#t100 7x13

[thelittlefanpire]

in peace, in love, in the final journey: a blessing for Bellamy Blake

by thelittlefanpire

The 100 | Bellamy Blake | Canon Compliant | Angst | Rated G

*7x13 spoilers and post-canon dreams*

Bellamy took his last breath on the hard floor of the Primes’ palace. There was a hand pressing down on his chest but he didn’t know who it belonged to. He only knew that it didn’t belong to her. Clarke had run into the closing green light of the Anomaly as fast as she could, leaving him to die right there—all alone.

But there wasn’t time to take that all in. There wasn’t time for a parting word from anyone who was left to speak over his body. And there wasn’t time for his life to flash before his eyes before the darkness bloomed and his eyes closed. He was met with a bright, white light. It surrounded him, pressing down on the bullet hole in his heart, and filling it with its light. Time, space, and his very existence seemed to cease.

As quickly as he died, Bellamy was immediately sitting upright in a golden field. Long stalks of wheat blew against an unfelt wind. As he blinked, the wheat stilled and he felt warm but comfortable. He looked down and saw that his long Disciple robes were removed, leaving him only in a white t-shirt and pants. There were no bloodstains on his chest, he noticed when he looked over himself, and then his eyes darted back up and around wildly at his surroundings.

The field stretched on as far as his eyes could see. Gold rolled on and on in every direction. The sky above him appeared to reflect the ground below, bathing him in a strange gilded light. The light caught on two blurry figures in the distance that came into focus as they moved toward him from the west. Bellamy stood up and watched them carefully. He felt nothing but peace as they approached.

With arms slung over the others’ shoulders, Monty Green and Jasper Jordan smiled brightly as they skipped right up to him. The long, lanky young man from his past and the old man who got his happy ending.

“Welcome to the Other Side!” Jasper’s voice echoed loudly around the field and he raised his arms wide. Bellamy’s eyebrows shot up into his curls, but he accepted it, and the hug the duo engulfed him in. It felt solid, bringing him more into this unknown world.

“You did the best you could, Bellamy,” Monty whispered in his ear. The finality of his words hit the very core of Bellamy’s soul. He was dead.

“This is it?” Bellamy questioned. He began to remember his last moments. Pleading with Clarke and trying to convince her that he could protect Madi—that he could save them. All mankind. “Transcendence?”

The aloof pair stared blankly at him and neither one seemed to have an answer to his questions. Monty slowly pointed out into the field and Bellamy followed his hand until he spotted Harper McIntyre. She was gazing at something with the loveliest smile on her face. Bellamy looked, but couldn’t see what she saw.

He wanted to shout and get her attention, but there was movement behind Monty and Jasper. Three men were walking across the field in his direction. His mouth fell open in surprise, but he knew each of their distinct strides like the back of his hand.

The guilt...the resentment...the regret...he felt none of the things he expected to feel at the sight of them. Marcus Kane smiled, Thelonious Jaha nodded, and Charles Pike placed his hand on Bellamy’s shoulder.

”We’re so proud of you, son,” Kane said with Jaha and Pike at his sides. They were the men Bellamy had followed. The men that were like fathers to him, the only ones he had ever known. And now they were welcoming him into something that felt like home. Bellamy smiled at them all.

They stood silently, letting the wind blow through the grass. The others stared off into that place Bellamy couldn’t see yet.

“So, you didn’t even kiss her?” Roan kom Azgeda’s slow voice teased from somewhere behind him and he turned to see him with Lexa kom Trikru, who was chuckling at the inside joke. The two Grounders walked up to him. Roan burst into laughter at Bellamy’s confused eyes and Lexa wore a knowing smirk until the laughter quieted.

In the golden field, farther off in the distance, the soft brown curls of the woman he once loved bounced in step with her quick advance. Bellamy left the others and rushed towards her.

“I’m so sorry. You didn’t deserve—“ Gina Martin placed a single finger over his lips to silence him. She shook her head and gave him a watery smile.

“I told you not to be a hero. And you went and became the bravest damn one I’ve ever seen.”

”Is this real?” He rested his forehead on hers. She was warm and soft and still so full of light.

“It is.”

Bellamy sighed and pulled away from her when he felt another presence. Lincoln kom Trikru was standing still, not taking his eyes off the place Harper was staring at before. The tattoos along his back, neck, and torso stood out against his tan skin. He was relaxed in his stance but looked like he was ready to spar at any moment.

