus' cause you're a setter doesn't mean you get to chat it up with every newcomer!" ukai's booming voice rounded back to suga.
koshi's eyes flashed back to his coach, then to you. he gave you a wary, but embarrassed smile.
"that's me.." he made his steps backwards, before stopping himself quickly as your expression changed.
"wait. can i ask your name? i mean, you got me in your camera, i at least want to know who's camera i'm in."
he smiled again. the kind of smile that made you stop for a second. "koshi. sugawara."
you looked at him. his eyes, his hair, and how his hands had instinctively bent to a setter's position the second ukai had called for him.
"y/n l/n. let me know when you get a handle on the camera, yeah? i'd love to see how you come up with things."
and look at that now. in each moment, you had become his muse. everything that he could capture, he did. he loved it. finding the beauty in things was so much easier with you.
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macaroki · 2 years
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" shall the death do us part, my dove "
or, in another word, SUGAWARA keep living his life, for you.
trigger warning : mention of shooting, sort of ptsd stuff [ not beta'd ]
it always fascinate you how sugawara dealing with the kids in the kindergarden he works for. those delicate hand moving along as he teach alphabets, or the way his lips pursuing as he heard those kids trying to crack a joke is just heavenly sight to see.
you should've not listened to him the other day, " don't have to come today for lunch, love " and for god sake, you didn't. how can you know, that everything would turn out like that?
it suppose to be another ordinary day, where your lover would pick you up from your workplace on the evening, take out dinner or eat whatever he had in his mind, or/and simply just enjoying the view at the beach nearby for a while.
it hurts to remember all the good time, while he was laying there, for no one knew whatever things he had in his mind. for only you waiting for him just, to talk, about anything, really. the weather, the shitty waiter at the restaurant you both promised won't go there again, or the dentist that have big-sarcasm jokes- anything really.
" i'm here if you want to talk " left your lips a little bit too much by now. yet he's still mindlessly gazing on the white ceiling above, his cheeks stained with tears. you really want to hold him, truly, but you're afraid that he'll flinched away from your touch. it hurts you the fact that even the simplest noise can startle him already.
you thought leaving him alone is maybe a good idea, at least - for now. as you pushed the chair and grabbing your phone, you can heard the low voice of him saying " it was my fault, "
it was barely a whisper, feels like it gonna get carried away by the wind if you didn't hear closely. but you know better than leaving him with his thought, didn't you?
" it's not, " you hold his hand slowly, bringing it up close to your lips, barely even touch but it's still there. the soft kisses that bring him down more tears. " it's never been your fault that the little girl were being targeted, you're just happen to be there, "
" maybe if i just take the shot, the girl could've live, " tears rolling down on your cheek as those word leaving past his mouth, the squeeze on his hand tighten even more. "she have so much things to live for, i just let those people taking her life away, i- " loud sobbings escape his mouth, and he can't even bring himself to look anywhere but close his eye.
" it's not your fault nonetheless. you have a lot of things to live for too. taking the shot or not, the girl still being chased for her entire lifetime - which is draining for her to live with messed up thing, and no, i'm not saying that you should live with those guilt, no, but you need to let it go, baby. " you reach out to him, wiping the tears that stained his cheek.
he finds an enduring peace to have you here with him, but wasn't it draining for you? as if you were looking thru him, immediately sensing the discomfort in his thoughts, you pressed another light, feather kiss on his hand you've held earlier. " the damage have been done, and the things we can do now is to pray the girl to get the justice she deserve, " you paused, " and it's not your fault. please, "
" allow yourself to breathe again, and live. please? "
and he did. through the long night to the peaceful evening, that was the first time he ever smiled to you, returning the squeeze, and mayhaps the kiss you've silently asked for a while.
trying out new format LOL, and hi ! been hiatus for a while, since march i believe, and i am finally back ?! anyway, im not great at such dramatic dialouge, but i hope yall enjoy it ><
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heavenly-messenger · 2 years
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letter for @nachotrash
in which sugawara very awkwardly asks out the team manager
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transcription:
Shiyu,
Thank you so much for making food for the team yesterday! We all loved it, and it really hit the spot after a long practice. Your brother must be lucky, having you around to cook all the time. In all honesty, he’s just lucky to have you as part of his family. You’re amazing, and the two of you really seem to get along. And we’re so incredibly lucky to have you as our manager! You’ve really helped us. Keep being you (aka being great)!!
