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skzoologist · 5 months
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Just read the new fic!!
Bae's spidey senses coming thru!
Hyunjinnie 😭😭😭 I WANNA HUG HIM SO BAD
I can't blame Bae for being even colder than usual after that happened, cuz I don't think I'd be able to keep my mouth shut and not reprimand Stay if I were in his position 💢
Thank you for more Bae content 🙇🙇
AND @ 🐿️ ANON YOUR IDEAS 💕💕💕
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Fun fact, Lix and Innie actually call that Bae's spidey sense. The man sometimes has it, and it never failed any of them. Sometimes it warned him of a bad mental day, an accident that would happen, or just a new rumour popping up on the net. Never ignore Bae's spidey senses.
Poor Jinnie got thrown under the bus by me this time, I'm sorry. I wanna hug him too ngl 😔
Haha, well, I'm gonna be honest: you guys never got any content where Bae got actually angry. You seen Chan angry? Imagine that, but colder, like a quiet, seething storm that's waiting to be released. I'll have to write you guys something with this, because Bae is dangerously protective of his members.
Thank you, thank you, I'm trying to give you guys more, haha. And 🐿️ anon is the true MVP here, they left like 5 requests in my inbox this month, bless them.
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edwardslvrr · 7 months
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༯ 405, TREVOR ZEGRAS
trevor zegras x singer!reader
the one where rumour has it YN has a new boyfriend and Trevor has a new girlfriend
taglist if you’d like to be added to my taglist, message me privately or comment on this post
warning this is all fake and just for fun, no hate to any of the people mentioned. Just a reminder that this is pure for entertainment xoxo
last part main masterlist trevor zegras masterlist
ynupdates
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username imagine if she’s back together w trevor
username after that album? bro is sobbing in the corner
username would be such a YN thing to do tho
username what if new bf is old bf 👀
username so many paparazzi and no one thought tp take a picture of the dudes face???
username this outrageous behaviour, YN. we’re out here sobbing to her new album and she has been macking on some new dude
username no fr she has me sobbing here like a child for days now
username atleast she looks hella good
username cool and whatever but tour dates pls?
username YN it was suppose to be me next😔
username imagine it is jack hughes
username jack’s probably trying to shoot his shot w trevor now tbh
username she wasn’t interested in Trevor’s unemployed ass anymore lol
yourinstagram
los angeles, california
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yourinstagram good riddance deluxe is out NOWW!!
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username oh wow- this is depressing
username “i hate the fact that i miss you around” MOOD
username jack really feeding into the rumours abt him and YN by liking this
username not people believing that rumour what??
username honestly the weirdest rumour i’ve ever heard
username y’all will believe anything atp
username WHAT DID U PUT IN 405 WHAT
username “how are you looking at me like a stranger” my heart bro??
username imma go call my therapist.. this is too much
yourbestfriend okay OUCH?
yourinstagram oops?
username ayo jack i see u dude
username the last picture such a mood
username too much pain girly
username “i loved you so hard for a time” trevor go sit in the corner and think about what you did.
trevorzegras
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trevorzegras all summer long
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username in his tim mcgraw era?
username bringing up taylor swift any time he can in his personality
username uhm.. last picture?
colecaufield suspicious
username glad u seem to think so too
username cole spill what you know
username soft launch?
jackhughes winner
username wtf does that even mean
username ellen, get jack back on the leash pls
username pls let that be YN 🙏
username YN out w her new man, Trevor hinting his new girl. Can i please go cry..
username as long as it isn’t some tiktoker you got my approval.
username trevor just wants to be a tiktok star, leave him be
username he’s unemployed, he needs to get money from somewhere
username a lot of questions rn
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username that’s definitely jack
username bro u say that abt an ARM
username she isn’t a homie hopper dude
username could be trevor🤷🏼‍♀️
username why do i feel like her and trevor are back together, like there’s no way it’s a coincidence they both have a new partner at the same time
username how did people ever get to the fact she could be dating jack?! y’all are so weird
username nah after that album i refuse to believe she has already moved on
username she’s probs dating him again
username i mean the album was writing a while back tho-
username i refuse.
username yn probably panicked so hard when she realised she posted that
username she def cried
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springbloomer · 9 months
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Karaoke Night with the Boys~
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Woah I'm back, and I'm actually alive. Ah writing more scenarios, I missed it (only kinda, I don't lie). I'm also gonna change up the format of my posts, seems to much to add headers every time 😑
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Characters: The Brothers, Bromies, and House of Lamentation Homies (they're ur boyfriends and mine)
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Karaoke night, YEAHHHHHH!!! You and the guys have been planning this for quite some time, and now that the major RAD studies were finally accomplished, all of you wanted to just kick back, relax, and singgGgGgGG~
LUCIFER
WOULD most likely have to cover everything
WOULD have to supervise all of his brothers' moves
WOULD NOT sing first, but if he will, he'd show off in front of you
WOULD sing old cheesy love songs, and later regret it in his sleep
IS the father of the party, old man can't catch a break
MAMMON
WOULD be left tied up as punishment because of failing tons of tests
WOULD be the second light of the party, next to Asmo (imo)
WOULD be into rock songs, but maybe those that have hints of love in them for ya (idk if there are any tbh)
WOULD NOT let anyone sit beside you so closely, except for him
WOULD be clingy once drunk because of course he ordered Demonus
IS that kind of guy who knows how to keep the party goin' (but again, probs second to Asmo)
LEVIATHAN
WOULD decline the party, but obviously came because Henry was gonna be there
WOULD bring any portable gadget
WOULD NOT sing anything else but anime openings, endings, fan songs, and those kinds
WOULD be forced to sing a song request from you because be honest, we wanna tease the baby
WILL do impromptu Ruri-chan poses, dialogues, and impressions once drunk
IS the luggage you might have to take home together with Belpie
SATAN
WOULD rather enjoy new books, but went anyway
WOULD sing classic karaoke songs, and some love songs to woo you
WOULD NOT hesitate to shut anybody up during his turn
WOULD make sure you enjoy hearing his voice
WOULD try to keep his composure but later snuggle next to you when drunk
IS just that one cool guy trying to win you over by the power of his smooth voice
ASMODEUS
WOULD have to convince everyone to come with you as the main factor
WOULD have planned the perfect outfit 3 weeks before actual date
WOULD volunteer to sing first and flirt with you mid-song
WOULD NOT allow any depressing heartbreaking songs because it kills the vibes
WOULD have been by your side the entire time, but had to leave to sing in front of everyone
IS the planner and light of the celebration, despite Mammon being so rowdy and Satan rampaging every now and then
BEELZEBUB
WOULD pack snacks on the way, and ate them all before leaving anyway
WOULD try to order the entire menu, having Lucifer to stop him
WOULD satisfy his stomach before taking the microphone
WOULD just get back to eating right after the song
WOULD NOT hesitate to chew the microphone wires while waiting for more food
IS just that guy who eats and sings, and repeats
BELPHEGOR
WOULD be left behind cuz of sleeping in the attic
WOULD have to be woken up every time for his turn
WOULD always be lying right next to you, mostly sleeping, sometimes half-listening
WOULD NOT be awoken by some fights, unless something gets thrown across the room
WOULD have his head in your lap for maximum comfort, also because he just wants to see your face sometimes
IS the luggage next to Levi once the party's over
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ketchupkio · 2 months
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Wanna do the A, B, C, D, headcanons list thing for Hyrule Warriors people of your choice? (The "What I think realistically, what's funny, what's soul-crushingly mean, and what makes me say fuck canon"?)
