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itsjustmyfantasyroom · 2 months
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Over your head
It's been a while and most of this is personal to my life. Just needed to little Nick loving.
Warnings: None, just fluffy Nick.
WC: 736.
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You should have said no, but you couldn’t now, everything was in place and you knew it have to be like ripping a band aid off, but you were nervous. When Liv came to you and told you that SVU was going to be getting the funds to have an in-house forensic science lab and suggested that you go and get your degree so you could be the head of the lab, it took you nearly 3 days to decide. Life had not been kind recently and you were in your era of second guessing yourself with everything you had been through and what was still to come in your personal life. Your divorce was finally coming to the final stages of being settled and you had just got the kids in a routine as a single mom, and now you were nothing but crazy taking on a full-time degree study as well as working. It was lucky you lived with your mum and the kids went to the same school as Amanda's girls, so between her and Sonny, when you needed it, they said they had it all under control.
As you walked into the huge lecture hall, you found a seat as far up the back as possible and you sat down, sitting your bag on the seat next to you. You had a little giggle as your eyes scanned around the room at all these “Young kids” doing a course as heavy as this, thinking about everything you had seen after 12 years of SVU.
You were looking down at your phone to a message Amanda had messaged you about her plans with all the kids that afternoon after school when you heard a familiar voice and instantly all your worries melted away, your eyes slowly scanned up and surprisingly your eyes met and you blushed as he gave you quick wink and continued talking,
“Good morning, everyone, I’ am Nick Amaro your professor for the next 12 months. I’ am here to answer any questions you may have. All I ask is no phones during my class, unless an extreme emergency” Nick looked at you with a smirk and you giggled to yourself dropping you phone back into your bag.
If that is what you had to listen too for 1 hour every day for the next year, you would be glad to do it. Listening to Nick talking about all his lab skills and referring to his SVU days and cases he had worked on with you and how it led him to this path, made you feel warm and fuzzy. You hadn’t seen him since the night he told you he was moving to LA, your life was already a mess from the break up and he held you on floor as you sobbed at the fact that you were losing your best friend. You had kept in contact, he calling and facetiming the kids as often as he could but you never would have thought in a million years that he would be back in New York teaching.
You watched as all the other students filed out and then you stood up walking out of the aisle you  were sitting on and you walked down the stairs. Just as you were almost at the bottom, Nick walked from around his desk and made his way towards the stairs, stopping at the bottom step not stepping up. You stopped on the bottom step, looking down at Nick, not taking them off his as you sat your bag down on the chair next to you. It was like a magnet pulled you together, your arms going around his neck and his around you middle,
“I’ve missed you sweetheart” Nick kissed the cheek he could reach.
You lent back, your arms going from around his neck and your hands went straight to his beaded cheeks, his moving to your hips, the feel of his facial hair smooth on your hands,
“You have no idea how much I have missed you. How long are you back for?”
“At the moment 3 years” he squeezed your hips “But I’ am hoping I won’t need to leave again”
“Have something important to stay for Professor?” You grinned.
“Yes actually” he paused for a moment looking down at your lips and then looking back up at your eyes “I ‘am looking at her”
Tags: @beccabarba @ben-c-group-therapy @alwaysachorusgirl @jemmakates
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adi06lena · 11 months
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SHOTGUN!
*The group getting in the car*
Olivia: im driving
Y/N, out of view: shotgun!
Amanda, turning to face Y/N: Awwww, but you had it on the way here-
everyone except Y/N: WOAH-
Y/N, holding a shotgun: no! i found a shotgun and i want the front seat *pumps gun*
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kiankiwi · 1 year
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I find it kinda funny that my #1 comfort show is a show about new york sex cops working through their own trauma and imploding lives while I'm just sitting here, in a stew of anxiety like "this is SO COMFORTING!"
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In the criminal justice system- *record scratch* Uh- two lawyers are gay-
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I'm cringe, but I'm free... This is all that's makin me happy rn to be honest
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best-series-forever · 2 years
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slvtrlv · 1 year
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~ WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME? ~
part 1.
Summary: “They say I'm too young to love you. I don't know what I need”
Relationship: Rafael Barba x Female Reader.
Warning: English is not my first language (let me know if I made a mistake(s)), NSFW, +18, drinking, smoking, a little bit swearing, blah blah blah maybe something more but I’ll added later :)
Words: 876
A/N: well I guess it’ll be a part 2 ;)
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The first rule is don't say your name.
The second rule is not to attract a lot of attention to yourself, this may arouse suspicion from people.
The third rule is to forget about the previous rules and act as yourself.
