Hate this cahracter to death, ik she experienced a lot, she lost her first child, but it wasn't Miles fault, he saved her cause he thought the mother of his child is more important, after all she was his love of his life, he loved her more, she left him broken hearted, accussed him for the death of their child when all he ever wanted was to save them both, she never understood the pain of miles, for her he thought all those 6 years that it was all his fault and never felt enough for being worthy of love, for her he never felt love because it made him feel guilty. he thought he didn't deserve something which everyone has right on for her. And she lived her life happily after the incident when miles suffered alone. She was traumatised but not more than Miles, she suffered too but not more than Miles.
Love isn't always pretty. Sometimes you spend all your time hoping it'll eventually be something different. Something better. Then, before you know it, you're back to square one, and you lost your heart somewhere along the way.
help i just remembered everything Donna Noble has gone through and now I'm so sad
I've seen all of ST:TNG and all of ST:DS9 and I gotta be honest... I think Donna has suffered more than any other DW companion, and maybe even more than Miles O'Brien.
Ugly love becomes you. Consumes you. Makes you hate it all. Makes you realize that all the beautiful parts aren't even worth it. Without the beautiful, you'll never risk feeling the ugly. So you give it all up. You give it all up. You never want love again, no matter what kind it is, because no type of love will ever be worth living through the ugly love again.
Not sure how I feel, I feel everything and nothing at the same time. I cried. I smiled and cried some more. This was a roller coaster I wasn’t prepared for.
“We accept the love we think we deserve.” - Perks Of Being A Wallflower