#sunnie's talk room

[sunniewrites]

writing?? (maybe not) an explanation to my leave and my official leave

hey guys its sunnie here :) what is up?

first of all, happy holidays and happy new year!!! hope you guys have been having a good time since ive been gone.

my life has been totally crazy since i decided to move to another account (which i am so done with)

for example, i got a boyfriend!! he’s so amazing and i love him sm <3

i started taking better care of my mental health (ignoring how many times ive cried this past week)

im on volleyball team with my amazing teammates and my awesome coaches.

ive met new friends and new people who i love and adore.

there has been so many changes in the past few months that i cannot believe what has happened. im not the same person from 4 months ago and that shows a lot because i have so much room to grow.

now for my writing account.

i love writing yknow? its one of my passions and i cannot believe how i started this account. everyone who has followed me from the start to now is so so so amazing and thank you all for support and believing in me.

i just want to say, i am done with writing on tumblr. no matter what account im on, i dont think ill ever write again on tumblr.

you guys are an amazing community who has done so much for me, i cannot believe how far ive come and i love every single one of you. but, writing on tumblr just isnt my passion anymore.

this place and account will always hold a special place in my heart, the people ive interacted with (no matter if they’re still here or not) are so amazing and you guys have given me so much love.

i love all of my mutuals, you guys are the best part about this app. i will forever remember every single one of you okay? <3

im not deleting this account, but i will be changing it. you guys can still read all of my old posts but i’ll probably js archive this account or make in into just an account for my thoughts.

this is an end to an era, and end to my beautiful 2 years on this app (i think??). i loved every moment, every fanfic, every interaction and just everything in general.

well then my loves, goodbye.

remember this as the day sunniewrites fell, and as the day a new person arises ;)

#im so bad at ending goodbye posts ahaha #i wanna @ all my mutuals but i dont wanna disturb them.. #sunnie's talk room #sunnie's shiny #sunnie shine #important!!

[psymachine]

dress den for my brain-twin anon

#macdennis #macdennis fanart #i think dennis has convinced mac that this is for him when it's actually for dennis himself~ #accidentally saved over the original file for this so this is as good as it gets 🙃🙃🙃 #mistakes were made #shoutout to my friend for the idea to put them in a fitting room #he does not watch sunny but he very dutifully allows me to talk at him about it #thanks dude 💙 #suggestive #machinegoods #nsft

[chayannesegg]

im so glad empanada, even after a tough day, got to have that talk and hug with richas and then bagi where em got some lovely advice about dealing with grief from richas & talked about what went wrong during the day

but i can't help but contrast this with sunny. sunny who empanada still hasn't seen. sunny whose been alone for days. sunny whose talked with almost no one. sunny who doesn't know bad is dead. sunny whose pretending tubbo isn't dead. sunny who got no goodbye. sunny who got no long talks about grief. sunny who got no explanations. sunny who no one visited today. sunny whose birthday is tomorrow. sunny who no one will wake up for first tomorrow

#qsmp #qsmp sunny #qsmp empanada #it's giving em and sunny being separated so long post em's first death #but also 50 times worse #they're sisters your honour they should be together #idk if sunny and leo will have talked off stream or not #but presumably she's done something with her mystery friend #we are for sure going to get angst from sunny tomorrow if only someone stays long enough to see it #also off topic but i think the em interaction with mike was fine #yes he clearly wasn't successful in cheering her up but she seemed to appreciate the attempt #even if it probably left her feeling a little like her feelings were her fault for not being able to cheer up #and he did apologize for barging into her room and left #i don't think he's in her bad books at all #she could definitely tell he cared and she was much more visibly frustrated with bagi #which they luckily had some resolution over #me once again writing one post in the text and another in the tags lmao

[phatcatphergus]

Tubbo and Sunny sat on the edge of the bridge with their legs over the hole while eating the lunch tubbo packed for them today

#sunny had a ham and cheese with the crusts cut off #and a juice box #they watched the birds fly around and talked about what they wants their house to look #sunny would swing her legs back and forth and talk about how she wanted orange walls in her room and tubbo wild laugh and say sure #qsmp #qsmp tubbo #tubbo #qsmp sunny #sunny #qsmp sunnysideup

[oatbugs]

my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her. #and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more. #he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you. #the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her. #red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago. #crushposting

[cutemeat]

still kills me that some ppl are unsure if the cat in the wall metaphor was intentionally made to symbolize macden’s relationship cuz like…. they make it…. so… very… abundantly clear…. and then thats smth they make a point to bring up Repeatedly on the podcast

#like out of every sunny metaphor this is the clearest one LMAO #like down to the framing… in M&D Break Up while charlie talks abt the cat in the wall for the first time #there dennis is… in the bg…. framed as the cat in the wall they r talking abt… #then AGAIN in gets romantic (directed by glenn himself) when mac is giving his speech… we see the cat in the wall framing of dennis AGAIN #and i KNOW they were intentionally bringing s5 full circle cuz in the same episode they bring back that stupid basketball hoop that we #litrlly havent seen in macden’s apartment SINCE s5 and they put it in DENNIS’ room…. #not to mention they hit u in the face w the cat in the wall shit in s15 #with the literal cat being trapped and dying in franks office #and then dennis saying he wants to hide behind a painting IN THE WALL and then COMING OUT OF A WALL…. like. LIKE #ohhhh it drives me up the wall. *I* am the cat in the wall #cats in the wall

[concorp]

so is german also just dead. he disappeared after his first day and even though he was listed on a team in purgatory he also never logged on and now today he wasn’t listed as a parent for any of the new eggs.

