#take the edge off

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

Since I can’t go outside and scream because cops would be called on suspicion of murder. From the absolute bottom of my soul and every last breath in my lungs, “FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!”

#dear diary #you're such a joke #struggling #cyclothymia #losing my shit #i can't keep up #i'm so sick of your games #mind games #i deserve better #life is a joke #i just want to scream #i've never been so done #sick of being sick #everything is falling apart #idk what to do #i want to disappear #self harm #take the edge off #losing my mind #all my coping mechanisms aren't working #i feel so lost #i don't want to be here #friends break hearts too #family dysfunction #idk how to be okay anymore #heart vs mind #empty #nothing left to give

[princessmo]

i think i should be allowed to be hostile on here as a reward for living in ohio

#take the edge off

[machetelanding]

#funny #humor #nerds #candy #eating #secret #hungry #aquarium #gravel #take the edge off #substitute

[847262820392]

#take the edge off #saint michael #tw drugs #ok 2 rb

[lesbianhargreeves]

the umbrella academy fandom really said all of the siblings can fuck up and do horrible things and lash out because of their trauma. except for the black woman cause that’s not allowed

#seeing some really shit takes on allison’s character this season #literally all of them have done horrible shit #ALL OF THEM #and yes i agree what she did to luther was absolutely not okay #but she very clearly realized that and immediately felt horrible about it #but like this woman has been bottling up her negative emotions for two years and losing claire finally tipped her over the edge #i can really understand where she’s coming from #that doesn’t mean that anything she did was okay but she made some good points #but like i literally saw so many people saying they hate her now or that they want the writers to kill her off #like what the fuck??? #everyone else can be a complex and nuanced character but god forbid the black woman is anything but flawless #the umbrella academy #allison hargreeves #tua s3 #tua spoilers

[giantmonster]

#blade runner (1982) #future city #dystopia #balcony #urban #drinking #take the edge off #matte painting #rick deckard #harrison ford #blade runner #do androids dream of electric sheep #ridley scott

[casukaga]

pov: you pissed off the sentinel babes, so now they're just staring you down before they beat you up

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#tried shading yasha with some more grays / desaturated hues bc she is but a ‘monochromatic vision amongst [a] fairytale of color’ 😌 #they’ll beat you up then just make out above your unconscious body ❤️ #// #this was also an excuse to draw their early campaign outfits bc i haven’t drawn them as much as i’d like to #i also realize i don’t really give yasha her dark eyeshadow nowadays #that’s sorta deliberate but also not #i think it’s bc earlier in the campaign everyone had the impression she was all Sharp Edges and Scary therefore i must draw #her looking very intimidating and menacing #and now it’s like. #yasha still gives off that impression to everyone else but now we’ve seen her grow and open up and become softer. and for that reason i #shall subconsciously not give you eyeshadow to remove that layer of Scary #but i did also just forget she had it at one point and stopped drawing her with it LMAO #anyways #i love that my tags are just a Wall and the actual fandom tags only take up 1/3 KJDHFHFJ #not even #critical role #crit role #cr #cr2 #critical role fanart #the mighty nein #mighty nein #campaign 2 #beauregard lionett #beau lionett #yasha nydoorin #beauyasha #fanart #casu art #my shtuff

[scribbleboxfox]

Every now and then I think about that post I made in high school, back when I was coping with a mom who was lowkey an alcoholic. It went something like “if you need alcohol to have fun you should see a therapist” and everyone and their mother were all “um sweaty actually i use alcohol to cope so shut the fuck up and die.” Like. 

I was never wrong. Ya’ll shouldn’t need to get completely blasted to have a good time. Idc if it helps you “unwind” or whatever. It’s not a coping mechanism. Like yeah have a few beers with the boys or whatever, but if you’re getting drunk just so you can take it easy, you need a therapist. 

Anyways alcohol culture is toxic. Go to therapy.