“If death has no cost, life has no worth,” he repeated the words he had spoken to Skaikru long ago. The words Lincoln and Bellamy had learned from the cold, cruel ground. And he asked Bellamy, “Was it worth it?”

Bellamy didn’t know what his death cost the ones he left behind, but his life had been worth it, hadn’t it?

Aurora Blake suddenly stumbled up the hill. Bellamy ran to his mother, reached out his hand to steady her, but she swatted his helping hand away. “You don’t have to protect anyone anymore. It’s not your responsibility.”

She smoothed down his shirt and patted his chest, leaving her hand to rest on his heart. It was still beating with the gaping hole that ached at the thought of all the weight he carried and how he was now finally able to lay it all down.

More and more people started to crowd the golden field around him. Shaw and Diyoza were with the prisoners of Eligius, who were finally free. His last friend and the Bardo Conductor, Doucette, held out his arms to him. The people from the Ark, the Grounders, and the ones from other worlds altogether that Bellamy hardly knew came together in that field of gold. Bellamy saw Finn, Fox, Atom, and Charlotte. So many of his Delinquents were here.

He searched for one more face in the crowd and landed on his dark features. Wells Jaha. He was walking away from him. Walking slowly to that edge of the unknown, beyond what Bellamy could comprehend.

“What do we do here?” Bellamy called to him. Wells’ back tensed and straightened. Bellamy felt the hairs on his own neck stand up at the words he felt were forming in Wells’ mouth.

“Whatever the hell you want,” Wells smirked and continued walking to the edge of the field.

Bellamy rolled his eyes and went to turn back to Gina and the others, but his eyes caught on something in the beyond. A force so strong pulled him to where Wells stood. He could see it now. The Earth, in all her glory, laid beyond the fields of gold.

The blue and green swirled brightly until Bellamy zeroed in on the ground. He first heard the familiar heartbeat of the sister who grew from under the floor, led an underground people, and found her redemption and reconciliation. Her face fell at the sight of who all had landed on earth and who hadn’t, causing her sorrow to fill to the brim. Bellamy could hear the crumbling of her soul and he wanted to gather up all the pieces, but he couldn’t. She wasn’t his responsibility.

Then he could feel the tenacious warrior who continued to fight for what she believed in. That resolve sat deep in her bones. Thankfully, she was surrounded by the ones who cared so deeply for her. It was the best he could hope for.

And finally, he saw a gold figure, one to rival the fields around him, and whose shoulders were hunched. The blonde of the princess’ crown hung low as she stood in heartbreaking awe of their old world. She was still bearing it all for her people, but Bellamy couldn’t be there for her anymore. She made sure of that.

He now understood what the others were looking at—their loved ones. Harper was watching over Jordan, Lincoln had his eyes on Octavia, and Wells was following his best friend.

“You’ll wait for her with me?” Wells asked him.

“Yeah,” Bellamy said, turning to look at the young man who stood beside him in the field of gold and then back down at the ground beyond to the broken half of his soul. “I think I will. She’ll need forgiveness and I can give her that.”

#the 100 fanficfion #bellamy blake fanfiction #bellamy blake #the 100 spoilers #canon compliant #s7 au #t100 7x13 #angst #reunions #afterlife au #thelittlefanpirefics #my moodboards #tlfcreates100 #screw canon i’m telling my own damn story

[mischiefstydia]

*disclaimer i’m gonna be talking about spoilers in this so pls don’t read if you don’t want those*

i’ve kinda taken a minute to process wtf that episode was and I’m feeling so many emotions.

sadness. anger. frustration. grief. disappointment.

bellamy has always been one of my favorite characters on the 100 and for this be his ending is so heartbreaking. he doesn’t deserve this. bob DOES NOT deserve this. its so disrespectful to his work as an actor and everything he poured into playing this character.

the way jason has treated both bellamy and bob this season has been, quite frankly, gross.  disregarding bellamy’s existence for multiple episodes in a row when he’s a MAIN CHARACTER then bringing him back just to kill him as a traitor?? and not even allowing him to die with his right mind?? and having CLARKE of all people do it?? like?? none of it makes sense. I can think of a million other ways in which this scenario could have gone. he didn’t die the way you’d think bellamy blake would die. fighting against his friends, his BEST FRIEND, against everything he’d ever known for the sake of a stupid discipleship is NOT bellamy blake.

