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#rain world#rain world downpour#rw#rw rivulet#blue doodles#who is riley#look I finished!#talassophobia
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sonic and perfect chaos
idk i had a prompt, got silly and sidetracked from my goal(schoolwork) but i really like it so!!
hope to give you guyz more completed art and polished doodlez soon :]
#cw drowning#tw drowning#implied at least kind idk#talassophobia#i think?? juzt in case!! tell me if therez more
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Valentines Day? Shore!
Cw: mentions of food,alcohol, and jon&jer being absolutely in love with eachother.
->Summary: Jonathan and Jerico spend their valentines day at a beach, proving to be one of the best days of their lives.
->only mutuals allowed to reblog.
->♡ A/n: this was going to be a short one shot...key wors. Was
Jonathan read the date on his calendar. 14th of february, valentines day.
A few years he wouldnt have bothered with the festivity seeing as he was single,but now that he was taken, well he wanted to at least try.
He still had to work though, it was a week day. So as he fixes his button up, he does a small mental checklist, he would work until midday, take the rest of the day off and take his girlfriend out.
It was an easy plan,and easy plans often mean that theyre going to get really complicated, really fast.
But luck does seem to be on his side,for once, because he does work until midday and just as hes ready to clock out,he hears heavy footsteps approach.
Those footsteps,he knew them well, they were heavy,firm,and and quickpaced. He shoves his laptop in his bag and without looking up,he says--thought we agreed i'd pick you up.
Jerico shrugged--Listen,I couldnt wait anymore. I missed you--She answered,pulling Him in for a hug as soon as he approached. He hugs back with a big smile, hiding it on the crook of her neck.
--Happy Valentines,luv-- he says softly, voice dripping with silk like sounds, warmth in his tone and eyes holding her gaze like one would hold a piece of glass.
--Happy valentines-- She answered, looking into his beautiful green eyes, hid behind those glasses. Her hands go to press against his cheeks and kiss him.
Kissing back,he hugs her waist and smiles against her lips, leaning closer. He feels her hands move to his hair and play with it
--Lets go get lunch?--He asked,reaching over to turn off his desk lamp.
--Lets go
He offers his arm and she takes it,both walk out in quiet conversation. He guides her out of the institute as both co-workers and students see the grouchy archivist, arm in arm with a gorgeous woman, and smiling.
Truly, a valentines day miracle.
Jon watches as his girlfriend pulls out her headphones, he helps her put one on his ear and she puts one on hers. Hooking it to her phone, hes soon hearing the start of a song.
《Can we go where no one else goes?
Can I know what no one else knows?
Can we fall in love in the moonlight?
I wanna get lost with you
I wanna be lost in you (you, ooh)
Been waiting a while for you
I need to do this right with you (you, ooh)
(I mean, if you want to)》
They go out to eat as expected, but everywhere they go is jam packed. But not finding a Seat was not on their worry list,they had something else planned.
Both stand under one of the bridges of the River thames. Jer lets go of her boyfriends arm and Gently raises her right hand, the Sky darkens above, thunder rolls and the air smells of salty sea water and ozone.
He hears her say a few words in what seems to be latín,but shes speaking too low for him to hear over the music. He can barely make out some words.
"Everflowing seas...Like the loving embrace of...Rivers of old...gateway"
Around the arch of the bridge,the River water swirls and whirpools,rising In height until they fill the arch,and then....the water is held there, but it looks like the body of a jellyfish in texture,beautiful and haunting with colors.
--Water under the bridge,they say--He joked with a smirk.
--Awful--She answered without looking away. Her hand lowers and she takes his arm once again.
--We're not going to end up soaked,are we?--he asked.
--Nope, dont worry-- she answered,and both Walked into the portal of swirling colors underneath the cloudy Sky.
As he walks through,all Jonathan can see feels like the ecosystem of a dream, he sees River fish swim above him, algae and other River Flora at his feet, he sees freshwater crabs walking nearby, above him the sunlight is swirling and wobbly, everything, even the music hes hearing, feels distorted. At some point he swears he sees a Fallen log above him.
Then, he hears the crashing of waves, the salty smell of the air, he finds himself underneath a huge arch made of rock,behind Him the swirling portal that soon splashes down
Stone, above him and underneath him,looks ancient And theres a slight teal spiral residue on the stone hes standing at. Underneath it by a few inches the salty water ebbs and flows.