On a kinda different note… I guess I’ve found myself a bit attached to you. But it’s not like I’m attached to the other second years, or the managers, or even Asahi and Daichi… and that’s kinda the problem. I don’t know if this is a one-sided thing or not and even if it’s not, then what? All I know is that I want to be close with you. Mentally. Emotionally. Physically. Oh god that probably sounded very wrong. It’s not like that. Well, it is. But not really. I really don’t know. So maybe, if you're in the same situation as I am,  we could try to figure it out? Together?
Best wishes,
Sugawara Koushi
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citrusweather · 2 years
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suga being the typical "mom" friend
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pairings: sugawara koushi x reader
wc: 479
summary: a short snippet of my current wip on ao3
author’s note: this is part of my intro chapter for my best friends to lovers au suga fic! hope you enjoy it, and if so, you can read the rest of the work here!
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“Ah, shoot. Guess I lost my bet this time.” Suga chuckles seeing that you made it through the doors right on schedule (your schedule, that is—being at least a couple minutes late to everything). You check the time: 10:03 AM.   
“You lost? What’s with the change, huh?” you ask cynically. “Don’t you usually bet that I’d be late like always?”  
Suga eyes you mischievously. “Nope. Not today,” he says matter-of-factly. “I thought you’d want to be the first one here to get that piece of paper, called a degree, so that you can rush back home and go back to sleep.” he laughs knowing how close you are to your first love (your first love— meaning your soft and dreamy bed).  
You smile, thinking how nice that would be to just go back and drift to sleep. Celebrating momentous special occasions were never really your thing, despite yearning for the end of university life with its sleepless semesters and never-ending work. “Well, I wish I could,” you shrug while putting your heels back on. “My bed has been the one single thing that’s been with me through it all!”  
Suga gapes at you, face shocked. “The ONLY one who’s been there for you?” His mouth forms a small “O” shape and he clutches at his heart with such dramatic flair. You snicker at the whole ordeal. “Hmmph” he pouts and looks away. You just know he's rolling his eyes right now and he turns back to you with a slight smile at the edge of his lips. He then proceeds to straighten out the sleeves of your graduation gown.
Suga’s always been there with you too, but of course you’ll never miss a chance to tease him.  
He takes a few cherry blossom petals off your head as you try and brush up from your hectic morning. “I bet you walked around dazed in thought again even though you were trying to hurry,” he teased. Years of college have taught him how easily distracted you get. It’s the type of absent-mindedness where you might be solely focused doing one thing, and yet you have a radar for shiny objects that take away all of your attention in a snap. 
“Well come on, you’re late enough as it is.” He grabs your wrist leading you like a lost child to find your spots in line next to the other graduates.  
“Yeah, yeah. Whatever, mom .” You stick out your tongue at him, glaring into the back of his head as he drags you through the crowd.  
How funny is it that your best friend throughout college still feels the need to berate you for every little thing. There’s almost never a time where you listen to anyone’s nagging (not even your own mom’s), but you guess it’s entertaining enough when it comes from your seemingly pleasant (yet snarky) silver-haired friend. 
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inkfireflies · 2 years
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Sugawara and Nick Nelson are the the same person like
-two rays of sunshine
-boots of serotonine if you just look at them
-two pure souls who must be protected
-the two sweetest people in the world
-both in love with their best friend
-both will become elementary teacher
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spielzeugkaiser · 1 year
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I'm procrastinating so hard (and still coughing my lungs out) that I not only procrastinate on the things I have to do but also on the things I planned to draw, sooooo... another trans!Hinata piece 👉👈 Poor guy feels a bit insecure first.
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sugawarassoccerlover · 5 months
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"are you okay? do you need a hug?" suga asked gently, holding his arms open for you.
