#suicidd

[virgoz]

#if this doesnt post im killing myself. #anyways. this song going in my suicidde note. along with fujimoto.

[itsablogwhoo]

Hey, I know this isn't something that usually happens, but I'm bit of an emergency and bind right now.

A tumblr user told me they were considering suicide and when I went to their blog they habe appeared to deactivated themselves.

I am hoping that anyone who knows them in person can see this.

Sorry if the details are being thrown out or if my grammar is near indistinguishable, I'm just a bit shaken up right now and in too much of a hurry to care.

The tumblr user was gothic-gotham2.

The images below are the last message they sent to me.I hope someone recognises them and has a way to contact them.

I tried reporting them to staff, but due to the missing url it's kind of impossible.And my attempt to send them to send it to them another way has ended in a loading screen for the past 10 minutes.

If anyone is having trouble remembering who they were, they were a batman themed blog with batman as their background icon with robin.And a batman themed blog.Their pinned post was about them asking for a black manager and they recently were in need of money for food.And had their cashapp in their bio.

I honestly not sure if they're alive.I managed to send them an ask asking them not to commit,but I'm out of ideas on what to do.This was before they were registered as a ghost blog on my laptop.So I'm not sure if it even went through or if there was a glitch of some sort.My attempts to contact staff have been fruitless so far.

I even tried kokobot but had no luck.

I'm sorry if this is upsetting for anyone who knows them or knew them, but I'm at a complete loss as to what to do.Or how to reach out for any help.Or help them.

I am also very sorry to anyone that accidentaly stumbles on this because I didn't tag this properly.Just tell me so I know to tag it.

Also trying this here but I don't think this will do anything: @staff

#tw suicide #tw suicidd attempt #gotham-gothic2 #boost #signal boost #emergency #suicide attempt #suicide #help #staff help #staff #tw sui implied #tw implied suicide #suicide help

[thehealingplum]

I. Don't really know what to do to combat the loneliness. Humans are social creatures and while social media kind of helps alleviate that, it's not enough. I feel myself sinking again. A pit of despair as I navigate the world alone.

My brother tells me that the reason I get depressed is because I'm holed up in my room but. It's not like I want to be here.

I miss going out. I miss going to anime conventions to meet people.

I miss getting together at my friend's place when they'd have parties and small get togethers.

I miss just walking around the mall to go to the very few stores me and my nerdy friends were interested in.

I need people. But I don't know where to find my people. Just. Strangers. Temporary acquaintances. When will I have friends again? When will I be able to just hang out watching silly stuff together?

Am I just fighting a losing battle?

I know our society isn't really built around letting people be people. We're all meant to be workers. Meant to benefit the economy. Meant to contribute our talents to turn a profit.

I... don't like it. I don't want it. I. Want to give up. This world is too cruel.

#thinking aloud #i thibk i need to call the suicidd hotline

[superiwhore]

Had an intrusive thought as a low flying plane rattled my office building : making me imagine if the rattling was an incoming bomb and my building and i exploded into pieces and I died instantly I would be so pissed and mad and i would actually re kill myself because I died working in an office doing a job i hate

#like not that its news that peolle work in jobs they hate but i dont even work on my main creative focus and if i died not having made #anything #i would really be so suiciddal #must quit this month

[uniquezombiedestiny]

actually fuck it. i need to ramble more

thinks about the snow queen and bella. ive recently delved into her story and some of the of fairytale (dubious from some webbed site but. yknow lmao) and wound up with lots of think of... based on her ruina dialogue + appearance, the queen like to challenge the brave. in the fairytale, kai and gerda's childike hearts are still there at the end. bella is someone with a kind heart and not much bravery. (really, she polarizes, but her bravery is more around the alternate alone. she can be brave!! but usually and - especially as she declines - she loses that aspect, likely trading it for simple anger, red-shoes-y desire, etc.) she was also forced to grow up - she is still that lonely kid she was years ago. she is still in t-589, still in c-127. she has a lot to learn, still, and to discover.

the snow queen is.. an interesting figure to me when it comes to her relationship with bella. she is cold, silent, only watching bella as she simply speaks into basically nothingness. she may, sometimes, give her a cruel smile. what a childlike, brave little soul; one who chose to bear the cold. one who enjoys her presence.

"kai saw things he didn't need or want to see." / "he felt like what he knew amounted to so little."

to bella, the queen is a respite. friendcorp has shown her so many new things, good and bad. on the bad side, her mental issues have been unraveling. her unhealthy mindset isn't going to work indefinitely like it used to. but, with the snow queen, it's familiar. it's not even that cold anymore, you know? she's long been used to cold, quiet, endless hallways. talking into the silence - like her words are simply carried away by the wind - is a relief, because noone can hear them. for once, she can speak, and there will be no consequences. and if the queen does hear, well, that's alright. she trusts her, now.

the cold isn't so bitter anymore. it's homely. familiar. it's lively, biting into her skin, sending shivers down her spine. she feels real.

and, ofc, i'll talk about her suicide attempt too. especially her own views on it... eventually, it becomes like a knightly duty to her. she must do this to save everyone else - surely, we'll all be happier this way. yes, you'll have to face this loss. but beyond it is a better ending for everyone here. this is the most logical choice... isn't it?

the snow queen gave kai a kiss - one to no longer feel the cold, and one to forget everything. his family, friends, etc etc. that way, he would stay with the snow queen. she would show him the truth of the world - the shattered mirror shards, his knowledge being so little, the mirror of reason.