Carvings,theyre on the stone and around the arch. He takes a moment to inspect it, hes learnt the old language that lays there.
"Ever reaching sea, through its loving embrace, of old Rivers gateways Open and close for the master of the Ocean, ruler of all water that grants us life.
Step forth and travel, dear wanderer,travel to wherever Rivers can take you"
He sees that the carvings around the arch are praises and pleads of safety thruought the journey along the intricate net of Rivers.
Then,he heard a chuckle--are rocks that interesting?
Rising his gaze to look at his girlfriend, he notices two things...
One,theres a smug,teasing look on her face.
Two, she was a solid two meters away from him.
--There were carvings, I got curious. Its not like you told me how you managed...that!--He pointed behind him where the portal was.
--Fair. Cmon
He jumps and walks over the stepping-stone like path to avoid the water that flows througought the spaces between each rock.
--Where did you send us, exactly?-- he asked once he was beside his partner,taking her hand.
--Ryhope Dene Beach, Durham--She answered,nonchalantly.
Jonathan gives himself exactly 30 seconds to assimilate the huge damn distance he traveled in what felt like less than one second.
--Wonderfull-- He answers,clearly Fighting with his own logic.
--You look like a deer in headlights
--Gee,wonder why
She snorts and lays a teal and green blanket across the stony beach. She sits with him and both start to pull out a few tuppers with food.
Both had agreed to make food from their countries to celebrate, the smell of spice rich food, the good drinks and the beautiful view of the beach underneath the Overcast Sky...
It was heaven.
The couple sits there,chatting,gossiping and laughing over small things as they eat food from eachothers cultures,its tasty and love full. Jerico devours the spicy curry,drinking down every last bit of Paneer soda.
Jon mimics his lover in the same way, hes gobbling down a few empanadas, and more than delighted at the taste of Fernet and Coke. Both talk and its like it was their world, and the rest were just living in it
When the main course is over with, it was for deserts,Mysore Pak And chocotorta. Jerico decided to join in with the fernet and coke, and while she ate the delicious Mysore Pak, Jon tried out the Chocotorta.
--How did you come up with this? This is so good--She exclaimed, with a big smile.
Her boyfriend is halfway into shoving a spoonfull of cake into his mouth as he answers-- its my childhood, I know how to make it...sort of. My moms better at it though-- he took that spoon into his mouth,and he added--how did you manage to make the cookies so soft?
--You soak them in chocolate milk--She answered, taking a sip from her drink,the sweet and bitter,like bitter root beer, that effervescence of the coke sizzling on her tongue. Tastes like home, a New home of two cultures, hers and her lovers.
--Thats...actually clever--He adds, setting down the now empty Plate...has he just inhaled a whole portion of it?--Im taking half of whats left
She snorts--Alright,do I get half of the Mysore pak?.
--Of course,its only fair--He replied, winking with a warm smile.
Soon,they put everything away and the silence falls between them. But its a comfortable silence, Jon looks upon the Ocean, the shore, ebbing and flowing with seafom and spume.
Its hypnotizing, how the waves roll and crash with such a Grace, its calm for such an overcast day. The water seems silken in its shiny appereance, he sits there crosslegged, serene and contempt.
He wasnt that big of a fan of the sea,or the beach, he wasnt big on swimming but...since dating jerico hes taken a love for it. As long as there was a body of water,his lover was close to him.
Grabbing a pebble, he weigh it in his hand and throws it, making it skip on the surface of the water,one, two,three,four times until it sinks.
--Did you see that?--He asked,all proud of himself.
--I did,try again!--His lover answers,voice dripping with excitement and what seems to be some sort of effort.
But he doesnt pay mind to that last detail,he Scans the rocky beach for another pebble and throws it, it skips five times before sinking.
--Ah damn!--Jeri exclaimed, finally he turns to see his girlfriend grabbing a Fallen piece of sea glass that had Fallen on the blanket.
--What- isnt that illegal?--The archivist asked,looking as his girl wraps that sea glass with golden wire, making the piece look like an eye.
--Only if you get caught--She answered non-chalantly with a small shrug. She keeps on her job of doing that jewelry piece and he sighs with desesperation.
He turns his gaze to the Ocean, grabbing another pebble and throwing it. The overcast day shone its grey white light upon the world,the Winds cold but not too cold, and the ocean's shore hasnt risen yet.
--Cmon now,you see anyone here who would see us?--She added,making him snap out of his poetic little mind space he was in.