"no, 'm fine," you mumbled, wiping your face with your sleeve, your lies obvious by the tears on your face.
suga stood and waited. he didn't want to force his care onto you, he wanted you coming to him to be your choice. he would wait. he would take the lies. he didn't mind standing there awkwardly with his arms open until you acknowledged your own vulnerability.
after a few moments, you whispered "i'm not okay" before you practically threw yourself into the former setter's arms, plastering yourself to him like a koala. and he would hold you, for as long as you needed
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admiringlove · 5 months
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[17:45] . . .
when you look back on the past few weeks and see how your best friend has been acting, it makes you question almost everything you know about him.
sugawara kōshi wasn't a nervous guy—confident, even a bit of a charmer, you’d say. you'd playfully call him a goon because of how he is, but now, he's pulling away, leaving you puzzled. did you unintentionally cross a line during your last conversation? the uncertainty lingers as you wonder if a thoughtless comment pushed him away or if there's a deeper reason behind his sudden distance.
you see him in the hallways, and somehow it feels like there’s a mountain between the two of you. you lock eyes with him when you leave your afterschool club, and he turns away. just what had you done?
your heart ached at the sight. it sure didn't help that you were completely, irrevocably in love with him. if anything, it made things worse. so you decided to play it cool, be just like him. you'd stroll past him in the hallways without a second glance, hoping it would make your heart hurt a little less. intentionally leaving your photography club early, dodging the volleyball team dismissal, so he wouldn't catch a glimpse of your face. maybe it seemed a bit petty, but hey, he started it. you were just honoring his wishes, in your own way.
but one thought pricked your mind. cruelly enough, it never left your head.
what if he'd stumbled upon someone new? you recall seeing him in conversation with a charming girl from the class next to yours, sharing laughs during the break. what if he'd clued in on your feelings for him? was that the reason behind his avoidance too? if that held any truth, it only made a cascade of anxieties in your mind. what if, because of some trivial entanglement, you'd lost your best friend of five years?
the looming dread of losing him wrapped around your heart like a suffocating shadow. it wasn't just the prospect of a fading friendship; it was the fear that an unspoken emotion had inadvertently created a rift between you. the thought of him finding comfort in the company of another, laughing with someone new during recess, sent waves of unease crashing through you. the uncertainty gnawed at your core, leaving you in a state of perpetual restlessness.
and if he had broken your heart into multiple pieces and found someone new, you don't think you would simply stop loving him. it would be slow, and painful. you reckon you wouldn't be able to love someone new for a long, long time. forgetting him would be like a nightmare.
and yet, today remained unaltered. you exited the photography club room, observing as volleyball team members sealed the gym. sighing, you realized you were a little late this time. the first-years, particularly hinata, greeted you from a distance. you responded with a modest smile, delicately waving in return. trouble with suga was the last thing you desired, fearing your thoughts. what if he did found solace in someone else? the notion pierced your heart. deep down, you sensed that daichi, ever the astute observer, would uncover the truth about the unsettling connection between you and the serene setter.
but what you don't expect, is for all of them to walk toward you. you watched in inexplicable horror as the entire group followed the senior years' lead. hinata and kageyama, always fighting and messing around. nishinoya and asahi, talking about something with vigor and calmness at the same time. tanaka, bothering kiyoko with amorous words and her having no response to them whatsoever. yamaguchi and tsukishima, bantering about something with yachi listening in. the rest, talking to each other and watching the chaos of it all unfold.
and sugawara kōshi, in the front, looking right at you with an emotion you couldn't quite put a finger on. your throat went dry when you watched them greet you. you responded with a meek hello in return, deciding to join the group towards home.
your gaze nervously flits between kōshi and daichi up front, leading the group, as you join tsukishima and yamaguchi. the blond shoots you a knowing look with narrowed eyes, seemingly privy to your intentions. he begins to question you, but you widen your eyes in a silent plea.
he only rolls his eyes, "that won't work on me, senpai."
"i hate you," you groan, deadpan expression etched across your face.
he emits a dry chuckle, "let's be honest, i'm your favorite first-year, with an actual functioning brain," then his gaze shifts to hinata and kageyama behind you, throwing them the most disdainful side-eye he can muster, "unlike certain individuals we're acquainted with."
yamaguchi laughs, "that was uncalled for!"
yachi only shakes her head in silent reverie. you furrow your eyebrows at the blond, "you give yourself too much credit. i like yachi the most."
