#swarm mentality

[r-aindr0p]

Eyy Merry christmas ’n happy holidays to everyone ✨✨

The social battery is being drained from all the festivities and gatherings, most introverts are on the floor rn

Shitpost aside I wanted to say I’ll be more active again once the celebrations and new year are done ! I don’t always answer to comments or tags because I’m a bit awkward whenever I try to interact but I’m thankful for all the nice words I’ve read and I’m happy that what I draw is appreciated ! I hope I’ll be able to draw even more things next year whether it’s fanart or original stuff !

#twisted wonderland #twst shitpost #twst yuu #idia shroud #rook hunt #left yuu and idia in their sketch state because it does match their mental state atm #same tho I don’t want to eat for hours at the table I want to stay in my room and draw hhehfhdh #drawing ideas coming by swarms when you literally cannot draw aaaaaaaaaa

[bunnyscentd]

INSANE BLACK WOMEN: RISE UP

#swarm #Amazon prime #tiktok #dominique fishback #donald glover #edit #femcel #female manipulator #feminine rage #angry black woman #black rage #sza #the feminine urge #tyler the creator #female hysteria #mentally unwell #unhinged #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #it girl #girl blogging #coquette #kelis #diary of a mad black woman #girlhood #sigma female #black coquette #femme fetale #maddy perez #femcel edit #girl boss

[theflyingfeeling]

Aleksi going for a bike ride in his newest Tiktok.. I wonder if Olli inspired him to do it and if they do it together 🥺

He is? I don't have tiktok so I'm grateful for this information 🥺 even if it only makes my brainworms swarm louder 😩

I can imagine Olli talking about how relaxing biking can be and saying that aleksi should totally try it (since his new year's resolution was to 'take a little better care of himself'), but yeah also imagine them going on bike rides together 🥺😭 with a little backpack of snacks and a blanket so that they can have a picnic 🍓🍇🍪🥐🧃 and swimming trunks so that they can dip in if they come across a nice lake/pond 👀💦

#or aleksi going by himself to idk clear his head and reduce stress #(as olli said biking is excellent for that purpose) #and he ends up thinking olli the whole time and whoops he's biked 15 km without even noticing #ooff i'm gonna stop right there before this escalates again #(also sorry for that mental image of worms swarming inside my head lol) #ollixallu #anon asks #answered asks

[cubprotected]

@werepackers

it was ... the bad boys that caught his attention. he didn't know why, it wasn't like angel ...was into danger per se. how could he be when he'd grown up with the father he had? always worrying if he'd come home & missing out on family dinners & the like, because evil never slept & ryan had to work late. he wasn't looking for danger, he wasn't looking to get his heart broken, but ... what could he do when love came for him out of the blue?

he'd seen him with his father & was pretty sure danilo had seen him, too - he knew they rode out together sometimes & when his father came back home... angel got to sniff the alpha off him. it was ... nice. angel didn't expect to ever speak with him or even find himself caught in his radar, because he knew options in town were unlimited & he was a fish in a big-ass pond, but when he saw the rider nurse a beer on a stroll during town, he couldn't help his heart from jumping.

& it only quickened when the alpha's eyes ... found his. did he glance to his sides to see if he was the only one there? .....yes. he was not in company of beautiful omegas on his left or right, so... him? was it because of his dad? was he the little plus one that was only paid attention to because he liked his dad? that stare... made his blood freeze, but in the best ...best possible way.

he was so handsome. he couldn't think of any alpha his own age who even got close. but he was bad news, right? his father .. seemed not to be a fan of him & they did spend quite some time together, right? although, he wouldn't be surprised if it was his father's fault - really, angel knew he ... was moody sometimes. like a moth drawn to flame, angel practically levitated across the street to where the alpha sat, all handsome & dangerous as he leaned against some wall to enjoy his beer & ....hunt? was he hunting? where could he sign up to be his prey?

"...hi. you.. work with my dad, right?" while he pretended to ponder on the alpha's name, which .. was a farce really, he fidgeted with a wristband, "..danilo? you guys do really great work, y'know?"