did you mean asau warriors who exemplifies all of these? 🤣🤣🤣
ask game in question
let's just do hw link bc he's my lil guy. the homies at koei techmo probably didn't think about him too hard so it's my job to think for them.
Headcanon A: what I think realistically
i think hw link takes his job very seriously. i haven't played hw but i just get this vibe from him. he's proud of what he's accomplished and also it's gone to his head a little bit. it's canon he has an overconfidence issue but i think that's the sword talking more than him and it backfires horrendously, leaving him incredibly doubtful of his skills.
Headcanon B: what I think is fucking hilarious
hmm... if you think of this like funny as in completely and totally opposite of canon, then i think that canon is leading you to believe that link is a Tough Manly Hot Guy but i think he's a soft lil wet cat. babygirl, if you will. the most pathetic creature on the planet. also i loved mizu's inclusion that asau warriors bakes??? i'm fucking in love with that. housewife coded. COMPLETELY and totally opposite of what u think hw link would be on the tin.
Headcanon C: what is heart-crushing and awful but fun to inflict on friends
realllllly leaning into the horrors of war and the ptsd that comes with that. hyrule warriors haha fun hack and slash game!!! but what if you think about how this is a war going on and people are dying. how that affects a person's psyche long term. depression, ptsd, etc etc etc. this kind of thing can get really bad really quick.
Headcanon D: what would never work with canon but the canon is shit so I believe it anyway
GAY AND TRANS AF BABEEEEYYYYYY!!!! so like in-game cia and lana are like "link is destined for zelda and we're sad about it bc WE like him!" and it's a love triangle going on but i'm ignoring that completely. link is not destined for zelda, they can try it if they want but i don't think it'll work out with these two. rlly hard for me to write a cishet character tbh, they gotta have SOMETHING lgbt. i also can't write anyone that's allistic....
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cindylcuwho · 2 months
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what do u think his fav songs would be
(for new comers- we’re literally sabrina carpenter rn)
feather and nonsense cv - only bc they’re the most known ones and it kept popping up on his fyp
listens to bad for business the most bc it was the first song you played for him while planning out the album and it’s the softest
bet u wanna makes him feel like he’s in an edit fr- like his own baddie moment every time
HOMIE FOR SURE GOT DEPRESSED LISTENING TO LONESOME over thinking the relationship is my specialty tbh
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Josuyasu Fic Master Post
Unfortunately I didn't really have the time/energy this month to participate in the 2024 Josuyasu week, but a few of my fics that I already have published fit some of the prompts
So if anyone is interested here is a master post of my Josuyasu fic collections that I have on Ao3 (canon_compliant)
*note: all of my fics are relatively sfw, most that are rated "T" are due to possible triggers (and some good old make-out scenes lol)
The boys are a mess
This is a series of my short Josuyasu fics while they're still teenagers. All the fics go together and if you read them in order, they are chronological.
The Kids Aren't Alright (Rating: T)
Summary: After witnessing Keicho’s death, Josuke can’t quite bring himself to leave Okuyasu alone. In what others might see as the smallest gestures, Josuke offers Okuyasu his friendship. Taking place during cannon, this is just a short fic about the beginnings of Josuke and Okuyasu’s friendship. Tags: Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable), Nijimura Okuyasu, Higashikata Tomoko, During Canon, Pre-Relationship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Friendship, Depression, just a touch of bi-panic, Canon Compliant, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Tomoko loves her new son
WINDY SUMMER (Rating: G)
Summary: After the fight with Kira, Josuke has to spend his summer break recovering, but Okuyasu makes sure to keep him company. Tags: Post-Canon, Pre-Relationship, Fluff, Friendship, bi-panic, in fact Okuyasu is the definition of bi-panic, Fellas is it gay to want to kiss your homie?, also, Technically spoilers for the Japanese 1998 Ring film
spilling out (Rating: T)
Summary: Josuke and Okuyasu are both recovering in the hospital after the events of 4th Another Day. Tags: The Book: JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure 4th Another Day, Post-Canon, Pre-Relationship, Fluff, Hospitals, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Sickfic, kinda lol, bi-panic, cuz y'all know i can’t write josuyasu without some bi-panic, Friendship, Josuke and Okuyasu are a pair, they are co-dependent, pls do not separate them
The boys are still a mess, but now they're adults
This is a series of my short Josuyasu fics while they're adults. All the fics go together and if you read them in order, they are chronological.