--I Belive thats because of your meddling--he answered,voice Flat tone and dripping with deadpan sarcasm.
--Well if you want me to get the cops in here then im more than glad to do so
--Haha,so funny
Silence falls once more,Jer twists the gold wire with care and with the help of jewelry pliers. Out of the corner of his eye, he sees Jerico work hard at whatever shes doing,but he doesnt interrupt,instead he makes sure his gift for her is ready. He wasnt sure when to give it.
Maybe half an hour passes by, he hears her sigh in relief and set down the pliers.--God,finally
He looks and sees a crown settled on her lap Next to two necklaces. He blinks a few times--No way you whipped that in half an hour
--Fourty minutes--she corrected calmly.
--My point still stands-- He added--How
She shrugged and took the crown--actually,its missing something
Jonathan sees her Grab the crown and walk up to the shore less than three feet away from him, she puts her hand in the water and pulls something out,he cant see what.
And when she walks back,the crown is behind her back. She sits by his side,facing Him,he turns his body so hes staring at her face.
--So,whats all the mystery?-- he asked with a small smirk and smugness,to hide how curious and flustered he was.
--this is my gift,part of it--she explained,showing Him the crown.
Its made of an intricate weave of gold wire with seashells,seaglass and two almost bioluminiscent feather Like ornaments on the side.
The glass shimmers under the light, the crown is breathtaking, with the arrow dwarf seashells acting as "spikes",the sundial and scallop shells ordered in such a way that they mimicked Rolling waves as they sit at the base of the crowns.
And weaved between them all are the Teal and green seashells a green one at the center is wrapped in wire in a way that looks like an eye, the two bioluminiscent bits are weaved at the end of the crown in a way that looks like sea slug antennae.
Yet when he saw the gold wire fourty minutes ago, it was shiny and New,now it looks old and almost crystalized in the same way the Ocean crystalizes some materials
Speechless, he lets her put the crown on his head. She smiles looking at him, with his deep green button up,his dark desaturated brown pants and dress shoes, wearing that greyish dark teal trenchcoat to Keep him warm.
--My king of the sea--jer whispers incredibly soft,Like the murmurs of the crashing waves. She takes his hand and kisses his knuckles.
--I..im speechless--He says under his breath--I- ive never...been gifted something like this. God,youre so skilled...
She giggles and sits closer, he hugs her waist and kisses her. She kisses back leaning on him and wrapping her arms around his neck, he sighs against his lips and nuzzles her cheek with his nose.
--My gift looks so daft in comparison...--He says,a little flustered.
--ah dont say that, cmon, lemme see
Begrudgingly,with his face a few shades darker from the blush,he pulls out a small box wrapped in green paper with an eye motif.
--Here--He says,handing it to her.
She takes it and settles it on her lap, she Gently unwraps the gift,noticing the small lines across the surface--Did you wrap this?
--Tried and failed miserably,multiple times--He answered,embarassed. But he does see the endeared smile on her face form as he confirms that.
She uncovers a beautiful oak box, old with Ocean motifs,waves act as a frame for the beautiful ship in the center. The locks look old and unpolished,the wood has seen some weathering and its...antique,gorgeous.
The latches Open,showing a small octopus plushie,then beside it is a sea turtle necklacee with a larimar acting as the Shell of the turtle.
Her eyes also notice the picture printed underneath it all, its a picture of them on their first actual date. The night post the corporate party,the night that Jerico had transformed,willingly,in her Real form, and the night both finally got together.
Taped to the lid,she saw a letter
Unaware to Jon's anxious fiddling,she opens it. Shes carefull with the green wax seal that holds the simple stamp of an eye.
The letter within it, reads as follows.
"My dearest Jerico...
I want to wish you a lovely happy valentines,being your boyfriend has been one of the best things in my life.
You never leave,you never falter, im so lucky to be loved by you. You hug me like the shore hugs the sand, you are the fresh cold water on a hot summer day, without you i'd be lost in the deep,hadal zone of life's troublesome Ocean.
But beside cheesy Ocean references, I do love you. I May not be the best with words,but my actions and gifts hold such love in them, and I know you know.
Yet it would be unjust to not try and be better when you try all the time to be good to me...
I love you would fall short, any words in the human dictionary would fall short I belive. Shall I try to describe it, I do not know if ill be succesful at it .
