#tbh this is also critiquing capitalism and grind culture because since I can’t get a job in what I love I have 2 work double always applying

[persephonaae]

Is anyone else feeling “grew up with positive but unrealistic expectations about love but didn’t find out they were neurodivergent until they were an adult so now they’re in a world of hurt when it comes to love but feel like it’s too late for anything to be done about it now” in this Chili’s tonight?

#ok to reblog btw; need some solidarity tonight #tbh this is also critiquing capitalism and grind culture because since I can’t get a job in what I love I have 2 work double always applying #to things but applications don’t make money so I have to work long retail hours which burns me out and drains my energy to a point where I #can’t make myself do creative things and it rlly kills my social energy so I barely talk 2 anyone anymore and I don’t have interest in going #out randomly like to a cafe or whatever bc I need to spend all my free time recovering mentally and applying to jobs that don’t make me feel #like my soul is burning to a crisp #but ANYWAY yea #a customer who I thought looked cute was nice to me in the brief time they were at the cash register today & now I feel like crying about it #me saying stuff