there are plenty of other tv shows who have had to deal with rewriting a storyline around an actor taking a break. I’ve watched a ton of shows where character deaths didn’t make much sense at first. NONE of those shows were as disrespectful to the character and its actor as jason was. this death will NEVER make sense to me. to be honest, jason rothenberg shouldn’t be let near a  storyline EVER again bc the way he destroyed this show is awful.

the way bellamy’s story ended just doesn’t seem like its how it should have been and it honestly just feels like a giant fuck you to the fanbase. baiting bellarke fans for YEARS and getting the fan’s hopes up for the potential of this show and pulling this shit?? knowing the impact bellamy’s character has on the audience and making him unrecognizable?? throwing 7 seasons of character growth out the window and for what?? i don’t see how this is beneficial to the rat or his prequel at all but i really hope he’s happy with ruining a once great show.

i’ve been live blogging t100 for about two years now(I think I honestly don’t even remember lol) and its been one hell of an experience. I honestly don’t know if i can fully power through dealing with the last two episodes of this show unless theres some miracle lol. of course i want to see what happens with Clarke and the other og characters but its kinda hard to do that when the plot just got a million times more disengaging than it already was(which is saying A LOT bc this season has been boring as fuck). all of this truly is the end of an era and its really really sad to think about the fact that this is a super tragic end of an era :(

#thanks for coming to my ted talk #if you made it thru this whole thing youre great lol #the 100 #t100 #bellamy blake #bellamy #the 100 spoilers #the 100 lb #the 100 liveblog #bellarke #jason rothenberg #the 100 season 7 #t100 7x13

[laufire]

The 100 + incorrect quotes (88/?)

[Caption: The 100 screenshots from s07e13, s07e14 and s07e16. Clarke asks Bellamy “What happens when you die?”; he tells her, “Then your soul transcends.”, and she replies, “No, I meant what happens when YOU die. Do I  get all your stuff?”. After that, the post contains screencaps of Bellamy getting shot in the heart by Clarke; Echo and Octavia hugging Clarke in the woods; Clarke with Raven and Murphy on each side, all of them grinning in the beach; and Clarke and Emori hugging on the beach while the rest of the remaining group comes to greet her and Picasso the dog.]

#the100edit #my stuff #my edits #my graphics #100iq #t100 s7 #the 100 7x13 #the 100 7x14 #the 100 7x16 #this hit me like a ton of bricks so you all have to see it too #idek how to tag this one #lol clarke #clarke griffin for ts #antibellarke for ts #anticlarkegriffin for ts #antibellamyblake for ts #captioned

[serendipitous-bellarke]

Bob shooting Bellamy's death scene like

#The 100 #Bellamy Blake #Bob Morley #Cw the 100 #T100 #The 100 7x13 #Bellarke #bellamy x clarke #Anti jroth #Blarke #bellamy blake deserved better #the 100 bellamy #Eliza Taylor #Friends crossover #The 100 crack

[bellamyblake-stan]

my reaction to today’s episode:

#the 100 #bellamy blake #bellamy #t100 #clarke x bellamy #clarke #clarke griffin #bellamy is bae #bellarke #bellamy x clarke #7x13 #the 100 7x13

[hayden-christensen]

you know... it's really really sad that the 100, a show I've been watching for the past five years and looked forward to and was excited for pretty much every week, is ending in like a day and I don't even care. I just feel...nothing towards the fact that it's the finale

#I literally forgot it was ending this week and just remembered today #1. it doesn't feel like an ending #2. I've come to realise just how much i watched the show for bellarke #and after 7x13...well the only reason I'm watching to the end is bc there were only 3 episodes left #after five straight years of watching... #t100 liveblog #t100 finale

[saviourse]

what do you mean by sheer spite? not the same anon, just curious

i was gonna let this ask sit in my inbox forever unanswered, but i’m feeling it tonight. i’m thriving. 

i wrote in this fandom starting mid 2016 as lexa. i absolutely enjoyed my time writing her. it was fantastic and i had the opportunity to world-build and develop head-canons.

then mid 2017 i decided to write clarke. 

i kid you not - three days into writing clarke i got so much fandom hate and anons for writing with a b*llamy that did not ship b*llarke. i got so much heat from supporting cl*xa and not b*llarke. the vagues, the callout posts, everything. i still have all those messages screenshotted and saved with receipts. 

this fandom is truly awful. b*llarkers are truly awful. i like b*llamy as a character. but i absolutely hate b*llarkers. i’ve been in fandom seven years and writing in it five years. i have never seen so much drama and toxicity from one place.

so i’m still here out of sheer spite. i’m still here despite lexa’s death in s3, what i hoped was clarke’s death in s4, the chaos of s5, and the i-don’t-even-remember-what-happened in s6. 

it is absolutely about goddamn time b*llarkers got their reckoning. i am 100% anti-fandom. i am unabashed in my dislike for b*llarkers. 

