NCT 127: They Make You Feel Unwanted
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Taeil:
In reality, he had just been really busy and not in the mood to have deep conversation these past couple of days, but you couldnโt see it that way. You just knew that he was going to break up with you because he was falling out of love.
He was currently laying on the bed, resting his eyes when he felt pressure beside him.
โWhat can I do?โ
He couldnโt help but to let a confused expression rest on his features. โWhat are you talking about, Y/N?โ
โWhat can I do to make you stay?โ
Suddenly his eyes were open, staring at you. โHuh? Iโm not leaving.โ
โThen why donโt you talk to me anymore? Or ever want to spend time with me? What did I do?โ He couldnโt even believe what he was seeing right now. You were never the type of person to beg for anyone, so to see this made his heart ache.
He sat up, bringing your face in his hands. โBaby, youโve done nothing and iโm not leaving. Iโve just been tired but thatโs not an excuse for how Iโve been treating you. Come here.โ he brought his lips to yours in a soft manner, โI love you okay? Iโll never leave you.โ
Johnny:
For the last twenty minutes, you had been listening to Johnny and the girl he referred to as one of his โbest friendsโ have the deepest conversation of 2019. I mean really, you couldnโt keep up. What made it worse was the girl clearly wasnโt trying to include you in the conversation, and your boyfriend didnโt seem to mind it. You couldnโt take it anymore, so you got up, going outside to get some fresh air.
Maybe you shouldnโt have, because now it was a week later and this was the third time Johnny was leaving to hang out with her. He had also been acting very weird. He didnโt even kiss you before he left the house nowadays.
โJohnny, wait.โ you spoke, reaching to grab his hand. โWhatโs up with us?โ
โWhat do you mean?โ
โI mean you act like you donโt want to be with me anymore.โ
โWhat? How?โ
โYouโve been spending more time with Jihun than me these days.โ
He took a deep breath, and you were terrified of what he would say next. โWell Iโve kinda had to Y/N after you were so rude to her.โ
You couldnโt hold in a snort. โAre you fucking joking? You literally didnโt even include me in your conversation, but Iโm the bad guy for walking away?โ you stormed off into the bathroom.
โY/n, wait!โ he yelled after you, feeling horrible about what he said because he didnโt mean it at all.
Taeyong:
In the beginning of your relationship, Taeyong would tell you anything you wanted to know. Now, not so much. You would try to get him to open up to you, but he refused to as if he couldnโt trust you or something. You hated to get so mad about it, but you couldnโt help it.
Here he was, sitting in silence on the couch. Something was clearly eating at him.
โDo you want to talk about it?โ You said, sitting on the floor infront of him.
โTalk about what?โ
โWell actually, thereโs a few things we could talk about. First letโs discuss why you donโt tell me anything anymore. Have you been telling someone else all your secrets?โ Your voice was soft, but your eyes were telling a different story. You were hurt.
โNo.โ He sighed, as if he knew exactly what you were referring to.
โThen what?โ
โI just...i donโt want to feel like a burden to you.โ
โTaeyong...youโre my boyfriend. Your burden is my burden regardless of whether you tell me or not. Always know that.โ The minute you saw a tear running down his cheek, you got up from the floor to hug him.
โIโm sorry. Iโm gonna tell you everything.โ He said through his tears.
Yuta:
This was his fourth raincheck in the last 2 weeks. He had no schedules, so you couldnโt think of a reason why he would be trying to avoid you other than the fact that he was having second thoughts about your relationship. At this point there was no reason to respond to his texts.
When he called, you answered but didnโt speak.
โHello? Y/N why havenโt you been responding to any of my texts? Are you okay?โ
โYeah.โ
โYeah? Thatโs all you have to say?โ
โSo you can cancel four dates in a row, but when I donโt respond to your texts itโs a problem? Bye Yuta.โ
You honestly expected not to hear from him for the next couple of days, so you were very shocked when the doorbell rung and he was standing outside, flowers in his hand.
โYuta...โ
โJust let me explain.โ he stepped in quickly. โYou have every right to be mad at me. Iโm sorry that Iโve been avoiding you, but itโs not you. Itโs just...I get so nervous around you all of sudden. I can barely breathe. I donโt know why but I need you to know how much I want to be with you. Iโm not leaving.โ He embraced you as soon as he finished.