#like there was room for him sunny only had four parents compared to the others having five #and lenay is one of them it’d make sense for them to share an egg #qsmp #talking

[sunniewrites]

monthly post to let yall know im not dead 😚😚

#sunnie's talk room

[undead-potatoes]

After like a decade and a half of posting my funny little guys I think I've come to understand how to make people care, and it's honestly just a shitton of exposure. Posting often, especially funny things or screenshots, gets people interested, and will lead them to actually ask questions or engaging with what you're putting out. It also helps to actually follow people who also make funny little guys, and get invested in each other's stuff.

The general exception seems to be long or info heavy stuff, which people usually aren't that interested in sadly (like even people who have a lot more followers get disproportionally few notes on longer stuff unless it's a fic). It's a bit of a bummer, but it makes sense; reading and liking a post that only takes like 30 seconds to go through is gonna get a lot more attention than something that takes 3 minutes.

Unless you are on some absolute freak shit, that seems to attract like minded people so fucking fast, like they can sniff you out a mile away.

#Sunny Life #you gotta make people care in a way #just thinking about this as I've seen some people vent about it and then almost never post anything bc they feel like people don't care #which makes sense! I've been there but I've also noticed if I just go ahead and post with reckless abandon people do care eventually #sure it's only 4 notes or whatever but that's still 4 people who saw what I wrote and liked it! imagine if 4 people stood in a room #and cheered you on while you talked about your little freak #it ain't much but it's honest work.png

[brainfullofbees]

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#can i be so fucking honest right now #being like the only one in my friend group who doesn't do or even want to try drugs is so fucking isolating #i don't even want to be around it but i can't fucking escape it #they're constantly getting high before or while we hang out and i'm so tired #like we planned to hang out this past weekend and of course i get there and one of them is high and all they wanted to do was sit and #quietly watch always sunny #like. thanks. i barely get to see you guys and the one night in like 3 months i do we don't even get to talk really. cool #and then their parents and parents' friends were smoking in the living room all night as well #and nobody thought to fucking warn me about this even though they know about my shit fuck brain #and then like. the other times when i've made plans with someone and they've bailed because they wanna go drink and get high #thanks i'm glad i'm so fucking boring to you #i don't get to go to a lot of get togethers anymore because they're full of drunk and/or high people #and i'm just. tired. #sick of my shitty fucking brain that doesn't let me chill #sick of feeling like i'm bringing people down and stopping them from having fun #because i don't want to spoil their fun. i want them to be happy #i just. idk. sometimes i really feel like they don't want to invite me out specifically because of this #like i miss out on so much because i have big anxiety about drugs #it's tiring and i'm tired and sad and angry at myself and. idk #today's been. a day i guess

[carnagesaw]

ghost time 😏

#taiyo #zakuro #koritora #i love dying in phasmophobia because then i get to see what fucked up way i died #umm play phasmophobia its so fun with friends #^ill sit in the lobby with friends and just talk for an hour instead of playing the game #sunny meadows is my favorite map because of the meat room #where if you walk in it makes squishy sounds and theres blood and guts everywhere

[mrs-kelly]

Oh I came home and laid down and I feel a lot better ❤️ still need more sleep, but I’m gonna relax today ❤️

#I’ve got some time to lay around with Charlie for a bit so I’ll do that ❤️ #might even turn on aIways sunny in my room and pass out while I watch ahdjfl #just like in the early days of me really crushing on Charlie in October ❤️ ahdjfl #can’t tell you how easily hearing him talk would knock me out #I could go for that today ❤️ #ren speaks #renlie

[earl-grey-love]

Gosh I love Levi he's sooo cute. I enjoyed the new event immensely. Those outfits look amazing on them ngl I wish they looked like that all the time lol

#all of them slayed that look which is honestly pretty rare #but why didn't they give Barbs one? #refund rn or else #jk #but honestly just made me all 🥰😍✨️ over Levi once again #pretty relatable plot too #I also feel too embarrassed to talk about my interests rn and just wanna hide in my room all day #just like my anime boyfriend does 😔 #love him soo much okay #sunny speaks #ship: levi up

[paddington-two]

that post thats like 'dont believe anything you think about your life after 9pm' really made some points huh

#i had a pretty good day. i tidied up my room and cleaned a little and i painted something at my desk with the window open #bc the weather was PERFECT. cool and sunny. #i went to my nieces bday party and got to see her smile and laugh and play with her friends and i talked to family who i actually like #and then as soon as it gets dark out my brains like hey btw. youre too late to reach your goals and youre too much and not enough- #and nothing you do matters and youll always be this lonely and-- BITCH #SHUT UP. SHUT!! UP!!!!!!!! #enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #personal