#werepackers #werepackers [001] #werepackers; danilo #we can like ignore this in favor of the smexy one for the time being i don't wanna swarm u #but for my mental wellbeing i needed the “main” thread to be before the other #angel having inherited his dad's awkward inability to flirt? yep

[machinefetishist]

some of my favorite 2023 releases

1. waste of a man - outta pocket

2. godlike - thy art is murder

3. black sorrow metal - ecpatia

4. closure - an autumn for crippled children

5. spine - myrkur

6. memento mori - marduk

7. remote echoes - duster

8. voids - have a nice life

9. amongst the low & empty - signs of the swarm

10. corrosion of hearts - austere

11. married in mount airy - nicole dollanganger

12. inevitably dark - xasthur

13. toutes blessent, la dernière tue - abduction

14. director's cuts - to the grave

15. i'm gonna miss you - sacrimoon

16. zwielicht - mental cruelty

17. take me back to eden - sleep token

18. we were left to die - minute of agonia

19. aggravations - morkera

20. om hundrede ar - afsky

21. triade III: nyx - aara

#if the new alcest record drops before the end of 2023 just pretend its on here #top albums 2023 #how do i tag this shit so that i can find it later… #outta pocket #thy art is murder #ecpatia #an autumn for crippled children #marduk #duster #have a nice life #signs of the swarm #austere #nicole dollanganger #xasthur #abduction #to the grave #sacrimoon #mental cruelty #minute of agonia #sleep token #morkera #afsky #aara

[5mind]

“ Somebody studied Shakespear and now it's everybody's problem. ” —🧪Doc fired off shots (both figuratively by insults and literally, with a trusty ray pistol in hand) at the current villain of the week.

“Seriously— where do they get these wackadoodles? At the local community college?— Jesus Christ, I can’t tell who’d be a worse foe: a theater major or those pretentious ASSHOLES in a philosophy 101 course.”

"Shakespeare? Really now?" A skeletal hand delicately rose to the hooded figure's chest in mock offense. Her voice was a parody of a haughty upper class lady's woven together from the harmonious buzzing of a million wings.

"Is that your best reference you have when it comes to-- oh my!" Swarmsinger swayed out of the way of the pistol shots, a couple grazing her bandage-bound shoulders. There's a loud, high-pitched buzz as she stepped right into the trajectory of Pink Four's throwing knives.

"College?-" Pink Four drew out a couple more knives from under her plating. "--more like - post-Halloween clearance."

There's an almost bestial buzzing growl as their foe shambled out of the way altogether. Swarmsinger grabbed the hilt of one of the daggers embedded in her and pulled the blade out. Something dark and fetid spurts out.

"Ew--" Pink blurted out, as if she herself was in any better condition. Okay, she kinda was. At least she wasn't a literal infestation like the being they were fighting right now.

"You..." Swarmsinger pulls out another blade, unflinching. The buzzing within her picks up in pitch. "So you wish to hear me sing so badly..."

#outofthiisworld #[ ic : unit pink four ] #[ featuring : swarmsinger ] #(( sorry this took a while i coulfnt make up my mind who out of my mental rogues gallery i should use this time #so uh yeh yeah.. #swarm's one o my characters from city of heroes #shes my babygirl (decomposing)

[rassilon-imprimatur]

I get it, but I think the “Doctor Who looks like crap that’s why we love it” mentality towards the special effects and imagery kills me. I get it, but I dunno, it’s always so reductive to the whole swathes of truly impactful imagery and magic tricks throughout the whole show, the classic serials and whatever else, as well as reductive to the budget and production contexts, I dunno. What are we comparing to? Hollywood level budget? Cinematic money? 