#i've been here so long i've truly seen it all #i've seen the paedophilia #i've seen the rule!63 #i've seen the clarke writers bludgeon each other #i've seen truly seen it all #so like come at me #nothing can faze me at this point #i'm riding on 7x13 high that karma got b*llamy. #justice was delivered and deserved. #t100 spoilers / #Anonymous

[togetherkru]

Dr Strange // Episode 7x13 of T100

It's me trying again to find meaning in T100 S7, and failing again. These two discussions are the opposite of each other. One extols life, the other extols “transcendence”. Yet the emotional potential of the two is not comparable. The authors of T100 may have sinned by ambition.

For what we should seek on Earth is not to give meaning to our death, but rather to give meaning to our life.

#the100edit #cinematic parallels #mcu #dr strange #marvel #anti s7 #death is life #the 100 #series 7 #sorry not sorry #i know marvel may not be a high reference but honestly that scene was really emotional and beautiful #myedit100

[travllingbunny]

Hey!! I just found your blog about the 100. Great stuff. I happened upon it because I've been looking for connections between the infinity symbol on the key that you ingest aka digital "chips" that help you enter the city of light and facebook's new logo for meta. Ironically enough in Season 4, episode 8 Jaha and Kane discuss it "how did a corporate logo become a sacred symbol?" Did you catch that? You didn't mention it in your blog, but maybe a review now would be interesting. -Laura

I posted rewatch reviews of season 4 a couple of years ago. You can find links to all my The 100 reviews in my Master post. (I have The 100 rewatch reviews up to 5x05. and first watch reviews from 6x01 t 7x12. I was gonna post 5x06 and do the rest of the season 5 rewatch reviews later, but then 7x13 happened, and I lost all will to write any more t100 episode reviews.)

The corporate logo comment was about Becca's company, which had the Infinity symbol as its logo, though I don't remember if I said anything about that line at the time.

The Facebook thing is new... I hadn't even heard about it before you mentioned it, so thanks for the heads up. I can't say I particularly care how Facebook rebrands itself and what it uses, although "Meta" seems like a particularly odd name for Facebook of all social media.

#the 100 #becca pramheda #infinity symbol #becca franko

[laufire]

Come tomorrow, I might or might not ever catch up with The 100 again, so I thought I’d post something about the episodes I have watched yet hadn’t commented on yet. Just in case xD

7x11

-Boring. Supremely, overwhelmingly boring. Pocking at my eye with a stick might proven more entertaining. Maybe it’s because I could no longer summon a single fuck to give about Bellamy, but not even the memes, or the Peak Trolling therein was enough to get me through this unscathed. Zzzzz.

7x12

-Memori >>>>>, as per fucking usual. I’m going to miss them so, so much. They are THE ROMANCE. “Cave, garage, with you all of them are castles” *-*. BBYS. They shinned throughout the episode. Other fave moments were how they knelt before Sheidheda without issue, or Emori trying to convince Nelson to do the same even after he went after her. I also dig the Faithful Murphy Fanboy Dad xD.

-Madi and her Sanctum friends are so cute. Please, please let her have some fucking peace with them.

-The bones throne. THE BONES THRONE. I rest my case xDD. I also think it’s very nice of Sheidheda to not deprive (me of watching) Emori of new pretty blue clothes. Thank you, Sheidheda, sincerely xP

-Echo got closure here and I guess Octavia got her the first time around, but I would’ve expected a more emotional confrontation between the Blakes, and would’ve enjoyed the same for Raven. Oh well. No use crying over spillled milk etc. Especially given how little the actor seemed to want to collaborate.

7x13

-*Sighs* why can’t Indra get to fuck Sheidheda before killing him, huh. It’s not going to happen tonight, and what a loss of potential :((((. I’m very disappointed this is one of the few foe yay ships this show didn’t go all the way for xDD. At least I have this episode, they were gr10 (I love that Sheidheda even used the term “partner” lmfao. A Classic).