Sleep (Rating: T)
Summary: Josuke and Okuyasu have just moved into there own place and Okuyasu is struggling with his guilt over leaving his father behind. Tags: Adult Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable), Adult Nijimura Okuyasu, Post-Canon, Pre-Relationship, PTSD, Childhood Trauma, Physical Abuse, Physical Abuse against a minor to be more specific, Okuyasu just really needs a hug, Nijimura Okuyasu-centric
Misguided Ghosts (Rating: G)
Summary: Josuke loves his job as a nurse, but sometimes it can get to be too much. Tags: Adult Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable), Adult Nijimura Okuyasu, Nurse Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable), Chef Nijimura Okuyasu, Post-Canon, Pre-Relationship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Hospital, death mention, Josuke is secretly a very anxious stressed boy, Also all the people that think Josuke would be a cop can fight me
Sickday (Rating: G)
Summary: Josuke comes down with a fever while at work at the hospital. Tags: Adult Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable), Adult Nijimura Okuyasu, Nurse Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable), Sickfic, Caretaking, Gentle Okuyasu, Post-Canon, Pre-Relationship, sick Josuke, I stand by what I said last time, Everyone who thinks Josuke would be a cop can fight me, Nurse Josuke superiority
Collar Full (Raiting: G)
Summary: It’s Josuke’s 24th birthday. Okuyasu throws him a party and considers taking the risk and telling him how he feels after all these years. Tags: Adult Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable), Adult Nijimura Okuyasu, Post-Canon, Fluff, Love Confessions, bi-panic, tbh Okuyasu is the definition of bi-panic lol, Tomoko is Josuke and Okuyasu’s biggest fans
Talk Too Much (Rating: T)
Summary: Josuke and Okuyasu invite Tomoko over for dinner to tell her about them. Tags: Adult Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable), Adult Okuyasu, Post-Canon, Developing Relationship, Coming Out, Good Parent Higashikata Tomoko, Josuke is truly just an anxious bean, And Okuyasu needs to be nicer to himself, TAGS FROM THIS POINT ON CONTAIN SPOILERS, First Kiss, The tanuki will return as he is Okuyasu’s son now
Just Like a Movie (Rating: T)
Summary: For the first time since they’ve started dating, Josuke and Okuyasu go out with Yukako and Koichi to the Obon festival in S-City. It’s a double date, but Yukako and Koichi don’t know. Tags: Adult Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable), Adult Nijimura Okuyasu, Post-CanonDeveloping Relationship, But also, Established Relationship, Adult Yamagashi Yukako/Hirose Koichi, Fluff, First Dates, Kinda, Also I’m not sure how to/if I need to tag this but just in case:, I’m not sure how to explain it but I don’t want to catch anyone by surprise, Mention of Non-con kissing, It’s not super serious but it could also boarder on a mention of Sexual Assault, Everyone loved a good festival episode, Return of the tanuki…, The boys are nervous about being gay™ in public, also Koichi is a clueless little dummy and I love him
You can find individual posts for each of these fics on my blog in my fic tag
@josuyasuweek-2024 you can ignore this if you want but i am sad my brain did not allow me to truly participate I know i didn't write these for the week but i still wanted to share if that's okay ;-;
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ohsocheesiness · 4 months
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Played both Cyberpunk 2077 Phantom Liberty Endings
Both are super good in my opinion for V, Reed, and So Mi. Needed somewhere to post my thoughts.
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My Natural Instinct
I did not trust So Mi at all, bro. Even from the beginning.. the thing with the chimera was suspect. Disappearing like that after I saved myers... idk bro. However, I do empathize with her circumstances. She's stuck somewhere where she's being abused. She's dying and she just wants to be free.
Don't trust Myers, but seemed the type to keep her end of the deal.
I didn't necessarily trust Reed either, but I believed in him. A man of principle who stuck by his team and country even if they did him dirty. I felt like So Mi only fake cared about me, but I felt like Reed truly did care about me and my life. He saw V as another of his comrads to protect. However, I knew it was his government that he'd unfortunately follow till his wheels deteriorated.
Following Reed
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I believed that Reed 100% wanted to help So Mi escape. I told So Mi I only kind of trusted her and that I think Reed wants what's best for her.
Gameplay wise I think it's cool that following the FIA turned into a freaking horror survival game lmfao. I love the secret agent style shit in PL
Anyway, only in this ending do we learn that ROGUE AI are basically attacking her and using her as a fucking link to the physical world through the real net. She mentioned she felt like somebody was over her shoulder her whole time. It was THEM. I wonder what Alt would've had to say about it if I asked her tbh.
In the end though, there was a great moment with So Mi who was at her end. I had a save point and played out both instances if I killed her or if I let Reed take her. I don't really remember what my first instinct was to do... but after knowing both endings it would've been best just to kill her and give her freedom man. However, saving her gives us a bit more to Reed's character.
Reed is freaking depressed bro lmfao. He is the one keeping so mi in chains. He is the one locked in chains. He knows he's just a dog, enslaved to ideals he doesn't think truly matters, but it's all he has. The only thing he can do is lean into it, despite knowing it's flaws. "All that matters is that So Mi is still living." I think that's why Reed never comes suicide despite seeming so empty, he's strong enough to carry everything.. it's his duty even.
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Ofc I accepted the offer to save my life, it made sense to me that they could really help and that Reed would do right by me.
FUCKING HURT ME that Johnny had to get destroyed so abruptly like that. I know he didn't want it. He accepted it though, his true death. Just Rogue and V being his last remnants of life in NC.
If you tell Reed thanks, he says something like "there's nothing to thank me for, V" and leaves, head hung down. Another life Reed took and ruined. Got So Mi on life support, enslaved by Myers, Alex killed, V some kind of wonky life so different than before. Coma for 2 years.
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Also my Panam romance 💔💔💔💔 damnit! Panam is definitely the type to fucking be done with it cause she thinks I broke her heart but dang. Wish somebody would've went through my contacts and gave them the heads up 😐 but I LOVE what happened to Judy after this. She deserved the peace man. She's such a cool homie if you guys are platonic.
Following So Mi
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I tried to play a lot more empathetic with So Mi and her circumstances, instead of just it being mutually beneficial. V was the only one who can understand what was happening to her.