#I became obsessed with older special effects pretty early as a kid with Harryhausens and Godzilla and the like and I dunno #like take Godzilla when you step out of Tokusatsu fanbases you just get swarmed by IT LOOKS SO FUNNY AND BAD AND SILLY THAT'S WHY WE LOVE IT #a) no #b) you cannot deride these special effects without diving into the history of developing an entire rival art form to Hollywood and the like #c) compared to fucking what? #d) Godzilla Effects So Bad Lmao is actually a very Hollywood-centric mentality that dates back to Harryhausen himself reducing Godzilla #to a ripoff #and I dunno don't you LIKE seeing the artifice and the craft? #Don't you like seeing the magic trick? #Hartnell's first two years brim with insanely surreal and haunting imagery #and I'm baffled I don't see anyone else talking about how hard the Troughton era retools 50s B-scifi aesthetics? #season 7 looks and feels INCREDIBLE all cold and violent and scary #I admit a lot of Pertwee looks fuzzy and wobbly but again is the context and the successful illusions doing nothing for you? #Hinchcliffe/Holmes is the colonist fiction it is and I'm sorry but tHE STORM MINER? #The forests of Planet of Evil and Face of Evil??? #I've gone on a lot about why I love so much of the look and effects of s18 to more or less Caves #but Six's time slides into something really really strikingly strange that I feel really can't be fixed to Bad or So Bad It's Good I dunno #I dunno! #I think I just really dislike the SO BAD IT'S GOOD mentality

[vampirebiter]

every time astarian talks about cazador i just picture these bitches from new vegas

#i havent seen the guy yet so every time hes mentioned my mental image is Bugs #lmao i should get the locust swarm or whatever spell before i go fight him. just to be funney to me :) #ghost.txt

[18-toe-beans]

my hallway reeks and the flies are bad

#tw death #tw sui talk #so my next door neighbor committed about a month ago and they found her today #the hallway smells so bad and the ac unit is swarmed in flies #i was and still am in a psychotic episode #this cannot negatively impact my mental health at all

[koalamoon22]

I really liked that show swarm. Something I just thought about is when Billie ellish’s character says “ Your relationship with your phone, it’s tied to trauma, isn’t it?”

I don’t know if it’s the way she says it or what she says, but either way I think about that everytime I’m anxious and checking my phone obsessively. I get in these modes or episodes where I just feel out of control, I feel the same way in my anxiety dreams. Sometimes I have dreams that I’m floating in the kitchen and I can’t stop myself. Most times I’m looking for an outfit in my extremely dirty room and someone’s waiting outside for me. I can’t Break out of the loop. I feel the same way in real life. I feel out of control and I’m stuck in these loops checking my phone with no thoughts in my head other than, “what the fuck am I doing”

I’ve wondered if my obsession with my phone is tied to trauma. I don’t know what trauma, but I think I’ve relied on social media for validation so much that it’s like a coping thing. Except it doesn’t always work so I just get stuck in the loops over and over again.

#swarm #trauma #phone #phone addiction #diary #public diary #anxiety #dreams #mental illness #depression thoughts #depression #metal #billie ellish #pop music #musicians #celebrities #tw depressing stuff #kinda depressing

[cloudbattrolls]

My name is tumblr user cloudbattrolls and I’m having a normal one

#I am normally realizing my very normal talking worm swarm has had enough people hit on them to have an anime harem #join me in my journey of mentally processing this

[flowers-and-literature]

Your followers are liking that one post I don't know who's in my notifications help

Yeaoudgyfsifkhlasut which post??

#dying at the mental image of a swarm of les mis mutuals hoarding your post #get em bois

[chaoticfandomthot]

In theory i love bees but i draw the line when they start buzzing and swarming under my skin

#overstimulation #its the mental illness innit #bees #unleashed swarm of bees inside of me #aiden originals #am i queuing this right

[wavernot4love]

currently Thinking about how i will be at a metalcore show in another city friday night aka hours before swarm tour aus starts at 2:30 am my time

aka the second i get home from spin kicking my way through said metalcore show all night i will in fact be running upstairs to my room to transition back into peak "opening up 20 tabs searching for mcr streams to lose my mind over the evening's gerard costume to" mode

#swarm tour #mcr shitpost #mcr posting #mcr #gerard way #hope this gives u all a mental image of wavernot4love panicking in between northlane& fit for a king sets bookmarking potential mcr streams

[antstarion]

does anyone else get in that weird state between sleeping and awake. like you might be half dreaming but they could also be your normal thoughts but they're the weirdest fucking thing ever. then you "wake up" and you're like was that a dream or is my brain just really weird.

#shout out to my brain for coming up with the mental image of me working in tbe lego shop but I can't build any of the legs #legos #and all the kids swarm around my table to watch me fail to build the legos #I think they sold vinyl records too #idk whag was going on