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gregbf · 2 days ago
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when kendall is like “i wish i was…” and then falters before saying “home,” did u guys also think he was going to say “i wish i was dead” but stopped himself because he’s scared of being that vulnerable in front of naomi and the only people who actually know the full extent of kendall’s suicidality are his dad and gerri did u guys think that too
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storybookprincess · a year ago
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suddenly remembered this poem as i was making breakfast this morning & frantically googled “poem remembered to buy eggs?????????” & somehow managed to find it & it utterly knocked the wind out of me just as much as when i first read it
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romcommunist · 7 months ago
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i need a shirt that says “dont ask me what im doing with my life im trying not to kill myself”
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myaimistrue · 5 months ago
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5x08 changing channels // 15x20 carry on
DEAN All right, you know what? I am done with the monkey dance, okay? We get it.
TRICKSTER Yeah? Get what, hotshot?
DEAN Playing our roles, right? That's your game?
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lifeinpoetry · 12 days ago
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My friend wakes up at noon. Goes to bed at eight. Wants less time because she wants less pain.
I understand. I’ve been there too. I can spot a scar beneath a wristwatch from a hundred yards away.
And no, it is not the weak who try to clock out early. It’s people who are desperate to go home.
— Andrea Gibson, from “Time Piece,” You Better Be Lightning
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buggachat · 4 months ago
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ok but...
chat noir finding out hawkmoth’s identity (maybe gabriel finally tells adrien like he was going to in felix)... chat noir finding out about his mother....... chat noir........ deciding that the only way to end the conflict..... is to get ladybug’s earrings, and trade his own life for his mother’s. so hawkmoth will stop. so ladybug can get all the miraculouses back. so she can be the guardian in peace. so there’ll be no more akumas, no more sentimonsters, and his father will be happy, and his mother will be alive, and ladybug will be able to relax, and nobody would really miss him anyway, right?
chat noir betraying ladybug, but thinking that in the end she’ll be happier. chat noir hurting ladybug so she wont feel as bad when he dies. chat noir vs ladybug enemies but he still thinks he’s prioritizing her happiness above all else. ladybug refusing to believe chat noir has turned on her, and in a way, she’s not wrong.
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rubixburd · 8 months ago
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dick "eldest daughter syndrome" grayson
so dick grayson grows up an only child raised by alfred pennyworth, who is kind but very emotionally distant, and bruce wayne, who is kind but goes through phases where he borders on being emotionally neglectful and also lowkey suicidal
so dick internalizes very early that he is bruce wayne's Normal People Translator and although he can't really articulate this as a kid he is subconsciously aware that he is one of bruce's bullet points on the list bruce wayne keeps which is titled "Reasons for Living" (fellow contenders include alfred, clark, diana, ace, jim gordon)
it's not that bruce is intentionally using dick as an emotional crutch but bruce has kind of lost the baseline of how normal people behave and they are Trauma Bonded because they fight very violent crime every night
because bruce and alfred are dick's baseline for how People behave dick is a very intense person who becomes deeply attached to people very quickly and while he can socialize like a normal person for periods of time once you are Actually Friends with dick grayson/robin you are like wow you are a freak but i still love you
so this is how dick grows up and then when he hits his teens and realizes that he views bruce as a dad and they start fighting more and more dick is like bruce i just NEED you to tell me that you love me and view me as a son and bruce is just INCAPABLE of telling dick this so dick is like fine i am leaving and becoming my own person
cue dick learning emotional growth and finding his found family without being smothered under the weight of batman/bruce
and then one day dick finds out through the news that there is a new robin :)
cue dick grayson suddenly developing eldest daughter syndrome in the span of 0.5 seconds
dick grayson TRIES to be nice to jason but jason makes it SO FUCKING HARD and bruce makes it SO FUCKING HARD but dick doesn't want to tell anyone about his problems BECAUSE DICK SOUNDS SO PETTY IF HE TELLS PEOPLE HIS BILLIONAIRE GUARDIAN ADOPTED ANOTHER ORPHAN KID AND PROBABLY SAVED HIM FROM A LIFE OF DESTITUTION AND CRIME AND ALSO BRUCE IS A GOOD PERSON AND DICK STILL LOVES HIM BUT ALSO DICK IS SO SO ANGRY
but dick isn't allowed to tell people he's angry because he is supposed to be a calm and collected pillar of the superhero community :)
:)
and then jason dies
and dick was the worst big sister ever because maybe if he had been a better person or brother jason would have reached out to dick or bruce and jason wouldn't have died
and then tim
at first with tim it starts out with "I am not going to repeat the same mistakes with Jason" and then dick genuinely just starts to love tim and views him as his little brother
and tim has to deal with an even more emotionally distant and HIGHKEY suicidal bruce so now dick grayson's eldest daughter syndrome has kicked into FULL GEAR so he tries his best to shield tim from it and give tim the emotional support tim needs and dick is still :) not :) angry :) at :) bruce :) about :) it :) because bruce just lost a child and is grieving but bruce you still have two living children right here in front of you BEGGING you to reach out to them and you just won't do it :)
like obvs dick gets angry at bruce about a LOT of things but dick just refuses to acknowledge that the root of it is the obvious emotional neglect so dick is just dealing with symptoms because bruce won't deal with the actual problem
dick isn't all that close with cass initially because Cass is independent and tends to do her own thing more often than not but also her and bruce just Click in a way dick doesn't with bruce and dick is like this :) is :) fine :)
oh look now jason is back from the dead.
