#suicide book

[soukokumychildren]

Comin' in hot and fast, I'm posting MUCH more often than I thought I ever would worked on this for a few days, and it came out a little strange, though I kinda like it (Ps, is it easy or hard to tell that I used 3D models to shape their anatomy?)

#bungo stray dogs #bsd #digital art #chuuya nakahara #soukoku #au #dazai osamu #dazai x chuuya #skk #bsd skk #reading #book #suicide book #cloudy #cityscape #hammock #resting #chilling #vibing #chill vibes #chuuya looks strange when hes relaxed #theyjustvibing #clip studio ex #clip studio paint

[lanettadelrey]

#sofia coppola archive book #sofia coppola archive #sofia coppola #the virgin suicides #coquette

[stroebe2]

Sofia Coppola

Archive

Paperback with embossed jacket 21.6 x 28cm, 488 pages

“Archive is the first book by Sofia Coppola, covering the entirety of her singular and influential career in film. Constructed from Coppola’s personal collection of photographs and ephemera, including early development work, reference collages, influences, annotated scripts, and unseen behind-the-scenes documentation, it offers a detailed account of all eight of her films to date. Mapping a course from The Virgin Suicides (1999), through Lost in Translation (2003) and Marie Antoinette (2006), to The Beguiled (2017) and her upcoming feature Priscilla (fall 2023), exploring Priscilla Presley’s early years at Graceland, this luxurious volume reflects on one of the defining and most unmistakable cinematic oeuvres of the twenty-first century.”

Available to pre-order

#sofia coppola #archive #mack books #the virgin suicides #lost in translation #marie antoinette #the beguiled #priscilla #kirsten dunst #emma watson #paris hilton #jason schwartzman #joseph logan #youree henley #andrew durham #the bling ring #somewhere

[sofiaforever]

baby sofia

#sofia #u #this one could be by corrinne day since it's on the virgin suicides photo book #or #perhaps #by takahasi homma #i guess we'll never know! #i love this one<3 #fav #abstain from reposting uglies

[softpine]

take your time, let the rivers guide you in you know where you can find me again

[transcript]

#I MET GOD. SHE'S A LESBIAN <- asa's t-shirt when he returns home #the blurred out parts are for asa's ears only fjksdjs #anyway i'm gonna go watch supernatural season 4 episode 18 'the monster at the end of this book' #which totally did not alter the way i view fictional writing for ever and ever. not at all. because i am normal #frozen pines #camellia #asa mayfield #AND ME. #alcohol tw #religion tw #suicide mention

[scificrows]

i like to make fun of murderbot for being all "i hate everyone, i don't care about anything or anyone, fuck off" while simultaneously caring very much about the people around it and the situations it finds itself in. i love how it "accidentally" ends up caring quite a lot about the friends it makes along the way. but i think something that i tend to forget is that murderbot actively decides to care - at least at some point in its story.

idk, as a person that struggles with depression, this paragraph from artificial condition really resonates with me. prior to all systems red, murderbot had contracts. it had routine and it had protocols. it knew what it had to do to just get by, how to perform so no one would notice it had disabled its governor module. it was deeply depressed, yes, but it was functioning (for lack of a better word). in artificial condition, murderbot's routine is gone. it cannot go on in that state of numbly going-from-contract-to-contract, putting in as little effort as possible, consuming media to cope. that option is gone because it escaped (and note that escaping the company was not an active choice, it kinda happened to it). murderbot has two options now: it can either gather all its energy; actively do something new and difficult and distressing; change something in its life and try. or it can let the numbness and the emptiness take over and stop trying. if murderbot wants to survive as a rogue secunit, it has to try. no matter how difficult that is. the wording in that paragraph really hits home for me. the way the non-caring sees an opportunity to slip in and to take over. does murderbot even care? does anything really matter? is anything really worth the hassle? wouldn't it be so much easier to just let your mind slip away a little, to go numb, to be passive, to watch media and wait for things to happen to you? wouldn't it be nice to stop thinking and struggling and feeling complicated things? to stop making an effort? you've been dealing with a lot lately and maybe it's time to just shut down. maybe you'll just take a little break. just slip deeper into this chair and start the show. time flies when you're not paying attention. trying is exhausting. who cares if you don't do the things you wanted to do, you were supposed to do. it'll be fine. let's just ignore those things for now. just let the non-caring take over. just stop thinking. you can deal with the aftermath later. just watch your shows. who cares. but murderbot cares. it decides to care. it decides to fight with all it has and i think that is so brave. and i think in the later books caring is less of an active decision for murderbot. once you start caring, it's easier to keep going than to stop; and murderbot, for all its "i'm a grumpy rogue secunit, leave me alone" behavior, knows just how important caring is. so it's not that it doesn't know what's happening; rather, it lets itself care. tl;dr: caring is not the default for murderbot, it's just the more difficult of two options. and it decides not to take the soft option. it decides to struggle. it decides to care. and so it does.