& Since I played this second, I felt guilty asking her to use the black wall to hack shit and kill people while we were escaping from Hansen's spot. It's lowkey best to play this ending as a netrunner. You help So Mi a lot more directly.
So Mi is really just like V, kind of. She just wants to live, so she'll betray and lie to her friends and simply just have to feel bad about it afterwards. For the most part, V won't sell out to a corp, but So Mi kind of sold out her friends. Her character flaw I guess.
This is also the only ending where a diologue option will tell you MR BLUE EYES is the one who contacted her for NUSA info and hooked her up with a deal to get to the moon! This is the only time i remember hearing about him before you do the Sun ending. He definitely a major player in the next game and there's something he's trying to do involving space. Which is why i assume he sends V on a mission to the crystal palace.
Anyway, So Mi eventually reveals that she was lying to me the whole time. She knew it was only a one use kind of deal.... prick. But I told her I would've helped her anyway if she just told me.. which maybe I would've tbh.
I carried her to the rocket thing. Reed was waiting for you. You two are at odds now and he means business. He lowkey tries to butter you up about protecting So Mi, but call him on his bullshit. Then he switches up, he wants to take care in to answer for her crimes. I said I didn't want to have to shoot him. He said "neither do i" 🥹 but yea I popped his ass after he gave me no choice. In a certain regard I was happy he found peace. Killing reed is the best thing to do in this ending 100%
You hook So Mi in the rocket to the moon and talk with Johnny as you two watch her go into space. Real.
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Wait long enough you get a mysterious message to go find a package. The package has evidence that So Mi is alive on the moon. Very cool! She lives in this ending. And she's free. I was actually super happy about that tbh.
Also with this ending, Alex lives. PL tried to give you a relationship with her... in the ending where she dies I was sad about it but got over it. In this ending where she lives you get another chance to chat with her. She calls you up to the bar and basically wants to ask about Reed's last moments and to say goodbye. I really liked Alex's character and appreciated this goodbye.
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A while after this, you get a postcard on your megabuilding apartment door from Morocco. Alex is free too. A very good ending. Now it's up to V to find out how to survive (lol)
Which is better?
You get to see into So Mi's past with the first ending. First hand. You get some conversations with Reed that give him more depth, but So Mi either dies or might as well have died. Reed lives on avoiding his very clear regret, but may have found purpose. If you choose to take the help here V becoming just another face in the crowd... a bit of a shame if you played into the 'become a night city legend' but kind of deep and real considering now he has a new life, but had to go through a lot and lose a lot on the way.
With the second ending, Alex and So Mi live & them and Reed are free from being dogs to the NUSA government. You get your farewells... at least somebody gets a happy ending. With this, you also get your farewell with Johnny in one of the base endings. You can digest the weight of a life and choosing your own way to go. There's some moments in this, the conversations inbetween, in big fights, hand in hand with So Mi that make this worth while. Digesting it all with Johnny means a lot too.
So idk
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dax-enfinity · 2 years
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hello here are all my lgbtq+ / sexualities hcs for the creepypastas: (mansion residents)
Jeff
He is aroace (and I decided on that headcanon to piss off the jeffdrowned and the jeff x jane shippers)
Goes by He/They pronouns like he legitimately does not give a shit about pronouns you call him except for she/her
Makes a bunch of jokes about it
Keeps telling people that he grew out his hair, bleached his skin, and cut his face so he wouldn’t get any bitches
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Jane
She is a goth married lesbian
Goes by She/Her pronouns but doesn’t mind She/They
She’s married to Mary and has a little cottage with her in the forest
Everyone knows she’s a lesbian and married
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Masky
He’s gay and that’s it
Married to Hoodie
Goes by He/Him pronouns
Leave the poor man alone, he’s a depressed gay serial killer
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Toby
Bisexual but with a (male preference)
Goes by He/Him pronouns
He had a crush on Eyeless Jack (it was more like admiring tbh)
The whole ticciwork thing never happened and it was just clock’s idea to start fake dating except they didn’t even kiss or hug lmao (it was just clockwork’s plan to get with nina lmao)
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Hoodie
He’s also a gay depressed man
As I said before he and Masky are married
He goes by He/Him pronouns too
Please, leave him at peace too
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BEN
He’s not sure if he’s bisexual or straight lol
Goes by He/They pronouns
Mainly female preference or just people that look femme enough for them
Nonbinary because I said so
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Sally
She’s little so I don’t really have any hcs for her
Goes by She/Her pronouns
Also all my homies hate sallydrowned that’s mid as hell (like, HES A TEENAGER AND-SALLY SHE IS LIKE 8, LISTEN IK THE CREATOR REVAMPED HER TO BE 12 BUT THE CREATOR IS A PEDO)
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Eyeless Jack
Bisexual
He/Him pronouns
He’s also depressed
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Laughing Jack
They/Them pronouns
Agender
They are also aroace
100+
That’s a fucking killer clown why are you attracted to them ?
Slenderman
Agender like he’s an eldritch god
He/Him pronouns
1600+ (en los años 1600-)
Smile.DOG
Ayo that’s a dog don’t be attracted to it
He’s Jeff’s pet and has a doghouse outside in the Mansion’s garden
Mainly gets along with: Sally, Jeff, Toby, and E.J
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uncaught-coolfish · 1 year
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has anyone sent adam yet. i must.
CRACKS KNUCKLES
OTP: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bulldogs. it’s like the only one I can think of that won’t get me assassinated where I lay. and I like marrow a lot. and if you do some serious fanon mangling twisting churning deforming grinding into the blender and fullmetalalchemisting… sun x adam is the shit
Brotp: he and the 2 twin dudes from v4-v5… perhaps they were homie balonies.
NOtp: like the. the obvious ones. but for one. frostbite. there’s good art of it. but it’s. yeah. yeah no thanks . shaking my head violently
Thing I like about the character: I like his designs (take a shot every time I’ve said that). Yeah his OG design was slut city but tbh the timeskip design has grown on me. It’s goofy but like it looks decent. Also he had one of the better Maya models, change my mind. I honestly kind of prefer the Maya look to the og look (though rip to the slutty waist) His character might’ve gone down the drain and gotten stuck in the gutter but at least he looked swag during it. Also he has the face of a fucking puppy/j also that “looked at the sky with bright blue eyes” shit in the aa bio is one of the most depressing fucking things from this show to me. like. byeeeee…..!!!!!!!!