My love for you knows no limits,its an ever expansing trench that even I do not dare to tread. Youre my safety, the place I can always return when im stressed, or lonely or worried or a million other things I cannot put into words.
Why you Belive me deserving of so much love, I do not know. Never saw myself as a gods chosen,I do Belive God got a kick out of me by putting me through hell and back, but not you...
You chose me,every day, even when i was- still am dense,when I couldnt notice the loving gazes in your eyes, the way the world would smile upon me somehow because you willed it. Always patient,always understanding,your kindness is proportionate to the Beauty you hold.
And even if Beauty is held in the eye of the beholder,as Someone whose seen a lot, and has something going on with eyes and looking, I can confirm youre the most beautiful woman ive seen- that has ever graced my eyes.
What a godly Beauty youve got,intricate and ancient as you are, mysterious and ever changing...
The wind in my sails,the north star in my Sky when im lost,you help me Keep my head above the water and sometimes I just feel like im just a fish out of it, Like im out of my depth when im around you.
And I love it, and I think together we are writing a beautiful story,you certainly are the most beautiful story ive ever been a part of, the book I could get lost in for the rest of my life.
I love you,every day and always, and perhaps if reincarnation is a thing (something you Keep putting off in confirming for me) I hope I find you in the Next life,and every single one after that.
Yours forever.
Jonathan Simms. "
You know how he sucks at emotions? Hes not ready for the waterfall of tears that come from his lover as she sets down the letter and hugs him. He hugs back and pats her Gently.
--Easy,im here--He promised softly, squeezing her.
--I love-i love you too--She answered between sniffs-- god,youre so good to me.
He held her tight, pressing his face against the side of her head. Rocking back and forth to calm her down, he smells her perfume, sweet..Like vanilla and coco...and salty- or was that just the sea around him- or wasnt she the sea?
When she pulls back, he gazes to her and finally takes in what shes wearing.
Dark Teal sweater that reaches up to her neck almost,ripped,jagged black jeans and boots,and her trenchcoat is a beautiful seaweed green.
--Youre....stunning...gorgeous--He gasps under his breath--God, you truly are out of this world--He kisses her,with all the love hes got. With the devotion seamen have to the Ocean, or the rain to plants it feeds.
She kisses back without no words to speak,only holding him as the Ocean becomes violent,the shore doesnt rise to them,but the waves get bigger and bigger, the Sky darkerns to the point the sun doesnt shine and lightning is the only thing giving some visibility with a short time to do so.
In the flashes of white light, their forms illuminate and are the only thing that acts as evidence that they were ever there. But he feels her form give way, he doesnt let go as her body feels more and more like hes hugging water.
Soon,two pair of arms embrace him,one around his neck and the other one around his waist. He feels her sit on his lap, but the kiss doesnt break nor does the Sky stop rumbling with thunder and lightning.
The roaring of the waves soon overpowers any and all sounds,the winds pick up, it would be a whirlwind of sand if there was any around. The clouds becoming ever Darker,theres a heavy smell of humidity and ozone.
Jonathan feels his hair whip past him,flowing in the violent Winds which howls can rival the roaring of the waves. He pulls back for a bit of air before plunging in for the kiss again.
The green glow of eyes invade the area,slowly in the air around him, green eyes Open and close as its glow lights up the pebble beach,bouncing off of sea glass which Scatter the arcane light they produce in millones of colors that get lost in the nooks and crannies of the stone around them.
In his hands he holds his partners face that cant seem to decide between feeling like flesh and bone or feeling like the coldest, icy water that his hand can barely hold.
The air smells like salt,moisture,ozone and the perfume of his lover. An intoxicating cocktail that has him drunk like a sailor, his free Arm goes to wrap around her waist.
He can feel himself getting dizzy,if he were to Open his eyes he'd see spots,his heart is almost beating out of his chest,he cant think Straight
Thats when the kiss breaks,he gasps for air loudly,but its drowned out by the sounds around him. With the increasing frequency of the lightning, he can see his lovers form shift from human to ancient being,but her eyes remain unmoving, worriedly looking at him
Flesh and bone then waves and foam, bright green eyes that for a moment seem to be overtaken by the dark water only to return moments later.
He smiles, drunk with love and dizzy with the lack of oxygen--..sundar-- he mutters leaning in.
And then,a few seconds of silence where both look at eachothers eyes....
Laughter,then comes laughter as both slowly realize that they got a little too carried away.