We were not acquainted with Rafael until his fragrance of perfume touched me.
He was a riddle I longed to solve. But everyone you meet is endowed with something that can attract you, so what was it? A wild desire for him or just a lack of sex?
An ordinary evening after a hard uni day. As always, I went to the nearest bar to empty my head of information and thoughts after studying. A glass of beer helped me relax, and it seems like all the problems began to slowly float away into the pool of unconscious thinking, but something was bothering me.
Problems with studying? No, I was a "good girl" who constantly tries to prove herself as best as possible in the educational activity. But something is weighing on me, and I know the answer to this question, but I don't want to voice it. To many thoughts.
I notice that a man is sitting next to me, he looks to be in his forties, but he looks handsome. Not that I have any problems with my father, but grown men have always attracted my attention. So it's a one in a thousand or even a million chance.
- Hi, do you mind a little company? - I'm trying to behave as naturally as possible, without showing signs of drinking alcohol.
- Not really - the stranger says, continuing to write something on a piece of paper, even without looking at me.
- You know, I come here quite often and I haven't seen anyone doing work here yet, - I say, trying to get him to talk.
- Well, I envy those who come here just to sit like that - he notices and continues to actively make notes.
- Listen, I have no idea what you're writing there, but I think it's not as important as, for example, having a good time in great company.
- Great? - he grins and finally raises his eyes to look at the destroyer of his routine - Well, let's see what happens - his gaze runs from top to bottom, it is noticeable that what he saw impressed him.
- I'm Y/N by the way - I say, holding out my hand to him.
- Nice to meet you, Y/N - he squeezes my eternally cold hand - I'm Rafael.
His hands are so warm that my hands begin to tingle, just like when you spent a long time in the cold and now trying to warm them in warm water.
- Repeat, - says Rafael to the bartender after finished his whiskey.
- This name suits you very well - I smile.
- What? - he looks at me in surprise.
- As beautiful as you are - I wink, leaning slightly closer to him so that only he can hear it.
- Thank you - he replies grinning, moving closer to me - Do you want to order something?
- No, thanks, I think that's enough for me at the moment - not that I mind drinking more, but I'd rather wait a little while until the previous alcohol starts to evaporate from my body - Do you smoke?
- In rare cases - Rafael replies.
- If you want, you can keep me company - I get up from my chair and going to go outside.
- Okay - he says, and gets up from his chair to follow me.
The music in the bar becomes louder as well as the number of visitors in it, the air begins to be thicker, which is why the room heats up a little.
We go outside and then I realize that it's not so cold, compared to when I just went to the bar.
I light a cigarette and pass the pack to Rafael. His long fingers lightly touch mine, which causes my cheeks to slowly burn. He inhale and God, you should see it to understand how much all the butterflies in my stomach turn over. Still, the effects of alcohol and hot man beside me doing it kind of effects on me.
- Do you know it could kill you? - Rafael remarks.
- Of course, they write about it on every pack of cigarettes - I try to joke.
- Come here - he beckons me to stand closer to him, apparently noticing that I am slightly shaken because of the temperature change.
I get closer to him, but not enough, he wraps one arm around my waist and puts his arm around me. Now it's a fucking hug.
- Let's not stand like on ceremony and play teenagers - he grins, hugging me tighter with one arm.
- As you say - I lay my head on his shoulder and the smell of his cologne envelops me to the toes.
After smoking, we went to a bar, where we sat and talked for a couple of hours. He told me that he works a.d.a in a firm, and it struck me, because I am studying at the Faculty of Law.
- Do you want to come to my place? - he asks, no longer shy stroking my knee.
- If you don't mind - I answer, feeling a pleasant end to the day in pleasant company.
A/N: leaves comments pls👉🏻👈🏻 and the second part coming soon
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shyswiftsworld · 9 months
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I just want to know who took this photo and what peters thoughts were about it the next day 🤣😭😭
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wooshwastaken · 1 year
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Basically me right now:
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I’m pretty sure this fits most of the fandom too-
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babytrapperdiaz · 1 year
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nobody :
the slow burn ship that's been developing for literally 84 years :
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nacrella · 11 months
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Veluncy Marathon Part-3
24x04 The Steps We Cannot Take (2)
Veluncy as a baby in these episodes… 🥹 They look adorable even when doing detective formalities. And Velasco looks extremely good in this ep 🫠 I’m dead. Also, the first time Muncy wears the blazer ahaha
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Waiting for your comments 🩶 I’ll share the rest of the episode soon.
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dondivajade · 1 year
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Getting Mike Dodds for just one season still pains me.