Things I dislike: his WRITTIIIIINNNGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH literally why did we. WHY. you have the power to end these patterns. I still don’t get why they wrote him to be this irredeemable hatesink and then threw on top of the mudcake “OH he was a child slave and also GOT BRANDED!”. Like. I mean okay more material for me <3 but then WHYYYYYYY DID THEY NEVER ADDRESS IT ANY OTHER TIME. ALSO WHY WAS HE GIVEN THE MORE ON SCREEN DRAMATIC DEATH THAN FUCKING J A C Q U E S. oh and also the fact he only ever interacted with uhhhh like? 6 characters maybe and only 2 of our main characters are included in that.
Their best volume: I’m gonna be honest…. Volume 6. It was the volume the animation looked good, he looked good, his va improved somewhat (though the dialog certainly didn’t RIP), we finally got to see under that mask, and that alone was what got me interested in the loser. And thus, blorbo.
Holy shit this got really long. ADHD kicked in *quirky*.
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khiphop-discussions · 7 months
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I want to ask about chillin homie I know I'm late I had been busy taking my exams and took a break from social media i asked they told me to just watch the live can you please tell me where it is I am looking at some articles it says he was overdosing and nearly died he apparently apologized I'd care I'm scared I hope he is okay I also can't find the live and i don't know what happened in it and I don't know what is happening I just know he kinda got better but I don't fully believe that
I don't think you should watch the live tbh.
tw for suicide, suicide attempts below the "keep reading"
What happened was basically what you said. He was really angry and sad. His friend Iron had passed from suicide and he posted an "RIP" IG story for him. I guess people called him out for that since Iron was super problematic during his life. So he (Chillin Homie) took a bunch of his prescription pills to try and overdose. Luckily, at the time, he was living with someone and they came in to help him get medical attention. He was still "awake" but he was foaming at the mouth and slurring his words due to having the medicine in his system. The live was then shut off. It was pretty scary because for HOURS we had no clue what was going on. Eventually, Groovl1n posted a statement. He apologized for the inflammatory comments he made about Feminists and the incident overall.
It was VERY scary! In was in early 2021 if I'm not mistaken. I was in the Zoom for one of my classes not paying attention and instead hopped on his live. I STILL regret that, wish I'd have been paying attention in class instead. I wouldn't say I was severely traumatized by the experience though. I was just shaken up about it for a few days. So I hope others who were on the live that day are good as well.
When he went on SMTM11, he reassured Lil Boi that he was no longer struggling with depression and doesn't even need to take medicine. If you saw SMTM9 you may have remembered when he left due to his anxiety and depression. He said he was showing symptoms of alzheimers and having blackouts and things.
As of 2022 and 2023, he seems to be doing so much better. He released a bunch of music with different artists. He has a lot of friends in the industry. His lives now are usually him showing us his music. He went to the Us last year or early this year and seemed to be having a really good time out in nature and stuff like that. He got in a little drama earlier this year cause of some dissing between his friends and No:el. Also, some Ukrainian fans had to speak to him about not supporting Russian clothing. But other than that I think he's been doing reatively well from what he's shown fans.
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Ok I decided I'm redoing my match up thing, it was too messy
What I look for in a man:
I don't wanna say this but he's gotta be handsome (shallow I know but hey at least I admit it) but he's also gotta be kind enough to me so I don't feel like a worthless piece of shit whenever he talks to me (bonus points if he's got a hot voice)
Love Language (recieving):
Words of Affirmation (says almost every Asian child ever) and gift giving are major love languages I have for recieving
Love Language (giving):
Physical touch/intimacy, I had this era as a kid where I'd rub on my mom and sister like a cat, it was annoying for them but that's just how I showed me love for them. Playfully hitting is also included like it a little bap on the head, sometimes I underestimate my strength and hurt the person I do that to and it makes me feel terrible.
Things about myself my s/o should very much know:
I'm a lazy, cynical and very pessimistic person (also very neurodivergent coded) I will cry if they're mean to me a lot and I will curse them out if they're mean to me a lot. It entirely depends on how I feel after waking up. Very much anger issues (working on it dw). I find crying attractive which is very weird and I don't wanna dive into that can of worms just yet.
Resting Bitch Face is my default which scares babies apparently and that's why they don't like me? Children are scary but I do want them. Every Time I see a cute baby I will say 'i love babies 🥹' (yes the emoji is included). It's a forever ongoing baby fever for me.
If you're gonna be with me you need to know how to listen cause if I think you're not I'll either A: stop talking and say nevermind or B: annoy you into listening to me. This again, entirely depends on my mood.
Being dramatic cause I like drama? Nah
I'm dramatic cause I never got attention from my dad as a child. Ig that's part of why I seek male validation, sad. I dunno what else to add 🤷🏻‍♀️ (have my first draft for the ppl that see this ig)
Guess who's asking for a match up (spoiler: it's me)
Favorite color: obvs purple 🙄 (why did I add this 😭)
Uhhh I'm super lazy and very much depressed, I will get angry if you ignore my very obvious mental struggles. (I also just get really angry in general but SHHHH) also very cynical and apathetic to most things, sleepy 24/7.
I make characters so they can live a life I can only dream of...hmmm what else...I'm smart-ish (if top 7 of my grade for 8 consecutive terms counts as smart) anddddd I like writing and making up storylines. My favorite thing to do is read (not the classics, they bore me tbh, but I guess Holes and Midsummer's Night Dream is ok)
I very much often ramble into tangents and can be seen as a bitch apparently cause yay social anxiety doesn't like me talking to other ppl ✨ toxic friendship frr‼️ I'm more expressive on the internet than I am in real life bc no one knows who I am behind the screen (unless you doxx me but pls don't ♥️) and that comforts me.