The storm dissipates,the Ocean becomes tame and harmless once more, the grey white light returns, and Jonathan pulls his girlfriend in for a tight,squeezing hug.
--God,I love you--He said,without shame or modesty,without fear or worry of being overheard. He exclaims his love to the air with pride and a beaming smile.
--I love you too--She answered, voice and grin warm as the sun. A wide,joyful and mirthful grin which makes his chest feel fluttery and giddy with delight.
Before they leave,Jerico shows that she had made matching necklaces with seaglass pendants. His was teal, and hers a bright green.
Once they were back in london, both returned to jericos place for a calmer,though not devoid of storms, afternoon that they spent cuddled up and watching movies.
Next Day,Jon found a beautiful bouquet of snapdragons on his desk. Its pretty big and ostentatious.
He couldnt Belive his eyes, what the fuck.
Blinking a few times,he grabs the letter and the fact that he recognizes the handwriting doesnt surprise him at all.
"I lied,heres the rest of my gift
Happy valentines love.
--J"
Furiously flustered, he takes the boquet carefully as it was made of glass,and Asks one of his assistants to get a glass of water in which to put the flowers. He can hear martin's cooing as he goes to get that water.
The rest of the day,hes got to deal with the cooing and gossiping of his coworkers,students and other staff over the flowers he received. Hes seen women and men alike jealous over said bouquet and the fact that he was taken.
Smugly, as he worked,he played with the seaglass pendant.
Yes,he was taken,and he wouldnt trade his partner for anyone or anything in the world.
Not a chance.
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Could you please try to make octavinelle boys with a reader that have talassophobia? Bonus: reader actually is not afraid at all of them in their human form and also carries with them a hunting knife everyday they don't hesitate on choose murder when is about fighting
Fear of the Deep | Yandere Octavinelle x Thassalophobia Reader
“Why aren’t you getting in the water (Y/n).”
Azul went out of his way to organize this beach event for the octavinelle dorm
And of course Crowley would send you as teacher assistant with camera in hand
Even if you tried confided in him about you phobia
But you stayed tucked under the umbrella and on your towel along with Grim who was already sleeping
Jade was asking
And only Sevens would know if it was genuine
But he’d seen you swim in pools before
So that wasn’t the problem but you wouldn’t tell him why
“None of your business…so go have fun out there.”
Without anymore words he scooped you up and began to walk to the beach
You immediately reach for your knife fully intending to slice at the eel
Stopped by your reaching arm before tossing you into the water
You surface quickly standing to return to the beach but you find that you can’t
Webbed hands pull you by your waist rocketing you far out from the waist-lengthed water
Still facing the beach you see Jade give a smile before diving in himself
Now far out from the group and gaining your bearings you finally grip your knife stabbing at the force moving you farther out
Making contact you hear what sounds like a warbled scream squeal before you are left to tread by yourself
Already going into a panic you scream
Frantically trying to keep yourself afloat as you try to call out for Crewel the acting teacher for that day
But to no avail
Left to struggle in the deep end you are flailing endlessly until your hands are grasped and placed on a sturdy set of shoulders
With no thought to who or what had grabbed you, you pulled yourself closer
Nuzzling into a wet shoulder and neck as you began to cry
In your frantic state you used your legs to wrap around your breathing buoy
Shrieking when you feel something slimy run across your leg
“Please!Please!Don’tletmego!Please!”
A hand, rubs the back of your head as they relish the beating of your scared heartbeat against their own
Further supporting you by they held you back with both hands
Before carrying you to the beaches edge
“Pup!? I was looking for you! Where in Twisted Wonderland did you run off to? And why are you clinging to the mutt like that?”
You didn’t look up
still sniveling in his neck while your arms held tight around his neck
“Everything is fine now but we had a little scare, I’ll take them back to their spot now.”
Crewel looked like he wanted to press further but he was pulled away by scolding at a certain student
“Floyd! If you drag another student under I’m whipping you to STYX and back!”
Back under your umbrella, you were slow to unwrap yourself legs and arms from Jade
Who just now was registering how much you were shaking
Speaking lowly and urgently towards Azul who seemed to already have a towel in hand
The dorm leader shook the blush off his cheeks wrapping you in a towel
Letting his ungloved hands linger on your exposed flesh
“I saw what happened…are you alright?”