-Emori, Murphy, and Raven are all a delight when they share time together, period (also, depending on how things go I have Thoughts about it and how I’m reacting to it after my shift in priorities, but that’s for another day/if the finale doesn’t kill my energy lol). BTW, I must admit I skipped the Nikki-Raven scene. I have no idea of what bullshit Raven said there about herself and I never will!! I made the right choice. I’m also ignoring Clarke’s presence in that last moment. Get a job, stay away from her, etc. etc. Please, PLEASE show, don’t put more bullshit like this on the finale?? They probably will, since Raven seems to interact with both Clarke and Nikki (ugh), but please. I’m still the full hoping her plot gets turned around somehow, amidst all the my-faves-will-die-horribly-and-meaninglessly finale-induced paranoia xD.

-Having Madi question whether Murphy can save them (I’m gonna have to make a gifset of all the times Murphy saved everyone huh) the same episode you have something so high-key hilarious (to me at least lol) as her looking at Murphy for guidance after Clarke tells them all to go through the anomaly gave me whiplash.

-I enjoyed seeing Josephine again for The Pretty, but Gabriel’s hallucination of her was so, so basic. Meh.

-I don’t even know what to say about Bellamy’s death lol (I liked that Clarke killed his disciple boyfriend first, giving the anti-Echo wank I’ve seen about that lol). I was so removed from it, the scene is so ridiculous and poorly acted and I care so little for these two and their relationship... I will fight on the hill of how IC the entire thing was, though *shrugs*. Clarke’s Mama Bear routing is your basic violent, abusive controlling behavior, face the facts (freemadifreemadifreemadi pls D:). There are a lot of Doylist and bts factors to consider (how the show treats it’s moc, all the bs between actors and creator etc.), but I have no energy for that shit now. I can appreciate the craftsmanship in terms of trolling though (even the fact that it was for nothing, giving how Madi ended up. Although I want them to fix that pls); I joked about JRoth pulling an Alcott before the season started, but damn.

Some pre-finale thoughts

A lot of people seem to consider the show a lost cause/already ruined for them... but that’s very much not my case. Series finales can decide and change so much of what a show ends up feeling like for me, and I truly have no idea of how this one will go (a lot of hunches and predictions I’m too afraid to voice in case of jinxing things lol, but). Which means that if the ending sucks, it will sink me, and if it’s good (for me), I’ll be the most elated person in the tags xDD

I’m crossing my fingers thinking I have a pattern of LOOOOVING some widely fandom-derided endings, but at the same time thinking that, hey, maybe that needs to be ~cosmically balanced~~ and this one will be uniquely painful to compensate. Haha. D:

#talking to the void #my thoughts #t100 thoughts #the 100 #t100 s7 #the 100 7x11 #the 100 7x12 #the 100 7x13 #t100 spoilers #since i allude to some stuff from last episode #memori #madi #raven reyes #indra x sheidheda #memoraven #john murphy #emori #josephine lightbourne #echo kom azgeda #octavia blake #antibellarke for ts #antibellamyblake for ts #anticlarkegriffin for ts

[laufire]

did you watch t100 finale... what even was that

I haven’t watched it yet, although I’m pretty sure I’m spoiled of about everything there is LOL. I don’t know when I’ll have time to watch it, because I haven’t watched since 7x13 and I want to catch up with all of it at once (I’ll probably liveblog the finale itself, it sounds like it’ll make it more entertaining), and that’s two hours. I don’t think I’ll have that much free time in a row in at least a couple of days.

I don’t want to comment on what I’ve heard about the episode itself (although I guess the fact that I’ve decided to watch it says something), because I still feel like I’ll jinx things and although I know the facts I can’t be sure of my reaction at how they’re presented on screen. My biggest fear is that it’ll feel flat and make the show forgettable. OTOH when it comes to endings I tend to be very matter-of-fact and focus on the outcome and bare details so execution rarely ruins things if I get what I want out of it. Fingers crossed. I do predict yet more UOs will come of it xDD

I will say this: the way JRoth took basically ALL my nightmare scenarios and gave them a twist to side-step what I feared about them... we are so in sync lmfaooooo.

#replies #talking to the void #my thoughts #t100 thoughts #t100 spoilers #ig #t100 s7 #the 100 7x16 #the 100 #Anonymous