โOh, baby.โ you whispered, rubbing your fingers through his locs. โItโs okay I understand. Always remember you can talk to me about whatever you feel.โ
โI guess I was just scared it would sound stupid.โ
โNothing you feel is stupid to me.โ
Doyoung:
He was never the one for extreme affection, but for some reason he really hated it today.
โY/N can you go and be annoying somewhere else? Please?โ He didnโt even mean to say it, it just slipped.
โYeah whatever,โ was all you said, going into your room to cry. Yes, you were acting like a child but you hated upsetting him. You knew you were overdoing it just a tad but you just wanted him to give you some attention.
โY/N, can I come in?โ you heard him say as he knocked on the door.
You decided on silence, expecting him to go back into the living room, but he came in with a somber expression on his face. He sat next to you on the bed, rubbing your shoulder softly. โCan you look at me?โ
You kept your eyes on the floor.
โI didnโt mean what I said, Y/N. You know you never annoy me and I know you were only all over me because I wasnโt paying you any attention. I just had a bad day at practice and I took it out on you. Iโm sorry.โ
โMhm.โ was all you said.
โMhm?โ he questioned, and you knew what was coming next. Suddenly he was tickling you.
โStop!โ you screamed, even though you were laughing.
โSay you forgive me.โ
โOkay okay.!โ you yelled, easing up on him.
He leaned into you, pressing light kisses to your nose. โGood.โ
Jaehyun:
Usually, Jaehyun was all over you when the two of you were alone. Recently though, it was as if he never wanted you. You tried to cuddle with him and things of that nature, but he always pushed you away. You couldnโt help but feel insecure from this. Was he not attracted to you anymore?
Here you were once again, the two of you watching a movie. He attempted to watch it, but couldnโt focus with you trying to sneak under his arm. โLetโs watch.โ he whispered.
You took the remote, pausing the film. โWhy donโt you ever want me on you now?โ
โHuh?โ he said nervously.
โEvery time I try to do something, you make up a reason not to. Whatโs up?โ
โNo, baby. I just...I just know how much you hate people touching you.โ
โWhy would you think that?โ you asked confusedly.
โI heard you talking about it on the phone.โ
โJaehyun, if Iโm trying to be all over you, donโt you think that means I like it from you.โ
โYes.โ He said embarrassingly, forcing you into his arms.
Winwin:
You and Winwinโs relationship was already on the rocks when you were both stationed in Korea, but now that he was in WayV, it couldnโt have been in a worse place. There was an obvious distance, and it was breaking your heart by the second. You figured it was a long shot to video chat with him, but it was worth a shot right? When you saw him answering, your heart dropped into your stomach.
โIs everything okay?โ Was the first thing he said. He looked so tired you couldnโt help but feel guilty.
โYeah...โ your sight became foggy from the clear awkwardness of the phone call. You were crying because it didnโt used to be like this. Even in his tired state, he used to greet you with eyes full of love. โI miss you.โ You whispered.
His hands ran through his hair as he refused to deny you eye contact. โI miss you too.โ You heard him speak, but it was almost as if it was routine for him. Like he was saying it but only because he felt obligated.
You wiped the tears from your eyes, feeling awful. โI didnโt mean to bother you. Go to sleep.โ
โNo, Y/N. Iโm sorry.โ He said suddenly, making you look at him again. โI just...this is really hard.โ He whispered.
โI know.โ
โAnd I love you so much, baby. So much.โ His voice began to shudder, โbut I canโt do this right now. You deserve better. I know Iโve been distant and this hasnโt been working and Iโm not going to put you through that any longer. When I come back, maybe we can fix this, but not now.โ He was crying now.
โOkay. I love you too.โ Was all you said before hanging up the phone. In less than a second you were both breaking down.
Oops did I go too far? ahahaha.. :)
Jungwoo:
Jungwoo has been begging you for weeks to let him introduce you to his friends, and when you finally agreed he couldnโt be happier.
He had gotten you excited about the whole ordeal, but what he didnโt mention was that when he said introduce, he literally meant โThis is my girlfriend,โ and thatโs it. Now you were sitting on the couch on your phone, and that was all.
You knew you could be doing something more productive, so you found Jungwoo in a room laughing. โIโm gonna go home.โ You whispered in his ear before walking away. Truthfully, you didnโt expect him to follow you. He had been ignoring you all night, so why would he stop his conversation now?