"oh yeah? even though i was the first to figure out you're practically in love with-"
a forceful shove to tsukishima's stomach elicits a resonant groan, catching daichi's attention as he glances back with a raised brow. you shoot him a knowing smile, smoothly carrying on with the conversation. yachi erupts into laughter, while yamaguchi discreetly covers his mouth with a hand.
"if you dare say the next part out loud, i'll make sure you won't set foot on a volleyball court for the next five months," you grit your teeth, a steely resolve in your gaze. the middle-blocker scoffs, "i'll report you to the authorities for battery and assault."
"i won't even let you get to the police station in one piece," you say, smiling innocently. he pouts softly, scoffing.
the remainder of the fifteen-minute walk passes with surprising ease. as tsukishima and yamaguchi bid farewell to the group, the middle-blocker casts you a knowing look, "here's hoping you won't turn into a nervous wreck when it's just the two of you later."
"thanks," you reply sarcastically, releasing an exasperated sigh. he chuckles as he saunters away, leaving the group now comprising only the first-years with tanaka leisurely strolling alongside. you nervously clutch the straps of your backpack, fiddling with them absentmindedly.
observing kiyoko and tanaka diverging from the group at the next turn, daichi follows suit when his home approaches. he graces you with a soft, reassuring smile. it weirdly offers a sense of solace, as though he senses the imminent solitude with suga or perhaps infers your feelings for the setter. regardless, you reciprocate the exchange, bidding your goodbyes.
and after an awkwardly silent five minutes, when your home finally comes around, you stop. he does too, looking at you with an expression you don't quite understand. his eyebrows are ever-so-slightly crunched, his lips beautifully pursed and his eyes look at you with so much longing that it almost physically hurts you to return the gaze.
"i-i, will see you tomorrow then," you say, clenching and unclenching your hand. he nods ruefully, but just as you're about to unlock your front door with your keys, you hear him say, "wait!"
you turn, eyes brimming with anticipation and worry, and you hum softly. he pulls you back to the road, and exasperatedly he says, "i need to talk to you."
"what for?" you ask, furrowing your eyebrows again. he lets out an almost annoyed sigh, "you've been ignoring me. and i don't know why that is, but seriously-"
"what do you mean, i was ignoring you?" you interrupt, almost offended, "you started it!"
"that's different! and besides, how many times have i told you to not interrupt people in the middle of their sentences?" he argues. you fume, pouting as your eyes turn glassy in a mix of emotions. you don't know what you feel. but you knew that there was definitely anger and fear involved.
"shut up!" you say, eyes threatening to spill in a fit of rage, "you were ignoring me and i thought i did something wrong!"
"what do you mean? i thought i said it was something entirely different! you did nothing, stupid!" he argues again. your lip quivers, and a few tears escape in anger, "stop yelling at me! if you just told me that you wanted space, none of this would have happened! it's your fault, idiot!"
his gaze softens, and he walks toward you. you have half the mind to take a step back, but it seems like he can read your thoughts. because he immediately clasps your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. the touch sends chills down your spine, making you question everything you've ever known. he sighs, so softly that it makes your heart flutter. and he places his hands on your shoulders, looking directly into your eyes as he says, "you did nothing, okay? in fact, i did something. and i felt the need to avoid you because i thought it would help. news flash, looks like it made things worse."
"i thought you hated me," you sniff, eyes red as you look at him, hands still clenched at your sides. he shakes his head, "i could never hate you."
"and then the other day," you continue, voice croaky, "then i saw you with that pretty girl at recess the other day. and i thought you replaced me, and i-i don't know, i just-"
his arms wrap around you tenderly, and he almost shoves your head into his chest. you groan, and he says, "sorry."
"no, um, i just.. i don't know," you say, voice muffled, "i thought you liked her."
"and why does that bother you?" he raises an eyebrow. you narrow your eyes, playfully shoving him, "you know already, don't you? why are you making this so much harder for me, you asshole!"
"oh, i don't know," he smirks softly, "maybe i just want to hear you say it."
"well, i'm not gonna," you cross your arms over your chest, "i hate you."
