I think a lot about the fact that if Marco had actually been in the steam at the end of the finale, he still would’ve been 178cm, and Jean would’ve been 190cm.
I just want to feel the kind of love that I missed out on as a child, but instead, my mother always takes out her frustrations on me. She always finds a way to blame me for everything, always trying to compare our experiences and invalidate mine. It's exhausting, feeling like your own mother is against you. I wish she could see that I'm struggling too and that I just need her to understand and support me.
Teru is a tall child. Tall child is literally his song. He is not a fake. He is a tall child, therefore honest most of the time, the only time he isn't is when he could hurt someone's feelings.
Conclusion: Stop saying he is a fake when he is literally a tall child.
As I’m coming to the conclusion of part 4 of the Larissa series based on your votes, I wanted to share a snippet of writing I wrote for my psychology course. Enjoy 💞
We can see ourselves becoming into memories - We ARE these memories. As of this moment, we remember each other as we remember a distant world disappearing into blueness - more blue than it used to be. We'll part in the pitch of longing.
Days end, seasons change, snow from our hearts melts off taking the bitterness of seasonal depression away with it. Another era of our lives come to an end - The era of freedom, I call it.
A chance to make mistakes, to fall in love, to explore. As we are moving forward in life-with a goal of settling down, we get burdened with endless responsibilities, all eyes fixated, carefully noting down each of our mistakes with no mercy in sight. And all remains is a bottomless regret of not doing things right. The guilt of not doing as our heart desired, the grief of parted relations and leaving those who taught us a life lesson. As we look back at the journey - A hope lingers, that we can cherish these memories and embrace our past with a warm hug. As the memory fades away - All remains is a wish that the glimmer of our eyes doesn't.
But this stupid child body does have an effect on his reactions to things and honestly it’s a horrible thing that’s too small and too weak for him to use all his abilities. He could barely manage a fireball if he concentrated, yet everything caught fire with a mere outburst! His control was utterly gone, and a tantrum resulted in having to wear a stupid child leash backpack.
It wasn’t like he was really a child, and it wasn’t like he’d get lost or some stupid shit that Danny would insist. Ugh, this isn’t even fair, technically he was older than him yet was stuck in a smaller body that he kept tripping over!
Urgh, he’s even insisting on rewarding ‘good behavior’ and shit- must have talked to Jazz or something- because… Oh. No he wants the constellation bear, give! His star bear now, no takes back and, urgh, stupid baby body!
Well, on the other hand, it’s utterly hilarious how much Danny sputters whenever he calls him Mom, not to mention strangers’ utter befuddlement. He ignores how Danny seems to be trying his best to live up ro the title.
But! As he was saying, he’s no coward! He’s also not an idiot though, and having no control over his powers isn’t exactly a good thing. It’s really not a good thing when there’s a murderous-looking hero that he thinks he might have maimed in the future- which they apparently remember- staring down at him. So, he has to call in the big guns to fix this.
“Mom, there’s a creepy fruitloop staring at me!”
“There’s WHAT?!”
Hah. Take that hero he doesn’t remember the name of.