#and if u try to come into my askbox like um ok but actually ur getting blocked lmao #i have seen the ugly side of alcohol culture too many times #everything in moderation obviously and no drug is evil #but they can and will fuck u up and it's easy to get addicted to shit like that #so if u find urself drinking to take the edge off or whatever #see a therapist #im not calling u an alcoholic cuz that's a much bigger animal #but self-medication can be dangerous #biggest takeaway from this is that if you notice ur doing drugs to make urself feel better #u might want to consider that u have issues you need to take care of #alcohol tw

[kynescorvid]

“my brilliant golden sun”

ilgur and her dragon child substitute brityuvonkrein - 4.11.22

(edit - tweaked some lining i didn’t like)

yes i know dragons are timeless beings who don’t have age or anything but i want her to have baby dragon. i think she deserves it. yes i traced this from a game of thrones screenshot. what about it

#skyrim #tes #orc #my art #last dragonborn #my ocs #ilgur tag #have been reworking her character and was inspired to make an actual finished piece for the first time in ... a while #but of course. with all nice things. i am debating if he will be killed off circa 2nd great war because reasons #but i feel like that might push her a little too far over the edge and i don't want her to become asmun 2.0 #maybe he's shot down but she manages to stay away until his soul settles so she doesn;t absorb it #and she manages to learn alduin's resurrection shout to bring him back #bc that's a plot bunny i've been toying with for a while now #even if it may fuck with the theme i've got going w her about letting life and death take it's natural course #or now that i think about it #enhance it #mmm gonna more strongly consider that #also trying out an art signature bc marinecorvid is my handle like everywhere else but tumblr

[ink-the-artist]

Starbucks Ladybug Cup That Was Recalled in 2007 for Being a Laceration Hazard

#bring her back!!! #lets get hashtag BringHerBack trending on twitter #i take constructive criticism #Illustration #colored pencil #ladybug #nostalgia #they recalled these bc if you dropped them the face could break leaving possibly sharp edges and plastic bits that kids can choke on #and its true i still have this cup and its face broke off long ago lol #STILL #its so cute please starbucks start selling these again #i swear starbucks used to regularly sell stuff for kids at least the ones near where i lived #maybe they still do but I don't pay as much attention now but I dont think they do #now they just sell normal coffee shop stuff like cups or whatever which makes sense but come on. bring back the out-of-place kids stuff

[ofcowardiceandkings]

im gonna leave this here before i get annoyed with it lol

this started off as me mapping for myself where i'm putting Zelda's scars (which i talked about a bit here) but i liked the sketch and now here i am fjdksjdks

id imagine this is probably just post final fight ??

[shrugs] im hav fun

#breath of the wild #legend of zelda #princess zelda #botw zelda #botw fanart #id imagine this is kind of in the little while just after the final fight when theyre sorting their shit out a little #take off that jewellery and those annoying sandals and sit by a stream for a minute yano #i kinda tried to give the impression she was still coming down off the goddess powers thing but gjfkd #i think i just ended up making her look like yvaine shining when she's looking at tristan LOOOOL I MEAAANNN #oh damn thats an idea isnt it ... fuck ... #yall can imagine what she's looking at (the correct answer is either hyrule in general with her own eyes or link [shrugs] im a simple man) #but ye as ive said before i imagine shes a bit more dinked up than other Zeldas because of being a terror as a kid and Science Accidents #but she absolutely got bashed about during the Calamity its just because Nintendo doesnt roll that way that we dont SEE it #i mean Link is on the edge of death from fuckin laser blasts and monster attacks and he looks kinda muddy so ... #i matched up her mottled areas to some general injuries i guess [shrugs] theyre a little less fresh because of the time weirdness idk #and yes that ominous stain on her gown there is Link's blood youre welcome :))) #anyway i'll shut up now hfjdksjfdks #minor injury cw #my art

[universal-love-817]

There's nothing wrong with having a drink when life gets rocky. Do what takes the edge off!

#have a drink #cheers #take the edge off #calm yourself #in moderation #you are okay #life is hard

[howdoyousleep3]

okay but…cocky, fuckboi steve meeting soft-spoken, hella intense, russian bucky and immediately having his world rocked by an unknown praise kink and buried desire to be a good boy?? ily @maddiewritesstucky for being my mutual sounding board, some of these tags are def her ideas

(also i found Sebastian’s edit on Pinterest and couldn’t find a watermark if anyone knows who it is please let me know!)