The words felt foreign
You stayed silent
He sat down next to you rolling Grim into the sand and in the sun
He blushed, looking at the sea as he wormed his hand into your own
You looked to him but he refused to meet your gaze
Finally able to regulate your breathing, you huffed exhausted
Leaning onto his shoulder as you felt your consciousness fading
Which would explain why you accepted the convenient cup of juice you’d been offered
Sipping away you paid no mind to the growing fuzziness in your brain
Only smiling at the light touches of fingers dancing along your face, your neck, and chest
You only lightly jerked when you felt the familiar weight of your knife being returned
Barely registering the cold peck against your cheeks
“Sorry ‘bout that Shrimpy didn’t know that was why~!”
You weren’t angry…somehow
Even as Jade unfurled an untarnished paper and a pen
#yandere octavinelle#yandere octotrio#yandere azul ashengrotto#yandere azul x reader#yandere azul twst#yandere twst x reader#yandere twst#yandere azul ashengrotto x reader#yandere tweels#yandere floyd x reader#yandere floyd leech#yandere twisted wonderland#yandere x reader#yandere jade leech#yandere jade x reader#yandere twisted wonderland x reader#yanderes x reader
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Bloody Tiger iceberg with explanations
If you don't know what an iceberg is: an iceberg is a type of template, where in the highest levels you put light fact or theories about something, and the more you go down more dark and sick the things become.
I did this with my Az, with all the facts from the fic until the latest chapter. TW: VERY heavy theames:
Level 1 (very soft and easy things, most People that follow our blog know)
Azedi's norturing nature: Azedi had to take care of her siblings since she was young, so she has developed a norturing nature for anything that is smal
Azedi's bi
Azedi's dream: to live a normal life, away from war, away from chains.
Azedi's love for music
Azedi's eyes: key element of the fic
Azedi is a cat person
Azedi and Ocelot: their iconic mutual hate
Lay laya: Azedi's grandmother's lullaby
Level 2 (still kinda soft but not so much)
Azedi has adhd (even though Im not really sure that Ive portrayed it right in her :( )
Azedi has sensorial sensibility
Azedi and Eli's breakup: literally the whole point of my main fic
Afghan civil war (and Azedi's infancy during it)
Akam: Azedi's brother that she rencounters in her adulthood in chapter 13
Azedi (as a character) is a metaphor for anarchism
Level 3 (surface level angst)
Azedi's coma in chapter 19
Azedi's toxic relationship in prison: Azedi had an older girlfriend when she was in prison that was very toxic towards her, even though Azedi only loved her to cope with the loss of Eli in her life
Azedi was forced to be an adult even before she knew what the word "child" meant
Azedi and Eli are kinda toxic: he is very sticky with her, and he is kinda the cause of her becoming a professional killer (and other stuff that happens post fic)
Azedi loosing her eye in chapter 19
Level 4 (not Just angsty, straight up very sad stuff)
Azedi's relationship with her body: from the abuse of he rmother, Azedi in her teen years mostly but also in her early 20s had a twisted vision of her body, finding it unproportionated and ugly. Especially since in her teens she was underweight, she would put on several baggy clothes not only because their texture gave her comfort, but also to hide herself
unaliving herself attempts: most notable is when she was in the jungle and tried to drown herself. She delevolep talassophobia afterwards.
her father: he was literally the cause of everything in her life
sh: Azedi used to c*t herself
her prison
her mother
Azedi's substances addiction: she in her adulthood was addicted to many drugs, that caused her to waste all the money she had
Azedi has worked for mafias: since she is an hitwoman, it's logical that some of her clients where members of local gangs or mafias.
PTSD
Level 5: (traumatic experiences and fucked up stuff)
her abduction and her forced to become a childsoldier: after running away from home, she was found by some XOF soldiers, and forced to join them.
her homelessness life: in New York, after the kingdom of the flies, she lived most of her years homeless, in the dirty streets of the Bronx
Azedi was forced to become an hired killer out of poverty
Azedi's panic episodes
Chapter 10: I don't need to explain. Just read it and you'll know.
running away from her home and living in a forest unprotected for months
Level 6: (very fucked up stuff)
Azedi's mother attempting to unalive her
the torture she perished during her child soldier years (12 to 13 years old): the soldiers that had took her in treated her like a little toy for 2 whole years, abusing of her in all ways, damaging permentely her mental health
Azedi killed all of her rapists
SA (Sexual Abuse)
child marriege
Level 7: (hell)
just read it yourself. I'm too disgusted to write it down again...