cue bruce dying, dick now has to take care of damian, and tim has run off
ELDEST DAUGHTER SYNDROME ELDEST DAUGHTER SYNDROME
now dick is ACTUALLY TAKING CARE OF BRUCE'S YOUNGEST CHILD BUT DICK IS NOT ALLOWED TO BE ANGRY AT BRUCE ABOUT IT BECAUSE BRUCE IS ACTUALLY DEAD THIS TIME AND THE BURDEN OF EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ISN'T FALLING TO DICK SIMPLY BECAUSE BRUCE IS AN ASSHOLE
AND NOW DICK'S DAD IS DEAD AND HE HAS A KID SO DICK IS MENTALLY REPLANNING HIS ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM AND TIM IS MISSING AND NOW DICK IS BATMAN AND DESPITE DICK'S BEST FUCKING EFFORTS HE JUST NOW HAS TO SPEND THE REST OF HIS LIFE PICKING UP THE PIECES OF BRUCE'S
WHICH IS THE EXACT FUCKING OPPOSITE OF WHAT DICK WANTED TO DO WITH HIS LIFE
BUT BRUCE IS DEAD SO DICK CAN'T BE ANGRY AT BRUCE BECAUSE IT'S NOT HIS FAULT
(it is a little his fault)
and then bruce comes back
duke sometimes feels like an outsider intruding on the family but dick loves their one-on-one time because dick actually feels like a Proper Big Brother and not like he has to micromanage duke and bruce's relationship which is such a relief
at no point has bruce ever apologized to dick or literally ever reached out to dick barring some Intense and Fraught encounters and dick never says anything to bruce dick just kind of learns to live with it which sucks and is not the ending dick wants but sometimes you just compromise and warp yourself for the sake of people you love. because the tragedy of it is that dick does love his dad but since he's older he has a better support system outside of bruce and knows his limits better
when bruce offers to adopt dick dick is immediately like YES YES YES YES LIKE BRO THAT'S BEEN THE CRUX OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP ISSUES FOR YEARSSSSS
dick grayson kins marcia brady
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angeltiddies · 2 months ago
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to anyone who sees this
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americachavez · 7 months ago
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ugh not to be sincere but it really is evil to have two characters who have talked about suicide/dying young and were portrayed as depressed and traumatized both end up killing themselves even if it was passive suicide. plus to air that during an immensely stressful time globally when so many people are struggling even more with mental health shit and uncertain futures was one of the worst things they could do. I know I make jokes on here but legitimately that shit has an impact so I hope any of you guys going through it don’t take the stupid cw program to heart and know that message is complete and utter bullshit alright? alright. good talk champ
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cyelatm · 5 months ago
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OK. Here is my best attempt to explain everything about my callout that I felt was unfair, untrue and deliberately misleading by my ex who made it, which combined with people's response to it resulted in a huge loss of income and emotional support, friends turning their backs on me and massive embarrassment and emotional trauma all of which I am only beginning to truly recover from. I think it is important to see the original callout in context to understand the truth and also how it was misinterpreted and the huge gaps of information that people filled in with their own biases and assumptions. I also included some receipts showing her contradicting her claims and demonstrating the way she treated me to show that she is not afraid of twisting the truth or outright lying in order to hurt people who she feels wronged by.
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I was unable to find a screenshot since my ex went on private once I started defending myself but as horrible as this all was, the worst part of the callout was her saying “don’t take June to task over this, one more dead trans woman won’t solve anything”, casually referring to me being harassed to point of suicide as “taking me to task” implying it's something I deserved, and vaguely discouraging it by saying it "won't solve anything" which paints it as not even a net negative. It felt horrible seeing someone I still cared about who I'd shared so many positive moments with over a year and whose best interest I always had kept in mind throughout our relationship refer to my potential death due to her unchecked anger as at worst something that is not entirely helpful. I felt completely powerless and like she would stop at nothing to hurt me which turned out to be true as she ignored her own request and repeatedly harassed my few remaining friends just for having the audacity to talk to me, showing that her half-hearted plea for people not to kill me was as empty as it sounded. Eventually I did realize that she was doing this because I had always let her walk all over me, even after she publicly lied about me because I thought surely this was the last time she would hurt me. As always I was wrong, and for her to stop I had to learn to stand up for myself.
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mysso · 5 months ago
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today on 30smp: wilbur kills his father by accident and in wild, misguided grief, kills himself, thinking it will bring him back. it does not.
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mossinnit · 5 months ago
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It wasn’t just the fact that Scar and Grian were both the start and end of it all, the first death and the last ones.
It’s the fact that Grian kept complaining about being bound to Scar’s service.
It’s the fact that he kept emphasizing that he was out as soon as he lost his first life.
It’s the fact that every time they were apart for more than a few minutes, Grian made comments wondering what Scar was up to and if he was okay.
It’s the fact that Grian decided to stay with Scar to the end, even after his obligation to him was gone.
It’s the way that Grian cheered Scar on during the final session when Scar managed to get multiple kills in.
It’s the way Grian felt betrayed, genuinely betrayed, when Scar turned on him, because he could never imagine turning on Scar like that.
It was the way Scar was so ready to let Grian kill him, at the end, his simple acceptance of that fact enough to stop Grian in his tracks.
It was Grian insisting that he couldn’t kill Scar, not after everything.
It was their insistence that they both won, together.
It was the way they said “sorry” during their final fight.
It was the way Grian said “I don’t feel good” when it was over.
It was Grian, now alone, jumping off of monopoly mountain, the place that had been his and Scar’s home, without hesitation, to join Scar in the afterlife, alongside everyone else.
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themactrix · 7 months ago
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hunteri heroici is insane like. fun little hunter cas!!! also cas is extremely suicidal 😎
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lifeinpoetry · 8 months ago
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You have to take out the stones & put them back where they belong / You have to carve the names of the dead & then let rain & years destroy them / The moon weakening like a cheap flashlight while your heart blinks on
— Kim Addonizio, from “All Hallows,” Now We're Getting Somewhere
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