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itsjustmyfantasyroom · 5 months
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You know i love you
Happy Birthday to my birthday twin @ben-c-group-therapy It's that time of year and I' am super excited to share another year with you.
Warnings: Zero. Just fluffy.
WC: 238.
Enjoy x
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You ran your hands down the front of your green crushed velvet dress, your eyes following your hands in the mirror. You were overwhelmed with joy and your heart was singing. Never in the history of your love life had anyone ever gone to this much effort for your birthday. You walked out of the restaurant bathroom, your eyes catching Nick’s as soon as he heard the door woosh open. Your eyes were glued to each other’s as you walked back to the table, the heat of your body rushing up to your face, your ears buzzing so loudly it the washed out the laughing of the rest of the squad sitting at the table.  You sat back down in your seat and Nick’s hand went straight to your leg, his warmth from his hand making you shiver,
“You look beautiful tonight Y/N”
“You picked well” you smirked back.
“Guess I know you better then you thought” Nick grinned before he lent over and kissed your cheek “And you think I don’t love you” he scoffed back with a wink.
“Guess so, after tonight I definitely know you love me” you giggled “Thank you so much babe, for planning all this”
“I wanted to show you how special you are to me and how much you deserve it”
“You’ve definitely done that” you lent over and kissed his lips lightly.
“Happy Birthday Mi Amor”
Tags: @beccabarba @alwaysachorusgirl @jemmakates
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lee-lindsee · 1 year
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HOW ARE WE ALL DOING OUT THERE??!!!
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deadirlshwriters · 11 months
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“if someone tried to kill me”
“i’d kill them”
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blackhillfilmss · 2 years
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Hold on
Amanda Rollins x fem!reader
Warnings: Normal SVU talk, language, blood, talk of death, smidge of angst if you squint, I think that’s it?
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It was a usual week, a somewhat usual case. A girl had been raped, tortured and beaten by three men, knowing that by the crime scene and the victims state they’d done this before so your job was to find the other victims and get the perps. Yet that’s not how it played out
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“Come on Cami I know this is difficult to keep going through but I just need you to remember and tell me what he looked like” as one would expect this girl was terrified and couldn’t remember a thing “I can’t remember I-I’m sorry” she broke down crying for the third time this morning, walking over to leave the room she called out to you “wait- I remember one of them saying t-that “if only Charlotte could see him now, she’d be so proud of how far he’d come” you walked back over to her crouching down onto your knees “thank you, we’re gonna find them” she leaned in and gave you a hug. Pulling apart you got up and walked out of the room “start digging” Barba said with his usual sass and walked out of the precinct, you turning to Liv as she gave you a smile “you’ve come a long way Y/n” she paused “now either let’s go find these assholes or we go find our ‘Charlotte’” she smirked “either of which I’m fine with” you turned and walked back to your desk to see your partner staring at you “what?” You asked “oh uh- nothing just thinking” she laughed “right..” you let the topic go and started looking for anything that could be part of this case
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It’s was a week later, you’d found three more victims and you’d found Charlotte, deciding to meet her at a coffee shop before going down to the precinct to give a full statement. You’d taken Amanda , because she was your partner, with you to the coffee shop while Liv, Fin, and Carisi waiting outside in the car just incase they saw someone
You and Amanda got there to see Charlotte sitting at a table looking out the window, you both walked up and took a seat “hi Charlotte, I’m detective y/l/n and this is my partner detective Rollins” you smiled at her “h-hi, so what did you guys need?” Rollins started speaking and all you could do was try and listen as you stared at her “we’re working a case..we found four victims that had been raped, tortured and beaten by three men. Three out of the four remembered that the only thing any of them said was ‘if only Charlotte could see me now, she’d be so proud at how far I’d come’” she shifted in her seat uncomfortably “a-and what does that have to do with me?” She asked concerned “well for starters your name is Charlotte, but last year before any of the victims had been raped..you were in the hospital with apparently the same pattern wounds as all of our victims, so we gathered that you are the ‘Charlotte’ he talked about and you would know who at least one of the guys is” you stated.