โY/N wait!โ He was able to catch you in the empty hallway. โWhy are you leaving?โ
โYouโre not even paying attention to me, Jungwoo. I thought you wanted your friends to get to know me.โ
He looked like he wanted to protest, but he thought about it. โYouโre right.โ He confessed, grabbing your hands. โI just got so caught up in catching up, I wasnโt even thinking.โ
โWell I appreciate the honesty, but ow.โ You said.
โCome with me.โ He said suddenly, attempting to drag you in the room he just left.
You were pouting, but you werenโt gonna say no. He deserved a chance to redeem himself. โOkay.โ
For the rest of the night he wouldnโt let you leave his sight or arms for that matter. All of his friends could see how much he loved you from the constant looks and kisses you got from him all night.
Mark:
Boy, did you love Mark more than anything. Even in times like these, where his focus was on everything but you. In your relationship, you were the mushy one, while he was more go with the flow, but it added an interesting dynamic to your relationship so the two of you pretty much ignored it. Well, until now.
โMark, are we gonna spend any time together today?โ You questioned as you watched him frantically writing lyrics on his notepad.
No answer.
โBaby,โ you called out, attempting to touch his shoulder before he scooted his chair to the other side of the room. You didnโt have the energy for this, so you decided it was best to leave. You knew he heard every word you said, but ignored you so you would get the message that you were clearly unwanted.
If he didnโt want to hang with you, he didnโt have to, but that didnโt mean you were staying in tonight. You went out with a group a friends, turning your phone off to save battery. When you walked into your apartment, you saw Mark sitting on the couch looking very upset.
โWhere were you? I was worried.โ
โOut.โ Was all you said, placing your keys on the counter.
โIโm sorry.โ
โAre you actually apologizing?โ You questioned. It was like hearing a baby say itโs first words.
โYes. I shouldnโt have ignored you. I was being such an asshole but I really needed time to be alone.โ
You walked over to him, straddling his lap. โWell next time, tell me that. Say, โwe can hang out later, but right now I need to finish these lyrics,โ you pressed a sweet kiss to his lips. โYou know I understand alone time better than anyone.โ You chuckled.
โYouโre right. Youโre always right.โ he sighed as he began pressing kisses on you. โSpeaking of...whenโs the last time we had some alone time? Movie date?โ
โItโs been forever.โ You whispered. โMovie date it is.โ
Haechan:
Lately, your boyfriend was extremely distant, and you didnโt know why. You retraced all the steps from your past few weeks together, but you knew you didnโt do anything. You even asked his members, but they couldnโt think of a reason either.
The two of you were supposed to be hanging out, but he canceled, saying he had practice. You could sense he was lying, and confirmed it with the other members.
Was he cheating on you? He wouldnโt...right?
You didnโt know why, but something told you to go the the practice room just incase.
Your guardian angels were correct, because there he was, dancing aggressively in the mirror.
โHaechan,โ you spoke softly, causing him to look up at you in fear.
โShit Y/N, what are you doing here?โ
โI think the real question is what are you doing here?โ
โI told you I had practice.โ
โPractice by yourself?โ
โYes.โ Was all he said, trying to continue his dancing before he was stopped by a hand on his shoulder.
โWhatโs going on, baby?โ Your eyes were so sad looking into his.
โI donโt want to talk about it.โ He said, brushing your hand off.
โWell Iโm not leaving until you do.โ
He wanted to yell at you, but he knew it wouldnโt phase you. โIโm just stressed, okay?โ
โAbout?โ
โAbout everything.โ
โLike?โ
He rolled his eyes, catching his breath. โUs. My job. Life.โ
โWhy are you worried about us?โ You asked in a shocked tone.
โBecause Iโm never around. Iโm always working.โ
You wrapped your arms around his neck, โAnd Iโm still not going anywhere.โ Your plump lips connected to his own.
โAnd I have so many schedules I canโt even keep up.โ He said, resting his head on your shoulder.
โItโs okay. Is it stressful? Yes. But you can get through it baby I promise. And always know Iโm gonna be at the finish line waiting for you. Iโm never going anywhere. I love you.โ
He took a deep breath, allowing his worries to come out as well. โI love you too.โ
A/N: Iโm sorry this came out WAY longer than expected but I love you all! ๐ญ๐บ๐ฝ
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