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grace-lost-in-space · 6 months

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Update/My Mom/*CW* Abuse

Hi you guys. I know it has been a long time since I have been on here. I have a lot of dm’s but there is no way I can get to every single one of them so I just want to do an update. Please know I am so thankful for every single person on here who has messaged or commented. Sometimes I think you guys are all I really have. This has been my platform to use my voice for so many years now.

-first of all I tagged @taylorswift because for the past 13 years she has unknowingly gotten me through the hardest times. There is zero chance she will ever see this but if she does, I want her to know she has helped me stay alive for the past 13 years. This life is so hard.

-my mom is still abusive. My therapist reported bruises on my neck from being choked. DCFS waited almost one week to come out and “look.” Then they said there were no bruises. I said that is because it had been almost a full week. The social worker said “if your mom choked you with enough force, you would still have bruises today.” She asked “why would you want to tell on your mom and lose all this nice stuff you have here (my apartment, my dog, my iPad that I use to communicate). I said because this is how my mom keeps me in this cycle. Then she said well if you’re saying your mom hurt you I have to ask her if she did it. Then I told her no that always makes my life get worse. So she told me then I would have to tell her I lied about the bruises or else she would talk to my mom. So I did. I told her nothing happened and then I said “but I really wish I could tell you the truth.”

-about 7 days later my mom blacked my eye and pushed me into the wall. I went to CB’s (the judge) house right after because she told me come straight there. She took pictures of my eye then. That was a Sunday. The next day I went to DCFS and the secretary took pictures of my eye with her phone. She told me to ask for another meeting with the social worker and ask if she can be there. So I did. The social worker waited one week to call me back and said no, no one else would be there for a meeting and she already closed my case. She said “you don’t have a mark on you” then I said yes I do come right now and you can see it. CB (judge) also took pictures. She said “No Grace I’m not wasting my time. And do you want to have to give up your dog and your apartment and live at a shelter which by the way has long waiting lists just because you’re mad at your mom?” So I hung up on her.

-Candy bar is really mad but she said we can try to get help for me in other ways without going through the state. Right now my biggest thing is money and having enough money to make it until January when I will be moving to a subsidized apartment. And my mom will have no access to me. I am on a waiting list for it.

-I feel so sad. Everything has been so bad. Nothing has changed except my mom is really really hurting me again.

-I need help getting completely free/away from her. If any of you know some ways to do that please tell me because I am scared and I am exhausted and the state is obviously never going to do anything. My mom has too much influence because she knows them.

-I am still really really sick and on disability so my money is a fixed income. I do not really have the option to go out and get a job. I have no savings. I have nothing.

-I just wish this was all one bad bad bad dream.

#cw abuse #abuse #abusive parent #ptsd #taylor swift #taylorlurking #taylorswiftnation #taylor swift nation #taylornation

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noproof-onetouch-youfeltenough · 6 months

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Excuse my ugly crying, appearance and my horrible singing but here is my reaction to hearing clean Taylor’s version!

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU. It’s a different feeling having 1989 coming out at 18 and now being 27 and actually experiencing what it’s like to be in love, and have all these feelings that I’ve processed over the years… THIS IS HEALING . The vault tracks… the original songs.. ALL OF IT. I’ve never been so proud🥹🩵

@taylorswift @taylornation

#taylor swift #swiftie #tswift #1989 tv #finally clean #taylurking #1989 taylors version #crying #I can’t stop #the eras tour #taylorswiftnation #dear taylor swift #taylor alison swift #1989 #slut! taylor’s version #1989 vault tracks #punched a hole in the roof

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modern-life-planner · 2 years

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Lana Del Rey and all the Tayloy magic!!! Can’t wait!

#midnights mayhem with me #midnightsvigilanteshit #taylorswiftnation #midnightsmastermind

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gstargaryxoxo · 1 year

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@taylorswift #TheErasTour #InternationalDatesTBC

@taylorswiftnation

#15yearsoftaylorswift #the eras tour #no’13 #no’1 #taylor swift #fearless #speak now #red #1989 #lover #folklore #evermore #fearless taylor’s version #red taylor’s version #midnights #cats #fashion #adventure

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wineonmytshirt · 2 years

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this is our place, we make the rules

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burningred92 · 4 years

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...What i expect from TS8

#taylorswift #taylorswift13 #taylorswiftnation #ts8 theories #Swifties #swiftified13 #Swift #repvol2 #karma #tswift #tswiftedit #tayornation

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rohaarslan · 3 years

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@taylorswift this is for you.