"i ignored you because i realized you feel the same way as me," he laughs softly, looking away. the wind picks up, and the orange light of the drooping sun almost reflects from him. his eyes look so ethereal as he smiles tiredly at you, and you blink profusely.
you stand there, confused, and he walks up to you, brushing a part of your hair away from your face. you furrow your brows, processing the information. but he only comes closer and closer, until his lips are inches from yours. he smiles softly, "i'm gonna kiss you now. stop me if you'd like, okay?"
"h-huh?"
kōshi's lips fall on yours, he leaned in and your breaths merge in a dance of shared vulnerability. your lips met tentatively, a delicate connection that held the weight of unspoken confessions. it was a kiss born from the depths of unresolved emotions, a fusion of longing and the bittersweet taste of the uncharted.
as your lips lingered in that ephemeral union, a myriad of emotions flooded the space between them—the ache of unrequited desires, the torment of what-ifs, and the sweet agony of a connection finally acknowledged. the emotions you felt were too complicated to explain in words.
"wait, so you don't like kimi from the other class?" you ask, confused when he pulls away. sugawara laughs delicately, shaking his head, "you're so dumb. yes, i don't like someone else. i like you."
"oh," your lips part, holding his face in your palms, "alright."
"stop ignoring me now?" he asks, hopefully. you nod, a slight blush cascading from your cheeks. and he takes a step backward, "i'll see you tomorrow, okay?"
"okay," you smile softly.
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queeniedoodles · 1 year
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Another Suga (I don’t have a favourite haha noooo), this time inspired by a fic by @starrybunnyarchive
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jennifer-jeong · 2 months
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[Fluff + Comfort] [Various x Reader] Warm Tea and Hugs
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CONTENTS
Gender neutral reader, reader is ugly crying, shared home, hugs, kisses, comfort, fluff, established relationship, ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+
AUTHOR NOTES
Pick your favorite character and read! The wording might not perfectly fit all characters I’ve listed so I apologize for making anyone too OC. Also feel free to pick a character I didn’t list! This fic is for you and your personal comfort :) Also! If you’re reading and you’re feeling down, I hope this is able to help even if just a little bit. Just know you are indeed doing great and you’re not alone. Please take care of yourselves! Mwah.
ITADORI YUJI, OKKOTSU YUTA, TOGE INUMAKI (SEE NOTE 1 at the bottom), Gojo Satoru, KAVEH, KAEDEHARA KAZUHA, THOMA, KAEYA, CHILDE, VENTI, Tighnari, Xiao, Kamisato Ayato, MARIUS VON HAGEN, LUKE PEARCE, RAFAYEL, Xavier, SUGAWARA KOUSHI, Yamaguchi Tadashi, Kuroo Tetsuro, SABITO, AMAJIKI TAMAKI, NITORI AIICHIROU, HEARTSTEAL APHELIOS (SEE NOTE 2), Heartsteel Ezreal, SHXTOU (vtuber Shoto), Howl, OR any babygirl man <3
Word Count: 996
You weren’t unfamiliar with the current feeling you were having but it still sucked nonetheless. You’ve been having a bad day, week, month, basically it’s just been sucky. One of your preferred ways of coping was just to cry, sometimes with your sad playlist to get it flowing. Basically, let it all out with a good cry and hope it gets better. You were fine to cry alone, if anything it was better that no one had to see you like this. You could ugly cry all you wanted and not have to be perceived. But both fortunately and unfortunately your boyfriend came home a few hours early. He was supposed to be out for work until early tomorrow morning but he wanted to see you and surprise you by coming the night before, albeit late at night. He called out your name happily to locate you within your shared home. You trust him so when you heard him you didn’t feel the need to hide or pretend you weren’t crying. You called out his name to signal you were in your room and immediately he could tell something was off. Your voice was hoarse and cracked and so he quickly put down his stuff to speed walk over to you. When he opened the door and saw you crying he immediately rushed to you to envelop you in a hug. “Baby what’s wrong?” he said with a slight pout and concern in his eyes. He loved you so much and just wanted to make you smile and happy, he knew that emotions were normal and that having a good cry is good, he even does it himself sometimes heh. But he hates to see you cry, it breaks his