#suicide cw

[tsams-confessions]

I feel really bad for V3 and V3.1 (v4 I guess?) eclipse, because like literally everyone besides like earth and the creator as told eclipse to kill himself!!!!! Like, Jesus man. Like I know eclipse is probably living out of spite now but like, do you think he would take what is ex-family said to him to heart????

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#sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams #tsams confession #< block this if you dont want to see these #mod 1blood #suicide cw

[isthenapoleoncute]

One of my napoleons won a big big battle, but he still keeps looking too longingly at a bridge, so I gave him leave to go play at home. Even napoleons need r&r!

#suicide cw #napoleon #the time after Toulon he was clinically depressed. good times. I mean not for napoleon

[cryptovexillologist]

Encountered today: a math professor wearing a shirt his grad students made for him, depicting him as a Moomin saying “I will literally kill myself if I don’t mention the orthogonal group”

#suicide cw

[chongoblog]

#elon #suicide cw #twitter can be sillay

[t4tails]

if sun dies im killing myself 👍

#og post #liveposting #suicide cw

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

was I the asshole for telling my followers to sabotage a hispanic artist?

(13 <– to find this)

this happened awhile back but I'm remorseful and I want to know if I was the asshole or if I'm just overthinking.

I (24NB) had a pretty big TS fan account on twitter (I said "had" bc I'm no longer active). her music saved me from suicidal ideation, helped me get rid of my anxiety, and overall it was always very comforting to me. her music accepted me for being non-binary when most of my irl friends didn't. I felt like I belonged.

in recent years a certain hispanic artist started to get famous and well known and tbh I don't know how or why, all he sings about is his dating life, his sex life, how much money he has... unlike TS who crafts feminist masterpieces. this guys music wasn't my cup of tea and I realized he already had more views than her on youtube and he was the number one artist on spotify for a few years so um. I was honestly VERY angry that taylor's hard work was gonna go to waste again because of a man. so long story short I told my followers to sabotage this hispanic artist and also encouraged them to stay away from/talk less to their hispanic friends for awhile. as far as I know most of them agreed with me.

my wake up call was being accused of being a set up account (a set up is an account made by someone who is not from a fandom pretending to be in order to make said fandom look bad) after that post of mine was shared on reddit even though they censored the @. since that day I stopped being active on that account, tbh because I was ashamed of myself. I feel like an asshole but my closest friends from within the fandom constantly tell me a real fan is not ashamed to show love and support and that what I did was genius. so the worst part is despite being remorseful I still somehow feel like I'm failing her and the fandom.

was I the asshole?

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole #suicide cw

[incognitopolls]

We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.

#polls #incognito polls #anonymous #tumblr polls #tumblr users #questions #polls about relationships #submitted dec 9 #suicide cw #suicide tw #tw suicide #suicide mention #mental health #tw suicidal ideation #suicidal ideation cw

[comradesummers]

i know we talk a lot about how buffy is the "came back wrong" queen and she is, but we need to further appreciate how insane it is that she came back wrong specifically by not coming back wrong. because the concept of "coming back wrong" implies an external change to the self that is entirely beyond the control of the person who changed. buffy wants to have come back wrong because then she can finally allow herself (for the first time in like seven years) to direct her guilt and shame and self-loathing towards something other than herself. the horrific realization, then, isn't that she came back different—it's that she came back the same. that the same girl who bravely sacrificed herself to save her sister's life is also a depressed, traumatized, suicidal wreck, and that she already was all of those things before she died. that's some galaxy brain shit right there. no one's doing it like her.

#this is basically what i wrote in the tags of the latest came back wrong poll that i reblogged but longer #i just realized i had a lot to say about this #because buffy was truly insane for this #buffy summers #btvs #buffy the vampire slayer #suicide cw

[couriersixty]

regrettably might really like this show

#fallout 2024 #fallout #fallout spoilers #am i pirating it. yes! obviously! #but it captures the fallout tone i love relatively well #even if i have certain bones to pick #suicide cw #SIDENOTE she actually really does look like kyle maclachlan. it works. #tv #its so goofy and violent <3

[rslashrats]

#suicide cw

[pixiecaps]

Heres a portion of Maxo’s ending monologue and some meta commentary.

q!Maxo: And what if I stay? At least they won’t have that planned out. How can I be so stupid? Of course, they know about the bomb. They literally know everything, see everything, its an all seeing eye, of course. They already knew about my plan.. But there’s a plan they don’t know. And it’s that I’m going to stay here. It’s over. Besides, I’m a danger to everybody, I’m turning into a code. I know now that I’m not the only one but at least it’ll be one less, right? It’s the desperation of not being able to do anything against the Federation. They always get away with it, man. They always get what they want. I don’t- I don’t know why I’m even still walking. … They’ve taken my bomb and stolen my idea and now they’re exploding it. They don’t care. At least, we found a way to escape. (Timer runs out)

cc!Maxo: (Closes game) And like that is how he dies. “Are you coming back as a ghost?” As of right now I am not thinking about returning as a ghost. (Plays sad music) Rest in peace qMaxo. Rest in fucking peace. I did all I could chat. I did all I could. … If I had reached the boat I would not have gotten on. I think what I would’ve wanted is to reach the boat, say goodbye to everybody, and die. But I suppose due to the timer the bomb blew up before that could happen. … So I’ve died. That is how it goes. This was the only thing I could do that the Federation could really not control. Killing myself.