#everyone should have an iceberg of their oc like-#mgs#metal gear solid#metal gear#metal gear series#mgsv#mgs 1#mgs oc#metal gear oc#mgs oc [bloody tiger]#oc#oc iceberg
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Tenoch gets needy when he's high
TenochxReader get stranded on a roadtrip and have nothing better to do in the car except make it steamy
TenochxReader have some risky fun
Tenoch and MarvelActress!Reader, He shows her why they call him 'too much' Huerta
TenochxReader enemies to lovers
TenochxReader fake couple trope
NamorxReader comfort after family passing
NamorxReader pre-birth nerves and comfort
Tenoch looks so good in black and it just makes you hot
NamorxReader with Talassophobia
Tenoch takes you on a romantic and steamy date. tension galor until they get alone
Requests in askbox
Namor comes to terms with falling in love again after mourning his last queen for years.
Tenoch gets jealous when his situationship is at risk
NamorxReader roast-fest because they love each other and no one understands
Tenoch eating ass
NamorxReader their daughter is kidnapped during the war with Wakanda
NamorxReader he saves a young college student from drowning
TenochxCelebrity!Reader angst (past lovers)
TenochxChubby!Reader dealing with insecurities and lots of love
Namorx Reader All about his ears and wings because we know he only likes them when you touch them
Follow Up Chapter by Popular demand
NamorxTeacher!Reader Married life with children fluff
M'Baku/Reader/Namor love triangle wedding and the aftermath
Sub!Namor chapter 3 where Namor tries something new because his queen says so
TenochxReader follow up to plane meet cute. Seeing each other again
TenochxReader Elevator chapter 3
IF there are any other follow up chapters you want just put in a request in my askbox before I close the requests
Long Form Fanfic WIP (not posted...yet)
Gem of the East Sea: Namor/Filipino Original Female Character
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Lead time for fics is sitting at three weeks due to the volume but fear not I promise I will be more prolific now that I am more organized.
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i’m super super excited for talassophobia. bipolar lapis is something that means the whole entire world to me and i’ve always really adored your work!!! can’t wait to see what you create!! love that poor little blue fucked up thing!!!
YAY THAT MAKES ME HAPPY we all love our mental illness queen ❤ im putting a lot of thought into her writing and I hope it comes through
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Fun asks to lighten your mood Rainy? Say less
Did you know
That the Great Lakes have currents as strong as the oceans
That the Mississippi River sometimes contains sharks
That you are awesome amazing fantastic
That your brain remembers things more (like studying or the rules of a game) after you do an activity for about 2 hrs and then take a break to come back to it later
That video game music, instrumental, helps you study/focus
That rain is my fav type of weather so your user is my fav
Did that lighten the mood moot? Hope your classes aren't that difficult 😵💫
Hoodie! Hello hello! I can always count on you to lighten the mood, friend. Really, you're the best. Now I'll see if I know all your fun facts!
I actually did know about the Great Lakes' currents. I live very near them, so I've got some unfortunate first-hand experience!
I didn't know the Mississippi had sharks, but remind me to never ever go near it now because I'm irrationally terrified of sharks. It's part of the talassophobia, I believe.
I'm awesome amazing fantastic? Awww, if that's really a fact, it's a very fun one indeed. I hope you know you're awesome amazing fantastic right back (It is a scientifically confirmed fact)
Huh! I'll have to try that one! I've heard the exercising between study sessions works well. I'll have to incorporate many more breaks into my schedule. You have very convenient fun facts!
Yes! I have an entire big playlist on Youtube of good Zelda music to listen to while I'm working. I love the Zelda game soundtracks with my entire heart. And you seem like more of a Kirby person, but I hope we can have Nintendo franchise solidarity.
Awwww rain is my favorite weather too, which is why my user (and secret internet name) is Rainy! And foodiewithdahoodie is an awesome user too, just sayin. I can't say foodie is my favorite weather, although.
Alright, that's all. And yes! It lightened the mood immensely, good friend! Fun asks make me so happy. I feel ready to take on the world! Maybe I'll sign up for double the courses now! (jkjk I'd never ever). You're much appreciated forever and always, mootiewithdahoodie (see what I did there?)