heart a bit. He ushers you to the bed so you can both sit and hug comfortably. You tell him that it’s just been a lot and you rant a bit about your troubles. You don’t say a lot but he doesn’t need to hear the details to know how you feel and how to comfort you. “I’m so sorry darling. Listen, I love you so much and I’m sorry you have to go through this right now. I wish I could take this all away for you and maybe I can’t but I know that I can try my hardest to try and help. You’re such a sweetheart and a gentle soul and you deserve the world.” He gives you forehead kisses as he wipes your tears with a tissue he grabbed from your table. He hugs you tight as you ugly cry a little from his words. “You’re doing amazing, darling. You’re always doing your best and I hope you never forget that. You’ve told me so much about you and your past and I hope you know how strong you are.” He strokes your hair and your back as he says this. You feel his heartbeat, his body, and the vibrations of his voice against you as he speaks. “Let it out, we’ll get you a snack, and we’ll sleep, you can deal with whatever else tomorrow. For tonight please just rest, you always work so hard.” You pull back to give him a small nod. He smiles at how cute you are even while crying and gives you a long, reassuring kiss. He cups your face with his hands and wipes your tears a bit with his thumbs. You both pull back and you croak out “I’m sorry that you had to come back just to worry about me and comfort me.” “You always take such good care of me, this is the least I can do. Let me know how else I can help support you. If you need more hugs, kisses, reassurance, or anything at all, just tell me. Okay?” He says warmly, smiling at you with soft adoration in his eyes. You nod again as tears flow out because he’s treating you so sweetly. “Thank you… I love you so much and I appreciate you,” you say, half crying, as you kiss him. “No need to thank me baby. I love you so much too.” You sit with your foreheads pressed together for a bit as you finish crying. “Let’s get you a snack sweetheart,” he says while standing up and offering you his hand. You nod and smile.
He holds your hand all the way to the kitchen and it makes you giggle and your heart flutter. He makes you both cups of your favorite tea but decaf because you need to sleep! He grabs you some of your shared collection of snacks and you head back to the bed. You finish your tea together while chatting about his recent work/mission and you both feel warm from the tea and also just from each other. You put down your cups and lay down to cuddle. He turns the lights off and wraps his arms around you. He lays on his back to let you sleep on his chest with one arm around you and the free one brushing through your hair. “I love you so much. Never forget that. I hope that you also love yourself as much as I love you because you deserve it. If you can’t right now, that’s okay, we’ll do it together, slowly.” You share a few more kisses as you tell him you love him too, that you’ll definitely try, and that you hope he loves himself like that too. Your hearts are full as you drift into sleep together. Maybe the future will be nice, but even if it isn’t, it doesn’t matter. You’ll always have him and he’ll always have you. He’s given you the power to love yourself and you’ve given the same back. Life will inevitably get hard but you feel like that you might just be able to face it because you’re not alone. You both doze off into the night, smiling in each other's embrace.
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NOTES (YES I KNOW THEY CAN’T TALK LOL HERE ARE MY EXPLANATIONS) NOTE 1: personal headcanon that will be in Inumaki’s own fic eventually: Inumaki learned to not funnel cursed energy into his speech for short periods of time and he uses it for when you really need to hear his voice, you can also help him suppress the cursed energy by blocking it with yours by mentally aiming it at his throat. NOTE 2: since this is for heartsteel Aphelios (because I haven’t researched regular Aphelios’s lore enough yet) it seems that he can still talk, he just chooses not to. He lost his ability to sing but I haven’t found anything that says he can’t speak or use his vocal chords. In game, he still has the ability to yell or grunt when he’s attacking or even doing his emotes. I just headcanon that he doesn’t like how his voice sounds after losing his singing voice (even though you reassure him he really does sound the same) and it also strains him to speak for too long. But, he will speak to you commonly in short bursts, or will speak when you need to hear him.