I have ADD, MILD autism and 💩 crippling depression 💩
I like being dramatic bc I didn't get much attention from my dad as a kid and he went to buy milk ig 🤷🏻‍♀️. I always look high in pictures and I hate taking them cause I always look high.
What else...hmmm I like singing and dancing when I think no one's watching and I despise- no I abhor when ppl try to force me into doing things I don't wanna do. I like food a lot and will cry if it has no flavor. Donuts are 👌🏼 . I was 100% a menace as a kid and awfully gullible. And I'm very good at holding grudges as well (my longest grudge is over a decade long-)
And I think that's abt it? There's probs more but I'm tired
homie gave me their entire autobiography holy fuck /pos
I MATCH YOU WITH!!
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MALLEUS this man LIVES to spoil you he just loves hugging you from behind and smiling as he shows you a beautiful (and extremely expensive) necklace he got done for you, the necklace is enchanted so that it'll always be in pristine condition, the gem's color change in the light naturally but you can see they also have a bit of magic on them, everyday this man will smile and compliment your stunning flawless looks with a smile on his face, if he had his tail out it would be wagging so hard he'd cause an earthquake
at first malleus would be very confused on why you hit him and think he had done something wrong but when you tell him it's just your way of showing affection he'll say you can use him as punching as much as you want to with a cute little smile, malleus won't ever hit you back because 1- he is way stronger than you and would definitely hurt you 2- what kind of man would he be if he hurt the one he is so deeply in love with??
he loves any affection you give him, in the beginning of your relationship malleus always went a bit stiff when you showed him a lot of affection because he isn't used to it but even back then he already did enjoy your affection he just didn't know how to react to it, now he is already very used to it, to the point he'll get a bit pouty if he doesn't get his morning hug and kiss
malleus is aware of your mental health and he does everything in his power to help you heal and feel better, malleus does not like fighting and he isn't used to being mean, sometimes he could say something a bit hurtful but it's just because he isn't completely socially aware, please talk to him if he ever hurts you and he'll immediately apologize and promise to never say anything like that ever again, he'll spend the rest of the day spoiling you to make up for that, he says it's because he feels terrible and although he isn't lying you both know malleus just really enjoys spoiling u
malleus loves reading to you, he'd really enjoy it if you could sit on his lap as he reads a book you picked out, his voice is very pleasant to listen and honestly very calming so most of the times you end up falling asleep, when that happens malleus kisses your forehead and hugs you tighter making sure you're having the sweetest dreams ever
both of you are seen as intimidating so as soon as you two step into any place everyone is immediately looking at you two, an intense intimidating aura filling the entire place as you two walk together before malleus picks up a silly little plushie and tells you that it reminds him of you and start gushing over it as if u two were completely alone, to be fair, whenever malleus is with you you're the only thing he cares about
malleus is over the moon when he discovers that you'd like to have children since he will be a king that is basically a necessity, it doesn't matter if you two adopt or have the child yourselves malleus will make sure you and his little baby/babies are always happy and comfortable, he'll spoil both u and ur child/children rotten and would be constantly cooing over them, however he is extremely protective of you and your child/children so he tends to growl at strangers that approach u 💀
other possibilities: kalim, lilia & trey
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onemillionvolts · 2 years
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ALL OF THEM CYNO BELOVED DO ALLLLL THE ASKS!!!
you are the bestest ever do you know that you should probably know that
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
this is honestly so fucking funny to me thst this is the first one.... i will say.. no... i dont even know who it was so just to be safe. no
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
no! only the homies <33
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
i have not
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
kinda? i definitely strggle with trusting people too much so not like. traditional trust issues but theyre there
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
yeah i just went to a party with scaramouche kunikuzushi last night (real)
6. What are you excited for?
tomorrow so i can finally chill out !! and to hang with the homies!! And dinner i'm fucking starving
7. What happened tonight?
it is 4 o'clock
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
i think it's disgusting when anyone gets really wasted LMFAO
9. Is confidence cute?
yes but i think there's a very fine line to it like if you're overly confident and cocky it becomes VERY unattractive
10. What is the last beverage you had?
technically water isn't a beverage but i'm not gonna be pretentious so. water
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
like.. 3? i don't know many people so all of them are family PFFFFF
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
nope! i don't have many jeans in general actually
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
that's a WEEK AWAYYY i dunno!! probably play genshin though if we're being honest
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
cyno!!! I'm guaranteed to win him so i'm gonna whale <33
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
not anymore 😁
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
that's a really heavy question tbh i think?? probably i mean, i don't ANTICIPATE it but i imagine it'll come? hopefully positive change HAHA
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
sadie. next questuon
actually to provide some context yeah i struggle to talk about anything with family so like... yeah sadie or the void of tumblr
18. The last time you felt broken?
like last night bro that was rough
19. Have you had sex today?
hahaaahahahahaha that's hilarious. no
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
i mean.. nothing really that i can think of at least. i'm sure there's something subconsciously? i guess me thinking about my mental problems counts cause like.. i'm definitely trying to focus more on that?
21. Are you in a good mood?
i wasn't because i have an awful neck ache but that ask made me feel better :(( /pos
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
no i don't do dangerous things im a pussy
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
no mine are hazel and his are... like a gray blue i think? i don't remember???
24. What do you want right this second?
my fucking dinner
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
i mean judging from past experience id probably just be depressed bro
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
mhmm! never dyed it though i'd like to in the future
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
i think it's situational like obviously if i'm in too deep it's fine but humor is really important to me
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
genshin vr xiao cooking videos theyre really funny
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
not really honestly
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
situational i think. if someone has truly like... gone out of their way to redeem themselves from their past mistakes then yes, at least most of the time. but otherwise fuck no.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
nah he's my best homie wtf 💪
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
who is this person you keep asking me abt i'd love to meet em
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
no i drink too much of it i think. i swear they put addictive chemicals in those mcdonalds fountain drinks
34. Listening to?
oops! by yung gravy
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
nooo it feels... wrong
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
unfortunately not hell
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
i think so? i think i moreso believe in like... love at first meet or smth??
38. Who did you last call?
i have... no recollection. prolly my dad
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
no one <//3 i don't really dance
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
i was a dumb idiot is why
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
uuhh. Too long ago. PFFFF for real tho probably two months?