1000000 hugs for you and I hope you see the most beautiful sunrise tomorrow morning <333333
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Sea Beast lowkey made me forget about my thalassophobia, like the plot was so good I forgot I was scared of the ocean lmao
Though some shots directly exposed me to my fear of the ocean lol
THALASSOPHOBIA WARNING BELOW
LIKE LOOK AT THIS
IN 0.5 SECONDS THEY MANAGED TO EXPOSE ME TO MY PHOBIA AND MOST FEARS ABOUT THE OCEAN
THATS WHY THIS MOVIE IS SO GOOD
THEY BALANCED THE UNSETTLING WITH SOME OF THE MOST DREAM LIKE BEAUTIFUL SHOTS YOU'VE SEEN OF THE OCEAN
LIKE THAT TAKES SOME TALENT AAAAAA
This shot, I feel describes the movie perfectly
The old decomposing sunken ships being the talassophobia that the movie may accent but the purple lights of the jellyfishes are the feel good vibes of the movie!
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Hello there, I hope you're having an amazing day so far and I'm here for the matchmaking (specifically for Twisted Wonderland)
I'm nobinary transmasc (he/they) and I'm rather short (5'2 aka 1,58m tall). I'm blonde with a short wavy/curly hair and I'm kinda pale lmao. Eyebags because haha, lack of sleep. I speak Portuguese (Brazilian variant) and English
I'm shy around new people for the first five minutes but then I just start talking and boom, smol ball of energy. I have a short temper (can get angry easily, specially when someone is saying something about my identity, something I like or someone I love). I'm a bit protective over my friends and am extremely affectionate (I call everyone honey or my king/my liege and love physical affection). I can be kinda rude affectionately :']. Can become quiet rather quickly if my anxiety kicks in tho (also, I'm very anxious when it comes to rules, I'm scared of breaking them due to fear of punishment). Also, I tend to be the mediator when my friends are going to do something stupid that is CLEARLY going to physically harm them + I'm the shoulder to cry on, I like listening to people's problems and offering ways of comfort (if they so desire). I also share memes that reminded me of my friends :D. I like to sleep! Specially in a comfy bed and I'm always under a blanket, even if it's hot out (I'll just turn on the fan, I CAN'T sleep without a blanket).
I like reading, drawing, playing the guitar, singing, anime/manga and videogames (with a special place in my heart for RPGs, tower defences and rythm games). I used to play handball and volleybal but now I'm doing nothing because of some injuries (left hand haha). I also dance (not well tho)! Also, I love plushies and action figures, they're cool and I love collecting them! I also tend to collect things from my favorite fandoms lol.
I don't like being alone for that long and I have talassophobia and it kicks in even in videogames for some reason. Am not the biggest fan of horror games/movies, but will gladly watch someone play just to laught at their face. Also don't like when people make fun of my interest or my friends (I'll destroy everything they love, watch me)
Bônus: I drink a lot haha. I specially like a drink called caipirinha and rose wine (my beloveds). Even if I said that I drink a lot, I drink responsibly, I swear. Am also very chaotic when drunk like, chaos incarnate (and I make twice as much sex jokes when ij that state)
That's all that came to mind! Thank u for your attention, and again, I hope you have a very nice day!
Why thank you! I hope you too have a nice day<3
I match you with..
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...Jack howl!
Admires your need of protection for the ones you care about, respects you quite a lot;
His tail starts wagging whenever you call him a nickname, his face flushes as he tried his best to hold his tail still;
Your talking to him when randomly you stop "ace deuce and grim are in trouble" and you run, jack confused but soon following you after, once you got there you were right, they were about to prank azul to get back at him but luckily you caught them in time and dragged them back, jack is just flabbergasted;
The way you always lend a shoulder to cry and and always try to hear out someone, comfort them makes jack fall for you even more;
When you get chaotic he's there to supervise you so that you don't get harmed;
Whenever your drank jack sits there and listens to you waiting for the right time to take you back to ramshackle, although in your drunk state you mention how much you love him and his eyes widen, tail starts wagging and his stuttering, soon takes you back to your dorm pats your hair and when he was about to leave your grip on his hand tightened, he leaned down and kissed your forehead (there's gonna be lots of forehead kisses in the relationship)
You 2 are a cute couple,you always tease him and he ends up being flustered way too often, you just love seeing his tail wag
Thank you for the request dear annon, may you have a wonderful week<3
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I think ark just triggered my talassophobia even more than it was already...
#Ark#ark survival evolved#If land is already scary now imagine the ocean#I barely started and i already encountered megalodons and a fucking ledsichthys#Fucking shark almost kills my sarco#megalodon#Leedsichthys#I also spotted cnidarias and mantas
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