#sorry i'm rambling i'm a little depressed rn (hah) and i've been thinking about murderbot again #at least writing this got me out of the adhd/depression paralysis :) yeah this might be self-indulgent so what #the murderbot diaries #murderbot #𓄿 #i just love martha wells' writing for things like that #and i love murderbot as a character so very much #also i'm pretty sure some of this could be read in a way i did not intend #i'm not trying to say that depressed people have the option to just not be depressed #or that it's as easy as going “okay well i can either care or not care... i guess i should care! done!” #listen i know it's not like that; i know that first hand #but murderbot had just enough energy and fight in it to try and it had people in its life that cared about it and helped it #and it managed to get out of that deep dark hole #and we see it struggling with trauma etc in the later books #things are not magically better #just yeah #okay imma add #tw depression #tw suicide #(this is not about suicide though; this is about sitting on the couch while the dishes and the laundry pile up #and watching netflix because getting up and taking care of yourself and calling a friend or going outside are too difficult) #(but i can see how this might hit a little close to home if that is something someone's struggling with&better safe than sorry) #also sending lots of love to everyone who this resonates with

[violetharmonisgone]

Fr fr

(Not my photo)

#2014 aesthetic #girlblogging #sylvia plath #sofia coppola #girlhood #aesthetic #books #movies #the bell jar #virgin suicides #ahs #violet harmon #coquette #lana del rey #ultraviolence #pretty #tumblr girls #priscilla movie

[thrumugnyr]

Tamlin sent the last of his men out, one by one. And they were willing - they begged him to go.

#acotar #acotar fanart #tamlin #Andras #woo im here with more art that noone asked for #but i always thought the whole sending sentinels out on suicide missions was pretty sad #and poor Andras never gets any attention #even though he's on the first books cover #but yeah this was inspired by a fic and there will be a second part that's even sadder because i hate myself :) #other fanart #im sorry everyone the fairy hellhole is deeper than I thought I'm stuck

[kiragecko]

After months of posts by Diane Duane (@dianeduane) showing up on my dash, I read 'So You Want To Be A Wizard'.

After one chapter, I restarted it so I could read it with my son.

I am SO GLAD I found it right now.

NQ is turning 13 in a few months. He's autistic, and finally starting to enjoy his childhood as he's also observing the first signs of puberty. He's terrified of growing up. He's terrified of loss and death. He thanks me weekly for telling him he's allowed to consider himself a child for as long as he wants to. He's obsessed with bugs, and space, and alternate realities.

'So You Want To Be A Wizard' is all about the beauty and magic of life. The wonder of natural life and mechanical creations. I don't KNOW that an inspiration was 'all fantasy seems to be set in natural landscapes, someone should explore the magic of cities in the same way', but I sure felt that way while reading it.

It's also about the fact that losing things is hard, but we can survive it. That there is more than this world, and so death isn't the end.

The main characters befriend a white hole. They talk to rocks; and trees; and many, many built objects. They travel realities. They choose to love and see value in hateful things and people, and by doing so give those things another chance. They're bullied, and they learn to protect themselves, while also changing in ways that make bullying less effective. They move on.