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
yeahahh both of em cause im a birthday boy
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
uhh no... starting to think this is for people who have had life experiences <333
44. Do you tan in the nude?
no i don't tan at all
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
yes and everything surrounding it (except meeting the best homie ever as a result ofc)
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
nooo i watched tiktoks cause i sleep later than my pals
47. Who was the last person to call you?
agian... idk probably my dad
48. Do you sing in the shower?
i don't </3 the only time i sing is in the car
49. Do you dance in the car?
no i sing in the car, were you not listening
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
mhmm! i'm bad at it very bad at it i'm better with a rifle PFFFF the one thing on my "stuff that weird men do" list that i haven't done is throw an axe. excited for that
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
gosh like.. five years ago? i hate getting my picture taken
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
NOOOOO i loovveeee musicals. i mean they ARE ultra cheesy but in a really good way. one time i went and saw a grinch musical it was great. the guy who played the grinch's dog was a little too into it i loved that guy
53. Is Christmas stressful?
personally i don't think so but i can see why others would think that
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
YEAAHHH i love them. i used to despise them sooooo much when i was younger tho
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
i really am NOT a pie fan tbh.. but i'll say apple if i had to pick
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
hey i talked about this before! i never really thought about it honestly.. and tbf i haven't to this day. i'm a mess.
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
yes and i am fairly sure there are many living in my house
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
yeahh more often than i'd like to admit
59. Take a vitamin daily?
i'm SUPPOSED TO. and i TRY but i forget sooooo often cause i ammmmm irresponsible
60. Wear slippers?
i don'tttt i love slippers tho i want some <3
61. Wear a bath robe?
not once in my life PFFF
62. What do you wear to bed?
just a t shirt and pants/shorts depending on the temperature. basically whatever i wear once i'm out of the shower
63. First concert?
haven't been! i'd loveeee to go to a glass animals concert tho...
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
i say this as a big big target fan, but.. kmart. KMART. YOU WILL NEVER FUCKING TAKE KMART FROM ME. COME BACK KMART I MISS YOU. it makes me wanna cry
65. Nike or Adidas?
neither im poor
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
cheetos. cheeto puffs
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
SUMFLOWER SEEEDS i hate peanuts. Only nut i wont eat 😵
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
hmmmmm. style. or wildest dreams
69. Ever take dance lessons?
nope PFFFF
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
my hypeman 💪 /j
but uh.. not particularly?
71. Can you curl your tongue?
YEAAHAHA I CAN. puttin that on my resume
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
noooo but i was rlly smart as a kid so i probably would've. i'm dumb as shit now tho.. i'm out here googling the most simple words
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
yeahh i have! can't exactly remember the last time though
74. What is your favorite book?
i can't read. but uh seriously... probably goosebumps. big goosebumps fan
75. Do you study better with or without music?
WITHOUTTT. i can't do ANYTHING to music except draw. it always steals my attention
76. Regularly burn incense?
NO but i would absolutely love to more often
77. Ever been in love?
Unfortunately
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
OOOOHH glass animals... imagine dragons... starset..
79. What was the last concert you saw?
STOP RUBBING IT IN
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
hot tea 1000000%
81. Tea or coffee?
more of a tea guy myself but can't say i've had enough coffee to really stake claim to tea superiority.....
82. Favorite type of cookie?
chocolate chip i'm so basic <33 big fan of sugar cookies too.
83. Can you swim well?
WELL is probably a stretch. i'm a fine swimmer but i have really bad breath capacity and stamina
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
i.. didn't know that this was something that people weren't able to do? like i thought this was just.. a thing
85. Are you patient?
SOMEEEETIMES. definitely depends on the situation but i try my best to be
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
band? i mean, either works kinda i don't really have a big preference.. the only wedding i've ever been to had one bluetooth speaker and a playlist sooooo
87. Ever won a contest?
yeah i won the biggest tighnari stan contest
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
i haven't! idk if i ever would honestly surgery really scares me no matter how much i hate my face PFFFF
89. Which are better black or green olives?
NONE fuck olives fuck olives soooooooo much
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
as long as you wear socks it dosn't count
91. Best room for a fireplace?
living rooom... though i can't say i've ever had one i would LOVE ONE it just makes the room feel so much cozier
92. Do you want to get married?
aww are you proposing? /j
BUT SERIOUSLY i'm not sure. it's kinda a question that's hard to answer when you're single
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carli-meows · 6 months
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there's so many very specific things wrong with me, but im too busy loving my friends who have more problems tbh
like evey time im super depressed im constantly upset that i cant be talking about my homies problems more bit i know that wont fix my own,
but i dont want to be selfish and be all "me me me" when shits worse to others
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adhd-thot-jail · 7 months
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Wow, this is scarier than I thought.
Which is funny, this blog is me talking to myself but others can read it. Kinda the definition of a blog?
I don't expect many people to interact with my posts. But If you do find me around come say hi! If you have any tips for task initiation and organization hit me up. I love learning and trying what works for other adhd homies.
A little about me, since this is my first post on this blog. I was diagnosed August 2022. I graduated with my bachelor's in March 22' and felt so listless, and nervous about looking for work as a Graphic Designer. Being a designer wasn't my first choice tbh. Maybe a story for another time, but all I knew was that I wanted to be in a creative field because art is the only thing I felt that I could stand. And I hated my job (that I unfortunately still have).
So, it's summer 22' I just finished my bout with COVID and, I didn't know it at the time, in the middle of the biggest burnout of my life. I'm on a road trip to see the Killers in Vegas, and I can't stop crying, mind racing, just completely icky in the back seat of a dark car, wishing the whole trip was over already, even though I was excited months before about his trip. So after I composed myself a little, I looked up online therapy options 'cause I don't have insurance, and have to pay everything out of pocket. I choose an app, sign up, and end up getting my money back cause they don't set me up with a therapist for weeks LMAO. So I chose another app and finally got a therapist. After I explained what I had been feeling she told me, "Wow, have you ever thought of being screened for ADHD?". I never, ever, thought about it, or was never diagnosed as a kid. That one sentence kinda turned my world upside down. It made me look back at every single moment of my life and think...There's a name for what I've been doing my whole life? It was depressing that it wasn't caught early, even though I struggled heavily through all my schooling. But it also gave me some relief. My life was put completely into perspective, it was such a bittersweet feeling. I had been masking so hard to get through my college work, like I said earlier, I struggled with my schooling so I was trying to prove to myself and my family that I could do this, get good grades, and graduate. I was running on empty by the end of it all.