#bucky definitely has a dick piercing and is super hung #like laughably so #and he’s so quiet barely raises his voice #still commands attention while being soft-spoken #tats all up the neck and a sleeve #always adding to them #has done most of them on his own #his stamina is genuinely frustrating and he always wants a crazy amount of eye contact #loves to edge himself #talks Steve’s ear off in Russian when they’re together #such a whisperer #Steve would have absolutely no idea what hit him poor thing #he’s speechless and stuttering when Bucky takes his throat in hand gently and kisses him to get him to just shut up just stop talking #but then comes the ‘that’s good there we go isn’t that better?’ and Steve’s brain peaces out lmao #the first time they fuck it’s def with this song in mind #Steve would cry #one too many ‘good boys’ or ‘that’s it’ or ‘I know honey I know’s and Steve would be a hiccuping mess #he’d start and wouldn’t be able to stop can’t go another round would just be begging bucky to come #but bucky is already there because seeing Steve CRY would be his breaking point #and of course steve would be so sad it’s over even though he’s still sniffling #brat

[moss-sama]

YOU’VE ATE, TOOK YOUR MEDICINE, NOW YOU NEED TO SLEEP HUMAN.

no

THE BOOK SAID YOU NEED SLEEP TO GET BETTER

i refuse, fuck the book

LANGUAGE.

#kinda sick atm #so i decided to indulge a bit #underfell papyrus my beloved #he would totally do this #underfell papyrus #underfell #undertale au #papyrus #oof off to the swear jar i go #i need sleep but fuck sleep #i'ma talk to my friends #but i'll sleep only if edge takes care of me #either kill me or look after me #my art

[pallanophblargh]

When you’ve gotten to a lot of unpleasantries you’ve been procrastinating and someone asks “do you feel better, now that it’s done?”

No. Not really. Thanks, crippling depression I hate you.

Taxes and the associated technical troubles this year left a particularly nasty taste in my mouth. I’ll never learn.

Time to find something nice in an attempt to kick brain chemistry into functioning.

#sketchbook #self portrait #the reason I use a scruffy unicorn as a substitute for my actual face sometimes #I look like a caricature at all times I think #april rambles #April rants #been making myself sick with anxiety for a while now and I don’t know that this will take the edge off #still needed doing so glad I got to it? #but I still don’t feel BETTER #I need to get medication and additional diagnosis after this big project is over #brain basically refuses to make any nice chemicals even when I go out of my way to ask nicely #this is a shit post

[mizgnomer]

David Tennant - Behind the Scenes of the Times Magazine Photoshoot (April 2021)

Photos from ionawolffphoto, robertwilson9, and thetimesmagazine on Instagram and the David Tennant Asylum

#david tennant #iona wolf photo #bafta 2021 #photoshoot bts #times magazine photoshoot #I'll forever be bitter that he didn't get a best actor nom for des #but the nta win helped take the edge off my bitterness #a bit #i am grateful for the photos though #stuff i posted

[ultimategirldad]

Here's my fun thought of the day: I was wondering if there were any games that combined chess and playing cards, out of curiosity. So I looked it up.

Turns out - there is! Want to know what it's called? You'll laugh.

Knightmare chess. 

The wiki page tells me that knightmare chess "is played with cards that change the default rules of chess. The cards might change how a piece moves, move opponent's pieces, create special squares on the board or otherwise alter the game." 

Fun!

#cryptic capri #deltarune theory #<- not actually but i just find this super funny #make of this what you will - its a stretch but that's never stopped me before from connecting dots and making patterns! #kris is collecting cards as they go into each chapter...what if queen joins the pocket club??? much to think about #this also connects to seeing this game as a literal game board (like chess) that never reaches the end and keeps looping #hence why the heroes of legend have to reach the WORLDS EDGE to banish the angel/heaven #and why jevil is so thematically tied into the WORLD REVOLVING with no end or edge in sight. #ano maybe why the game is setting up for us to find out more about both jevil and seam later. who seem to Know things. #anyway. I'll take my tinfoil hat off now or something.

[elenas]

“No music is worth making, Julie, if we’re not making it with you."

#jatpedit #jatpdaily #jukeedit #juke #julie and the phantoms #tusercece #julie molina #luke patterson #flashing gif tw #i call this luke doesn't take his eyes off julie when they perform #something great was a little tricky since she was kinda ignoring him and he was sad slsklslldlskdl #jatp* #juke* #gifs #DID I SAY SOMETHING GREAT????? edge of great******* #my 1d days are lurking in the back of my subconscious #500 #1k

[cosmicrhetoric]

sasha being tied to a chair and carried around for most of the episode is stupid funny imagine youre a director of the most covert and powerful agency in the galaxy but everytime you say something five emotionally compromised criminals turn and stare at you like

#ngl im upset abt sasha this was not very girlboss of her and i was rooting for her but also this was funny enough to take the edge off #tpp spoilers #the penumbra podcast #junoverse #sasha wire