She ended up telling you who one of the peeps were and you thanked her for talking with you both giving her hand a squeeze before all three of you meeting Liv, Fin, and Carisi outside the coffee shop “how’d it go” Liv asked “good, we know who one of the perps is” you said putting Charlotte in the car “time to call Barba?” Amanda asked Liv as you walked around the car to talk to them but before Liv could answer there were three loud bangs, the sound of glass shattering and people screaming. Everyone ducked for cover looking around, then fin ran over to you “y/n!” You were standing up against the car hands shaking and hovering over two bullet wounds in your abdomen. You looked at Amanda before slipping and falling into Fin’s arms whimpering out in pain “hey look at me, look at me y/n you’re gonna be fine” he took off his jacket and tried to put pressure on your abdomen when the rest of the squad came running over, Amanda stayed frozen looking at you bleeding for a few moments before running over. Liv crouched down next to you “s-someone check on C-Charlotte” you stuttered as you started to spit blood, Carisi checked the car for Charlotte but she was gone “Cap she’s gone” Liv panicked for a moment while Fin was on the phone getting a clear route to Bellevue “shit! Ok y/n..” you looked at her whilst you laid on the ground holding your bleeding wounds “hey you’re gonna be ok” she tried to move the hair from your face as you started to cough and more blood came out “a-amanda” you whispered to her and she looked at you “what about Amanda y/n” she tried to ask you which gained her attention, she started to cry. Her partner, the partner she wanted to actually be partners in life with was on the street bleeding out before her eyes. “Y/n?!” Liv called out but you didn’t respond your eyes just shut Amanda whispered “fuck! no no no no!” to what she thought was only to herself but Carisi had her and pulled her into his arms while she cried Fin picked you up and put you into his car while Amanda called out “Fin wait!” She ran and got into the car with you and fin, sitting in the back so she could keep pressure on your wounds. “Hold on y/n you’re gonna be fine, just hold on”
While Fin drove off to Bellevue white you and Amanda, Liv just stood there in the street covered in your blood as Carisi tried to talk to her but she wasn’t listening. Eventually everyone was at the scene even Barba who was the only one able to pull Liv’s attention “what the hell happened” he asked her and she looked down at herself covered in blood. Your blood. “Someone shot y/n and killed Charlotte” she said with no emotion in her face “Shit, I-I need to call Lucy see if noah is ok” Rafael nodded to her as she walked away to call Lucy. Once the scene had been processed everyone went to the hospital to wait for you.
Fin was sitting with Amanda in the waiting room as she cried looking down at herself, while she was also covered with your blood. Liv walked over to her “you ok?” Liv asked her “she worked up in the car a-and started coughing more blood and somehow the bleeding from her abdomen got worse a-and now I’m sitting her covered in her blood not knowing if she’s gonna die” Amanda told Liv like she was detached from the entire conversation “I know she’s your partner Amanda but she’s gonna be fine” Amanda finally looked her in the eye “and if she’s not?” Liv didn’t have an answer for that she she just squeezed Amanda’s hand and walked over to the corner to call her son again. Frankly Liv didn’t want to answer the question of ‘what if you weren’t gonna be fine’ you’d come such a far way with the squad, you and Amanda were almost inseparable Liv knew that if you died Amanda wouldn’t be the same frankly nobody on the squad would. Fin was like your big brother, Carisi was your best friend other than Amanda and Liv was like your big sister. You’d brought so much joy to the team and you were so quick-witted with your snarky comments nobody ever thought this would happen, especially to you. Losing you, the squad would never be the same.
At this point Amanda had stopped crying and was trying to find out where the cafeteria was so she could go get some coffee and something to eat, that was when a doctor came down the hallway and called out “Y/n Y/l/n?” Amanda rushed back over when Liv walked up to him “I’m her captain” the two of them walked a little further down the hall and talked, all the whole room saw was Liv starting to cry. That was when Amanda had lost all sense of reality. She felt like she couldn’t breathe and she still didn’t even know if you were dead or alive. Liv came running back down the hall and grabbing Amanda by the arm and tugging her outside while everyone watched confused “Liv what the hell?” She said while crying “y/n..” Amanda looked at her with pleasing eyes “no. Please she can’t-“ Liv told her to stop talking so she could finish “y/n..is alive and awake and wants to see you and you only” she smiled “she broke down crying in her hands and hugged Liv “thank you” she cried out “don’t thank me” she started “oh and just tell her already so I can stop seeing your goo-goo eyes all day long” she laughed pulling back from Amanda and they both walked inside while Liv stopped in the waiting room to talk to everyone Amanda went straight back to your room.
“Hey look who it is! It’s about time” you mumbled as Amanda walked into the room and sat down in your bed “thanks for not dying on me” she said as she moved you hair out of your face “I couldn’t leave you to be partners with Sonny” she laughed at that “how’re the happy mess?” She asked “goooood I can’t feel a thing” you giggled “oh really? You can’t feel a thing?” She asked you jokingly “mhm I can’t feel nothin” you smirked at her and she moved a little closer “mmhm got it..so I guess that means you can’t feel this?” She leaned over gently and kissed you careful not to hurt your stomach wounds as she pulled away and look at the adorable smile on your face “oh no I could feel that” and Amanda laughed “come give me some more lovin’ I’ve loved you since I first came into that precinct and I almost died today I think that guarantees some more kisses. At the very least” you sounded very please with your argument “hm with that argument maybe you should ditch being a detective and become a lawyer” she laughed before kissing you again.
