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With everything going on, I’m fixated on thoughts of Skirk and Her Majesty The Tsaritsa. One I know I’ve disappointed, what with her throwing me through the rift like that, insulting my strength and alluding to the idea she believes I’m nothing but an unexceptionable pet. I’m not where I should be, I know that, and it makes it all the more insufferable. I want to make her proud, I want to impress my Master, but it’s proving to be increasingly difficult… I’ll find a way, though. There’s a role I must fulfill, and I’ll be sure to do it in a way that makes her pleased to be called my master. The other, I fear I will disappoint. Thanks to The Traveler’s interference, my missions have been lackluster, if not total failures, though we haven’t strayed far from the plan Her Majesty spent centuries crafting– and I’m thankful for that, but… I want to prove myself to her too. I’m supposed to represent the best of the Fatui, one of The Tsaritsa’s treasured knights, and yet I feel like all I’ve done is make a fool of myself. I want to prove myself useful to her, to our cause. I don’t want her to believe her kindness and grace has gone unappreciated or that I’m straying from her vision. If it comes to it, if she asked me to… I’d lay my life down for her in a heartbeat. To die by her hand would be an honor, after all. — Tartaglia (#☀️⚙️)

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Not to self diagnose, but something is wrong. It feels near impossible to interact with anyone else from Genshin just because of the way people have boiled me down to this silly, suave, charming, fun guy. Which, I am, don’t get me wrong, but it was all for the purpose of distracting, disarming and making people trust me. I still have a problem with being overly charismatic, but then I talk in depth about how I still want to be used as a weapon or treated as a lapdog or still crave violence and carnage or still find it incredibly difficult to feel anything beyond rage, etc. etc. etc. and suddenly I’m not that fun to talk to around anymore. Like… I get it, but it makes me feel like something’s wrong with me, and I don’t understand why because I’ve always been like this. I’ve never not been like this, it was always just very thinly veiled, so why is it such a surprise I’m still like this? Everyone still has the same problems they did back home, so why am I suddenly expected to be a saint? I’m so tired of being nervous to interact with people, why can’t I just… be me again? I wish the Abyss didn’t happen and I wasn’t like this too, but I can’t snap my fingers and change what happened. Is it really that difficult to consider me a friend again- or even a person? Archons above. — Tartaglia (#☀️🌊)

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tbh, if someone told me that i was their favourite character i would be so flattered actually like yes YES tell me im ur blorbo, ur scrimblo bimblo, ur glup shitto. i can and WILL give you a hug thru the screen dont test me actually - childe tartaglia ajax

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I wish I could’ve talked to him before Irminsul. I doubt there was anything I could’ve ever said to him to change his mind, get him off the path that he was on, but I just… I don’t know.

It’s hard to think about because, since he erased himself, everything’s a bit fuzzy, but it would’ve been nice to have one more night with him. One more tender kiss, one more night of holding him and tracing the symbol on his neck while he “slept”, one more night of toying with his ball joints when I could tell sit still, one more night of pointing out constellations and making up stories so he’d tell me I was wrong and bicker with me, just so I could hear his voice. It would’ve been nice to have him close, feel his breath on my chest, but I didn’t get that. I didn’t get a goodbye. I don’t want to be bitter or complain about it hurting since… he did go through so much at the hands of Dottore (not even mentioning the experiments) and it feels selfish, but gods. Waking up and knowing that a part of you is missing, but you can’t quite place your finger on what or why, is the most devastating, panic and dread inducing feeling in the world was awful. I couldn’t remember who he was, but I knew I needed him. I knew something was missing. He erased the context, but not the conditions that came with them, not the feelings, the dull ache of missing him, that my body knew him even if my mind didn’t. I still knew his scent, his touch, his laugh. I’d know him even in death. It was a painfully lonely feeling, desperately yearning for someone who I loved more than anything in this world, but as far as I knew, didn’t exist and never had.

It feels dramatic, I hate to complain, and I know he was going through so much, but gods, how did he think I wouldn’t miss him? How did he think I wouldn’t know something was off? Did he really think I’d just stop loving him? I’ll never ask. — Tartaglia (#☀️🌊)

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i am so tired of being mischaracterized

- ajax, tartaglia, childe, the eleventh of the fatui harbingers, whatever you want to call me

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punching air AND god rn i found a verry specific soap that smells almost exactly like zhongli but the BAD THING is that its HAND SOAP and not BODY WASH ARGSH.. mmmgrr (＃`Д´)!!

- an (only slightly upset!!!) childe tartaglia ajax ♡(>ᴗ•)

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me about to do the fitness gram pacer test:

oh, since im childe tartaglia ajax, ill be great at th-

*does 20 laps and collapses*

*does 10 push-ups and almost dies*

*does 15 curl-ups and actually dies*

me, somehow surprised: Σ(°ロ°) !!

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i found a FUCKING SOAP that smells like the zhongli from my memories. now, you would think that i would be sososo happy rig- WRONG. because its HAND SOAP. ALL KINDS OF NASTY HANDS HAVE TOUCHED IT. i dont even know where it came from it just appeared without a label???? so i cant even find a personal bar of it????????? hahahahajjssijosp aaaAAAGGH.. - childe tartaglia ajax

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Genshin 2.1 spoilers //

RIP Signora 😔 I'll pour a strawberry daiquiri over your grave and maybe put some chocolate chip cookies there

Anyway now my kin memories of being the Tsaritsa's favorite make more sense, whoops

- Tartaglia/Childe/Ajax, Genshin Impact

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Fuck the headcanons people have of me being bad at cooking. I had several siblings and had to cook for them in that life. I am in the process of making gyoza from scratch (including the wrappers!) as I type this, and have done so multiple times. I've considered making croissants for fun (and then reconsidered most my life choices). I've successfully made homemade marshmallows and homemade Castella cake before, and both of those are easy to mess up. Seeing people say shit like "oh he probably microwaves ramen in the package" or "he could burn cereal" pisses me off. Just say you think the special meal looks scary. The headcanons SHOULD be "Dottore can't cook and neither can Scaramouche," but you didn't hear that from me. - Ajax/Tartaglia/Childe, Genshin Impact

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Cooking tip from your local A&W worker Tartaglia Genshin Impact (although I technically learned this at my other job): when cutting onions, put a folded wet paper towel in the corner of your cutting board before you start. The part of onions that makes you cry is attracted to moisture and normally the closest source of that is your eyes :3 Fun trick to impress people with

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Just Tartaglia Kin Things: Making a quilt out of used jeans for fun. "Why is that a Tartaglia kin thing specifically" shut up and mind your business as I make this juilt (Jean Quilt)

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Like 90% sure I kin Tartaglia at this point and I'm surprised by how much the abyss feels like home

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Found my friend's genshin sideblog in my recommended and went through their entire childe tag and glad to report that it seems we are in agreement that I am

1) gay and obvious about it

2) really bad at flirting

And 3) the definition of a twink

-Tartaglja

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Me: oh, I'm the Tsaritsa's favorite now!

Scaramouche: Signora just died.

Me, screaming and taking my shirt off at Signora's memorial service: I'M THE TSARITSA'S FAVORITE NOW!!!!!!!! WOOOOH!!!!!!!!!!

- Tartaglia/Childe/Ajax, Genshin Impact

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All the genshin kins coming out after I made a joke about there only being 5 of is here. I see how it is 😤😤 /j /lh

Fr tho i hope y'all are doing okay out there even if we were on different sides in our past lives -Tartaglia/Childe

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