"what a shame... all your friends who could help you are gone." really, it's like she pities bella and her kind, lonely heart. she pitites most people, i think, like when she laughed at lee during their duel, or gave merry a sickening smile shortly before being frozen. where her heart should be is empty - she is a cold and calculating being.

in ruina, the mirror is surrounded with frozen people, with the throne being the head of the circle. really, both her and bella have done this time and time again. bella has endured loss after loss, leaving entire worlds behind. the snow queen has killed person after person, snuffing flame after flame. her suicidd isn't much different. it's just, this time. it's a calm, slow end. bella puts up no fight or front of bravery, now. she just wants to return to her dreams of a better world. the queen will gladly show her this, in a place made only for themselves, where bella can finally be completely and utterly herself, in all it's flaws, without consequence. with all of her emotions overtaken by freezing cold, she can finally smile.

and she'll be preserved as an angel. she'll look beautiful, perfect, in this ice, like a bug in amber. she will always be the perfect kid.

also, in the og story, the shattered mirror wound up being made into things like glasses and windows. that fits well with bella's glasses. when kai's eye gets a tiny, tiny shard in it, he sees everything as distorted and ugly. but he sees perfection in snowflakes. the snow queen is made of them, the queen to the "snow bees" that are snowflakes. (they're actually described as snow bees in the story!)

#fc!bella #okay to reblog #anyways if anyone wants to add stuff or anything feel free id be super happy to hear it! #lobotomy corporation #the snow queen #ill maintag since i am talking about the snow queen some #shes inch resting now... motherly figure and all but shes really just a mirage #cruel and cunning but through the mirror shard you only see perfection #i could even delve into motherlyness; love; and bellas perception of love #also how others view the queen and their disconnect towards bella bc of it #and how she deals with their differing views #< but her suicide mindset does kinda do that too #maybe another post :3c #lc ocs #forgot that ine lol #one* #writing #that too lmao

[clubpenguinkiller]

STUFFED ANIMAL FELL INTO TRASH CAN; SUICIDDE IMMINENT

#p

[f0xd13-blog]

Madonna can show us their vibrators online... and try to end countries. The rock can put g's on the verge of suicidde... even killing at least 2 of them

[tecknoria]

he makes me wanna commit suicidd

[cedarsaga]

Elon Musk: My "not actively suiciddal" interview is getting a lot of questions already answered by the interview

[undwirstreiten]

traurig zu realisieren, dass sich niemand für einen interessiert und man abend für abend einfach online mit fremden menschen verbringt, die man am gleichen tag im internet kennengelernt hat

#einsam #alleine #keinefreunde #knf #depression #suizid #suizidal #suicidd #sterben #hass #scar #schneiden #ritzen #klinge #hate #pleasekillme

[suicidalselfharmer15]

TW

Am I the only sick bitch that compares my cuts to others and gets proud when I cut deeper than them, and get the urge to cut deeper when someone else cuts deeper than me.

I know, I’m a sick worthless cow, and I need to stop but it’s just so hard.

I just love the feel of pain, and it’s even better when I get shaky after doing it, from the guilt of letting more people down.

#self harm #selfharm #cutting #cut #depression #escape #cutter #suicidd #suicide

[illgrowtobeastallasthegiant]

Vodka doesn't make me feel anything rum just makes me kinda sick and tired and brandy makes me write a suicide note and fall asleep

#brandy tastes the best but its the priciest #alcohol #suicidd

[girlbossfranziskavonkarma]

give it up for like day 10 of twitter users saying i suicide baited people because i said people would die if edgeworth lost the twitter aa awards

#im not sure u guys know what suicide baiting means...there wasnt even implied suicidde in that sentence...

[7-galaxys]

Imagine being driven to suicide

#dw i talked to suicidd hotline and was talked out of it

[orca-iguana]

what I wouldn't give

to be evil

to be the source of hate

of evil

because then I could pretend

that leaving would help others

I could pretend

I can help

instead

I can only hurt

hurt myself

hurt others

What I wouldn't give

to be evil

to be the source

of all evil

of all hate

what I wouldn't give

to be able to drive a sword into my chest

and save the world

and save my friends

instead I am a sword

dented by everything I touch

and cutting everyone who comes near

what a glorious feeling it must be

to be truly evil

to be the cause of pain

for your end to have meaning

for your suffering to be justified

instead

im cursed

im cursed with being okay

not the greatness of a kind individual

or the simplicity of an evil one

just okay

not a pristine wine glass

not a shard to be thrown away

but a slightly dirtied beer mug

an inconvenience

to worthless to keep

but not enough trouble to throw away

im cursed

with being an okay person

with being slightly imperfect

#ask to tag #blood // #self harm // #suicidal ideation // #suicidal ideation #cw suicide #cw suicide mention #tw suicide mention #tw suicide #suicide // #suicidd mention // #vent #okay to Reblog #long post #iguana's writing #iguana's poetry #poetry

[decadentaestheticsclub]

Piss off mainstream idiots www.decadentaesthetics.club

#decadent aesthetics #decadent #aesthetics #crop #tops #clothing #rocknroll #die #suicidd #vaporwave #vain #void #nihilism #assc #supreme