When she pulled away you reached up to her face “you look really pretty Amanda” she laughed knowing how much pain meds they must have you on “thank you y/n” she smiled “can you get the rest of the squad?” She stood up placing a kiss on your forehead “of course” “don’t forget barba!” You called once she was at the door
She walked down the hallway again to see everyone looking at her “y/n wants to see the rest of the squad, and barba that includes you too” she said walking back to the room with everyone behind her, she got in the room first much to your relief so you could ask her a question “Rollins quick question before they all get in here” she laughed “I’m not marrying you y/n” you faked shock “ouch rude” she rolled her eyes at you “not yet anyways” and you laughed “will you go on a date with me?” She walked back over to your bed kissing you quickly “of course I will” she said that just in time for everyone to come into the room as you yelled “I’m going on a date with Rollins!” You threw your arms up like a child and everyone laughed “oh yea cause that hospital gown is really sexy y/n” Carisi laughed as you threw your pillow at him “I think I look amazing Mr. I wear socks with sandals” you smirked pleased with yourself “oh that’s low” Fin said and high-fives you “I learned from the best” you smiled at him “that you did, kid” you tried to sit up to hug him but your abdomen did not agree with that “get down here so I can hug you” he laughed but did as you asked “thanks for saving me” you said quietly “thanks for not dying on us” he pulled away “aww what did I scare you all? Did you really think I was gonna leave this team and have Amanda be partners with Carisi as head detectives?” Everyone laughed except Carisi “you’re so lucky your on pain meds” you smirked “oh you know you love me Sonny..plus Amanda told me you were crying in the waiting room” you laughed “really Rollins?!” She rolled her eyes “oh sure blame me. She asked me how everyone was reacting!” You looked at her and then Rafael who was sitting in one of the chairs “hey barba? You think we can get that warrant for this guys arrest now?” You asked and he laughed “no problem y/n with our luck by the time it goes to trial you’ll be sitting in the gallery making snarky comments like usual again” you leaned back “god I hope so” everyone laughed again before you spoke up “hey uhm guys really thank you for being here and I really wanted to see you all so I could tell you that Rollins finally agreed to go on a date with me-“ Amanda interrupted you “finally?! You never asked before” you shushed her so you could finish talking “right now I really just want to talk to Liv and Amanda but I’ll let you know when you guys can come back and check up on me” they laughed as they all started to leave the room
“Feel better kid!” Fin called out “oh I will I got Rollins” you both smirked at each other as her left the room shutting the door to be left with only you, Amanda and Olivia “it’s about time you two.” You laughed at her comment “Liv what did you say to make her come in here and kiss me?” Liv looked at Amanda while she blushed “just that she should tell you, you know since you almost died” and Amanda looked down and you “right that’s what I forgot to say” she joked and you hit her with your pillow as Liv laughed “you provoked the kiss y/n” Amanda stated “all I said was that the pain meds made me feel nothi- ok yes I did” Liv laughed and came to give you a hug “I’ll be back later, don’t do anything stupid either of you” she got up and went towards the door “the only stupid thing I’m gonna do is Amanda” that had Liv shaking her head as she left “really?!” Amanda looked at you now that it was just the two of you “what! It’s true!” Now Amanda was the one shaking her head as she sat down next to you again “I love you y/n” she said with the most sincere face possible as you just giggled to yourself “I love you too” she gave you another kiss “what do you say we get something to eat because I’m starving and you have a menu” you both laughed “fine but if we’re sharing food then you have to actually sit on the bed with me” she started to move “ohhhh but it’ll look bad I mean you only asked me on a date not to be your girlfriend, so I can’t cuddle you y/n it’ll give the wrong impression” she tried to look serious at you “seriously?! I almost die, tell you I love you, I kiss you, and ask you out on a date?! That doesn’t guarantee me a girlfriend?” You ask her as she just started laughing “of course it does I just wanted to mess with you” you scoffed rolling your eyes as she came to actually lay with you in the bed.
“just for that I’m not getting you the cannolis” “oh come on those are my favorites!” You rolled your eyes “ok fine but you have to share” you said quietly, Amanda kissed you again thanking you, snuggling closer but careful not to hurt your stomach. “I love you” she whispered softly “I love you too Amanda”
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Who would’ve thought that getting shot would’ve gotten you the love of your life to be your girlfriend?
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