My son needed this so much. My son needed to read about the Timeheart. My son needed to see grieving where the death didn't get undone, but the being still wasn't lost. My son needed to see situations that couldn't be fixed, but help still being offered and maybe improving things a little.

Finding ways to support a kid's growth when they were suicidal at 10 is ... a balancing act. He doesn't need to be stretched in the usual sense - 'exposed to the real world'. He sees enough darkness all on his own. He needs to find ways to reconcile with that darkness, to find hope.

'So You Want To Be A Wizard' was perfect. I'm so grateful. Thank you, Diane Duane.

#diane duane #so you want to be a wizard #young wizards #kids lit #suicide #(briefly mentioned) #bullying #(also briefly mentioned) #I cried during the timeheart chapter #I LOVED the book too #but I wanted to keep this focused

[afairycreature]

I wish to live in a coming of age movie

#coming of age #teenage dream #hell is a teenage girl #movies #books #dear diary #dollette #this is what makes us girls #this is a girlblog #girl things #girlblogging #girly things #pretty #alaska young #the virgin suicides #journaling #the perks of being a wallflower #ferris bueller's day off #diary #decor #pretty things #pink #purple #red #smoking

[softpoetrygf]

yes babe you’re so bunny a certain hunger my year of rest and relaxation boy parts the pisces gone girl milk fed nightbitch the bell jar the virgin suicides earthlings pizza girl vladimir and ily for it

#books #unhinged women #femcel #bunny mona awad #a certain hunger #my year of rest and relaxation #boy parts #gone girl #milk fed #nightbitch #the bell jar #the virgin suicides #earthlings #pizza girl #the pisces #vladimir julia may jones

[moonkhao]

Everybody has an emergency contact. Someone to call when we need urgent assistance. That person can be a lover, a sibling, or a family member, but for someone who doesn't have any of those, my emergency contact is Mew.

ONLY FRIENDS | Ep 4

#only friends the series #ofts #only friends #khaotung thanawat #ray pakorn #mew #book kasidet #my edits #suicide tw #onlyfriendsedit

[mysharona1987]

I’m all for raising awareness of these issues, Joyce. But I don’t think Anorexia Barbie or Suicidal Barbie is a good idea for a toy that is essentially meant to be aspirational to young girls.

#Barbie #barbie 2023 #books #anorexia tw #suicide tw

[littlemissultraviolence]

Marie Antoinette by Sofia Coppola

#cinema #coquette #dollette #female hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #honeymoon #just girly things #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #lana del rey #lana is god #sofia coppola #marie antoinette #this is what makes us girls #the virgin suicides #born to die #books #lust for life #lizzy grant #literature #so me #lana del slay #art #nymph3t #daddy issues #poetry #movies #old hollywood #girlblogging #tumblr girls #film

[illyanarasputinfan]

The Suicide Squad: Dream Team (2024) DC Comics

I’m happy to see Nicole Maines continue to craft a canonical comic book biography for Dreamer / Nia Nal at DC. Her role on the Supergirl TV series was groundbreaking, and it’s been fun watching her weave Nia into other mediums.

The Suicide Squad? I never thought that I’d see Dreamer forced to work for Amanda “The Wall” Waller on Task Force X. This should make for an interesting read.

#Dreamer #Nia Nal #Nicole Maines #Supergirl #DC #DC Comics #The Suicide Squad #The Suicide Squad: Dream Team #Harley Quinn #DC Heroes #DC Villains #Comics #Comic Books #Trans #Transgender #LGBTQIA+ #Amanda Waller #Bizarro #Deadeye #Clock King #Black Alice #Arrowverse #Transgender Women #Task Force X #Suicide Squad

[eyluvu]

this is a twelve year old btw

#reading pjo for the first time #AND HES SUICIDAL?? #ricky when i catch you ricky #RICKY WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU- #vienna rants #percy pjo #pjo #pjo fandom #disney pjo #pjo series #pjo tv show #pjo books #pjo tlt #rick riordan #walker scobell #pjo excerpts #quotes #percy jackson fandom #percy jackson #percy series #percy and annabeth #percy jackson tv show #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson show #percy jackson series #echidna