So now I'm working on myself. Working with a new therapist who also has ADHD and specializes in ADHD. I'm occasionally on medication (long story). And learning new ways to accommodate my brain. It's a journey for sure. But the main takeaway I got from my life up to this point is that I'm resilient, all neurodivergent people are. This isn't the kind of thing that can be easily understood, so many people, women especially, are diagnosed later in life. And yet here we are powering through, and learning about strategies that work for us it's empowering. I know that sounds cheesy as hell. But it took a lot of soul-searching, and some self-love to come up with this realization.
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chrimsone · 10 months
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guess what my homies after well over half a year i come back with a massive, 6k word chapter.
this was a bitch and a half to make. i mean last bit was posted pre-holiday, holidays came and wrecked my shit cause yknow, retail. then Lightfall launches but i get into a disgusting depressive episode that carries me thru april. all in all i did not spend most of the time writing.
ive got tons of ideas floating around, per use', and i've been working on them a lil bit all at once -- kinda like an adhd ridden squirrel as i described it. i mean, i did post that one fic about a new character i came up with, unrelated to these homies. i do that a lot. this brain just dont stop coming up with new things sometimes.
since this takes place in Dawn, and that was over three years ago, memory is spotty at best. Had to look up a video of a Sundial run to get the detes of the mission. and by that i mean excruciating detail. i wouldn't have it any other way tbh. i like my shit to be slow, giving you time to digest what you're reading. i hope it comes across right.
the lil post bit at the end was hard to come up with. imitating social media in fiction is tricker than expected! no wonder so many folk get it wrong. Honestly i wanted to include comments, show case the weird names i've come across while playing destiny, but in order for me to confidently do that I wanted to use a post as reference. unfortunately reddit, the site i was using as a basis since it's easiest to mimic in plaintext, doesn't want you to really look at older posts in a nice way. thats just how social media is now though, aint it. everythings all about the algo.
I was gonna setup a scene where the obelisks were setup in the beginning, but i scrapped it one way or the other. since that choice was made last year, i dont remember if i just didnt know how to do it, or couldnt find a good enough article to reference the questline cause its that too far back in my memory. I do remember needing to make sure pointe linked the tangled shore, while rin linked mars. Otherwise i would've given her steelfeather.
I've been playing the game since Shadowkeep when it went free to play, but somehow steelfeather repeater is still my most used weapon in pve content. 13k kills. my second highest would be gnawing hunger at a nice 9500, but thats still wild! I only was able to use the weapon for a few months before it got sunset, and i still havent used another gun as much as that. maybe i just dont play destiny as much compared to Shadowkeep..
Anyways, enough ranting. hopefully i'll get the next chapter out before next october lmao
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orangejuice707 · 1 year
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Gal, idk who this kim is or what he did but we hating, right? I need to know as I'm the homie in "me and all of my homies hate x " yknow?
(I haven't watched that show in years but bc of your reblogs i am basically watching it)
HELP YES .
I have got the best homies 😭💓love you frfr
Just wait a min (wakes up to find earphones entangled and glasses on the bed)
*opens tumblr*
So basically.
Idk how much u have watched the show but I hope that you watch it more and it will become more clearer as to why legit the WHOLE fandom is hating in him and this is his 4th major appearance ig
(first — dark cupid , second — Siren, third — party crasher , fourth — derision.)
So I am gonna be using mild spoilers here in brief words so u get a outline of structures of what happened in da show .
Season 1 was very tame compared to the season 5 (recent season)
Season 2 dived more into the side characters . And if you have watched Siren then it will feel very weird seeing Kim as a bully in s5 as the s5 episode was based in flashbacks
In season 3 we see him wielding a miraculous (funnily enough mari never gave it to him master fu did) .
And most people who have wielded miraculouses (like the real jewels) in the show (apart from moth bitch ofc) have atleast showed chances of redemption in season 2 and/or season 3 [Chloe] or were already good enough .
I think this led me to believe that Kim was the "funny side character" and that he didn't have much to contribute to the plot .
BUT OH BOY WAS I WRONG !
Season 4 was a bit darker than the rest bcoz *spoiler* *spoiler* and bcoz at the end of s4 Ladybug lost many precious shits [you will find out ]
Now the finale of s4 singlehandedly sent ladybug into depression (she was in s4 too but after the finale shit evolved )
Then starts s5 which is upto date the darkest season . Jubilation is a personal fav of mine bcoz of how dark it is and how it makes us aware of the fears AND dreams of ladybug and chatnoir .
Now in the ep Derision we see a glimpse of Mari's past where ofc we know she got bullied by Chloe and her sidekick Sabrina .
What we didn't expect was TO KIM TO BE THERE . Kim indeed insisted Chloe in her messed up schemes to bully Marinette bcoz he found it "fun" and wanted to "laugh" .(hence he got Akumatized as dark humor lol)
Now in s5 Adrien is v v aware of mari's feelings towards him and he likes her too !
So after he hears how Kim treated her in the past (esp mari acted very weird while walking to the pool with her almost bf . That's what made him become sus of her) he was ready to kill that bitch off .
But the flashback ngl moved me to tears and I was almost about to cry .
And not saying it whole ly justifies but atleast it justifies Mari's stalkerish behavior and her horrified reaction after seeing tikki (she called her a bug mouse) and etc.
11/10 episode but tbh this needed to be released earlier . Pretty fucking sure this episode cleared up most plot holes .
Fuck yeah ! Welcome to the Kim Hate Train bcoz his apology at the end of the episode sounded so not sincere . (Sadly enough people like him exist irl which is the saddest and the worst thing)
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