@taylornation

#taylor swift #taylorswiftnation #taylor swift theories #swiftified13 #taylor swift tumblr #swifties

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chattycathie2014 · 3 years

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So now we know that the house that Taylor showed us awhile back is pretty much filled except for the entryway and I have a theory on that.

So all that’s left is the entryway and well in most homes the entryway is a welcoming place but also a place where Photos are kept in that leads down hallways to the rest of the house what happens if her entryway is where she’ll hold her re-recordings kind of like a Hall of Fame where those songs are the memories that she takes and put on the walls as though they are pictures. She probably wants to like every song to record that’s the same way we don’t save every picture we always take they’ll just be her favorite. @taylorswift

#taylor swift #taylor swift nation #taylurking #taylorswiftnation

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ilive4theday · 3 years

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Daily sketch... @taylorswift @taylornation

#taylorswiftnation #taylorswift #sketch #love story taylor's version #fanart #drawinginspiration #Spotify

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kruelcruelsummer · 4 years

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TS7-Part 2

Alright ladies, lovers is a thing.. I feel a second album coming and I just did some digging:)

I saw this post and I was like hmmm, we all know TS7 was written before Rep.

This tweet shows the plane wing that says TS6, basically showing her kicking that album out of order and THE PALM TREES!!

Palm tree easter eggs... Hello what does this mean? Summery album perhaps? I am unsure what to think but maybe another album soon.

Feeding into the idea of this being an idea, this was circulating earlier this year, and people were freaking out.

REFERENCE FROM THE ELLE INTERVIEW THIS YEAR!!

I found this on a weird wiki page about taylor swift... but odd....

also every time i google her name and this side of paradise one of the first suggestions is cruel summer on spotify, there must be some kind of coding within the spotify page to make it show up within the first 3-4 suggestions..

Taylors instgrams from 1989 era... It just all seems to fall into place way too well if you ask me...?

What are everyones thoughts?

#taylorswift #taylorswiftnation #taylorswiftsecondalbum #taylorswiftlovers #ts7 #ts8 #ts72 #Kaylor #gaylor #TAYLOR AND KARLIE #karliekloss #hbh #me taylor swift #paradise #this side of paradise

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grace-lost-in-space · 2 years

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Taylor

I did it. I am alive for another album release. When Lover released, it was not long after I got sick. I stayed awake all night that night with the album playing on repeat because I was afraid I would not make it through the night.

“Soon you’ll get better” gave me hope. I still listen to it every day. It has played in operating rooms and MRI scans more times than I can count. It has seen me through incredibly tough and hopeless times.

And tonight, I made it to another release. Yesterday my hematologist talked with me about transitioning from palliative care to hospice and in the middle of the conversation, I asked her if she heard about the new album. She seemed confused. The question was, in its own way, rhetorical. In a moment where coherence escaped me, I asked a question that meant nothing to the doctor but reminded me of the goal. Be brave. Fight.

“Did you hear about the new Taylor Swift album?”

It is not a question, but a reminder that I have to keep fighting this battle for as long as I can. And just like each time before this, at midnight, I breathe, and I promise myself that I will not give up.

I made it to another midnight. Thank you, Taylor. @taylorswift

#taylurking #taylorswiftnation #taylorlurking #taylorswift #Taylor Swift #taylor swift nation #midnights #Taylor Swift midnights #i love you taylor #taylornation #remember this

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aamnakhan13 · 4 years

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♠️ATTENTION ♠️ ♠️So the new theme is amazing lyrics of Taylor. I hope you all like it. . . . ♠️Comment below your favourite ts lyrics that you want to see on my page ♠️ . . . . @taylorswift @taylornation . . . . #taylorneedstocometoindia #wewantaylorinindia #taylortourinindia #dailyalison #taylorswift #thearcher #swiftie #indianswiftie #fearless #lover #reputationstadiumtour #reputation #newtheme #floraldesign #collage #istandwithtaylor #taylorswiftnation #taylorswiftmusic #taylorswiftphotoshoot https://www.instagram.com/p/CA2RhdnHQip/?igshid=177f0s4yd5n2h