cc!Maxo: (When a chatter mentioned the people who didn’t reach the boat) Chat I only know that I’ve died, it’s what I wanted for my lore. That I would’ve stayed there with the atomic bomb. In a fantasy world like the QSMP, of course I could revive, finally turn into a code, or whatever but for the moment all I know is that I’m dead. And I don’t have anything else scripted, from this moment on I’m dead and thats final. Thats the reality, and thats why I’m not… happy because I will for sure miss the QSMP. But since I personally take roleplay very seriously, for me there is no going back. I am dead. I cannot return as cubito Maxo. I can return as a spirit that haunts Roier once in a while, periodically, I could, I could but qMaxo is dead. It’s sad, I’m not super happy because obviously I spent a really great time on QSMP but by my own lore, man, I couldn’t do it any longer. I couldn’t handle returning to Quesadilla Island knowing I couldn’t do anything against the Federation. If I made a fucking atomic bomb and the boss of Purgatory goes and says, “Oh you have an atomic bomb? Okay. In fact, that’s a good idea. Let’s explode it, run to the boat, returning again to the island that you were in, because thats likely what will happen, and you’ll continue suffering.” I can’t do it anymore. I’ve lost Trump, my son, I’ve lost- I no longer trust people who can kill each other amongst themselves, by the lore.

cc!Maxo: The players themselves are super fun people and I’ve had a good time. What makes me feel shame is that, that I can’t roleplay with them anymore. To say it one way or another. Well, there could be things in the future the admins offer but as a player it makes me feel shame. Also, while it is true that recently I hadn’t been logging in a lot, the times I did I had a good time. I did a lot of cool things with these people.

cc!Maxo: I lost SOFIA, I lost.. everything. Everything that I’ve done, every idea that I had thought of for myself and others has been taken by the Federation. … I think that the Federation has so much control that is impossible to do anything against them. And everything you do against them they’ll use to further confuse the people. … For me I will no longer play [as qMaxo] because I am dead, that’s serious to me, I’ve decided my character has died in an explosion. Another thing is that I could occasionally log on as a spirit or something. If they allow me that then great! But if dying means not being able to play on the QSMP anymore then so be it. … This was necessary for the roleplay. … I didn’t die thinking, “Wow I found the answer.” I didn’t want to die because I found any type of answer. I died because of desperation. To say, look man I couldn’t find any answers.

Maxo mentioned it did leave him with a sour taste in his mouth that he didn’t get the chance to say goodbye to everybody since he ran out of time. So a chatter suggested he does canonical pre recording goodbye video to everybody. He said he’d likely consider it and do it so that his character gets the chance to tell the other characters goodbye and that he’s gone.

Rest in peace qMaxo, the original founder of the Theory Bros, and someone who gave his all to escaping the island no matter the cost.

#qsmp #suicide cw

[tsams-confessions]

Does none want to about the cool symbolism between V3 eclipse, moon, and blood-moon?!!!!! All 3 are more or less clones/new version of people who they want to be!!!!!

Does no one want to talk about how moon literally told eclipse to kill himself or to work with him????? Or how they both are so angry and hateful at one another but both call each other dogs and moon also says that he was eclipses purpose?????? Or how moon and eclipse kind of put solar on a pedestal because they both see solar as an example to be better, and give them hope that someone could be bad but they can still be loved???

I’m going feral over this clone arch and these 3

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#sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams #tsams confession #< block this if you dont want to see these #mod 1blood #suicide cw

[roguemonsterfucker]

If I see a single person celebrating this, it's on fucking sight.

No.

He doesn't deserve death.

He deserved to lose all the credit he got for the content he stole.

But he doesn't deserve to die.

He doesn't deserve to be told the world would be a better place without him.

He's a human fucking being and he deserves love and acceptance and comfort.

I really hope the note was just a ploy for sympathy and attention because I want for him to be okay. I want for him to be able to move on from this and live his life.

#james somerton #suicide cw #i feel sick to my stomach #i really hope he's okay #i've been worried about him from the start of this

[benzatthanin]

BEETLEJUICE 1988 | dir. Tim Burton

#filmedit #movieedit #beetlejuiceedit #horroredit #horroredits #cinemapix #dailyflicks #holidaysource #filmgifs #userbabysitter #horrorwomensource #userstream #tvandfilm #moviegifs #beetlejuice #horror #* #suicide cw #self harm cw

[helloanthy]

06.09.2023 💜 today's anthy!

[saionji voice] nooo dont kys aha ur so se[gets shot]

[ID: the first image is a drawing of anthy from revolutionary girl utena. she is wearing her school uniform. she is smiling as she holds a gun up in front of her face, as if taking a selfie with a phone. chuchu is behind the gun. anthy is holding her other hand under her chin, posing gracefully.

the second image is a text conversation between jelly and munke. jelly says, "also this is totally unrelated but this is very anthy core". attached below is a shutterstock image of a blonde person holding a gun up in front of them as they smile and pose. munke replies with a keysmash and says, "stop / im using this as a drawing reference". jelly says, "please do ill die laughing" in all caps. end ID.]

#hello anthy! #anthy himemiya #revolutionary girl utena #少女革命ウテナ #9.23 #2023 #🙈 #📽️ #suicide cw

[t4tails]

tumblr poll simulator

HOW DO YOU FEEL?

happy :)

sad :(

angry >:(

notes: #um wheres the option for only a little sad but not entirely happy either #like nobodys ever really happy

#how is angry winning i hope everybody who votes angry kills themselves

#my abuser was sad once so i have horrible memories of this subject yet will still talk about it in the tags of a strangers post online

#wheres the horny option

#og post #suicide cw