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stars-tonight · 1 month
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rating haikyū!! characters based on how much I'd like to date them
slowly starting to realize that I'm the problem. . .
hinata shōyō: 5/10
I'm like 5'3 which is SHORTER than hinata so ig it could serve as an ego boost for him
no but how would we ever reach anything on the top shelf 😭
although I guess he could just jump for it??
very high-energy all the time and I honestly don't think I'd be able to keep up with him
kageyama tobio: 8/10
jeez idk on this one
we'd either get along really well or he'd hate my guts
like hey, you're socially awkward, I'm socially anxious
he's too good at volleyball and it'd make me feel inferior
if he's not motivated to learn English idk how this is gonna work
running around in the snow and throwing snowballs at each other 🥺
tsukishima kei: 8/10
I feel like hanging mirrors would be a big problem
he's a whole foot taller than me
I like the low energy vibes and the appreciation for music though
like imagine walks together where we share playlists with each other??
hopefully his saltiness and intelligence can rub off on me
nishinoya yū: 4.5/10
he's shorter than me help 😭
the top shelf would never get used
a little too energetic for me
although I would LOVE to learn the Rolling Thunder
he's kind of a wanderer and I think I’d prefer stability especially later in life
probably would not work out
sugawara kōshi: 8/10
baking dates??
I feel like he'd be so sweet and attentive as a partner
a bit of a troll which I need in my life
hopefully he doesn't lecture me cause I'm a sensitive little sh--
oikawa tōru: 10/10
I'll let myself be self-indulgent here because I love him too much
I just want to hug him and tell him he's worked hard and he's done so well
I have trouble with words but I feel like with him they'd just flow so easily
vulnerability is beautiful and I'd be so honored if he could be himself around me
amusement park dates!! I feel like he’d pretend to be all cool but shriek so loud when we get to the top
kozume kenma: 9/10
we're both extra introverted so I feel like we could just hang out in his room while he plays games and I read and be perfectly content
writing love notes and leaving them for each other throughout the house 🥺
hear me out, escape room dates??
but also how would either of us be able to get along in society
we'd stay up until 5 am together 😭
on second thought maybe we're a little TOO similar for a romantic relationship. . .
kuroo tetsurō: 8/10
also almost too tall
can he tutor me in chemistry 😭
I know he likes dogs but I’m dragging him with me to cat cafes
ushijima wakatoshi: 7.5/10
also really tall
I'm lowkey scared of him
I feel like he'd be a really traditional and calm partner, both qualities that I appreciate
I think he's like formal but also private when it comes to dates
I just feel like I'd always have to take the initiative and honestly I get really lazy and shouldn't be trusted to plan anything so maybe we just wouldn't end up going on any dates lmao
probably wouldn't work out if I'm gonna be honest
akaashi keiji: 10/10
this guy is boyfriend material
he can memorize all 37 of my weaknesses
I don’t think I have to explain why this guy would be great as a partner
book store dates!!
bokuto kōtarō: 5/10
also too energetic for me
bokuto deserves someone patient and cheerful and I am neither
I'm pretty stoic and have an RBF so if he's in emo mode idk how I'd be able to cheer him up
but I think life would never be boring with him around
miya atsumu: 7.5/10
I like atsumu well enough but I'm honestly super neutral about dating him
like I feel like it could work but there's also people I’d click with more
idk there's really no thoughts in my brain when I think about him in a romantic way
miya osamu: 7/10
I'm a REALLY picky eater so I could never go on food dates or help him with his restaurant
although he IS a little calmer than his brother
also like atsumu, someone that I never thought about dating
suna rintarō: 8.5/10
I think he’s a good height (in between ‘the high shelf would never be used’ and ‘the mirror is problematic’)
he's a phone addict, I'm a phone addict, we'd get along splendidly
I feel like a relationship with him would be pretty chill and lowkey
I don't do well with fancy and formal so that's perfect
late-night stargazing 🥺
kita shinsuke: 7/10
dude I'd be lowkey scared of him
he's just so productive?? and structured in his daily life
like I wish I was that organized but no I'll be staying up until 4 or 5 am on school nights just wasting my life away
I'm too much of a wreck for him
kita deserves better ☠️
sakusa kiyoomi 7.5/10
hmm
I'm a clean freak about some things but also horrendously messy about others so I don't even think he'd like me
isn't he also really tall
why does he not feel tall 😭
like with tsukishima and kuroo you FEEL like they're tall while with suna and sakusa you just know they're tall because the wiki tells you
in my mind sakusa is like 5'9 lmao
hoshiumi kōrai: 7/10
same deal as with hinata and nishinoya
he's a little too short for us to live a practical life
no thoughts about him romantically either
hirugami sachirō: 7.5/10
unfortunately I don't know much about him
but he's going to be a vet!! and I love animals
we will definitely raise cats
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